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  • Опубликовано: 26 дек 2024

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  • @wvangel5629
    @wvangel5629 Год назад +23

    I got hooked on pain pills too from being in a car wreck that cracked my spine!!! I fought for over 20 yrs with that addiction, got 5 yrs clean now thank god !!!

    • @wvangel5629
      @wvangel5629 Год назад +5

      I got soo bad, i was shooting daladid , k4’s and k8’s everydt, then i got sooo hooked on that needle it took over my life even more than the regular pain pills i had went from taking to snorting, now my nose and roof of my mouth are ate out from snorting but as bad as that is, that needle was much much worse, it was sooo hard to put it down!!! By the grace of god im clean now !!!

    • @wvangel5629
      @wvangel5629 Год назад +4

      I still do meetings to this day !!!

  • @ariannakane6716
    @ariannakane6716 Год назад +12

    Recovery looks good on you! It is shocking how much younger you look now compared to the photos you shared. You are exactly where you need to be, giving back and taking care of yourself! 🙏🏻

  • @nilsanarvaez7947
    @nilsanarvaez7947 Год назад +36

    Wow! I’m in tears here. What an incredible man. ❤ Raw and honest! His family must be proud!

  • @people_watcher
    @people_watcher Год назад +34

    I loved this video. Raw, honest and healing. Thank you Texas Pictures for what you do!

    • @TexasPictures
      @TexasPictures  Год назад +8

      Thank you for watching. Matt also shared with us his story of losing a friend to fentanyl poisoning. That story will be part of our fentanyl poisoning series soon.

    • @Amy-zv4kc
      @Amy-zv4kc 3 месяца назад

      Texas pictures do you have the link to that video

  • @patchesblack7490
    @patchesblack7490 Год назад +28

    This story really touched my heart. What a great man! His emotion shows how much his addiction controlled him and how determined he is to stay in recovery. Thank you for sharing your story!

  • @christineconnelly7815
    @christineconnelly7815 Год назад +4

    This is one kick-ass determined man. Congratulations on coming out the other side so strong and resilient.

  • @MarcelinaDiaz-t8n
    @MarcelinaDiaz-t8n Год назад +10

    Knot in my throat and all,,17 yrs in active addiction is no joke. Congratulations brother! Thank you for honesty - keep fighting the good fight❤

  • @christyyamada3530
    @christyyamada3530 Год назад +17

    This is the kind of story we all need to hear. Thank you for sharing!

  • @lashanda8977
    @lashanda8977 Год назад +3

    His passion to help others is off the charts! Also, his gratitude for a better relationship with his children. It felt good listening to someone who is excited for a second chance at life. Well done.

  • @tarras3292
    @tarras3292 Год назад +10

    In 2002 I made a decision to go get help in a 365 day treatment program and I graduated a year later and I am 21 years clean but I am an Addict until the day I die ❤❤and I’m proud of you and One Step at a time 🙏🏻🙏🏻♥️♥️and I enjoy listening to your story and God bless you

  • @JesseJames-vc2bm
    @JesseJames-vc2bm Год назад +4

    Beautiful, Be proud, Only a few make it out. Love them Boys, because they will love you forever, no matter what. I'm sure you love them no matter what.

  • @marcyjohnson6090
    @marcyjohnson6090 Год назад +10

    Really proud of you, Matt! This is really open, raw, and frank. It's not easy to put your story out there and you have done a fabulous job sharing it and I am sure it will help more than one person.

  • @veronicarodriguez-su3gf
    @veronicarodriguez-su3gf Год назад +4

    Congrats on your sobriety , my daughter lost her father to a drug overdose & he went to so many treatments . Glad to see you overcome 🙏🏽

  • @Mphscat
    @Mphscat Год назад +10

    Thank you TX Pictures for these moving videos. It's so important for these stories to be told. I especially think the Fentanyl series needs to be told. Huge crisis in America.

    • @TexasPictures
      @TexasPictures  Год назад +3

      Matt also shared with us his story of losing his friend to fentanyl poisoning. We will be publishing that story soon.

    • @Mphscat
      @Mphscat Год назад +1

      @@TexasPictures Again, thank you for what you're doing. This epidemic should be more talked about and in the news and hopefully soon it will be.

    • @TexasPictures
      @TexasPictures  Год назад

      Matt’s story of losing his friend, Brent Crawford is now published.

  • @carolmorris5753
    @carolmorris5753 Год назад +5

    Sir - you’re worth way more than you believe you are. You have a truly good and humble heart. It’s nice to meet the you the drugs and alcohol has hidden for so many years. Thank you for sharing your story ☺️

  • @maryschultze624
    @maryschultze624 Год назад +7

    Loved listening to your story and your success. God bless you!

  • @joannemates6367
    @joannemates6367 Год назад +11

    I just love this man! I love his raw, real and brutal honesty. He is using his experiences to teach and help others. I wish him nothing but love, happiness, strength, continued healing, grace and peace. Cheers, from Country Victoria. Australia 🇦🇺 🇦🇺🇦🇺❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @davide.b8027
    @davide.b8027 Год назад +4

    Thank you Texas pictures for these videos!

  • @blkcatjack
    @blkcatjack Год назад +5

    now, that’s a real man

  • @karlaplascencia7998
    @karlaplascencia7998 Год назад +8

    Sounds like you’ve had a lot to battle. Addiction is a big challenge. Not everyone can overcome it. Congratulations!

  • @francochamps3855
    @francochamps3855 Год назад +4

    What a beautiful man. Keep on keepin on, brother.

  • @christyyamada3530
    @christyyamada3530 Год назад +11

    These stories are so important ❤️

    • @tiktokmfr
      @tiktokmfr 9 месяцев назад

      ❤💯💯💯💯💯

  • @lindagibson9528
    @lindagibson9528 Год назад +4

    Thank you being very honest, even tho I was on the verge of crying thought out your Testimony...I could see it in your face hard your addiction was...I retired from an Addiction and Recovery center, I've seen ones that come out and Thank you for believing in them.
    We also share a very important date, I was bored February 7th, we share the save Birthday!
    You are Truly a Blessing to those you are now helping. May God continue to Bless you.

  • @sharonmcfaul2956
    @sharonmcfaul2956 Год назад +8

    Congratulations on your recovery💕Stay strong

  • @terrymonsen5051
    @terrymonsen5051 Год назад +2

    You are Awesome,🙏 🕊 🎶

  • @janetwalker587
    @janetwalker587 Год назад +8

    Love, love, love you're story!!! Recovery can be a bitch! But living with addiction is so much worse!!!

    • @yvonnedeboer7535
      @yvonnedeboer7535 9 месяцев назад +1

      Yes. Why do i sometimes forget that? So true❤❤ from Amsterdam, the Netherlands 🇳🇱

  • @tannermikal2
    @tannermikal2 Год назад +2

    That was touching!!! That a boy 🙏

  • @MyFavoriteColorIsBLUE
    @MyFavoriteColorIsBLUE Год назад +6

    You are an awesome Dad ❤

  • @Imarekay
    @Imarekay Год назад +5

    Just seen this !! Love the uploads ❤

  • @petratuccino717
    @petratuccino717 Год назад +4

    Thank you for doing God's work ❤❤❤ So proud of you!!! Thanks for sharing your amazing story 😊

  • @zenawarrior7442
    @zenawarrior7442 Год назад +3

    Thank you for sharing your story. Glad you're recovered, don't go back💪

  • @waterwoman901
    @waterwoman901 3 месяца назад

    Its sweet to see what COOL BEAUTIFUL people addicts are when they're sober. Youre a blessing now, thank you.

  • @teawitthadiva
    @teawitthadiva Год назад +2

    I’m so proud of this guy. He’s absolutely amazing. His family sh/b proud 💪🏾

  • @sonyag1471
    @sonyag1471 Год назад +3

    Thank you for sharing your amazing story.

  • @soufia5536
    @soufia5536 Год назад +1

    This channel and stories are helpful on my sobriety journey❤

  • @lauratorresan472
    @lauratorresan472 Год назад +1

    Lot’s of love to all these people with their testimony!❤

  • @GMSKYWATCHER
    @GMSKYWATCHER 9 месяцев назад +1

    Great story, what doesn't kill us, makes us stronger. Stay strong and stay focused brother!

  • @deevair7137
    @deevair7137 Год назад +1

    God bless you!!!!!!! Lots of love to you! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @beeyelo
    @beeyelo Год назад

    such a man and a good one at that. understanding your trauma, showing emotions and loving yourself and family enough is more manly than you think. keep up the good work. your sons are lucky to have you. you’ve done more on drugs, alcohol and and recovering for your kids than most sober parents do. please stay equal and good vibes your way. such a lovely story to hear. the honesty and the emotions are raw and needed.

  • @KoriQuick
    @KoriQuick 3 месяца назад

    Thank you so much for sharing. SO MUCH TRUTH!!!! Keep going 💪🏼 💕

  • @temprary580
    @temprary580 Год назад +2

    Thanks for sharing

  • @EVIESECOND
    @EVIESECOND Год назад +1

    Thank You, Lord, for saving this beautiful soul. 🙏🏽

  • @silentwarrior3376859
    @silentwarrior3376859 Год назад

    Great vudeo! I love the raw honesty! Thank you for sharing! 🙏💛🙏

  • @tamifox6182
    @tamifox6182 Год назад +2

    Awesome ❤️

  • @Dixie8891
    @Dixie8891 Год назад

    Thanks so being so honest with your addiction! Congratulations for being so brave and continue to do the work. So very proud of you!

  • @kristyann9641
    @kristyann9641 8 месяцев назад

    You’re doing great! A new man. Keep up the good work, God Bless you!

  • @RainyJan309
    @RainyJan309 Год назад +2

    If he fights this battle every single day. So can we. So can our loved ones.
    It's not a lost battle to try and try and try again.

  • @irenealvzz
    @irenealvzz 4 месяца назад

    His zeal for life and gratefulness is awesome!

  • @SuzyBarnard-u7o
    @SuzyBarnard-u7o Год назад

    I am so proud of you!! What a amazing journey you are on!! Keep up the good work and never look in the rear view mirror again You and God got this!!!

  • @ameliapetterway4057
    @ameliapetterway4057 Год назад +1

    THIS MAN IS FREAKIN AWESOME ❤❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

  • @bonniejennings4400
    @bonniejennings4400 Год назад +4

    ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
    🍃❤Love from Texas❤🍃

  • @yvonnedeboer7535
    @yvonnedeboer7535 9 месяцев назад

    I hope you're still doing great today!!! ❤ fro the Netherlands 🇳🇱

  • @angelapursley2811
    @angelapursley2811 8 месяцев назад

    I am so happy for you! You are such a kick ass dude!!!!

  • @corina8822
    @corina8822 7 месяцев назад

    Thank you for your story so inspiring

  • @rethabilenxumalo9742
    @rethabilenxumalo9742 8 месяцев назад

    Congratulations 🎊 👏🏽 keep going!

  • @deanawells4395
    @deanawells4395 Год назад +2

    When your broken mentally, physically and in your soul you can’t find self worth or will even if it where a huge river flow at your feet.

  • @garyh5541
    @garyh5541 Год назад

    I am a Resident of a Nursing Home in the UK after a stroke. I taught in a University in Saudi Arabia for 20 years and world news is very limited!
    I sit most of the day in my room, but now have something to do thanks to RUclips! I clicked on a Post, showing a young woman with her 2 babies, and the Word, “ Fentanyl “. Sorry to say this word was new to me. Watching the Post made by Texas Pictures Doc! It shook me to my core!!! Why are our World Governments not Screaming the message out! “ Fentanyl Kills”! They were quick to call out Covid-19!
    All I can do now is Pray for all the victims, the dead, addicted, and all who love them! Also, all the hard working people who help them! We can all Pray, please join me!

    • @garyh5541
      @garyh5541 Год назад

      Thank you Texas Pictures! God’s Blessings on you and your work + 🙏

    • @TexasPictures
      @TexasPictures  Год назад

      Thank you for your comments and thank you for watching

  • @mariegoleti
    @mariegoleti 3 месяца назад

    Amen Generational curse broken Praise God

  • @joewood1055
    @joewood1055 7 месяцев назад

    Brother … if u actually read this just want u to know u are not alone in your recovery and were never alone in your active addiction True joy is what u r now. Not what u feel. But what u are!! Love u bro.

  • @delainemoore3637
    @delainemoore3637 8 месяцев назад

    Wonderful story ❤

  • @loneranger4230
    @loneranger4230 8 месяцев назад +1

    You and I have a lot in common brother. Been there all except the cocaine but probably because of a lack of it being in my circle. Addiction is a disease man. We'll nvr be the same again, but it makes us stronger I believe

  • @patrickalilbitofeverything5181

    Loved his story keep the content coming bro 💯💪🏽🫡

  • @janemarbach2549
    @janemarbach2549 4 месяца назад

    Inspiring man ❤❤

  • @gsgsydhdjka.701.55
    @gsgsydhdjka.701.55 Год назад +1

    Good is so good!!

  • @kliz7590
    @kliz7590 7 месяцев назад

    U look so healthy good and clean!

  • @matthewgray1990
    @matthewgray1990 Год назад +2

    This is the longest 20 minute interview i think ive ever watched (in a good way)

  • @megs3019
    @megs3019 Год назад

    I remember yelling and crying at god when I was in my worst addiction. It’s the worst feeling ever.

  • @cindysutton9046
    @cindysutton9046 Год назад +1

    So proud of you! Addiction is a mf but you did it!

  • @denisepaulsenful
    @denisepaulsenful 4 месяца назад

    Yes I agree with you. Sobriety ain’t half bad. Give it a try. What’s wrong with waking up in the morning feeling okay. And remaining that way, hanging onto it, for the rest of the day. . I’m urging anyone in memory of our son Karsten who passed away 6-weeks ago from an accidental overdose. He didn’t mean to die 😢but he was on stimulants. And he was a prescription drug addict. Don’t be like Karsten. Save yourself. He couldn’t.

  • @ad60924
    @ad60924 9 месяцев назад

    He say use the be a peice of sht killed me🤣💀🤦🏻‍♀️

    • @yvonnedeboer7535
      @yvonnedeboer7535 9 месяцев назад

      It's great to know that people can change themselves if they really want!!

  • @justinnealcondiff903
    @justinnealcondiff903 Год назад +1

    Its almost as if these batttles of us vs evil were prescripted through the lord.Not because thats what he wanted,but because its what had to be done in order to save lives and help people through whom struggles are similar or same.i only wish there were a flip in the number of recovery stories vs loved ones lost stories.

  • @ad60924
    @ad60924 9 месяцев назад

    He looks as amazing compared to his drug addict days bow hes very attractive wow

    • @MsAdventure531
      @MsAdventure531 8 месяцев назад

      Honesty, courage, and sobriety is attractive, isn’t it??

  • @GMSKYWATCHER
    @GMSKYWATCHER 9 месяцев назад +1

    I remember saying, yeah right, this little pill is going to control me! It sneaks up on you while you're having fun and feeling invincible.