I practiced the Liber Samekh, the Invocation of the Bornless One, for two months straight, three times a day. Initially the first noticable thing I experienced was my crown chakra was very active. Felt all fuzzy right where the hair swirls. Then, I was driving my car home one day, and my HGA suddenly appeared to my in an auditory way. I stopped the car, and began a conversation. I was given the name, and I'm my mind's eye was shown the image of my Angel, as well as intstructions on my attitude and conduct. These days, contact with my Angel usually always happens spontaneously while alone and walking. Best thing that ever happened to me. Best thing I've ever done. I only perform the ritual now before undertaking further ritual work, like Goetia or self-hypnosis.
We’re you doing any other regular practice apart from the x3 daily Liber Samekh rituals? Sounds you actually achieved K&C with your HGA. We’re you doing the rituals at specific times? Whatever technique you used worked that’s why I’m interested!
@@S1lv3rdo7”Magick is all in your head, you just have no idea how big your head is” - Lon Milo Duquette. If the HGA is created by the mind and part of the imagination it is not less real than the reality you perceive, because what is reality if not just an interpretation of the senses, by your brain.
@@captaindiabetes4244 try out Jason Louv, Lon Milo Duquette, Damien Echols, and FraterXavier for a start. There's lots of valid paths, but all of these guys are well grounded and long-term heavy practitioners in Ceremonial magic. Jason Louv in particular is great, because in addition to western ceremonial magick, he has done a lot of studies in other systems, and is good at comparing and contrasting them
An argument for why a magician should have some experience before attempting awareness of HGA: Firstly, since we are connected to HGA from birth (and if you believe in reincarnation, maybe more than a few births and deaths) we are already in contact with HGA. The purpose of ritual work isn't to actually cause contact, it's to shift awareness. Previous experience in shifting awareness and functioning within a new awareness is helpful in this. So, an established regular practice helps us get there. Additionally, HGA will have influenced that practice from the start, outside of conscious awareness. Secondly, even a brush with awareness of the infinite can be seriously distorted and misinterpreted upon a return to regular consciousness. Experience with "smaller" (I put it in quotes because "small" probably really doesn't apply to states of consciousness but for lack of a better term....) mystical experiences or having a great teacher, overcome these problems. Experience has value. That said, I agree that earlier in one's magical career is better... however, "young" and "early" are relative terms.
Absolutely agree. Speaking from experience, I know just how devastating 'brushes' with the infinite can be when not prepared for them. It took me several years to begin to recover, and only did so fully once I finally met Uncle Al on a different plane. 93
Watching your first videos i thought who is this young person talking about the occult. Then after watching some more, because the content was good, i thought wow she really knows a lot. And now I see how many topics you can cover and are knowledgeable about including complex topics its really impressive. Very clear mind. And explained in a lively fashion. Im all on board.
From a neuroscience perspective, waiting til age 25-30 makes more sense considering the brain isn't finished developing before then. I am a COMPLETELY different and more grounded person at 33 than I ever was in my 20s, especially my early 20s. I can't imagine trying to find my life's purpose before having this much life experience.
Okay then why does general science tell us the brain is done developing at 21 or at least the frontal lobe idk kinda scares me because I was an alcoholic at 14 and a already tried every drug until I ended up becoming heavily dependent on heroin and fentanyl at 19 -22 now I'm not sure if doing this while my brain is still developing will cause me to constantly have an addictive dependent mentality all though people are dependent animals naturally food and water for example
I'm still a relatively new practitioner but I'm incredibly intrigued by occultism and have been seeking resources to learn more! Glad I managed to find my way to your side of the internet, I'll watch your older videos now :)
I reached enlightenment the day i met my HGA. My experience was in the abyss. She told me everthing i needed to hear for hours. Im glad to know I'm not the only one to have witnessed this experience. It does change your life. And for me it was a greater experience than i can explain. To those who choose this path should be aware of being balanced. Having Faith over Fear and truly gaining the understanding of why this is so important.
@@MissBliss818what is it with the HGA and being silent!? I’ve heard that many people who achieve complete contact with their angel are advised to not tell others of their experience!
I’m a survivor of sex trafficking, and I have lots of questions for my HGA, but also I would love to give them an offering.. considering I survived death and so much hell on this earth.. I think they deserve a big offering from me..
That. Is. A beautiful statement of devotion but I believe it is a different relationship. Use that power of devotion in a meditative seeking connection with your hga. Your hga is deeply invested in your life and growth
Hey first off just found your videos. Very cool to learn about all these different practices in video format. Great channel :) Now the reason I'm making this comment is to propose an answer to the age old question of the spirit world being internal or external. I'd like to point to the hermetics to answer this. As above so below and as within so without. The answer is both! 😜 no seriously think about it. Love the videos will be watching more. Much love ❤❤😊
For those who may not understand. As within so without. We live in a world of duality as in our physical bodies. Our higher thought is not bound to such.
I believe it's both internal and external simply because "as within, so without". There cannot be something external without the internal correspondence.
I came in contact with my HGA at 19. I've never seen him (that I'm aware of) but I hear his voice. He speaks in a distinct deep smokey tone. He gives me advanced warning to coming changes in my life so I could prepare myself. I'm 51 and I still have contact with him.
Honestly i don't know much about occultism but i'd really like to have a guide like you. From a complete rookie perspective (apart from some lines) i can basically understand everything you say. You make everything so clear and i love your attitude. You are so clever and i wish i knew as much as you do. Love❤️
I found this channel yesterday and I'm obsessed. One thing i find difficult as a new occultist is finding a school of thought to ascribe to. They all seem to blend together so much. I wonder could I request a video on the differences between thoughts like Qabalah, Cabalah, and groups like the golden dawn and thelema?
Your depth of knowledge on all these topics is very impressive Georgina, and you always present a well balanced point of view, with sound advice. Thank you so much for making and sharing all these wonderful videos. DD💗🙏
I had the same take, after much consideration, that it doesn't matter whether this thing is internal or external. What matters to me is that it feels differently than my normal consciousness so I strive for some sort of communion with it. And like some wise persons have said "yes it's all in your head but you don't yet know how big your head truly is." I like your content I'll like and sub and all that. 🙏
Abrahmelin reads as a brutally intense operation. 18 months! I'm thinking of a different initiatory process like 'Laying the Foundation' within Taoist Alchemy being at 3-1/2 months of strict observance to practice. For this almost 2 years your only vested interest, passion and purpose is the preparation. Truly Impressive!
Fantastic work Georgina. You’re up there with Glitch Bottle in my humble. Merry Christmas MMXXI 🙃🤩….KS….. Mrs Shortcake and all the little Shortcakes send their regards.🎉😂🥳
I've been thinking a lot about this so you're timing is impeccable. Personally, I think of the higher self as the pure, energetic essence of the self, and the HGA is like a personification of that essence. Similar to planetary intelligences and archangels. The planetary intelligence is the essence of that planet, and the archangel is the personification
The HGA is one's own intuition. Therefore, all the rituals, meditation methods, breath work and so on are crucial to becoming a purified vessel for the grace/inspiration of the Divine Mother - Nuit, Babalon, Laylah - so that HER will can fully manifest. The "true will" is 1 to become a purified vessel for the divine, 2 to be fully guided by the divine inspiration, 3 to live out the will of the goddess In Nomine Babalon 777
Can you please tell me what you mean by ‘HER’? This is very significant to one of my experiences and I am curious why you said this. Pleas explain. Thank you 🙏
I guess 14 year old me was trying to contact my HGA. Back then I was a super mystical Christian and spent literally hours in prayer trying to devote myself to God. I think it ended up being a good thing although I don’t really consider myself a Christian now.
That’s sad. Please don’t turn your back on him because he is the one who you are gunna call on when you get possessed by these demonic entities. Hopefully he forgives you for turning your back on him like he forgave me when I came calling from messing with this demonic godforsaken bullshit. I pray Jesus shows you the truth. Amen.
That was a very good, well-rounded introduction, thanks. I am very familiar with the Thelemic/ Abramelin approach to the HGA, so it was helpful to hear other perspectives. Couple things though: Abramelin recommended practitioners be between 25 and 50, but he also said that women shouldn’t do it, so definitely take his advice with a grain of salt. Also, in pronouncing his name, I have always heard that the stress should be on the last syllable. If there is historical precedent to pronounce otherwise, then ignore me, just putting in my two cents.
Um without a proper system. 5 years ago through yoga mushrooms and extreme scouring of all things esoteric. I reached my higher self it told me all the times it was there for me.. especially times where I was sad as kid and spaced out and blanked at the wall (times I never would remember at all) like parents fighting. I remember er everything. It said I was there .. it spaced me out. So I wouldn't have to deal ... the first time I truly felt unrelenting love. And I cried and cried and cried ...then without ever having watched this video. . I said. I got this now. Thank you. I have to learn. So this is the first video EVER that makes me feel not psycho . . So here's my next part . . . One trip I played enochian. (Idk what ) and there was 2 beings one bad one good. And the bad one kept asking.. . Can I have him. Can I have him . . Until I felt my same soul flow out of the center of my chest. And went into the TV.. ever since. I have never breathed fully again. I can never get a full relaxed healthy inhale unless I'm extremely relaxed and I can manage three or four ...I have extreme anxiety now .... now at the time of my life before this . I had reached my highest self I would say after the dumb ass of my youth . I was the most strong fit balanced. Self accepting sin less as I ever got . Every breath I took from learning yoga was extreme full and nutritious. ... one trip. That same light that was taken from me. Had been placed in my chest the first day I saw the spirit world. All this love flooded my chest. And I knew it was happening because my cat which barely got near me. Was slamming her head to where I felt all that love energy entering me. Those next months were GLORIOUS IN MY LIFE . Then fast forward to whoever asked if I can have him and all that spirit love just vanished. With nothing left to create it but my will and memory of it ..... I have been coping with this for some years . So I been trying to figure out .. as part of initiated beings . Right . AM I SUPPOSED TO LEARN HOW TO RECREATE THAT MAGNIFIED love space as a creator myself . Is that the work or job or skills required etc. Like. FRom the darkness I am made in my mommas womb. I have to become the maker ......... I can go on for hours. I've put on weight since. Again breathing sucks. . This is alot in a comment but when you read it. I was wondering your opinion just cause. I dont have any body that even can hear this and not think its nuts. Either way. I still function . But its not the same. Somethings truly missing. . I need that back. No matter the time it takes and struggle ... it was a struggle to get there in the first place
Bro there are beings in the Yesod that mess with people. Maybe you have some enemies that can access higher realms and they are messing with you. Maybe. Good luck.
Also reading obsessively about the HGA and I love your summary. Very excellent. Also think it's preferable to connect before doing anything else (or almost)
Ms Rose i would suggest you follow the HGA stuff with a intro talk on the books of Kenneth Grant. A good starting point would be Hecate's Fountain. Do you post on r/thelema yet?
This was very informative! It would be great if you could do a video on “fundamentals” from your perspective. Or link to another creator who explains these really well. I’m really enjoying your channel!
i believe the HGA is a spiritual end point so to speak; its the conscious end point that is created once our future self attains this higher enlightened state (which we are all destined to do which is why we all have one.), the HGA is the immortal immortal sitting in our mortal shells that guides us from the higher realm towards what we know to be good and true, or at least away from death and despair. I believe that this end point is fluid and the strength of our HGA largely depends on our trajectory, which can be radically altered as no one has a “set path.” so to speak; rather a destined task with which they can achieve in any manner they desire, as long as the actions they take to get there are with pure intent and fully aligned with the higher will. The intuition is what i have personally deemed to be our direct link to this higher will and i believe that state of “enlightenment” that is so often spoken of is when you align your present self with the higher self so perfectly that you then gain the ability to achieve and pursue whatever you were destined to do and know what you must. I have an odd feeling that our solar system was made with special intent and that the others were simply the effect of an unconscious cause, almost like we were created specifically to be like that of the almighty; which is what i think our HGA is, our higher part that was directly carved out of the higher intelligence. Basically external until made internal; because why cant it be both? 6:29
Another excellent video. And also a great place and host for expanding the occult communities. As you have mentioned then the occult communities do not have the infrastructure of the Abraham Faiths. Hope to see more great videos in the future and also great personal style.
Also, major differences between the HGA and Higher Self, is I've found it's wayyyy easier to contact the Higher Self and get almost immediate results from the contact, where as I have not made contact with the HGA as of yet. So... ease of contact is another difference, besides everything else mentioned.
As an Astrologer waiting til 25-30 makes sense to me because that's around the time of ones first Saturn Return and that one is usually the one that shakes up the foundation and tells you "Your not a kid, quit fucking around you need to be doing this instead" and I take the HGA does something similar to that. So it'd make sense for that to happen around your late 20s/30s. That being said alot of people.mention fasting and isolation for this, what about people who are disabled? For example I'm a Type 1 Diabetic and fasting for that long time can lead to dka for people like me.
My Holy Guardian Angel came to me in the 80's and calls himself Horus. I also unknowingly expounded the numbers before I had ever heard of Crowley or Thelema, etc. Using simple English gematria, calculate this 8 word sentence, then read al vel Legis chapter 2 vs. 76. "I am the reincarnation of Aleister Edward Crowley." (JUST DO THIS ONE THING). THANK YOU DARLING
Just wanna say - I checked out your channel because you have really great summaries of different occult branches. But then I looked up what your name, Da'at means, and wow it has sent me on a journey. I'm a Jew who was raised evangelical Christian and has spent the last 5 or so years deconverting and deconstructing that Christianity. I'm also eager to get into my Jewishness but have found that when I try, I'm met with dogma and doctrine like I was in Christianity. Searching 'Da'at' has sent me down a Kabballah rabbit hole, and I am loving connecting with the mystic wisdom of my people! Very cool stuff you're doing and thanks again.
Regarding HGA in certain Buddhist models the trikaya and dakinis are a clear way of understanding the sun and moon or chaos and babalon. Unite these and hga becomes lucid, no beings whatever without subject object.
Is there a way round the triangle and circle can I use seals I need help I've decided to do demonology but I wonna start at lilith and then valak and aloces daat I've had alot of problems in life and now I core stop thinking that I'm adam cud this b possible I feel like she was made for me
The HGA could be both internal an external in a sense, if it's a kind of archetype. As I understand Jung, archetypes are independent, conscious beings that dwell in the common unconscious. The HGA could be such a being
@@FraterRC I over exaggerate a little. I've done plenty of work but not started a Liber Samech retreat - and my house is totally the wrong shape for the Abramelin lol :P
@@kopilit oh i hear you. Also I personally don't think Liber Samekh can effectively contact the HGA, but Im not saying I'm right, that's just what I think imho. My bias as a GD not OTO person is certainly at work here. :P
@@FraterRC They'd have to drag me screaming into the OTO and even then I'd be digging tunnels to escape. Regarding Samech, who knows. If it ever happens I'll drop a video on here :P
@@kopilit I feel you brother, but I've nothing against the OTO and the OTO creates a ton of interest in people for our studies and practices so, that's great. Speaking of controversy in the OTO I am interviewing the might Rufus Opus on my Magick Without Fears Hermetic Podcast again in an hour! Any questions I should ask (his new Goetia book is out in limited first edition!)
I think a lot of us get stuck in the idea of outside or inside instead of realizing that the duality mindset is still influencing that when really they are intertwined. The outside is inside and inside is outside. As within so without. They are one and without one the other does not exist.
I recall personal daemons were used in the literary, although controversial, classic "The Golden Compass" or "Dark Matter Series". I like to think connecting to daemons is like one knowing what to look/search for--kinda like a personal search engine before the internet or mass information. Otherwise, I am VERY new to this space, and I would like to know more since I started off with kabbalism.
It's both, yet it's none. I've been lucky to get both, yet I've been in a place where none worked. The hardest way is definitely external, at least for me. It's a hit and miss, yet my mind internal invocation can imagine all things from the great brain.
Thanks for the great introduction to the HGA. One note I have for you though is about your interpretation of Jung's concept of the Shadow and the HGA. It's really not the opposite of the Shadow, closest thing to an opposit of the Shadow is the Persona archetype, which is related to our social identity and role. In Jungian terms the HGA would be a symbol or form or the Self archetype. I just want to clear that up I've studied a lot of Jung and find his work is often misinterpreted.
The Shadow for Jung is Subjective however the HGA is an Objective entity that enters into the mind or is experienced by some other means. Some are afraid to confront the Shadow within whereas the HGA is like a torch in the darkness. Exploring the shadow allows for us to understand our primal nature and encounter that which we have suppressed. The HGA is a liaison between ourselves and the Divine.
@@MJ-ru9iw I'm not sure if my point came across. I'm saying if the HGA was to be seen in terms of Jungian archetypes it would be closest to the Self. Which is not the opposite of the Shadow, the Self for Jung is the archetypal nucleus of the psyche and a priori imago of wholeness. Also, I'm not sure if your description of the Shadow is really in line with Jung's writings on the topic. What you described is how people often experience the archetypal Shadow, symptoms and symbols (often dream symbols). However Jung maintained that Archtypes have an objective existence of their own and in his later work used the term objective psyche instead of collective unconscious as this more closely described his insights. You should really read his essay confrontation with the unconscious where he describes meeting archetypal entities within his active imagination/meditation exercises.
You're on point with Jung. The Objective Psyche better fits his schema than a collective unconscious. I feel it is borderline Objectivism however Jung is more mystical and metaphysical with his postulates and paradigm; and he predates Rand. Psychic experiences appear or even seem Subjective however are Objective and cosmic in nature according to Jung. As for the Obj. P. it is not the Ego, as you know, and is a collective compartment or summation of experiences from ancestors and other sentient beings that is inherited and not conditioned (Freudian). I feel Jung is quite the opposite of Freud although both have interesting views, to say the least. They (memories, essences, memes, symbols, etcetera) transmigrate in a way much like DNA through the genetic line e.g. a "genetic memory". I believe, in my opinion of course, that his preference to use the term Objective-Psyche is that because it is often believed that humans are not aware of the impulses of the unconscious whereas in a converse proposition we sentiently experience the obj-psy. i.e. it is a matter of awareness. Jung may later have felt that the "Collective Unconscious" was a misnomer to some degree and might have not settled well with him. However, this is mere speculation on my part. Yes. I absolutely agree from a Jungian lens it is closer to the Self or maybe even an essence from the Obj-Psy. however per late Crowley terms it is an Objective creature that is not thyself. Ultimately, it depends on what the individual believes it is. As for the Shadow, you are correct and I did say "Subjective" however in Jungian terms it is actually both therefore we are both correct to some degree. It appears as if he contradicts himself by stating Archetypes are Subjective and in other areas when his work became more refined indicating their Objective nature; as it is common many philosophers change their mind later in life; however, I believe that it is a sort of perfect allusion of Non-Duality--a concept also subtly projected into his Unus Mundus theory. Thank you so much however because you just reminded me of something that will aid me in conveying my personal work. I have a few things backwards and half complete regarding Jung I feel.You changed my view on something which will refine my book and system more. I will take a look again at his work as you recommended. I need a refresher since my colleges days when "Jung was life" and studying Existentialism and "Shadow-Work" was the "thing to do". After all this I think finally think I get what you mean by "closest to the Self". Thanks for your input.
@@MJ-ru9iw That makes a lot of sense and is good food for thought. Jung's work is so complex there are many valid interpretations. The complexity is only compounded by the length of his career and how he evolved over time and also by the fact that none of this was written in English so we also need to think about what must be lost or changed in translation.
11:00 - 2questions, please? What Other Ways are there, exactly? &have you done ANY ritual re: the HGA & is this YT Channel a result? …what was advised? Thanks 🙏
The abramellin says someone who leaves there birth religion can't master this magical practice. When he references "Joseph" the man he met who did magic like abràmellin but couldn't master it cause he was a convert from Christianity to Judaism. This is in book 1
the holy gaurdian angel doesnt exist , its just the realization of the existence of yourself outside of your ego . once you reach that point you can enter into transcendental states easily throughout the day, aka kandc . crowley considered the hga to be different things at different times but he was also on alot of drugs depending on the time and place. you dont need any magick or ritual or any of that . yoga itself is enough
im going through the great work (5D ascension) and I feel like im in a computer simulation, it all feels robotic, and impersonal. but this is my experience from the qlippoth.
I think my third eye or "pineal gland" was opened for a brief moment when I almost died from extreme drug withdrawal on the floor of a jail cell I had vivid hallucinations with no drugs in my system saw so much I saw man before he could plant food I was in so much pain and torment and then I saw the entire crusafiction play out and the suffering of Christ and his resurrection I saw so many things I can't explain i thought there were bugs in the shower I saw beauty in the most flawed of people and things then as I slowly came back to reality after I was rushed to medical for dangerously high blood pressure I thought I was being poisoned see how and then my grandmother was sneaking into my cell to visit me and she some how got sick or poisoned and I was being framed for it my mouth kept filling up with so much saliva "probably because I was no longer dying after the medication" I was spitting it all out filled up 2 milk cartons Opening your third eye usually you have to go through intense suffering meditation and certain diet that cuts out meat and fluoride for years the only other known way to briefly decalcify the gland would be to have an intense life changing psychedelic experience I've never shared this insanity with anyone and now anyone on here can read it if they want
Jesus is real? Sorry I'm just lost , I'm trying to find the true religion or god. I'm so unsure about everything. Hence my studying of wicca. I am just a lost soul.
@@NehemieMMW yes Jesus was definitely real a real person in history there are five different accounts of the same account of his life in the new testament of the bible retrieved from ancient scrolls the name of these books are Mathew,Mark,Luke , John and Peter the names of his followers
@@NehemieMMW I can't tell you what to believe I can just tell you what I know about and what I've experienced I'm not necessarily a "christian" I question things because I'm human but there's definitely got to be something else we are smarter than all the other animals and self aware for some reason we still don't know
When I started dating my partner, who is ace and aro i heard a voice in my head telling me to always be patient with her and it will always be worth it. I wonder if that was my HGA letting me know what it would take for a successful relationship with her. I've been obedient to it and it has been more than true. Our physical relationship transcends anything I've ever experienced, especially when you consider her interest in me isn't driven by sexual or romantic attraction. Our connection has always been energetically driven, and the magick we do together is the strongest most successful either of us have had versus individually. We have manifested things in 24hrs on many occasions using sex magick and through altered states of conciousness.
Discovered your channel today. Great stuff. Subscribed. A follow up idea might be how your HGA communicates with you. A voice in the head? Strange coincidences? It'd be interesting to hear your views
#1, sick hat! #2, I ran across your Instagram page a while back while researching concepts in esoteric thought, namely transformation in relation to the spiritual awakening, ego death, and self-integration. I realized that the concept of Crossing the Abyss and your online namesake (sync 1 that started me on this track) have macro scale processes that help deliver a recursive “ramping-up” to the actualization moment of crossing the abyss. It’s kinda like hundreds of Mini abysses lead you up to a large scale abyss crossing (of say 4-5 years), which is a division of the largest version of all being the entire lifespan of a person! The term definitely would need to change with each iteration of the idea, but it looks almost like a fractalization of the idea of cause and effect, mainly, A->B motion. What do you think? I wanted to get your thoughts about this since it seems to be a prevalent topic to you as well! Stay safe!
So many different approaches to hga. Hga is always in contact with you from birth. Ignorance is what stops us from connecting to our inner consciousness. Simple prayer and meditation makes it all a reality.
What about Holly Guardian Angel Destroying your life because you need to get over your ego attachments? What about binding yourself to this entity [or mind construct or whatever anyone thinks it is] and doing everything it tells you to and if you wont - it will make it happen anyway. What about the dangers of it? I'm really annoyed that nobody talks of dangers of it. Not scary stories, but constructive analysis of this whole thing.
the first month I started doing spiritual practice - meditations, resh, daily meditation banishing and bornless ritual I actually heard a specific voice once and no other times after “Azrael Azrael Azrael” to this day I have no clue wtf that was but haven’t invested much in ritual purity anymore because that scared the fuck out of me to non-volitionally hear some kind of real angelic entity while I was trying to fall asleep.
Sorry for the stupid question but these words are still on my mind :"after contacting the HGA your live will never be the same again", did you contact your HGA? And if you did, continuing spreading the occult to people was something that you were told to do? How did your live change after?
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I practiced the Liber Samekh, the Invocation of the Bornless One, for two months straight, three times a day. Initially the first noticable thing I experienced was my crown chakra was very active. Felt all fuzzy right where the hair swirls. Then, I was driving my car home one day, and my HGA suddenly appeared to my in an auditory way. I stopped the car, and began a conversation. I was given the name, and I'm my mind's eye was shown the image of my Angel, as well as intstructions on my attitude and conduct. These days, contact with my Angel usually always happens spontaneously while alone and walking. Best thing that ever happened to me. Best thing I've ever done. I only perform the ritual now before undertaking further ritual work, like Goetia or self-hypnosis.
We’re you doing any other regular practice apart from the x3 daily Liber Samekh rituals? Sounds you actually achieved K&C with your HGA. We’re you doing the rituals at specific times? Whatever technique you used worked that’s why I’m interested!
How did you learn how to perform the liber samekh with the proper pronunciation etc
@@Playlistv2iirc, the pronounciation can be a little off if the intent is right!
The next time you talk to your HGA, Please tell him/her/it I think it's fake and just an imaginary friend in your mind.
@@S1lv3rdo7”Magick is all in your head, you just have no idea how big your head is” - Lon Milo Duquette.
If the HGA is created by the mind and part of the imagination it is not less real than the reality you perceive, because what is reality if not just an interpretation of the senses, by your brain.
I’m loving this channel. It’s so different from a lot of other modern occult channels but valuable because of that!
@@captaindiabetes4244 try out Jason Louv, Lon Milo Duquette, Damien Echols, and FraterXavier for a start. There's lots of valid paths, but all of these guys are well grounded and long-term heavy practitioners in Ceremonial magic. Jason Louv in particular is great, because in addition to western ceremonial magick, he has done a lot of studies in other systems, and is good at comparing and contrasting them
Magickal Destiny by Damon Brand is a modern approach to contacting your HGA - straightforward and to the point. And doesn't take 18 months to contact!
Thank you.
This is literally what I’m doing now! Hahah how did your workings go? Did you stick to it?
An argument for why a magician should have some experience before attempting awareness of HGA: Firstly, since we are connected to HGA from birth (and if you believe in reincarnation, maybe more than a few births and deaths) we are already in contact with HGA. The purpose of ritual work isn't to actually cause contact, it's to shift awareness. Previous experience in shifting awareness and functioning within a new awareness is helpful in this. So, an established regular practice helps us get there. Additionally, HGA will have influenced that practice from the start, outside of conscious awareness. Secondly, even a brush with awareness of the infinite can be seriously distorted and misinterpreted upon a return to regular consciousness. Experience with "smaller" (I put it in quotes because "small" probably really doesn't apply to states of consciousness but for lack of a better term....) mystical experiences or having a great teacher, overcome these problems. Experience has value. That said, I agree that earlier in one's magical career is better... however, "young" and "early" are relative terms.
@@captaindiabetes4244 did everyone clap At the end?
U R right.
thank you for the insight :)
I paused the video to read this & I wasn’t disappointed.
Absolutely agree. Speaking from experience, I know just how devastating 'brushes' with the infinite can be when not prepared for them. It took me several years to begin to recover, and only did so fully once I finally met Uncle Al on a different plane. 93
girl. we need a daily/weekly routine!!!!
Watching your first videos i thought who is this young person talking about the occult. Then after watching some more, because the content was good, i thought wow she really knows a lot. And now I see how many topics you can cover and are knowledgeable about including complex topics its really impressive. Very clear mind. And explained in a lively fashion. Im all on board.
From a neuroscience perspective, waiting til age 25-30 makes more sense considering the brain isn't finished developing before then. I am a COMPLETELY different and more grounded person at 33 than I ever was in my 20s, especially my early 20s. I can't imagine trying to find my life's purpose before having this much life experience.
Okay then why does general science tell us the brain is done developing at 21 or at least the frontal lobe idk kinda scares me because I was an alcoholic at 14 and a already tried every drug until I ended up becoming heavily dependent on heroin and fentanyl at 19 -22 now I'm not sure if doing this while my brain is still developing will cause me to constantly have an addictive dependent mentality all though people are dependent animals naturally food and water for example
At 30 saturn return makes you question your own life as in they put it in psychology "mid life crisis"
I'm still a relatively new practitioner but I'm incredibly intrigued by occultism and have been seeking resources to learn more! Glad I managed to find my way to your side of the internet, I'll watch your older videos now :)
You always drop so much knowledge within your videos. I love how much research and work goes into your content.
I reached enlightenment the day i met my HGA. My experience was in the abyss. She told me everthing i needed to hear for hours. Im glad to know I'm not the only one to have witnessed this experience. It does change your life. And for me it was a greater experience than i can explain. To those who choose this path should be aware of being balanced. Having Faith over Fear and truly gaining the understanding of why this is so important.
To will and to keep silent.
@@MissBliss818what is it with the HGA and being silent!? I’ve heard that many people who achieve complete contact with their angel are advised to not tell others of their experience!
Incredibly underrated, your passion shines through clearly
I’m a survivor of sex trafficking, and I have lots of questions for my HGA, but also I would love to give them an offering.. considering I survived death and so much hell on this earth.. I think they deserve a big offering from me..
That. Is. A beautiful statement of devotion but I believe it is a different relationship. Use that power of devotion in a meditative seeking connection with your hga. Your hga is deeply invested in your life and growth
Hey first off just found your videos. Very cool to learn about all these different practices in video format. Great channel :)
Now the reason I'm making this comment is to propose an answer to the age old question of the spirit world being internal or external. I'd like to point to the hermetics to answer this. As above so below and as within so without. The answer is both! 😜 no seriously think about it. Love the videos will be watching more. Much love ❤❤😊
For those who may not understand. As within so without. We live in a world of duality as in our physical bodies. Our higher thought is not bound to such.
This was great! Your perspective is wonderful and so welcoming! I'd like to see more occultists with your humility!
I’ve been working with my HGA for a month now and it’s been AMAZING!!!!
I believe it's both internal and external simply because "as within, so without". There cannot be something external without the internal correspondence.
I came in contact with my HGA at 19. I've never seen him (that I'm aware of) but I hear his voice. He speaks in a distinct deep smokey tone. He gives me advanced warning to coming changes in my life so I could prepare myself. I'm 51 and I still have contact with him.
How did you do it?
Honestly i don't know much about occultism but i'd really like to have a guide like you. From a complete rookie perspective (apart from some lines) i can basically understand everything you say. You make everything so clear and i love your attitude. You are so clever and i wish i knew as much as you do. Love❤️
I found this channel yesterday and I'm obsessed. One thing i find difficult as a new occultist is finding a school of thought to ascribe to. They all seem to blend together so much. I wonder could I request a video on the differences between thoughts like Qabalah, Cabalah, and groups like the golden dawn and thelema?
I have a thelema video and a video on qabalah ❤️
The rest I will consider touching on!
@@DaatDarling yes, let's talk about the difference between GD and Thelema. ;) Let's do it.
Your depth of knowledge on all these topics is very impressive Georgina, and you always present a well balanced point of view, with sound advice. Thank you so much for making and sharing all these wonderful videos. DD💗🙏
I had the same take, after much consideration, that it doesn't matter whether this thing is internal or external. What matters to me is that it feels differently than my normal consciousness so I strive for some sort of communion with it. And like some wise persons have said "yes it's all in your head but you don't yet know how big your head truly is."
I like your content I'll like and sub and all that. 🙏
Abrahmelin reads as a brutally intense operation. 18 months! I'm thinking of a different initiatory process like 'Laying the Foundation' within Taoist Alchemy being at 3-1/2 months of strict observance to practice. For this almost 2 years your only vested interest, passion and purpose is the preparation. Truly Impressive!
Fantastic work Georgina. You’re up there with Glitch Bottle in my humble. Merry Christmas MMXXI 🙃🤩….KS….. Mrs Shortcake and all the little Shortcakes send their regards.🎉😂🥳
I've been thinking a lot about this so you're timing is impeccable. Personally, I think of the higher self as the pure, energetic essence of the self, and the HGA is like a personification of that essence. Similar to planetary intelligences and archangels. The planetary intelligence is the essence of that planet, and the archangel is the personification
Really enjoying your videos! You have a great way of keeping things simple.
Not a thelemite but I really enjoy the way you break down concepts & share information. Very interesting.
"Part time Scarlett woman..." I absolutely love love that title!!
Thanks!
The HGA is one's own intuition. Therefore, all the rituals, meditation methods, breath work and so on are crucial to becoming a purified vessel for the grace/inspiration of the Divine Mother - Nuit, Babalon, Laylah - so that HER will can fully manifest. The "true will" is 1 to become a purified vessel for the divine, 2 to be fully guided by the divine inspiration, 3 to live out the will of the goddess
In Nomine Babalon 777
Can you please tell me what you mean by ‘HER’? This is very significant to one of my experiences and I am curious why you said this. Pleas explain. Thank you 🙏
@@CreativeSoul333daat is her and we choose to be brhama like
I guess 14 year old me was trying to contact my HGA. Back then I was a super mystical Christian and spent literally hours in prayer trying to devote myself to God. I think it ended up being a good thing although I don’t really consider myself a Christian now.
That’s sad. Please don’t turn your back on him because he is the one who you are gunna call on when you get possessed by these demonic entities. Hopefully he forgives you for turning your back on him like he forgave me when I came calling from messing with this demonic godforsaken bullshit. I pray Jesus shows you the truth. Amen.
@@JP-mn5iv Shut up batch.
@@JP-mn5iv you are not real
@@minyassaion2124 pretty sure I am 😂
@@JP-mn5iv No you aren’t
You’re amazing. Thanks for being yourself
That was a very good, well-rounded introduction, thanks. I am very familiar with the Thelemic/ Abramelin approach to the HGA, so it was helpful to hear other perspectives. Couple things though: Abramelin recommended practitioners be between 25 and 50, but he also said that women shouldn’t do it, so definitely take his advice with a grain of salt. Also, in pronouncing his name, I have always heard that the stress should be on the last syllable. If there is historical precedent to pronounce otherwise, then ignore me, just putting in my two cents.
Very unique vids! Definitely a new Subscriber! This is so much what I was looking for! Thank u!!
Um without a proper system. 5 years ago through yoga mushrooms and extreme scouring of all things esoteric. I reached my higher self it told me all the times it was there for me.. especially times where I was sad as kid and spaced out and blanked at the wall (times I never would remember at all) like parents fighting. I remember er everything. It said I was there .. it spaced me out. So I wouldn't have to deal ... the first time I truly felt unrelenting love. And I cried and cried and cried ...then without ever having watched this video. . I said. I got this now. Thank you. I have to learn. So this is the first video EVER that makes me feel not psycho . . So here's my next part . . . One trip I played enochian. (Idk what ) and there was 2 beings one bad one good. And the bad one kept asking.. . Can I have him. Can I have him . . Until I felt my same soul flow out of the center of my chest. And went into the TV.. ever since. I have never breathed fully again. I can never get a full relaxed healthy inhale unless I'm extremely relaxed and I can manage three or four ...I have extreme anxiety now .... now at the time of my life before this . I had reached my highest self I would say after the dumb ass of my youth . I was the most strong fit balanced. Self accepting sin less as I ever got . Every breath I took from learning yoga was extreme full and nutritious. ... one trip. That same light that was taken from me. Had been placed in my chest the first day I saw the spirit world. All this love flooded my chest. And I knew it was happening because my cat which barely got near me. Was slamming her head to where I felt all that love energy entering me. Those next months were GLORIOUS IN MY LIFE . Then fast forward to whoever asked if I can have him and all that spirit love just vanished. With nothing left to create it but my will and memory of it ..... I have been coping with this for some years . So I been trying to figure out .. as part of initiated beings . Right . AM I SUPPOSED TO LEARN HOW TO RECREATE THAT MAGNIFIED love space as a creator myself . Is that the work or job or skills required etc. Like. FRom the darkness I am made in my mommas womb. I have to become the maker ......... I can go on for hours. I've put on weight since. Again breathing sucks. . This is alot in a comment but when you read it. I was wondering your opinion just cause. I dont have any body that even can hear this and not think its nuts. Either way. I still function . But its not the same. Somethings truly missing. . I need that back. No matter the time it takes and struggle ... it was a struggle to get there in the first place
Bro there are beings in the Yesod that mess with people. Maybe you have some enemies that can access higher realms and they are messing with you. Maybe. Good luck.
i'm learning so much from your video's - miss seeing you streaming, etc
Jus found ya page Been watching ya videos ✨🥂 luv em subbed
Also reading obsessively about the HGA and I love your summary. Very excellent. Also think it's preferable to connect before doing anything else (or almost)
Ms Rose i would suggest you follow the HGA stuff with a intro talk on the books of Kenneth Grant. A good starting point would be Hecate's Fountain. Do you post on r/thelema yet?
I don't go on reddit, but I am planning a grant video eventually, and talked about it a bit with my patrons!
@@DaatDarling awesome!
Holy Daimon is a great book, well written, great scholarship.
Glad you understand the HGA is different than the higherself
a video about Liber Samekh would be so helpful
I can recommend Plato's apology and Plotinus
Wonderful time as always 😊
I like the Higher self-concept it seems more realistic
This was very informative! It would be great if you could do a video on “fundamentals” from your perspective. Or link to another creator who explains these really well. I’m really enjoying your channel!
A video on Liber Samekh would be really interesting.
OMG SO MUCH MAKES SENSE NOW.
i believe the HGA is a spiritual end point so to speak; its the conscious end point that is created once our future self attains this higher enlightened state (which we are all destined to do which is why we all have one.), the HGA is the immortal immortal sitting in our mortal shells that guides us from the higher realm towards what we know to be good and true, or at least away from death and despair. I believe that this end point is fluid and the strength of our HGA largely depends on our trajectory, which can be radically altered as no one has a “set path.” so to speak; rather a destined task with which they can achieve in any manner they desire, as long as the actions they take to get there are with pure intent and fully aligned with the higher will. The intuition is what i have personally deemed to be our direct link to this higher will and i believe that state of “enlightenment” that is so often spoken of is when you align your present self with the higher self so perfectly that you then gain the ability to achieve and pursue whatever you were destined to do and know what you must. I have an odd feeling that our solar system was made with special intent and that the others were simply the effect of an unconscious cause, almost like we were created specifically to be like that of the almighty; which is what i think our HGA is, our higher part that was directly carved out of the higher intelligence. Basically external until made internal; because why cant it be both? 6:29
Why are us magical people so freaking beautiful what’s going on here?? Lol The outfit looks amazing on you! Had to say it don’t even care 😂😂🙏
Another excellent video. And also a great place and host for expanding the occult communities. As you have mentioned then the occult communities do not have the infrastructure of the Abraham Faiths. Hope to see more great videos in the future and also great personal style.
Also, major differences between the HGA and Higher Self, is I've found it's wayyyy easier to contact the Higher Self and get almost immediate results from the contact, where as I have not made contact with the HGA as of yet. So... ease of contact is another difference, besides everything else mentioned.
If you don’t want to change, you won’t have to pursue the HGA; it will pursue you.
Sending love and positivity your way ♥️♥️♥️...... cant wait for day 93 ✌
As an Astrologer waiting til 25-30 makes sense to me because that's around the time of ones first Saturn Return and that one is usually the one that shakes up the foundation and tells you "Your not a kid, quit fucking around you need to be doing this instead" and I take the HGA does something similar to that. So it'd make sense for that to happen around your late 20s/30s. That being said alot of people.mention fasting and isolation for this, what about people who are disabled? For example I'm a Type 1 Diabetic and fasting for that long time can lead to dka for people like me.
You’re awesome. Great stuff. 🙏🏾
My Holy Guardian Angel came to me in the 80's and calls himself Horus. I also unknowingly expounded the numbers before I had ever heard of Crowley or Thelema, etc. Using simple English gematria, calculate this 8 word sentence, then read al vel Legis chapter 2 vs. 76. "I am the reincarnation of Aleister Edward Crowley." (JUST DO THIS ONE THING). THANK YOU DARLING
How does the HGA differ from the guardian angel in the catholic sense?
Just wanna say - I checked out your channel because you have really great summaries of different occult branches. But then I looked up what your name, Da'at means, and wow it has sent me on a journey. I'm a Jew who was raised evangelical Christian and has spent the last 5 or so years deconverting and deconstructing that Christianity. I'm also eager to get into my Jewishness but have found that when I try, I'm met with dogma and doctrine like I was in Christianity.
Searching 'Da'at' has sent me down a Kabballah rabbit hole, and I am loving connecting with the mystic wisdom of my people! Very cool stuff you're doing and thanks again.
Ha! "...if you like the way your life is going don't get in touch with your HGA!" Awesome. :P
this was confusing af. but then again, it's my very first occult video haha lot to learn
Your voice is angelic.
She was befire angels
I like the new intro!
Regarding HGA in certain Buddhist models the trikaya and dakinis are a clear way of understanding the sun and moon or chaos and babalon. Unite these and hga becomes lucid, no beings whatever without subject object.
Is there a way round the triangle and circle can I use seals I need help I've decided to do demonology but I wonna start at lilith and then valak and aloces daat I've had alot of problems in life and now I core stop thinking that I'm adam cud this b possible I feel like she was made for me
Lovely video!
The HGA could be both internal an external in a sense, if it's a kind of archetype. As I understand Jung, archetypes are independent, conscious beings that dwell in the common unconscious. The HGA could be such a being
have you made a video about liber samekh? I would love to see one
love your content! would you consider doing a video on the PGM?
Have spent 30 years practising and still don't feel I'm ready for the HGA .
Something's gone wrong somewhere.
Long sigh.
lol that's hilarious, but I totally know how you feel!
@@FraterRC
I over exaggerate a little. I've done plenty of work but not started a Liber Samech retreat - and my house is totally the wrong shape for the Abramelin lol :P
@@kopilit oh i hear you. Also I personally don't think Liber Samekh can effectively contact the HGA, but Im not saying I'm right, that's just what I think imho. My bias as a GD not OTO person is certainly at work here. :P
@@FraterRC They'd have to drag me screaming into the OTO and even then I'd be digging tunnels to escape.
Regarding Samech, who knows. If it ever happens I'll drop a video on here :P
@@kopilit I feel you brother, but I've nothing against the OTO and the OTO creates a ton of interest in people for our studies and practices so, that's great. Speaking of controversy in the OTO I am interviewing the might Rufus Opus on my Magick Without Fears Hermetic Podcast again in an hour! Any questions I should ask (his new Goetia book is out in limited first edition!)
I think a lot of us get stuck in the idea of outside or inside instead of realizing that the duality mindset is still influencing that when really they are intertwined. The outside is inside and inside is outside. As within so without. They are one and without one the other does not exist.
I recall personal daemons were used in the literary, although controversial, classic "The Golden Compass" or "Dark Matter Series".
I like to think connecting to daemons is like one knowing what to look/search for--kinda like a personal search engine before the internet or mass information.
Otherwise, I am VERY new to this space, and I would like to know more since I started off with kabbalism.
It's both, yet it's none. I've been lucky to get both, yet I've been in a place where none worked. The hardest way is definitely external, at least for me. It's a hit and miss, yet my mind internal invocation can imagine all things from the great brain.
Thanks for the great introduction to the HGA. One note I have for you though is about your interpretation of Jung's concept of the Shadow and the HGA. It's really not the opposite of the Shadow, closest thing to an opposit of the Shadow is the Persona archetype, which is related to our social identity and role. In Jungian terms the HGA would be a symbol or form or the Self archetype. I just want to clear that up I've studied a lot of Jung and find his work is often misinterpreted.
The Shadow for Jung is Subjective however the HGA is an Objective entity that enters into the mind or is experienced by some other means. Some are afraid to confront the Shadow within whereas the HGA is like a torch in the darkness. Exploring the shadow allows for us to understand our primal nature and encounter that which we have suppressed. The HGA is a liaison between ourselves and the Divine.
@@MJ-ru9iw I'm not sure if my point came across. I'm saying if the HGA was to be seen in terms of Jungian archetypes it would be closest to the Self. Which is not the opposite of the Shadow, the Self for Jung is the archetypal nucleus of the psyche and a priori imago of wholeness.
Also, I'm not sure if your description of the Shadow is really in line with Jung's writings on the topic. What you described is how people often experience the archetypal Shadow, symptoms and symbols (often dream symbols). However Jung maintained that Archtypes have an objective existence of their own and in his later work used the term objective psyche instead of collective unconscious as this more closely described his insights. You should really read his essay confrontation with the unconscious where he describes meeting archetypal entities within his active imagination/meditation exercises.
@@Crooked_Notes Thank you for the correction, I'm really not super studied on Jung, so thank you for pointing this out! 93!
You're on point with Jung. The Objective Psyche better fits his schema than a collective unconscious. I feel it is borderline Objectivism however Jung is more mystical and metaphysical with his postulates and paradigm; and he predates Rand.
Psychic experiences appear or even seem Subjective however are Objective and cosmic in nature according to Jung.
As for the Obj. P. it is not the Ego, as you know, and is a collective compartment or summation of experiences from ancestors and other sentient beings that is inherited and not conditioned (Freudian). I feel Jung is quite the opposite of Freud although both have interesting views, to say the least.
They (memories, essences, memes, symbols, etcetera) transmigrate in a way much like DNA through the genetic line e.g. a "genetic memory".
I believe, in my opinion of course, that his preference to use the term Objective-Psyche is that because it is often believed that humans are not aware of the impulses of the unconscious whereas in a converse proposition we sentiently experience the obj-psy. i.e. it is a matter of awareness. Jung may later have felt that the "Collective Unconscious" was a misnomer to some degree and might have not settled well with him. However, this is mere speculation on my part.
Yes. I absolutely agree from a Jungian lens it is closer to the Self or maybe even an essence from the Obj-Psy. however per late Crowley terms it is an Objective creature that is not thyself. Ultimately, it depends on what the individual believes it is.
As for the Shadow, you are correct and I did say "Subjective" however in Jungian terms it is actually both therefore we are both correct to some degree. It appears as if he contradicts himself by stating Archetypes are Subjective and in other areas when his work became more refined indicating their Objective nature; as it is common many philosophers change their mind later in life; however, I believe that it is a sort of perfect allusion of Non-Duality--a concept also subtly projected into his Unus Mundus theory.
Thank you so much however because you just reminded me of something that will aid me in conveying my personal work. I have a few things backwards and half complete regarding Jung I feel.You changed my view on something which will refine my book and system more.
I will take a look again at his work as you recommended. I need a refresher since my colleges days when "Jung was life" and studying Existentialism and "Shadow-Work" was the "thing to do".
After all this I think finally think I get what you mean by "closest to the Self". Thanks for your input.
@@MJ-ru9iw That makes a lot of sense and is good food for thought. Jung's work is so complex there are many valid interpretations. The complexity is only compounded by the length of his career and how he evolved over time and also by the fact that none of this was written in English so we also need to think about what must be lost or changed in translation.
Been practising for 15 years but damn! Jar spell kink exposed lol
Since your HGA is yours , and yours alone….cant one simply use a Thoth tarot deck to communicate with it??
11:00 - 2questions, please?
What Other Ways are there, exactly?
&have you done ANY ritual re: the HGA & is this YT Channel a result? …what was advised?
Thanks 🙏
thanks for making this!
The abramellin says someone who leaves there birth religion can't master this magical practice. When he references "Joseph" the man he met who did magic like abràmellin but couldn't master it cause he was a convert from Christianity to Judaism. This is in book 1
You're magnificent!!! Blessings!!!
you are correct. Well done!
the holy gaurdian angel doesnt exist , its just the realization of the existence of yourself outside of your ego . once you reach that point you can enter into transcendental states easily throughout the day, aka kandc . crowley considered the hga to be different things at different times but he was also on alot of drugs depending on the time and place. you dont need any magick or ritual or any of that . yoga itself is enough
Nope 8 exist I'm aware of
im going through the great work (5D ascension) and I feel like im in a computer simulation, it all feels robotic, and impersonal. but this is my experience from the qlippoth.
Awesome channel! :)
I think my third eye or "pineal gland" was opened for a brief moment when I almost died from extreme drug withdrawal on the floor of a jail cell I had vivid hallucinations with no drugs in my system saw so much I saw man before he could plant food I was in so much pain and torment and then I saw the entire crusafiction play out and the suffering of Christ and his resurrection I saw so many things I can't explain i thought there were bugs in the shower I saw beauty in the most flawed of people and things then as I slowly came back to reality after I was rushed to medical for dangerously high blood pressure I thought I was being poisoned see how and then my grandmother was sneaking into my cell to visit me and she some how got sick or poisoned and I was being framed for it my mouth kept filling up with so much saliva "probably because I was no longer dying after the medication" I was spitting it all out filled up 2 milk cartons Opening your third eye usually you have to go through intense suffering meditation and certain diet that cuts out meat and fluoride for years the only other known way to briefly decalcify the gland would be to have an intense life changing psychedelic experience I've never shared this insanity with anyone and now anyone on here can read it if they want
Jesus is real?
Sorry I'm just lost , I'm trying to find the true religion or god.
I'm so unsure about everything.
Hence my studying of wicca.
I am just a lost soul.
@@NehemieMMW yes Jesus was definitely real a real person in history there are five different accounts of the same account of his life in the new testament of the bible retrieved from ancient scrolls the name of these books are Mathew,Mark,Luke , John and Peter the names of his followers
@@NehemieMMW I can't tell you what to believe I can just tell you what I know about and what I've experienced I'm not necessarily a "christian" I question things because I'm human but there's definitely got to be something else we are smarter than all the other animals and self aware for some reason we still don't know
When I started dating my partner, who is ace and aro i heard a voice in my head telling me to always be patient with her and it will always be worth it. I wonder if that was my HGA letting me know what it would take for a successful relationship with her. I've been obedient to it and it has been more than true. Our physical relationship transcends anything I've ever experienced, especially when you consider her interest in me isn't driven by sexual or romantic attraction. Our connection has always been energetically driven, and the magick we do together is the strongest most successful either of us have had versus individually. We have manifested things in 24hrs on many occasions using sex magick and through altered states of conciousness.
Discovered your channel today. Great stuff. Subscribed. A follow up idea might be how your HGA communicates with you. A voice in the head? Strange coincidences? It'd be interesting to hear your views
What exactly do you mean being subscribed for 93 days I can meet my HGA and not need to do that "meditation crap"
After going through your videos I get it now. Numerology of 93. Cute.
#1, sick hat!
#2, I ran across your Instagram page a while back while researching concepts in esoteric thought, namely transformation in relation to the spiritual awakening, ego death, and self-integration. I realized that the concept of Crossing the Abyss and your online namesake (sync 1 that started me on this track) have macro scale processes that help deliver a recursive “ramping-up” to the actualization moment of crossing the abyss.
It’s kinda like hundreds of Mini abysses lead you up to a large scale abyss crossing (of say 4-5 years), which is a division of the largest version of all being the entire lifespan of a person! The term definitely would need to change with each iteration of the idea, but it looks almost like a fractalization of the idea of cause and effect, mainly, A->B motion.
What do you think? I wanted to get your thoughts about this since it seems to be a prevalent topic to you as well! Stay safe!
So many different approaches to hga. Hga is always in contact with you from birth. Ignorance is what stops us from connecting to our inner consciousness. Simple prayer and meditation makes it all a reality.
What about Holly Guardian Angel Destroying your life because you need to get over your ego attachments? What about binding yourself to this entity [or mind construct or whatever anyone thinks it is] and doing everything it tells you to and if you wont - it will make it happen anyway. What about the dangers of it? I'm really annoyed that nobody talks of dangers of it. Not scary stories, but constructive analysis of this whole thing.
can u talk about the higher self and the shadow self
The Oath of the Abyss is a wild ride. You've all been warned lol
Fr they want me to give up korean asmr and staring at emma earthing and daat darling
the first month I started doing spiritual practice - meditations, resh, daily meditation banishing and bornless ritual I actually heard a specific voice once and no other times after “Azrael Azrael Azrael” to this day I have no clue wtf that was but haven’t invested much in ritual purity anymore because that scared the fuck out of me to non-volitionally hear some kind of real angelic entity while I was trying to fall asleep.
Where did alexter Crawley get this knowledge from?
Sorry for the stupid question but these words are still on my mind :"after contacting the HGA your live will never be the same again", did you contact your HGA? And if you did, continuing spreading the occult to people was something that you were told to do? How did your live change after?
I highly doubt you did the actual Abramelin ritual
Thank you I needed this
this answers a lot of questions I have. Now I just want to know, why my HGA is so dark?
Can't Pure MDMA or certain Psychedelic ,experience's do the same..
ARE YOU OK HONEYBUNNY...
the answer is yes.