A powerful strong feminine woman right here, reminds me of some good examples I've read in an ebook from synfla, I'm so sorry for your loss Nika, take time to take care of yourself ❤
Nika! Baby! I am so sorry for your loss. You are doing so well and yes the tears will be there but will coexist with your strength! The universe is on your side even though it doesn't seem like right now. I understand how hard it is. My boyfriend died after a 3 year relationship as well when I was 21. It was the toughest year of my life.. But life has improved exponentially after that! I have moved countries, doing so well in my career, started a whole new part of my life with yoga and tantra found a new community and now luckily even found a new partner who honestly seems like a godsend. Your first love will always be your main love but he will be your guardian angel forever and I guarantee you that. You can tap into your heart and he will always be there. It was just time for this energy to take on a new body form to learn and have new experiences. Sending you a lot of love and hugs.
I’ve been silently following along with you for a bit now and had no idea what you were going through. I’m sorry for your loss and hope you’re healing ❤❤❤
I am so sorry Nika, I can't begin to imagine how you feel. I can't believe how you're already up and running and "functional". I hope you're getting lots of emotional support!
I admire your strength and wish you all the best with your grieving process. When my brother died in his early 30ies a few years ago I asked the same question of what was the reason for this tragedy and all the suffering. Everybody deals with it differently but I for myself found that sometimes there is no reason (at least non that we will learn in our lifetime). Sometimes horrible things just happen - and we aren’t left alone in dealing with it. For me it made it easier to accept it as opposed to questioning what felt like everything in my life and belief system - which was so devastating. That doesn’t mean we shouldn’t value all the good that came before or maybe even came from it. Maybe even more so! My heart goes out to you ❤
I'm so sorry, Nika, for your loss. Your videos have been so inspiring and helpful to me this year (which has been a pretty tough one for me as well). I would have never imagined that you've been through such intense pain. You are incredibly strong! ❤
Wait ohmygod, that was surprising. I watch your videos off and on and it's my first time hearing about your boyfriend passing away, I am so sorry for your loss. You're very strong for opening up about it. All the best to you always. And this video is very helpful once again ❤
Sending love your way, you are incredibly strong! I got your Notion template and after my short trip to Budapest this week, I am going to lock in and go through the template which makes me so excited! :)
I am so sorry Nika. I literally burst into tears in a public place where I was watching this. And you did not! I thought I was having a bad year/life because the love of my life just married someone else. I am not sure I will ever recover from it but I admire how you call your life 'stable' and plan to be back on track in several months. You're so strong. It might sound strange here but you're so positive. I wish you all the bestest best in life ❤
Hey Nika, grief isnt something that ever goes away but it does begin to feel less and less heavy over time. Grief is the price you pay for love and its alright to continue grieving to start grieving whenever you least expect it from yourself. Also my condolences. I am new to your channel and this was probably the 3rd video I watched by you and it took me back to when I had to grieve multiple times over multiple issues and made me feel like typing a comment here and I don't comment that often. there's no particular way to grieve and I'm proud of you for going through the past year you had and reflect on it and not running away from your tragic experience. Sending you loads of hugs and energy for healing.
Thank you so much Nika for opening about your lost, and I hope he rest in peace, sending you so much love from Spain. Tomorrow I am going to do the deep reset and clear all the junk from eveywhere. Thanks for inspiring me, love you ♥😘
I am so sorry for the loss you’ve experienced and all that you are going through due to that loss. I am absolutely amazed by your positive attitude towards your future, even in the face of such adversity. What a wonderful role model you are. Much love and lots of hugs.❤
I’m so sorry, what a devastating loss. Grieving is a complex process, give yourself space and time, can’t even imagine how I would endure something like this. Sending you virtual hugs and support
Sending you so much love and support Nika. Couldn't even imagine what you have been going through. Just remember that by keeping yourself going and remaining strong, your boyfriend is with you in full support. Sending all my love 💓❤️🥰
I can’t explain how much i relate to this! It took a while for me to even scroll through my gallery let alone do any reflection. It took a lot to get myself to do it and it was definitely emotional, but it felt good overall. It’s nice to feel like you take a step towards putting your life into your own hands again✨ I’m wishing you the absolute best and sending you lots of love. I hope 2025 treats you nicely❤️❤️
I found this video by accident and I'm so glad you shared it with us. I'm also going through a grief and I really felt inside of me everything you said. You are a very strong woman and I find it so inspiring. I'm so sorry for your loss Nika, I wish you the best this year. Thank you for sharing this with us, I cherish it. Lots of love
I am very sorry for your loss, Nika. I have been a silent subscriber for a while now, and you have helped me in many ways. I always look forward to your videos. May God continue to bless you!
Wow so powerful! Thank you for sharing! I suffered a huge loss this year as well and had a spiritual healing session with a healer and during it I saw visuals of fire and renewal so that’s so relatable
I'm so sorry for your loss 😢 I hope you are fine now, I could feel how much pain you had when you mentioned that you went through a hard time in one of your last videos.
Im so sorry for your loss! As somebody who's been dealing with grief for 4 years i can tell you it gets less worse. We are going to be forever changed but it doesn't need to be a bad thing
Hi Nika, even though I enjoy your content a lot I never left a comment. This video cannot go uncommented. Thank you so much for your openness, your vulnerability and your positive outlook on the future. You prove that life can be brutal at times and that you still can find hope and joy. Please remember that it is okay to also have grace with yourself - especially if you are facing challenges. Sending you lots of strength for 2025.
After your last video, I went through the entire notion template, decluttered, filled it all out, and made my vision board. It's been super helpful for setting up my year. A note about the financial review: there is a month missing!! May isn't on there, so I had to add that!
Your life will be up from here!! I'm recovering from a mental health episode (3 disorders lmao) and my room looks like a dump. I'm trying to find stability and coming back to your videos is so calming
15.50 - 16.14 was hard for me to grasp bcus i felt it. the life we wanted may not be meant for us, but we can embrace it and divert our focus towards somewhere else. hopefully we can grow and live through this!
I got the Christmas tree decorations out and put your video on, ready to get back on track. I was not expecting the devastating news. I know it's odd to get messages from strangers, but people do genuinely connect and listen to you. My deepest condolences 🖤
Wow Nika you are so so strong and thank you for being vulnerable and sharing with us what happened. Your outlook on it all is honestly amazing and inspiring but I know that must have been so hard to deal with I can’t imagine. Sending hugs which country are you living in now? You’re dealing with this so well grief takes time but like you said knowing deep down that life will change and that’s ok and even needed sometimes ♥️ 🫂
I'm so sorry. When you mentioned in your earlier videos something happened, I assumed you guys broke up or took a break but this is 1000x bigger. I broke up with my bf of 3-4 years. It was my first relationship and a lot of firsts. I'm trying to get back on track and build new relationships (platonic) since he was my only support system. I hope you heal well! Btw, I'm starting a RUclips channel soon (not on this account lmao) after seeing your video about it ugh and revisiting kaiti yoo's!!
So sorry for your loss Nika ❤🩹you're so strong! I hope this helps but I did your template this weekend as well and it was amazing, so keep doing what you're doing because it is so helpful for people and you add so much value! I have had a really random year as well, and on top of the 2024 in reflection you had in the template, I did a vision board style collage of all of the things that happened this year and it really put the year in a more tangible and visual way that I could see all of the ups and downs and truly reflect on everything that I've done, achieved and gone through 💫 keep shining brightly xx
how did you manage to keep your house always clean? I struggle with that one a lot. It’s all neat and tidy for 5-6 days and then chaos - and then a whole day of reset. Every week. 🥹
A powerful strong feminine woman right here, reminds me of some good examples I've read in an ebook from synfla, I'm so sorry for your loss Nika, take time to take care of yourself ❤
I'm so sorry for your loss Nika 💔 I wish you lots of strength, please take time to take care of yourself
Thank you❤️❤️
Nika! Baby! I am so sorry for your loss. You are doing so well and yes the tears will be there but will coexist with your strength! The universe is on your side even though it doesn't seem like right now. I understand how hard it is. My boyfriend died after a 3 year relationship as well when I was 21. It was the toughest year of my life.. But life has improved exponentially after that! I have moved countries, doing so well in my career, started a whole new part of my life with yoga and tantra found a new community and now luckily even found a new partner who honestly seems like a godsend. Your first love will always be your main love but he will be your guardian angel forever and I guarantee you that. You can tap into your heart and he will always be there. It was just time for this energy to take on a new body form to learn and have new experiences. Sending you a lot of love and hugs.
I’ve been silently following along with you for a bit now and had no idea what you were going through. I’m sorry for your loss and hope you’re healing ❤❤❤
I am so sorry Nika, I can't begin to imagine how you feel. I can't believe how you're already up and running and "functional". I hope you're getting lots of emotional support!
I admire your strength and wish you all the best with your grieving process.
When my brother died in his early 30ies a few years ago I asked the same question of what was the reason for this tragedy and all the suffering. Everybody deals with it differently but I for myself found that sometimes there is no reason (at least non that we will learn in our lifetime). Sometimes horrible things just happen - and we aren’t left alone in dealing with it. For me it made it easier to accept it as opposed to questioning what felt like everything in my life and belief system - which was so devastating. That doesn’t mean we shouldn’t value all the good that came before or maybe even came from it. Maybe even more so!
My heart goes out to you ❤
I’m sorry for your loss Nika, sending you all the blessings♥️🙏🏻
I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending you love and strength in your grieving process.
I'm so sorry, Nika, for your loss. Your videos have been so inspiring and helpful to me this year (which has been a pretty tough one for me as well). I would have never imagined that you've been through such intense pain. You are incredibly strong! ❤
Wait ohmygod, that was surprising. I watch your videos off and on and it's my first time hearing about your boyfriend passing away, I am so sorry for your loss. You're very strong for opening up about it. All the best to you always. And this video is very helpful once again ❤
Oh my goodness, I had no idea about your loss, and follow you religiously. You are such an inspiration, keep going Nika!
Sending love your way, you are incredibly strong! I got your Notion template and after my short trip to Budapest this week, I am going to lock in and go through the template which makes me so excited! :)
I am so sorry Nika.
I literally burst into tears in a public place where I was watching this. And you did not!
I thought I was having a bad year/life because the love of my life just married someone else. I am not sure I will ever recover from it but I admire how you call your life 'stable' and plan to be back on track in several months. You're so strong.
It might sound strange here but you're so positive.
I wish you all the bestest best in life ❤
What happened,im sorry maybe i missed it in the video
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Her boyfriend of 3 years passed away in the summer :(
@@mgthale Omg, I'm so sorry :( I didnt know
Hey Nika, grief isnt something that ever goes away but it does begin to feel less and less heavy over time. Grief is the price you pay for love and its alright to continue grieving to start grieving whenever you least expect it from yourself. Also my condolences. I am new to your channel and this was probably the 3rd video I watched by you and it took me back to when I had to grieve multiple times over multiple issues and made me feel like typing a comment here and I don't comment that often. there's no particular way to grieve and I'm proud of you for going through the past year you had and reflect on it and not running away from your tragic experience. Sending you loads of hugs and energy for healing.
You are a really tough cookie, sending lots of love! 🥰❤ Thank you for being you and the amazing content you're putting out, really appreciate you! ❤
Thank you so much Nika for opening about your lost, and I hope he rest in peace, sending you so much love from Spain. Tomorrow I am going to do the deep reset and clear all the junk from eveywhere. Thanks for inspiring me, love you ♥😘
I am sorry for your loss 💔😔... your video was very inspiring for me....
What happened to her ?
I’m so sorry for your loss dear Nika ❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss, you're so strong and inspirational 🥺 sending you so much love and strength!
I am so sorry for your loss Nika. Wish you lots of strength.
your videos are so so inspiring. sending all my love to you 💌💌💌
I am so sorry for the loss you’ve experienced and all that you are going through due to that loss. I am absolutely amazed by your positive attitude towards your future, even in the face of such adversity. What a wonderful role model you are. Much love and lots of hugs.❤
I’m so sorry, what a devastating loss. Grieving is a complex process, give yourself space and time, can’t even imagine how I would endure something like this. Sending you virtual hugs and support
You are so brave. Thank you for all that you do.
Sending you so much love and support Nika. Couldn't even imagine what you have been going through. Just remember that by keeping yourself going and remaining strong, your boyfriend is with you in full support. Sending all my love 💓❤️🥰
I didn't realize you were going through so much, sending love to you through this insanely difficult time.
Hi there
I can’t explain how much i relate to this! It took a while for me to even scroll through my gallery let alone do any reflection. It took a lot to get myself to do it and it was definitely emotional, but it felt good overall. It’s nice to feel like you take a step towards putting your life into your own hands again✨ I’m wishing you the absolute best and sending you lots of love. I hope 2025 treats you nicely❤️❤️
I found this video by accident and I'm so glad you shared it with us. I'm also going through a grief and I really felt inside of me everything you said. You are a very strong woman and I find it so inspiring. I'm so sorry for your loss Nika, I wish you the best this year. Thank you for sharing this with us, I cherish it. Lots of love
Nika!!!! Sorry for your loss💔 , I love you so much and I do believe that you will get over this you are strong women ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I am very sorry for your loss, Nika. I have been a silent subscriber for a while now, and you have helped me in many ways. I always look forward to your videos. May God continue to bless you!
Wow so powerful! Thank you for sharing! I suffered a huge loss this year as well and had a spiritual healing session with a healer and during it I saw visuals of fire and renewal so that’s so relatable
I am so sorry for your loss😢
You are amazing! All the best for your life
I'm so sorry for your loss 😢 I hope you are fine now, I could feel how much pain you had when you mentioned that you went through a hard time in one of your last videos.
This reset routine is such a game-changer! I feel so ready to tackle the new year after watching this! 😍
Sending you soooo much love and strength
Sooo sorry for your loss ❤ sending prayers and healing energy your way
Im so sorry for your loss! As somebody who's been dealing with grief for 4 years i can tell you it gets less worse. We are going to be forever changed but it doesn't need to be a bad thing
Hi Nika, even though I enjoy your content a lot I never left a comment. This video cannot go uncommented. Thank you so much for your openness, your vulnerability and your positive outlook on the future. You prove that life can be brutal at times and that you still can find hope and joy. Please remember that it is okay to also have grace with yourself - especially if you are facing challenges. Sending you lots of strength for 2025.
After your last video, I went through the entire notion template, decluttered, filled it all out, and made my vision board. It's been super helpful for setting up my year.
A note about the financial review: there is a month missing!! May isn't on there, so I had to add that!
Your life will be up from here!!
I'm recovering from a mental health episode (3 disorders lmao) and my room looks like a dump. I'm trying to find stability and coming back to your videos is so calming
15.50 - 16.14 was hard for me to grasp bcus i felt it. the life we wanted may not be meant for us, but we can embrace it and divert our focus towards somewhere else. hopefully we can grow and live through this!
I got the Christmas tree decorations out and put your video on, ready to get back on track. I was not expecting the devastating news. I know it's odd to get messages from strangers, but people do genuinely connect and listen to you. My deepest condolences 🖤
If you loved that life that is great
Sorry for your loss ❤️💔❤️
Wow Nika you are so so strong and thank you for being vulnerable and sharing with us what happened. Your outlook on it all is honestly amazing and inspiring but I know that must have been so hard to deal with I can’t imagine. Sending hugs which country are you living in now? You’re dealing with this so well grief takes time but like you said knowing deep down that life will change and that’s ok and even needed sometimes ♥️ 🫂
this was so helpful, thank you babe ❤
I'm so sorry. When you mentioned in your earlier videos something happened, I assumed you guys broke up or took a break but this is 1000x bigger. I broke up with my bf of 3-4 years. It was my first relationship and a lot of firsts. I'm trying to get back on track and build new relationships (platonic) since he was my only support system.
I hope you heal well!
Btw, I'm starting a RUclips channel soon (not on this account lmao) after seeing your video about it ugh and revisiting kaiti yoo's!!
Aloha that was a good yearly reset routine and tip and hope you are ready for Christmas too
Sorry for the loss 😢
You are such a strong girl ypu are an inspiration to me ❤❤and to lot of girls
sending you all my love and support Nika
Oh, Nika 😥😥😥
I'm so sorry for your lost... My best wishes in your recovery journey❤
I hope you talk more in-depth about goal setting; setting goals that we can be more aligned and passionate about ❤
I'm so sorry Nika 😢❤
Sending you so so much love ❤🩹🙏
We love you ❤
Inspiring me to declutter
I hope your okay Nika 🥺🩷🙏✨
Second comment BTW love your videos ❤❤
rawdoggin the detergent and softener lol
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Sorry nika 😢
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I’m so sorry for your loss Nika. Wishing you a lovely 2025. 🤍
So sorry for your loss Nika ❤🩹you're so strong!
I hope this helps but I did your template this weekend as well and it was amazing, so keep doing what you're doing because it is so helpful for people and you add so much value!
I have had a really random year as well, and on top of the 2024 in reflection you had in the template, I did a vision board style collage of all of the things that happened this year and it really put the year in a more tangible and visual way that I could see all of the ups and downs and truly reflect on everything that I've done, achieved and gone through 💫 keep shining brightly xx
I had no idea you were going through that 💕🩷 sending you love from NY
Thank you for sharing. This video has helped me think more positively about my own grief ❤️🩹
Sending lots of love for a healing 2025 ❤ (from a fellow hockey girlie 🏒💕)
how did you manage to keep your house always clean? I struggle with that one a lot. It’s all neat and tidy for 5-6 days and then chaos - and then a whole day of reset. Every week. 🥹