@@Mr-T-greenBeing tired is kind of a bad excuse if he ALWAYS calls on time and then suddenly No word from him for 10 days but if hes injured thats something else. I mean if none of them tried contacting each other thats a little different but if he just didnt then yea
i know my experience isn't nearly as bad but when i was 13 i had this online friend who was a year older than me. She was my best friend, we were both in pretty rough times of our lives and always told each other that we were open to talk the other out of ending it, which we did several times. She stopped responding one day, i was in absolute shambles. i messaged her every day for around 3 weeks asking if she was okay, she never opened them. After that went by i excepted the fact that she had possibly died, so i started messaging her twice a day. Once at the end of the day to just tell her what i did over the day and what was going on in my life, then a "goodnight, i hope youre safe
@@kaijotten I cant imagine it so I wouldnt be sure but feeling like you just lost someone is still reslly bad and I would think he could just text something quick but I wouldnt know
As long as you dont hear the dreaded three knocks on your front door and two officers on your doorsteps, then he is okay. And, the husband might not have been able to call if it was a secret mission.
But we can’t blame her for still crying and being worried how was she supposed to know he can’t call and if she even knew she prob would cry anyway being so worried I mean I sure would if I was in her shoes
Well what can I say they probably don’t know crap about government military operations and the schedule they face or something and rather they would be to worried about another to a extent where they wouldn’t think about stuff logically
You have a lot of empathy and grace to understand this kind of pain, and even wishing your enemies to not go through with it. I respect that. Sometimes even we can be the enemy to someone’s story. We would want the same forgiveness and grace.
As someone that was in the military. You never promise something like this. at best he should have made sure he had someone in unit aware of the events checking in on her. But never promising to contact by x day. Because of what happened in this story.
@@justamatchstick7535most of the stories that make it into shorts are the most obvious lies on the internet. But everybody in the comments always believes all of it 🤷🏻♀️
Lucky for her, mine didn’t make it back home. 😢 I lost my beautiful husband in 2011. He was over in Afghanistan, his military honors is in my videos. I miss him everyday.
my story: when covid hit i struggled with my mental health and thought about ending it all (i was in middle school) then ending middle school after everything was opened i moved to another town its small and more open which in nice. moving was hard especially the new school and my mental health got worse. my best friend ended his life then that same week my dog passed away. it felt like my life was falling apart. then i started high school and at first things were okay then they got bad really quickly. i started self harming and not eating as much then ended freshman year i met someone. he was just like me our humor, style, and mental health situation was so similar. then my sophomore year i saw him again and we got close until he eventually asked me out and we are now dating and i've been clean for almost a year now❤️
I feel this, my dad has been in the military for like 11 yrs and when he was going to some base in Afghanistan, the depression hit me and my family bad, we called him and heard bombs over the phone one time and he hanged up to get out of his tent to help out, i was 5 or something at this time, I've never felt so proud that my dad made it out alive but i respect all who lost love ones, but i felt this girls pain, it hurts badly
@@angelinejoanstrydom7656 fun fact: by pressing windows and . together, you can open up an emoji panel. on macos, you can press command + control + space.
@@angelinejoanstrydom7656 if you're on Windows you can just press the Windows key and . at the same time unless you're on an isomething (idk) (human scum) then I don't know
He shouldn't have made that promise, should have been I'll call you(no date). Most POW's put markers on when they'd be rescued, end of summer, xmas, etc... those were the ones that died or went crazy of despair.
@@OffMullerhe told her that if he didn’t call in seven days he probably wouldn’t be alive. He took ten days. That’s sort of a mind fuck. He just shouldn’t put a time limit and it could prevent some of the turmoil that his late phone call gave
My future wife is gonna have to experience this at some point. Veterans go though hell but often forgotten are the loved ones back home who have to deal with the stress God bless all vets and their families ❤️
I’m not even gonna lie I have a lot of respect for people who are military spouses That stress and anxiety is something that deal breaks for me I straight up can’t date someone if they planned to or were in the military for this reason exactly
Having had a friend at one point that was in the army, giving someone a date like that is quite irresponsible. On those kinds of missions, afaik you're not really allowed to contact people and I remember him disappearing for weeks at a time and when he got back, sometimes the missions ran longer than expected
Ive had a brother who went to Afghanistan when it was pretty serious. He said he would call in a week and never got the chance. I was scared and had anxiety like crazy, but when i hear what the girl in this story did and how she reacted im worried for her mental health. If it was causing maniac episodes she needs help. Also why are people looking at this story like its sweet this is terrifying to hear.
Yeah no she's not cut out for that life and I don't mean that in some chest beating macho way. Their relationship is literally fucking up her mental health and she needs to get some help coping through therapy, a break in their relationship, or he needs to think about not re-enlisting
I remember when my step father was shipped overseas before calls and I would anxiously wait for a letter from him. I remember staying up all night for the plane to land and crying and holding my arms up for him to carry me as a ten year old because I was so happy he was home. I already knew what death was. I understood what it meant if the letters stops and we didnt go to the airport. My friend lost her mom overseas so I knew. And I was scared he wouldnt come hone. Im so happy he was with the others that got off the plane each time.
I feel this. I once convinced myself my friend had died because she hadnt answered my texts, calls, or emails. She’s the only person I’ve ever been **attatched** to. The happiness I felt when I saw her going from “silent mode” to having that off then changing a few times. Soon she actually replied and I was so happy.
seee n that my fear with mine. even tho he contracted n not allowed to go on missions but can if they allow volunteers. n i b prayin that never happens.
trust me, navy seals, 75th, green beret, delta force, marine reconnaissance the government pays so much to make sure they're safe, if i had someone in my family constantly going on deployment, they do not die
My friends disrupting my miserable life they are my light in the darkness and that's the end of the story I would die for them because they gave me my life 🖤
My light is my son. He will never truly understand exactly how important he is, and ill probably never let him know exactly either, i dont want him to feel any sort of pressure from it. I nearly died from liver failure in 2019, but im still here sadly my 4th daughter wasn't so luckily and she was stillborn the day i woje from my coma. A part of me died then to. I kept going best i could as i had 3 other daughters but as they were all older i felt they didn't need me like they would if they were little. I don't know how to go on. But 4 months after my daughter died i found out i was pregnant, eventually finding out i was finally having my first boy. I will always believe my tiny girl picked him out just to save my life. He will forever be my light in the darkness.
When my dad was in Vietnam, I remember even at the age of nine waiting for that letter. There were no cell phones and texting at that time, of course. I remember my mom being so relieved to get his letter and yet even at that young age, I realized that, though he was OK at that moment, when he wrote the letter, he might not be right now. It was hard.
One of my ex is in military. If he's on mission, we can't talk at all. His mission usually can go around 3 months or more. This really make me thinking for the future. We already talk about marriage and kids, where to live, etc. We broke up not because of his job. And we're still close friend until now.
I was deployed on a special operations and took 3 to the chest when my group was ambushed. While our fronts and backs were armored the sides were not, lost my best friend. Nearly died myself, if it wasn't for my girlfriend and now fiancee I would've. This whole time she was panicking because I never was late on contacting her. The return home when she heard I was headed back was nearly as hard as fighting to bring myself and my brother back. It wasn't the fact it was emotionally scarring but that it was mentally draining too. Breaking another family by telling them they'll never see their son, friend, or husband again and that his child would never see him. It just breaks your soul which I'd argue was worse than seeing what could've been the end for me and the rest of my brothers
Every time I get a "Light at the end of the tunnel moment", it's like an imagination (like a mirage) or the light keeps getting further from me then gone
My story: I was taken from my family when I was 4-5 and was severely abused by my mom and mimi (grandma). They were both addicted to drugs, my Mimi's boyfriend was also addicted, drugs and alcohol. I was finally given back to those who loved me. My mom is 25 months sober, my Mimi is dying soon, I have grown up to be a successful and smart girl. Never give up, always look for light.
Its my turn It was my light at the end of the tunnel but then it took a full 180. He never made it home, he had a car crash and died impaled in the heart.
not that anyone cares but itd RUclips comment section so i dont care either lol i was all alone my best friend (now gf) was at school i had been struggling with heavy depression after losing 13 friends to health complications or self death i was mentally prepared and physically prepared to end it when she called me and wanted to play some games i stopped and got on, not really feeling like it and we ended up talking about it for the first time in what was probably 2 or 3 years someone cared enough about me to listen and help a month or 2 later we got together and have been together since its been almost 2 years since then and im happy and my life is going well, though i do miss them still lol if you read the whole thing, thanks, if you read it and don't care, well at least u read it lol
My story: I was having major burnout, just so tired and over school. I had always had a thing with writing, and i always excelled in E.L.A, but I was even having a burnout in that. That is, until I started talking a playwriting class. I wrote scripts, and learned how to write plays. I wrote one, my teacher entered it into two competitions. I won second place in one of the competitions, along with two other kids. There were other 3,000 submissions, and 10 got picked to win (including 3 honorable mentions). It pulled me out of my burnout, and I'll be getting my reward soon!
I must be super callous and cold because my thoughts were “you knew what you were marrying into” and “yeah it’s scary but screaming your house down on day 5?” Guess I don’t know what true love is
It reminds me of this goddess in the movie "Over the Moon" (can be watched on Netflix) where the goddess lost the love of his life when she could have stopped it. She ended up eating both immortality pills and would do ANYTHING to reunite with her husband, who was off fighting demons.
That poor girl 😢 I hope they had the sweetest home coming ever. ❤
Yah I feel so bad right now because I know what it’s like to feel like you lost someone that you love
God bless her😭
I'd imagine that they'd have their 1st kid after that homecoming
Why @@user-eb4cg6lt9g
Honestly... I'm beyond fed up with military wives and their drama. It isn't about you .. EVER. STFU
the mental torment and self guilt when you think you’ve lost someone. i’m sorry you had to go 10 days without a word from your love
He may be injured and possibly to tired to do anything
@@Mr-T-greenBeing tired is kind of a bad excuse if he ALWAYS calls on time and then suddenly No word from him for 10 days but if hes injured thats something else. I mean if none of them tried contacting each other thats a little different but if he just didnt then yea
i know my experience isn't nearly as bad but when i was 13 i had this online friend who was a year older than me. She was my best friend, we were both in pretty rough times of our lives and always told each other that we were open to talk the other out of ending it, which we did several times. She stopped responding one day, i was in absolute shambles. i messaged her every day for around 3 weeks asking if she was okay, she never opened them. After that went by i excepted the fact that she had possibly died, so i started messaging her twice a day. Once at the end of the day to just tell her what i did over the day and what was going on in my life, then a "goodnight, i hope youre safe
@@bjrkah1941if your military leader husband just healed from a attack, and was tired, would it be such an excuse then?
@@kaijotten I cant imagine it so I wouldnt be sure but feeling like you just lost someone is still reslly bad and I would think he could just text something quick but I wouldnt know
As long as you dont hear the dreaded three knocks on your front door and two officers on your doorsteps, then he is okay. And, the husband might not have been able to call if it was a secret mission.
It was 10 DAYS .. holy shit she's a drama queen !!! I'd hate to be married to her.
That's what I'm saying, especially if it's high-end special operations
From her point of view she probably thought they didn't arrive to break the news yet
But we can’t blame her for still crying and being worried how was she supposed to know he can’t call and if she even knew she prob would cry anyway being so worried I mean I sure would if I was in her shoes
Well what can I say they probably don’t know crap about government military operations and the schedule they face or something and rather they would be to worried about another to a extent where they wouldn’t think about stuff logically
Dang i would not wish this torture upon my biggest enemy 😢
Edit: bro u guys r my only notifications 😅❤
I would
i would
I W O U L D
*i would*
You have a lot of empathy and grace to understand this kind of pain, and even wishing your enemies to not go through with it. I respect that. Sometimes even we can be the enemy to someone’s story. We would want the same forgiveness and grace.
Such a small rvent on the outside but heart wrenching on the inside
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@@chrisgorillagang what
As someone that was in the military. You never promise something like this. at best he should have made sure he had someone in unit aware of the events checking in on her. But never promising to contact by x day. Because of what happened in this story.
As someone who was in the military you should know that there’s no such thing as a 10 day deployment.😆
@@matthewhein9012lol
@@matthewhein9012so u r calling fake?
@@_F_X_D_isn't it obviously a wattpad writer's story? "high end" what?😂
@@justamatchstick7535most of the stories that make it into shorts are the most obvious lies on the internet. But everybody in the comments always believes all of it 🤷🏻♀️
Ugh every time my husband left with the Army I just asked him to send me a text each day saying he was alive. Stomach churning anxiety.
im ur 500th like
Lucky for her, mine didn’t make it back home. 😢 I lost my beautiful husband in 2011. He was over in Afghanistan, his military honors is in my videos. I miss him everyday.
Sorry for your loss
@@HocusPocus2891 Thank you. ❤️
I can't imagine the pain, im so sorry ❤
i'm sorry for your loss, hope you recovered :(
I'm so sorry for your loss. God Sped!
I must have really zoned out because, for some reason, it didn’t occur to me that her husband was a military guy.
IM NOT CRYING YOU'RE CRYING 😭 😭😭
IM NOT CRYING SOMEONES JUST CHOPPING ONIONS 😭😭😭
I’m not crying… that’s it, nothing else, just not crying.
I'm not crying, it's just raining 😭
IM NOT CRYING, YOUR CRYING 😭😭
I'm not crying my eyes are just sweating
my story: when covid hit i struggled with my mental health and thought about ending it all (i was in middle school) then ending middle school after everything was opened i moved to another town its small and more open which in nice. moving was hard especially the new school and my mental health got worse. my best friend ended his life then that same week my dog passed away. it felt like my life was falling apart. then i started high school and at first things were okay then they got bad really quickly. i started self harming and not eating as much then ended freshman year i met someone. he was just like me our humor, style, and mental health situation was so similar. then my sophomore year i saw him again and we got close until he eventually asked me out and we are now dating and i've been clean for almost a year now❤️
I'm proud of you, I'm glad you're doing better, it gets better! ❤
Wow, congratulations. I hope things work out for you!
Congratulations, really, but clean from what? Just asking because you are so so young, you don‘t have to answer
@@aliciafrost657 I think clean from harming themselves
I could be wrong but I think that's what that means
As a former Navy wife... I feel this in my core... even today and it's been going on 23 years.
I feel this, my dad has been in the military for like 11 yrs and when he was going to some base in Afghanistan, the depression hit me and my family bad, we called him and heard bombs over the phone one time and he hanged up to get out of his tent to help out, i was 5 or something at this time, I've never felt so proud that my dad made it out alive but i respect all who lost love ones, but i felt this girls pain, it hurts badly
If you grief that much just to see them, then you my good sir or ma’am or no gender person, are a true blessing
I would just say person at this point *laughing face emoji. I cannot put an emoji on here, it's my laptop. don't judge.*
I miss my babe all the time whe he's away from me.
@@angelinejoanstrydom7656 fun fact: by pressing windows and . together, you can open up an emoji panel. on macos, you can press command + control + space.
😂 I absolutely love that you include agender people.
@@angelinejoanstrydom7656 if you're on Windows you can just press the Windows key and . at the same time unless you're on an isomething (idk) (human scum) then I don't know
That poor woman, i cant imagine the relief she felt when that call finally came
I started to cry at that video
😂
He shouldn't have made that promise, should have been I'll call you(no date).
Most POW's put markers on when they'd be rescued, end of summer, xmas, etc... those were the ones that died or went crazy of despair.
Its military cut some slack off him, i knew someone would start blaming someone bruh you just want drama
@@OffMullerhe told her that if he didn’t call in seven days he probably wouldn’t be alive. He took ten days. That’s sort of a mind fuck. He just shouldn’t put a time limit and it could prevent some of the turmoil that his late phone call gave
My future wife is gonna have to experience this at some point. Veterans go though hell but often forgotten are the loved ones back home who have to deal with the stress
God bless all vets and their families ❤️
The relief upon receiving that phone call must've been immeasurable for that woman.
This is why I made sure I was alone when I deployed. It sucked coming back to nothing.
Lots of respect for service members and their families. I could never do it
I’m not even gonna lie I have a lot of respect for people who are military spouses
That stress and anxiety is something that deal breaks for me I straight up can’t date someone if they planned to or were in the military for this reason exactly
Is he a Navy Seal, what special forces group takes the longest
well hearing that story sure gave me a light of hope for loyal women
Military dudes either get the most loyal or the least loyal.
Having had a friend at one point that was in the army, giving someone a date like that is quite irresponsible. On those kinds of missions, afaik you're not really allowed to contact people and I remember him disappearing for weeks at a time and when he got back, sometimes the missions ran longer than expected
found a person in my darkest time who was the sun of my world and saved my life
This actually made me cry ☹️
I actually started crying 😭
Ive had a brother who went to Afghanistan when it was pretty serious. He said he would call in a week and never got the chance. I was scared and had anxiety like crazy, but when i hear what the girl in this story did and how she reacted im worried for her mental health. If it was causing maniac episodes she needs help. Also why are people looking at this story like its sweet this is terrifying to hear.
Are you referring to how she reacted or the scenario all together? I also can agree she is probably MADLY In love with him.
Yeah no she's not cut out for that life and I don't mean that in some chest beating macho way.
Their relationship is literally fucking up her mental health and she needs to get some help coping through therapy, a break in their relationship, or he needs to think about not re-enlisting
I remember when my step father was shipped overseas before calls and I would anxiously wait for a letter from him. I remember staying up all night for the plane to land and crying and holding my arms up for him to carry me as a ten year old because I was so happy he was home. I already knew what death was. I understood what it meant if the letters stops and we didnt go to the airport. My friend lost her mom overseas so I knew. And I was scared he wouldnt come hone. Im so happy he was with the others that got off the plane each time.
That is so sweet. I feel really bad for that poor girl! 😢
❤ He's so Blessed to be loved like this...Keep Praying for our military. Their Job is not easy either, but they defend us with their all❣️❣️❣️🎈🎈💪🏾💗
I love this its so sad yet so sweet
Ok but THOSE PANCAKES LOOK SO GOOD
If this was my story, when he comes home I would cry in his arms and ask him why he didn't call. The OP got through this so well, all respect to them
Omg this is sad with a happy ending ❤️
That’s so sweet and sad
Yall can’t be telling me these stories right when I wake up😭 I’m not ready to be this emotional, I just opened my eyes
I feel this. I once convinced myself my friend had died because she hadnt answered my texts, calls, or emails. She’s the only person I’ve ever been **attatched** to. The happiness I felt when I saw her going from “silent mode” to having that off then changing a few times. Soon she actually replied and I was so happy.
Sorry you went through that the emotional pain and trauma must have made you feel so bad again I’m so sorry for what you went through
I cried. I dont understand how she feels. But I understand. I respect you with all of my heart.
seee n that my fear with mine. even tho he contracted n not allowed to go on missions but can if they allow volunteers. n i b prayin that never happens.
trust me, navy seals, 75th, green beret, delta force, marine reconnaissance the government pays so much to make sure they're safe, if i had someone in my family constantly going on deployment, they do not die
I'm sorry that happened to you
I'm happy that you got your hope back 😊
My friends disrupting my miserable life they are my light in the darkness and that's the end of the story I would die for them because they gave me my life 🖤
this actually made me so sad ☹️
thank god the ending is happy
Omg..thats so so so sweet im crying :(
My light is my son. He will never truly understand exactly how important he is, and ill probably never let him know exactly either, i dont want him to feel any sort of pressure from it. I nearly died from liver failure in 2019, but im still here sadly my 4th daughter wasn't so luckily and she was stillborn the day i woje from my coma. A part of me died then to.
I kept going best i could as i had 3 other daughters but as they were all older i felt they didn't need me like they would if they were little. I don't know how to go on. But 4 months after my daughter died i found out i was pregnant, eventually finding out i was finally having my first boy. I will always believe my tiny girl picked him out just to save my life. He will forever be my light in the darkness.
OMGGGG this legit just melted my heart tho 😌
It’s giving purple hearts 💜
The ending with my favorite it was so sad and happy at the same time
I'm glad he's okay. All I can imagine is how happy you must have been when he came home.
thats why I'm never going to get in a relationship before I join the military
heart touching story
That girl slapped him and then hugged him- 😭❤️
When my dad was in Vietnam, I remember even at the age of nine waiting for that letter. There were no cell phones and texting at that time, of course. I remember my mom being so relieved to get his letter and yet even at that young age, I realized that, though he was OK at that moment, when he wrote the letter, he might not be right now. It was hard.
One of my ex is in military. If he's on mission, we can't talk at all. His mission usually can go around 3 months or more.
This really make me thinking for the future. We already talk about marriage and kids, where to live, etc.
We broke up not because of his job. And we're still close friend until now.
I was deployed on a special operations and took 3 to the chest when my group was ambushed. While our fronts and backs were armored the sides were not, lost my best friend. Nearly died myself, if it wasn't for my girlfriend and now fiancee I would've. This whole time she was panicking because I never was late on contacting her. The return home when she heard I was headed back was nearly as hard as fighting to bring myself and my brother back. It wasn't the fact it was emotionally scarring but that it was mentally draining too. Breaking another family by telling them they'll never see their son, friend, or husband again and that his child would never see him. It just breaks your soul which I'd argue was worse than seeing what could've been the end for me and the rest of my brothers
Okay this made me actually sob. I don’t sob at things quickly but this made me sob
That poor girl I hope they had a sweet reunion
Oof this is exactly why love is for the birds. Its too big of a risk to me to give someone this type of power over me.
Every time I get a "Light at the end of the tunnel moment", it's like an imagination (like a mirage)
or the light keeps getting further from me then gone
We dont appreciate our service men and women enough and the sacrifice they and their families make to keep us safe!!
My story:
I was taken from my family when I was 4-5 and was severely abused by my mom and mimi (grandma). They were both addicted to drugs, my Mimi's boyfriend was also addicted, drugs and alcohol. I was finally given back to those who loved me. My mom is 25 months sober, my Mimi is dying soon, I have grown up to be a successful and smart girl. Never give up, always look for light.
This is proof that sometimes love hurts like hell.
imagine this same situation (spouse leaving for a week) happening but with a man left behind
Its my turn
It was my light at the end of the tunnel but then it took a full 180.
He never made it home, he had a car crash and died impaled in the heart.
Haven’t watched the video yet, but those pancakes were perfect
Beautiful ❤
The brave women who loves the brave men.
This is the best youtuber
Once a mind starts to dwindle in fear and doubt, there really is no going back until you're certain.
not that anyone cares but itd RUclips comment section so i dont care either lol
i was all alone
my best friend (now gf) was at school
i had been struggling with heavy depression after losing 13 friends to health complications or self death
i was mentally prepared and physically prepared to end it
when she called me and wanted to play some games
i stopped and got on, not really feeling like it
and we ended up talking about it
for the first time in what was probably 2 or 3 years someone cared enough about me to listen and help
a month or 2 later we got together and have been together since
its been almost 2 years since then and im happy and my life is going well, though i do miss them still lol
if you read the whole thing, thanks, if you read it and don't care, well at least u read it lol
That’s some next level trolling
I’ve been having the hardest life the past couple of days, my friends have stopped being friends with me, drama drama at school
Same for my mom, but she is in the military for eight months
I have one too!!
the bell rang and we got to go home from school!!
OMG i feel so bad for her atleast her husband was ok in the end
Been there (sort of)
In the loveee of my lifffeee✨🎵
Ah. I salute you. My Mother was military wife. I understand.
Darth Vader igniting his lightsaber at the end of Rogue One.
My story:
I was having major burnout, just so tired and over school. I had always had a thing with writing, and i always excelled in E.L.A, but I was even having a burnout in that. That is, until I started talking a playwriting class. I wrote scripts, and learned how to write plays. I wrote one, my teacher entered it into two competitions. I won second place in one of the competitions, along with two other kids. There were other 3,000 submissions, and 10 got picked to win (including 3 honorable mentions). It pulled me out of my burnout, and I'll be getting my reward soon!
I must be super callous and cold because my thoughts were “you knew what you were marrying into” and “yeah it’s scary but screaming your house down on day 5?” Guess I don’t know what true love is
Ngl I'm actually crying
My cousin pulled me into the deep end at our local pool almost killing me
War is hell. Every politician should have to look a soldier straight in their eyes and say they want war.
Don’t worry, beloved, God knows the right time, he will help you see your struggles through
It reminds me of this goddess in the movie "Over the Moon" (can be watched on Netflix) where the goddess lost the love of his life when she could have stopped it. She ended up eating both immortality pills and would do ANYTHING to reunite with her husband, who was off fighting demons.
I once walked through this really long tunnel that I thought would never end.. But eventually I could see the sunlight
This made me cry
Once I was in a train tunnel
Husband: calm down babe I had no Internet
This is the relationship I want
DAMMIT IM GONNA CRY 😭
This is true love
He just wnated some peace of mind too clingy, expecting him to call the second day
And then she started to flame him for not calling when he said he would
Girly pop I wold have yelled at him with liek “fuck you, I’m so glad your alive, BUT JESSU CHRIST YIH SCARED ME” kinda vibes
I’m literally gonna cry