Nassau Chainsaw - Thicker Than Water - Asphalt Chronicles

"Thicker Than Water" Off - The Asphalt Chronicles 2009
Beat by Coma of Candiria, Mixed By Elliot Hoffman of Carbomb
Thicker Than Water Lyrics:
Have you ever felt trapped In the same old patterns Or anger when u try to pursue A dream and it shatters No matter how much you tried It was never enough Then you stared into the mirror With a face of disgust That adrenaline rush that We could never resist We earned every bit of misery Hand over fist The self destructive condition I've Been afflicted with all life The sounds of the sirens Help me to sleep thru the long nights Watch memories drift Like shadows on the wall We sit back and wonder What's the point of it all Time passes Increase our chances We retire the masks And reveal all the sadness When your hurt for so long Fear and pain turn to hate Then the hate starts to change The world into this place Of resentment and rage Where nobody's safe Surrounded by dead ends Like you've been caught in a maze (HOOK) Man up if your numb inside Endure the opposition if your ready to try You can take me and my word or just walk away But if you squeeze on that trigger your just blown away Verse 2 I'm still followed by black clouds And people I let down I'm drowning in the karma With no chance for a drought Till we balance it out Then we can blend in the crowd And find that peace inside That we were never allowed Fuck around you might just go Figure it out for yourselves Or get pushed back on that path That we were always compelled Felt the highest of highs And the lowest of lows And every shade of emotion In between them both It's hard to cope with the Direction of ya life's out of focus When you've completely forgotten What the meaning of hope is Know there's always someone Alone fighting the tension Despite the fact that the odds Have been stacked against them Never to mention when they've Had to own up to mistakes Don't crave attention we just Wait for the bad luck to break So we medicate our feelings With a roll of the dice To endure the operation In this game called life. (HOOK) Verse 3 I Wanna Know If You Can sit back and relax with the pain Without moving to fix it or hope that it fades Wait patiently embrace it through the worst of the storm What Laced you together inside when all else was torn What broke the waves of guilt that you can imagine and placed you back to your feet when the outcome was tragic Who programed you into thinking that something was wrong And tried to steer your life off course around every turn Who's counted all their scars and regretted a lot You learn did what u did then you get what you got Who's forgotten to teach us to except our mistakes Either way you only have yourself to thank or to blame Can you live with the failure and still stand on the edge And block out the thoughts and voices that repeat in your head Maybe you haven't bleed enough hang up or pick up the slack I know that life is always darkest Then it goes pitch black