It’s different for me. sounds like something I crave..but something I can’t find. It’s like I’m stranded in the middle of the ocean and there’s a light in the distance..and I want to get there so bad...but I can’t. It sounds like surrendering. Sleep. Like peace...in a tragically beautiful way.
this song reminds me of waking up when its dark and cold walking to the bus stop misting getting on the quiet bus alone blasting music alone getting to school walking to homeroom alone, bags under my eyes from getting 2 hours of sleep walking around the busy halls but still feeling completely alone until the bus rings I go on the bus and repeat my cycle
I can imagine a cinematic cut of this story with this music in the background... beautiful. This song fits very well with many sad things. I imagine being in a dark foggy forest at like 3 am
You'll never see this message garv but every time i listen to this song i thing abt u, in other circumstances we would have been perfect for each other, i know neither of us did the right or wrong choice, i just hope we'll meet again, i love you so much, you can't even imagine, my head and heart hurts, i love you, don't forget me.
You’re not alone in this feeling ,, I’ve been healing from a situation similar to yours for the past year. The love never goes away but it gets better with time
Throwin' poison seeds into the wind Make the poison tree to grow in me begin Let your branches fork my veins Let your honey tide in me Little lovin', poison whisperin' Oh, beautiful poison tree, let your power grow in me Let your sorrow flow in me Take away my blood and bones Make your flowers deep inside of me Least I'll still have company My inside, tiny poison tree I'll seal my love in me Tiny beautiful poison tree Oh beautiful poison tree, let your power grow in me Let your sorrows sow in me Turn me into a poison tree Turn me into a poison tree Make my shadow go away Make my branches strong and hard Make my leaves flower and spread Make me feel like something powerful is growing deep inside of me Turn me into a poison tree
This song accompanied me through all the winters, all the stress, hopelessness, tears, and even that pain today... When my cat passed away, he was with me for a very long time. He was a strong boy, and I still find it difficult to accept it now. My memory of him will be accompanied by this song. Sleep well my baby...
This song reminds me of a situation when you conquered life, you fulfilled all your dreams, you are with someone you love more than life, you found those who appreciate you and love you the most.You are alive, and you are looking at the world from the roof of a high-rise building.You are embraced by someone you love more than life, and he loves you the same way.Consider it a simple song, but it led me to the fact that the meaning of life is to conquer life itself.
this makes me think of my childhood. i used to play those old disney princess games on my wii and this song really reminds me of them. i’ll go sit on my windowsill at 2am tonight and listen to this shahah
I love this song so much. It makes me think of looking back at memories before realizing how truly miserable life is. Goodness, this song owns my heart.
sometimes i wish i wasn’t me, but i know i would be miserable without being me, i know i wouldn’t like anyone else but me, i know i wouldn’t trade the voices in my head for any others, im dying but even still. I hate myself because i love me
This song makes me think and never fails to make me cry ,it makes me think about when I was a kid and winter and car rides and just so carefree and not knowing how cruel people could be . I feel so empty. I don’t know what I’m going to do . It always seems like it’s getting better and it’s not .
Hey! If you are seeing this, I just wanted to let you know that Jesus loves you! He loves you so much that He died on the cross for your sins and rose from the dead so that you could be saved from sin and the wrath of God! This is the Gospel; you can be saved from God’s wrath and hell if you believe and trust in Jesus! God Bless you all!
you won’t ever see this but you matter to me. i love you. i care about you. i understand that your family treats you like complete shit. i understand it all. i wish you would reach out for help. i don’t want you to suffer anymore. you may not be ready to reach out but i’ll be here when you are. i love you.
If this is you, like I surmised before I’m not quite ready to forgive you for everything you’ve said about me and all the things you’ve done since I left. I don’t see how you could expect me to be. But outside of the hate you must have for me and the distaste I have for you and your actions, I do at least wish you the best in life and with your apparent fiancé.
@@lennyrose5852 hi, i'm sorry but this isnt the person you're looking for. i hope everything is alright and that you're doing ok. whoever this person was they seem like a bitch but what matters is that they're out of your life and that you can focus on yourself.
This helps my anxiety but also makes it worse? Idk if it’s comforting or scary.. at the end when the music fades it feels like you’re running from sadness and rain falls as you slowly give up
for some reason I feel so off these days I look at my messages and I see how I'm always the one that text first,I have friends but I don't,I'm going through so much now that I don't know how to handle it,it just hurts,I'm hurting trying my best to be happy but it's so hard for some reason and I don't know what that reason is for.
@@elifnunalll a lot is wrong and often I can’t even blame the people who cause me so much pain because I think it’s all just me making it bad. One of my really close friends that I had left me yesterday and I was dumb enough to have feelings for them and they said they felt the same while talking to another person the whole time.... I feel like shit for ruining the friendship and I feel like me and my dad are drifting apart and my mom doesn’t make any effort to talk to me anymore. I’m in a lot of pain and everyone leaving me is just adding more pain, the things I’m living for are all going away and it hurts a lot. Thanks for worrying about me and taking the time to read that.
@@AWOL222 i can understand what you are going through. im having a hard time at the moment. i have an online friend, my only friend, he said he is going to take a break and well, i like him and mentally he is feeling very bad and seeing him like this hurts me. im trying to become a better person, im trying to become the daughter my mom wants and i act like everything is good, im happy but inside im mentally destroyed. im so tired of living this life, i just want to disappear completely..
@@AWOL222 but i just want to say that everything will get better and please dont feel sad or bad, it is all temporary. sometimes bad things happens but you always need to look at them from a positive perspective because they will fade away eventually. be happy and enjoy your precious time on this beautiful planet. look at the moon and take a walk in the forest. do the things you always wanted to. life is too short to be sad and not enjoy it. there is always someone who cares about you and loves you. so dont be sad, everything will be better ❤️
@@elifnunalll I understand how you feel I’m really sorry your going through all that no one should have to feel like they want to disappear or be dead. The world is so unfair and all you do is go along with it....
I feel so empty. The only thing i've felt today is fear as my mom suddenly knocks on my closed door to check-up on me. I was in the middle of cutting, and i feared she would know. I felt so horrible. I tried to hide the used bandaids under the pillows and the blade in the bathroom. I wanted her to leave. So bad. I was so annoyed. She stayed and began to talk to me, she's been so worried and caring since she found out i had depression. I wish i could feel that warmth.. She asks if i'm okay and how my day has been , i try to convince her in everyway that i am and try to take interest in things and ask questions just to distract her from examining me. All of this as i tightly grip onto my shirt, hoping she wouldn't notice the baindaids and fresh cuts. She finally got out and i breathed. I was mad because i was in my moment and she ruined it. Now i'm eaten with dread. This song has been my companion through all my hard times.
Pls don't hurt yourself, it's only going to make matters worse. Let ur mom help u, and I know that sounds very hard for u, but trust me...everything will work out in the end. You have so many people who care about u and u should realize that. So many people are out there that care for u, that can help u. Most importantly, you got yourself! Ur strong...just keep going no matter what. I'm also hear if u wanna talk, bc I'm also going through that stage of doing something to myself that I know I will regret doing. You have myself shoulder to lean on at hard times, ok?
@@smellmyfingers6902 oh, thank you so much. I don't see any light anymore, today i didnt cut but from that day the cuts got worse. I dont do it cuz im afraid people will find out. I just dont find myself anymore, i dont know where she is, i am so afraid. I dont feel anything anymore and have thought of kms multiple times. What the fuck us wrong with me, i wish i would know, its like my mind is fucking at war with me and i am so tired. Its been 3 years, i tried everything to get better, i dont have the strenght to try again, just to fail miserably. Every inch of my body aches. Hope you are okay? - x
@@nbj6284 you got this buddy a lot of people believe in u! Please, as hard as it is right now, and as much as you wanna hurt yourself, do not hurt yourself! I almost did once...the biggest mistake of my life ever. It's ok to feel sad, I just want you to know that, but u need to talk to someone if your going to continue cutting yourself. It's not worth it in the end, I promise you that. It's gud that you've tried to make things better! Thats a great start buddy, keep going, you got this!
This is loneliness. This is settling because of loneliness. This is craving…but surrendering. I know you’re bad for me, oh poison tree…but I don’t have to care if you don’t want me to. Poison tree..let it reach me. I’m already bleeding. So let it reach me, oh poison tree.
It feels like an unknown emotion coming from someone or something or anything really we all know about, and it feels so unreal that sometimes the scariest thing in life was life itself it wasn’t death or what might happen after it was always what happens tomorrow the next second the next hour the next week, the next year, the next universe, the next society, it’s just life itself it’s full of wonder and curiosity, but it’s purely beautiful pain and sickness, but how would I know cause if you think about it..there is so much more then what we already know and we all know that, but how? It’s just life and how it works, and that’s the scary part.
this is dakrness, sadness, deppression, tired, scared, empty, nothingness ect. all in one song beautiful
Agreed.
pretty much :(
It’s different for me. sounds like something I crave..but something I can’t find. It’s like I’m stranded in the middle of the ocean and there’s a light in the distance..and I want to get there so bad...but I can’t. It sounds like surrendering. Sleep. Like peace...in a tragically beautiful way.
@@Sayre777 girl thats poetic as fuck and deep
Hi
this song makes me feel safe..
Preach
#emo
Same.
this song reminds me of waking up when its dark and cold walking to the bus stop misting getting on the quiet bus alone blasting music alone getting to school walking to homeroom alone, bags under my eyes from getting 2 hours of sleep walking around the busy halls but still feeling completely alone until the bus rings I go on the bus and repeat my cycle
Exactly
it hits dif when the bus rings 😩✋
but fr fr
I can imagine a cinematic cut of this story with this music in the background... beautiful. This song fits very well with many sad things. I imagine being in a dark foggy forest at like 3 am
this song sounds like what my life feels like right now. I can't even explain it, this song is just everything in one.
it’s heavy and tired. just how we’re feeling, your not alone
@@tiabrown9921 its rlly comfurting to know im not the only one thank u :/
@@estherwivel9969 take care of yourself x
@@tiabrown9921 thank u so Much x
being tired is tiring
Yea...I feel u 😕
You'll never see this message garv but every time i listen to this song i thing abt u, in other circumstances we would have been perfect for each other, i know neither of us did the right or wrong choice, i just hope we'll meet again, i love you so much, you can't even imagine, my head and heart hurts, i love you, don't forget me.
This message hurt me and I’m not even heartbroken 🥲
Yoo I feel you
Even though I don't know you I can feel your pain through your words. Wishing the best for you we are all in this together
@@MegaMac464 thank you so much, yes I hope we'll all heal eventually ❤
You’re not alone in this feeling ,, I’ve been healing from a situation similar to yours for the past year. The love never goes away but it gets better with time
Throwin' poison seeds into the wind
Make the poison tree to grow in me begin
Let your branches fork my veins
Let your honey tide in me
Little lovin', poison whisperin'
Oh, beautiful poison tree, let your power grow in me
Let your sorrow flow in me
Take away my blood and bones
Make your flowers deep inside of me
Least I'll still have company
My inside, tiny poison tree
I'll seal my love in me
Tiny beautiful poison tree
Oh beautiful poison tree, let your power grow in me
Let your sorrows sow in me
Turn me into a poison tree
Turn me into a poison tree
Make my shadow go away
Make my branches strong and hard
Make my leaves flower and spread
Make me feel like something powerful is growing deep inside of me
Turn me into a poison tree
thank you
Ты русский?
This song accompanied me through all the winters, all the stress, hopelessness, tears, and even that pain today... When my cat passed away, he was with me for a very long time. He was a strong boy, and I still find it difficult to accept it now. My memory of him will be accompanied by this song. Sleep well my baby...
this song feels like a glum, snowy day
It’s more of a rainy day in my opinion
this is just so empty. its beautiful.
Hang in there people :))
You too ❤️
Can’t
@@Vilevic666 you can. I believe in you.
i’ll be hanging alright
@@bmkbbk123 please dont do it, you have much more to live.
This song reminds me of a situation when you conquered life, you fulfilled all your dreams, you are with someone you love more than life, you found those who appreciate you and love you the most.You are alive, and you are looking at the world from the roof of a high-rise building.You are embraced by someone you love more than life, and he loves you the same way.Consider it a simple song, but it led me to the fact that the meaning of life is to conquer life itself.
this song explains my life rn like the feeling.. the sound.. everything
This song is very unique, just like yourself 😁
when i listen to this song it makes me feel comfortable and gives me positive vibes but at the same time very sad at the same time
I BEG ANYONE DO AN 8D VERSION OF THAT SONG I NEED THIS IN MY LIFE NOW
WE NEED A NIGHTCORE VERSION
@@madicatgeniveve In my opinion, it would kind of take away the emotional aspect of thid song. but go for it.
this makes me think of my childhood. i used to play those old disney princess games on my wii and this song really reminds me of them. i’ll go sit on my windowsill at 2am tonight and listen to this shahah
Really needed this , thank you 💔
Why can’t I feel anything? It’s so empty :/
Same...
Came back 2 months later. Still cant feel anything :/
@@nbj6284 I’m sorry :(
@@Vilevic666 hii how are you
@@lol-qm2rt hey :) I still feel empty 😕
this song is so calming to me.
this was my dads fav song... I miss u so fcking much daddy
:(
she makes me so happy yet she makes me so sad. she’s all i think about, i wish she knew that. i wish she would feel the same about me
I felt that..don't worry bro, it happens, dont worry.
I love this song so much. It makes me think of looking back at memories before realizing how truly miserable life is. Goodness, this song owns my heart.
sometimes i wish i wasn’t me, but i know i would be miserable without being me, i know i wouldn’t like anyone else but me, i know i wouldn’t trade the voices in my head for any others, im dying but even still. I hate myself because i love me
I wish he understood how much I need him rn my body can’t take this my heart can’t take this I need real love and feelings
feels.
I miss u jah...
what song did he use this in?
i miss him too
Wait did he use this in a song or sum?
he shared it on his old tumblr
THANK YOU I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS VERSION
This song makes me feel empty. It feels good.
:,)
edit: i dont know if i can do this anymore. im just so tired.
Feeling empty’s addicting tbh. it feels good until it doesn’t anymore
This song makes me think and never fails to make me cry ,it makes me think about when I was a kid and winter and car rides and just so carefree and not knowing how cruel people could be . I feel so empty. I don’t know what I’m going to do . It always seems like it’s getting better and it’s not .
the feeling after crying
u still cray bru im on another acc
lmaoo i appreciate u vro
Lately I haven’t been feeling good
Same, it's ok tho, ur not alone😔
u cray bru
i miss you jamey, i miss you so much.
*sincerely, jamey*
deep
pain.
Hey! If you are seeing this, I just wanted to let you know that Jesus loves you! He loves you so much that He died on the cross for your sins and rose from the dead so that you could be saved from sin and the wrath of God! This is the Gospel; you can be saved from God’s wrath and hell if you believe and trust in Jesus! God Bless you all!
im not christian
im atheist
@@elifnunalll welp, just stay positive..that's the point.
there is no god.
i miss you so much
this song is how i felt when everything wqs falling apart
This song describes my life rn
It hurts so bad.it won’t go away lol
Hi me
I still think this song is the closest I’ll come to being understood.
Maybe for you there’s a tomorrow
Ok
Thus us bewteefull
i could float away
I feel tired but I don’t want to go to sleep I don’t want to exist but I don’t want to dye
i missed you so much. please come back.
i hope you are doing good my dearest...
reminds me a lot of the Silent Hill osts
I think of xxxtentacion when I hear this song. There’s a edit with him and it just makes me so sad...
you won’t ever see this but you matter to me. i love you. i care about you. i understand that your family treats you like complete shit. i understand it all. i wish you would reach out for help. i don’t want you to suffer anymore. you may not be ready to reach out but i’ll be here when you are. i love you.
I care about u and I love u so much. I hope you never think about giving up, I wish the best for you...and only the best.
If this is you, like I surmised before I’m not quite ready to forgive you for everything you’ve said about me and all the things you’ve done since I left. I don’t see how you could expect me to be. But outside of the hate you must have for me and the distaste I have for you and your actions, I do at least wish you the best in life and with your apparent fiancé.
@@lennyrose5852 hi, i'm sorry but this isnt the person you're looking for. i hope everything is alright and that you're doing ok. whoever this person was they seem like a bitch but what matters is that they're out of your life and that you can focus on yourself.
This helps my anxiety but also makes it worse? Idk if it’s comforting or scary.. at the end when the music fades it feels like you’re running from sadness and rain falls as you slowly give up
for some reason I feel so off these days I look at my messages and I see how I'm always the one that text first,I have friends but I don't,I'm going through so much now that I don't know how to handle it,it just hurts,I'm hurting trying my best to be happy but it's so hard for some reason and I don't know what that reason is for.
I.....I wanna end it all. I want everything to stop.
are you okay? whats wrong?
@@elifnunalll a lot is wrong and often I can’t even blame the people who cause me so much pain because I think it’s all just me making it bad. One of my really close friends that I had left me yesterday and I was dumb enough to have feelings for them and they said they felt the same while talking to another person the whole time.... I feel like shit for ruining the friendship and I feel like me and my dad are drifting apart and my mom doesn’t make any effort to talk to me anymore. I’m in a lot of pain and everyone leaving me is just adding more pain, the things I’m living for are all going away and it hurts a lot. Thanks for worrying about me and taking the time to read that.
@@AWOL222 i can understand what you are going through. im having a hard time at the moment. i have an online friend, my only friend, he said he is going to take a break and well, i like him and mentally he is feeling very bad and seeing him like this hurts me. im trying to become a better person, im trying to become the daughter my mom wants and i act like everything is good, im happy but inside im mentally destroyed. im so tired of living this life, i just want to disappear completely..
@@AWOL222 but i just want to say that everything will get better and please dont feel sad or bad, it is all temporary. sometimes bad things happens but you always need to look at them from a positive perspective because they will fade away eventually. be happy and enjoy your precious time on this beautiful planet. look at the moon and take a walk in the forest. do the things you always wanted to. life is too short to be sad and not enjoy it. there is always someone who cares about you and loves you. so dont be sad, everything will be better ❤️
@@elifnunalll I understand how you feel I’m really sorry your going through all that no one should have to feel like they want to disappear or be dead. The world is so unfair and all you do is go along with it....
This makes me think of angels egg in all the best and worst ways
I feel so empty. The only thing i've felt today is fear as my mom suddenly knocks on my closed door to check-up on me. I was in the middle of cutting, and i feared she would know. I felt so horrible. I tried to hide the used bandaids under the pillows and the blade in the bathroom. I wanted her to leave. So bad. I was so annoyed.
She stayed and began to talk to me, she's been so worried and caring since she found out i had depression. I wish i could feel that warmth..
She asks if i'm okay and how my day has been , i try to convince her in everyway that i am and try to take interest in things and ask questions just to distract her from examining me.
All of this as i tightly grip onto my shirt, hoping she wouldn't notice the baindaids and fresh cuts.
She finally got out and i breathed. I was mad because i was in my moment and she ruined it. Now i'm eaten with dread.
This song has been my companion through all my hard times.
Pls don't hurt yourself, it's only going to make matters worse. Let ur mom help u, and I know that sounds very hard for u, but trust me...everything will work out in the end. You have so many people who care about u and u should realize that. So many people are out there that care for u, that can help u. Most importantly, you got yourself! Ur strong...just keep going no matter what. I'm also hear if u wanna talk, bc I'm also going through that stage of doing something to myself that I know I will regret doing. You have myself shoulder to lean on at hard times, ok?
@@smellmyfingers6902 oh, thank you so much. I don't see any light anymore, today i didnt cut but from that day the cuts got worse. I dont do it cuz im afraid people will find out.
I just dont find myself anymore, i dont know where she is, i am so afraid. I dont feel anything anymore and have thought of kms multiple times. What the fuck us wrong with me, i wish i would know, its like my mind is fucking at war with me and i am so tired. Its been 3 years, i tried everything to get better, i dont have the strenght to try again, just to fail miserably.
Every inch of my body aches.
Hope you are okay? - x
@@nbj6284 you got this buddy a lot of people believe in u! Please, as hard as it is right now, and as much as you wanna hurt yourself, do not hurt yourself! I almost did once...the biggest mistake of my life ever. It's ok to feel sad, I just want you to know that, but u need to talk to someone if your going to continue cutting yourself. It's not worth it in the end, I promise you that. It's gud that you've tried to make things better! Thats a great start buddy, keep going, you got this!
feel
Maybe for you there’s a tomorrow 😞
Poison tree
All I did was fail today
Same
same
There will always be the light to guide u...u just gotta believe the next time, bc there will be.
All I did was fail this life
same
This is loneliness. This is settling because of loneliness. This is craving…but surrendering. I know you’re bad for me, oh poison tree…but I don’t have to care if you don’t want me to. Poison tree..let it reach me. I’m already bleeding. So let it reach me, oh poison tree.
if empty heads is a song
It feels like an unknown emotion coming from someone or something or anything really we all know about, and it feels so unreal that sometimes the scariest thing in life was life itself it wasn’t death or what might happen after it was always what happens tomorrow the next second the next hour the next week, the next year, the next universe, the next society, it’s just life itself it’s full of wonder and curiosity, but it’s purely beautiful pain and sickness, but how would I know cause if you think about it..there is so much more then what we already know and we all know that, but how? It’s just life and how it works, and that’s the scary part.
I always think of sad moments in Neon Genesis Evangelion when I listen to the part at the beginning, a bunch of things flashing by.
Damn
i’m so tired
The more slower the song is the more sad it is 😭😂
g its 5 years agooooo!!!
depression
expression
Antonio Pinho possession
Self deprecation
manipulatation
the beginning reminds me of silent hill
I miss myself from when i wasnt do fucking sick and a disgusting human being, please...come back...im already dead.
damn so y’all sad sad. i just came here to have a good time
When did it all get so hard?
Who’s face is the album cover or
What should i do...
Do you guys know similar songs to this
All old comments. Is there someone like me 2024
me
@@мария.88 finally hhhh
honestly, i dont see a point in hanging on anymore-.. but I’m gonna try my best.
I feel the exact same, lets try together ? :)
@@nbj6284 ofc .. :)
hello
@@clkeda hii
@@jazzyy3605 hwo r u
i just wish i could kiss you one more time
i dont know man im scared
i’m so tired.
I don't feel good on the inside....
:,(
this feels like walking through a dark foggy forest at 2 am trying to find a good spot to hide the body.