Thank you for sharing this. It's so validating to hear someone articulate the complexities of post-Spiritual Awakening depression. The journey is not just about positivity; it's about confronting deeper truths and finding peace amidst the chaos.
"Petty Tricksters" show up. Fun topic to look up. Watch them fade as you deny sharing your energy/attention they seek... Yours anxiety of is enough to feed their attention...focus...unlike wacke a mole try dodge a mole. I visualize time being pliable by when or if I encounter conflict about to happen. You control the step. Running in place feels like stopping time and sometimes gets you out of energy sink they able to create. Not always clear whether engage or doge, try springing on your heal when pondering options you seek to do. I experience a surge or cold or or a spark of want when choice is in question . Hugs to you. I am still verbally locked but I like to send praise for what you are projecting on your channel.
yeah, I think we carry so much unprocessed grief and it all comes swimming to the surface, you have to hold onto the light for dear life sometimes. We feel everyone's pain much more acutely and have to remake our boundaries to it with some insight so we don't become callous but also not overwhelmed by it. It feels awful until we figure that part out which I believe is always a work in progress - blessings, you're not alone
I feel yah, been there. My findings on this topic is that, one the dangers of getting spiritual is that you open up yourself to too many concepts and end up very divided and confused, when one is not spiritual one is just like one thing, you get spiritual and now your looking at individual energies all over the place, the chacras, the body. The soul, the spirit the elements, positive energy, negative energy, this that ect ect just imagine the thousands of noddies. Its too much. All of these divisions will make you shaky and unstable. The thing that I found I think is the perfect solution is a practice that I call Self Geometry( how I understand yoga). First know that the triangle is the most stable structure in this here reality. Understand the triangle first, now look at your body locate the middle pillar (head to waist) and the extentions (arms and legs), Now locate enough point in your body for you to start making Attention triangles made by 3 points( to focus on 3 points at the same time) like arm head arm, head chest waist, leg waist leg, leg waist arm, there are many big triangles and small ones line hand elbow shoulder , or foot knee waist, explore these triangles and Stretch as you focus on the 3 points. Focusing on arm head arm will bring STABILITY to this area, arm chest arm(along with the breath) will bring stability to that area, and so on. Spend time building this geaometrical mental structure, maintain it. All of these triangles will come together like a strong bridge or a solid building, serving you as a strong base for all of the Information that you must mañage as a spiritually Minded person, (your solid Ground) connect all of the triangles to the middle pillar. Also understand that all of the Information and concepts that you come across like body ,mind Soul, Spirit ect are all perceptions of one thing, That is you.
How can I connect with you? I just went on rambling with God about your points. I sat down and said I need a response. I came on RUclips to your video. 😂. I literally said F* u spirit. Y’all just having fun with us at this point.
I understand lol have had many angry rants myself. You can certainly send a gmail if you want, happy to lend an ear. This is the first day I felt slightly normal after the last full moon. It stirred up a lot of f this energy for sure
Thank you for sharing this. It's so validating to hear someone articulate the complexities of post-Spiritual Awakening depression. The journey is not just about positivity; it's about confronting deeper truths and finding peace amidst the chaos.
Thank you for sharing this story, very resonating 🌸🙏 appreciate
I feel so understood listening to your videos, thank you! Wish I could give you a hug 💛
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"Petty Tricksters" show up. Fun topic to look up. Watch them fade as you deny sharing your energy/attention they seek... Yours anxiety of is enough to feed their attention...focus...unlike wacke a mole try dodge a mole. I visualize time being pliable by when or if I encounter conflict about to happen. You control the step. Running in place feels like stopping time and sometimes gets you out of energy sink they able to create. Not always clear whether engage or doge, try springing on your heal when pondering options you seek to do. I experience a surge or cold or or a spark of want when choice is in question . Hugs to you. I am still verbally locked but I like to send praise for what you are projecting on your channel.
run in place - I love it, thank you! Hugs to you
Thank you for a real video about spiritual awakening. Feel so much sadness and depression along with lack of connection.
yeah, I think we carry so much unprocessed grief and it all comes swimming to the surface, you have to hold onto the light for dear life sometimes. We feel everyone's pain much more acutely and have to remake our boundaries to it with some insight so we don't become callous but also not overwhelmed by it. It feels awful until we figure that part out which I believe is always a work in progress - blessings, you're not alone
I really appreciate your sincerity and vulnerability.
thank you :-)
You encapsulate the totality of it in words that I have yet to find. Beautiful in it's just despair of it all.
thank you
I feel yah, been there. My findings on this topic is that, one the dangers of getting spiritual is that you open up yourself to too many concepts and end up very divided and confused, when one is not spiritual one is just like one thing, you get spiritual and now your looking at individual energies all over the place, the chacras, the body. The soul, the spirit the elements, positive energy, negative energy, this that ect ect just imagine the thousands of noddies. Its too much. All of these divisions will make you shaky and unstable. The thing that I found I think is the perfect solution is a practice that I call Self Geometry( how I understand yoga). First know that the triangle is the most stable structure in this here reality. Understand the triangle first, now look at your body locate the middle pillar (head to waist) and the extentions (arms and legs), Now locate enough point in your body for you to start making Attention triangles made by 3 points( to focus on 3 points at the same time) like arm head arm, head chest waist, leg waist leg, leg waist arm, there are many big triangles and small ones line hand elbow shoulder , or foot knee waist, explore these triangles and Stretch as you focus on the 3 points. Focusing on arm head arm will bring STABILITY to this area, arm chest arm(along with the breath) will bring stability to that area, and so on. Spend time building this geaometrical mental structure, maintain it. All of these triangles will come together like a strong bridge or a solid building, serving you as a strong base for all of the Information that you must mañage as a spiritually Minded person, (your solid Ground) connect all of the triangles to the middle pillar. Also understand that all of the Information and concepts that you come across like body ,mind Soul, Spirit ect are all perceptions of one thing, That is you.
I know the feeling, had my awakening 3 years ago
thank you for creating this video for others who found themselves on this ride. we're never alone ✨
Thanks for sharing your story I can definitely relate 🙏❤ but keep your head up 💪 it will get better 🙏❤️
It's hard to escape yourself the mind just constantly runs useless programs 😂 but letting go gets easier over time❤
spirit influences mind, mind influences body, yes, sometimes you have to cut out the middle man lol
How can I connect with you? I just went on rambling with God about your points. I sat down and said I need a response. I came on RUclips to your video. 😂. I literally said F* u spirit. Y’all just having fun with us at this point.
I understand lol have had many angry rants myself. You can certainly send a gmail if you want, happy to lend an ear. This is the first day I felt slightly normal after the last full moon. It stirred up a lot of f this energy for sure
@@MettaM444 same here. What’s your Gmail?
Just how I landed here too. After an angry rant to God.