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I've been laughing for ten minutes at the delivery on "slow as hell, my god, but they're getting there" - every time I think I'm over it I start laughing again, THIS IS SO GREAT
This is genuinely THE best m4m confession I've ever heard. The pacing and the realistic feel are *chefs kiss*. You are... AWESOME. Thanks for this, Void.
You are farrrrr too kind :D It's always hard to make a confession like this feel realistic... especially when one half of the dialogue has to be essentially imaginary :P So I was a little concerned about the pacing and not going too fast or anything, so I'm really happy to hear you enjoyed it!! And thank YOU for your sweet comment~! :D
@@PurpleLemonade. i feel u i was so im shock i expected it to not be that good since personally m4m on youtube is always like a 90 percent chance of it being weird or aggressive but this one was so sweet and romantic?!?!? 😭😭💖‼️
I thought about a childhood friend I once had before his family moved away while listening to this and genuinely started crying. I have had no way to contact him since, but our friendship was always different to me. I also remembered our goodbye hug and I'm going to need some time to emotionally process. Fantastic job and thank you, Void
I had similar relationships and I understand the bizarreness of knowing that if you'd only had more time, perhaps things would've been more than they turned out being. It's a truly weird feeling, and I sincerely hope the audio was able to help. Thank you for sharing your feelings
Man, You were given a fckin GIFT! Your voice is just unbelieveable and the text in the end is just so sweet. YOU DESERVE ALL THE SUBS IN THE WORLDDDDD🏳️🌈
This was such a well put-together audio, you did such a good job and I felt so immersed! It's kind of hard, especially as a trans guy to find m4m audios that are sort of centered around the romance and the emotions instead of the sexuality. I think this captured that really well :]
ive been looking for a new VA creator, and i saw this and i fell in love with your voice! Its hard to find m4m audios and as a trans guy when i listen to m4f audios they make me feel dysphoric, but i listen to them because one of my favorite VAs only do m4f- so i just wanted to say i see that you have potential and i can tell you will grow to have a huge platform!
That is so insanely sweet of you!! I always hate when somebody with a great voice only does M4F ;P I'm so flattered by your comment haha. I just had my wisdom teeth taken out (lol), but new audios will be out as soon as I can get back to it! :D (PS: Cool pfp!)
Yeah it really sucks to listen to m4f as a trans guy- but u really see potential in you! I hope you feel better after taking out your wisdom teeth- my sister got them taken out and i remember she said it hurt and she was a wreck with me medication- i look forward to hearing the new audio! (p.s: thanks for the pfp compliment! it’s fanart of a character from the owl house :D)
First time listening & I love the musical time skips they’re perfect for moving the plot along. Wish more RPs ASMR vids did this like the transitions in rp games. It’s so relaxing!!!
I’m glad i’ve found this audio, it was so sweet, i needed it more than i thought Please keep up with stories like this one, and your voice is so soothing ! Thank you a lot !
Thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed it! Idk when the next audio of this narrative size will be out, but a praise/comfort one should be out soon to tide you over 🙏
Dude the fact I don’t think I’ve ever heard a more realistic M4M asmr in my life is insane and omg this shit got my heart pumping a million miles an hour. I’m not normally one who digs relatively slow burn amsr episodes, but this this was on a whole new level to the point it felt like I was in a really well written m4m Tv show. Like aromatic or at least I think and this this would be like the only time I’d ever get in a relationship. Even tho I’ve dated three of my friends if I met someone like this, take me 🤌💞 I would definitely dig a part two even tho I doubt it’s likely
Maybe it's just because it's 2am, but this made me cry. Not like sobbing ugly cry, but tears. I don't know exactly why. I think that this was just incredibly comforting. It's really scary being queer in a place where you feel you don't belong, and it takes courage to be proud of who you are. This audio made me feel like I was in a movie; you did an incredible job making this realistic. Definitely just gained a sub. Incredible work, really. 💕💕
I've never listen to something at 2 a.m. and enjoyed it more than I have to this your voice is flipping amazing and I love the way you make the story long and not just so short clip subscribing 10/10
I feel so lonely and i feel like i need physical attention, so these ASMR's make my depression a bit better! ( and the fact i realised im a homosexual recently ) But, the ASMR was so cute and your voice is amazing! I cried from happiness at the end 😅 Keep doing what you are and hope you'll have the best rest of the year ever!
Oh. Oh, this is something else entirely removed from any expectations I may have brought with me when clicking on this title. Oh my god. I *love* your voice? Like, scenario and acting aside, you have the most wonderful voice. I could listen to you read a bloody phone book and it would be a delight. As for the production itself, w o w. I only just got into listening to this sort of content in general, and immersion is always a bit difficult for me. But you pulled me right into the world you created. I was absolutely sitting there filling in the conversation gaps mentally. The cute moments made me giddy. The awkward shyness (which my god you acted that out impeccably) made my heart melt. Thank you for this wonderful experience. I truly look forward quite eagerly to see where you'll narrate us to next. For now I'm just going to sit and buzz a bit off the fuzzy gooey happy vibes you've left me with.
This asmr roleplay was the best one I've ever listened to mostly because I like my straight best friend and I'm still hoping this some day happens so thank you for making this it litteraly gave me tears
It's funny, was kinda hoping people would start calling me Void sooner or later, just simpler ;P Thanks for starting it ;) And thank you so much for your lovely compliment
@@elith6930 I'll admit that it doesn't exactly roll off the tongue! But I still like it for a full name since I like how "Star" and ASMR kinda rhyme ;P
I am a little late to this one but, this is my favorite m4m asmr!! The voice acting is so good and your voice is so good and the production is so good, everything is super good!!
I just found your channel and this was the first thing I listened too and oh my god it made me feel so happy and all warm inside, thank you for being such a good creator! Keep up the good work!!
As a 14 year old boy, Finding out I am bisexual, and meeting my ex-boyfriend months back, I’d say it was the best decision I’ve ever made. It really was growth for me. It was joyful. It’s an experience and I no longer care what anybody else says or thinks. If I get ostracized by anybody, I don’t care. I’m accepting myself for who I am. And I’ve gained a lot more inner peace because now, I acknowledge that I like boys too. I used to suppress such thoughts. I would hide it away. Never wanted to even think about it. But now? I love myself. And I love pride as well. I would do this entire journey 1000 times over. I’ve developed into an entirely different person since then. I feel “real” now. There’s no more hiding. No more running. It’s just me and nothing but me now. My soul feels purified. I’m not ashamed at all. I guess it’s what pride is. Pride in the person I am. And the drive to move forward in life, free of the burden that is self depreciation, renewed in confidence. I march forward in life. I love myself. And I accept myself. I’ve made amends to myself. And now, it’s time for a new chapter to be opened within my life. I’ve been influenced lately. Video games like Freedom Planet 2 are significant to my life, music that touches my soul, getting into art, and being a more social person. It’s a wonderful feeling to *be* a person again! And I’m only getting started!
Me ready to see what happens next between the two men Soft music starts playing 😐😭😂 Anyways beautiful audio thank you, for it take care of yourself Sweetheart And I mean eat, Sleep, stay hydrated ☺️ And always Know you are absolutely Amazing. ❤️
This audio depressed me. I have a couple friends who have come out to me, but I need to stay in the closet for my own safety. I'm not attracted to them, but I envy their freedom. Why did God make me like this? If I was straight or bi I could live freely. I'm so frustrated with life, I wish I could just end it all.
Ohhhh hon, I have been in a similar position and thought similar things many times, including the scariest parts of what you've said. Thank you for reaching out; expressing such complicated feelings can be intimidating and difficult. I admire your bravery in admitting these things. I can tell you that it isn't just you and me either, many of us have struggled with these feelings at various points in our lives. So at the very least, please do not feel alone. I'll try to say what I can to help, and at the end, I will provide you with some links that may be helpful. I felt a lot like you when I noticed that for others around me, being out wasn't dangerous or scary, it was at the most inconvenient or awkward-if even that. It felt like even other queer people couldn't understand me because for them these things weren't even issues anymore like they still were for me. So I really understand that envy, and it can be a very overpowering emotion, and I'm sorry you're experiencing that right now. That said, I unfortunately cannot answer the question of why you are gay. There exists no philosopher, scientist, or religious leader on the planet (and there never will) who can tell you exactly why you are who you are and explain every aspect of this. And I also cannot, unfortunately, provide much more than "I'm here, I've been there, I see you, and I hear you, and so do more human beings than you think," not because I don't desperately want to help you feel better, but because there simply isn't much more I can offer to you, except that, cliché as it is to say it, *it does get better.* And I know, I know that's something you hear a thousand times and it doesn't seem to help anything, and you're like, "how's it gonna get any better?! I've got X, Y, and Z working against me that'll never be fixed! And even if it does get better later, what do I do now?!" I know. And I don't have a simple answer to that. But I never, ever thought it was going to get better. But it did. And it's still not all the way better, and I can't promise you that our lives will ever be as easy as "normal" people's, because they probably won't. That's simply the nature of being a little different from a lot of people. But it *is* better, so much better. I can tell you that millions of people have experienced feelings similar to yours, especially in the earlier years of our struggle, and they have survived and gone on to be beautiful people who do beautiful things and spread love wherever they go. It is atrociously unfair that you feel the way you do, and my heart is hurting for you, friend. Really. I'm, like, about to cry typing this. Because I have been there, and so many of us have, and I am *so sorry* I can't do much more than assure you of that. I am very sorry this audio upset you. The intention was never that. It was meant to make people feel better about our situation, not worse, and I feel awful it had this negative effect on you. In the words of Avril Lavigne, "Keep Holding On." Or we can try Mother Monster: "Cry tonight, but don't you let go of my hand." I'm not asking you not to be sad, and I hate advice that asks you to do that because that's impossible. It's okay to be sad about what is a truly unfair thing. I am only asking you to please not let go of my hand, please hold on until the night is over. All I can say is that I have felt how you felt, but since then, I have met so many friends who have made me feel appreciated for who I am, celebrated, and instead of forcing me to hide it, they value and celebrate it. Instead of wondering why I am who I am, I can understand that it's just that, it's who I am, and who you are is special and beautiful. As I have gained more distance and independence from my family, that has helped a lot too. It did not happen overnight, and it may take years for you to really be able to look back and say it got better. But I promise you, it does. And hey, if I'm wrong, you get to say "I told you so." But if you don't stick around, you'll never know. You'll never see how much better it can be. I hope some part of this long-ass essay helped you. I wish I could do more. Please, if you feel like you can't go on, reach out to www.thetrevorproject.org/get-help/. You can call, text, or chat with trained, empathetic listeners who can give you advice and support. There are ways to hide this internet activity if you need to. Please stay safe, dear ❤
@@voidstarasmr Thanks for caring enough to reply to a stranger on the internet. I actually didn't get any sleep last night because I was having an existential crisis. Please don't feel bad, though. Your video didn't trigger me or anything like that. I think I just pushed myself past my limit with my frustration. I'm sorry for dumping my traumatic experiences on you, I just needed to express my feelings and didn't really have anyone else to turn to. I sincerely hope you are right, that it does get better, even though it seems to be getting much worse. I look at the happiness everyone around me cherishes in living an honest life when I know my world has no patience for me. And I'm sorry for disappointing you. I really do want it to get better, but I still really want to end my life. I'm sorry. I hope you can sympathize, I'm trying my best to stay alive. Again, thank you for your words of solace. As anxious and nervous as it gets me, it feels good to finally get some of this off my chest. You are kind for listening to me. I wish you the best of luck in all your endeavors.
@@danielcarvalho1453 You did not "disappoint" me :) I am proud of you for sticking it out. I am proud of your strength. All I ask is that you keep the link in mind if you ever need to. Your life will add to the world in ways you may not get to experience yet but that will be there in the future.
Hey, I just wanted to say thank you. I've been listening to a lot of M4M audio and I've been really disgusted about how overly dirty they are, (don't get me wrong I like a good dirty audio every once in a while) and it's kinda almost made me disappointed that I'm attracted to men, in a way, but this audio really helped me and was really sweet! Keep up the good work! ❤️❤️❤️
do i have permission from you to make an edit of this video but for everytime the friend says something sus in the first 18 minutes of the audio the thud sound effect plays and a counter goes up
Yes! I would be very flattered...! I would just ask that you please credit me and everything, as well as copy the credits from the description so you don't get your ass sued by the people I used stuff from! ;P
Hmm, you know what I don’t know if I have actually come out. I like anyone feminine regardless of gender identity so if I came out I feel like I ….. don’t deserve it? Like, I don’t feel like I’m in the queer community I just feel like me.
i’m actually fucking sobbing, this is like a universe where everything worked out for me. like down to 90% of this parrots me and my best friends relationship but reversed.
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"I'll get you off- no, get off you"
*When I tell you I burst out in laughter-*
I am so, so overjoyed to hear you did ;)
The heartbeat leading up to the kiss was incredibly immersive, and the nervous kiss was adorable. This whole audio was soft and adorable
I somehow missed this comment but thank you so much!!!
I've been laughing for ten minutes at the delivery on "slow as hell, my god, but they're getting there" - every time I think I'm over it I start laughing again, THIS IS SO GREAT
That is soooo sweet of you, thank you so much
This is genuinely THE best m4m confession I've ever heard. The pacing and the realistic feel are *chefs kiss*. You are... AWESOME. Thanks for this, Void.
You are farrrrr too kind :D It's always hard to make a confession like this feel realistic... especially when one half of the dialogue has to be essentially imaginary :P So I was a little concerned about the pacing and not going too fast or anything, so I'm really happy to hear you enjoyed it!! And thank YOU for your sweet comment~! :D
this was so good ?1?1? like genuinely probably the best m4m audio i've heard, EVER.
STOP YOU ARE TOO NICE :D :D Thank you so, so much
no but really it really is!!! its so good? it took me off guard, so many of the thoughts in the rambles felt real. It was so good, damn. my heart.
@@PurpleLemonade. i feel u i was so im shock i expected it to not be that good since personally m4m on youtube is always like a 90 percent chance of it being weird or aggressive but this one was so sweet and romantic?!?!? 😭😭💖‼️
@@Dami0nline right????? this one's a gem.
The art of the trope "crush on childhood best friend" with amazing voice acting is definitely going in both my subscriptions and liked boxes
Thank you so much :D Praise audio soon.
"I can't believe I had to strip in front of my microphone to do this"
ITS 4AM RN I CANT BE LAUGHING THIS HARD-
I'm glad you think it's as funny as I do ;D THERE WERE NO GOOD FREE SOUND EFFECTS OF STRIPPING!!! SO I WAS LIKE!!! OKAY THEN!!! I'LL MAKE ONE!!! XD
@@voidstarasmr XDDD
I thought about a childhood friend I once had before his family moved away while listening to this and genuinely started crying. I have had no way to contact him since, but our friendship was always different to me. I also remembered our goodbye hug and I'm going to need some time to emotionally process.
Fantastic job and thank you, Void
I had similar relationships and I understand the bizarreness of knowing that if you'd only had more time, perhaps things would've been more than they turned out being. It's a truly weird feeling, and I sincerely hope the audio was able to help. Thank you for sharing your feelings
listened to this on repeat to calm down, thank you! it’s super calming and comforting to me. thanks man. has to be a new favorite M4M audio for me
That makes me super happy!! I'm really glad it can bring you some peace
Man, You were given a fckin GIFT!
Your voice is just unbelieveable and the text in the end is just so sweet.
YOU DESERVE ALL THE SUBS IN THE WORLDDDDD🏳️🌈
You are wayyyy too sweet ahhhh! My face,,, is very red :3 Thank you so, so much for watching and for your kind words, I'm so glad you enjoyed! :D
@@voidstarasmr I AM NOT TOO SWEET, I AM AS SWEET AS YOU DESERVE!
@@_.saichi._6803 JIASFJAISJFASFJASIF EXCUSE ME AS I GAY KEYSMASH INTO OBLIVION,,,, THANK YOU
This was such a well put-together audio, you did such a good job and I felt so immersed! It's kind of hard, especially as a trans guy to find m4m audios that are sort of centered around the romance and the emotions instead of the sexuality.
I think this captured that really well :]
ive been looking for a new VA creator, and i saw this and i fell in love with your voice! Its hard to find m4m audios and as a trans guy when i listen to m4f audios they make me feel dysphoric, but i listen to them because one of my favorite VAs only do m4f- so i just wanted to say i see that you have potential and i can tell you will grow to have a huge platform!
That is so insanely sweet of you!! I always hate when somebody with a great voice only does M4F ;P I'm so flattered by your comment haha. I just had my wisdom teeth taken out (lol), but new audios will be out as soon as I can get back to it! :D (PS: Cool pfp!)
Yeah it really sucks to listen to m4f as a trans guy- but u really see potential in you! I hope you feel better after taking out your wisdom teeth- my sister got them taken out and i remember she said it hurt and she was a wreck with me medication- i look forward to hearing the new audio! (p.s: thanks for the pfp compliment! it’s fanart of a character from the owl house :D)
sorry for the spelling errors!- didn’t notice until i read the reply :(
I’m trans girl and I feel dysphoria with m4f bc of the whole genitalia thing… like I want a m4tf creator
bro this video is an actual fucking masterpiece 100000000/10 subscribed
You are way too kind 🥺 Thank you!!! :D
😭 bro this made me so happy. Idk why but at the end my eyes got teary, I didn't cry tho so that's good. 🥲
I'm overjoyed to hear it made you so happy!! :D Thank you so much, but remember that it's always okay to cry
First time listening & I love the musical time skips they’re perfect for moving the plot along. Wish more RPs ASMR vids did this like the transitions in rp games. It’s so relaxing!!!
I’m glad i’ve found this audio, it was so sweet, i needed it more than i thought
Please keep up with stories like this one, and your voice is so soothing ! Thank you a lot !
Thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed it! Idk when the next audio of this narrative size will be out, but a praise/comfort one should be out soon to tide you over 🙏
@@voidstarasmr Glad to hear that ! I'll be there then !
Dude the fact I don’t think I’ve ever heard a more realistic M4M asmr in my life is insane and omg this shit got my heart pumping a million miles an hour. I’m not normally one who digs relatively slow burn amsr episodes, but this this was on a whole new level to the point it felt like I was in a really well written m4m Tv show. Like aromatic or at least I think and this this would be like the only time I’d ever get in a relationship. Even tho I’ve dated three of my friends if I met someone like this, take me 🤌💞
I would definitely dig a part two even tho I doubt it’s likely
Maybe it's just because it's 2am, but this made me cry. Not like sobbing ugly cry, but tears. I don't know exactly why. I think that this was just incredibly comforting. It's really scary being queer in a place where you feel you don't belong, and it takes courage to be proud of who you are. This audio made me feel like I was in a movie; you did an incredible job making this realistic. Definitely just gained a sub. Incredible work, really. 💕💕
this is another great content! thanks for the video!☺️☺️
Thank YOU so much for your kindness!! :D :D
this was the best audio i’ve ever heard. something about it felt so real and touching. you did amazing!! 🫶🏻🫶🏻
This really made me feel a lot of things, most of it was so comforting. I like this audios, is so wholesome and cuteee!! Good job ♡
I've never listen to something at 2 a.m. and enjoyed it more than I have to this your voice is flipping amazing and I love the way you make the story long and not just so short clip subscribing 10/10
oh my god i really love this 😭💖 the concept is just so good
and thank you for the message at the end, it really means a lot !! 🥰
That's gay man, I like it
Me too ;)
I feel so lonely and i feel like i need physical attention, so these ASMR's make my depression a bit better! ( and the fact i realised im a homosexual recently ) But, the ASMR was so cute and your voice is amazing! I cried from happiness at the end 😅 Keep doing what you are and hope you'll have the best rest of the year ever!
( I always write a goddamn essay 💀 )
Oh.
Oh, this is something else entirely removed from any expectations I may have brought with me when clicking on this title. Oh my god.
I *love* your voice? Like, scenario and acting aside, you have the most wonderful voice. I could listen to you read a bloody phone book and it would be a delight.
As for the production itself, w o w. I only just got into listening to this sort of content in general, and immersion is always a bit difficult for me. But you pulled me right into the world you created. I was absolutely sitting there filling in the conversation gaps mentally.
The cute moments made me giddy. The awkward shyness (which my god you acted that out impeccably) made my heart melt.
Thank you for this wonderful experience. I truly look forward quite eagerly to see where you'll narrate us to next.
For now I'm just going to sit and buzz a bit off the fuzzy gooey happy vibes you've left me with.
This has got to be the cutest asmr ive heard so far
This asmr roleplay was the best one I've ever listened to mostly because I like my straight best friend and I'm still hoping this some day happens so thank you for making this it litteraly gave me tears
The confession was amazing ♡ I think it was one of the best ones Ive heard tbh
Bro your dedication is maximum like you had a strip in front of your microphone I would not have done that
Maybe I had a little fun doing it :P
Wait what? Actually ehhhh pretty understandable
ahhhh, my heart... this was amazing. Thank you void :]
It's funny, was kinda hoping people would start calling me Void sooner or later, just simpler ;P Thanks for starting it ;) And thank you so much for your lovely compliment
@@voidstarasmr saying voidstar in full just felt a little off to me, fortunate that you don't mind tho lolol
@@elith6930 I'll admit that it doesn't exactly roll off the tongue! But I still like it for a full name since I like how "Star" and ASMR kinda rhyme ;P
that heart beat feels way too real
Daww, thanks-I wasn't too sure if including it was the right choice, so I'm really glad you liked it.
genuinely the best confession asmr thing ive ever heard
I clicked on the video and... IT SHOWED A THERAPY ADD IM DYING BRO😂✨
This was so beautiful I almost started crying 😭
I am a little late to this one but, this is my favorite m4m asmr!! The voice acting is so good and your voice is so good and the production is so good, everything is super good!!
7:28
Me: A sonic main...spamming....hmmm what could that be...
He's gotta go fast 👀 Part two up if you want, with more Smash shenanigans!
7:28
I was chilling in bed, and that made me bolt up so fast- I'M A LINK MAIN- CUT THE CAMERAS-
LMAO!!! Just don't spam his Down-A!! (I'm actually a Toon Link main and I do that all the time, so no judgment ;P)
I just found your channel and this was the first thing I listened too and oh my god it made me feel so happy and all warm inside, thank you for being such a good creator! Keep up the good work!!
This was so perfect!! I wasn’t too fast, I was just right! I felt so real!
OMG THE HEARTBEAT SO CUTE
11:30 bro? 🤨
Whattttt I don't know what you're talking abouuuuttttt ;)
@@voidstarasmr bro....
Ayo..
I lOVE this audio I listened to it like three times today it’s the best great work 🙌🏼☺️
3 minutes in and this is so good so underated
Omg the heartbeat and the shaky breathing😭💓
Overjoyed you like it!! There's a part two up now if you want ;)
@@voidstarasmr UH YES PLEASE I'LL BE SURE TO WATCH IT AFTER REWATCHING THIS ONE! >
@@voidstarasmr ALSO I JUST NOTICED THE DESCRIPTION YOU HAD TO WHAT??? 😭
Don't forget y'all pride month is also mens mental health awareness month for all my gay men out there love y'all
Oh that's right! I always forget that! Thank you for the reminder!!
When I tell you I'm going to listen to this 100 times I mean it because omg
As a 14 year old boy, Finding out I am bisexual, and meeting my ex-boyfriend months back, I’d say it was the best decision I’ve ever made. It really was growth for me. It was joyful. It’s an experience and I no longer care what anybody else says or thinks. If I get ostracized by anybody, I don’t care.
I’m accepting myself for who I am. And I’ve gained a lot more inner peace because now, I acknowledge that I like boys too. I used to suppress such thoughts. I would hide it away. Never wanted to even think about it. But now? I love myself. And I love pride as well.
I would do this entire journey 1000 times over. I’ve developed into an entirely different person since then. I feel “real” now. There’s no more hiding. No more running. It’s just me and nothing but me now. My soul feels purified. I’m not ashamed at all. I guess it’s what pride is. Pride in the person I am. And the drive to move forward in life, free of the burden that is self depreciation, renewed in confidence.
I march forward in life. I love myself. And I accept myself. I’ve made amends to myself. And now, it’s time for a new chapter to be opened within my life. I’ve been influenced lately. Video games like Freedom Planet 2 are significant to my life, music that touches my soul, getting into art, and being a more social person. It’s a wonderful feeling to *be* a person again! And I’m only getting started!
This was supposed to help me sleep not become a sobbing mess
When he said be who you are i gay up sang: BEEE WHO YOU AREEE! FOR THE PRIDEEE-.
It's 1 am.
I love this, so awesome
You're making me blush!! Thank you so much, I'm so glad you enjoyed :3
Me ready to see what happens next between the two men Soft music starts playing 😐😭😂 Anyways beautiful audio thank you, for it take care of yourself Sweetheart And I mean eat, Sleep, stay hydrated ☺️ And always Know you are absolutely Amazing. ❤️
Awwww thank you so much :) I'm not good at remembering to do those three things, but I'll try since you asked so nicely XD
This. is. my. baby.
Am baby? 🥺 Thanks ;P
WE NEED A PART 2!!!!!!! Aaaahhhh this is so fucking cute!!!!!
Idk if ive watched this or not but i love it♡
This is so cute! Have an ice cream for a great job! 🍦 And a cookie for ur awesomeness! 🍪
I just discovered you and I love you already ♡
My gender fluid butt is eternally screaming
P.s. love the audio
So underrated!
somebody come get 'emm he's dancin like a stripper-
lmfao, good audio tho you have a really nice voice
This audio depressed me. I have a couple friends who have come out to me, but I need to stay in the closet for my own safety. I'm not attracted to them, but I envy their freedom. Why did God make me like this? If I was straight or bi I could live freely. I'm so frustrated with life, I wish I could just end it all.
Ohhhh hon, I have been in a similar position and thought similar things many times, including the scariest parts of what you've said. Thank you for reaching out; expressing such complicated feelings can be intimidating and difficult. I admire your bravery in admitting these things. I can tell you that it isn't just you and me either, many of us have struggled with these feelings at various points in our lives. So at the very least, please do not feel alone. I'll try to say what I can to help, and at the end, I will provide you with some links that may be helpful.
I felt a lot like you when I noticed that for others around me, being out wasn't dangerous or scary, it was at the most inconvenient or awkward-if even that. It felt like even other queer people couldn't understand me because for them these things weren't even issues anymore like they still were for me. So I really understand that envy, and it can be a very overpowering emotion, and I'm sorry you're experiencing that right now.
That said, I unfortunately cannot answer the question of why you are gay. There exists no philosopher, scientist, or religious leader on the planet (and there never will) who can tell you exactly why you are who you are and explain every aspect of this. And I also cannot, unfortunately, provide much more than "I'm here, I've been there, I see you, and I hear you, and so do more human beings than you think," not because I don't desperately want to help you feel better, but because there simply isn't much more I can offer to you, except that, cliché as it is to say it, *it does get better.* And I know, I know that's something you hear a thousand times and it doesn't seem to help anything, and you're like, "how's it gonna get any better?! I've got X, Y, and Z working against me that'll never be fixed! And even if it does get better later, what do I do now?!" I know. And I don't have a simple answer to that.
But I never, ever thought it was going to get better. But it did. And it's still not all the way better, and I can't promise you that our lives will ever be as easy as "normal" people's, because they probably won't. That's simply the nature of being a little different from a lot of people. But it *is* better, so much better. I can tell you that millions of people have experienced feelings similar to yours, especially in the earlier years of our struggle, and they have survived and gone on to be beautiful people who do beautiful things and spread love wherever they go. It is atrociously unfair that you feel the way you do, and my heart is hurting for you, friend. Really. I'm, like, about to cry typing this. Because I have been there, and so many of us have, and I am *so sorry* I can't do much more than assure you of that.
I am very sorry this audio upset you. The intention was never that. It was meant to make people feel better about our situation, not worse, and I feel awful it had this negative effect on you.
In the words of Avril Lavigne, "Keep Holding On." Or we can try Mother Monster: "Cry tonight, but don't you let go of my hand." I'm not asking you not to be sad, and I hate advice that asks you to do that because that's impossible. It's okay to be sad about what is a truly unfair thing. I am only asking you to please not let go of my hand, please hold on until the night is over.
All I can say is that I have felt how you felt, but since then, I have met so many friends who have made me feel appreciated for who I am, celebrated, and instead of forcing me to hide it, they value and celebrate it. Instead of wondering why I am who I am, I can understand that it's just that, it's who I am, and who you are is special and beautiful. As I have gained more distance and independence from my family, that has helped a lot too. It did not happen overnight, and it may take years for you to really be able to look back and say it got better. But I promise you, it does. And hey, if I'm wrong, you get to say "I told you so." But if you don't stick around, you'll never know. You'll never see how much better it can be.
I hope some part of this long-ass essay helped you. I wish I could do more. Please, if you feel like you can't go on, reach out to www.thetrevorproject.org/get-help/. You can call, text, or chat with trained, empathetic listeners who can give you advice and support. There are ways to hide this internet activity if you need to. Please stay safe, dear ❤
@@voidstarasmr Thanks for caring enough to reply to a stranger on the internet. I actually didn't get any sleep last night because I was having an existential crisis. Please don't feel bad, though. Your video didn't trigger me or anything like that. I think I just pushed myself past my limit with my frustration. I'm sorry for dumping my traumatic experiences on you, I just needed to express my feelings and didn't really have anyone else to turn to. I sincerely hope you are right, that it does get better, even though it seems to be getting much worse. I look at the happiness everyone around me cherishes in living an honest life when I know my world has no patience for me. And I'm sorry for disappointing you. I really do want it to get better, but I still really want to end my life. I'm sorry. I hope you can sympathize, I'm trying my best to stay alive. Again, thank you for your words of solace. As anxious and nervous as it gets me, it feels good to finally get some of this off my chest. You are kind for listening to me. I wish you the best of luck in all your endeavors.
@@danielcarvalho1453 You did not "disappoint" me :) I am proud of you for sticking it out. I am proud of your strength. All I ask is that you keep the link in mind if you ever need to. Your life will add to the world in ways you may not get to experience yet but that will be there in the future.
@@voidstarasmr I've bookmarked the link to use when I'm at my lowest. Thank you, friend, for seeing my suffering and helping me.
i imagine the girl after the breakup slapping him on the back and being like "tell me how things go with your boytoy!"
LMAO Yeah that's pretty much the vibe haha. She knows what's up XD
I CRIED SO HARD
YAY, would try to type something more eloquent, but it's the morning so ya get what ya get. So cozy cozy cozy, (-v - ).
That's okay! I'm just glad you enjoyed :3
I think his girlfriend could tell that he liked him.
Lol, I actually used that plot point in the part two I just released-his girlfriend did indeed figure him out, hahaha
Hey, I just wanted to say thank you. I've been listening to a lot of M4M audio and I've been really disgusted about how overly dirty they are, (don't get me wrong I like a good dirty audio every once in a while) and it's kinda almost made me disappointed that I'm attracted to men, in a way, but this audio really helped me and was really sweet! Keep up the good work! ❤️❤️❤️
I fell in love then the video ended, goddamn im lonely 😔
Alcoholic Gen X here to say I love your voice.
I give me all the cuddles and the kisses fortunately I have a Rottweiler dog.
I appreciate the compliment :) Part two up if you want to watch!
do i have permission from you to make an edit of this video but for everytime the friend says something sus in the first 18 minutes of the audio the thud sound effect plays and a counter goes up
Yes! I would be very flattered...! I would just ask that you please credit me and everything, as well as copy the credits from the description so you don't get your ass sued by the people I used stuff from! ;P
@@voidstarasmr of course! and thank you
@@securitybureauagent3714 Absolutely!! :D
Approved
LETS GOOOOO
Let us go indeed, my friend :)
Lmao I’m demi falling for my best friend is kinda par for the course
24:41 don't mind me guys 😂
It's an important part 👀 Part two up if you want, with a similar part ;)
THIS MAKES ME WANT A BOYFRIEND AND I THOUGHT I WAS ARO/ACE 😭😭😭
100/10
skipped to 15:28 and thought something was going on 😭
I'm kinda questioning my gender,, I'm really confused rn tho ugh
Hmm, you know what I don’t know if I have actually come out. I like anyone feminine regardless of gender identity so if I came out I feel like I ….. don’t deserve it? Like, I don’t feel like I’m in the queer community I just feel like me.
I need a follow up
u not doing asmr again like fr
There's a Part Two of this up if you're interested in watching it!
Kawaii 🙈🙈🙈
Thanks :)) Part two up now if you want!!
i’m actually fucking sobbing, this is like a universe where everything worked out for me. like down to 90% of this parrots me and my best friends relationship but reversed.
I'm sending you a big hug. I hope the video wasn't too upsetting to watch. ❤️
"Do you still have a pride flag above you bed?"
Yes, and two more on the wall next to it, because im that little bit extra fruity
"ill get you off i mean get off you..."
no i think i like the first one better 🫡
i keep coming back to this video because i love it and i keep bursting out in laughter at that part all the time