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What’s My Story? Life After My Iboga Experience | Awakening | Olivia Kissper
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- Опубликовано: 18 авг 2024
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Breakups are SO HARD and transformative. I feel like people always scoff and brush them off but they can be so transformative and scary. Thank you for sharing ❤️
It’s unfortunate that any person invalidates another’s experience with “you should be grateful“ or “must be nice” statements.
I’d like to think most people don’t do it consciously. Regardless, every human has their own struggle and it’s beautiful to rise above it in any way. Thank you for sharing your story! 🙏🏼💜
Iboga is the most effective addiction treatment known to mankind, as well as an ancient physical and spiritual healing herb.Good quality ga available for you with optimal potency,we believe that Iboga is a God sent plant to mankind,to help treat ADDICTIONS regardless the unjust banned on the use of the plant by some countries.
we want to promote the use of the plant,in all forms because dealing with a substance addiction, whether it is you or a loved one, can be a terrible ordeal that puts a tremendous strain on you physically and mentally.
Ibogaine is a new therapy for chemical dependence that eliminates physical withdrawal signs and interrupts drug craving behavior. It is both a therapeutic and psychoactive addiction-breaker. It helps in breaking both drug and alcohol addictions.
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I’ve loved you for years and this is why. Unknowingly we are so alike. There are so many of us out there with childhood trauma who are just beginning to awaken but I’m thankful because there’s so many out there who also are still asleep at an old age.
Girl you are so fierce. I can feel your energy even when you're calm. In a video. Half the world away lol. I appreciate your change in focus for your channel. I also appreciate that you left your asmr videos up for those who prefer it. Thanks for being a light in this world Miss Olivia. Live long and prosper 💜
Olivia I’ve followed you for years, you’ve helped me so much over the years, you have such a kind heart. Thank you so much for sharing your story. Sending love and hugs to you ❤️🤗
Thank you so much for all your support!
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What did u do with katy byron?
Lori Roy I think God is clearly already at work in her life. This is a beautiful journey. God wants us to always be free the weight of our
Issues. Joy and Love she talks about is the Corner stone in my experience of God working in our lives.
I came for the ASMR, and I stay for this - YOU - genuine, kind, brave. Thank you for sharing your journey. ❤️
Iboga is the most effective addiction treatment known to mankind, as well as an ancient physical and spiritual healing herb.Good quality ga available for you with optimal potency,we believe that Iboga is a God sent plant to mankind,to help treat ADDICTIONS regardless the unjust banned on the use of the plant by some countries.
we want to promote the use of the plant,in all forms because dealing with a substance addiction, whether it is you or a loved one, can be a terrible ordeal that puts a tremendous strain on you physically and mentally.
Ibogaine is a new therapy for chemical dependence that eliminates physical withdrawal signs and interrupts drug craving behavior. It is both a therapeutic and psychoactive addiction-breaker. It helps in breaking both drug and alcohol addictions.
our products
Iboga root barks
Iboga Powder
Iboga TA
Iboga Capsules
Ibogaine HCL
Contact infos
Contact us on:whatsapp +2(376)83483021
gmail....dave83391@gmail.com
+1 4242437822
Thank you for the past 8 years! Also thank you for your amazing service. You've helped millions and you came such a long way! You're value is beautiful! Thank you again!
Jason M do you think she’ll still be making meditations on this channel?
@@christinakoch2738 most likely, she's always learning and adapting, she also loves what she does.
Iboga, amazing stuff. It is really an amazing plant! Look into it...
I consider Olivia one of the ASMR OG creators, who really understood triggers and sounds. I still go back to some of her old videos.
Thanks for sharing your story.
I love your soul. For all your hurts. Almost a decade ago, i found you and youve helped me thru all my most hurtful parts of my life. Love you the most when you were on that tile floor since you are me.
She is the real deal! Not one of these asmr people who just do stuff she is acctually professionally trained and educated in helping people!
Thank you for opening your heart. And show us have you have moved on with a healthy mind. Hugs. I have been following you for years, thank you for the peace you have given me with your videos.
Olivia, I was just released from a mental hospital. I can feel the pain you describe in the beginning. I believe people with hurt souls attract each other. So that was what connected me to your videos.
Your comment was a while ago, but I hope you are doing well.
I believe the kids call this feeling I am having a "mood".
ARDRA -asmr- perhaps even a “big mood”..?
You are phenominal Andra! 👏🏼👏🏼
Thank you so much for this vulnerability. 🧡 you got me into ASMR years ago
and I really do admire your strength!
Morgan Stevens She literally compared ASMR listeners/viewers to heroin addicts and did a whole ass video trashing us all and letting us know that we all have mental problems. I wish I could take her seriously, but I cannot. There has been no apology and no acknowledgement that what she did/said was wrong. Its a really sad situation and such a shame. I will no longer be watching or supporting her.
he didn't want to go monogamous anymore? this is such a polite way to describe a cheater!
Could've decided he wanted to be in a Polyamorous relationship and she didn't want that for herself. Doesn't make him a cheater. We don't know the whole story
@@Rat-King133 That's the definition of a cheater.
@@Maniac742 Being Poly doesn't make you a cheater. If he had slept with someone else or was messing around behind her back, then he would be. She didn't explicitly say.
@@Rat-King133 Right, it's not cheating. It's just surprise poly!
@@Maniac742 He said he didn't want to "go monogamous". That would suggest he wanted to either be with other people without committing, or he wanted to be in more than one relationship at the same time. She never said he cheated on her, but moreso suggested he wanted a different path than her.
Thank you for posting this. Im leaving to the Iboga ceremonies tomorrow and im very scared of the unknown. You have such a reassuring nature 🌸
ive watched you for about 7 years its crazy how time flies.
Olivia,
I just recently subscribed to your channel, your talks and guidance has been very helpful. Hearing about your journey is very helpful and adds to my respect of your teachings and guidance.
I am a very sensitive soul who is always looking for answers to help me in my growth.
My goal in life is to always spread kindness, but realizing there can be alot of hurt in this journey...your type of encouragement and teaching is needed.
Thank you for what you do!
I appreciate you.
Mike ☮️
I’ve had trouble letting go of my baggage since my daughter has been born. I’ve been filled with so much anger and grief over things in my past stories that I can’t change. I hope to get to this point of enlightenment one day. Thank you again Olivia! I’ve followed you for many years and you’ve always been my top favorite youtuber. I appreciate your wisdom
To arrive to selflove is a longer journey than one can know before. You never know when you will be there. Enjoy the healing journey itself. Thanks for sharing your journey.
Beautiful story I love the part about the stories just dissolving in the light of Truth . I have been praying for this .
I knew you we're so much more than just an ASMR channel when I first watched you year 2014. Your videos we're different, I felt safe and connected with you. You are a very intelligent and powerful woman, and I thank you for everytime that I had your videos to rely on to make me feel relaxed and feel less stressed.
Olivia, I've spent around 18 months trying to work out for myself what you just gave in 15 minutes. I was told very early a very simple version but I wasn't ready, so the Universe taught me brick by brick. I'm so pleased that you're happy and to have accidentally found your channel . Thank you 🕊 🙏
this is so brave of you to share this 💛🌼 you were the first asmr channel i ever subscribed to and it’s so nice after all this time to get to know you better and to learn about your incredible journey and growth. congratulations on your honesty and vulnerability 🌻
Thank you so much!
Wow powerful! Thank you for sharing, what a beautiful eye opening experience!
Today, it's the thing to quickly get over someone, when really healing and learning after a relationship is truly necessary and transformative. After my divorce, I was hurt, etc and discovered I was someone I didn't recognize, or like! . It took me about 2 full years to be reborn. Then like perfect timing I met the love of my life when I wasnt even Looking, at a store innocently shopping Trust the process of life. 💖
I'm here to listen, and here to stay! I'm intrested, and I'm curious, and I can't wait to listen
For me. Ibogaine washed away all of my fear. Fear leads to every single negative emotion. Fear is the one thing keeping you from being happy. It is a mental construct that we use to protect ourselves. Unfortunately, we have evolved to a point in a world that is a much scarier place than it was for our ancestors. Once your fear has been eradicated, you will be free of stress and anxiety. I have never felt grounded in my entire life. Now, I find myself in an actual meditative state at all hours of the day. Even when my mind is being analytical. Release yourself of fear, and you will be free. This is the secret my higher self taught me.
Unless you have actually experienced what iboga has to show you, then you won't be able to fully understand. Your ego will not allow it. We are full of so many strong dogmatic belief systems. These are mental traps designed to keep you from your higher self. Stop thinking so hard and quiet your mind and just listen. Reality is soooooo much simpler than you think.
Have you done ayahuasca too? If so, what's the difference of the two?
@babybunnie8669 Yes, I've done both. They have 2 completely different pharmacological profiles. Ayahuasca is basically just DMT given with an MAOI so that the molecule lasts for much longer, allowing you to feel the effects for hours instead of minutes. Ibogaine is one of the most unique compounds on the planet as far as how many different ways it is able to work on the body. You do not hallucinate on ibogaine. It puts you in a dreamlike state, allowing you to have fully vivid dreams while you are awake and have your eyes closed. When you open them, the visions stop. With ayahuasca, you will see things - what you see is dependent on you and what the plant needs to show you irrespective of having your eyes closed or not. Ibogaine is able to heal the body and mind in ways that still aren't fully understood, such as having tremendous success in healing traumatic brain injuries, PTSD, certain neurological conditions, substance abuse disorders, depression, anxiety, can help people quit smoking, quit drinking, and so much more.
Love your story, you have finally found your true selfishness and compassion for you and all others, just knowing we are all one conscious, one love
I love your content and appreciate how forward/frank and genuine you are. Having been abused physically and emotionally as a child, we have to learn to trust ourselves and be mindful. I will always be here for you and your great creations!
Thank you so much Olivia for sharing your journey. I use to watch your videos a lot back around 2013- 205
Then I stopped watching asmr
It has changed a lot. None are as good as you were back then.
Olivia, your ASMR videos helped me to escape the pain of being stuck in a 15 yr narcissistic relationship. I discovered your channel at some point in either 2012-2013 and they really helped me alot!! I have watched many of them several times because they are really really good (I often fell asleep before they ended too!) God Bless you on your journey ... I am excited to see what is coming next in your life ... Much love and hugs always 😘❤️❤️❤️
So does iboga work long term for panic attacks and trauma ? I spent 10 years in foster Care . I have severe abandonment issues . I’ve been single 4.5 years and have always attracted emotionally unavailable men . I’ve chosen to be single unless I can change what I attract
It’s the inner work I did afterwords that made all the difference. 🙏🏻
Hi Olivia, thank you for sharing your beautifull journey. People confuse vulnerability with weakness. They don't understand how strong you have to be look really look into your deepest emotions. I am also 'work in progress'. Have done so many therapies , also ayahuasca sessions. Now I don't need them anymore. At this point, I can dive deep into myself, by myself. And sometimes with a little help. And this really feels like coming home to myself. With lots of love, Margriet ❤
Your transparency and vulnerability is so refreshing, thank you so much for posting this video!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Thank you so much!!
I get it, i can relate. I grew up with verbal and emotional abuse, although my parents loved me and were great parents they had a dysfunctional marriage and were far too critical. I also had ex bfs be mean. So i totally get it, im very similiar to you and in recovery/growing/learning and getting better!:) my faith in God helped me, asmr, mindfulness and studying psychology/counselling/DBT/CBT/Schema Therapy/EMDR etc etc, nature, animals, water, volunteering, helping others etc etc
You are awesome Olivia and anyone who gets to share their life with you will be a very lucky person!
Your story is going to help so many along with your channel. I believe this is just a part of your greater calling. Without the struggle, the emotional pain and the intense work, the connection you need To make the impact would not have been there,. I call this the process of going through refining fire. It is how God sees us too and he is molding us just like the potter who goes from a lump of clay to a beautiful piece of art. Thank you for your story and I hope to one day be able to attend one of your seminars. Much love and life to you Olivia-
Olivia you have helped me to feel comfortable in my own skin and you have helped me to value myself. I had a very neglectful childhood. I often felt unloved. As I got older I would think if my mom didnt love me, who could.
Good that you tell this, im proud of you!
Hi Olivia, thank you for opening up with us. I really whish you the best from now on. I Will Always support what you do! Huge hug
thankyou so much for sharing,i never would have imagined you have been threw horrible trauma you always came across so confident its amazing how you can mask so much pain so well,i admire you for all the work you have put into yourself you deserve true peace,your beautiful inside out truly xx
Iboga here in Brazil is used for heavy drug detoxification and alcoholism, as an experimental therapy.
Now I know why I was drawn to you. Thank you, you are beautiful in so many ways!
thank you olivia for sharing your story with us. i know its hard to open up the entire internet, you are so brave for everything you've done. i am so blessed to have your vids in my life. they have helped me through everything . :)
Thank you Olivia for sharing your story . When you opened up about your past and see where you are right now . I see hope . It's in fact hard to change, I'm well aware of my destructive/ self sabotage patterns and behaviors .... but I can't seem to break free from them. I've always found healing properties in your videos and I'll keep supporting you and appreciate the work you put into your videos. I'm very interested in what you have to teach/ offer us.
Ive watch you since forever...you are part of my adult life somehow... i admire you Olivia
you're so amazing, im 21 right now, i started watching your videos when i was 13/14. im so glad to finally hear your story!
Olivia thank you for sharing, that was beautiful. Your story gives hope for the weak, help for the helpless. You are lucky to have those spiritual awakening and am lucky to have come across your RUclips channel. You sound like spiritual guru who can help others to the path of enlightenment. Love and peace!
Well every time you talk about your story and became so vulnerable that really touch me and affect me deeply, and I can't talk so much, but what I can say is that your story and life became in an example of what we can do with our life, a living teaching of what we can become, and this is a good news. Thank you for everything my lovely master Liv!
Your story is very inspiring, Olivia. Thank you for sharing. 💞
I love the way you tell stories and the energy you manage to transfer through the device. Thanks for sharing beautiful 💕✨
Olivia ur an amazing person! I admire u for being so transparent with us. I am sorry for ur rough childhood and upbringing. U have overcome with such strength and inner determination. Blessings & love💝🌺🙏🏼🌺💝
Wow.. the ‘realness’ of you is so beautiful ... thank you for sharing your journey and insights Olivia ... inspiration right there in the video about being authentic, and coming into your heart space 💚
For me it's about doing something that one person has never done before and probably never will in the future. One day I started using a game editor and this decision has turned into years of making one grand RUclips video. No one is even remotely close to me now and that makes it a world record. The amount of tedious work and organization has been absolutely ridiculous that not even someone in the future would attempt to top it. The feeling of it is great.
I want an end of evangelion type of experience too, I'm jealous
I knew I recognized your voice! I had some audio of you. I am sorry your mother shouted at you so much. It happened to me so much. I have done 16 Ayahuasca ceremonies, and I am contemplating IBOGA.
I love this! You're amazing.
Time heals. Your not alone. Bless you for being so vulnerable and sharing your life. Much love.
Sharing these words with our community is truly a great gift. May we heal old wounds with compassion and honesty towards others and within ourselves. Finding friends that we trust in does certainly help in this process deeply. There are multiple paths to enlightenment. Awareness is oftentimes the first step to recovery.
so sorry for all your trauma but like you said look where you are now as someone who has gone thru child trauma and probably have never fully gotten over it i understand how hard it is luv your vids for the 8 years they have help me along the way my blessings go out to you
I’ve followed you for years and I appreciate everything you do for us your humble subscribers. We love you! YOUVE helped us so very much
Dont feel bad about dying alone. Your not alone. You have all of us thinking of you
Here is the most powerful phrase ever: "He (or she) who does not care wins."
I'm going through kundalini right now because of childhood trauma similar to your experience. My father would yell and spank me for no reason. I've done so much to heal but it still hurts. Your asmr videos.... maybe they're heroin, but they did help me stay positive through my healing journey of awakening.
You're truly amazing. Thank you for sharing with us and all the love and effort you put into your content. You're truly appreciated. ♥
Thank you for being so open and honest and baring your soul to us all, I feel honoured to have heard your story and I'll be honest I can totally resonate with much of your journey especially now.. and what you said about the Meditations, therapy and stuff and still kind of not quite hitting the spot yet on my spiritual awakening enlightenment journey is such a good description of where I'm at right now I've definitely come to the conclusion of there is so much more I've accepted what is done is done on the past and I've accepted that I may not be able to change the future which is scary as I am in a very uncertain place in my life right now and very isolated from family and friends alike.. so I am definitely looking for that something! I also split with a girl who was my partner for 7 years a couple of years ago and this past 2 years has been the hardest of my life for many many reasons both leading up to that and since then. I've often wondered I over the last 12-18months about the Ayahuasca experience and also DMT which I believe is the shorter version of the ceremonial experience, having heard so many famous people who have done it and said its life changing. I've never heard of the other experience/drug /ceremony which you tried which you said was a game changer for you. I'm in London England, so not something that would be easy to do I guess but any advice you could offer I would much appreciate, I really am throwing myself into my spiritual awakening and enlightenment journey this last 2 years and now especially I'm determined to beat all my demons at the same some and come out of the other side fully enlightened as much as is possible and possibly look into potentially becoming a healer whether reiki or similar I'm not sure as I'm very intuitive for a man's man English fella lol, despite appearances I'm actually really sensitive have always been and always been a bit psychic also. Never been religious or that and blocked out the sensitive side for many years but now have learned I need to embrace it as that's probably what made me ill as j suffered a number of breakdowns with severe Depression and Anxiety etc.
Anyhow sorry to ramble on any advice you could offer or any ideas you have regards the Ayahuasca experience or similar would be appreciated. Don't do recreational drugs or that but I'm pretty open minded and I want to get off the anti depressants anti anxiety drugs and feel "Normal" for want of a better term but Me and not a version of me that j think other people want to see but the REAL me and unashamedly so..
If money was no object I feel sure I'd like to do some Yoga Retreats for the meditation aspects and back to nature type stuff but unfortunately money is short supply at the moment and for the foreseeable future so may not be possible but if that changes I'd love to see the retreat you have out where you are for sure! Fingers crossed maybe that will change in the next couple of years and I can maybe make the trip as it looks so idillic!
Thanks again and Kindest regards from London England 👍❤️🙏Namaste 🙏🕉️♾️☯️😎
I hope that one of these days I'll have 'my moment'.
Taking care of everyone else leaves little time for me, but that's ok - my time will come....your videos keep me going 😊
I can relate to your story..I often think that it’s our traumatic experiences that were the catalysts for who we were meant to be.
Amazing journey you’ve been on, and it can’t be easy to be that honest with the public, and especially yourself about what you need to work on. The last part really hit home for me as well. I’m looking forward to the new direction of your channel :)
Yes! Looking back at past stories can bring fear. Live in the moment and trust yourself. You are inspiring.
My heart is broken for you.l'm glad you have strength kiddo.
Sending you love ♥️ you are beautiful ♥️
This is what i want to do with my life. I appreciate your journey and thank you for being an amazing inspiration
I’ve experienced iboga personally also. And I feel most of exactly what you’re saying. If you don’t mind may I ask how long it’s been since you did iboga.? And if I’m correct it stays with us guiding. Until our final day.
I wish I could feel that bliss from present moment awareness as you did.
It never matters where you are, because you are always HERE.
Congratulations on your new Love! ❤ 😍 💖
Thanks for sharing such personal aspects of your life. I’m sorry you had that kind of childhood. It’s always a pleasure to hear your voice.
Thanks this is helpfuln❤
Glad it was helpful!
Olivia thank you so much for sharing this unique experience. Very few people experience this . A satori ..you are such a spiritual soul. Love to you and peace😍😍
Beautiful! Thank you Olivia for your loving energy 💜
Wow this video came to me when I didn’t even realize how much I needed it. I’m sad to see the video got cut off at the end 🥺 did I miss anything important?
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Whatever works for you dearest. You gave me a lot of happiness with your past asmr videoes. Thank you
you did a great job verbalizing what you experienced. plant medicine experiences can be challenging to express to others..ty
You have helped me so much. You are so brave and an inspiration. We all adore you! X
I had a very privileged childhood, so quite different from yours, but since then, I've had great jobs, terrible jobs, fantastic relationships and very painful ones. Funny thing is, I've found that my breakdowns don't necessarily come at the same time as the low points in my life. I think that our emotions run in tandum with our epiphanies rather than our experiences, so I think that's why meditation is so important.
Hi thank you for sharing I’m sure a lot of us can relate. I’m wondering how iboga helped-was it the coach? Was it Katie who helped? Which one was it
Thank you for explaining your background a little. I think it's very helpful for those of us that absorb and benefit from the things you say. It helps us to have a better understanding of the person that these messages are coming from. 💜
At first i liked your asmr videos and even thou you where changing content i still found in it somthing spacial more than just asmr. Now, that video got me. Im 25 and i feel im going throu what u had, but find really hard to get to that happy piont u described not just on finding a partner but other themes. Id be blad to learn and follow u. Thanku for sharing.💝
You've been through so much, & I'm so glad you're balanced & happy now; you help so many people!
I wonder if Byron Katie studied w/George Gurdjieff or one of his close associates, perhaps Mme de Salzmann? His system became known as, simply, 'the work.' Roxann Burroughs, btw, also teaches the system developed by her mother, Byron Katie.
Thanks, Olivia!
Breakups suck. Sorry to hear that . Been listening to you for yeaars .
Hi Olivia. I am also an HSP, and recently I havr been through a big trauma which got me dissociated. I used to get panic attacks and just like you they were fuelled by me fearing being left alone. I currently feel really spaced out, and I wana change my situation. I have heard a lot about Ibogain, and I felt like giving it a try, though I dont know how and when cuz I dont have access to these drugs. Would you suggest a person who is dissociated to try these sacred plants? Is their a possibility of they messing up your life more?
I've read and watched a lot about Ayahuasca and other Native American religious sacraments, but not on Iboga. I'm fascinated now about Iboga's potential health benefits!
First time watching you...i was looking for youtube videos to watch when high ..Felt a deep spiritual and intimate attachment there after
Wow so crazy to finally hear about u !glad u made it through all your hard times OK ! We are here for u Olivia Kisper!~
You seem like such a sweet, genuine lady!
Follow your heart and do what is right for you!
Thankyou for sharing with us. So brave! I love your journey and healing.
I love your channel. You have helped a lot of people and I really relate to this story!!