broke up with a guy i trusted my life with. we were friends for 4 years+ then started dating. after 3-4 months in relationship, he cheated on me, and said "my bad i won't do it again". how exactly am i supposed to forgive him?
True , but also true when the person who is always in your memory becomes the memory who you can't get over with , people want you to but you can't, simply because you will always feel for them no matter what
I don’t really know why I’m writing this, but this playlist stirred up my heart. My best friend, the only woman I ever truly loved. was taken form me in 2021 and it still feels like she passed yesterday. It’s always hard and i miss her everyday, she was by far the best and brightest person I’ve ever met; by far a better person and a more beautiful soul than myself. The pain never left, but every day i wake up i strive to be the man she knew i could be. Every day i miss her. I loved her more than I thought you could ever love someone. She made me a better person and she would always pick me up when i was down, so to honor her i live life the way she did. If i could tell her anything, if i just had one more chance. I’d tell her I’m sorry and that she was right. I loved her, but i never told her. We spent everyday together. We grew up together since childhood. She once told me. “If you never say how you feel, if you never voice your emotions. You will lose the chance to.” Her words still ring in my head, i still hear her voice. She was right, i lost my chance. I love her, and I’d do anything to tell her; because I know she loved me too. For as flawed of a man i am. She told me she loved me, but I couldn’t say it back then. I was scared. Now I’m lost. I wish more than anything i never held back. I wish I could hold her hand. I wish I could hug her just one more time. I wish we were just watching tv or her favorite marvel movie (black panther) i just want to hear her laugh again, in person. Not just my dreams. I want to hang out, eat junk food on my bed together and talk all night long falling asleep on each other. I love her, but she’s gone. All i can do is continue living and it honestly just sucks. There are so many comments here so I’m sure this will get buried, but just in case anyone does read my emotional vomit. Sorry, i just needed to vent. I haven’t said anything about this since she was killed. I can’t really talk to my family about it. They make it too hard. we were all extremely close and my mother expected us to get married because we were joined at the hip and her parents would refer to me as Son-in-Law… so it’s a difficult topic for us all to discuss. Thanks for reading my little rant. I pray that everyone has a great night.
Hi, I'm not that great at expressing my feelings as they are inside of me. I cannot imagine loosing someone that close to me. It takes a lot of strength not to crumble under such pain. Nothing lasts forever. The only things we can hold onto are the memories we made along the way. You are trying to become the best version of yourself she saw in you. Believe me she is proud of you and looking from above, always by your side. Even if we couldn't tell our beloved ones how much we love them, our actions speak for us. I wish sharing these feelings would be easier with the people around me. Not everyone is appreciating the small things in our life. Even a small interaction with a stranger showing kindness can make my day. We are only human, it is ok to share how we feel, even if it's just to empty an urge. You shouldn't be sorry about it. On the contrary, I appreciate your comment. It reminds all of us that death is imminent. We don't know when the last time is going to be. The only thing we can do is live our lifes to the fullest. Maybe choose another way home, get a drink from a store you never went to before and take a well-needed break from the monotonous lifestyle sadly a majority of the population is facing. But the small things are the aspects differentiating all of these people. Thank you if you took your time reading this. I don't know, sometimes my feelings come out like this...
I respect you bro , stay strong I'm very emotional person your story just broke me down .i can't even imagine by what you going through . may god give you strength to come over this . she is very lucky to be loved by you . person like you are very few in this world . The best thing is that you respect her .
It broke my heart to read your story… Sometimes it seems impossible to forgive yourself and let go of the regret within you. I think she would be really proud of you tho! I hope that one day you will come back to this comment section and realize how amazing you are ❤
Ik im a stranger and my words may not mean much but i seriously hope your heart can find peace one day and the pain becomes less noticeable as the days go on. Your wife and child are watching over you everyday in a place where no one else can hurt them just know that❤
It can be scary to think about never knowing when it will be the last time. We go about these daily routines throughout our lives, spend time with people, but everything has an end. We don't know when.
It's always your last time. Seconds are passing and each one of them are unique. There will be no other time as it is right now. No other person that ever lived felt this moment just like you , just right now. The moment that already passed and will never happen again.
Yeah but some things end wayyyyyy too soon especially when you really like the person but something changes in them and the way they see you but probably cause they heard about what people say bout me… 🪦
@@hendchamkhia9966 hey man, from one stranger to another. i know what it feels like for someone you care about to die. My dad died last year and its been insanely hard but I've looked at it as god has a plan for anyone and everyone, but most importantly just know that people are always around you that care. Have a great day and I'm really sorry about your friend.
I'm sorry for your lost my friend. Your friend will wait and protect you from the other side💔 wherever we are going. I hope we will meet our beloved one again.
"The cruelest thing people can do to you is to make you love them and then they leave you alone, crying and begging for them to come back but you know they won't" -Unknown
This is exactly what happens to me, and they said they fell out of love but the truth is they desperately want to remove me just to fell in love in others... Fucking cruel and selfish. He knows I hate to be abandoned and alone but he still did it.
Be grateful for the bad and forgive not for others but for yourself to find peace smile at the good laugh at the memories eventually pain fades but the good times the good memories are never forgotten be grateful for the pain it’s just as beautiful as the good
@@HaradaMui Welcome to the club. It gets easier. Our 5 year anniversary would have been a couple days ago, and I’ve felt every emotion you can think of trying to get her back, search helplessly in the error of my ways and figure out what was wrong with me. She was everything to me, and left me at my lowest. Now she’s the reason I push myself as hard as I can to prove that I didn’t need her to be happy like I once thought. Forgiveness may take a while to come, but inevitably it will. I myself haven’t reached it yet, but I can say the journey to forgiveness will develop you so much as a person. And the anger, sadness, longing, loneliness, and pain will force you to grow one way or another. Stay strong, trust me, it’s worth it.
@@prestons6876yep I'm passing what would have been our 12th... and for anyone reading yes its one of the most difficult Rollercoasters of emotions to go through but it's sometimes just better to admit it's over, withdraw and get yourself together and if and when you feel comfortable again try to find someone else. Or if nobody is the preference that's okay too good friends are important too.
This year has been full of endings for me, and I am learning to deal with that fact. I was very friendly with people at school, but I found that we were not really friends in the end. It was sad, but I knew it would be ok. I graduated, tried talking to someone, but it did not really work. Every chapter that need to close did so on July 3rd. I lost my childhood cat of 17 years. Her name was Minnie, and she had the raspiest voice, I swear! She would sit at the door, on a bench we had, and wait for me to come home from school. She did this throughout my last few years. There were times I came back so exhausted, but she would come waddling over to me. She was a beautiful black cat with green eyes. She was my baby, my oldest friend, and like my sister. I grew up with her. She was one of the last pieces of my youth, and now she has passed on. With her passing, I found that the ones there for me were smaller in numbers, but they cared immeasurably. My best friend is the reason I found out she was going blind. The day she passed, I had to make the call, and it was not easy. My sister was with me. Leaving without her felt wrong that day, I walked a few miles to my other best friend’s house that day. It’s funny how death makes us so grateful for life. You never really know who has your back until death comes knocking. Hug your loved ones, and if you see this. Thank you for listening, I really hope more people hear about Minnie. She was my everything 💚
Minnie it is huh? Ig u were able to succeed in making people know about that name. This comment was a great way to do that. Rest assured the number of people who'll stumble over this comment will only increase with time. Minnie will be remembered. That is all.
I really like to read to long paragraphs likes this not because I am a nerd but it reveals a lot about person's character and i am sure u are a really good human 💖 that's why Minnie loved you all those years otherwise cats are a bit magestic creatures I fully understand your pain I can't communicate with people in school I was alone for 8years because i never knew how to live how to start a conversation and soon came to realise that people who are real to me come to me , someone on RUclips said this to me hear id was i think kitsuna something her kind words were really something that helped me muster some strength and amused me and we had the same intj face and we got judged by people on that basis without a second thought crossing their mind , I had three dogs three of them passed away all them were peaceful at the moment of their last breath I was unfortunate to not be able to hold them during their last breath I feel bad I still can't get head wrapped around it it sucks but that's how life is u must cherish everything every small thing so u don't regret while getting flash back on your last moment only peace and happy moments but life is a rollercoaster of ups and lows so 😅 it's pretty normal to have bad time as well as good but 😁 same they also don't last forever eventually your good time will come too , live so I can whistle and shout out " He played very well while clapping " Eventually my time come too I am 17 now but it can any time death doesn't come warning you it's a total Mistry immortality is curse it was always this way and it should always remain this way it was said that whoever born from this soil will mix with it eventually
"Love was never meant to stay forever, it was meant to end in order to really understand the purpose of it. It gets teached in every age of us, whether by a beloved pet dying or a family member leaving, maybe even just a good friend of your kindergarten. It was always meant to not be forever because otherwise, we wouldn't appreciate it even the slightest we currently do, that's the beauty and the pain of it, really..."
@@CanalRD I love this reply, you're right. I don't mean that love leaves u, hopefully it doesn't, but that u lose loved ones which makes love and the duration u can spend with someone only worth it, I hope I expressed it good, I'm tired af xD
I've never really lost someone in a death sense, my father left when I was too young to remember him. I actually think the biggest loss for me was my cat who was killed by a car accident while I was at school 2 yrs ago..... She was already quite sick at the old age of 15 and was there my whole life, before i was even born. Im trying extremely hard not to start hysterically crying while writing this in bed at night...Anyway!, have a great day/night, who ever actually read this full thing😅❤
If you know it’s the last time, that’s exactly why you should smile and enjoy it, you should always try to make your last memories of loved ones into something good to look back on and remember, it’ll hurt more to remember that’s for sure, but it’ll make you appreciate it, and them, all the more
108 reasons why to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it 101. Jesus loves you 102-105 is from youraveragecanofbeans8937 102. Life has potatoes, potatoes are life. 103. To prove to everyone that you aren't a loser 104. Anime(Some) 105. To watch your favorite cartoons. 106. To outlive your enemies 107. To become Spider-Man/Woman. . . 108. To die
There are Not enough reasons to stay Alive in this World to convince me to do it. So of this is the last time i ever write a comment. Thank you to AT least let me See this Goodbye life
I remember all those relationships gone by listening to this playlist...its so bittersweet, yet so beautiful like a dark blue sky. It feels so surreal. My friend had died a few years back, and surprisingly- I didn't shed any tears because I was too shocked. I still feel all the times that went by. It has all the songs I want to listen to when I paint or draw. Thanks:)
My grandma passed away suddenly in June 2020. We used to have the most beautiful relationship. To me she was like a second mother and my best friend. Unfortunately we never had the opportunity to see each other often because we lived far from each other, but we always loved each other immensely. When she passed away my world crumbled and I lost the ground beneath my feet. I fell into a deep depression that I'm only now starting to heal from. I remember perfectly the last time I saw her. I went to visit her for a couple of days and we had a lot of fun together. We laughed, we played cards, we ate our favorite things together... She also made me cabbage meatballs because she knew they were my favorite. When I had to go home I remember hugging her tightly and promising her that I would come back to visit her soon... if only I had known that that would be the last time I hugged her, I would have hugged her a thousand times harder. When I got in the car and drove off, I waved at her and she waved back at me. This is the last memory I have of her. Her, waving goodbye to me with tears in her eyes like every time I had to go home. I miss her very much. There isn't a day that I don't think about her, but I know that somehow she is still with me and that one day, maybe, I will see her again.
Why am i feeling like this is me writing all of this!?yk my grandma died last year in 2022 and she was the only one there for me ..she died from cancer ...the song where's my love reminds me of her...once she was really ill and everyone thought maybe it was her last time i cried so much and when she woke up she told me ahh i ain't gonna die this soon!
When I scroll through the comments I almost feel good about myself. It feels normal to just give yourself to your feelings and just let go for a moment. Listening to nice music. Reading about stories that cause same emotions and even worse. I wish you guys all the best. Enjoy life even though it might be hard sometimes. Feelings need to be expressed at some point, if in front and with others or alone doesn't really matter. If you came here to release emotions it might have been the best choice cus ending life is not the option. Have a great day and close your Eyes for a moment and think or just dont think. Everything will be fine.
I mourn the person who I used to be. When I look at old photos or videos of myself I always wonder where all that joy and happiness of my past self went. Somewhere along the way I lost all that. I honestly don’t like myself right now, but I don’t know how to change. I just wish I could go back to the me who loved life.
Imagine talking, playing, flirting and absolutely loving every bits of togetherness. Then one day she suddenly told you that she wouldn't want to talk to you anymore. It's been months, but I still greif. Now I'm here listening to this
it always gets better with time, and the one day u get flashback, call yourself a dumass, laugh and move on. for some sooner, for some later, but it always does.
I recently lost someone close to me, and I know it's been a lot, trying to distract myself from feeling anything. I want to feel numb and pretend everything is ok, but it's hard to keep that facade. But now, I want to try to heal and that is to start with letting myself feel those emotions I have been hiding away. Allow myself to cry and allow myself to vent those emotions in a healthy way, maybe writing, drawing, listening to music reflecting those emotions, etc. Listening to this playlist is helping me understand it's ok to reminisce on those moments, and it's ok to cry when I feel overwhelmed by those memories, but to also feel grateful to have them be a part of my life, even if they left before I could say goodbye. Thank you for letting me vent about this 💛
EDIT: It is now Christmas. Yesterday, Christmas Eve, I found two pictures of me and Newt last Christmas. It still stings but thank you for your kind words
im sorry for your loss, i know the feeling, i lost my cat in february, the same month as my birthday about a week or two before my actual birthday, i hate february now, and i just wanna give up after all thats happened, im tired of losing friends, animals, anything i care about
A loss is a loss, no matter who has died. Recovering from losing a loved one is always a tough time, but I know you can get through it. And don’t start hating Christmas because you lost a loved one, remember that it’s a time to spend with your remaining loved ones. It’s a time to remember loved ones whom you shared the day with in years past. I personally don’t celebrate Christmas so I’m not the best source, but trust me on this one mate.
this image is just like a memory. only after you've lost someone you begin to cherish the time you spent with them. though the image only shows two people having fun together, it's so much more deep. maybe it's one of the most important experiences of their lives, although they may not realize it at the time. It's incredible how memory serves as a sort of lens through which you can see the true value of the moments you spend with others. the happiness, the satisfaction, love and enjoyment you feel just because the other person is there with you. that's why I do my best to cherish every single moment I spend with my friends, family and hopefully lover someday.
Im just broken in life, Lost my father 2 years ago the last time i saw him was in the hospital . Academic pressure, No people to play around, Just feeling the loneliness even though i have friends dont feel they are real its just me trying to care them, Act like everything is normal but everything im undergoing is just depressing. The music adds the sadness and makes me feel lost in the void . Hope life gets better ; ' (
2023 has been the worst year for me. I'm pretty sure I cried almost every single day. Both of my best friends went across the country, and one of them avoided me for the last few months before school ended. I felt hurt, but I thought positively, saying I could talk to him in the holidays since his house was close. My last time in his house, was when we were planning to gather our trio another time since one of us didn't have time that day. If only I knew there wasn't another time. My heart shattered into pieces the moment I found out both of my childhood best friends moved. "It's okay, you can still message and call them" my optimism told me. But, I realized that both of them moved on. They didn't reply or respond to any of my texts and calls. I thought they had the same feel of best friendship I had towards them, but I was wrong. Everyday I kept praying that I could meet them again, even though it was impossible. I went through the five stages of grief in 3 months. It felt like my heart was screaming at me, asking why I didn't enjoy and cherish the moments I had with them both. But then again, both of them have new friends now. I didnt matter to them that much. I still can't move on. There's no way I'll ever have a best friend after experiencing this. When I was still with them both, I didn't care or pay attention to what was happening in our class. After they left, my friend told me that all of my girl classmates were gossiping about me. About my friendship with my two best friends. They were saying that I was in love with them. I felt so hurt, because just because I have two boy best friends doesn't mean I'm in love. I had taken an oath way long ago to not fall in love, and to just focus on my studies and friends. But, my classmates keep gossiping about me so much, hurtful things they are. If my best friends were still here with me, I would have vented to them way long ago, and I could have felt happy. I felt so frustrated because I wasn't in love, and I'm honestly hurting.
Everyone has dealt with their own blows this year, admittedly a tough one Stay strong, stay optimistic, You're apparently a beautiful soul, and let it keep radiating. Don't lose your smile, don't lose your cheer
Don't give up, my man. I don't know where you live or how old you are, but please hold on to hope, as it exists. Start reading books; they will make you better. Ignore the foolish ones and focus on yourself. Challenge yourself and begin improving. I recommend reading the book 'The Art of Wise Living' by Schopenhauer, and never lose hope, and try to find happiness in the small things ."
In 2016 i had a kid. It was an accident. I was a careless teenager. I never knew how much of a dad i could be, let alone if i had the strength to do it. My sons name was Elijah. I.. he loved sugar gliders. He had dark brown curly hair like his mom, Kristen. She told me if she ever lost him, she'd lose herself, and being careless i thought of it like a joke. I regret that. In 2019, a few days after his birthday, the doctor said in a checkup that his organs were failing, and he wouldn't survive throughout the week. That.. hit us the hardest. He was my new reason to smile, especially when he called me "Dada" at the age of 3, he had the brightest smile and cutest laugh. He.. passed in 2019. A week later Kristen had lost all reason and wouldn't talk to me, leave her room, and wouldn't stop crying. I.. wish i tried harder to talk to her.. but losing Elijah hurt me too. I was distant, hurting and depressed. She.. took her own life in 2020. Said in a letter that it wasn't my fault, she just wanted to be with our son again. All these years later i.. i don't blame her but i still miss them both. Immeasurably. Kristen, if you or our son read this somehow, i continue to live in your memory. I will stay strong, remembering your smile, your love and care, and how you could fix all my problems.. i love you. I always will. -Tyler
At 30 years of age, I have had to experience many last goodbye's. Anywhere from classmates, close friends, pets, to my family. I even have clothes designated in my closet specifically for attending funerals. There are many here younger than me seeking solace and some semblance of peace within this playlist and I sincerely hope you find it. I wish I could say the hurt will go away, that it'll be easy to move on, but I wouldn't want to lie like that. What I can offer is the knowledge that tomorrow will be there waiting for you, the ache will linger, as time moves on you will gradually let yourself heal. Loss is something you need time to recover from, grief shouldn't be swept aside. With time things will ease, you'll find yourself getting back to your routines, but taking a moment to reflect and reminisce will find it's way into your thoughts. That is a sign you're getting better. Seek counseling, or speak with your family, close confidants, friends if you ever have troubles or worries. It will be ok ❤
ive become just dull i just dont feel any more why be hurt so much every day when i can just not feel the misery of every day not feel the pain and loss and the lonelyness of every day
I cant believe i lost my best friend of 18 years. Now im going on 19 without her..my birthday is in 7 days. But without my Abby , i cant turn 19. Not without her, we grew up together, we eere the ones who hid from our parents who came to pick us up. The family game nights were so fun, with everyone trying to win. But Abby and I wanted to have fun snd cheat, and we never got caught. But then our 14th birthdays came up (we were two days apart). She turned 14 , and things started to take a turn. She became so didtant, i went to her house every day , even if she was sick. But the night before she died we were on a call. "Remember, i love you. And I'll always be here for you in every way" i didn't understand till the next night. She took her life. Its been so so hard, and today i cant even imagine how many people are going yo ask me "Are you okay" . Especially school, people will ask me so much that i will ball my eyes out. Without Abby im so alone. She was the one who cared the most, the one who understood me the most. But the one who was there for my highs and lows. She was there for me when i was at my lowest point when my brother had passed. And now without thoose two. Im alone. My mom was asking a lot yesterday if i was okay. K kept crying, i still have mascara on my face. Im lost. Im really lost without her. Because she'd be right here right now. We would've had a sleepover and had our usual movies and forts. Now she's gone. Gone for good...the last things we said to each other was "I love you Abby, cant wait to make cookies tomorrow", and she said "Yep!". But she was hurting..and she didn't sah anything. I knew she was off, but she was off for four years and finally ended the pain. And im alone. Her mom is giving me a box of things that she wrote my name on awhile ago. As if she planned this since she was 14.. Abby i miss you so much. Im sorry i didnt see it. I'm sorry. I know there was nothing we coulve done to help you..But i need you, and im all alone down here. Theres the group but..they all are close and you were my girl. My world, and now they can look at me and ask if im okay, or if im gonna cry, or if im lonley or jealous. I really didnt think youd do this..i know theres a reason and im sorry. I love you so so much Abby, and i can't let go. I can't let go of the one person who cared more than anyone in the world. I really hope your not watching me cry writing this. Because the one thing we both hated. Was crying alone..we always had to cry with each other.
Ohhh baby I'm so sorry to hear this I can feel your pain and no words can't describe this but stay strong and remember everything happens for a reason and she's in a better place now I wish if I can talk to you in a person or can do anything to you but missing someone was that close to you is so hard I know but please stay strong
stuff like this amongst some other reasons is what keeps me from even thinking about committing. no matter how much im hurting, nothing hurts as much as imagining how sad my friends and family would be, how my dog would always turn to the door, hoping id be there.. but i wouldn't be. the thought of me not existing terrifies me, it haunts me, that's a reason, too. the food my mom would make tomorrow - i wouldn't be able to taste it. the words of my parents and friends, i wouldn't be able to hear them. the warm touch and hug of anyone im destined to hug in the future.. i wouldn't feel. sorry.
I feel like my life is going downhill fast..... everthing never seem to be enough, everyone just discourages me. But this playlist is like my escape to this reality, it's just so comforting
Sounds like a critical Phase of Self Actualization to me. You start letting go of Victim Role and take your Self Responsibility and Freedom back. You start redifining yourself, realize what is really important for YOU .... and what is NOT. Life becomes brighter, more beautiful and better, but then.... your Social Circle (Friends, Family) starts to reject you. You try to solve their Complaints and better the Relationship, but no matter what, their complaints never stop. The Truth is you never did anything wrong, but they also did not do anything wrong too. The Real cause of Friction is... "you started to outgrow them and they couldn't or wouldn't keep up". They want to pull you down to their low level "endless self Pity Club" ("They can never get enough"), because it is "comfortable", but never "good". But you can't or won't take it anymore, life is too short and precious to waste it on useless stuff (anymore)! You have to let them go. Even it means letting go Friends and even Family. Losing them will improve your Life instantly, because it they really cared about Feelings, they would be happy for you. Everyones Journey to Self Improvement/ Self Healing starts off lonely. It is just a temporary Phase until you find a new Social Circle that recognized your Value! But you have to keep searching and fighting for it! It is a incredible wide World and with incredible many great Humans out there, that can't wait to meet and welcome you! It is worth it! You are worth it!!! Keep going.😎🥰😎
Completely relatable, I feel exactly that, but not downhill… falling from a cliff, that’s how bad mine is, but still… I feel your pain, and keep going, it will get better.
All these songs have gotten me through some of the toughest sh*t in my life. They all give me a sense of peace for the time being. Replaying memories in my head of when i was younger, happy, living life to its fullest, that’s what this playlist allows me to do. It brings back many memories that are bad too tho, memories of my dad and mom. Long story short they’re no longer with us on the face of earth. Wishing every night I would’ve said ‘i love you’ one last time to my mom, giving her one last hug, one last goodbye. Knowing her last words would’ve been comforting too. Listening to this is like having the peace and comfort that i needed that one night. It’s one of the missing pieces i needed to heal. Have you ever just sat/laid there thinking about life? Like genuinely just thinking “wow, I’m actually breathing. Sooner or later i wont be though and I’ll never know when that day is coming.” Like damn, we all exist right now. Like some days just feel so surreal to you that you think it’s all just a dream. nothing feels real to touch, to see, to smell, to hear. When you’re life is crumbling right before you and all you can do is accept it and watch it get destroyed. You sit there thinking “Why do I not fit in? Why do i have to overthink everything. Why is nothing ever in my favor…” Times like that mess people up. And half the world is too blind to realize that struggling and being mentally drained everyday isn’t something people want to show because we’re afraid to be judged or called emo. Nothing feels real anymore. Life doesn’t feel real.
I can only offer words of comfort but it won't heal your wounds the last u should have said will always hurt you , you may not have said her goodbye but your mom probably was having a great dream like your old days treating u like a kid amd bid her last farewell until death do you two apart she is probably watching over you don't make her shout on u now 😂 be a fine man and make her proud so she shout that's my son ❤
@@eren-yeager-rest-in-peace wow honestly that helped some, like words of comfort mean a lot and shoot im really grateful for you. I’m very sorry about your pets though, im sure they were thinking about in their last moments. You seem like a kind genuine person and that’s hard to find in someone. I hope things get better for you and I hope that you have a wonderful rest of your life, kind stranger :)
@@Titus-id4htsame to you brother, when people are at their lowest point they doesn't have anything to lose but they very well if they do something it will only contribute to progress cause there is no lower point than this therefore if u do something u will only rise ❤ lets move forward I just took a screenshot of one other chats I found really something common in three of us and don't want to forget this conversation the other was also like u and me we all share our load of problems 😂 so indirectly we are never alone even when we are locked up inside room even when we are the top where no one can reach there are always people going through same or sharing same fate as others this is just a theory of mine which helps we view this world from a positive angle wishing u luck my friend
The fact that the strangers under this playlist support each other and people in real life just don‘t care.Thank you to the person making this playlist and thank you to the people supporting each other in the comments.Have a great day/night stranger and know that your loved!🫶🏻
People in real life do care. Not everyone. It's just that everyone is overwhelmed with all that happens. There's a fear that by caring too much about what happens to someone we'll lost ourselves into it. Our time here is limited. We're just trying what we can that we know won't take us forever. There's some people you can't help because they don't try to help themselves. There's some who would rely too much on you and/or spend your entire days complaining about everything that's wrong. There's some who would just stop being thankful if you do the smallest mistake. It's hard to trust those days. In my opinion the issue is that societies from the entire world are slowly but progressively falling apart. So many problems arise. And it isn't easy. Everyone has problems and issues. We try to do what's possible. Yes we could also hear each other and support ourselves like in the comments. But it's not as easy. Most people will never talk about what's going wrong in their lives until they reach their limit. And they won't talk to it to strangers. Here's it's simple. Read what the person wrote if you want, leave a comment if you want. There's no engagement, no real obligation to answer. If something bothers you, you can just leave and never come back.
You can either keep listening to sad music all the time or you can find a purpose that isn't love. A purpose that keeps you happy even after the worst relationship experience ever. It doesn't have to be big, it can be something small. Just... do something and don't do the mistake I did. I wasted a year crying over my relationship because I listened to so much sentimental music that made me more depressed than I wanted to be and I bet I would've coped way faster without it. You got this!
Look at you, you've been through so much and yet you're still here you're still going, and so many aren't and I'm so pround of you, you're so strong you're doing great keep going I believe in you! :)
I saw your comment months ago and took a screenshot of it and weeks ago I've been through smth that made me question why certain things just happened and why one person came to my life to disappeared suddenly leaving me with a broken heart felt like his appearance in my life was too unnecessary but I've always came to see your comment, it helped alot. Thanks mate
@@mikasaackerman4237don't listen to him, that's a lie. Not everything in life happens for a reason, anything you perceive that way is just a coincidence. Whatever happened to you wasn't some sort of calculated message to you, it was a completely random occurrence that had no meaning whatsoever. Do you realize how many bad things happen in a day, do you really think every single action has some sort of positive message to it? That's ridiculous, the truth is you were unlucky and you got hurt because of it. The world doesn't care about you or anyone for that matter, it's just random nonsense that has a 50/50 chance of hurting you or making you happy.
I had a cat who was named Whiskers, he was everything to me has he helped through my suicidal thoughts, my SA experiences, having emotionally unavailable parents, literally everything. At the time he was the only thing i had, and he passed during 2021 or 2022, time is foggy around that time. I'll spare the details but he was standing when he was put to asleep, i blinked and he was gone. It was the first time i EVER saw my brother cry. We just stood there hugging each other. At the time he passed when i got home, i felt my heart almost ripping. An experience I'll never forget. Later on my other cat Emma stepped up and filled in his shoes. She helped me with being sick, and my other problems I've almost healed besides my CPTSD, as it took me 12 years to get better. Emma is the best, and I hope anyone listening to this will feel better soon.
🌟 Reading through these heartfelt comments has been both moving and poignant. Each shared memory seems to paint a canvas of emotions, capturing the beauty and fragility of life. "I didn't know it was our last time together" - those words resonate deeply, reminding us to cherish every moment with our loved ones. Your stories here are a testament to the profound impact that people, now cherished memories, have left in our lives. In this space of shared reflection, I couldn't help but be touched by the collective strength and resilience expressed here. It's as if each comment adds a note to a universal melody of love, loss, and the enduring spirit of those who live on in our hearts. May the beauty of these shared memories continue to bring solace and connection. In your stories, I find a shared humanity that binds us all. Thank you for opening up and allowing us to glimpse the precious moments that shape our existence. Sending love and solidarity to each and every one of you. 💖🕊
To anyone who is thinking of ending it all, don't. You are worth every breath you take, you are worth every step you make. You are worth the friends you make along the way, don't think that you deserve nothing, because that's the opposite of the truth, you deserve more than the ones who hurt you. Take a breath, get some water and some food, put down the rope, the knife, whatever you have, and just relax. If no one has told you this today, you are worth it. You are loved, and if no one you knows loves you, know I do, I care for you. Please just keep trying, I promise it gets better, no matter how low you are. It will, you just need to give it time. -love nyx. 24/11/23......goodbye....
Ребята, неважно, на каком языке вы разговариваете, что вы сейчас переживаете, чтобы не стряслось, знайте, что ночь меняется восходом солнца, а после дождя сияет радуга. Я уверена, что в вашей жизни все наладится, раны заживут, обыды простятся, горечь забудется. Проживите эту тёмную полосу вашей жизни. Всё наладится ❤
забавная опечатка в слове "обыды" мне правда помогла, как бы странно это ни звучало, - я неожиданно для самого себя улыбнулся впервые за день. спасибо за этот комментарий, мне стало немного легче благодаря вам!
My mom once said “In such an uncertain world, live a day fully as much as you can since you’ll never know when and how”, I never understand what she wanted to navigate me through but more years later, I can finally understand it. My mom ain’t present anymore but I don’t have any remorse or regret since that day I was trying my best to live my life as she said me to even though I didn’t understand, I made sure to say ‘I love you the most, Mommy’ every single day. The world is uncertain, the tomorrows are uncertain but saying you do love to someone you really cares for will make them really in cloud nine and certainty is 100%.
Mi hermano menor, Raul, murió este 4 de noviembre de 2023. 37 Años, un gran doctor, conductor de motocicletas altamente responsable y con un gran amor por los gatos. No hay día que no sienta arrepentimiento por no pasar más tiempo con el, pedirle perdón si alguna vez en un acto de enojo lo ofendí. Nos fue arrebatado muy joven. Este tipo de playlist le encantaba. Raul, si al morir se me diera la oportunidad de volver a nacer, sin dudarlo, pediría volver a ser tu hermano. Te amo Raul y espero que nos volvamos a ver,
Me gusto tú frase "si al morir me dieran la oportunidad de volver nacer", porque marca lo valioso que hace a algo merecedor de ese adjetivo, el obvio pero crudo hecho de que lo importante no nace de lo que se da por hecho sino de reconocer que todo es una opción que emerge de la más pura de las incertidumbres, el amor es parte de eso que emerge a veces, y el dolor por la perdida de esos amores es la huella del gran vació en el mundo que deja para los que se quedan ese alguien que a salido del camino, es la demostración inequívoca de que en este mar de probabilidades las cosas bellas y hermosas nacen y desaparecen a la par, saber esto crea fe probarlo forma la resiliencia, y si algo quieren aquellos que nos amaron y con los que el azar nos hizo estar es que tengamos esa resiliencia para seguir en cada amanecer que tengamos la fortuna de atestiguar; que tu luto pues sea provechoso y que el amor por otros ya sean cercanos o lejanos pero íntimos para ti siempre sea una opción por la cual quieras arriesgarte🌱, mi respeto a tu perdida y mis disculpas por hablarte de la nada, pero me recordó tu frase a alguien a con quien me hubiera gustado en su momento tener las palabras para poder decirle algo útil solo porque debía decírselo, suerte🍀.
Lamento mucho tu pérdida, pero soy un niño filipino, pero también tengo 10 años, pero todavía estoy triste porque tu hermano murió tan joven, pero también podría suicidarme pronto.
@@Bubble.blows.y I don't know if you are still here, but if you are it's nice to know that you have been strong for so long. I hope you will be here tomorrow. If not, I hope you have a nice rest or journey. ❤
As I sit down to write these words, a flood of memories rushes back, memories that have been an integral part of my life for the past 12 years. I want to express something that I've kept within the depths of my heart all this time-my unwavering love for her. Since our school days, she has been a beacon of light in my life. she might not have known, but I've admired her from afar, cherishing each moment where our paths crossed, even if it was just a fleeting glance. her presence had a way of making everything brighter, infusing joy into the mundane routine of school life. I've often wondered what it would have been like if I had mustered the courage to approach her, to speak about the feelings that have remained hidden for so long. But alas, fear and uncertainty held me back, leaving my affection confined within the walls of my heart. I don't know if she ever noticed the admiration in my eyes or sensed the unspoken words I wished to convey. Love, in my case, remained a one-sided affair, a silent witness to the passing years of our lives. Despite the uncertainty of her feelings towards me, my love for you has endured, transcending time and distance. her smile, her laughter, and her mere presence have been the inspiration behind many of my happiest moments. Today, as I muster the courage to articulate these feelings, I want you to know that my love for you has been pure, genuine, and unwavering throughout these years. I've respected your space and never wanted to impose my feelings on you, but I couldn't let this moment pass without expressing the depth of emotions I've carried for so long. Whether or not she reciprocate these feelings, I hold no expectations. I simply wanted to unburden my heart. If fate permits our paths to cross again, I would cherish the opportunity to converse, to understand your thoughts and feelings. Regardless of the outcome, I'll always carry the memories of our unspoken connection with warmth and gratitude.
I don't know why I wrote this but I am feeling very empty from last few days as our school life has came to an end and I don't even know If I will ever get a chance to meet her...
Because of her, my pen danced, crafting novels and verses where she reigned as the protagonist. Now, after twelve years of unrequited love, as the final chapter closes, an eerie emptiness fills me. All that remains are her memories and the poems that echo my affection for her...
"is this real?" I asked myself that once, I was a little worried that I was hallucinating my whole life or something, then I thought "well, I have a life, and whether it's real or not, it's my life and it seems real enough to me. I'm going to live" or something like that I thought. I think I'm finally learning how to do things, but I'm worried about the people I love, that they're not having such a good time. I want to help them but I don't really know how. I'm afraid that things I say or do could make it worse. I will still give my love, my arms, my compliments, my words, whatever I can give so they know that I love them. Maybe I will regret what I am saying and doing now, but I will do it, I will try not to stop, every time I do I learn, I don't want to stop, I don't want to make them cry, I want to live a good life and I want to be happy watching them live and be happy , even if I don't know how to do it or what I do.
I hope that I have not been contradictory and that what I have said has made sense, I am still learning to express myself, to self-analyze and to be sincere.
I lost my mom 7 years ago. She was my other half and when she left it was sudden and took my heart away. I miss her so much but listening to these songs make me feel as though it's her telling me that it's okay now.
I am so sorry for your loss, your mom is looking down on you for your safety and your health. I hope you heal soon for this horrible thing that happen to you, no one should go though that kind of pain. I am praying for you.
when I said goodbye to my girlfriend at the airport because she had to go home for summer (we are in uni) I felt this pit in my stomach because I somehow knew it would be the last time I would see my girl. When I saw her for the first time in the airport after summer I knew my girl was gone for better or for worse. the day after I helped her move in she broke up with me. it hurts but for both parties I believe she made the best decision but dang it hurts and I just wanted to get it out because I've moved on and don't want her back but now I'm just processing so that I don't ball up all the emotion.
Today is my birthday, it so happens that I live far from my family and have no friends. And this is my fifth year when no one congratulates me and says: “I’m so glad you were born”...I turned on this playlist to have dinner and stop hearing the oppressive silence❤ Я так устал
С днём рождения! Я прочла твой комментарий, и думала ответить на английском. Однако увидев в конце слова на русском, я поняла может это судьба и мне было предначертано поздравить тебя? Не сдавайся! Я надеюсь что то, ради чего ты сейчас вдалеке от своего дома, то ради чего ты все эти годы так старался придет к тебе) Друзья появляются внезапно, поэтому не печалься ведь они обязательно появятся!Я не могу знать точно степень твоей грусти и усталости, однако я надеюсь что после этого дня рождения у тебя все наладится. И все начнется с чистого листа. ПОЗДРАВЛЯЮ С ДНЕМ РОЖДЕНИЯ!🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🎉🎉🎉
Happy late birthday mate. I’m disappointed that only one other person wished you a happy birthday, so on behalf of the internet we wish you a Happy late Birthday!
sometimes i feel like my entire life is just fading away. i don’t find joy in things anymore. months are passing by so fast, it’s 2024 and it still feels like 2021. i try to think of things that i like when people ask me but i just can’t think of more than maybe 4 things. music, my friends, art, taekwondo. all my hobbies are just platforms for me to get my emotions out and i don’t think that’s normal. i don’t think normal people pick things as their hobbies cause that’s the only way they won’t explode at their friends and family’s after bottling up every emotion. taekwondo - releasing anger, music - any emotion that i wanna put into a song, art - making my emotions into something concrete that’s beautiful and has value. i don’t feel like a real person sometimes. i kinda feel like a computer program, just spending everyday waiting for something to happen and everything being preplanned for me, like i have no control over what the future will bring me. all i want is to be happy and to be loved for who i am. is that too much to ask for?
tbh... it's even harder when you're in a relationship and suddenly feel how everything slowly falls apart... like there are more arguments, more lies or just totally not saying anything at all to not upset the partner or just do everything out of habit without that much love, but you keep telling yourself , it will get better bc there are still those little moments when its ok... and then one night you lie awake next to the person who you love so much, then you start asking yourself if it's still possible to go back to those moments when everything fell into place and the whole world belonged to you and together you made so awesome memories and sweared that it never end, that you will support eachother and communicate about problems to not loose such moments.... and now its just a relationship because you got used to it and nothing like you hoped it would be.... and you try to work it out but nothing helps and those happy moments get lost in the clutter of everything... so there is really nothing that could help you two... therefor you debate about the one thing you hoped to never think about... letting your partner, who you may still have feelings to, become a memory........ f*ck this shit... and then it ends in the worst breakup ever despite you trying everything to make it as comfortable a break up can be.... thats how this feels
Yesterday i got a phone call from a friend that one of the bros from our friend group had shot himself in the head. I was barely a part of this group, but regardless this guy always stood out from most others. Always smiling, always happy, life of the party. he was the last person i’d expect. And like i said, i was not close to him, but when someone you’ve even just met does that… it affects you. It sounds like he will live, but he’ll never be the same. Anyone in your life could be suffering in silence. Check in on the ones you love the most and enjoy every moment with every person, life in unpredictable and you never know when you’ll never see someone again. So while this acquaintance is not fully lost, i know that it could happen again to someone i’m close to. I’ll never approach life the same and for that i’m almost grateful.
You don't need to romanticize it, you are in a movie. Your own movie. And you can make it a movie that is oscar worthy, Because you are in it. You are the storyteller, you are the plotmaker, you are the director of your own movie.
Why does this one video just make me start bursting into tears..? It's like I remember every bad thing that happened to me when I listened to this playlist
2023 has been pretty rocky for me, even more so than 2020 was I'd say. I've lost many people through out this year, some people I thought I'd go through life together with. But of course, nothing, *nothing* lasts. I know and accept that fact, and yet, it still hurts. I don't think I'll ever truly get over all the loses I had this year, I can just try my hardest to look forward.
I lost my bff today. He went away... for 10 years. This playlist just helps me too like probably everyone else here. I don't know if I will be able to see or talk to him ever again. This is the kind of things I hate living in my life. I know him since this year and I've spent the best moments in my life with this special person. I never wanted him to get away and I was so attached to him that I'm now thinking about things I don't want to... The worst part is, I couldn't even say goodbye. All I wish is that he could come back "soon" and safe.
my story wasn't that bad compared to you guys, but somehow, my heart still misses a beat every time i think about a friend that i came across on a game. he showed me what "true friend" was actually like, and that he was the first person making me burst out laughing, that he was the first person immediately texting me when i had just been online for a second. yes, just like the playlist title, i never knew that that conversation was the last time we had with each other since i had to study at school a lot and i didn't have enough time to use my phone. when i logged into the game again, he'd gone, and never come back since several years ago
I'm sorry for your loss. Not something I can relate to on a personal level but something that is really unsettling. Perhaps because of the fact that the person you met was someone completely unknown to you. A bond that was totally real. We do really have a lot of mutual friends but none like that one person you met on a game. I hope you find your person back. Best of luck
Same here but it wasn't in a game it was in an app... I knew him for a month but hold on that month felt like years and I miss him so much and wish if I can talk to him for a second, he will never know how much he meant to me and will always mean to me. I just wish I have a repeat button
when my brother and sister passed i didnt know that it was the last time i would get to spend with them...i questioned reality and what i did to deserve it..but i realized life is short and unpredictable...there was no given time on how long they would stay and i would get with them...every day i miss them and wish that i had more time with them...but i know that they are happier and safer than they ever could be here with me....they are free and nothing can hold them back anymore...I thank them everyday for what they taught me ❤🩹 I love and miss yall so much... cant wait to see you again❤🩹❤🩹
*_"When a man cries, it isn't because he is weak, but because he is strong for too long."_* *_"Every tear tells a story. People don't cry for no reason."_* *_"When the person who gave you memories, become a memory."_* *_"In every hello, there is a goodbye."_*
my best friend died at the end of summer... I thought this summer would be the best summer in my life, but actually not... we just met once in real life, but we text almost every day. we had a lot of things in common, and we were like two peas in a pod. She is my other half, even though we have only been friends for a year. i sometimes still cry about it and sometimes forget that shes gone. and now... I found this playlist and it became my comfort playlist ever since. thank you for making this lovely and beautiful playlist...
We put my dog down in June. I know this playlist doesn’t exactly match, as I knew it was happening, but it’s never fully sunk in that those last minutes in the vet’s room were the LAST. He was 2 years older than me, so lived an EXTREMELY long life for a dog. I know it was best, but that doesn’t take away the hurt of my best ever friend being gone. I just want to hold him again. I want to hear the patter of his claws on our kitchen tiles. I miss him.
I had to put my dog down too. She was barely 1 year old and the vet couldn’t do anything to fix her seizures. It’s been 5 years and I still miss her and her odd habits. She once ate straight through the rind of a watermelon we left on the pantry floor. I still think about her and dream about her and cry sometimes over her being gone. At the same time, my dog now wouldn’t have a home if things hadn’t happened the way they did. I’m still making peace with that and trying to cherish the memories I have so they don’t fade. I hope you find peace too even if it still hurts ❤
@@liesl5313 I'm so sorry for your loss. I can never begin to imagine how hard it must have been losing her at such a young age, given mine was 17. I hope you also find peace, and I'm always here to talk if needs be
It's been such a long time but, my only brother passed away 16 years ago. I never met him but he left me to grow alone and watch everyone else around me have siblings. I still imagine that when I smile, he smiles with me from above the stars. And when I cry, his soul comforts me. It feels like I lost a part of myself when he passed Recently I had the worst fall out with my 2 best friends. And I was depressed for months. Thinking of my brother asking god to help his little sister was a comforting thought. Dear big brother, I hope you know that I love you the stars, beyond and back again a million times. Though we never really knew each other, I love you... Thank you for reading this, I just needed to vent it out ig
This playlist hit harder than it should've... I've lost 3 people to suicide, always worried about my ex committing suicide, and almost lost another friend last night. I miss them all so much. I'm only 14, I never thought I'd actually have to witness so many people leaving like that. Its so difficult to not just break down and run away from everything... Sorry i just needed to say that, great playlist
''What isn’t risky in this world? In my opinion, there are none. Even if you don’t take the risk now, you will take the risk later.”, “So no matter what you choose, it doesn’t matter. It’s just choosing the one that would leave behind fewer regrets.”
The woman in my life i loved the most, that i could see having a real loving relationship with, with kids and the whole everything was killed last month in a driving accident, a few days ago my dog passed 3 days ago and ive lost 3 family members in the past six months, God gives his hardest battles to his strongest warriors but sometimes i think im not strong enough. Tears haven't flown from my eyes in at least 6 years now and im so tired, not tired of being a shoulder to cry on cause im happy being able to be a pillar of strength for those around me to weep on, but i want my day to cry i want to feel sadness in its harshest, most painful ways provided to me but i cant. Im proud of all of you who can shed a tear for your lost friends and relatives, remember It can't rain forever.
This artwork gives me a familiar feeling… the lighting/colors isn’t amazing if anything it’s a bit dull but for some reason, somehow, it gives me so much comfort…
I know, life isn’t easy, and you know what it’s okay to feel depressed, sad or anxious about it, You just have to know that you’re enough on this earth, I think you’re enough, I’m even proud of you, Juste because you stand up everyday, You try to eat a little (or even if you’re juste like eating it’s okay) You try to take to you’re médecin, You try to get out of bed, You try to stay hydrate even if it’s a little, And everything that you do is enough, It’s more than okay to do that, And I’m proud of all the courage you have to even considère doing that, Continue like that:) It will get better, Not now but I can promise that you will get better It’s okay to be unhappy, I’m unhappy sometime and I had a lot of depressed episode but even when I cannot even move from my bed, I try to think, I try to take a step or two from the situation and to be sure that after letting myself down in some week or not I will try to ask for help and that okay too. Just be yourself continue like that :) You have a kind soul a kind heart
this video makes me feel good and stops some pretty dark thoughts thanks so much for making this video it helps me and i thonk i speak for everyone when i say it helps get back in to a happy relaxed place not genuarly happy but for me my happy place is when im feeling like i want to zone my self of from everyone and be alone only then is when i can relax and be ok thank you so much please keep up the work
this is exactly how I felt and still feel after the pandemic happened. back when it first started I legitimately thought i would never see my friends or the outside world ever again. im *lucky* to even have the present i have now but how long would it be until i'm all alone again? i think about that a lot. i know it's inevitable, but for once i just want to feel alive with them again, even for just a moment. show all the love and life inside of you before it's all gone again
I have never lost someone who is close to me so I don’t exactly know how it feels, all I know is that it’s very painful and hard to deal with. If you have ever lost someone don’t go down into a pit of sorrow or pain you know they wouldn’t want that for you. When something happens you always have to know it’s for a reason. Maybe you might not understand this reason or why it happened but there is a reason. There is always a reason for something to happen. When you are down do things to make you happy. Do something that they would want for you. Be near someone who makes you happy. Maybe you might just need a break from everyone and sit alone and listen to music. It’s fine to take breaks or cry or break down just never let it kill you. Know that people still love you and that you have to stay strong for them. Don’t let someone bring you down like a bully or a loved one. We live once so make the most of it (I love you❤️)
Thank you for making this playlist. At least all of the strangers present here are supporting each other , just because of this playlist all of us could support each other by sharing some healing words. Keep up the good work.
The first half of this year was an absolutely lovely experience, full of love and memories. But the second half took everything away from me. Everything's going downhill since the day he left, all my mistakes were on my shoulders at once. It's the last month of year, it's tiring and there's nothing left for me to give to anyone. I'm praying for a better future, everything hurts but maybe one day it wont, not anymore.
Hey just know that you have to push through for the future,it's gonna be painful but who knows what the future holds.I am going through the same thing as you actually and it hurts to even get reminded of her.Im sure the future holds greater things for us.i like to remind myself that God takes something or someone from me to give me something better in the future.
man im not gonna lie i was in a dark place and ive been like kinda trying to fake it till you make it these last few months and now all of a sudden im tired of it again, i feel angry, annoyed and sad like i just wanna break down and cry . listening to this was just so amazing it helped me feel all that and feeling it helped. i read a sad wattpad book and cried while listening to the music. so stranger hanks for making this playlist, means a lot.
Does it really matter how sad or how broken we are? It's just that, despite everything that happens a resilient soul always founds the will to go on, even in the depths of its own abyss.
My best friend, college roommate, colleague for over 10 years has just passed away. We see each other everyday at work, every time he messes up the work, I just complain about it. After he resign due to health issue, I thought I can make up to him by appreciating him more in the future. But life is short, really short. After a few weeks, he just passed away without leaving anything behind. I thought I had all the time in the world but he doesn’t. So appreciate everyone beside you while you still can, life is short.
I came along this playlist, and it hit me in the feels to vent out my feelings here that I will probably never come across people I know. Its 3.15 am now and all I know is that alas the end of this March might be the last time I see her again. I am a person who has always loved my past lovers deeply. My current lover, my beloved Jasmine is the literal pivot of my life. She has given me the opportunity to let me truly be myself, with my family, peers, strangers and friends. I feel more comfortable in my own skin more than I ever did before I met her. She makes me the happiest, I love being happy with her, and making her happy. Seeing her laugh and smile makes me feel like it's a dream that I never want to wake up from. If I could put her in my pocket, I would take her everywhere I go. When the whole world feels like its crashing down on me, she made me feel safe and loved. I love being her arms whenever I'm with her, even though I am taller than her she never fails to make me melt into her arms. As time will pass by, I would only wish for us to stay the same and continue to love each other dearly. I only have 12 days left in this country where I met her and will be moving to UK soon. There's going to be a time difference, so I'm afraid the difference in time will change the way we promised the end for each other. I'm 22 this year and I'm just about to take my degree, while she is 25 and has graduated her degree and has worked 2 internship jobs and is currently studying for her masters. She has mentioned a few times that she wants to settle down and get married this year and I want that too but with the current capabilities that I have now, I might not be able to give that to her. I figured since my degree could take almost 3 years, I might be able to save enough to get engaged with her and marry her later on after I graduate. Now circling back to when I said that "this March might be the last time I see her again." It's only because she has mentioned that she can't do long distance. These few weeks has been hard since breaking the news out to her at the start of March took a huge toll on the both of us. She told me that she couldn't handle the fact that I was leaving and that she can't do long distance with me and blocked me everywhere except texting in iMessage and WhatsApp. Even though it broke me up in tears that she has given up on me, I didn't give up on her. We managed to talk but I'm not sure what she feels right now though I do know she is still trying to take it well and is kind of avoiding me. Which sucks since she is the only person I want to confide to and to fall asleep on call with. There's much more but my eyes are closing now. Venting on the internet does feel nice after all. I'll get to the rest if I have the time to. Cheers to a calming playlist and to people who love, are loving, and have loved.
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thx 💖💖
@@vct9597 anytime 🤍
this old one is better bro
@@lemonsan I guess having both won’t be bad too, y’all can choose
"Forgive others, not because they deserve forgiveness, but because you deserve peace "
U also get peace with revenge
Is this a TheAnimeMen reference?
broke up with a guy i trusted my life with. we were friends for 4 years+ then started dating. after 3-4 months in relationship, he cheated on me, and said "my bad i won't do it again". how exactly am i supposed to forgive him?
@@ignite14 yessir
@@AyoKasdeya you tell me
"All it takes is 1 song to bring back 1,000 memories"
noble truth
But i cant remember it 😢
It takes one song to keep me alive for another day..
So true
All i remember are the sad ones😕
The saddest part of life is when the person who gave you the best memories becomes a memory.
just dont let it happend bro if is this any possible...
@@x1staZ1x but reality will force it to happen and thats what's known as fate
True , but also true when the person who is always in your memory becomes the memory who you can't get over with , people want you to but you can't, simply because you will always feel for them no matter what
I don’t really know why I’m writing this, but this playlist stirred up my heart. My best friend, the only woman I ever truly loved. was taken form me in 2021 and it still feels like she passed yesterday. It’s always hard and i miss her everyday, she was by far the best and brightest person I’ve ever met; by far a better person and a more beautiful soul than myself. The pain never left, but every day i wake up i strive to be the man she knew i could be. Every day i miss her. I loved her more than I thought you could ever love someone. She made me a better person and she would always pick me up when i was down, so to honor her i live life the way she did. If i could tell her anything, if i just had one more chance. I’d tell her I’m sorry and that she was right. I loved her, but i never told her. We spent everyday together. We grew up together since childhood. She once told me. “If you never say how you feel, if you never voice your emotions. You will lose the chance to.” Her words still ring in my head, i still hear her voice. She was right, i lost my chance. I love her, and I’d do anything to tell her; because I know she loved me too. For as flawed of a man i am. She told me she loved me, but I couldn’t say it back then. I was scared. Now I’m lost.
I wish more than anything i never held back. I wish I could hold her hand. I wish I could hug her just one more time. I wish we were just watching tv or her favorite marvel movie (black panther) i just want to hear her laugh again, in person. Not just my dreams. I want to hang out, eat junk food on my bed together and talk all night long falling asleep on each other. I love her, but she’s gone. All i can do is continue living and it honestly just sucks.
There are so many comments here so I’m sure this will get buried, but just in case anyone does read my emotional vomit. Sorry, i just needed to vent. I haven’t said anything about this since she was killed. I can’t really talk to my family about it. They make it too hard. we were all extremely close and my mother expected us to get married because we were joined at the hip and her parents would refer to me as Son-in-Law… so it’s a difficult topic for us all to discuss.
Thanks for reading my little rant. I pray that everyone has a great night.
Hi, I'm not that great at expressing my feelings as they are inside of me. I cannot imagine loosing someone that close to me. It takes a lot of strength not to crumble under such pain. Nothing lasts forever. The only things we can hold onto are the memories we made along the way. You are trying to become the best version of yourself she saw in you. Believe me she is proud of you and looking from above, always by your side. Even if we couldn't tell our beloved ones how much we love them, our actions speak for us.
I wish sharing these feelings would be easier with the people around me. Not everyone is appreciating the small things in our life. Even a small interaction with a stranger showing kindness can make my day.
We are only human, it is ok to share how we feel, even if it's just to empty an urge. You shouldn't be sorry about it. On the contrary, I appreciate your comment. It reminds all of us that death is imminent. We don't know when the last time is going to be. The only thing we can do is live our lifes to the fullest. Maybe choose another way home, get a drink from a store you never went to before and take a well-needed break from the monotonous lifestyle sadly a majority of the population is facing. But the small things are the aspects differentiating all of these people.
Thank you if you took your time reading this. I don't know, sometimes my feelings come out like this...
I respect you bro , stay strong I'm very emotional person your story just broke me down .i can't even imagine by what you going through . may god give you strength to come over this . she is very lucky to be loved by you . person like you are very few in this world . The best thing is that you respect her .
I don't know why I have the feeling that you are writing this while you are crying and this is the best thing to relieve all the pressure inside you.💗
You are doing leagues better than I would be my friend. I'm so so sorry though. Keep living every day man.
It broke my heart to read your story… Sometimes it seems impossible to forgive yourself and let go of the regret within you.
I think she would be really proud of you tho! I hope that one day you will come back to this comment section and realize how amazing you are ❤
My pregnant wife died in a car accident, it was some years ago but this music still hit hard
🥺 can’t imagine what that must feel like, I am so sorry for your loss, really my deepest condolences 💐
@@TUHS thanks, I think I start to feel better since some month, you're really kind
Ik im a stranger and my words may not mean much but i seriously hope your heart can find peace one day and the pain becomes less noticeable as the days go on. Your wife and child are watching over you everyday in a place where no one else can hurt them just know that❤
@@magi_fr double points! Nice!
@@HueghMungus you need therapy
It can be scary to think about never knowing when it will be the last time. We go about these daily routines throughout our lives, spend time with people, but everything has an end. We don't know when.
more of a reason to cherish every moment and live everyday to the fullest, right?
@@j.ust_jo.2986absolutely, gotta cherish everything, even the smallest things, scratch that, especially the smallest things before we lose it all
@@TUHS YESS AND OMG I LOVED THE PLAYLIST!!
It's always your last time. Seconds are passing and each one of them are unique. There will be no other time as it is right now. No other person that ever lived felt this moment just like you , just right now. The moment that already passed and will never happen again.
Yeah but some things end wayyyyyy too soon especially when you really like the person but something changes in them and the way they see you but probably cause they heard about what people say bout me… 🪦
My best friend died 2 days ago...and I am now listenning to this beautiful playlist...
I'm sorry though it won't help make it better
@@ivyotto6204 it's fine , it's the life and we can't do anything about it...
@@hendchamkhia9966 hey man, from one stranger to another. i know what it feels like for someone you care about to die. My dad died last year and its been insanely hard but I've looked at it as god has a plan for anyone and everyone, but most importantly just know that people are always around you that care. Have a great day and I'm really sorry about your friend.
I'm sorry for your loss
I'm sorry for your lost my friend. Your friend will wait and protect you from the other side💔 wherever we are going. I hope we will meet our beloved one again.
"A memory is just a reminder that nothing lasts forever" - Yuu Otosaka
3rd good quote
@@manifested2944 there is another
All great/good things come to an end. That's what my best friend told me in 6th grade when I had to move away
My Fav Line from my Fav character
it does as long as people still remember it
"The cruelest thing people can do to you is to make you love them and then they leave you alone, crying and begging for them to come back but you know they won't"
-Unknown
This is exactly what happens to me, and they said they fell out of love but the truth is they desperately want to remove me just to fell in love in others... Fucking cruel and selfish. He knows I hate to be abandoned and alone but he still did it.
Be grateful for the bad and forgive not for others but for yourself to find peace smile at the good laugh at the memories eventually pain fades but the good times the good memories are never forgotten be grateful for the pain it’s just as beautiful as the good
@@HaradaMui Welcome to the club. It gets easier. Our 5 year anniversary would have been a couple days ago, and I’ve felt every emotion you can think of trying to get her back, search helplessly in the error of my ways and figure out what was wrong with me. She was everything to me, and left me at my lowest. Now she’s the reason I push myself as hard as I can to prove that I didn’t need her to be happy like I once thought. Forgiveness may take a while to come, but inevitably it will. I myself haven’t reached it yet, but I can say the journey to forgiveness will develop you so much as a person. And the anger, sadness, longing, loneliness, and pain will force you to grow one way or another. Stay strong, trust me, it’s worth it.
@@prestons6876 thank you for this, I hope we all heal soon.
@@prestons6876yep I'm passing what would have been our 12th... and for anyone reading yes its one of the most difficult Rollercoasters of emotions to go through but it's sometimes just better to admit it's over, withdraw and get yourself together and if and when you feel comfortable again try to find someone else. Or if nobody is the preference that's okay too good friends are important too.
This year has been full of endings for me, and I am learning to deal with that fact. I was very friendly with people at school, but I found that we were not really friends in the end. It was sad, but I knew it would be ok. I graduated, tried talking to someone, but it did not really work. Every chapter that need to close did so on July 3rd. I lost my childhood cat of 17 years. Her name was Minnie, and she had the raspiest voice, I swear! She would sit at the door, on a bench we had, and wait for me to come home from school. She did this throughout my last few years. There were times I came back so exhausted, but she would come waddling over to me. She was a beautiful black cat with green eyes. She was my baby, my oldest friend, and like my sister. I grew up with her. She was one of the last pieces of my youth, and now she has passed on. With her passing, I found that the ones there for me were smaller in numbers, but they cared immeasurably. My best friend is the reason I found out she was going blind. The day she passed, I had to make the call, and it was not easy. My sister was with me. Leaving without her felt wrong that day, I walked a few miles to my other best friend’s house that day. It’s funny how death makes us so grateful for life. You never really know who has your back until death comes knocking. Hug your loved ones, and if you see this. Thank you for listening, I really hope more people hear about Minnie. She was my everything 💚
Minnie it is huh? Ig u were able to succeed in making people know about that name. This comment was a great way to do that. Rest assured the number of people who'll stumble over this comment will only increase with time. Minnie will be remembered. That is all.
@@alnotok2911 thank you so much! Hearing this really eases my heart. Thank you!
Sending you love omg❤️
@@chinaemelumokoye9885 omg thank you 🤍 Sending you all the love right back too!!
I really like to read to long paragraphs likes this not because I am a nerd but it reveals a lot about person's character and i am sure u are a really good human 💖 that's why Minnie loved you all those years otherwise cats are a bit magestic creatures I fully understand your pain I can't communicate with people in school I was alone for 8years because i never knew how to live how to start a conversation and soon came to realise that people who are real to me come to me , someone on RUclips said this to me hear id was i think kitsuna something her kind words were really something that helped me muster some strength and amused me and we had the same intj face and we got judged by people on that basis without a second thought crossing their mind , I had three dogs three of them passed away all them were peaceful at the moment of their last breath I was unfortunate to not be able to hold them during their last breath I feel bad I still can't get head wrapped around it it sucks but that's how life is u must cherish everything every small thing so u don't regret while getting flash back on your last moment only peace and happy moments but life is a rollercoaster of ups and lows so 😅 it's pretty normal to have bad time as well as good but 😁 same they also don't last forever eventually your good time will come too , live so I can whistle and shout out " He played very well while clapping " Eventually my time come too I am 17 now but it can any time death doesn't come warning you it's a total Mistry immortality is curse it was always this way and it should always remain this way it was said that whoever born from this soil will mix with it eventually
"Love was never meant to stay forever, it was meant to end in order to really understand the purpose of it. It gets teached in every age of us, whether by a beloved pet dying or a family member leaving, maybe even just a good friend of your kindergarten. It was always meant to not be forever because otherwise, we wouldn't appreciate it even the slightest we currently do, that's the beauty and the pain of it, really..."
That is some really good advice.
love really stays forever by its transmission through generations. A mother/father love into their kids will stay forever
@@CanalRD I love this reply, you're right. I don't mean that love leaves u, hopefully it doesn't, but that u lose loved ones which makes love and the duration u can spend with someone only worth it, I hope I expressed it good, I'm tired af xD
I've never really lost someone in a death sense, my father left when I was too young to remember him. I actually think the biggest loss for me was my cat who was killed by a car accident while I was at school 2 yrs ago..... She was already quite sick at the old age of 15 and was there my whole life, before i was even born. Im trying extremely hard not to start hysterically crying while writing this in bed at night...Anyway!, have a great day/night, who ever actually read this full thing😅❤
This is a brainwashing, sad and brutally honest quote in a good way
If I knew it was the last time, I wouldn't smile like I did.
:0
I sometimes get the feeling just before the last time idk how, and I am always cherishing the last moments..
If you know it’s the last time, that’s exactly why you should smile and enjoy it, you should always try to make your last memories of loved ones into something good to look back on and remember, it’ll hurt more to remember that’s for sure, but it’ll make you appreciate it, and them, all the more
Someone once told me “ you have to forgive the past to see the future “ :)
i wish i could...
108 reasons why to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone’s skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it
101. Jesus loves you
102-105 is from youraveragecanofbeans8937
102. Life has potatoes, potatoes are life.
103. To prove to everyone that you aren't a loser
104. Anime(Some)
105. To watch your favorite cartoons.
106. To outlive your enemies
107. To become Spider-Man/Woman. . .
108. To die
♥️♥️
WOW, this hits hard.
Thank you.
There are Not enough reasons to stay Alive in this World to convince me to do it.
So of this is the last time i ever write a comment. Thank you to
AT least let me See this
Goodbye life
@@dominiknoth6939 gg go next
Are you still with us bro ?@@dominiknoth6939
I remember all those relationships gone by listening to this playlist...its so bittersweet, yet so beautiful like a dark blue sky. It feels so surreal. My friend had died a few years back, and surprisingly- I didn't shed any tears because I was too shocked. I still feel all the times that went by. It has all the songs I want to listen to when I paint or draw. Thanks:)
my condolences for your loss.
I am sorry for your loss, may god be with you. ❤
“Crying is how your heart speaks when your lips can’t explain how you feel”
4th good quote
SIGMA🗿🍷
Thats kinda racist tbh.
My grandma passed away suddenly in June 2020. We used to have the most beautiful relationship. To me she was like a second mother and my best friend. Unfortunately we never had the opportunity to see each other often because we lived far from each other, but we always loved each other immensely. When she passed away my world crumbled and I lost the ground beneath my feet. I fell into a deep depression that I'm only now starting to heal from. I remember perfectly the last time I saw her. I went to visit her for a couple of days and we had a lot of fun together. We laughed, we played cards, we ate our favorite things together... She also made me cabbage meatballs because she knew they were my favorite. When I had to go home I remember hugging her tightly and promising her that I would come back to visit her soon... if only I had known that that would be the last time I hugged her, I would have hugged her a thousand times harder. When I got in the car and drove off, I waved at her and she waved back at me. This is the last memory I have of her. Her, waving goodbye to me with tears in her eyes like every time I had to go home. I miss her very much. There isn't a day that I don't think about her, but I know that somehow she is still with me and that one day, maybe, I will see her again.
You will see her again! 😊😊
Why am i feeling like this is me writing all of this!?yk my grandma died last year in 2022 and she was the only one there for me ..she died from cancer ...the song where's my love reminds me of her...once she was really ill and everyone thought maybe it was her last time i cried so much and when she woke up she told me ahh i ain't gonna die this soon!
@@tutubi808 I really hope so, of course as late as possible, because I'm still young haha but I hope so
@@whome4549 I'm so sorry... Grandparents should be eternal, but people who die never really leave us ❤️🩹
Man it must be nice to have grandparents that actually care about you😞
When I scroll through the comments I almost feel good about myself. It feels normal to just give yourself to your feelings and just let go for a moment. Listening to nice music. Reading about stories that cause same emotions and even worse. I wish you guys all the best. Enjoy life even though it might be hard sometimes. Feelings need to be expressed at some point, if in front and with others or alone doesn't really matter. If you came here to release emotions it might have been the best choice cus ending life is not the option. Have a great day and close your Eyes for a moment and think or just dont think. Everything will be fine.
I mourn the person who I used to be. When I look at old photos or videos of myself I always wonder where all that joy and happiness of my past self went. Somewhere along the way I lost all that. I honestly don’t like myself right now, but I don’t know how to change. I just wish I could go back to the me who loved life.
Imagine talking, playing, flirting and absolutely loving every bits of togetherness. Then one day she suddenly told you that she wouldn't want to talk to you anymore.
It's been months, but I still greif. Now I'm here listening to this
Man, i had kinda the same thing ain't gonna bore u with that just remember she ain't worth your tears or grief if she just moves on like that.
Dang I feel that man 😔
❤
I wish I didn't know how this felt
it always gets better with time, and the one day u get flashback, call yourself a dumass, laugh and move on. for some sooner, for some later, but it always does.
I recently lost someone close to me, and I know it's been a lot, trying to distract myself from feeling anything. I want to feel numb and pretend everything is ok, but it's hard to keep that facade.
But now, I want to try to heal and that is to start with letting myself feel those emotions I have been hiding away. Allow myself to cry and allow myself to vent those emotions in a healthy way, maybe writing, drawing, listening to music reflecting those emotions, etc.
Listening to this playlist is helping me understand it's ok to reminisce on those moments, and it's ok to cry when I feel overwhelmed by those memories, but to also feel grateful to have them be a part of my life, even if they left before I could say goodbye.
Thank you for letting me vent about this 💛
EDIT: It is now Christmas. Yesterday, Christmas Eve, I found two pictures of me and Newt last Christmas. It still stings but thank you for your kind words
I am sure she is in better place. May her soul rest in peace
Literally had tears in my eyes reading this😔🤍 rest in peace Newt we love you
im sorry for your loss, i know the feeling, i lost my cat in february, the same month as my birthday about a week or two before my actual birthday, i hate february now, and i just wanna give up after all thats happened, im tired of losing friends, animals, anything i care about
A Toast to Newt
A loss is a loss, no matter who has died. Recovering from losing a loved one is always a tough time, but I know you can get through it. And don’t start hating Christmas because you lost a loved one, remember that it’s a time to spend with your remaining loved ones. It’s a time to remember loved ones whom you shared the day with in years past. I personally don’t celebrate Christmas so I’m not the best source, but trust me on this one mate.
this image is just like a memory. only after you've lost someone you begin to cherish the time you spent with them. though the image only shows two people having fun together, it's so much more deep. maybe it's one of the most important experiences of their lives, although they may not realize it at the time. It's incredible how memory serves as a sort of lens through which you can see the true value of the moments you spend with others. the happiness, the satisfaction, love and enjoyment you feel just because the other person is there with you. that's why I do my best to cherish every single moment I spend with my friends, family and hopefully lover someday.
Im just broken in life, Lost my father 2 years ago the last time i saw him was in the hospital . Academic pressure, No people to play around, Just feeling the loneliness even though i have friends dont feel they are real its just me trying to care them, Act like everything is normal but everything im undergoing is just depressing. The music adds the sadness and makes me feel lost in the void .
Hope life gets better ; ' (
2023 has been the worst year for me. I'm pretty sure I cried almost every single day. Both of my best friends went across the country, and one of them avoided me for the last few months before school ended. I felt hurt, but I thought positively, saying I could talk to him in the holidays since his house was close. My last time in his house, was when we were planning to gather our trio another time since one of us didn't have time that day. If only I knew there wasn't another time. My heart shattered into pieces the moment I found out both of my childhood best friends moved. "It's okay, you can still message and call them" my optimism told me. But, I realized that both of them moved on. They didn't reply or respond to any of my texts and calls. I thought they had the same feel of best friendship I had towards them, but I was wrong. Everyday I kept praying that I could meet them again, even though it was impossible. I went through the five stages of grief in 3 months. It felt like my heart was screaming at me, asking why I didn't enjoy and cherish the moments I had with them both. But then again, both of them have new friends now. I didnt matter to them that much. I still can't move on. There's no way I'll ever have a best friend after experiencing this. When I was still with them both, I didn't care or pay attention to what was happening in our class. After they left, my friend told me that all of my girl classmates were gossiping about me. About my friendship with my two best friends. They were saying that I was in love with them. I felt so hurt, because just because I have two boy best friends doesn't mean I'm in love. I had taken an oath way long ago to not fall in love, and to just focus on my studies and friends. But, my classmates keep gossiping about me so much, hurtful things they are. If my best friends were still here with me, I would have vented to them way long ago, and I could have felt happy. I felt so frustrated because I wasn't in love, and I'm honestly hurting.
Everyone has dealt with their own blows this year, admittedly a tough one
Stay strong, stay optimistic,
You're apparently a beautiful soul, and let it keep radiating. Don't lose your smile, don't lose your cheer
hi. how old are you?
@@samuelbamidele115 thank you. I have been trying to be optimistic and I think it's working :)
Don't give up, my man. I don't know where you live or how old you are, but please hold on to hope, as it exists. Start reading books; they will make you better. Ignore the foolish ones and focus on yourself. Challenge yourself and begin improving. I recommend reading the book 'The Art of Wise Living' by Schopenhauer, and never lose hope, and try to find happiness in the small things ."
@@ahmedtamer4422Your kindness is amazing! God bless you and may you always be happy❤
In 2016 i had a kid. It was an accident. I was a careless teenager. I never knew how much of a dad i could be, let alone if i had the strength to do it. My sons name was Elijah. I.. he loved sugar gliders. He had dark brown curly hair like his mom, Kristen. She told me if she ever lost him, she'd lose herself, and being careless i thought of it like a joke. I regret that. In 2019, a few days after his birthday, the doctor said in a checkup that his organs were failing, and he wouldn't survive throughout the week. That.. hit us the hardest. He was my new reason to smile, especially when he called me "Dada" at the age of 3, he had the brightest smile and cutest laugh. He.. passed in 2019. A week later Kristen had lost all reason and wouldn't talk to me, leave her room, and wouldn't stop crying. I.. wish i tried harder to talk to her.. but losing Elijah hurt me too. I was distant, hurting and depressed. She.. took her own life in 2020. Said in a letter that it wasn't my fault, she just wanted to be with our son again. All these years later i.. i don't blame her but i still miss them both. Immeasurably. Kristen, if you or our son read this somehow, i continue to live in your memory. I will stay strong, remembering your smile, your love and care, and how you could fix all my problems.. i love you. I always will.
-Tyler
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I wish your heart peace. I'm sorry for the loss and the pain
Damn... That hits hard...💐
I wish you find peace.. I am truly sorry and at lost at what happened. I hope you still see the beauty in life!
Hang in there man...stay strong... 07
At 30 years of age, I have had to experience many last goodbye's.
Anywhere from classmates, close friends, pets, to my family.
I even have clothes designated in my closet specifically for attending funerals.
There are many here younger than me seeking solace and some semblance of peace within this playlist and I sincerely hope you find it.
I wish I could say the hurt will go away, that it'll be easy to move on, but I wouldn't want to lie like that.
What I can offer is the knowledge that tomorrow will be there waiting for you, the ache will linger, as time moves on you will gradually let yourself heal.
Loss is something you need time to recover from, grief shouldn't be swept aside.
With time things will ease, you'll find yourself getting back to your routines, but taking a moment to reflect and reminisce will find it's way into your thoughts. That is a sign you're getting better.
Seek counseling, or speak with your family, close confidants, friends if you ever have troubles or worries.
It will be ok ❤
Thanks for the advice ❤
@@ammandawilliam248 🫂 ❤️
ive become just dull i just dont feel any more why be hurt so much every day when i can just not feel the misery of every day not feel the pain and loss and the lonelyness of every day
❤❤thank youu
Ty for the advice! ❤
I cant believe i lost my best friend of 18 years. Now im going on 19 without her..my birthday is in 7 days. But without my Abby , i cant turn 19. Not without her, we grew up together, we eere the ones who hid from our parents who came to pick us up. The family game nights were so fun, with everyone trying to win. But Abby and I wanted to have fun snd cheat, and we never got caught. But then our 14th birthdays came up (we were two days apart). She turned 14 , and things started to take a turn. She became so didtant, i went to her house every day , even if she was sick. But the night before she died we were on a call. "Remember, i love you. And I'll always be here for you in every way" i didn't understand till the next night. She took her life. Its been so so hard, and today i cant even imagine how many people are going yo ask me "Are you okay" . Especially school, people will ask me so much that i will ball my eyes out. Without Abby im so alone. She was the one who cared the most, the one who understood me the most. But the one who was there for my highs and lows. She was there for me when i was at my lowest point when my brother had passed. And now without thoose two. Im alone. My mom was asking a lot yesterday if i was okay. K kept crying, i still have mascara on my face. Im lost. Im really lost without her. Because she'd be right here right now. We would've had a sleepover and had our usual movies and forts. Now she's gone. Gone for good...the last things we said to each other was "I love you Abby, cant wait to make cookies tomorrow", and she said "Yep!". But she was hurting..and she didn't sah anything. I knew she was off, but she was off for four years and finally ended the pain. And im alone. Her mom is giving me a box of things that she wrote my name on awhile ago. As if she planned this since she was 14.. Abby i miss you so much. Im sorry i didnt see it. I'm sorry. I know there was nothing we coulve done to help you..But i need you, and im all alone down here. Theres the group but..they all are close and you were my girl. My world, and now they can look at me and ask if im okay, or if im gonna cry, or if im lonley or jealous. I really didnt think youd do this..i know theres a reason and im sorry. I love you so so much Abby, and i can't let go. I can't let go of the one person who cared more than anyone in the world. I really hope your not watching me cry writing this. Because the one thing we both hated. Was crying alone..we always had to cry with each other.
My condolences
stay strong god will bless you
Ohhh baby I'm so sorry to hear this I can feel your pain and no words can't describe this but stay strong and remember everything happens for a reason and she's in a better place now I wish if I can talk to you in a person or can do anything to you but missing someone was that close to you is so hard I know but please stay strong
stuff like this amongst some other reasons is what keeps me from even thinking about committing. no matter how much im hurting, nothing hurts as much as imagining how sad my friends and family would be, how my dog would always turn to the door, hoping id be there.. but i wouldn't be.
the thought of me not existing terrifies me, it haunts me, that's a reason, too.
the food my mom would make tomorrow - i wouldn't be able to taste it. the words of my parents and friends, i wouldn't be able to hear them. the warm touch and hug of anyone im destined to hug in the future.. i wouldn't feel.
sorry.
"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happend"
-unknown
No... 😔😞😞😞😭😭😭💔💔💔but I was not read to let him go ... not yet 😔😔💔💔💔
-Dr suess
I feel like my life is going downhill fast..... everthing never seem to be enough, everyone just discourages me. But this playlist is like my escape to this reality, it's just so comforting
Just remember that when you feel like life is going downhill you have the strength to climb back up🥰
Get to know Lord Jesus
He saved me from that ❤
I'll pray for you
Sounds like a critical Phase of Self Actualization to me. You start letting go of Victim Role and take your Self Responsibility and Freedom back. You start redifining yourself, realize what is really important for YOU .... and what is NOT.
Life becomes brighter, more beautiful and better, but then.... your Social Circle (Friends, Family) starts to reject you.
You try to solve their Complaints and better the Relationship, but no matter what, their complaints never stop.
The Truth is you never did anything wrong, but they also did not do anything wrong too.
The Real cause of Friction is... "you started to outgrow them and they couldn't or wouldn't keep up".
They want to pull you down to their low level "endless self Pity Club" ("They can never get enough"), because it is "comfortable", but never "good".
But you can't or won't take it anymore, life is too short and precious to waste it on useless stuff (anymore)!
You have to let them go. Even it means letting go Friends and even Family. Losing them will improve your Life instantly, because it they really cared about Feelings, they would be happy for you.
Everyones Journey to Self Improvement/ Self Healing starts off lonely.
It is just a temporary Phase until you find a new Social Circle that recognized your Value!
But you have to keep searching and fighting for it!
It is a incredible wide World and with incredible many great Humans out there, that can't wait to meet and welcome you!
It is worth it! You are worth it!!! Keep going.😎🥰😎
i feel you deeply on that :/
Completely relatable, I feel exactly that, but not downhill… falling from a cliff, that’s how bad mine is, but still… I feel your pain, and keep going, it will get better.
All these songs have gotten me through some of the toughest sh*t in my life. They all give me a sense of peace for the time being. Replaying memories in my head of when i was younger, happy, living life to its fullest, that’s what this playlist allows me to do. It brings back many memories that are bad too tho, memories of my dad and mom. Long story short they’re no longer with us on the face of earth. Wishing every night I would’ve said ‘i love you’ one last time to my mom, giving her one last hug, one last goodbye. Knowing her last words would’ve been comforting too. Listening to this is like having the peace and comfort that i needed that one night. It’s one of the missing pieces i needed to heal.
Have you ever just sat/laid there thinking about life? Like genuinely just thinking “wow, I’m actually breathing. Sooner or later i wont be though and I’ll never know when that day is coming.” Like damn, we all exist right now. Like some days just feel so surreal to you that you think it’s all just a dream. nothing feels real to touch, to see, to smell, to hear. When you’re life is crumbling right before you and all you can do is accept it and watch it get destroyed. You sit there thinking “Why do I not fit in? Why do i have to overthink everything. Why is nothing ever in my favor…” Times like that mess people up. And half the world is too blind to realize that struggling and being mentally drained everyday isn’t something people want to show because we’re afraid to be judged or called emo. Nothing feels real anymore. Life doesn’t feel real.
Sufrir es parte de estar vivo disfruta todo lo que esté a tu alcance mientras respires.
I can only offer words of comfort but it won't heal your wounds the last u should have said will always hurt you , you may not have said her goodbye but your mom probably was having a great dream like your old days treating u like a kid amd bid her last farewell until death do you two apart she is probably watching over you don't make her shout on u now 😂 be a fine man and make her proud so she shout that's my son ❤
@@eren-yeager-rest-in-peace wow honestly that helped some, like words of comfort mean a lot and shoot im really grateful for you. I’m very sorry about your pets though, im sure they were thinking about in their last moments. You seem like a kind genuine person and that’s hard to find in someone. I hope things get better for you and I hope that you have a wonderful rest of your life, kind stranger :)
@@Titus-id4htsame to you brother, when people are at their lowest point they doesn't have anything to lose but they very well if they do something it will only contribute to progress cause there is no lower point than this therefore if u do something u will only rise ❤ lets move forward I just took a screenshot of one other chats I found really something common in three of us and don't want to forget this conversation the other was also like u and me we all share our load of problems 😂 so indirectly we are never alone even when we are locked up inside room even when we are the top where no one can reach there are always people going through same or sharing same fate as others this is just a theory of mine which helps we view this world from a positive angle wishing u luck my friend
The fact that the strangers under this playlist support each other and people in real life just don‘t care.Thank you to the person making this playlist and thank you to the people supporting each other in the comments.Have a great day/night stranger and know that your loved!🫶🏻
People in real life do care. Not everyone.
It's just that everyone is overwhelmed with all that happens. There's a fear that by caring too much about what happens to someone we'll lost ourselves into it.
Our time here is limited. We're just trying what we can that we know won't take us forever. There's some people you can't help because they don't try to help themselves. There's some who would rely too much on you and/or spend your entire days complaining about everything that's wrong. There's some who would just stop being thankful if you do the smallest mistake.
It's hard to trust those days. In my opinion the issue is that societies from the entire world are slowly but progressively falling apart. So many problems arise. And it isn't easy. Everyone has problems and issues. We try to do what's possible.
Yes we could also hear each other and support ourselves like in the comments. But it's not as easy. Most people will never talk about what's going wrong in their lives until they reach their limit. And they won't talk to it to strangers.
Here's it's simple. Read what the person wrote if you want, leave a comment if you want. There's no engagement, no real obligation to answer. If something bothers you, you can just leave and never come back.
Thankyouz for your heartwarming positivity fren, I love you too ❤
this is the same music as "running away | dreamcore playlist" on youtube which is from 2 years ago@@dethmedic52
I probably because we all have the same story in one way or another.
caca
You can either keep listening to sad music all the time or you can find a purpose that isn't love. A purpose that keeps you happy even after the worst relationship experience ever. It doesn't have to be big, it can be something small. Just... do something and don't do the mistake I did. I wasted a year crying over my relationship because I listened to so much sentimental music that made me more depressed than I wanted to be and I bet I would've coped way faster without it. You got this!
I literally cry not matter what mood I’m in when I listen to this istg
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Look at you, you've been through so much and yet you're still here you're still going, and so many aren't and I'm so pround of you, you're so strong you're doing great keep going I believe in you! :)
I don't know why, I don't even watch anime but I can't stop looking at the thumbnail.
It gives me a really nostalgic and comforting feeling.
You'll never know when might be the last time. Just remember that everyone that bumps into our life, was always meant to be, even by accident.
I saw your comment months ago and took a screenshot of it and weeks ago I've been through smth that made me question why certain things just happened and why one person came to my life to disappeared suddenly leaving me with a broken heart felt like his appearance in my life was too unnecessary but I've always came to see your comment, it helped alot. Thanks mate
@@mikasaackerman4237Anytime, mate. Take care of yourself, you hear.
@@mikasaackerman4237don't listen to him, that's a lie. Not everything in life happens for a reason, anything you perceive that way is just a coincidence. Whatever happened to you wasn't some sort of calculated message to you, it was a completely random occurrence that had no meaning whatsoever. Do you realize how many bad things happen in a day, do you really think every single action has some sort of positive message to it? That's ridiculous, the truth is you were unlucky and you got hurt because of it. The world doesn't care about you or anyone for that matter, it's just random nonsense that has a 50/50 chance of hurting you or making you happy.
I had a cat who was named Whiskers, he was everything to me has he helped through my suicidal thoughts, my SA experiences, having emotionally unavailable parents, literally everything. At the time he was the only thing i had, and he passed during 2021 or 2022, time is foggy around that time. I'll spare the details but he was standing when he was put to asleep, i blinked and he was gone. It was the first time i EVER saw my brother cry. We just stood there hugging each other. At the time he passed when i got home, i felt my heart almost ripping. An experience I'll never forget. Later on my other cat Emma stepped up and filled in his shoes. She helped me with being sick, and my other problems
I've almost healed besides my CPTSD, as it took me 12 years to get better. Emma is the best, and I hope anyone listening to this will feel better soon.
Once you listen to this kind playlist, you suddenly become a poet and start making quotes.
🌟 Reading through these heartfelt comments has been both moving and poignant. Each shared memory seems to paint a canvas of emotions, capturing the beauty and fragility of life.
"I didn't know it was our last time together" - those words resonate deeply, reminding us to cherish every moment with our loved ones. Your stories here are a testament to the profound impact that people, now cherished memories, have left in our lives.
In this space of shared reflection, I couldn't help but be touched by the collective strength and resilience expressed here. It's as if each comment adds a note to a universal melody of love, loss, and the enduring spirit of those who live on in our hearts.
May the beauty of these shared memories continue to bring solace and connection. In your stories, I find a shared humanity that binds us all. Thank you for opening up and allowing us to glimpse the precious moments that shape our existence.
Sending love and solidarity to each and every one of you. 💖🕊
To anyone who is thinking of ending it all, don't. You are worth every breath you take, you are worth every step you make. You are worth the friends you make along the way, don't think that you deserve nothing, because that's the opposite of the truth, you deserve more than the ones who hurt you. Take a breath, get some water and some food, put down the rope, the knife, whatever you have, and just relax. If no one has told you this today, you are worth it. You are loved, and if no one you knows loves you, know I do, I care for you. Please just keep trying, I promise it gets better, no matter how low you are. It will, you just need to give it time. -love nyx. 24/11/23......goodbye....
It's not goodbye, thanks to you
Don't say that, it's never goodbye, but thank you, this helped :D
Thx im crying while reading this
Are you still here
Hi are you still here, hope you're okay.❤
Ребята, неважно, на каком языке вы разговариваете, что вы сейчас переживаете, чтобы не стряслось, знайте, что ночь меняется восходом солнца, а после дождя сияет радуга. Я уверена, что в вашей жизни все наладится, раны заживут, обыды простятся, горечь забудется. Проживите эту тёмную полосу вашей жизни. Всё наладится ❤
забавная опечатка в слове "обыды" мне правда помогла, как бы странно это ни звучало, - я неожиданно для самого себя улыбнулся впервые за день. спасибо за этот комментарий, мне стало немного легче благодаря вам!
@@hattifattener6191 хеххе, оставлю ради других улыбок))
Надеюсь у тебя всё наладится 🙏
Привет! Ты знаешь откуда слова в начале?
@@ksusha_kik2523 привет. это цитата из третьего сезона сериала "конь боджек"
@@ksusha_kik2523 какие слова?
this playlist makes you happy and sad at the same time, something not many playlists achieve. ty for this wonderful playlist :)
My mom once said “In such an uncertain world, live a day fully as much as you can since you’ll never know when and how”, I never understand what she wanted to navigate me through but more years later, I can finally understand it. My mom ain’t present anymore but I don’t have any remorse or regret since that day I was trying my best to live my life as she said me to even though I didn’t understand, I made sure to say ‘I love you the most, Mommy’ every single day.
The world is uncertain, the tomorrows are uncertain but saying you do love to someone you really cares for will make them really in cloud nine and certainty is 100%.
Mi hermano menor, Raul, murió este 4 de noviembre de 2023. 37 Años, un gran doctor, conductor de motocicletas altamente responsable y con un gran amor por los gatos. No hay día que no sienta arrepentimiento por no pasar más tiempo con el, pedirle perdón si alguna vez en un acto de enojo lo ofendí. Nos fue arrebatado muy joven. Este tipo de playlist le encantaba. Raul, si al morir se me diera la oportunidad de volver a nacer, sin dudarlo, pediría volver a ser tu hermano. Te amo Raul y espero que nos volvamos a ver,
Me gusto tú frase "si al morir me dieran la oportunidad de volver nacer", porque marca lo valioso que hace a algo merecedor de ese adjetivo, el obvio pero crudo hecho de que lo importante no nace de lo que se da por hecho sino de reconocer que todo es una opción que emerge de la más pura de las incertidumbres, el amor es parte de eso que emerge a veces, y el dolor por la perdida de esos amores es la huella del gran vació en el mundo que deja para los que se quedan ese alguien que a salido del camino, es la demostración inequívoca de que en este mar de probabilidades las cosas bellas y hermosas nacen y desaparecen a la par, saber esto crea fe probarlo forma la resiliencia, y si algo quieren aquellos que nos amaron y con los que el azar nos hizo estar es que tengamos esa resiliencia para seguir en cada amanecer que tengamos la fortuna de atestiguar; que tu luto pues sea provechoso y que el amor por otros ya sean cercanos o lejanos pero íntimos para ti siempre sea una opción por la cual quieras arriesgarte🌱, mi respeto a tu perdida y mis disculpas por hablarte de la nada, pero me recordó tu frase a alguien a con quien me hubiera gustado en su momento tener las palabras para poder decirle algo útil solo porque debía decírselo, suerte🍀.
Lamento mucho tu pérdida, pero soy un niño filipino, pero también tengo 10 años, pero todavía estoy triste porque tu hermano murió tan joven, pero también podría suicidarme pronto.
@@Bubble.blows.y I don't know if you are still here, but if you are it's nice to know that you have been strong for so long. I hope you will be here tomorrow. If not, I hope you have a nice rest or journey. ❤
thank you. You take care too
@@Sky-ui1vf
Lost my brother in 2022 and it’s been really hard.
As I sit down to write these words, a flood of memories rushes back, memories that have been an integral part of my life for the past 12 years. I want to express something that I've kept within the depths of my heart all this time-my unwavering love for her.
Since our school days, she has been a beacon of light in my life. she might not have known, but I've admired her from afar, cherishing each moment where our paths crossed, even if it was just a fleeting glance. her presence had a way of making everything brighter, infusing joy into the mundane routine of school life.
I've often wondered what it would have been like if I had mustered the courage to approach her, to speak about the feelings that have remained hidden for so long. But alas, fear and uncertainty held me back, leaving my affection confined within the walls of my heart.
I don't know if she ever noticed the admiration in my eyes or sensed the unspoken words I wished to convey. Love, in my case, remained a one-sided affair, a silent witness to the passing years of our lives.
Despite the uncertainty of her feelings towards me, my love for you has endured, transcending time and distance. her smile, her laughter, and her mere presence have been the inspiration behind many of my happiest moments.
Today, as I muster the courage to articulate these feelings, I want you to know that my love for you has been pure, genuine, and unwavering throughout these years. I've respected your space and never wanted to impose my feelings on you, but I couldn't let this moment pass without expressing the depth of emotions I've carried for so long.
Whether or not she reciprocate these feelings, I hold no expectations. I simply wanted to unburden my heart.
If fate permits our paths to cross again, I would cherish the opportunity to converse, to understand your thoughts and feelings. Regardless of the outcome, I'll always carry the memories of our unspoken connection with warmth and gratitude.
I don't know why I wrote this but I am feeling very empty from last few days as our school life has came to an end and I don't even know If I will ever get a chance to meet her...
Because of her, my pen danced, crafting novels and verses where she reigned as the protagonist. Now, after twelve years of unrequited love, as the final chapter closes, an eerie emptiness fills me. All that remains are her memories and the poems that echo my affection for her...
I'm sorry that this happened to you..
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@@ArnavInfhow old are you?
@@ArnavInfrất cảm ơn bài viết của bạn .🇻🇳
This is a playlist beautiful and sad at the same time... Long lost memories came back when I listened to it. so touching, love it
"is this real?" I asked myself that once, I was a little worried that I was hallucinating my whole life or something, then I thought "well, I have a life, and whether it's real or not, it's my life and it seems real enough to me. I'm going to live" or something like that I thought.
I think I'm finally learning how to do things, but I'm worried about the people I love, that they're not having such a good time. I want to help them but I don't really know how. I'm afraid that things I say or do could make it worse.
I will still give my love, my arms, my compliments, my words, whatever I can give so they know that I love them.
Maybe I will regret what I am saying and doing now, but I will do it, I will try not to stop, every time I do I learn, I don't want to stop, I don't want to make them cry, I want to live a good life and I want to be happy watching them live and be happy , even if I don't know how to do it or what I do.
I hope that I have not been contradictory and that what I have said has made sense, I am still learning to express myself, to self-analyze and to be sincere.
Nothing lasts forever. That's both a curse and a blessing.
I lost my mom 7 years ago. She was my other half and when she left it was sudden and took my heart away. I miss her so much but listening to these songs make me feel as though it's her telling me that it's okay now.
feel ya, lost my mom 17 years ago and now im 29 and it still hurts like day 1 something broke in me that day.
a month later, hope youre doing okay
I am so sorry for your loss, your mom is looking down on you for your safety and your health. I hope you heal soon for this horrible thing that happen to you, no one should go though that kind of pain. I am praying for you.
when I said goodbye to my girlfriend at the airport because she had to go home for summer (we are in uni) I felt this pit in my stomach because I somehow knew it would be the last time I would see my girl. When I saw her for the first time in the airport after summer I knew my girl was gone for better or for worse. the day after I helped her move in she broke up with me. it hurts but for both parties I believe she made the best decision but dang it hurts and I just wanted to get it out because I've moved on and don't want her back but now I'm just processing so that I don't ball up all the emotion.
Today is my birthday, it so happens that I live far from my family and have no friends. And this is my fifth year when no one congratulates me and says: “I’m so glad you were born”...I turned on this playlist to have dinner and stop hearing the oppressive silence❤
Я так устал
С днём рождения!
Я прочла твой комментарий, и думала ответить на английском. Однако увидев в конце слова на русском, я поняла может это судьба и мне было предначертано поздравить тебя?
Не сдавайся! Я надеюсь что то, ради чего ты сейчас вдалеке от своего дома, то ради чего ты все эти годы так старался придет к тебе) Друзья появляются внезапно, поэтому не печалься ведь они обязательно появятся!Я не могу знать точно степень твоей грусти и усталости, однако я надеюсь что после этого дня рождения у тебя все наладится. И все начнется с чистого листа.
ПОЗДРАВЛЯЮ С ДНЕМ РОЖДЕНИЯ!🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🎉🎉🎉
@@littleflower1013happy birthday 🥺 I'm glad that you was born
Happy late birthday mate. I’m disappointed that only one other person wished you a happy birthday, so on behalf of the internet we wish you a Happy late Birthday!
sometimes i feel like my entire life is just fading away. i don’t find joy in things anymore. months are passing by so fast, it’s 2024 and it still feels like 2021. i try to think of things that i like when people ask me but i just can’t think of more than maybe 4 things. music, my friends, art, taekwondo. all my hobbies are just platforms for me to get my emotions out and i don’t think that’s normal. i don’t think normal people pick things as their hobbies cause that’s the only way they won’t explode at their friends and family’s after bottling up every emotion. taekwondo - releasing anger, music - any emotion that i wanna put into a song, art - making my emotions into something concrete that’s beautiful and has value. i don’t feel like a real person sometimes. i kinda feel like a computer program, just spending everyday waiting for something to happen and everything being preplanned for me, like i have no control over what the future will bring me. all i want is to be happy and to be loved for who i am. is that too much to ask for?
yeah, sometimes it indeed looks like too much to ask for
tbh... it's even harder when you're in a relationship and suddenly feel how everything slowly falls apart... like there are more arguments, more lies or just totally not saying anything at all to not upset the partner or just do everything out of habit without that much love, but you keep telling yourself , it will get better bc there are still those little moments when its ok... and then one night you lie awake next to the person who you love so much, then you start asking yourself if it's still possible to go back to those moments when everything fell into place and the whole world belonged to you and together you made so awesome memories and sweared that it never end, that you will support eachother and communicate about problems to not loose such moments.... and now its just a relationship because you got used to it and nothing like you hoped it would be.... and you try to work it out but nothing helps and those happy moments get lost in the clutter of everything... so there is really nothing that could help you two... therefor you debate about the one thing you hoped to never think about... letting your partner, who you may still have feelings to, become a memory........ f*ck this shit...
and then it ends in the worst breakup ever despite you trying everything to make it as comfortable a break up can be....
thats how this feels
Aaaand now I'm crying 👍
got this in my recommendations and i love the vibes of it, in the comments or the music everything just soothes the pain:)
This playlist got real to quickly.
hope you are doing well today
Yesterday i got a phone call from a friend that one of the bros from our friend group had shot himself in the head. I was barely a part of this group, but regardless this guy always stood out from most others. Always smiling, always happy, life of the party. he was the last person i’d expect. And like i said, i was not close to him, but when someone you’ve even just met does that… it affects you. It sounds like he will live, but he’ll never be the same. Anyone in your life could be suffering in silence. Check in on the ones you love the most and enjoy every moment with every person, life in unpredictable and you never know when you’ll never see someone again. So while this acquaintance is not fully lost, i know that it could happen again to someone i’m close to. I’ll never approach life the same and for that i’m almost grateful.
Bro thx I am sorry to here that, I hope your alright to bro
this playlist makes me feel like im in a show/movie, which is the perfect romanticisation i needed to get through my day.
You don't need to romanticize it, you are in a movie. Your own movie. And you can make it a movie that is oscar worthy, Because you are in it. You are the storyteller, you are the plotmaker, you are the director of your own movie.
Why does this one video just make me start bursting into tears..? It's like I remember every bad thing that happened to me when I listened to this playlist
2023 has been pretty rocky for me, even more so than 2020 was I'd say. I've lost many people through out this year, some people I thought I'd go through life together with. But of course, nothing, *nothing* lasts. I know and accept that fact, and yet, it still hurts. I don't think I'll ever truly get over all the loses I had this year, I can just try my hardest to look forward.
I lost my bff today. He went away... for 10 years. This playlist just helps me too like probably everyone else here. I don't know if I will be able to see or talk to him ever again. This is the kind of things I hate living in my life. I know him since this year and I've spent the best moments in my life with this special person. I never wanted him to get away and I was so attached to him that I'm now thinking about things I don't want to... The worst part is, I couldn't even say goodbye. All I wish is that he could come back "soon" and safe.
I lost a friend to a car accident last week...And listening to this beautiful playlist..I can't help but cry and remember her..
I'm so sorry for your lost. It's okay to grief
my story wasn't that bad compared to you guys, but somehow, my heart still misses a beat every time i think about a friend that i came across on a game. he showed me what "true friend" was actually like, and that he was the first person making me burst out laughing, that he was the first person immediately texting me when i had just been online for a second. yes, just like the playlist title, i never knew that that conversation was the last time we had with each other since i had to study at school a lot and i didn't have enough time to use my phone. when i logged into the game again, he'd gone, and never come back since several years ago
May I ask what game it was?
felt this on another level
I'm sorry for your loss. Not something I can relate to on a personal level but something that is really unsettling. Perhaps because of the fact that the person you met was someone completely unknown to you. A bond that was totally real. We do really have a lot of mutual friends but none like that one person you met on a game.
I hope you find your person back. Best of luck
Same here but it wasn't in a game it was in an app... I knew him for a month but hold on that month felt like years and I miss him so much and wish if I can talk to him for a second, he will never know how much he meant to me and will always mean to me. I just wish I have a repeat button
when my brother and sister passed i didnt know that it was the last time i would get to spend with them...i questioned reality and what i did to deserve it..but i realized life is short and unpredictable...there was no given time on how long they would stay and i would get with them...every day i miss them and wish that i had more time with them...but i know that they are happier and safer than they ever could be here with me....they are free and nothing can hold them back anymore...I thank them everyday for what they taught me ❤🩹
I love and miss yall so much...
cant wait to see you again❤🩹❤🩹
*_"When a man cries, it isn't because he is weak, but because he is strong for too long."_*
*_"Every tear tells a story. People don't cry for no reason."_*
*_"When the person who gave you memories, become a memory."_*
*_"In every hello, there is a goodbye."_*
тут собраны все песни, которые я слушала, пока жила с человеком, которого люблю по сей день. спасибо за теплые воспоминания...
my best friend died at the end of summer... I thought this summer would be the best summer in my life, but actually not... we just met once in real life, but we text almost every day. we had a lot of things in common, and we were like two peas in a pod. She is my other half, even though we have only been friends for a year. i sometimes still cry about it and sometimes forget that shes gone. and now... I found this playlist and it became my comfort playlist ever since. thank you for making this lovely and beautiful playlist...
We put my dog down in June. I know this playlist doesn’t exactly match, as I knew it was happening, but it’s never fully sunk in that those last minutes in the vet’s room were the LAST. He was 2 years older than me, so lived an EXTREMELY long life for a dog. I know it was best, but that doesn’t take away the hurt of my best ever friend being gone. I just want to hold him again. I want to hear the patter of his claws on our kitchen tiles. I miss him.
I had to put my dog down too. She was barely 1 year old and the vet couldn’t do anything to fix her seizures. It’s been 5 years and I still miss her and her odd habits. She once ate straight through the rind of a watermelon we left on the pantry floor. I still think about her and dream about her and cry sometimes over her being gone. At the same time, my dog now wouldn’t have a home if things hadn’t happened the way they did. I’m still making peace with that and trying to cherish the memories I have so they don’t fade. I hope you find peace too even if it still hurts ❤
@@liesl5313 I'm so sorry for your loss. I can never begin to imagine how hard it must have been losing her at such a young age, given mine was 17. I hope you also find peace, and I'm always here to talk if needs be
I listened to this a day before my dad died now it’s all I can listen to I miss him.. thanks for the beautiful playlist.
It's been such a long time but, my only brother passed away 16 years ago. I never met him but he left me to grow alone and watch everyone else around me have siblings.
I still imagine that when I smile, he smiles with me from above the stars. And when I cry, his soul comforts me. It feels like I lost a part of myself when he passed
Recently I had the worst fall out with my 2 best friends. And I was depressed for months. Thinking of my brother asking god to help his little sister was a comforting thought.
Dear big brother, I hope you know that I love you the stars, beyond and back again a million times. Though we never really knew each other, I love you...
Thank you for reading this, I just needed to vent it out ig
As an oldest brother with 4 younger siblings. I can tell you that he really is cheering you on from the sidelines.
@@zenwhirlpoolIRL Thank you so much :)
Listen to this after my grandpa died, he was the father I never had. R.I.P ❤
🥹 May his soul rest in peace, am sure he loved you and he wants you to live a happy life as time passes 🍃
This playlist hit harder than it should've... I've lost 3 people to suicide, always worried about my ex committing suicide, and almost lost another friend last night.
I miss them all so much. I'm only 14, I never thought I'd actually have to witness so many people leaving like that. Its so difficult to not just break down and run away from everything...
Sorry i just needed to say that, great playlist
stay strong my friend. dont give up
Jesus is with you brother. From a fellow teenager
''What isn’t risky in this world? In my opinion, there are none. Even if you don’t take the risk now, you will take the risk later.”, “So no matter what you choose, it doesn’t matter. It’s just choosing the one that would leave behind fewer regrets.”
The woman in my life i loved the most, that i could see having a real loving relationship with, with kids and the whole everything was killed last month in a driving accident, a few days ago my dog passed 3 days ago and ive lost 3 family members in the past six months, God gives his hardest battles to his strongest warriors but sometimes i think im not strong enough.
Tears haven't flown from my eyes in at least 6 years now and im so tired, not tired of being a shoulder to cry on cause im happy being able to be a pillar of strength for those around me to weep on, but i want my day to cry i want to feel sadness in its harshest, most painful ways provided to me but i cant.
Im proud of all of you who can shed a tear for your lost friends and relatives, remember
It can't rain forever.
Да вот так слушаешь эти песни и в сознании пролетают фрагменты из жизни
Те фрагменты, когда ты был счастлив.... Те, которые уже не вернуть.... И лишь осталось вспоминать о них с улыбкой до ушей и со слезами на глазах...
This made me accept the part that each of every season is a new start on life.
Do i need to be sad so that I can enjoy this beautiful playlist? No-im not sad or depressed, I just like this kind of music.
12:51 am , listening to this songs makes me realize we”ll probably never find a love so more in the generations where we live .
People live us cannot be loved, the love we get we have to pay for it.
It's been 7 years and this pain has yet to fade
This artwork gives me a familiar feeling… the lighting/colors isn’t amazing if anything it’s a bit dull but for some reason, somehow, it gives me so much comfort…
I know, life isn’t easy, and you know what it’s okay to feel depressed, sad or anxious about it,
You just have to know that you’re enough on this earth,
I think you’re enough,
I’m even proud of you,
Juste because you stand up everyday,
You try to eat a little (or even if you’re juste like eating it’s okay)
You try to take to you’re médecin,
You try to get out of bed,
You try to stay hydrate even if it’s a little,
And everything that you do is enough,
It’s more than okay to do that,
And I’m proud of all the courage you have to even considère doing that,
Continue like that:)
It will get better,
Not now but I can promise that you will get better
It’s okay to be unhappy,
I’m unhappy sometime and I had a lot of depressed episode but even when I cannot even move from my bed, I try to think, I try to take a step or two from the situation and to be sure that after letting myself down in some week or not I will try to ask for help and that okay too.
Just be yourself continue like that :)
You have a kind soul a kind heart
this video makes me feel good and stops some pretty dark thoughts thanks so much for making this video it helps me and i thonk i speak for everyone when i say it helps get back in to a happy relaxed place not genuarly happy but for me my happy place is when im feeling like i want to zone my self of from everyone and be alone only then is when i can relax and be ok thank you so much please keep up the work
I feel ya, it gets me into a meditative state too, hope those dark thoughts are gonna pass, that you 'll find ppl to help you with that 🫂
@@dark1up794 this song and your comment helped them pass
this is exactly how I felt and still feel after the pandemic happened. back when it first started I legitimately thought i would never see my friends or the outside world ever again. im *lucky* to even have the present i have now but how long would it be until i'm all alone again? i think about that a lot. i know it's inevitable, but for once i just want to feel alive with them again, even for just a moment. show all the love and life inside of you before it's all gone again
i put this on when im going too sleep it helps me sleep better because its a constant reminder that i can never have this thing we call love
Love is just a lie in this sociaty .I am not sure if she realy exist in real life or she just exist in dream ....
@@Dnelwnr do you ever just look up at the night sky and wonder and ask yourself why did i come into existence if im just meant to suffer
@@Cooked_shrimp yes ...
this tittle made me cry fr
sure hope you are okay ❤️🩹
The start gives literal goosebumps
I have never lost someone who is close to me so I don’t exactly know how it feels, all I know is that it’s very painful and hard to deal with. If you have ever lost someone don’t go down into a pit of sorrow or pain you know they wouldn’t want that for you. When something happens you always have to know it’s for a reason. Maybe you might not understand this reason or why it happened but there is a reason. There is always a reason for something to happen. When you are down do things to make you happy. Do something that they would want for you. Be near someone who makes you happy. Maybe you might just need a break from everyone and sit alone and listen to music. It’s fine to take breaks or cry or break down just never let it kill you. Know that people still love you and that you have to stay strong for them. Don’t let someone bring you down like a bully or a loved one. We live once so make the most of it (I love you❤️)
Miss you Mom. . . 🥀
she misses you too..
this song is absolutely beautiful
Thank you for making this playlist. At least all of the strangers present here are supporting each other , just because of this playlist all of us could support each other by sharing some healing words. Keep up the good work.
just this playlist keeps me alive🙂
I'm glad that we only get to experience wonderful memories once; if we could do it over and over again, it would get monotonous😊
The first half of this year was an absolutely lovely experience, full of love and memories. But the second half took everything away from me. Everything's going downhill since the day he left, all my mistakes were on my shoulders at once. It's the last month of year, it's tiring and there's nothing left for me to give to anyone. I'm praying for a better future, everything hurts but maybe one day it wont, not anymore.
Hey just know that you have to push through for the future,it's gonna be painful but who knows what the future holds.I am going through the same thing as you actually and it hurts to even get reminded of her.Im sure the future holds greater things for us.i like to remind myself that God takes something or someone from me to give me something better in the future.
U open your legs meaninglessly and this what u get pal
I love how everyone can say anything here and just go without caring who's gonna read it or anything
man im not gonna lie i was in a dark place and ive been like kinda trying to fake it till you make it these last few months and now all of a sudden im tired of it again, i feel angry, annoyed and sad like i just wanna break down and cry . listening to this was just so amazing it helped me feel all that and feeling it helped. i read a sad wattpad book and cried while listening to the music. so stranger hanks for making this playlist, means a lot.
Does it really matter how sad or how broken we are? It's just that, despite everything that happens a resilient soul always founds the will to go on, even in the depths of its own abyss.
Music is something that can evoke a whole sea of emotions in you, it is simply beautiful.
indeed.
My best friend, college roommate, colleague for over 10 years has just passed away. We see each other everyday at work, every time he messes up the work, I just complain about it. After he resign due to health issue, I thought I can make up to him by appreciating him more in the future. But life is short, really short. After a few weeks, he just passed away without leaving anything behind. I thought I had all the time in the world but he doesn’t. So appreciate everyone beside you while you still can, life is short.
I came along this playlist, and it hit me in the feels to vent out my feelings here that I will probably never come across people I know. Its 3.15 am now and all I know is that alas the end of this March might be the last time I see her again. I am a person who has always loved my past lovers deeply. My current lover, my beloved Jasmine is the literal pivot of my life. She has given me the opportunity to let me truly be myself, with my family, peers, strangers and friends. I feel more comfortable in my own skin more than I ever did before I met her. She makes me the happiest, I love being happy with her, and making her happy. Seeing her laugh and smile makes me feel like it's a dream that I never want to wake up from. If I could put her in my pocket, I would take her everywhere I go.
When the whole world feels like its crashing down on me, she made me feel safe and loved. I love being her arms whenever I'm with her, even though I am taller than her she never fails to make me melt into her arms.
As time will pass by, I would only wish for us to stay the same and continue to love each other dearly. I only have 12 days left in this country where I met her and will be moving to UK soon. There's going to be a time difference, so I'm afraid the difference in time will change the way we promised the end for each other.
I'm 22 this year and I'm just about to take my degree, while she is 25 and has graduated her degree and has worked 2 internship jobs and is currently studying for her masters. She has mentioned a few times that she wants to settle down and get married this year and I want that too but with the current capabilities that I have now, I might not be able to give that to her. I figured since my degree could take almost 3 years, I might be able to save enough to get engaged with her and marry her later on after I graduate. Now circling back to when I said that "this March might be the last time I see her again." It's only because she has mentioned that she can't do long distance. These few weeks has been hard since breaking the news out to her at the start of March took a huge toll on the both of us. She told me that she couldn't handle the fact that I was leaving and that she can't do long distance with me and blocked me everywhere except texting in iMessage and WhatsApp. Even though it broke me up in tears that she has given up on me, I didn't give up on her. We managed to talk but I'm not sure what she feels right now though I do know she is still trying to take it well and is kind of avoiding me. Which sucks since she is the only person I want to confide to and to fall asleep on call with.
There's much more but my eyes are closing now. Venting on the internet does feel nice after all. I'll get to the rest if I have the time to.
Cheers to a calming playlist and to people who love, are loving, and have loved.