Time, being educated and educating myself in Catholicism and German Paganism, has turned me into a Stoic, or a Grey Viking like my mom calls me. Most beliefs for me are emotional reactions and illogical, whatever happens I always choose logic and not emotions, and every day I am getting less and less emotional, something that both comforts me, there is comfort in not having some emotions, and annoys me, because you need emotions to relate with others.
Time, being educated and educating myself in Catholicism and German Paganism, has turned me into a Stoic, or a Grey Viking like my mom calls me. Most beliefs for me are emotional reactions and illogical, whatever happens I always choose logic and not emotions, and every day I am getting less and less emotional, something that both comforts me, there is comfort in not having some emotions, and annoys me, because you need emotions to relate with others.