Anna Clendening - To My Parents (lyrics)
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- Опубликовано: 3 июн 2021
- Title: To My Parents
Artist: Anna Clendening
♬Lyrics♬
I'm sorry mom and dad
I know I messed up bad
I should've, should've done
Should've done better
I'm sorry mom and dad
For all the time I had
To get my life, to get my life together
But I didn't
[Verse 1]
1993 you gave birth to me
Sweet little baby girl, had the world at my feet
Before I could even stand
Cradled me in your right and your left hand
A precious bundle of unmade plans
Hopes and dreams of bigger things
A bright future or so it seemed
Oh but that light grew a little less bright
As I grew up and we began to fight
When I was 13, I was so damn mean
Running away, had nothing more to say than "I hate you"
But that's not true, now
I just don't, I just don't
I just don't know how to say
[Chorus]
I'm sorry mom and dad
I know I messed up bad
I should've, should've done
Should've done better
I'm sorry mom and dad
For all the time I had
To get my life, to get my life together
But I didn't
[Verse 2]
You never talk about me to your friends
Because you must be so embarrassed
I dropped out of college without any plans, moved back home
I couldn't even pay rent, I was living on your couch
Trying to figure it out cutting myself up
And tearing myself down
[Chorus]
I'm sorry mom and dad
I know I messed up bad
I should've, should've done
Should've done better
I'm sorry mom and dad
For all the time I had
To get my life, to get my life together
But I didn't
[Bridge]
I'm sorry that I couldn't buy you that house upon the hill
Or take care of all your medical bills
I know I didn't make you proud
I should've been someone by now
But I never figured out how
I'm sorry that I couldn't buy you that house upon the hill
Or take care of all your medical bills
I know I didn't make you proud
I should've been someone by now
But I never figured out how
[Chorus]
I'm sorry mom and dad
I know I messed up bad
I should've, should've done
Should've done better
I'm sorry mom and dad
For all the time I had
To get my life, to get my life together
[Outro]
I'm sorry mom and dad
I know I messed up bad
I should've, should've done
Should've done better
I'm sorry mom and dad
For all the time I had
To get my life, to get my life together
But I didn't
Sincerely, your daughter
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That’s that’s nice music dad I’m sorry mom Nana💔
i did it
wow its so funny
It’s so sad 😭😭
I love that song
I will say now and always will say that “All children deserve parents, but not all parents deserve children”
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OMG I HAVE HEARD THIS SO MANY TIMES AND IT WILL NEVER HURT ANY LESS I agree too much for a while mine didn't...
True
Nah I dont deserve my mom my mother has done way too much for me and all I do is treat her like shit
@@strikingyourmomimthedaddy7274 I'm sure that's not true :)
I think the most fucked up thing is when you try so hard to make your parents proud and they just end up ignoring all your efforts and they go straight to your failures. Keep picking on your child's failure and you will make them hate you. I simply hate it when I do something good and then my parents show me off but behind close doors, it's otherwise. Parents are supposed to be their children's anchor, if you keep weighing them down, then they don't owe you an apology for anything. Being a teenager, word of advise for our parents...... Don't make us feel worthless because we could go ahead and be rebels and put your names down but we choose not to and we try to make url proud. Don't let those efforts go unnoticed.
lol thisisbooming
Me to sorry mom dad for what I did 😪🥺👩👧👧👩👧👧👩👧👧👧🧒🧑👨👵🧓
Ur absolutely Right, they always makes us feel demotivated
I have tried to have my mom to be in my life but now I am working and I am 16 and I am in 11th grade and gonna graduate to go to a very good college and I have a 3.8887 GPA but my dad is very proud except my mom
Your parents put u in this world no one is perfect but honestly they can treat u however they want I'm not perfect therefore no one is iv done horrible things but think abt how much ur parents love u deep down
I'm sorry mom and dad....
I really want to feel that feeling at least once in my life when you say I'm proud of you my daughter....
I am only 12 and I feel this way that I haven't made my parents proud I have already ran away once and I know I have messed up bed I should not be this way but I should have done better I know I still have a lot of life left to make them proud but I just don't know how I have depression disorder I have not given Up yet but I think life has gotten the best of me
@@ompisal4216 thank you for the concern my life is shit I think I am just going to give up I don't think I will be able to fix what I have already done
@@ompisal4216 what do you mean
@@ompisal4216 like email?? Or number?? Or Snapchat??
Same but it’s always “we’re so proud of your brother”
"I should've done better." 💔
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I think that too cause my brother always tells me that I'm a disappointment and everything would be better with out me and now that my bsf hates me cause I had a problem with hitting which I didn't mean to I guess it was just something I did but now I don't she said she forgave me but then a few days later she said she didn't and blocked me on everything so now I'm in tears feeling horreible
I tried. I failed. I gave everything to do my best and it still wasnt to there standards. I'll do better mum and dad, I'll get it togther and make you proud. All I have ever wanted is to make you proud of your daughter. I havent been the best that you asked for but I am fighting everyday to get these pieces for a life. I did it all myself. You gave me no help. I've been me because of me and I still want to make you proud. I need to feel accomplished for you. I want you to just be proud of me for once. You guys are amazing but I've never been to your standards. I have tried everything i know but its lost me and I cant put this away now. It's missing and I'm sorry. I'm sorry mum and dad. I love you. You are everything to me. Hopefully some day you can be proud of me. - sincerely your daughter
what the fuck thats mess up
Mah mom and dad gve me life
How the fuck do I explain I don't wanna live it anymore....
@@spartan3272 im so sorry ik life is shit and living is a challenge but if you want to talk I'm here, honestly tho I have no idea how to tell parents stuff. My relationship with my parents has been so fucked up idek how to talk now
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️✝️✝️
This describes by whole life rn!? I know how it feels specialy when your brother is a topper and soon to be doctor. I am still trying to keep up with thier standards but they don't even notice my had work and if I tell them so I can atleast see a smile on their face and hear words like very good beta or excellent or keep up the hard work but every time they just say ok and I leave.
IT SUCKS, DOESN'T IT?,
FEELING LIKE YOU'RE NOT GOOD ENOUGH, NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY?
Ik it is but it makes you seem like it’s your fault
...
yup me and my brother get made fun of for what we get on our marks at school by our step dad. i always try to tell him i try my best but he never cares. my mom and twin brother only understands and cares.
trying ur hard but they didn't seem to care
Story of my life. I'm alone. My Mama blows me off every chance she gets, she hurts me more than she will ever know. I'm a complete failure in my Mama eyes. She might of loved me if I had more money. I tried explaining her my feelings way way more than once, see, when I was a little girl, my real dad and her fought like really bad, daddy was abusive, but in my little girl, when daddy would get in the car and say he was leaving, I would always go with daddy, because I really didn't understand what was happening, and so I got in the car with daddy every single time, and see, in my little girl mind I was worried who would take care of daddy, Mama told me when I was I was in my later 20's that she held resentment towards me for that, and she let that resentment lead our relationship for our entire lives, I'm 57. And now she blows me off every single chance she gets, without a care how much it hurts me. I'm Absolutely heartbroken. I've been trying Mama for so long, but it just doesn't matter to her, she knows my heartache but it doesn't matter to her.
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how freaking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every freaking cent in this world.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- brookie, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
I will remember your words,your words are just oh my gosh,makes me cried.Thank you lovely stranger❤❤
I don't know how to reply to this. i cant stop crying. I wish someone had said all this to me earlier. i have felt so alone, for so long. i lost both my grandpa's and I was extremely close to them and I feel so guilty that I didn't spend more time with them, they always wanted to see me but I pushed them away cause of uni and work. i just wish I made more time for them. no one else seems to see how much I'm hurting and you have made me feel a little less alone. You don't know how much I appreciate it and your lovely words. thank you so much!
Bless you
that is really sweet
Thank you very much. You are the first person who understands me. I had a small disagreement with my mother, in short, she wants me to go to one high school, but I want to go to another. I found out that a very special person in my life, with whom I lost contact, died 6 months ago, and I didn't get to say goodbye. I'm going through a pretty hard time, I'll never forget your words, thank you, thank you so much
I'm the oldest in my family and I will always try my best to make my parents proud, I got into the student of the months in school, I got into the honor rolls in school, I will clean the house, but my parents will only go to my failures at home. I ended up not feeling loved by them, and this songs just makes me feel better since I can relate to it.
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️
I feel same
Same
Same
Same
Sometimes I think that my parents deserve a better child 😭😭
ME TOO
Me too I cry I try hard but my mom mad me only my dad love me 😭 my mom only see my exam oh my mom naver see me aging 😢
I do too, but it isn't true. They don't deserve someone better, you do. You deserve someone in your life who makes you feel like you are enough because you are. You are more than enough and everyone deserves a person who will tell them that every single day. You are worthy of love.
Me too..
I think my fammily replace me and even love my sis more😢
to the people listening to this. at the age 13, i was the most depressed i have ever been in my short life. it gets better, my world did not end in middle school and now i am going to college. you will be okay, it will be hard, and i know that’s not what you need to hear, but you are the author of your own story, embrace yourself, and don’t end your story when it isn’t finished….youre not alone, mental heath is something you cannot control, there’s nothing wrong with you.
This song makes me cry alot
I'm 13 and I'm so mad at myself I know myself I did wrong I try to say sorry but it never works out I know she is wasting her money on me I'm so so sorry mom I should take care of you but I can't I am so sorry for being so immature I'm so sorry I make you feel ashamed I'm so sorry I was born to you
Sincerely you daughter.
its okay honey. your still growing someday everything will be better and you will see it was all okay and you will be happier
@@cynthiafernandez676 thanx I hope so
I know I'm only a young teen, but I grew up fast, and it's not fun... You still have SO much time to grow. You should never have to "grow up" so young for someone else... weather it be for your friends, a stranger, or even your parents. You're only 13 and so young. You shouldn't have to go through all that. Just remember, things will get better! I hope you're ok. :]
@@LEXfinn_ thanks I hope so
im 14 so im similar to ur age and i feel the exact same way, if i can get through it then im sure u can, the best thing we can do is not give up, i hope things get better for you and if you ever need someone to talk to i can give u my snap or discord, its nice to have someone to vent to! have a great life
I'm here reading the comments and listening to this song and cried
Same
Same here. It's like i am in a group with persons who are the eldest siblings, and it pains me as i cry and read because i can relate to the point where i feel like half of the comments are the exact words that i want to sa
To my parents: I'm sorry you deserve a better daughter
To my sister: I'm sorry you deserve a better elder
As a young teenager I never felt happiness as I was suffering with depression I heard this song and it reminded me of those moments where they would do so much for me and I was always so fussy and picky with everything I brought them I would never remember to say thank you or sorry straight away and I didn’t seem to love them.I knew I had depression but they didn’t I never had the courage to tell them so they thought I was an ungrateful spoiled daughter
This song helps me right now... I'm going to rehab in a few weeks... struggling so hard... and now i begged for help... i can finally go to the clinic but i am so afraid
Hey! I hope you are doing well! You've got this
Hey you can do this everyone here will help and be here if you need anyone to talk to
I hope you're doing okay!!
my relationship is very different from everyone else. What makes me relate to this song so much is that i know my parents love me so much, and that i mean the world to them. i was just so selfish when i was younger that ive done so much damage to my relationship with my parents. ive always disappointed them, yet they always chose to put me first. which is why one day i hope i can show this song to them, because this song describes me so well. i just wish i was able to do well in school so they can stress less about me. i love my parents so so much and i just want to say, sorry mom and dad, i really loved you, i just wish you guys knew. i hope its not too late by the time i am able to prove my worth to you guys. i hope i can prove that all your effort was worth it and you can finally rest easy. i hope one day i will be enough for you, and i will be able to fulfill your hopes and dreams. i hope that one day i will be able to take care of you guys just as well as you guys do for me. once again im so grateful for you guys and i honestly cant imagine life without you guys.
You made me cry. This is what I feel
@@gamertothecore-borngamer2347 omg this was so long ago 😭, but i just wanna tell you things will get better!! we overcame this problem together and has made our famjly bond stronger than ever. don’t let the depression get in the way of your guy’s relationship, rather learn to grow together and overcome it 😊
@@layered5634 I hear you ❤️
In 2024 and this still hits hard😢
Fr..
As a young teenager I never felt happiness as I was suffering with depression I heard this song and it brought joy to me and I will say now and always will say that “All children deserve parents, but not all parents deserve children” but Nothing I do is ever is good enough. I'm sorry grandma and grandpa for not meeting your standards.
For everyone out there reading this, you matter dont give up. You are loved and you have a purpose.
thank you 🥺
I'm sorry mum and dad :)
Good day! Peace of the Lord Jesus, after I started praying and listening to the pastor's preaching, my life changed a lot, thank God... 💖
I’m 33 and I’m an now just working through my pain around the fact that no matter how successful I am that I will never make my parents proud. To those who read this who think being successful will fix things, it won’t, don’t waste the years thinking you can love yourself when they love you because if they don’t love and accept you now, they never will. Love you now and don’t waste time not loving you because you deserve love simple because you exist ❤
Every time i listen to this song it makes me cry because this song is pretty much my life right now
Sorry mum, and dad for not being a good daughter I promise I try my best to be a good daughter.
I also want to feel this feeling once in my life that my parents said to me I am proud of you my daughter. I am waiting for this day but everytime I try my best and everytime I am stand like a failure. But I never give up I try my best .
Rip to my dad 💔💔 was the best man in the whole world. Did his best to help me but I didn’t ever appreciate it enough and didn’t utilize it enough. He died knowing who I was. I wish he could have seen who I’m going to be. I’m going to do better.
I hope you've became the person you were meant to be, Sarah.
As a teen doing lots of big exams - parents put academic stress on me and my sibling too much they bug me to do better but don’t recognise the efforts I put in please just recognise my work
-sincerely your daughter
This song brought me to tears I 12 years old in tears because of this song
😂😂😂😢same dec 23 2010 my day I was born
To everyone here who's going through so much that you think that you can't handle it no more or just really hurt, I just want to let you know that I'm rooting for you guys over here. You all can do it. I know that it may not be that simple for some of us and I know what it feels like to not feel enough. God loves you. I pray that we would give Him the chance to show it. Get the chance to know Him and know how miraculously He can work in your life and that of your family. I pray long life, great health and success for all of you. I pray that you all can find genuine love from those around you. I pray that you all with give God the chance to show you all how much He loves you. I don't know you, where you are or what you're going through but I know what it's like to go through hurt and I want to let you know that I love you. It may not be believable to some people but I love people and really wish that God's love and comfort be with you all. Y'all got this. Y'all are wonderful people. It may be hard to forgive but I will like to let you all know that forgiveness is not only for those at fault but also the victims. You give yourselves a peace of mind. If the situation is just really bad I pray that you all get out of it and when you do that better comes your way. Stay safe out there 🤗 I pray for happiness over and for you guys and families 🙏😇🥰💜💜💜💜
Tysm this means the world
i need this. thank you
It was on my friend’s playlist. And I cried when it play 😢
...I relate with my relationship with my mom..We used to be close but now we’re growing distant this is happening because of her boyfriend
Me to but whith my dad and than his fiance came along and 8 siblings and now I feel like I'm the last person he thinks about I luv him still but sometimes I wish I could kill myself and sometimes I just hate him
I’m so so so sorry that you have to go though that!. Parents are so post to be there for u
@@peytonbrodie182 yeah...now a days when I talk about stuff I see she does what my stepdad does “ oh it’s your imagination it can’t harm you” oh yes. It can. If they get bad enough I’ll be sent to a freaking mental hospital and your taking away my therapy time so yeah I’m not that close to her anymore
Ayo sis that you? Why’d you run away today?
Same here.
This comment for my mom "I promise i will try my best for make you feel proud "
And i am so sorry for everything. Yes i was wrong and i understand now. I am sorry for my behavior.😭💔
Mom you make me so happy. You are the best. I love you so much.You always forgive me. I am so blessed😭❤️
I am sorry mom and dad... I am sorry that my grades are low and even I tried my best... I am sorry... I am sorry that I am stubborn... I am sorry that I haven't been...enough...
you deserve better mom and dad... you deserve a smart, strong, beautiful daughter... not me... I should've done better...
I understand that I'm here
Broo YOU ARE THE BEST!!! and I AM PROUD OF YOU!! remember that.
Please don't say that about yourself. We've all messed up in our lives and done stupid thing we wish we could go back in time to fix those mistakes. But I know you're smart and awesome just remember that.
Im sorry mom and dad . thit thiy got in bevrsh.
I’m sorry mkm and dad that I’m not the kid you wanted I’m the kid you got stuck with!
😢😢😢😢 I felt this so much I lost my dad and my father in law I never got to say I love you to them much. I'm regretting it everyday. I've never stopped crying. I've been reading to them what I wrote in my note books. 😭😭😭😭😭😭
I'm so sorry 😢
I'm looking back at the time I used to listen to this with a smile. It's weird. Everything just got better and I'm actually thankful for those bad times because they made me who I am today.
You'll make it too guys
This song is truly amazing and i feel like.. i just cant even explain it thats just how much it means
This song is literally the whole life story. Such a good deep meaning.
The worst thing a parent could hear is…`I hate you,I wish you were never my parents!`
But the worst thing a child could possibly hear is `I wish you were never born, I was better then I am now.`
I’ve heard those words before..
I see theres a lot of people out there who feel sad. Read Kafka, he is a writer. Poignant writer that just cuts. He will make you feel not so alone. And so vulnerable at the same time. Amazing works.
Your songs make me up set and happy
I’m the “perfect” child in my parents eyes but it’s just a face and this song just shows everything that the way I’m treated isn’t right
To whoever reading this
If you're sad,
I hope you get better soon.
Am still trying to do better through my anxiety and depression please be proud of me still just a little
I'm really inspired
I’ve tried for so long to make you proud, mom and dad. You both have always had such high standards, and I can understand that. What I don’t understand is that you only ask that of me. Just me, out of all your kids. My eldest sister she graduated with an engineering degree, she has a boyfriend, she’s making money, she’s living a great life. ‘Why can’t you be more like your sister?’ I’ve tried to impress you. I’ve tried so, so hard to make you proud. But when you overlook my efforts and ignore me, that makes me feel like I’m not good enough. I got into the A-B honor roll, ‘Oh, but you can do better than that.’ I passed my finals. ‘That isn’t very impressive.’ So, tell me, why is it that when my little brothers do the slightest thing, that makes you so proud. Yet, when I do something, something that I worked so hard on, you overlook it. I’m sorry that I’m not good enough. I’m sorry that I can’t make you proud. I’m sorry that I can’t impress you. I’m sorry that I can’t live up to your standards. I’m sorry that I’m such a disappointment.
-To my parents.
Im adopted and have alot of meantal problems witch is not an excuse but also dosent help the situation so i feel this to the core
Im sorry mom and dad😥
I listen to this every day it’s my favourite song
I'm only 12 and yet everyday I still feel like giving up on life...I went through abuse for 5 years and I'm still traumatised...
And I'll say this once and once only "every child deserve parents, but not all parents deserve children"
you’re right baby, i was in your shoes. it gets better, parents don’t change but you do, they don’t define you, and i never thought id be alive at the age of 18… youre so young and already going through a lot, that makes you strong already, don’t let your story end short…there’s so much to life, so many beautiful little moments.
I listen to this bc I really am sorry abt how I turned out but I’ve heard of how my mom grew up and she relates to this more than I do
I give my best, but I still fail. I’ve ruined everyone’s life
Every “you’ve messed up bad this time” and “I never want to see you again!” was well deserved. I am a horrible person
I've always been an obedient daughter so this song didn't hit me until it reached the Bridge part and it hit me hard 😪 oh how I wish I make them proud 😪
Funny enough, I can't even blame my parents for this. They tried so damn hard to push me in the right direction, and then today they finally tell me they gave up on me. To simply stop. I can't blame them. I'm the oldest child and try to keep my siblings from following me, I yell and scream at them to stop. I scared them away finally and I always tell myself to take my own advice. But I can never stick to that. I know I'm never gonna make it as an adult. I can't even make it as a son. I failed my family and myself. Who else to blame but me. I physically feel sick about myself and everything I've done. I'm not good person, I'm not a good brother, I'm not a good friend, I'm not a good boyfriend. I'm not sure if they even want me anymore. I can feel their disgust and disappointment in how their son turned out. I just hope my sisters can see what their brother really is. A failure.
you're not a failure , maybe you just need a new start
ive made so many mistakes with my dad and i havent seen him for 5 yrs and its hard we used to call on my bday and xmas and tell each other how our day was really miss him:{ misss you dad xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Call him. If hes still breathing theres still time.
I sorry mom and dad I miss you but I think is to late now 💔🖤😔
its never to late
I'm 4th child in the family, I think i'm the one who really messed my life badly. Did many things in college that if my parents will knew they will really get hurt and embarrassed. I'm good at my studies in elementary, in HS I started to think I can do everything on my own. I can say I excel til 8th grade and got accelerated. In my 3rd year in HS I graduated but with out any honors, I felt so embarrassed as my principal said "I was a brialiant student but suddenly got distracted and my grades fell from one fo the best to just passed". My parents were proud but they got embarrassed still they said I can do my best in college.
In college at 1st sem I did my best and excelled so some of my classmates got jealous of me that they started to watche my actions and wait for me to fail. Then 2nd sem came and I really messed up, we have this problem in fam that got me so distracted, I started not to go to school and jammed with supposed to be good friends. I started to drinked, skipped my classes til I almost got dropped, my teachers gave me chances. I need to pass the exams so they will not drop me so I did passed them, but that went on until I graduate.
Then came my licensure examination, I told myself I will do my best yet I acted carelessly again not taking my review to heart but luckily my results were good and I landed on being one of the regional topnotchers. My family were so proud of me, yet I blamed my self for not racking my brains for the exam, I could have landed as one of the topnotchers nationwide but I did not give my best.
Now I'm in KSA working, and I can say interms of education and work I'm the one who's very bless coz our eldest just graduated last year and still don't have a job because she just gave birth, my older twin brothers did not study in college, our youngest just graduated elem.
And one day and very soon I can go to the country of my dream and get my family to live with me then I can say they will be very proud of me.
But for now I know my parents were so proud of me for what I have achieved in life.
Nothing I do is ever good enough. Im sorry grandma and grandpa for not meeting your standards. I tried to make you both proud. Get good grades, made the honor roll, joined the debate team, got a job and pay my own phone bill but it’s still not enough. Im sorry…
When I hear this song I cry bc this is how I treat my parents and now I feel so bad but now I say I’m sorry
Thank you this finally made my dad happy
Love this song so so much to the moon and back
Thanks for this song. I was craving to express my feelings 😖
This channel really inspires me
Beautiful ❤❤ I am sorry mom and dad 😊
It's sad because every time I cried no one knew, no one noticed I was struggling mentally.. you just went straight to belittling me and punishments, I couldn't tell you because you wouldn't understand
Maybe next time you guys will do better
Maby there is no more time for next time😔no body gonna forgive like them🌷
Someone leave just one comment so I can't see the notification and remember to come back. Love this song. God bless everyone who's see this. Pray for your enemies. Forgiveness is for you not the other person .
Remember this song!
:'(
My parents always said that I was stupid and naive,they didn't wait anything good from me,they just assumed that I was emotional and have no brain
Thx so much it worked ❤❤❤😊😊
This is what I've been looking for.....I failed my k.c.s.e exams and my mom en dad are not even proud of me...but I wanna just send them this song as my way to apologize...it kills me a lot.....but I hope to do well in future 😭😭
Actually I don’t have a dad 😭😭
Me too
Me too ❤ I don’t know if it’s a good thing or a bad thing… :,( but I’m sorry
Actually I don't have mom 😢😢😢😢😢
I'm soooo sorry!! I hope it gets better for you!!
Youre not the only one😢😔💔
I’ve been abused by my mum it’s a hard pill to swallow but it’s one that has to be done hope you all find the strength to make it through you are more powerful than you think love you all ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
This song makes me cry.
i Love this song
I’m 12, the second oldest. I’m the “smart one”. The who doesn’t get any help even if I ask for it. I’m the “strong one”. My 3 brothers instantly get help but I’m too smart or too strong. Then when my brothers fail they get a pat on the back and a it’ll be better next time but I get a are you ok? Are you on your period? I feel like a disappointment all my life. I’m sorry mom and dad. I know I didn’t make you proud. I’m sorry that I’m a 12 year old girl going into grade 8 that doesn’t know what I wanna be or what I’m gonna do. I know I messed up bad. I’m sorry
I love the songs 🤩❤️
im sorry for everything i put you guys through, i lost myself. 16 years old and im already suffering from substance abuse, running away, smoking, worrying my parents. this isnt what i wanted for myself, i wanted to make you guys proud but just like you guys said im going nowhere. im sorry mom and dad, i love you and if i have to go away to make all these problems go away, i will. sorry i couldnt make you guys proud.
Blessings to u and your parents. 👍🏾
Plz tell i am not the only crying 😭
Heh, I got my first job a couple of days ago. Parents didn't seem the slightest proud. I do chores and everything, but they never seem proud of appreciative. My rooms a mess as it represents how messy my mind is. I do try and tidy but one bad day and it gets messy and it's hard to keep it up. My boyfriends house is more home than my own home is. From seeing his normal and more chill family, then coming back home. The second I walk through my front door I get jus hit by a wave of depression. I try my absolute hardest to make my parents proud of me.
Your best is the best. You trying is more than sitting still. Your happiness is what is important. You need not live for anyone's standards other than Gods and yourself. All you need to do is make yourself happy and proud.
You are amazing. You are enough. You are important. You are loved. You are doing a great job. You matter. I am proud of you💗
My dad deserves so much more he has had so much shit happen and he still is the best father ever and was abused by my mom and his parents and it just all hit me that he has always dreamed of Beaing a father and now this is what he gets in return
I’m sorry mom and dad, I’m sorry my grades weren’t perfect, I’m sorry i want to be a boy, im sorry I’m not successful, I’m sorry I want to run away, I’m sorry that I’m so bad you talk behind my back, I’m sorry I’m greedy, I’m sorry I’m not able to help you, I’m sorry that I’m just a kid.
Whoever wrote this song, just know that ur lucky to have parents who love you and appreciate you and don't try to bring u diwn.Not everyone has parents like that (not trying to be mean, sry if I was)
This is such an amazing 🥲 song
I enjoy this song it reminds me of my childhood past self. But someone I met changed my personality^^
Dear Mom and Dad,
I'm sorry for not being perfect like you wanted. I'm sorry for not getting perfect grades like my brothers.I'm sorry for not helping you when you need it. I'm sorry for talking about my mental health even though you didn't care to listen. I'm sorry for crying to much instead of being happy like you always told me. I'm sorry for being weak and not working out like yall told me to do.
I'm sorry for everything mom and dad
- Sincerely your Daughter
Listening to this with tears and my baby sleeping next to me 😭😭 I try everyday 😭 i am a single mum at my early 20s i don't ask for help I even help settle family issues severally but when i cant no one understands, i always pray that me and my baby grow old together but if i don't make it a children's home is a better place for him😭😭 I'm tired
I cry every time i hear this man
What to do if your parents think your a mistake and wish you weren’t born……....
Tell JESUS about it🙂✨
When you always try to make your mom happy and try be a good daughter but she continuously says that you're the worst daughter 😓
It's painful 😖😣😭😭😭😭
I'm proud of you and love you. This song ❤ perfectly perfect
I love this one 😍
Is it bad I listened to this at like..6?
No 😭 you were probably young and didn't no what the song means. Well this is my first time listening to this song as a teenager. I understand it and relate 😖😩
Well dude I hope I didn't bore you with my story....:)
@@kittenspice9502 it is ik
@@rachie3333 I am sorry, I didn't get it. What do you know?
I hope I don't sound dumb :)
@@kittenspice9502 sorry I ment to say it is ok that you were listening to this when you were young because you were only listening to random song that U didn't know what they ment or were written for
I feel bad for this comment section
❤❤❤❤❤❤I love this song it makes me think but my grandfather and grandmother ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I don't know how U didn't make ur mum and dad proud because that raised a beautiful kind hearted girl that has a beautiful voice
Okay, I'm at the phase where I fight with ny parents too much. They can't understand me or we can't understand each other. Depression sucks.
"had nothing more to say than i hate you"
:((
I've been listening to the song since first grade... When I was 15 or so I was still in high school I got accepted into Early college (and I'm still in Early college I'm 17 right now) and by 16 I had four different certificates and animal training degrees or certificates or whatever you want to call them. and I had my own dog and horse training business, still work with horses and dogs I love it it's my life.. I was helping them with the bills the day that I turned 16 I got my license so I didn't have to wait on them with any more, I was taking care of my bills paying for every single one of my animals, my clients, my sisters animals, and my cousins animals. I was paying my sister's bills because she didn't have any freaking way to pay him, she didn't have a job or nothing she had a camper and animals that was it so I was paying her bills, both my brothers are freeloaders they don't have a home they don't have jobs they don't have nothing like that gotten several scholarships and a free pass to A&m Texas State college and a few other colleges but I'm going to A&m I've trained multiple probably about 20 service dogs and police K-9s in the past year like completely trained from 6 months to however long it took the train them. they are all amazing I am so honored to work with all of them and all of my clients.... and still yet I'm still the biggest disappointment my parents have it's not just me making things up, several people in my life right now have commented on it about how my parents act so yeah apparently I'm their biggest disappointment.
I’m 13 and I feel like I can relate to this song soo much