Deep Fears, New Side Effect, Steroids, Chemo - Stage 4 Adenocarcinoma

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  • Опубликовано: 30 сен 2024
  • INSTAGRAM: jenny_appleford
    FACEBOOK: Our Brave Jenny
    For business inquiries: veganapplefords@gmail.com
    DIAGNOSIS:
    March 19th, 2021 Stage IIIA Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (Non-Smoking)
    February 2022 Stage IV Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (spreading to Brain, and other parts of lung)
    Gene Mutation EGFR with Exon 20 Insertion
    TREATMENTS (Received or currently Receiving
    2021: 8 Rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin and Paclitaxel) with 30 concurrent radiation treatments to chest and lung
    Failed Immunotherapy directly after Chemo and Radiation (Durvalumab, 1 round)
    2022: Current Chemo Plan; ongoing
    6 rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin, Alimta, and Avastin)
    Targeted Brain Radiation
    Our GoFundMe Link:
    gofund.me/5edf...
    The purpose of my channel is to document my cancer journey to look back on, and/or help anyone else going through anything similar. It is also to potentially help loved ones supporting those who are in this fight as well. My main goal is to have footage of this journey for my husband and children to look back on. I originally created this channel as a sort of video diary for my family.
    Thank you so much for following along on this journey. Your love and support help me so much.

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  • @Elizabeth.C.Holmes
    @Elizabeth.C.Holmes 11 месяцев назад +240

    Anyone else here going over Jenny's video's to see her journey from then up to present day Comfort care? Peace and Blessings to the entire family.

    • @susieknese7694
      @susieknese7694 10 месяцев назад +19

      Yes I am. I’m so sad I didn’t see these until Jenny was so sick.
      She did a wonderful job. Jenny couldn’t be a burden if she tried.
      I’m watching each and every one of these❤

    • @ritaharmon
      @ritaharmon 10 месяцев назад +24

      I am😢 I just can’t believe she is gone😞 I’ve been following her for almost 2 years. I’m gonna miss her videos so much!!

    • @ditris69
      @ditris69 10 месяцев назад +19

      I miss her beautiful spirit 🥲 Today I was painting the barn and found a bundle of ladybugs in a corner hibernating for the winter and thought of sweet Jenny and her family. 💜🤍

    • @ChasingRainbows67
      @ChasingRainbows67 10 месяцев назад +17

      Yes, ever since our sweet Jenny beat cancer I have found a penny almost everyday!! Each time I pick it up I think of her. I usually always find them, but now, I always think of her! Miss your videos Jenny and your sweet spirit. No more pain and suffering, you beat it ! ❤
      RIP Sweet Jenny Apple 🍎🍏 lol.. for the Apple's 😊 I think of you ❤

    • @lynChip29
      @lynChip29 10 месяцев назад +7

      Yes me. Breaks my heart. 💔

  • @AfterTheRain_Beth
    @AfterTheRain_Beth 10 месяцев назад +50

    She was 1 in a million. A special, special lady. And so beautiful. Her RUclips videos not only document her cancer journey but also remind us that there are good, kind, pure-hearted people in the world and that gives me hope. Fly free dear Jenny 🕊

    • @song4mozart
      @song4mozart 8 месяцев назад +2

      She is once in a lifetime.

  • @loriann6810
    @loriann6810 10 месяцев назад +59

    Jenny’s time here was cut short, but Kyle, the way you proposed, your wedding vows, the excitement taking pregnancy tests, the kids’ birthdays…..You filled an entire lifetime into her time here. Right from the start, you gave her the fairytale girls only dream of, but you made it real. I’ve never seen a real life fairytale until now, it’s a love that’s rare, just to see how you look at each other…..that proposal, Cinderella. Out of this world Kyle, you filled her life with dreams come true. You love her, and you loved her more than a lifetime, you gave her what a lot of us wish for. It’s like God gave you to Jenny, because he knew her time was short, so he placed you in her life, a person that would give her a full life in a short time. I’m so sorry that you’ve lost Jenny, your best friend, your soulmate. You made her time here so special, you were by her side always, you filled her life completely. You’ll always feel her around you, she’ll show up subtle ways and you’ll know….that was Jenny. I’m praying that a blanket of comfort wrap around you and your family.❤

    • @vidaakua8571
      @vidaakua8571 9 месяцев назад +5

      That my dear is simply BEAUTIFUL. The most wonderfully apt description of the life of Kyle and Jenny. she is his angel.- and he was hers. Bless you xx

    • @superchatcat658
      @superchatcat658 8 месяцев назад +4

      So beautifully and perfectly said.

    • @maryemerick8147
      @maryemerick8147 7 месяцев назад +1

      I'm watching

  • @BibleBeauty
    @BibleBeauty 7 месяцев назад +13

    Does anyone else go back to old videos just to see beautiful Jenny and Sweet Kyle together..a match made in Heaven..

  • @MegaNumber0ne
    @MegaNumber0ne 2 года назад +66

    My God-your heart is so pure! Your love for your children outshines everything.
    They are lucky to have a mother like you, with or without the sickness❤️

  • @cherylmaze6476
    @cherylmaze6476 10 месяцев назад +63

    Two weeks after Jenny passed, I find myself watching old videos so I can hear her voice, see her light shining 😊❤

  • @wendydarling1745
    @wendydarling1745 2 года назад +87

    Praying for you Jenny for peace of mind and comfort.

  • @mysticraven8872
    @mysticraven8872 9 месяцев назад +16

    I found Jenny's videos and her journey at the very end of her life 💔 I've been going backwards and watching her cancer journey in reverse. She was so beautiful vibrant and relatable. She wasn't afraid to be vulnerable in front of her viewers, and she showed every real emotion and experience that comes with cancer. Even though she is in Heaven, when I watch her videos I feel like I'm sitting with a friend and she brings me comfort. Thank you for being a beautiful spirit Jenny

  • @jenniferoram4458
    @jenniferoram4458 2 года назад +53

    Jenny we - ALL OF US - should be thanking you for the privilege of being with you on your journey. You are a kind wonderful soul - this shines out from all your videos. So many thoughts, good wishes and prayers for you from people who really care about you. Sending hugs and love from Torquay in south west England. X

  • @LAM77719
    @LAM77719 10 месяцев назад +18

    These videos are a testament to what love truly is. Jenny has gone on to her just heavenly reward. I pray for Kyle, Ellis, Winny, and family every day.

  • @juliastartsev5127
    @juliastartsev5127 2 года назад +77

    Jenny, you and Kyle are such an inspiration for young parents, your kids must be having their best times. 💖

  • @valeriecarr6116
    @valeriecarr6116 2 года назад +161

    I’m fighting stage 4 endometrial cancer, these vlogs are like group therapy to me. Thank you for making them. Praying for you and your family.

    • @gracesacres8023
      @gracesacres8023 2 года назад +16

      I'm praying for you and your family, as well! Don't give up! Know that it's possible to beat this ugly disease! My mom is a 34yr breast cancer survivor and my dad is a stage 4 laryngeal cancer survivor! God bless! 💛

    • @accordingtojoyce6651
      @accordingtojoyce6651 2 года назад +13

      I have stage 4 b endometrial cancer as well, it’s papillary serous . I was diagnosed 1 year ago.. I would love to talk to you

    • @valeriecarr6116
      @valeriecarr6116 2 года назад +9

      @@accordingtojoyce6651
      I have endometrioid adenocarcinoma figo grade 1 stage iv, it’s in my lungs, a spot near my spleen. Diagnosed March or May of this year, all the testing, it gets blurry on the dates. Honestly it’s a shock to hear such news, I’m sure you’d agree.

    • @sarawheat7704
      @sarawheat7704 2 года назад +3

      Look into the Care Oncology Clinic. It’s completely remote. Protocol is outlined in the book How to Starve Cancer. 2nd edition is most current. I’m getting ready to enroll.

    • @deusvult2302
      @deusvult2302 2 года назад +10

      Blessings and best wishes dear, I survived cancer 3x the last a stage IV NHL. As a P.A I was aware of the grim outlook and was given slim chances. Yet my faith got me through the massive and invasive treatments and surgeries! Rooting for you!

  • @monicahyland8641
    @monicahyland8641 9 месяцев назад +15

    I miss Jenny , I didn’t know her, I wish I could have. She was such a beautiful woman and a wonderful mommy ,wife, daughter, and best friend to everyone around her. She was in so much pain yet still worried about everyone around her before herself. She managed to still smile even though she was so terrified. She had a special gift to make everyone around her feel good even though she was so sick. I miss this beautiful strong amazing woman ❤

  • @heatherbukowski2102
    @heatherbukowski2102 8 месяцев назад +13

    Jenny was such a light. A little darker without her in the world.

  • @christinaberger4006
    @christinaberger4006 2 года назад +67

    I’ve been following you since I was diagnosed with stage 3 triple negative breast cancer in March. I’m almost done with chemo then I have surgery and radiation. I already feel so burnt out after 6 months of chemo but my kids keep me in the fight. It helps to watch your videos bc I don’t feel so alone. I feel the same when it comes to feeling like a burden. Thank you for the idea for the cards. I will continue to pray for you and everyone that is fighting this fight.

    • @larosemurphy7620
      @larosemurphy7620 2 года назад +2

      You a rock i wish you well

    • @elizabethgibbens
      @elizabethgibbens 2 года назад +3

      Sending you well wishes and many blessings. God is always with you!

    • @mariesullivan9154
      @mariesullivan9154 2 года назад +1

      Praying for you also!

    • @eon7125
      @eon7125 2 года назад +1

      You will do fine. 💐. Always be kind to yourself and don't rush you're recovery.
      God bless from Scotland.. 🙏

    • @lizpiccolo9437
      @lizpiccolo9437 2 года назад

      Sending prayers and love

  • @anabueno9823
    @anabueno9823 2 года назад +53

    Jenny, I don't usually write to YTubers and, in your case specifically, I feel there's not much I can say to encourage someone who's already moving forward in such a brave and elegant way. You're beautiful inside and out! As you already said yourself, I'm pretty sure you're already beating cancer because you're living your life to the fullest and you're such a big time winner! Keep fighting, we're here for you! Much love from Brazil!! 🇧🇷😘

  • @wesleywade8363
    @wesleywade8363 2 года назад +49

    What an amazing gift you are giving to your children with those cards. My Mom had some good results with fasting and lessening the effects of her chemo, perhaps something you could ask your doctors about. She is never a burden to us and I bet your family and friends feel the same way. 🙏

    • @donnabaardsen5372
      @donnabaardsen5372 2 года назад +5

      It's now well known, and we'll established, that marijuana kick's the butt of chemo side effects. It's the only reason I myself approve it's use to alleviate the suffering.

  • @juliejohnson3508
    @juliejohnson3508 2 года назад +51

    Jenny, I’m praying for you. Asking God to give you HIS peace right now. I’ve gone through breast cancer…8 rounds of Chemo…SO SO TOUGH! You mentioning all the ick of chemo, the smells and tastes…I get it! Keep leaning in to your feelings and support! You’re doing amazing! 💕🙏🏻

    • @gloriamaryhaywood2217
      @gloriamaryhaywood2217 2 года назад +6

      I, too, am a breast cancer survivor. Stage 3 triple negative breast cancer, to be exact. I had to have 3 rounds of verrrry aggressive chemo several years ago before I could even qualify for surgery! #UGH! Made me so, so sick and threw me into Frigging SEPSIS.🤒
      It got to where I would start feeling violently ill just walking down the corridor on my way to the chemo room!! BUT it killed ALL my cancer cells, and today I have been cancer-free for a bit over 7 years! Here's hoping you are doing well also!💜

  • @brendamichel7486
    @brendamichel7486 2 года назад +31

    Love and light to you Jenny! And your family too. I'm Stage 4 also, and I can relate to trying to protect others from my dark side, especially to my daughter (20yo) and my mom. My mom will say "Don't say that! Don't even think that!", but how can we not? It's in our face every day. It's truly a one day at a time thing. And I've learned who I can be totally honest with and who I can't. Happy to be part of your sounding board as it helps me too. Today is a good day!

    • @brendahathaway2702
      @brendahathaway2702 2 года назад +1

      Jenny your a brave young women you have a beutiful family God will get you through this journey you have alot more life to live just look to God he the one that makes the different amen 🙏

  • @kellyhoward3282
    @kellyhoward3282 2 года назад +32

    Jenny, thank you for sharing your journey with us. There is another girl that I follow on RUclips. Her channel is called Tiffany Thinks. She's young like you and is going through a lot of what you're going through. I pray for you both. God can heal. Hugs and prayers!

    • @sigridkutz4468
      @sigridkutz4468 2 года назад +6

      I was thinking the same thing, “Tiffany Thinks” has a lot in common with you Jenny. I think anyone going through this is so brave, all my love to you and your family

    • @topazsweetpeamuffin
      @topazsweetpeamuffin 2 года назад +2

      I agree. Tiffany Thinks and Jenny are the two people with cancer I am following right now. They are so much alike in that they are so kind and sweet. They make me care for them and how they are doing. They make me feel like they are a personal friend of mine and I want to check on them daily to know how they are doing. I really wish somehow Tiffany and Jenny can contact each other because I feel they will help each other so much with emotional support. Anyway, we all love you, Jenny! You also have the kindest husband I have ever seen in caring for his ailing wife!

  • @marytsang1427
    @marytsang1427 2 года назад +42

    You’ve got this Jen. You are so beautiful and so strong. You are a warrior for all of us.

  • @kimmij6873
    @kimmij6873 9 месяцев назад +7

    My god whyyyy does this woman have a chokehold on my heart… she’s just sooo angelic. The why is mind blowing

  • @donnalawson9674
    @donnalawson9674 2 года назад +127

    I am honored to be part of a sounding board for you. As someone living with cancer I am amazed by your strength

    • @cleanlivingwithcindi3055
      @cleanlivingwithcindi3055 2 года назад +11

      I feel exactly the same Donna. I'm going to pray for you too.

    • @wanya_telborn
      @wanya_telborn 2 года назад +3

      Me too!

    • @cynthiadavid5282
      @cynthiadavid5282 2 года назад +3

      Love and prayers always ur lovely ur strong u have an amazing husband and u have god love laugh live to best of yr ability

    • @cynthiadavid5282
      @cynthiadavid5282 2 года назад +4

      Ur husband is ur rock amazing husband father and ur best friend ur blessed with the best

    • @cynthiadavid5282
      @cynthiadavid5282 2 года назад +4

      Ur husbsnd rocks

  • @pancakeday4866
    @pancakeday4866 Год назад +27

    These vlogs are such a gift. You are so good at communicating your experiences. This is so therapeutic for people who don’t know how to put words to what they’re feeling. So grateful that you are making these videos public for us.

  • @dpduckca
    @dpduckca 2 года назад +217

    I feel so honoured “walking” alongside you. We are all here because we want to be supporting however we possibly can. There is no burden here at all! My hope is it gives you a sense of freedom to unload as desired. I walked with my Mum through cancer and she would always hold her feelings and fears inside to protect me. I tried to get her to open up but she wished to keep it at a distance. I thank God I found your channel.

    • @angelajones-4872
      @angelajones-4872 2 года назад +6

      I am honored as well.

    • @bbgirl6741
      @bbgirl6741 2 года назад +8

      Ditto 🙏🏼

    • @cindyferrara6022
      @cindyferrara6022 2 года назад +4

      Me too!!

    • @sharonbaker2775
      @sharonbaker2775 2 года назад +7

      What a wonderful thing you’re doing for your children. You are truly an amazing woman. I had breast cancer when my four sons were already grown, but the first thing I did was purchase four “nothing” books to write to each one of them in case I would not be around for long. I still write in them and have added books for my grandchildren, great grandchildren, husband, and DIL’s. Whew! It’s a task. I’m a nine-year survivor who prays that you will be able to say that one day, as well. You’re beautiful inside and out.

    • @Lyn4817
      @Lyn4817 2 года назад +4

      My Mother also refused to vent with me, she had a malignant Parotid tumour. She became an 11 year cancer survivor but sadly I lost her last year. Doctors ignored me for four years.

  • @helenstiff6306
    @helenstiff6306 10 месяцев назад +5

    I miss you jenny x

  • @crazylady61
    @crazylady61 2 года назад +29

    It's so very hard to watch the anguish and emotional pain you're going through, but also a tremendous honour to be able to just be here with like minded people to hopefully offer you a shoulder to cry on. We all wish above anything else that you can beat this...you're strong and beautiful with an amazing family around you, and we're all rooting for you. ❤

  • @jojop7773
    @jojop7773 2 года назад +30

    I'm praying too! You are no burden, those of us who follow you do so because we want to help you carry this load. You are not alone. No guilt, please! You are surrounded with love, Jenny.

  • @dab7963
    @dab7963 2 года назад +88

    I can't wait to celebrate when she beats this. I really believe that your positive attitude will lead to you beating this. Stay strong. Don't let your mind or thoughts go to dark places.

  • @jillb9545
    @jillb9545 2 года назад +26

    As a mom, I was crying right along with you. I just wanted to hug you and take some of your fears and heartache away. You are so brave. Hang in there and keep loving and living with your beautiful family. Sending you much love and support.

  • @Oregon-Zan
    @Oregon-Zan 2 года назад +34

    I’ve been praying for you and “Tiffany Thinks”
    Both of you are sweethearts that don’t deserve this horrible diagnosis. You have a beautiful heart and I just know you’re going to beat cancer. Big hug 🤗

    • @franklinstephen3268
      @franklinstephen3268 2 года назад

      Hi how are you doing?

    • @DanetteVega
      @DanetteVega 2 года назад +4

      Those are the 2 that I follow as well. Both of these ladies stories break my heart! Especially Jenny here because of the children! The thought of leaving this world is hard enough but leaving your babies so young?!?! The thought of that is heartbreaking X a million!!

    • @chanaminerich9579
      @chanaminerich9579 2 года назад +2

      I also follow Tiffany Thinks. She also is a sweet person that doesn't deserve to have cancer. I pray for both of them.

    • @DanetteVega
      @DanetteVega 2 года назад +1

      True true!!

    • @kinser919
      @kinser919 Год назад

      @@franklinstephen3268 Beat it, freak. This is not the place to be trying to scam people. Shame on you.

  • @janeschmidt9611
    @janeschmidt9611 2 года назад +19

    Jenny, the fear of the unknown is a normal thing but you have such an amazing support system with family, friends, all of us and your medical team. You inspire me to live life to the fullest and not to sweat the small stuff. When you struggle, praying for strength and peace and going to your happy place, both physically and emotionally, will help. We love you and will always be here for you! 🥰

  • @brigettesmith1381
    @brigettesmith1381 10 месяцев назад +8

    You did beat cancer Jenny. And now you are a sweet beautiful Angel 🙏🏻❤️🌈🌹

  • @staceysmith5072
    @staceysmith5072 2 года назад +16

    I loved how you said you are beating cancer by living your life to the fullest, wow, that was so powerful for me. Yes girl, you definitely are beating it. Sending you so much love and positive vibes., you wonderful inspiring woman x

  • @laural2063
    @laural2063 2 года назад +17

    I so totally understand your need to say "I'm fine" and go on! I am the same way - lung disease here, not cancer, but experiencing a tiny bit of your path. You are handling this with grace! You keep letting us be your sounding board, we are happy to be of service!

  • @patriciaanglin9543
    @patriciaanglin9543 2 года назад +11

    Still praying for you sweet girl. God has got this. 🙏🏻❤️your husband is so sweet. Prayers for him also. The children are adorable. 🙏🏻❤️

  • @tatertott2390
    @tatertott2390 10 месяцев назад +4

    I wish Ellis, Kyle and Winnie could keep you forever

  • @brittneylyntalks
    @brittneylyntalks 10 месяцев назад +6

    Sweet Jenny, miss you already. I hope you are being spoiled in Heaven.❤❤❤

  • @drayeupton1894
    @drayeupton1894 10 месяцев назад +4

    We continue to pray 🙏 we ❤️ and miss you, and we are grateful to get to know you, sweet girl. You were an angel on 🌎

  • @karenkane3220
    @karenkane3220 2 года назад +20

    Oh, Jenny! I am so sorry that you and your family are going through this! You are so strong a brave! Praying for you.

  • @kentuckylady7344
    @kentuckylady7344 2 года назад +17

    Don't ever feel guilty sweetie. We choose to be here and your brave journey helps us as much as we help you. Please know our prayers are for you and your family.

  • @cleanlivingwithcindi3055
    @cleanlivingwithcindi3055 2 года назад +14

    UGH...itching and redness is a side effect of Prednisone. I remember suddenly finding my joints so stiff. I told my doctor I felt terrible on the Prednisone and I wanted to stop taking it. He told me that I just thought I felt bed...I needed the Prednisone. But the good news is...once you can wean off Prednisone, the side effects subside pretty quickly! Prayers for you and your family! Jenny, I remember how you feel about leaving your children. I pray that your outcome is like mine.

  • @laurawilliams5363
    @laurawilliams5363 2 года назад +54

    Jenny, hang in there. This is a very hard journey. I have 2 terminal diseases and my difference is I am in my 60's. My heart goes out to you....we have some real challenges. You are doing so much the right way. Writing things for your kids is priceless.

    • @godislove7500
      @godislove7500 2 года назад

      ruclips.net/video/ZOX2eg1nfAs/видео.html

  • @CeeceesMomma
    @CeeceesMomma Год назад +5

    Your beautiful soul I wish I could come from New York to California to give you a hug🥺

  • @kellibunny
    @kellibunny 10 месяцев назад +8

    You beat cancer, sweet beautiful Jenny. 🐞🦋✨

  • @snowwhite2709
    @snowwhite2709 2 года назад +13

    I'm glad you get some relief being able to unload your feelings and thoughts here. I'm sure you don't feel strong, but you're stronger then you know. We're all here to support and listen to you. Hugs

  • @kelliebach5240
    @kelliebach5240 2 года назад +9

    I’ve been dealing with terminal cancer myself my kids are older and so far I’ve lived two years beyond what I was told and I’ve made it now to their 16th birthdays, they are twins. I understand exactly what you mean about that knocking on heaven store feeling. Every day you give them is a blessing and you know that just like I do, but so many other people do not, and so, in a way we are the blessed ones. Believe me, I cry every day, I am in no way minimizing your sorrow, I started writing journals for the girls and have been unable to get back to them because I get too sad. I think I will try the card idea because I can just do one card at a time.

    • @Sedgies
      @Sedgies 2 года назад +3

      Kellie. I will be praying for you. Those cards and letters will mean everything to your kids. Glad bless you for doing that for them.

  • @treehugger9769
    @treehugger9769 10 месяцев назад +6

    If ever a couple were meant to be together, it was Jenny and Kyle. I wish they still were 💔

  • @Anibanani501
    @Anibanani501 2 года назад +3

    JENNY! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL and beating cancer my friend! I'm watching your journey and I'm praying! This is part of your story and God is not withholding good from you...trust Him.

  • @janellestuckey8477
    @janellestuckey8477 10 месяцев назад +5

    I love going back and watching these videos. Such a beautiful collection couple. So much love ❤️

  • @ditris69
    @ditris69 10 месяцев назад +6

    Can't believe that this was little over a year ago. You fought the big fight dear Jenny but the monster never took your beautiful spirit that you shared with many around the world. Kyle, your children, family and friends they are in my thoughts and prayers. 💔💜🤍

  • @creilly3728
    @creilly3728 2 года назад +14

    Oh, Jenny, I cried with you and took deep breaths, too. I think you’re doing amazingly well emotionally even though you may not think so. I’ve had cancer twice so I am able to relate to some of your chemo experiences. It’s not easy. I’ll be praying for you as you go through this and for your family. You’re so blessed to have such strong, loving support from your husband. That touches my heart. Take care sweetie and don’t give up.

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 года назад +1

      Thank you so much for your supportive words and you are so strong

  • @gypsytears1785
    @gypsytears1785 10 месяцев назад +4

    Such a unique and beautiful soul. Going to miss you and I don’t even really know you but I really appreciate you sharing your journey, all the ups and downs, you touched the hearts of many people watching.
    Rest in peace you fought a hell of a battle.. 🐞

  • @robbielumpkin7935
    @robbielumpkin7935 10 месяцев назад +4

    You are so precious. ❤❤❤❤

  • @bettyfourman5438
    @bettyfourman5438 11 месяцев назад +5

    The nicest sweetest brave lady I have ever known. God Bless you and keep you. Jesus holds you in his hands.

  • @sherrillfuller1782
    @sherrillfuller1782 10 месяцев назад +3

    Oh Jenny y’all were just so darling together and I’m so saddened by the loss of you, I really hoped and prayed for you so many times during the day and night…Now I re-watch these older videos and I just cry for you and Kyle who looks so lost without you…your beautiful children are so precious and I still pray for them! 💔🕊️

  • @kanchanandrew
    @kanchanandrew 10 месяцев назад +4

    Why god 😢there are so many who don’t appreciate life nature…Jenny am so so so sorry….you have beautiful family treasure every moment

  • @iamwinningrightnow
    @iamwinningrightnow 2 года назад +20

    It's so lovely to see a loving and supportive husband. Not all husbands are supportive. You guys are lucky to have each other.

  • @SopranoFantab
    @SopranoFantab 2 года назад +9

    Jenny, I can totally relate to the fear of « being a burden » to others. My experience is different from yours, but I get it. I validate your feelings, and I can tell you that your honest, heart-felt sharing of emotions and experiences isn’t at all a « burden » to me, or dare I say, to those of us who watch your videos. I’m just so very sorry that you have to go through so much pain! I’m relieved that you’ve got such a great support system. Your husband seems like such a supportive, wonderful companion to you, and your kids are just so intelligent and adorable! You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Of course you can beat this! Those « milestone cards » are a great idea; and darn it, you’ll give them to your kids in person!!! You got this!

  • @nancypatterson374
    @nancypatterson374 2 года назад +4

    Jenny you are like a friend I love, but have never met. I pray for you at least twice a day and think of you often. My son had surgery at John Hopkins 4 years ago for his Brain cancer on his brain stem. He has stopped getting scans, he said what is the point if it starts growing again there’s nothing they can do. He says he lives planning his future, not living to die. He is now 44 , his surgery was when he was 39. He has 2 wonderful kids, 12 and 14. I pray everyday for you and him.❤️🙏🙏🙏

  • @janewilding1345
    @janewilding1345 2 года назад +13

    OMG Jenny - I’ve had a good cry with you this morning here in the UK 🇬🇧. You are kicking cancer and so, so brave. Writing cards for your little ones and making incredible memories with them at this time; they have a beautiful, courageous Mum and that can never be taken away. Sending love 💕, prayers 🙏 and hugs 🤗 from across the pond 😘.

  • @ruthutter1968
    @ruthutter1968 2 года назад +8

    There was a time when I had written letters to my children…during a very aggressive leukemia fight..that was 27 years ago Jenny! God be with you..I pray you can look back many years from now and say the same thing to someone else..💜🙏🏻💜

  • @nadyneingrassia1479
    @nadyneingrassia1479 10 месяцев назад +4

    Jenny, you were never a burden. We loved watching your journey and family. We miss you so much!

  • @lyndamcleod2242
    @lyndamcleod2242 2 года назад +9

    Good news ,Good news, Good News,Jenny and family ! As long as it gets you to where we all want you to be!x x love from Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

  • @kelliewitwer9205
    @kelliewitwer9205 2 года назад +5

    I have watched a few of your videos recently. And I just want to say first I will keep you in my prayers and your family. Second I could not imagine what you must be feeling having two small kids. I pray god puts his healing hands on you. 🙏🏻❤️

  • @hawaiipommom.1306
    @hawaiipommom.1306 10 месяцев назад +4

    I miss you my fellow NSCLC friends and warrior sister. I will keep up the fight ❤

  • @elainew2230
    @elainew2230 10 месяцев назад +4

    I'm glad to know being out here, as a viewer helped you in some small way.

  • @teoleno4019
    @teoleno4019 2 года назад +3

    It is scary how fragile life is. People can look perfectly healthy and then your life is turned upside down in one second.

  • @melberg6821
    @melberg6821 2 года назад +9

    Girl you’ve got this! Your amazing attitude will get you thru! Hang in there and keep living your best life❤️ You are making such an impact on this world🙏

  • @Kim60610
    @Kim60610 2 года назад +9

    Jenny, thanks for sharing your feelings so eloquently. I'm a two-time survivor who's now NED. I feel like my purpose now is to support others who are going through it. I'm so glad I can be there for you, even If it's only in spirit. It's an honor to support someone with so much strength and grace. Sending you prayers, peace and light from Chicago!

  • @mattayele1906
    @mattayele1906 9 месяцев назад +3

    i just thought of you randomly today, how i miss your update videos! rest in peace jenny !

  • @andrewgames5391
    @andrewgames5391 2 года назад +10

    Every time I complain, I think how irrelevant my petty grievances/annoyances are.
    Any yet you and Kyle manage to still somehow smile thru it all and appreciate life and your family.

  • @aliciahaviland7649
    @aliciahaviland7649 2 месяца назад +3

    Oh I am watching Jenny again. She's so comforting to hear her journey. I have stage 4 metastatic breast and now just diagnosed with small cell lung cancer. I need to watch Jenny because I so get what she went through. I too am preparing to die. I am leaving comfort care kits i have made for my adult kids and my sister. Its the long goodbye that is sooo difficult and I cry every day without letting anyone see me. I am also doing the cards. I also have added grief books for my son and daughter.

    • @kuestenstorchi
      @kuestenstorchi 2 месяца назад +1

      I hope you can try new treatments and they will give you more time ❤

  • @sherryfarzami
    @sherryfarzami 2 года назад +9

    Dearest loving Jenny thank you for sharing your pain and opening your heart. following your story has inspired me so much going through chronic pain. I love you very much and thank you for opening your heart.

  • @AliciaM5555
    @AliciaM5555 10 месяцев назад +5

    RIP Jenny. 💖 I will miss you. 😭

  • @barbararunnels4718
    @barbararunnels4718 2 года назад +12

    Love how strong you are for your children and husband,Prayers for you and your Family.

  • @lisapoore4156
    @lisapoore4156 10 месяцев назад +2

    Iwill be praying very hard for you and your family alright prayers😇🙏😇🙏😇🙏😇🙏😇🙏

  • @dianawoods4772
    @dianawoods4772 2 года назад +11

    You are both so brave , its OK to cry and you don't need to worry about getting things of your chest about how you feel I'm sure the other people who watch you feel the same we are always here for you any time day or night . You are a fighter, you can do this God bless you my thoughts and prayers 🙏 are with you all .

  • @joannefonceca7446
    @joannefonceca7446 6 месяцев назад +2

    Yes I say I'm hanging in there.But I don't have the support you had.Its a blessing.Right now the cancer in remission for me🙌🏼

  • @dianethompson9210
    @dianethompson9210 2 года назад +7

    I do choose to be here and support you. I just moved my mother in with me last year after an emergency gallbladder surgery and she is also a two time cancer survivor. We've been on this journey for 10 years. I've seen her very sick and miserable during those times. She is not in remission, but closely monitored ever quarter with scans and monthly shots, blood work. She is 68 and feeling really good, watching her diet, taking supplements, etc. Please know we pray for you. God bless you.

  • @hamc861
    @hamc861 10 месяцев назад +6

    R.I.P.❤

  • @gailoherron759
    @gailoherron759 2 года назад +11

    We are praying for you! Stay strong and kick cancer’s butt!!!

  • @robinjanz2243
    @robinjanz2243 2 года назад +5

    What a beautiful gift for your family to pre-write cards for them! Such a wonderful idea for any parent!
    I lost my mom when I was 17 and she had made recipe books for my sister and I. I treasure that book so much and still use it all the time, 39 years later. My kids sometimes ask for one of the recipes in it so I just take a photo and text it to them and i know they also treasure seeing those recipes, written in their grandma's own handwriting.
    I'm praying for you and your sweet family. Sending love from Manitoba, Canada.

  • @allyssumrose
    @allyssumrose 2 года назад +5

    I was crying watching the end of this video 😭. I'm here to listen & pray for you & your family 🙏. You are not alone in this fight. I want to thank you for sharing what you are going through feeling & experiencing...bad and good. I really loved the idea of getting cards for each memorable moments of your children's lives. That is such a beautiful thing to do. And like you said it isn't just for those who have cancer but EVERY PARENT should do it. God bless you and your family. Prayers & Wishes Lisa Hampton 😃

  • @pamelamichie7231
    @pamelamichie7231 Год назад +2

    We all love you Jenny Kyle Winnie and Ellis and Flower and the kitty cat I hope I never forgot anybody if I did I am so sorry.
    💞💌💕

  • @adunn5173
    @adunn5173 9 месяцев назад +3

    Oh dear Jenny! What a sweet, brave, wonderful woman you are! RIP 🙏🏻

  • @juliefeatch4820
    @juliefeatch4820 10 месяцев назад +2

    Meant to say not only sitting but blowing kisses to her beautiful children and husband. Jenny isn't in any pain now she is healthy where she is. One day I hope she sees her family again. Sure she Will right. 😍😍

  • @hayleyperkins5994
    @hayleyperkins5994 2 года назад +6

    You are incredible, Jenny. You're coping in your own way, gracefully and with natural worries.. keep fighting, and beating this awful disease. Positive thoughts!! All my love to you and your family 💗

  • @tammyhilton1897
    @tammyhilton1897 10 месяцев назад +5

    I just love seeing Jenny . She's so pretty, inside and out and catching up on how she is doing.

    • @Sabouma28
      @Sabouma28 10 месяцев назад

      she's dead

    • @tammyhilton1897
      @tammyhilton1897 10 месяцев назад +2

      @@Sabouma28 yes, I know that. I was talking about what she already
      Had posted. She was an amazing woman .😭🌹🌹

  • @mariesullivan9154
    @mariesullivan9154 2 года назад +4

    1st off thank you for sharing your lives with us, the good, bad, scary and happy. I think you are absolutely amazing. I know how scary this is cause when I was diagnosed I had 5 small kids and an amazing husband I didn't wanna leave. I think of you daily. You have touched my heart so much. I see so much of me in you when I went through it. You are so strong and so Beautiful and so very brave!!! You got this! Keep living the best life you can. Also remember it's ok to have all these feelings and allow yourself to go through each one.

  • @pattarrant8820
    @pattarrant8820 2 года назад +5

    You are a complete role model on how to live with Cancer. Thank you for showing the way to any one suffering the same or similar diagnosis . You are helping so many people to realise you must live every day to the full. Life is precious. X

  • @rhondablake3829
    @rhondablake3829 2 года назад +6

    Dear sweet Jenny I want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers 🙏🏼
    I think I can say for all of us that follow you we are here for you through this . You are loved and cared about by all of us. ❤️

  • @selinamattocks
    @selinamattocks 2 года назад +6

    I love the relationship between the two of you, your so thoughtful to each other. Your an inspiration to alot of people. Im praying for you and your family so much. Lots of love from the uk jenny xx

  • @juliefeatch4820
    @juliefeatch4820 10 месяцев назад +3

    It just doesn't seem possible that dearest beautiful Jenny isn't here anymore. She is sitting with the angels and our lord Jesus Christ. God bless her family. 😍

  • @kristimartinez7528
    @kristimartinez7528 2 года назад +5

    Hell yes.. you're already beating cancer. You got this. You can cry and be sad. We love you Jenny

  • @justice4all232
    @justice4all232 2 года назад +2

    You are not a burden to anyone so please don't feel guilty about anything. We love you so very much.🙂

  • @elliottvic
    @elliottvic 2 года назад +4

    Jenny. You’re amazing. 🇨🇦💕🇨🇦 thank you for sharing your day and your thoughts and fears with us. You’re not a burden. You’re an inspiration.

  • @slamer2158
    @slamer2158 2 года назад +1

    hi jenny, i have listend to you from vienna austria in the middle of europe. try to make podcasts for your kids. reading one of this books, singing a song, reading another book or videos, where you read from the books.... i wish you all the best! never feel guilty. do everything what makes you happy just for a moment. Touch. Feel. Smell. Taste. Hear. See. Alles Gute von Sonja

  • @ellyne3863
    @ellyne3863 2 года назад +5

    Thank you for letting us take some part in your journey, and thank you for documenting all these moments! Your channel is my current favorite on youtube. I am so inspired by your positivity and how you live your life. Yes there are tough moments in your journey but you are such a ray of sunshine!
    By the way Ellis looks like your husbands twin, do you hear that a lot?
    Take care Jenny!

  • @pamelaromanchak4152
    @pamelaromanchak4152 2 года назад +2

    You are not a burden! You have to vent to someone. Praying for you. Your family is the bomb.