Chester had help from family, friends, and professionals, but he was unable to lift out of the abyss of deep depression he dealt with daily. He truly suffered. Rip Chester, you are deeply missed...
Teresa S sometimes it really is a chemical imbalance and we need medicine. I never would’ve thought it would work for me, but it did. As someone who went through this very struggle, (although I didn’t have support) when I got the medicine, I started being able to help myself
He helped so many people through his gift, because you felt his sincerity in his voice of everything he did. Anytime someone reacts to Linkin Park you honor him and the whole Linkin Park nation. So thank you for your channel and reactions.
Voice of an angel, Scream of a demon.......I feel LP's songs deep in my soul, i battle some of the same demons as Chester. I still have a hard time listening to some LP songs. I live ever day to #MakeChesterProud 🖤❤🖤❤
I appreciate you doing this for me! You have gained a follower for life. Thank you for sharing my story! Much love for you brother!! And yes I was the one whom he shouted out. Love ya Bro!!
3 and a half years ago I was dying in a hospital bed, but I kept fighting and was saved by a complete stranger who was an organ donor. I received his heart and I'm now doing my best to make the Transplant Community a better place. #BeAnOrganDonor #BeSomeonesHero
With depression you can have support and love and even God but depression for me at least you can be happy and everything but all it take is one moment of bad or sadness and it takes over like a domino effect and it just adds on and all those happy moments and support you have just disappear and all you think of is the sadness of whatever is bothering you. At least that's how it is for me I'm not suicidal or anything like that but that's how depression affects me
I feel where you coming from I just feel like when I was depressed before if my mom wasn’t by my side and God I know I would be gon right now cuz when I felt at my lowest they made me feel like I meant something and Comfort just my experience and opinion
Sweetie, we all have very hard times...Very hard..You throw yourself into God's arms, stay quiet and just BE...Thats what works for me. .I just shut my mind off and open my heart...I'm still here 59yrs later...Yes I'm older and went through bad times.. Still here....Stay strong...Peace..😊
(Mike Shinoda is Linkin Parks cofounder/rapper/co-vocalist/musician/producer) ( this is his side hip hop group) Fort Minor- Welcome. And after Chester passed away he put out a solo album called Post Traumatic. Mike Shinoda- Running from my Shadow
I have severe depression, I struggled from the time I was 16 until I was 35, I finally realized that taking the necessary drugs did not make me a failure, it let me be present for my family. If you can't get out of bed, it just gets worse and worse.
It's obvious from your reaction to this song how much the music hits you. Thank you for being raw and real when you listen to these songs. My girls and I have been watching your reactions for the last couple of hours and enjoying the music. My girls have asked for a reaction to Faded by Alan Walker. I'd love to hear you react to some Alanis Morisette (Anything from Jagged Little Pill but especially You Oughta Know).
Now that you’ve seen this side of chesters vocal ability you need to react to: Linkin Park - Waiting for the End Or Linkin Park - The Little Things Give You Away
His voice had two sides even 3 sides, Chester, he sang cover to Adele's Rollin in the Deep. You should check it out. Amazing voice. Beautiful for a man.
You and your brother are AMAZING HUMAN BEINGS. Discovering how different people of different eras expressed themselves through music. Life is too short to live it in the "comfort zone". See the world, spread the love.
I found your channel through the Phil Collins video and had to go back. There's something so honest in all your videos. It's inspiring to see how you look into each song, even songs you might not normally like and search for the good in them, and the reason they reach others. It's really unique and something I wish was in the world more. I lost a mom young, went through childhood abuse, infertility, a sister murdered, had a child with cancer, job loss, a disabled spouse, depression and anxiety, all fighting through poverty. Every day is a challenge but for the people around me along with fulfilling my own potential, I'm working on finding the beauty in each day. Thanks for what you're doing.
I still cry when I think of Chester. This particular song saved me. And I'm sure many of his songs saved many people because when you hear in the lyrics that someone else feels as awful as you do, you know you are not alone. I have C-PTSD from a life of unimaginable tragedy and Chris Cornell died on my birthday here in my hometown of Detroit and then we lost Chester. All so eerie for me. I just wish someone had done something ANYTHING to get him help. He could have saved many more people.
Linkin Park has been my favorite band since I was 9 years old (27 now). I heard in the end on the radio and a couple other songs and then got Hybrid theory album. I saw them LIVE when I was 16. The stadium was huge and it was packed. They blew me away. Some of the songs from there earlier albums I have a hard time listening to now bcuz they bring out so much anger and depression that I felt in highschool. I still love them though. After following there music for so many years it has been quite a ride. They grew a lot as a band from each album. When I heard that Chester killed himself I was shocked. I never took this song seriously. So sad man. Cant imagine what he was going through at that time.
Ok I have binged like 5 of your LP reactions and yes you are one of us! We all had that moment when LP blew our minds! And we are better people for it! Welcome to the family!
Hey, such a great reaction to this video!! Linkin Park has been the soundtrack for me the last 18 months as they've helped me get through some tough times. There have been times that I've almost given up as I go through anxiety, depression, and stress. And while battling a nasty divorce with a witch. I love listening to reactions of LP as nearly everyone of you on RUclips understands the meaning behind each of their songs. The positive messages are the ones that help me get through each day!!! Thank you for being real!!!
you're amazing to say all of this after the video plays... you are bringing love and so much happy to so many folks right now with this channel, please stay who you are & so so so happy for your well-deserved fame... thank G-D for you and your brother!
18 seconds of pure eargasm right here... Almost every song he's written is about his pain and struggling with depression and substance and alcohol abuse. And although he had help from pretty much anyone and everyone in his life (from his band mates and especially Mike shinoda to his family) he was still suffering...
Depression is a chemical imbalance in the brain. Sometimes certain things like going through traumatic events can cause it. Like with Chester. Him and I have a lot in common on what happened to us as children. I suffer from severe depression and anxiety. I can't really talk to loved ones, because 9/10 people just don't understand depression unless you suffer from it. I've survived two suicide attempts in my life, and the only thing I pray for is release from this life and these demons inside. Listening to Linkin Park has really helped me get through some very tough times.
I know you will probably never see this, but I love your sincerity at the of the song!!! I just came across your channel and I love it brother!! I'm a huge music fan myself and I enjoy everything you do! Keep it up, you are awesome!!
I was raped, beaten, treated like absolute trash. When I became emo people made fun of me even more because they thought I was evil. I came to school with cuts on my arms, overdosing on depression meds to numb the pain, and listened to rock music because I was so angry. I would scream and punch walls just to feel alive again. I overdosed on 67 pills and somehow was saved. I'm still struggling with feeling like I deserve to be here but I'm 32 now and I'm working hard to be here and to love myself. It hurts me to know chester couldn't make it through no matter how hard he tried. His death really broke me because I related to their music so much. I felt like someone else understood just how I felt in this life. Rest in peace Chester. I know you are in a better place and finally at peace. 💔
When I was first diagnosed with clinical depression this is how I felt 100% Thankfully I have a family/friends who were their for me and wouldn't let me go.... I am a believer, unfortunately when I was at my worst, I had a hard time relying on the Lord. But in hindsight the Lord never left me, at times for me that is the hardest thing that I try to accept... Because of Gods Grace... I take antidepressants to help prevent me from returning to the pit of despair, but depression is something that I have realized that I will always have to deal with. Anyone who feels like giving up, I echo, please ask for help!! It is not a sign of weakness to ask for help, family, friends, help line, anyone!! YOU ARE IMPORTANT, YOU ARE LOVED, AND YOU ARE NEEDED!! Much love!
I have experienced loved ones with depression, loved ones that took their own life, loved one that accidentally took their own life. I’ve been through depression and anxiety myself, still am at times. I’ve been through a nasty divorce but I have a wonderful son that came out of that whom I love dearly. My son is 20yrs. old now with autism....it’s been a tough road at times but has also been a journey of great love. I have an amazing man in my life whom I love, we are engaged to be married, I have wonder family and friends, I am truly blessed.....thank you for your words, they are very true .....love is everything ❤️........RIP Chester Bennington
Thank you for a great and understanding reaction. Love your channel. Chester was loved by his family, friends and millions of fans. He was a real deep hole. R.I.P Chester. You are surely missed!!!!🙏🏻
Energy cannot be destroyed only transformed. The countless millions he helped raise them out of their darkness, pushing them through to the other side by force. You cant be that selfless without a price, there was no helping him. He put the entirety of his being into making sure not a single soul who could hear his voice succumbed to the void. Its no wonder he screamed so loud. I think he knew exactly what would become of him eventually and chose to be the shield for an unfathomable number of people to get through to tomorrow knowing his day was coming eventually. Job well done chester. This man could scream the end of the world away. Few can match the severity of this kind of sacrifice for the impact it would have.
Thank you for the beautiful message at the end of the video. I have battled with depression since around the age of 14, I'm now 32. Currently I'm in a good place but I know that any day I can go back to that dark place. Hopefully not 🤞 I've got help around me now and medication so I'm sure I'll be fine. Linkin park helped me through a lot of bad times. It breaks my heart that Chester is gone, but he will always live on through his music xxx
MY STORY THANKS SO MUCH FOR REACTING TO THIS KICKASS SONG! CHESTER WAS THE REAL DEAL! THE BEST & A LEGEND! I GREW UP LISTENING TO LP SOUNGARDEN ALICE IN CHAINS NIRVANA & STONE TEMPLE PILOTS! HAVE BEEN A HUGE FAN SINCE THEY STARTED BUT NEVER DID I THINK THAT THESE MEN & BANDS WOULD PLAY SUCH AN IMPORTANT ROLE IN MY LIFE LATER ON BUT THEY DID! A LIFE SAVING ROLE! CLOSE TO 4 YEARS AGO I WAS REALLY SICK! I HAD NO CLUE WAS WRONG WITH ME! WELL ONE DAY I WENT TO THE DR & THEY HAD DONE SOME TESTS ON ME & THAT WAS THE MAIN REASON FOR MY VISIT! THAT WAS THE DAY MY LIFE FOREVER CHANGED! HE TOLD ME THAT HE WAS SO SORRY TO TELL ME BUT I HAD LIVER CANCER & IT WAS IN IT'S 2ND STAGE! I WAS IN SHOCK & SO BEGINS HELL FOR ME! STARTED MY CHEMOTHERAPY & YOU TALKING BUT SICK! IT'S LIKE HE WORST FLU YOU EVER HAD TIMES A TRILLION!! HURT ALL OVER CAN'T EAT! AT TIMES YOU CAN BARLEY GET OUT OF THE BED! WENT BACK & FOURTH TO DR AFTER DR THEN THEY TELL ME IT HAS GOTTEN WORSE! 3RD STAGE! THEY SAID THERE'S HOPE BUT IT'S AGGRESSIVE! WELL THEY STARTED ME ON STRONGER CHEMO WHICH MADE ME EVEN SICKER! BAD WHEN THE CURE IS WORSE THEN THE CAUSE! I HAVE BEEN SINGIN & PLAYIN GUITAR SINCE I WAS 5 YRS OLD! IT'S A HUGE HUGE PART OF MY LIFE! ONE DAY DURING THE WORST TIMES OF TREATMENT I SAID THAT'S IT! I'M DONE! I'M GIVEN UP! MY KIDS & MY HUSBAND WAS SO SCARED BUT I HAD TAKEN ALL I COULD! WELL THOUGHT! ON THAT DAY I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO DO TREATMENTS BUT I SAID DONE! I GRABBED MY HEADPHONES & FOR SOME REASON I WENT ON RUclips & CLICKED ON LINKIN PARK! BEEN AWHILE SINCE I HAD LISTEN TO THEM & I SAW THIS VIDEO! I HAD HEARD THE SONG BEFORE! SEVERAL TIMES BUT THAT DAY IT WAS EYE OPENING & SO RELATABLE FOR ME! AFTER THAT I LISTENED TO CHRIS CORNELL OF SOUNDGARDEN AUDIOSLAVE & TEMPLE OF THE DOG SING SHOW ME HOW TO LIVE & IT WAS LIKE THEY KICKED MY ASS OUT OF BED! EVERYDAY I WOULD LISTEN TO THESE BANDS & THESE MEN & I CAN NOW SAY THEY HELPED SAVE MY LIFE CAUSE I'M 2 YRS IN REMISSION! GOD DR'S FAMILY WAS ALSO A HUGE PART BUT IT'S LIKE WHEN I WANTED TO JUST GIVE UP & BE DONE I WOULD LISTEN TO CHESTER'S CHRIS SCOTT KURT OR LAYNE'S POWERFUL VOICES & IT WOULD GIVE ME STRENGTH TO DO WHAT I NEEDED TO DO! I'M NEW TO YOUR CHANNEL & I LOVE YOUR OPINION & LOVE FOR MUSIC! I WANTED TO SHARE WITH YOU & WHOEVER TAKES THE TIME OUT TO READ MY STORY ON HOW THIS MAN & THE OTHERS I NAMED & MUSIC IN GENERAL HELPED SAVE MY LIFE! FOR THAT I WILL BE FOREVER GREAT FULL BUT SUCKS THAT THEY ARE NO LONGER PHYSICALLY HERE BUT THEIR MUSIC WILL LIVE ON LONGER AFTER I'M GONE! KEEP ON LOVING MUSIC MY FRIEND! MUCH LOVE & RESPECT! REST EASY CHESTER CHRIS SCOTT LAYNE & KURT! #MAKECHESTERPROUD
You are an awesome young man! You get it! Your words at the end of the video were so heart felt and helpful. It's not necessarily easy for men to be vulnerable enough to be able to talk about stuff like this. Keep up the good work!
I'm so glad you were able to understand the meaning behind this song. A lot of Chester's sings were about depression. It is a big deal in our society. Especially now with social distancing and stay at home laws in place. We need people who we can talk to more than ever now.
You have some wisdom in what you speak on young man...Much respect on standing up with the Almighty...I've been checking your videos out for a minute and subbed today..Your a cool young man with an opened heart and mind...Keep up the Great Work...Peace and Love from New Orleans..😊😎
Love and support are the most powerful forces in the human arsenal that's for sure. Also you can't ever give up on yourself because if you have no one and you give up on yourself you won't last long. 💯% facts coming from the homie on this one that's why you and your bro reactions are the best on RUclips.
Chester once said the worst neighborhood he was ever in was the one in his head. Chester tried very hard to overcome the bad neighborhood but just couldn't. We miss you very much Chester.
I’m with ya......love is the most powerful thing........this is a very heavy song and does say a lot.....Chester B. struggled with many things over is 41 short years with us.....he was/is an amazing person that is dearly missed by his family, his children, his friends and band mates and me along with all of LINKIN Park fans in this big ole’ world.......❤️ 🙏🏻 RIP Chester
R. I. P. Chester The majority of Linkin Park songs were a cry for help. If you see something out of the ordinary with someone close you you, don't let them suffer in silence.
this band right here was...is...my absolute. Chester killing himself seriously ripped my heart right out and i can't listen to them anymore without the tears flowing, no matter what song. this one especially. ...his presence and voice is missed deeply... he broke me
You are very wise, Tim. I'm a mental health therapist, and I think you are spot on. Personally, I have a spinal cord injury, and with support and love, I learned to walk again.
Linkin Park is a lot of genres. Especially when talking about an album. They are nu metal, alternative rock, rap rock, pop and electronica. Truly talented group.
Chester had past childhood trauma an divorce an drug an alcohol addiction but had gone to rehab several times. At time of death he was outpt rehab due to relapse in Nov 2016. But no drugs an tad alcohol in system at time of death. So depression was the black dog he could not escape. Chris Cornell was his great friend an he died by suicide in May 2017. Chester couldnt get over it with everything else. Just wish he had called someone. LP journey is not for weak. Its emotional an deal wuth real issues. Rt up to last album #7 One More Light. ALOT of Humanitarian aid done by LP. How many musicians do that now adays? Take their millions an help less fortunate or disaster areas? People are so selfish now adays. Everybody hates everybody. As long as u b a decent human an help others I have no prob with you. Thats why we b put on this,earth..to help others however God see's us to do it. Yep u will like Hybrid Theory#1 album an Meteora#2..
What a roll model you are for the young and older alike! In this day and age to see and hear you even speak much less talk about needing God in our lives and dare say a Christian? Bravo X’s infinity! Believe this... he has a huge plan for your life young man. You are a rarity. Young mind with an old soul. That’s precious and you revealing such personal and usually “voodoo” remarks and your fan base grows stronger and stronger. Look at the big picture here. You are reaching so many because you dare to open yourself up to all of us knowing full well of the lashing back...yet I see mostly nothing but positive reactions. That is a GIFT. So it’s really three fold.... your reacting to videos that have touched so many of us (the older generation) and inspiring your generation and the younger behind you. Linkin Park put you onto a different persona of reactions and some very very deep emotional binds we all deal with. Let me personally say a big fat thank you for the shout out to God and being Christian. As LP reveals in so much of their lyrics he’s looking for something to feed his soul. “What’s wrong with me” we have all pretty much asked that. So what’s the harm in believing someone up there loves all of us... warts and all....there is none. HUGE SHOUT OUT TO YOU AND YOUR BROTHER! What you guys are doing is much much deeper than you may even realize. Much much love to you both ❤️😘👍🏼👌
Just came across this and had to comment, depression isnt just a lack of love. It's much much deeper than that, it's a blackness that even the brightest of loves cant seem to rid of. No matter what when you wake up that black shadow is hanging over your bed. Fighting every day to do the simplest of tasks, finding reasons to do what needs to be done. Being trapped in your own mine with the confusion on why you cant escape and why you cant be happy like everyone around you. And all that drives you further in to darkness. Spoken from someone that has fought it for over 15 years, I've literally been at the end of a loaded gun seci ds from taking my own life. Depression isnt a simple fix, it's an every day struggle.
I’ll be very open so you can understand some more. I personally suffer from bipolar 1 with mixed episodes which comes with severe episodes of depression and mania, somethings at the same time. My episodes can be very long. Sometimes over a year. I do get support from Psychiatrist, Therapist, family and tons of friends. But sometimes it’s not that you don’t think you are loved or people are there for you or you are worthy, it’s that you just can’t take anymore feeling the way you do, kinda like he said. A trait people with bipolar can have is thoughts of suicide. I did attempt it around 27 years ago when I was around 19. I also had to go to the hospital multiple times over the last 15ish years in fear of harm. And around 3 1/2 years ago I was in a mental hospital because I feared I was going to attempt again. I take meds, and have tried so many, but they don’t work. Like I said, I talk to a psychiatrist, therapist, I have great family and friends who support me, but I also have something that is breaking me down especially when it goes on too long. And sometimes, especially people with mental illness who know these feelings they have whether major depressive disorder, bipolar, schizophrenia, etc. are going to keep coming back, sometimes in a fit of desperation they follow through because they can’t see any relief in sight because they are in so much pain. But all you can do is try to make it to the next day. And yes, talking to someone that day may be what helped, but it might just push it off a day or a while. But if you see someone who’s behavior has changed ask them how they are doing. There is no harm in asking. They may not even realize it themselves yet. Sometimes I don’t notice until there is a disaster in my apartment and my apartment is usually like a show room. But this is not a feel bad for me or sob story. You asked for comments about it so here’s mine. I’ve been dealing with this for about 30ish years. BTW ❤️ what y’all are doing. I love all types of music myself. My mom was in a band. My suggestion is OZZY Crazy Train. Stay safe!!
Chester Bennington was the best singer i have EVER heard . That voice, stage presence and performance 🙌r.i.p #LegendsNeverDie #LegendChester He had a traumatic childhood, he and his sister were both sexually abused for 6 years by the same man as kids😔 Be was Bipolar and so is the, it often stems from trauma in childhood.
I went through something that no child should have went through. My family turned on me because I refused to lie for the person that hurt me. I have suffered from depression for 33 years.
Sadly, you can have all the love and support in the world, and still be dangerously depressed. It's an illness, and unfortunately our loved ones aren't medicine, aren't a cure. No matter what they say or do, you just KNOW that they're faking, lying to you to make feel better. If it made sense, it wouldn't be an illness. It means a lot for you to advocate for mental healing, you're such a empathetic and passionate young man. Thanks.
So I see u b doin alot of LP. We LP soldiers are serious about our LP an support reactions bro. #ripchesterb July 20th, 2017. Lead singer. On this one. Died by suicide. Depression. 41 yrs old. One of the best all time singer/vocalists. Many ranges. Scream sing but a beautiful tenor.
I so love you and your brother and many of your generation that are so open so aware so mindful and I’m so glad that you found Lincoln Park… Because honestly I am the same age is Chester and his music got me through a lot… It stopped me I’m taking my own… I just wish she was able to have had heard his own songs to our ears maybe he’d still be here
Bro Ure a good person. I felling this songs as I can feel it. U say what need to say. People really feel like this. Ure words are helpful. Spreat love man.
after what you said at the end i am going to say for the first time i talk to myself every day to try and find a reason not to end my life (as after the 6 th attempt i made someone i love a promise ) but the voice you speak of tells me to go ahead and do it the world would be better off without me ! So i tell no one and cry inside and fight to control the dark path i am on . They say there should be light at the end of the tunnel i have not seen it for over 5 years !! Away thanks for letting me finally give voice to my darkness , nobody usually wants to know they say they do but they don't really
@@TwinsthenewTrend thank you i kinda got that vibe from you maybe that is what inspired me to break my silence . You seem to be a very empathic person that cares for real .The good thing about the state i am in is that i have been able to talk down many others on the ledge about to take their lives because i get it (i do fib and say things get better and hope they do ) i also give help to anyone who has fallen on hard times kids kicked out by family at 14 & 15 years old is common here they then couch surf so they have a safe place in my house and help to sort themselves out . But still the ticking bomb is in my mind and has been since i was very young when i first tried at 13 it never stops
It fucking sucks so bad how sad this man was. I feel so bad for his wife & children left behind. My dad ended his life 30 years ago & I still cry about it.
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The 17 second scream. The epitome of epicness
18 seconds but yeah
@@Purple_DEVIL16 I've always heard it's 17 seconds.... but I actually haven't counted
Chester had help from family, friends, and professionals, but he was unable to lift out of the abyss of deep depression he dealt with daily. He truly suffered. Rip Chester, you are deeply missed...
Teresa S sometimes it really is a chemical imbalance and we need medicine. I never would’ve thought it would work for me, but it did. As someone who went through this very struggle, (although I didn’t have support) when I got the medicine, I started being able to help myself
It legit Breaks my heart #Alllove #ChesterBennigton God Bless!!!💔💔😓😓
I suffer from major depression and anxiety and panic disorder!! Noone really understands it's definitely upsetting and frustrating!!
Reality is a bitch!!
Karin Williams it is rough, but you’re not alone. Depression just makes us feel isolated and alone, but you’re not. Promise you that
He helped so many people through his gift, because you felt his sincerity in his voice of everything he did. Anytime someone reacts to Linkin Park you honor him and the whole Linkin Park nation. So thank you for your channel and reactions.
Absolutely! He was amazing! One of a kind!
Voice of an angel, Scream of a demon.......I feel LP's songs deep in my soul, i battle some of the same demons as Chester. I still have a hard time listening to some LP songs. I live ever day to #MakeChesterProud 🖤❤🖤❤
I appreciate you doing this for me! You have gained a follower for life. Thank you for sharing my story! Much love for you brother!! And yes I was the one whom he shouted out. Love ya Bro!!
Best reaction I've seen no lie man. Powerful message at the end bro thanks for being real.
everytime he says "I hyperventilate". you can almost hear his voice break. this song makes me so sad we couldnt help him.
3 and a half years ago I was dying in a hospital bed, but I kept fighting and was saved by a complete stranger who was an organ donor. I received his heart and I'm now doing my best to make the Transplant Community a better place. #BeAnOrganDonor #BeSomeonesHero
With depression you can have support and love and even God but depression for me at least you can be happy and everything but all it take is one moment of bad or sadness and it takes over like a domino effect and it just adds on and all those happy moments and support you have just disappear and all you think of is the sadness of whatever is bothering you. At least that's how it is for me I'm not suicidal or anything like that but that's how depression affects me
I feel where you coming from I just feel like when I was depressed before if my mom wasn’t by my side and God I know I would be gon right now cuz when I felt at my lowest they made me feel like I meant something and Comfort just my experience and opinion
@@TwinsthenewTrend ..Glad your ok now..God will alway be there for you....Glad your Mother is too...Peace dude
Sweetie, we all have very hard times...Very hard..You throw yourself into God's arms, stay quiet and just BE...Thats what works for me. .I just shut my mind off and open my heart...I'm still here 59yrs later...Yes I'm older and went through bad times..
Still here....Stay strong...Peace..😊
Exactly, I have very good moments and some days in the week I just collapse
Most accurate description of depression I ever read.
(Mike Shinoda is Linkin Parks cofounder/rapper/co-vocalist/musician/producer) ( this is his side hip hop group) Fort Minor- Welcome.
And after Chester passed away he put out a solo album called Post Traumatic.
Mike Shinoda- Running from my Shadow
RIP Chester he sung his ass off Evey show
I have severe depression, I struggled from the time I was 16 until I was 35, I finally realized that taking the necessary drugs did not make me a failure, it let me be present for my family. If you can't get out of bed, it just gets worse and worse.
It's obvious from your reaction to this song how much the music hits you. Thank you for being raw and real when you listen to these songs. My girls and I have been watching your reactions for the last couple of hours and enjoying the music. My girls have asked for a reaction to Faded by Alan Walker. I'd love to hear you react to some Alanis Morisette (Anything from Jagged Little Pill but especially You Oughta Know).
Such wisdom from someone so young. Love it!
Mad respect #Alllove #ChesterBennigton #Rip Lyrical genius!!💔💔👍👍 @Linkin Park respect always!!
"Love is the most powerful thing on this earth." Yes. This. ❤
He was my idol RIP CHESTER , react to waiting for the end - Linkin Park
Now that you’ve seen this side of chesters vocal ability you need to react to:
Linkin Park - Waiting for the End
Or
Linkin Park - The Little Things Give You Away
Gurgling Hermits incredible suggestions also I recommend the messenger
Valentine's Day
I recently listened to The Little Things Give You Away on repeat for two weeks.
@@Andrea_Kelly with headphones in? Cos man they did some great work getting the sounds in left ear one second, then the right. Pure fire sounds 👌🔥
@@CragusMaximus With headphones at work and without headphones at home 😉
Ironically Chester and Linkin Park helped save a lot of people
Every single day, since 1999 for me.
The most amazing about that 17-sec scream is that He did it at a live concert.
His voice had two sides even 3 sides, Chester, he sang cover to Adele's Rollin in the Deep. You should check it out. Amazing voice. Beautiful for a man.
I love it more then the original
@@heatherlanaeturnerakacount753 me too, it's serene
@@Sameer-es9vs Absolutely! Chester could have set me to sing me the yellow pages and I would have been all ears! He was truly amazing!
He killed her version! RIP Chester 💙
He held that shit live chester had a voice that had no comparison! Rip to that person!
Please do more Linkin Park, such a great band. Check out Numb, In The End, Crawling, Faint. Anyone of those are a banger.
Linkin Park " one more light"
You and your brother are AMAZING HUMAN BEINGS. Discovering how different people of different eras expressed themselves through music. Life is too short to live it in the "comfort zone". See the world, spread the love.
I cried the day Chester left this world, I'm a 54 year old woman, had a tough life, but Linkin Park hits you hard!! Miss Chester so much!!!!
Me too
Some people criticized Chester's lyrics for being too emotional and try hard. Now that he passed they seem especially deep.
I found your channel through the Phil Collins video and had to go back. There's something so honest in all your videos. It's inspiring to see how you look into each song, even songs you might not normally like and search for the good in them, and the reason they reach others. It's really unique and something I wish was in the world more. I lost a mom young, went through childhood abuse, infertility, a sister murdered, had a child with cancer, job loss, a disabled spouse, depression and anxiety, all fighting through poverty. Every day is a challenge but for the people around me along with fulfilling my own potential, I'm working on finding the beauty in each day. Thanks for what you're doing.
Amen sista 😇🙏🏽 Keep your head up
I still cry when I think of Chester. This particular song saved me. And I'm sure many of his songs saved many people because when you hear in the lyrics that someone else feels as awful as you do, you know you are not alone. I have C-PTSD from a life of unimaginable tragedy and Chris Cornell died on my birthday here in my hometown of Detroit and then we lost Chester. All so eerie for me. I just wish someone had done something ANYTHING to get him help. He could have saved many more people.
For a young man that was very touching and with heart✌🏻🤟🏻
Linkin Park has been my favorite band since I was 9 years old (27 now). I heard in the end on the radio and a couple other songs and then got Hybrid theory album. I saw them LIVE when I was 16. The stadium was huge and it was packed. They blew me away. Some of the songs from there earlier albums I have a hard time listening to now bcuz they bring out so much anger and depression that I felt in highschool. I still love them though. After following there music for so many years it has been quite a ride. They grew a lot as a band from each album. When I heard that Chester killed himself I was shocked. I never took this song seriously. So sad man. Cant imagine what he was going through at that time.
Ok I have binged like 5 of your LP reactions and yes you are one of us! We all had that moment when LP blew our minds! And we are better people for it! Welcome to the family!
ayy man that lil speech you made at the end made me tear up and motivated me man , i hope you having a good one bro !
Bro, the volume is on point now. Thank you so much! :) I'd love if you reacted to I Previal - Bow Down! (So would you I'm sure.)
Hey, such a great reaction to this video!! Linkin Park has been the soundtrack for me the last 18 months as they've helped me get through some tough times. There have been times that I've almost given up as I go through anxiety, depression, and stress. And while battling a nasty divorce with a witch.
I love listening to reactions of LP as nearly everyone of you on RUclips understands the meaning behind each of their songs. The positive messages are the ones that help me get through each day!!!
Thank you for being real!!!
You are a special person. Your insights and encouragement will surely help someone who needs it. Great advice...#dontgiveup
You are so strong man. That message, post song, should be posted everywhere. Beautiful.
Man i love your vids just found em today. One love bro good work
you're amazing to say all of this after the video plays... you are bringing love and so much happy to so many folks right now with this channel, please stay who you are & so so so happy for your well-deserved fame... thank G-D for you and your brother!
This is a REAL DEAL. "FIND YOUR HAPPY PLACE" I LOVE THAT! R.I.P. CHESTER.
18 seconds of pure eargasm right here... Almost every song he's written is about his pain and struggling with depression and substance and alcohol abuse. And although he had help from pretty much anyone and everyone in his life (from his band mates and especially Mike shinoda to his family) he was still suffering...
Depression is a chemical imbalance in the brain. Sometimes certain things like going through traumatic events can cause it. Like with Chester. Him and I have a lot in common on what happened to us as children. I suffer from severe depression and anxiety. I can't really talk to loved ones, because 9/10 people just don't understand depression unless you suffer from it. I've survived two suicide attempts in my life, and the only thing I pray for is release from this life and these demons inside. Listening to Linkin Park has really helped me get through some very tough times.
I know you will probably never see this, but I love your sincerity at the of the song!!! I just came across your channel and I love it brother!! I'm a huge music fan myself and I enjoy everything you do! Keep it up, you are awesome!!
I was raped, beaten, treated like absolute trash. When I became emo people made fun of me even more because they thought I was evil. I came to school with cuts on my arms, overdosing on depression meds to numb the pain, and listened to rock music because I was so angry. I would scream and punch walls just to feel alive again. I overdosed on 67 pills and somehow was saved. I'm still struggling with feeling like I deserve to be here but I'm 32 now and I'm working hard to be here and to love myself.
It hurts me to know chester couldn't make it through no matter how hard he tried. His death really broke me because I related to their music so much. I felt like someone else understood just how I felt in this life. Rest in peace Chester. I know you are in a better place and finally at peace. 💔
When I was first diagnosed with clinical depression this is how I felt 100% Thankfully I have a family/friends who were their for me and wouldn't let me go.... I am a believer, unfortunately when I was at my worst, I had a hard time relying on the Lord. But in hindsight the Lord never left me, at times for me that is the hardest thing that I try to accept... Because of Gods Grace... I take antidepressants to help prevent me from returning to the pit of despair, but depression is something that I have realized that I will always have to deal with.
Anyone who feels like giving up, I echo, please ask for help!! It is not a sign of weakness to ask for help, family, friends, help line, anyone!! YOU ARE IMPORTANT, YOU ARE LOVED, AND YOU ARE NEEDED!! Much love!
I have experienced loved ones with depression, loved ones that took their own life, loved one that accidentally took their own life. I’ve been through depression and anxiety myself, still am at times. I’ve been through a nasty divorce but I have a wonderful son that came out of that whom I love dearly. My son is 20yrs. old now with autism....it’s been a tough road at times but has also been a journey of great love. I have an amazing man in my life whom I love, we are engaged to be married, I have wonder family and friends, I am truly blessed.....thank you for your words, they are very true .....love is everything ❤️........RIP Chester Bennington
Hardest song from LP, and I never realized it was actually how Chester felt... damn.
Thank you for a great and understanding reaction. Love your channel. Chester was loved by his family, friends and millions of fans. He was a real deep hole. R.I.P Chester. You are surely missed!!!!🙏🏻
Energy cannot be destroyed only transformed. The countless millions he helped raise them out of their darkness, pushing them through to the other side by force. You cant be that selfless without a price, there was no helping him. He put the entirety of his being into making sure not a single soul who could hear his voice succumbed to the void. Its no wonder he screamed so loud. I think he knew exactly what would become of him eventually and chose to be the shield for an unfathomable number of people to get through to tomorrow knowing his day was coming eventually. Job well done chester. This man could scream the end of the world away. Few can match the severity of this kind of sacrifice for the impact it would have.
Thank you for the beautiful message at the end of the video. I have battled with depression since around the age of 14, I'm now 32. Currently I'm in a good place but I know that any day I can go back to that dark place. Hopefully not 🤞 I've got help around me now and medication so I'm sure I'll be fine. Linkin park helped me through a lot of bad times. It breaks my heart that Chester is gone, but he will always live on through his music xxx
MY STORY
THANKS SO MUCH FOR REACTING TO THIS KICKASS SONG! CHESTER WAS THE REAL DEAL! THE BEST & A LEGEND! I GREW UP LISTENING TO LP SOUNGARDEN ALICE IN CHAINS NIRVANA & STONE TEMPLE PILOTS! HAVE BEEN A HUGE FAN SINCE THEY STARTED BUT NEVER DID I THINK THAT THESE MEN & BANDS WOULD PLAY SUCH AN IMPORTANT ROLE IN MY LIFE LATER ON BUT THEY DID! A LIFE SAVING ROLE! CLOSE TO 4 YEARS AGO I WAS REALLY SICK! I HAD NO CLUE WAS WRONG WITH ME! WELL ONE DAY I WENT TO THE DR & THEY HAD DONE SOME TESTS ON ME & THAT WAS THE MAIN REASON FOR MY VISIT! THAT WAS THE DAY MY LIFE FOREVER CHANGED! HE TOLD ME THAT HE WAS SO SORRY TO TELL ME BUT I HAD LIVER CANCER & IT WAS IN IT'S 2ND STAGE! I WAS IN SHOCK & SO BEGINS HELL FOR ME! STARTED MY CHEMOTHERAPY & YOU TALKING BUT SICK! IT'S LIKE HE WORST FLU YOU EVER HAD TIMES A TRILLION!! HURT ALL OVER CAN'T EAT! AT TIMES YOU CAN BARLEY GET OUT OF THE BED! WENT BACK & FOURTH TO DR AFTER DR THEN THEY TELL ME IT HAS GOTTEN WORSE! 3RD STAGE! THEY SAID THERE'S HOPE BUT IT'S AGGRESSIVE! WELL THEY STARTED ME ON STRONGER CHEMO WHICH MADE ME EVEN SICKER! BAD WHEN THE CURE IS WORSE THEN THE CAUSE! I HAVE BEEN SINGIN & PLAYIN GUITAR SINCE I WAS 5 YRS OLD! IT'S A HUGE HUGE PART OF MY LIFE! ONE DAY DURING THE WORST TIMES OF TREATMENT I SAID THAT'S IT! I'M DONE! I'M GIVEN UP! MY KIDS & MY HUSBAND WAS SO SCARED BUT I HAD TAKEN ALL I COULD! WELL THOUGHT! ON THAT DAY I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO DO TREATMENTS BUT I SAID DONE! I GRABBED MY HEADPHONES & FOR SOME REASON I WENT ON RUclips & CLICKED ON LINKIN PARK! BEEN AWHILE SINCE I HAD LISTEN TO THEM & I SAW THIS VIDEO! I HAD HEARD THE SONG BEFORE! SEVERAL TIMES BUT THAT DAY IT WAS EYE OPENING & SO RELATABLE FOR ME! AFTER THAT I LISTENED TO CHRIS CORNELL OF SOUNDGARDEN AUDIOSLAVE & TEMPLE OF THE DOG SING SHOW ME HOW TO LIVE & IT WAS LIKE THEY KICKED MY ASS OUT OF BED! EVERYDAY I WOULD LISTEN TO THESE BANDS & THESE MEN & I CAN NOW SAY THEY HELPED SAVE MY LIFE CAUSE I'M 2 YRS IN REMISSION! GOD DR'S FAMILY WAS ALSO A HUGE PART BUT IT'S LIKE WHEN I WANTED TO JUST GIVE UP & BE DONE I WOULD LISTEN TO CHESTER'S CHRIS SCOTT KURT OR LAYNE'S POWERFUL VOICES & IT WOULD GIVE ME STRENGTH TO DO WHAT I NEEDED TO DO! I'M NEW TO YOUR CHANNEL & I LOVE YOUR OPINION & LOVE FOR MUSIC! I WANTED TO SHARE WITH YOU & WHOEVER TAKES THE TIME OUT TO READ MY STORY ON HOW THIS MAN & THE OTHERS I NAMED & MUSIC IN GENERAL HELPED SAVE MY LIFE! FOR THAT I WILL BE FOREVER GREAT FULL BUT SUCKS THAT THEY ARE NO LONGER PHYSICALLY HERE BUT THEIR MUSIC WILL LIVE ON LONGER AFTER I'M GONE! KEEP ON LOVING MUSIC MY FRIEND! MUCH LOVE & RESPECT!
REST EASY CHESTER CHRIS SCOTT LAYNE & KURT!
#MAKECHESTERPROUD
You are an awesome young man! You get it! Your words at the end of the video were so heart felt and helpful. It's not necessarily easy for men to be vulnerable enough to be able to talk about stuff like this. Keep up the good work!
Thank you for such an important and honest review!! Much love to you!! and Amen!
Great reaction. Thank you for your real thoughts on this topic. Keep up the good work.
Reacts to faint live rock am ring 2007
You should watch "given up" live AOL session. You feel the music even more
The vocal fry then back to clean, amazing..
God bless you!!! I love your words and message you stated here!!!
I'm so glad you were able to understand the meaning behind this song. A lot of Chester's sings were about depression. It is a big deal in our society. Especially now with social distancing and stay at home laws in place. We need people who we can talk to more than ever now.
You have some wisdom in what you speak on young man...Much respect on standing up with the Almighty...I've been checking your videos out for a minute and subbed today..Your a cool young man with an opened heart and mind...Keep up the Great Work...Peace and Love from New Orleans..😊😎
Love and support are the most powerful forces in the human arsenal that's for sure. Also you can't ever give up on yourself because if you have no one and you give up on yourself you won't last long. 💯% facts coming from the homie on this one that's why you and your bro reactions are the best on RUclips.
Chester once said the worst neighborhood he was ever in was the one in his head. Chester tried very hard to overcome the bad neighborhood but just couldn't. We miss you very much Chester.
I’m with ya......love is the most powerful thing........this is a very heavy song and does say a lot.....Chester B. struggled with many things over is 41 short years with us.....he was/is an amazing person that is dearly missed by his family, his children, his friends and band mates and me along with all of LINKIN Park fans in this big ole’ world.......❤️ 🙏🏻 RIP Chester
Your parents have done an amazing job with you and your brother. Keep up the good work guys love the channel
The 18 second scream is wild
Man, you are real 💯 Love what you said after the video. God Bless ya man ❤️
R. I. P. Chester
The majority of Linkin Park songs were a cry for help.
If you see something out of the ordinary with someone close you you, don't let them suffer in silence.
You have such a good message. Depression is real, even if you don't want to, talk to someone. Isolation is the worst for depression.
Listen to the messenger by linkin park. Speaks to what you talked about love.
Thank you for this. Your reaction and commentary is powerful. You might have saved someone's life.
Could be one of the most real and raw songs anyone could sing ... especially in hindsight of what happened.
This song was a banger. One of my fave LP songs. Wish you'd react to the live aol session performance of this song.
this band right here was...is...my absolute. Chester killing himself seriously ripped my heart right out and i can't listen to them anymore without the tears flowing, no matter what song. this one especially. ...his presence and voice is missed deeply... he broke me
You should totally check his cover of Rolling in the Deep it's amazing
You are very wise, Tim. I'm a mental health therapist, and I think you are spot on. Personally, I have a spinal cord injury, and with support and love, I learned to walk again.
Sings like an Angel
Screams like the Devil
RIP Chester ❤️
and people say linkin park isnt metal
Linkin Park is a lot of genres. Especially when talking about an album. They are nu metal, alternative rock, rap rock, pop and electronica. Truly talented group.
Massive respect for your speech at the end.
It's kids like you and your brother who give me hope for the future.
Chester had past childhood trauma an divorce an drug an alcohol addiction but had gone to rehab several times. At time of death he was outpt rehab due to relapse in Nov 2016. But no drugs an tad alcohol in system at time of death. So depression was the black dog he could not escape. Chris Cornell was his great friend an he died by suicide in May 2017. Chester couldnt get over it with everything else. Just wish he had called someone. LP journey is not for weak. Its emotional an deal wuth real issues. Rt up to last album #7 One More Light. ALOT of Humanitarian aid done by LP. How many musicians do that now adays? Take their millions an help less fortunate or disaster areas? People are so selfish now adays. Everybody hates everybody. As long as u b a decent human an help others I have no prob with you. Thats why we b put on this,earth..to help others however God see's us to do it. Yep u will like Hybrid Theory#1 album an Meteora#2..
Sorry to other reactors but you are the best I've ever heard hands down. You are such an insightful and caring man.
What a roll model you are for the young and older alike! In this day and age to see and hear you even speak much less talk about needing God in our lives and dare say a Christian? Bravo X’s infinity! Believe this... he has a huge plan for your life young man. You are a rarity. Young mind with an old soul. That’s precious and you revealing such personal and usually “voodoo” remarks and your fan base grows stronger and stronger. Look at the big picture here. You are reaching so many because you dare to open yourself up to all of us knowing full well of the lashing back...yet I see mostly nothing but positive reactions. That is a GIFT. So it’s really three fold.... your reacting to videos that have touched so many of us (the older generation) and inspiring your generation and the younger behind you. Linkin Park put you onto a different persona of reactions and some very very deep emotional binds we all deal with. Let me personally say a big fat thank you for the shout out to God and being Christian. As LP reveals in so much of their lyrics he’s looking for something to feed his soul. “What’s wrong with me” we have all pretty much asked that. So what’s the harm in believing someone up there loves all of us... warts and all....there is none. HUGE SHOUT OUT TO YOU AND YOUR BROTHER! What you guys are doing is much much deeper than you may even realize. Much much love to you both ❤️😘👍🏼👌
Linkin Park, makes me feel better when I'm down..
Just came across this and had to comment, depression isnt just a lack of love. It's much much deeper than that, it's a blackness that even the brightest of loves cant seem to rid of. No matter what when you wake up that black shadow is hanging over your bed. Fighting every day to do the simplest of tasks, finding reasons to do what needs to be done. Being trapped in your own mine with the confusion on why you cant escape and why you cant be happy like everyone around you. And all that drives you further in to darkness. Spoken from someone that has fought it for over 15 years, I've literally been at the end of a loaded gun seci ds from taking my own life. Depression isnt a simple fix, it's an every day struggle.
Rest in Peace Chester
This is my favorite song...very powerful!
Chester was literally crying out for help every song he wrote
Chester was a legend... another great song by them is lying from you.. its a great beat and very energetic
I’ll be very open so you can understand some more. I personally suffer from bipolar 1 with mixed episodes which comes with severe episodes of depression and mania, somethings at the same time. My episodes can be very long. Sometimes over a year. I do get support from Psychiatrist, Therapist, family and tons of friends. But sometimes it’s not that you don’t think you are loved or people are there for you or you are worthy, it’s that you just can’t take anymore feeling the way you do, kinda like he said. A trait people with bipolar can have is thoughts of suicide. I did attempt it around 27 years ago when I was around 19. I also had to go to the hospital multiple times over the last 15ish years in fear of harm. And around 3 1/2 years ago I was in a mental hospital because I feared I was going to attempt again. I take meds, and have tried so many, but they don’t work. Like I said, I talk to a psychiatrist, therapist, I have great family and friends who support me, but I also have something that is breaking me down especially when it goes on too long. And sometimes, especially people with mental illness who know these feelings they have whether major depressive disorder, bipolar, schizophrenia, etc. are going to keep coming back, sometimes in a fit of desperation they follow through because they can’t see any relief in sight because they are in so much pain. But all you can do is try to make it to the next day. And yes, talking to someone that day may be what helped, but it might just push it off a day or a while. But if you see someone who’s behavior has changed ask them how they are doing. There is no harm in asking. They may not even realize it themselves yet. Sometimes I don’t notice until there is a disaster in my apartment and my apartment is usually like a show room. But this is not a feel bad for me or sob story. You asked for comments about it so here’s mine. I’ve been dealing with this for about 30ish years. BTW ❤️ what y’all are doing. I love all types of music myself. My mom was in a band. My suggestion is OZZY Crazy Train. Stay safe!!
Chester Bennington was the best singer i have EVER heard . That voice, stage presence and performance 🙌r.i.p #LegendsNeverDie
#LegendChester
He had a traumatic childhood, he and his sister were both sexually abused for 6 years by the same man as kids😔 Be was Bipolar and so is the, it often stems from trauma in childhood.
I went through something that no child should have went through. My family turned on me because I refused to lie for the person that hurt me. I have suffered from depression for 33 years.
Whew , channel of love!
Sadly, you can have all the love and support in the world, and still be dangerously depressed. It's an illness, and unfortunately our loved ones aren't medicine, aren't a cure. No matter what they say or do, you just KNOW that they're faking, lying to you to make feel better. If it made sense, it wouldn't be an illness. It means a lot for you to advocate for mental healing, you're such a empathetic and passionate young man. Thanks.
So I see u b doin alot of LP. We LP soldiers are serious about our LP an support reactions bro. #ripchesterb July 20th, 2017. Lead singer. On this one. Died by suicide. Depression. 41 yrs old. One of the best all time singer/vocalists. Many ranges. Scream sing but a beautiful tenor.
Linkin Park - Jay Z - Collision Course LIVE
I so love you and your brother and many of your generation that are so open so aware so mindful and I’m so glad that you found Lincoln Park… Because honestly I am the same age is Chester and his music got me through a lot… It stopped me I’m taking my own… I just wish she was able to have had heard his own songs to our ears maybe he’d still be here
rest in peace. CB
the music was awesome. sorry life was painful
He sings "I'm my own worse enemy".
Those lyrics 😭.
Bro Ure a good person. I felling this songs as I can feel it. U say what need to say. People really feel like this. Ure words are helpful. Spreat love man.
U feeling this song as I can feel it*
after what you said at the end i am going to say for the first time i talk to myself every day to try and find a reason not to end my life (as after the 6 th attempt i made someone i love a promise ) but the voice you speak of tells me to go ahead and do it the world would be better off without me ! So i tell no one and cry inside and fight to control the dark path i am on . They say there should be light at the end of the tunnel i have not seen it for over 5 years !! Away thanks for letting me finally give voice to my darkness , nobody usually wants to know they say they do but they don't really
Mann I really appreciate it and your story Ik you can get through it just have faith and believe and I’m always here for you to talk to for sure ❤️‼️
@@TwinsthenewTrend thank you i kinda got that vibe from you maybe that is what inspired me to break my silence . You seem to be a very empathic person that cares for real .The good thing about the state i am in is that i have been able to talk down many others on the ledge about to take their lives because i get it (i do fib and say things get better and hope they do ) i also give help to anyone who has fallen on hard times kids kicked out by family at 14 & 15 years old is common here they then couch surf so they have a safe place in my house and help to sort themselves out . But still the ticking bomb is in my mind and has been since i was very young when i first tried at 13 it never stops
It fucking sucks so bad how sad this man was. I feel so bad for his wife & children left behind. My dad ended his life 30 years ago & I still cry about it.