if i could hug you right now, i would hug you long and tight. and just let you know you're cared for. your videos are so real, and they make me feel understood. even if you dont think so, these are great. you are great. you would be missed if you quit youtube. in general, just thank you for just existing. i hope you had a great christmas, if you celebrate. if not, i hope you had a great year. and may the next be better than the last. 💗💗💓
I know this sounds weird, but you're already in a story. You've made this video chronicling your own life and fears and things. You aren't playing yourself, but you're playing yourself to me because I'm not living your life. This is TV; you are already on the screen. You put yourself out there. Kind of dystopian and inspiring at the same time, right?
I'm so happy to hear that you're writing stories! Please keep going! And don't say you "can't!" You can and you will write these beautiful stories, and from the sounds of it, you've been doing it! Let me give you an example, and don't take this wrong way, I'm just giving you an image how possible the things you want to do really are! if you look into my life. If you were to see the way I look and the way I live, not saying it's bad or anything but, if you were to see me, you would think I was the laziest and moodiest person on the planet. There's no way! What could this guy really be doing. Than low behold, I've written several screenplays for my own movies I'm working on shooting, four short books I've published on amazon, and learned to play two instruments (and still learning.) Again, if you were to look into my life, you wouldn't expect AT ALL. You would think: "o, this guys smoke weed at best." LOLOLOL! I'm kidding, but seriously. :)
I totally understand I been soooo sad and broken for months now. This year been kicking my butt I'm just done each day each moment each second I just hate life and I know I shouldn't because so many people are not here that wish they was but to be honest I would give my life to anyone in a second.
I can say so much but I only want to say this right now: I want to give you a big big hug and I can only hope you find the peace you need. You are so beautiful and kind and worth of love.
Hi Jay! Have you been diagnosed with Borderline personality (or any cluster b diagnosis)? I got diagnosed with bpd n I ve been trough childhood abuse and a major life crisis in the recent years. How you feel, your view on life, everything, are very similar to mine now.
It could be ME/CFS. It comes in different severities. It's rated "mild", "medium" and "severe" in medical practise over here. I'm not a doctor so don't see what I say as a diagnosis but if you like it's something you could look up. For sleep issues you could try something called "Melatonin", which is something that your body produces naturally and helps your body with the sleep process. It's not a "put me to sleep" drug. Your English is fine and if you speak it this well when you're tired you don't need to be worried about it.
the way you sit in silence to gather and piece your thoughts together is very interesting - as if you’re detached from reality but trying to make sense of what you can you’re probably not okay and sending a virtual hug won’t help, so all I can say is stay authentic, follow your intuitive voice and let the current cycle of life run its course until it gets better - that’s what helped me 🫶
Also, if you believe that your thoughts and emotions cause stress and that stress causes your sickness, then you may also consider believing the opposite is true - that positive thoughts and emotions could cure the illness. Consider reading or watching Dr Joe Dispenza’s work. He teaches that meditations have the power to heal the body from chronic illnesses. There are so many of his client’s successful testimonials on there - and I’m currently trying his methods myself!
If only i could comfort you with my words. But I can listen to you. If you don't speak, the emotions you have inside you are gonna eat you alive, you are the healthiest when you don't have time to think about random stuff, so doing something is always better than doing nothing, making videos are also great ways to distract yourself and channelises your energy the other way around, it also relieves stress, and emotions out of your system so try to engage with more things you find enjoyable or interesting at some kind, it is gonna help you forget about the unwanted stuff you think normally, it also has to be the place most of the time, don't let the place energy consume you, have frequent movement, I know this might be so boring to read and you don't feel like listening to anything what people say but believe me once you get on the softer side of your self it becomes easier, eat well and do make videos, we are listening to you. Love you!
Matthew 11:28-30 New Living Translation 28 Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light.”
I'm sorry to hear that, I hope things get better for you soon,
if i could hug you right now, i would hug you long and tight. and just let you know you're cared for. your videos are so real, and they make me feel understood. even if you dont think so, these are great. you are great. you would be missed if you quit youtube.
in general, just thank you for just existing. i hope you had a great christmas, if you celebrate. if not, i hope you had a great year. and may the next be better than the last. 💗💗💓
I know this sounds weird, but you're already in a story. You've made this video chronicling your own life and fears and things. You aren't playing yourself, but you're playing yourself to me because I'm not living your life. This is TV; you are already on the screen. You put yourself out there. Kind of dystopian and inspiring at the same time, right?
I'm so happy to hear that you're writing stories! Please keep going! And don't say you "can't!" You can and you will write these beautiful stories, and from the sounds of it, you've been doing it! Let me give you an example, and don't take this wrong way, I'm just giving you an image how possible the things you want to do really are! if you look into my life. If you were to see the way I look and the way I live, not saying it's bad or anything but, if you were to see me, you would think I was the laziest and moodiest person on the planet. There's no way! What could this guy really be doing. Than low behold, I've written several screenplays for my own movies I'm working on shooting, four short books I've published on amazon, and learned to play two instruments (and still learning.) Again, if you were to look into my life, you wouldn't expect AT ALL. You would think: "o, this guys smoke weed at best." LOLOLOL! I'm kidding, but seriously. :)
I totally understand I been soooo sad and broken for months now. This year been kicking my butt I'm just done each day each moment each second I just hate life and I know I shouldn't because so many people are not here that wish they was but to be honest I would give my life to anyone in a second.
You can be happy baby girl, You just need some love in your life! Your absolutely beautiful!
keep expressing keep writing after pages and pages finally the beauty that is deep inside you will come out...cheering you on. creative to creative!
I can say so much but I only want to say this right now: I want to give you a big big hug and I can only hope you find the peace you need. You are so beautiful and kind and worth of love.
Hi Jay! Have you been diagnosed with Borderline personality (or any cluster b diagnosis)? I got diagnosed with bpd n I ve been trough childhood abuse and a major life crisis in the recent years. How you feel, your view on life, everything, are very similar to mine now.
It could be ME/CFS. It comes in different severities. It's rated "mild", "medium" and "severe" in medical practise over here. I'm not a doctor so don't see what I say as a diagnosis but if you like it's something you could look up.
For sleep issues you could try something called "Melatonin", which is something that your body produces naturally and helps your body with the sleep process. It's not a "put me to sleep" drug.
Your English is fine and if you speak it this well when you're tired you don't need to be worried about it.
the way you sit in silence to gather and piece your thoughts together is very interesting - as if you’re detached from reality but trying to make sense of what you can
you’re probably not okay and sending a virtual hug won’t help, so all I can say is stay authentic, follow your intuitive voice and let the current cycle of life run its course until it gets better - that’s what helped me 🫶
Also, if you believe that your thoughts and emotions cause stress and that stress causes your sickness, then you may also consider believing the opposite is true - that positive thoughts and emotions could cure the illness.
Consider reading or watching Dr Joe Dispenza’s work. He teaches that meditations have the power to heal the body from chronic illnesses. There are so many of his client’s successful testimonials on there - and I’m currently trying his methods myself!
I wish I could give you a hug 💞
I relate to everything u said :( and uni is driving me insane im thinking of dropping out
keep selling the blues, there is a market for it
If only i could comfort you with my words. But I can listen to you. If you don't speak, the emotions you have inside you are gonna eat you alive, you are the healthiest when you don't have time to think about random stuff, so doing something is always better than doing nothing, making videos are also great ways to distract yourself and channelises your energy the other way around, it also relieves stress, and emotions out of your system so try to engage with more things you find enjoyable or interesting at some kind, it is gonna help you forget about the unwanted stuff you think normally, it also has to be the place most of the time, don't let the place energy consume you, have frequent movement, I know this might be so boring to read and you don't feel like listening to anything what people say but believe me once you get on the softer side of your self it becomes easier, eat well and do make videos, we are listening to you. Love you!
10mg of Ambien.
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It must be annoying to only get comments and attention about your looks no matter what you're talking about
Do you think you will ever be happy?
u need cuddles and snuggles
Can you recognise that you’re not happy?
Matthew 11:28-30
New Living Translation
28 Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light.”
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Try speaking to a therapist and get some help. Be well.
Therapy don't do shyt it's waste