u know that feeling...? ...you have like..thousand people around you the whole day. ... and you come home.. and you have this hurting feeling inside your chest... and suddenly you feel alone.. and it hurts.. it hurts so damn much. I dont know what is wrong with me... Why did i let it come so far, What have i let come so far. Why am i in pain. you feel like you want to crawl in a ball on your bed. and you count down the hours before you need to get up again for work or school. and when some one comes up to you and asks how you've been. you say, ''good''
I have the same feeling. I get done of practice and go home and all I think about why am I doing this, while the girl I love is just getting picked on and shit from her boyfriends. Feels bad
well I don't know if thats what you mean, but I feel like after having that pain in the chest, I keep thinking "have I done anything wrong to any people today from school", it just awful
It's called anguish. This can be happening because of a lack of meaning of life that shall be fixed with a reconnection with God, through Jesus, The Anointed One.
Jadyn Fernandez same, I feel i wasted my high school days by missing out on a lot of high school memory stuff, but I guess I just must look forward, to creating what I want to experience
i only could spend time with you for 4 months, but oh god you made those 4 months so unique. my memories of those days will truly last forever, you changed my life entirely and i couldn't be more thankful for that. i probably won't see you again, but i just want you to know that deep in my heart i will always love you. ♥
For those out there with troubles or anything...... Know what your going through or what happened or why your listening, or ur just listening for chill but anyway, I hope everything gets well, also if your depressed, help someone it makes me forget about the pain and seeing someone smile makes me forget as well, -stay alive frens
I'm missing out on a lot of my childhood from depression. Do you ever just sit in your room at 3 am and for no reason get this really bad hurting feeling in your chest and feel like your going to explode and your heart and head hurts so much and you have the strongest urge to cry? And you feel like your world is tearing apart and you're alone. I just feel like i want to cry all the time and i know it wont solve anything and i know i cant do anything about it. I always feel really weak and have to remind myself all the time "Dont cry in public" because i dont want people staring at me or judging me.
I miss my childhood, I lost so much of it and I can do nothing to fix it. All I can do is move on and try to have a good teenhood and adulthood, hopefully.
I don't feel alone, or sad, but peacefully relaxed. This kind of music help to escape reality, to carry you on another world. *Dream, think, melancoly, tiredness, bored of this society, ...* All that. I want to sleep indefinitely, to stop time during a late night, where i'm alone. i keep asking questions about life. Theses can't be solved, we know nothing about this world. We're all completely lost. When you think about it, non-sense is everywhere. (???)
Have you ever been alone for so long that you subtly break through the exhaustion and the loneliness and all of a sudden, everything is soft, and there's bright sunshine or a nice lamp light, and you get this warm feeling in your chest and it goes up to your head and you can't stop smiling.... that's true happiness.
I fall in love, but scared of falling in love at the same time the times I feel anxious and numbness by my past relationships and the rejection knowing it’ll be a mistake all over again
No one is gonna read this and that's okay. I'm so happy right now. I don't know why. Nothing is any better in my life than it has been, but I'm so happy. I don't want the feeling to end
The last part got me, when you’ve lost the ability to feel true happiness for a long time, but finally get a taste of it, it’s unexplainable. It’s freedom. But within those moments I find myself saying that too, I don’t want this to end.
i think i've finally gained some sort of confidence. i'm first chair trombone in my schools top band. i don't really know why that helps. (maybe because everyone except me and second chair are shit, lmao) but for real. i feel more confident, i can teach this guy who just picked up trombone in beginning jazz band. he's not half bad now. literally picked up an instrument(not just trombone literally any instrument ever) about a week and a half ago, and now he's able to play a full jazz scale and keep in time with everything. being able to teach others, to help them, even though i can't really help myself. it helps, its a good feeling. i don't know why specifically trombone/piano/euphonium is my outlet but it helps, a lot. all of you guys should try picking up something, just to keep you busy, something that other people are interested in. that's not why i picked i trombone and piano. but it's a good reason to. if you like cooking or chemistry or whatever you hobby is, dancing, drawing, _making music_ , photography, etc... being able to show someone how to do something they're interested in. and them them doing it, and you knowing that one day they might do the same. i think its the idea of leaving an impact on the world. a positive reminder that you were there, that there was a least some sort of purpose for you to exist. "opinions don't mean shit. action means something." - Mark Fischbach(markiplier), 2018. take action, leave a _mark._ it'll help, believe me. yes i just made a markiplier pun don't judge me.
Wasn't expecting Yuna from FFX at 12:35, gave me goosebumps when I heard that haha. Honestly my favourite game of all time and reminds me of all the childhood days I spent playing it... Now I'm feeling very NOSTALGIC :P Awesome mix :)
That feeling of being attached to the feeling of being alone. That feeling when you are attracted to the feeling of pain inside your chest and mind. I feel like I want to just lay down and let everything go, but when time comes. I will be back here, willing to suffer, willing to feel frustrated, willing to die..
Remember those times when you were younger? When you would smile and laugh til' you're older. You wouldn't worry about life. You would play everyday. Your mommy would read you a story til' you fell asleep. But now those times are over. Now you are lost, and get caught in your sad thoughts. You cry everyday til' your hearts empty. No more smiles, no more laughs, your heart breaks to pieces every now and then. Goodbye childhood, I miss you very much.
take me away no, you already took me away make me smile no, you already make me smile i had a dream about you and all the things i love flowers, sunshine, and flying doves you were there laughing like you always do your head in my lap oh, what did i do to deserve you? i'm on my bed reminiscing that time when you were happy and everything was fine i can hear the rain from outside the drips and drops of a moment i start to cry are they all worn out and broken? i can't wait to see you again you're brighter than my future crap, it's already 3 o'clock but these memories make me soother hold me close no, you already hold me close don't let go no, you go with the flow i like a lot of things sure, it might sound poetic i mean it from the bottom of my heart you're my *aesthetic*
My mother died in my arms in October 2018. I missed her so much... I remember that a few days after her death I heard what was happening from the minute 4:33 and my feelings were identified with the melody of this sound. I saw myself, needing that last hug that she didn't give me. and at the same time I felt represented by the umbrella... immobile, damaged, decayed and just letting the rain get me wet. This melody works very hard in my mind with the memory of it. 😢
I had very deep feelings for this one person for over a decade.. and even though they finally told me how they felt and that I should move on, I’m feeling it all now and it hurts...
You know I waited five years for him to notice me. I watched him kiss my best friend and tell her he loved her, but I was just happy to be there for him when she dumped him for someone else. That was back when I wasn't a depressed lump of nothing. When he finally noticed me I was so depressed I didn't think I deserved someone like him he didn't need to see me sad, he needed someone who could have made him happy. I'm stupid...I miss him...
I keep pulling away, segregating myself from you , but you keep coming back. No matter how hard I try abandon you, you always find a way back in my life. You know that's cruel, you clearly don't feel the same , the way I feel about you. And I try to separate myself, to move on from misery but you never let me go. Even though I suffer with you. You truly are a cruel one.
i havent felt anything in months. the life of apathy is miserable but I cant get out of it. i have no reason to do anything, i dont WANT to do anything. i only know fake people and i just want to forget about them and go with that, but i cant... only knowing fake people and living in apathy is horrible... i dont know... i just dont know...
This reminds me of my crush... She has beautiful curly ginger hair. She lightens my day every time I see her. But I never really know what's behind her eyes. Is it ever loving happiness? Or is sorrow deep down, trying to let out. She's like the 'emo' friend. (Not really, we play around because she wears all black.) But I never know if she actually hates herself, wants to die, wants to float away and disappear. Sometimes I catch her huddled... Somewhere. It doesn't matter.
This is the only thing that makes me fall asleep. I dont really know whats wrong with me and the fucking world I live in that is slowly consuming my personality. Changes need to be made.
and dark memories are fading into dust like ashes that we pass on throughout life and its challenges us humans are like DANDELIONS after we get older we all fade into sunset and as we fade we are all connected into one WHOLE ............
In my head..I thought it'd go a lot better..I thought..we could fix things. You rarely being able to do anything because of your work and..we basically werent even dating as you were gone every day, 7 days a week. And on your rare break day.. You basically disappeared then too.. Were you cheating? Or were you actually just busy?.... Ive now fallen..so far down the rabbit hole..theres possibly no chance of getting back up and I feel so helpless despite having so much help around me.. I feel so lonely and empty despite all the friends around me idk what to do.. Falling this much makes me feel like I'm just..falling forever.
I keep pulling away. but you keep coming back to me, even though you don't feel the same about me. why do you keep coming back, and making me more miserable everyday when I have moved on. you drag me to the same misery again, by coming back to me. you truly are a cruel one.
My sister left me, and ...you know i feel like i've lost my best friend. She doesn't want to come back, not because of me, but still, it means that she doesn't care about me. I feel like i don't need anyone now even if i feel lonely . There are everyone , and there is me. Who am i?
I'm sorry to hear about your sister. Whatever the reason was that she left may have been difficult making that decision. I believe she probably still really cares about you. Don't give up and keep being you. You're doing great. :)
thank u so much for the upload! ❤️
Thank you for music
Man, Healing is the most beautiful thing, I made a short video using it.
instagram.com/p/BqpptWPn69z/
Thank you for your music this is great!!!!
I'm not depressed anymore. But I always come back to this channel just to see how far I've come. I am at peace.
The most rewarding feeling is coming back and seeing how much you've grown
Good job.... I'm glad you managed to pull through.... I'm still stuck here.... But, who knows.... maybe I'll get out eventually......💕
u know that feeling...?
...you have like..thousand people around you the whole day.
... and you come home.. and you have this hurting feeling inside your chest... and suddenly you feel alone..
and it hurts.. it hurts so damn much. I dont know what is wrong with me... Why did i let it come so far, What have i let come so far. Why am i in pain. you feel like you want to crawl in a ball on your bed. and you count down the hours before you need to get up again for work or school. and when some one comes up to you and asks how you've been. you say, ''good''
I have the same feeling. I get done of practice and go home and all I think about why am I doing this, while the girl I love is just getting picked on and shit from her boyfriends. Feels bad
I can totally 100% relate to the "surrounded by thousand of people the whole day, and got a hurting feel when getting back to home" part
well I don't know if thats what you mean, but I feel like after having that pain in the chest, I keep thinking "have I done anything wrong to any people today from school", it just awful
It's called anguish. This can be happening because of a lack of meaning of life that shall be fixed with a reconnection with God, through Jesus, The Anointed One.
I know exactly how you feel...
I’m scared I’m not making all the memories I’m supposed to.
All the memories you don't get, are non exsistent. Just live your life like you want to!
Jadyn Fernandez same, I feel i wasted my high school days by missing out on a lot of high school memory stuff, but I guess I just must look forward, to creating what I want to experience
Huge mood honestly. Everything I've been doing feels contrived and boring. I wanna go back to last summer where everything felt great.
Jadyn Fernandez me too I feel as a teenager there's things you're meant to do but I haven't done those basic things
Supposed to
They always tell me they’re sad, but they never ask how I am. Ever.
Who hurt you umbrella?
i only could spend time with you for 4 months, but oh god you made those 4 months so unique. my memories of those days will truly last forever, you changed my life entirely and i couldn't be more thankful for that. i probably won't see you again, but i just want you to know that deep in my heart i will always love you. ♥
this channel is really helping me through a break up. love this so much. helps me feel calm.
LucaPizza123 that's good to hear. good luck with everything
Magister Mundi thanks
I know what it is.. Even when you're the putting an end to the relationship, it's still really hard..
For those out there with troubles or anything...... Know what your going through or what happened or why your listening, or ur just listening for chill but anyway, I hope everything gets well, also if your depressed, help someone it makes me forget about the pain and seeing someone smile makes me forget as well,
-stay alive frens
thx for the advice ;) you made me smile
I'm missing out on a lot of my childhood from depression. Do you ever just sit in your room at 3 am and for no reason get this really bad hurting feeling in your chest and feel like your going to explode and your heart and head hurts so much and you have the strongest urge to cry? And you feel like your world is tearing apart and you're alone. I just feel like i want to cry all the time and i know it wont solve anything and i know i cant do anything about it. I always feel really weak and have to remind myself all the time "Dont cry in public" because i dont want people staring at me or judging me.
that-awkward-person all the time
I relate to that way too much...........
Ok I just broke in tears, this describes me in every way...I miss my childhood so much....I miss what it feels to be happy for one day..
I miss my childhood, I lost so much of it and I can do nothing to fix it. All I can do is move on and try to have a good teenhood and adulthood, hopefully.
Thank you strangers, your comments are helping me more than anyone has.
Brings back thoughts of someone I care about and how they make me feel when I'm around them
I don't feel alone, or sad, but peacefully relaxed. This kind of music help to escape reality, to carry you on another world. *Dream, think, melancoly, tiredness, bored of this society, ...* All that.
I want to sleep indefinitely, to stop time during a late night, where i'm alone. i keep asking questions about life. Theses can't be solved, we know nothing about this world. We're all completely lost. When you think about it, non-sense is everywhere. (???)
Knowing that she won't ever come back and that's your new reality
Have you ever been alone for so long that you subtly break through the exhaustion and the loneliness and all of a sudden, everything is soft, and there's bright sunshine or a nice lamp light, and you get this warm feeling in your chest and it goes up to your head and you can't stop smiling.... that's true happiness.
I fall in love, but scared of falling in love at the same time the times I feel anxious and numbness by my past relationships and the rejection knowing it’ll be a mistake all over again
No one is gonna read this and that's okay.
I'm so happy right now.
I don't know why.
Nothing is any better in my life than it has been, but I'm so happy.
I don't want the feeling to end
This made me cry..😭
@@swagaming2752 Thanks I think
Nathan Haas No Need to thank me its alright man..
Good.... Try your best to hold on to that happiness..... 💕
The last part got me, when you’ve lost the ability to feel true happiness for a long time, but finally get a taste of it, it’s unexplainable. It’s freedom. But within those moments I find myself saying that too,
I don’t want this to end.
i think i've finally gained some sort of confidence. i'm first chair trombone in my schools top band. i don't really know why that helps. (maybe because everyone except me and second chair are shit, lmao) but for real. i feel more confident, i can teach this guy who just picked up trombone in beginning jazz band. he's not half bad now. literally picked up an instrument(not just trombone literally any instrument ever) about a week and a half ago, and now he's able to play a full jazz scale and keep in time with everything. being able to teach others, to help them, even though i can't really help myself. it helps, its a good feeling. i don't know why specifically trombone/piano/euphonium is my outlet but it helps, a lot. all of you guys should try picking up something, just to keep you busy, something that other people are interested in. that's not why i picked i trombone and piano. but it's a good reason to. if you like cooking or chemistry or whatever you hobby is, dancing, drawing, _making music_ , photography, etc... being able to show someone how to do something they're interested in. and them them doing it, and you knowing that one day they might do the same.
i think its the idea of leaving an impact on the world. a positive reminder that you were there, that there was a least some sort of purpose for you to exist.
"opinions don't mean shit. action means something." - Mark Fischbach(markiplier), 2018.
take action, leave a _mark._
it'll help, believe me.
yes i just made a markiplier pun don't judge me.
I always like these videos before watching cuz I already know it’s gonna be good
this is just so peaceful and perfect
love this
I hate falling... falling over the same person over and over and over again.
Why am I like this?
Thank you so much for this! Its helping me unwind after working 3rd shift!! I love it so much!
Music is so powerful... it can cure a broken heart.
Wasn't expecting Yuna from FFX at 12:35, gave me goosebumps when I heard that haha. Honestly my favourite game of all time and reminds me of all the childhood days I spent playing it... Now I'm feeling very NOSTALGIC :P Awesome mix :)
That song is great too, need the title
That feeling of being attached to the feeling of being alone. That feeling when you are attracted to the feeling of pain inside your chest and mind. I feel like I want to just lay down and let everything go, but when time comes. I will be back here, willing to suffer, willing to feel frustrated, willing to die..
Oddly comforting and anxious at the same time.
The "I can't go" part of this song is from a Final Fantasy 10 cutscene where Yuna is saying she can't go to a place the main character is from
Remember those times when you were younger? When you would smile and laugh til' you're older. You wouldn't worry about life. You would play everyday. Your mommy would read you a story til' you fell asleep. But now those times are over. Now you are lost, and get caught in your sad thoughts. You cry everyday til' your hearts empty. No more smiles, no more laughs, your heart breaks to pieces every now and then. Goodbye childhood, I miss you very much.
Just thinking about her again..
Tristan Williamson i feel you..
me too
Never had a 'her'
Me to SamlsOG
SamIsOG me neither.. But I'm thinking about what could have been..
take me away
no, you already took me away
make me smile
no, you already make me smile
i had a dream about you and all the things i love
flowers, sunshine, and flying doves
you were there laughing
like you always do
your head in my lap
oh, what did i do to deserve you?
i'm on my bed
reminiscing that time
when you were happy
and everything was fine
i can hear the rain from outside
the drips and drops of a moment
i start to cry
are they all worn out and broken?
i can't wait to see you again
you're brighter than my future
crap, it's already 3 o'clock
but these memories make me soother
hold me close
no, you already hold me close
don't let go
no, you go with the flow
i like a lot of things
sure, it might sound poetic
i mean it from the bottom of my heart
you're my *aesthetic*
My mother died in my arms in October 2018. I missed her so much... I remember that a few days after her death I heard what was happening from the minute 4:33 and my feelings were identified with the melody of this sound. I saw myself, needing that last hug that she didn't give me. and at the same time I felt represented by the umbrella... immobile, damaged, decayed and just letting the rain get me wet. This melody works very hard in my mind with the memory of it. 😢
Another beutiful background for that beutiful music
I had very deep feelings for this one person for over a decade.. and even though they finally told me how they felt and that I should move on, I’m feeling it all now and it hurts...
Low key can’t stop listening to this. And I can’t stop thinking about that person. 😤😤
This is like warm hands massaging my mind. How very simple & lovely.
Poor umbrella...
thinking bout him. needing him right now. he is sleeping while i’m wide awake. thinking about him.
i’m getting addicted to this . 😍 thanks , this relaxes me .
You know I waited five years for him to notice me. I watched him kiss my best friend and tell her he loved her, but I was just happy to be there for him when she dumped him for someone else. That was back when I wasn't a depressed lump of nothing. When he finally noticed me I was so depressed I didn't think I deserved someone like him he didn't need to see me sad, he needed someone who could have made him happy. I'm stupid...I miss him...
Getting ready for college....This is going to be one long year.
good luck!
ITS STRESSFUL ASF hate college lol
@@l0wridagirl hang in there, girl💪
@@rickyanderson7949 trying to lol
Show em whats up!! YOU GOT THIS!
made me feel something that's for sure
f e e l i n g t h e v i b e s . . . .
this music heal my depresion
I keep pulling away, segregating myself from you , but you keep coming back. No matter how hard I try abandon you, you always find a way back in my life. You know that's cruel, you clearly don't feel the same , the way I feel about you. And I try to separate myself, to move on from misery but you never let me go. Even though I suffer with you. You truly are a cruel one.
This summer has so long time , 3 years 💔
This is so beautiful!!! I love it!!! ❤❤❤
Its a new way of communication in a sense, I feel like these noises can be words man #mutecity
i havent felt anything in months. the life of apathy is miserable but I cant get out of it. i have no reason to do anything, i dont WANT to do anything. i only know fake people and i just want to forget about them and go with that, but i cant... only knowing fake people and living in apathy is horrible... i dont know... i just dont know...
a pickle i know, thanks Rick
One day you'll meet better people and forget those fake people that are dragging you down!
I feel you ..... but when .....when is one day ..... I just ..don't know
She never told me why she left, she doesn't deserve that closure.
thanks for the relaxing music
Relaxing songs that help me concentrate while studying. Thanks
Another beautiful mix
Nice to feel free in lockdown.....thank you 😘
old feeling are fading slowly
Just finished cowboy bebop and now I am listening to this, perfect ingredients for a week long depression.
So relaxing...
I need go to sleep... but its too relaxing ♥
Karook I feel ya, I feel ya
Amazing !! Also very aesthetic background!
Guys, my mind is my worst enemy
Eric Jon Jasso Thank you, dude ❤️ I feel you
The Mind can be a Blessing AND A Curse...
i love it already ❤
This reminds me of my crush... She has beautiful curly ginger hair. She lightens my day every time I see her. But I never really know what's behind her eyes. Is it ever loving happiness? Or is sorrow deep down, trying to let out. She's like the 'emo' friend. (Not really, we play around because she wears all black.) But I never know if she actually hates herself, wants to die, wants to float away and disappear. Sometimes I catch her huddled... Somewhere. It doesn't matter.
Good night from France !
un fr ca fait plaisir :)
c'est pas si rare que ça ici ;)
agnacto belze ça commence à se démocratiser chez nous cette musique :D
oui :D
Bonne nuit à toi aussi
This is the only thing that makes me fall asleep. I dont really know whats wrong with me and the fucking world I live in that is slowly consuming my personality. Changes need to be made.
最近天氣變得惡劣,刮大風,暴風雨。大雨將至,讓心情又再次沈澱。
The best YT Channel ever!!! MUITO OBRIGADO!
am crying just wow
nice songs! keep up the vibes!
Ugh feel like crying now
Name a community more supportive, calm, not-toxic and friendly that the comment section of lo-fi videos, I'll wait..
Замечательно!!! Спасибо! Теперь усну спокойно)) 🌛
Why do I love more than I’m loved . I’m tired of getting hurt I’m just done with make relationships with people . I just want to be alone
and dark memories are fading into dust like ashes that we pass on throughout life and its challenges
us humans are like DANDELIONS after we get older we all fade into sunset and as we fade we are all
connected into one WHOLE ............
Rosy that was the most stupidest thing i heard from my dear cousin all day lmao...
Dont let me fall... please....
Falling.. fading..down down down I go..
Falling to the death
you are the best
S O S A D T O L I V E
In my head..I thought it'd go a lot better..I thought..we could fix things. You rarely being able to do anything because of your work and..we basically werent even dating as you were gone every day, 7 days a week. And on your rare break day.. You basically disappeared then too.. Were you cheating? Or were you actually just busy?....
Ive now fallen..so far down the rabbit hole..theres possibly no chance of getting back up and I feel so helpless despite having so much help around me.. I feel so lonely and empty despite all the friends around me idk what to do..
Falling this much makes me feel like I'm just..falling forever.
Good works, love u
I feel myself falling again and I don't know if I should fly or sink further.
beautiful
Catch my falling feelings
Hold still my e-motions
I will see you tomorrow
So soon but to far
am I always gonna feel this way?
If you fly too high you'll end up with burned wings, so I'm falling deep down for rebouncing to space.
Reminds me of aqua falling to darkness for Terra and ven
Please excuse me as I collapse through life without purpose.
💔
I love this I edit audios for musically
First song is from Life is Strange: Before the Storm
Muito bom e muito obrigado! s2
The first guitar melody reminds of a Silverstein's song called my heroine.
Love it
I feel like I should be doing more. like im not doing enough with my life. im doing almost everything I can but idk
♡ - 18:02-19:52 beautiful ♡
I keep pulling away. but you keep coming back to me, even though you don't feel the same about me. why do you keep coming back, and making me more miserable everyday when I have moved on. you drag me to the same misery again, by coming back to me. you truly are a cruel one.
i love this but what is the first song 🙌🏼
Good song
My sister left me, and ...you know i feel like i've lost my best friend. She doesn't want to come back, not because of me, but still, it means that she doesn't care about me. I feel like i don't need anyone now even if i feel lonely . There are everyone , and there is me. Who am i?
I'm sorry to hear about your sister. Whatever the reason was that she left may have been difficult making that decision. I believe she probably still really cares about you. Don't give up and keep being you. You're doing great. :)
Omg so many ads and some of them are three minutes long I had to get out of the shower to skip a damn add