It won't be the last time, but I hope for another day.

Hope For Another Day
This is a writing I did a while back around 2-4 months ago...! For me what this writing is all about are the feelings I'm not sure I deserve from others and myself.
I don't consider myself a perfect person, because I made a lot of mistakes, regrets, failures. Overtime, it really does pile up and it's hard to shoulder all alone. Lots of emotions, tears were shed when I'm just by myself just trying to get through things!
But I met a lot of amazing people and that includes my supporters/fans. I'm able to open up, be able to express these feelings, these words in hopes of bring attention, light, and hope to people. That's what I love to do, and I'm all about going at our pace and believing in ourselves. We all have our own timeline, story that we have to write & create. There will be points in our lives that aren't the happiest, but we grow from them and hope for another day to be able to live the best we can.
Written by Rimuu
Track: Had I Not Seen the Sun (Instrumental) from Honkai: Star Rail
Art: 09pic
Video Sources: All Rights Goes to their respective owners.
Transcript:
"It's the first time my heart felt like this.
I don't want this unfamiliar feeling in here.
Blessings, smiling, peaceful days.
I see, I didn't change, I'm still frightened.
That I don't deserve a happy life in this world.
I see, I'm just a dirty flower trying to fit in.
But right now, The voice in my heart is still glowing in the fear of dark.
That cloudy days can still have the smallest light.
But I'm just stuck in an infinite loop.
The repeating apologies and tears begin to hurt even more.
Will my hand be accepted for who I am.
The repeating seasons are coming back, I'm hopeful.
I don't want to live, I want to live by everyone side.
The blue rose that is impossible to be seen.
I can't find it, I can't see it, but it's there.
I'll smile gracefully until the end.
Even when everything is being torn apart like a petal.
Isn't it lovely?
Life isn't born to just be hurt.
Nor to be a burden or a failure to others.
Life's existence isn't a mistake.
There's no perfect human being.
Every voice, Every heart carries a scarred rose.
That's perfect just the way it is.
Life is beautifully colored.
It feels lonely, But maybe one day.
I can be part of life's precious gold.
It's not the last time my heart will hurt like this.
But maybe now, I'm okay with this feeling here.
That I want to see another blue sky.
That I hope for another day." - Rimuu 🌹 💙
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[@Rimooshi]

I love writing. 💙

[@UltrainstinctGamer]

Wow!! What a lovely and marvellous vid, it was truly so so amazing to listen to it clearly with such a good feeling. U did Fantasia enjoyed it~💫💖

[@Rimooshi]

Haha, thank you so much for the comment! It's very lonely feel, but as you said it's marvelous, because of how I'm ending this writing with a sense of hope for another day or a good feeling, you might say! Thanks again!

[@Mohype]

This was really good and I thank you for sharing such vulnerable and authentic words. I would like to share a small poem I made years ago that I think would complement your poem. Much love! 💙
Yesterday was a lesson
Tomorrow is unknown,
But today
Today you are wise,
Wise enough
To conquer the unknown

[@Rimooshi]

For a small poem, it's very wise and lovely..! I think it really does compliment my poem/my words. Really great work even if it's from years ago!
Thank you, vulnerability is something I'm not afraid to show, and I think this one in particular really stood out from my previous works. Truthfully, I want to give my authentic emotions/feelings and I think the upcoming ones will do even better.
Thank you always for the support and love for my work!

[@Mohype]

@@Rimooshi totes! 🫡😎

[@austinthabestt]

This was beautiful, I especially loved the visuals for this video. Being a blue rose that’s impossible to be seen really resonates with the struggle to have an identity, find a sense of belonging, and the yearning for connection. I like how despite the melancholy tone it’s still hopeful and shows a sense of resilience to endure life’s challenges.

[@Rimooshi]

Thank you for this beautiful comment! I'm glad you loved the visuals, I did my best to try to up it up this time around compared to the last one. You're spot on about the blue rose, it's something I've used on my channel for a long time. It's perfect symbol for my writing and the person I am. That's what's it about to be resilient, to endure, and ultimately to hope for another day to live and experience life's joy when it opens.

[@vonyoki2679]

I'm glad that you share your writing to others and that you put your emotions and feelings into them. I think it's really nice to read/listen to them and know that yeah, I'm not the only one that feels this way. I hope you continue writing and living everyday, thanks :)

[@Rimooshi]

@@vonyoki2679 thank you 🙏
I’m glad to hear that from you! Yeah ever since the start of my writing journey on RUclips. I really wanted to put all my emotions and feelings into them to feel real. They might be dark, but this is real. As you said it’s good to know that not just myself but others feel that way. So in a sense I always want to give that hope that things will get better as well!
Thank you for watching and supporting always. I’ll continue to write always. 💯

[@hauntedsad]

beautiful

[@Rimooshi]

Thank you! I'm happy to hear you say it's beautiful! It's one of my most personal writings, so I'm glad!