My mum died a year and a half ago. My fondest memories are fading. I'm beginning to forget her voice, her touch. Boy would I give it all up to see my mother again. Miss you, mum. Everything I do is through you, for you. I love you I thank the artists for this beautiful music. It really makes you feel something.
Damn. So many stories told in these comments, so many lives are under strain and being lived. Stay strong my dudes, one day we'll all meet in the stars.
The best memories are those summer nights you had when you were a kid. The fireflies and the light humidity. Playing all evening in the streets with the other neighborhood kids. I miss it. I wish I were a kid again
Ah, I used to play with my neighbourhood friends a long time ago. But when I moved it literally broke me so much to leave that house and those friends, that I became depressed. Somehow.
Jesus is Thicc All of that is true except for the light humidity. The humidity is never light where I live. Some days you step out and your glasses will fog up. My sister and I always joke that after you live in the south after a while you start growing gills because of the humidity.
Every moment may become a memory. That's why you should enjoy your life. If you want to meet with someone propose it to them. If this person was to stay in your life he will.
if you start to enjoy being alone, little by little, the time you spend will show you where yo want to be alone after this and is shown by smiling. It´s like peeling an onion but, every layer has a mirror that reflects you and everything you reflect tells you that the next layer is 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000+... better. So I already told you the game for life and the key is to smile for real, not muscle flexing beacuse yes; That is the true key, *enjoy*!
cosmic kermit hey man think of it not so much as a bad thing but a part of your life when you where happy because you can always come back to that maybe with someone different but you will never lose that no madder what pal
Facts well kinda, I still miss my friends because we had to move away like 6 or 7 years ago we used to all play videogames together and play outside but now that's just a memory
And thats so sad to realise. Like before she was my best friend and knew everything that was going in my life. Now 10 years later we completely strangers and i saw her at the store she didnt even say hi....
There is no deeper meaning in life. No reason for anything. Nothing to be truly happy for. And yet, people manage to do just that. To find happiness in living. To project meaning on a world that inherently has none. That's part of why I find the world so beautiful and fascinating. Just because you aren't happy now, doesn't mean you can't be later. Relax and focus on getting better. Help others find their own happiness and you'll likely find yours along the way. If not for you, then for others at the very least.
Everyone has to give Life a Meaning by himself. Even if you dont really see that Life has Meaning. Its all about each individuals story. We will stay forever only ourself for the time of our Life and are the only one in the whole world wo lives exactly that story, with these unique emotions. Also Drugs are not bad lol ^^
Lauren not trying to spoil your mood or anyone else's but it just a comment, they may not necessarily be like this in person since everyone is feeling sorry for themselves (including me) it's just that were human and that we cant avoid emotion so we just express ourselves in "comments". Sorry if none of this make sense, I just don't know why I'm replying to you, I'm just really tired while drawing, I'm just gonna go bed
That would be nice. Even if this comment section doesn't know a thing about on another, we still feel the same pain and morn together; This music has connected us
I met this girl in my dreams once. She had like this yellow dress and a big booty and I wanted to have sex with her and she wanted it from me but events came up in the dream which delayed me from sneaking into her bed( We were living in the same house). On the second try I was able to hook up but just when i was about to penetrate her I woke up. I don't know why I dreamt that but when i woke up I felt really lonely honestly I wish I could meet this big booty yellow dressed girl and not for the sex (lol) maybe we could talk or something.
@@lievaska1785 I know the pain my best friend said to me nobody likes you u wil die alone this wash 5 years ago and i hear it stil he dont want contact with me because he found coler friends he dont need me...
i had a friend he was almost my brother and recently i found our blood "contract" (we prick our finger and signed with a drop of blood), we made this contract to be sure that our friendship last for a long time. But it did not work and today I'm afraid to send him the contract photo...
Wolfsterz your right i love my grandparents so much because when my parents couldnt take care of me i lived with them for three years and i visited them every weekend and im aware that some time they wont be with me anymore so i try to be with them as much as i can.
Remember when there was no trouble in our lives? We didn't feel stressed over school or family, we just had fun. We didn't have responsibilities or problems. This takes me back to those days.
I'm 19, never had a genuine enough interest in any girl to ask anyone out. And here I am all my friend busy with their gfs and I have nothing better to do but play cs:go at 4am and feel depressed about all the memories that I missed out on...I miss being a kid
Mans this is still killing me i really don't know how to go about this situation though am a strong human masculine being these feelings for my ex are heavy i think only her mouth saying u will heal then i think i will,
I've been sitting here for the past 5 minutes balling my eyes out knowing that I have wasted most of my childhood, I never did anything fun, I just sat in my room watching the television. I miss the childhood I never had, I miss the fun times that would've happened if I were jist to turn off the damn tv and think about how much I was ruining my life, now all I can think about is more ways to hide my pain, more ways to cope with lost time and loved ones, my grandma that I never met because she was like me, she insisted on doing what was fun at the time. I miss the happy me, I miss my friends that I never made because of a screen. I want those wasted years back.
The Blue Pill, then shut off whatever you're watching this on, and do something. Join a gym, climb a mountain, take up a new sport. Life is too short to waste.
I don't believe that. There cannot be any single person on this planet who literally did nothing but stare at a screen forever. This sounds like you're making fun of people who list their problems here.
TopHatCat999 I'm not making fun of anyone. I have done basically nothing with my life so far and I want to change it but I haven't gotten a good chance to actually try. The internet, and smart phones, and computers, and all of this shit have taken over my life ever since I knew how to think. My earliest memory is me staying up for three weeks straight watching Netflix. My life is boring and I am trying to fix it.
The Blue Pill turn off your phone, go on a tech diet and do new things. Say yes to weird stuff, do the things you wouldn't usually do, like walking the other way after work/school going to a bar or bowling... take dance classes, get a bike and ride the city, go to the movies, the theater a concert or anything alone.
This is strangely painful to see our beloved Simpsons characters outside of the humorous context as if they are real people with a dynamic range of feelings, not just silly characters we laugh at. We begin to empathise with them in strange ways. OUCH!
When i was a kid, i want to grow up fast, but now that i am a grown up man. I don't know anymore, i just want the good ol' days to come back. I want the days where it was simple and fun.
i really miss being a child. i miss being really young and seeing everything with beauty, seeing all pure in the world. now it's just hate and depression. i miss my mom and dad hugging me, telling me they love me, making jokes with me, kissing my forehead and the meaningful 'good nights'. instead they just yell at me, tell me how awful i am, and make me feel horrible. the world is a scary place and i just want to sleep for the remainder of my life
Luna System they nurish and protect you when ur young for you to survive but when youre old enough youre expected to but not always prepared to take on life with strength the truth hardships n stuff it's cold not fair but is what it is. When ur old enough u gotta venture out on your own n be strong independent responsible
I miss when I was a little kid. Nothing mattered. I could wear whatever I wanted, eat whatever I wanted say what ever i wanted, do what ever I wanted, and no one would judge me. I was happy. I was never embarrassed about anything I said or did because I knew everyone would forget. I had no body image issues, I didn't wish for the clothing all the other girls had, and I socialized. I had FRIENDS. Now I'm depressed and anxiety ridden and it just... makes me want to go back in time, go back to the time where I was happy, and wanted to socialize, and wanted to have friends. Now I just sit in my room on my computer. I just...
Dont think about the past. Its over and now is the present moment. Live in the now, not in the past, not in the future, just enjoy, what now is. Dont think about it, just feel that, what now is, look around in your room, look at it and dont think about it, say, this is good and that is bad, just look at it and feel it. Feel your Body. Feel it from inside. This is meditation.
Fighting with anxiety is one of the hardest things anyone can face. It makes you someone you're not, and somedays no matter how hard you fight against it, it will continue to bring you down. But you know yourself you weren't always like this, that's why its good to look back but its more important to look forward to the days you'll be free of it! Strive for it, make some changes in your life, break some boundaries , it's a tough journey but with the love and support of those closest to you and all your peeps in this community, you gots this
21 years and I don't really know what I'm doing with my life... I'm going like in auto-pilot, I have no dream, no objectives, no goals, just doing whatever I'm told to, this is not going to end well...
i miss being happy, laughing till my sides ache. i miss sneaking out at 4am to go nowhere but everywhere. i feel tired i'm just trying to live through today and get through tomorrow. i'm not living, just simply wishing and sleeping my life away i don't wanna sleep anymore for i miss being awake
I know the feeling my friend, we should only think safe to prevent further pain, and hope we defintely will see our loved ones who have gone again.. One day.. I hope once someone goes its not forever.. Cant be ya know? :') it cant be..
Graduated Highschool, it seems like all the fun is over permanently. "Go get a job, go be a productive member of society, get married, have kids, go to college", I'm still just a kid. I'm not ready for any of this
Even after 5 years of having this in my first play list made on RUclips I come back every now and then and think back on the time that had passed. I miss it the laughs, the cry’s, the trips, the old me. I don’t know if I’m sad or happy about it all. At 17 I was a big dreamer sorta loser tbh and now I’m at the age 22 about to be 23 next month and I have climbed so many mountains but haven’t been on the original trail up the mountains. I miss you 2017 year old me and I love you 2022 me as you have been the reason I am still living and done so much. I’m counting on your 2023 me you’ll do good never let a bad day get you down and don’t let any old you down they will be looking up to you and support you like they have always. I’ll be back in a couple years again, love you all
Have had it since mid to late 2017 and listen to it every now and then. Life has been a wild ride looking back and I’m 25 now. I feel so old but I know I’m young. I already miss the times I’ve had even though I was aware and appreciated the moments while there. And somehow listening to this video fits my memories well as I think back.
I remember when I'd get up in the morning, get dressed, and take my bike out into my small little Chicago neighborhood. I'd always visit my favorite bakery, and I'd also stop and chat with this man I knew at 7/11. I recently visited my old place 7 years later. Everything is discolored, the joy that I once felt there was totally gone, all my favorite stores were run down and closed forever, and my old childhood home is basically gone, because all the plants are dead, and someone else owns it now.
I miss the summer of 2015, great time with great people and a great feeling of life overall. But I do think people tend to remember only the good things of great memories, as I think, that I am doing that. My best friend ( who i spend the summer with a lot ) said to me this weekend: 'Damn man, I miss those summer times. They were so great and now everything is so boring and less spectaculair.' I guess were growing up more. And i had to agree, i've been thinking about this a lot, like everyday. And the people i used to hang out with, i dont see them anymore. Sometimes, but really not much. We changed, and things happened, although, that is what we say to ourselves. I think nothing happened to us, but some things aren't new anymore for us. I am almost turning 18, feels like a big step. Looking forward to ending my school, but also think it is something sad. I love my life, but i have so many questions about it! Who am I, what am i going to do with my life, and all these memories i have! But i guess that's life. I am surely becoming the person i want to be, but i still have to complete my personal puzzle.
tijmen Clement having just turned 18, I can tell you that nothing feels different; I don't feel like an adult, infact I feel no different to how I was 2 years ago, although I have learnt and matured alot since then. I agree that people tend to romanticise the past, but isn't it so nice to have those nice memories to look back on? Although it's painful to think that there are people who are not in your life any more, nobody is in your life permanently, and that makes the time you spend with them that much more special
The vacations where you would meet random kids, play tag, ride on your bikes, have fun with glowsticks as the sun went down. Then you came back home and never saw them again... But you didn't worry because you only remembered the good times with them. I miss being able to do and be whatever and I miss not giving a damn nobody would give a damn... cause you were just a kid.
We didn't worry because we thought it would never end.. :( but everything changes. Every year gets progressively worse, even if we're doing well in life
missing those summer nights when i used to try to catch the fireflies that were all around me, playing with my family and friends in my backyard listening to music feeling the warm weather. most of all, i just miss being happy.
Isabella Borja I remember I would just spend the entire day outside with friends, playing games in the yard, having dumb little arguments about kid stuff. We would build forts inside with pillows and outside with bamboo, branches and palmetto leaves. I miss those times so much. I would be so reluctant to go home around sunset. I wish I could just go back to those times, just to remember the amazing feeling of having friends you'd thought you'd be with forever.
i miss being a kid. Coming home from school making your homework that only took 30 min or less then going outside to play on the street. I miss watching tv after dinner with my pj's on and not stressing about homework or school. I miss sleeping at 9pm when i wasen't staying up all night to do my homework...I miss being a child.
I'm currently 15. Looking at all these comments make me wonder about how hard it must be being an adult and having to grow up and deal with with responsibilities and many complications in life and I don't realize how quickly time flies and how much I need to cherish my childhood before it's all over and I have to finally be responsible and make wise choices in life unlike I do now. I think about it but I can't really understand how most of you feel in those dark times, but I know they're stressful. I wish the best of luck to all of you in life, Have a good one.
You're in school right? This is THE TIME of your life. Trust me. You have little to no responsabilities and alot of time to make friends... use this time. Live the moment while you can. Growing up isn't that bad. It's just different. It's hard, yeah, but you can do it. Do not fear the passage of time because.. well.. it's unavoidable. And most importantly, be yourself. Life is too short to be whoever others want you to be; too short to live someone else's life.
Can't explain how much I want to be 10 again . Now I'm coming up on my 21st bday it's very scary I been living alone in adult life for 1 year now , I think about how I can possibly go back in time . Is time travel really impossible ?
Every moment in everyone's lives has led to this right her. Anonymous strangers listening to the same song at differ times feeling different emotions with different experiences. I've never felt like part of a grand community until now and it feels calm. We're all waves in the same ocean. Some as still as a pond and some as violent as a tsunami. Yet we're all the same. Same species with the same blood. Just difference faces, ages, races, genders. And in the end. No matter what goes on time still goes by and before you know it this ocean will no longer exist and all those memories, and experiences and will be swept away by the one thing that doesn't change. So however much time you have left. Enjoy it, you deserve at least that much.
I moved states, lost all my friends, they don't even recognize me anymore, they have forgotten about me even though they said they wouldn't. I miss spending time with them, sneaking out at 12 in the morning just to walk around and muck around, I miss my grandparents, I never see them anymore but I wish I could. It kills me knowing that one day they are going to pass away, I'm going to miss playing in their yard, I'm going to miss gardening with my grandma, I'm going to miss going on car drives with her, I'm going to miss baking with her, its been years since I have done anything like that with her and I'm worried I will forget, I will forget what it felt like to be happy. I miss my old house, I went back there for the first time in years and to see what the people did to it destroyed me, it was like seeing my childhood retting ripped apart, they took down my cubby house which I built with my mum when I was young, they leveled out our dam which I used to fish in even though there was no fish, they ripped out the trees I used to climb and fall out of. they. at least the pool was still there and the basketball ring, I have so many memories in that pool and while playing basketball with my dad. but it wasn't the same, even though it was there. I couldn't imagine what the inside looked look and I don't think I want to know. the backyard was horrible, they garden was gone, the chook shed was gone, the fruit trees where gone, I secret little area under a tree was gone. I am happy my cousins still live in the same house, the memories we had there were great, use to play hide and seek and film it, now when I say we should do it they laugh at me and I have to tell them I'm just joking even though I would love to. I miss that so much, I miss the nerf wars we would have, I miss staying up late watching movies and playing video games together. I wish my parents would have done our road trips when I was older just so i could remember them, I can only remember a few of them, so when they tell me about something that happened to me or my sister I just wish I could remember and don't have to go off my imagination. it fucking kills me to know that they re going to die one day, and I know it could be ages away but with the world, we live in these days, all the terror and killings I don't know anymore. it could happen tomorrow or in a week, all I know is that if It does happen I will not be ready, I never will be, I live my parents to death, so much that I would die for them, they have done so much for me, and I have done so little. I should do more, I don't spend any time with them anymore, but I'm trying, I really am and I think they can see that. I'm all way on my computer playing games or watching youtube. I know I still have plenty of time to spend with them but I'm constantly worried that their time will be cut short. and I will regret it, so much that I will think about ending it. but I know that I wouldn't be able to. I wish I wasn't scared of the world, I love going out with my friends, but I hate seeing people I don't know because I'm always thinking about what they won't do, I'm always thinking negatively and I just wish I didn't. I'm scared and I know it, but too scared to tell anyone, I don't want to be scared. I'm only 16 turning 17 at the end of December, I know I shouldn't be thinking like this but I can help it. I think I'm done, and I'm sorry if it makes no sense, I just felt like letting it out, and I'm sure there is more I just can't remember. I thought this would be the perfect place since everybody seems so comforting and supporting. I'm not sure if anyone will read this and if you did, thank you.
I know this feeling bro.After a really difficult year due to studying and pressure,I left home 2 months ago because I was accepted in a university out of my city.Even though the new town is lovely and university is cool,I still do feel empty. I met some new people which I'm not sure I want to pass the rest 4 years with them,since they are not my type at all.I'm not going out,instead I'm staying in my new home which I'll never get used to, and play games,read books and listen to music.All I want is going back to my friends and family. I finally understood how much I miss them right now.So,it would be nice if we sometimes stopped what we do and give a hug or say something good to our loved ones.
I did read all the message; Idk what have you been thru, but i think that those problems might come with the puberty and the teen-ages, maybe you are scare of growing up, just like everyone is, but you have to be strong, and remember that many people is going thru the same thing, and be grateful that you have a family that doesn’t care if you are shy, negative or positive they are there for you Good luck with the teenages, and this growing up stuff!💪😉
Hey ik this is super late but I'm 15 and my birthday is also in December! But if you ever even see this i wanted you to know you aren't alone your comment caught my eye because your story sounds exactly like mine everything you said about growing up, your cousins, friends and family I literally thought I wrote it but please stay strong because most can't relate to us or those who "do" offer the same lame ass message saying oh it gets better but they can't relate to us letting go is the worst feeling in the world which is why I hate it I wish death wasn't inevitable but it is and I can't lie and say it gets better but you can make it better go visit the ones you miss pay respects and remember who and what you've lost be your best self and not for anyone but yourself you are loved and you are special therefore live life the way you wish it was you only get one shot let's not let our nightmares and routine fuck it up for us. That's it from me friend happy trails!
I'm 18 and my days consist of working on the weekends and college on Mondays and Wednesdays. I have a lot of free time and a little too much time to think and get lost. I am at a constant fear of becoming too lost to no return but I pray that that won't happen. Just wished all of my friends didn't move to Universities ranging from an hour away to the other side of the country. Glad some other people are on here that understand what it's like to swim in this mental pool we have going on. Stay strong guys, God has a plan for all of us. God Bless.
Over 2 years since my mom died. This video has carried me through hell and back. Love ya mom and everyone reading, it doesn’t get better but we grow and that’s the fun part. Evolve and don’t quit, pain or pleasure, forward.
I miss the days when life wasnt a challenge, and when we could explore life like we never could today, life without stress or self consciousness. Life when it was a game for you to enjoy learn and have fun, life is too complicated now, time flies when youre young
Kate Is great enjoy being 11 because life is only gonna get harder in the future, what I suggest is start seeing the negativity as a positive aspect in your life. Maybe even try recollecting your life in what's positive or negative. (probably sounded dumb af cuz its 2:43 on a Thursday night, schools tmm, and currently high AF)
OUR GOVERNMENT RUINED US. AND PLANET. THEY WILL MAKE IT WORSE 2018 AND SO ON. LIFE WAS DOPE IN 90S FOR ME . FUCK TRUMP THE POPE THE SYSTEM AND ALL THE LIES. WE NEED JESUS TO COME BACK.
Makes me wonder where all the years went, I never listened to my parents when they said time would fly by. Just yesterday I was surrounded by "friends" and a bright future ahead of me. Today I'm 24, lost and confused as to wtf happened, where my "bright future" has gone, where all my "friends" are, the girl I've loved since middle school is now married and has a kid, yet I can't keep a steady job, a high school drop out. I'm 24 and I feel like I've lived a long enough life, it shouldn't be this way. I'm so lost and confused, sometimes I feel like just calling it quits. I can't be the only one like this, someone who has been through this or sees light at the end of the tunnel please... help. I don't wanna give up...
VIPER-STRIKE I'm also 24 was a B+ to A student from first to eighth grade with a promising future until my life fell apart and it hasn't been the same since, the only time I felt like life was worth living since then was during the three months I spent with this girl that has already left back to her country half way around the world. I don't know when I'll call it quits myself but until then I guess the best we can do is to try to make the best we can with the hand we were dealt.
I wanna say the side of my story which is like yours but,I’m 11 years old. When I was small like 5 I was like “UGH I wish I was already a teenager or an adult, I don’t want to be small!” And my parents would say,”Oh You would regret saying that when you are around 12-14.” And I was like NO. Now I’m here sad about me wishing to make most of my small childhood Ik I’m a child still but, life is getting harder and I’m slowly getting depressed but my “friends” always say ,so,and,ok,oh let’s play this. No one cares. I like being sad but it’s just not making me feel right at the same time.(sorry bout bad grammar)
VIPER-STRIKE hey bro. I feel for ya. I was about 21 and I wasn’t doing to well. The loneliness is crippling, it’s like I have no energy. I didn’t care about anything. Why should I even get out of bed? I follow a guy on RUclips called Cain Carter. You can find him at hotdamnirock and he went through some pretty ducked up shit that helped me through. His struggle taught me to learn myself and what I want for myself. I’m 28 now and married with a 2 yr old daughter. Just saying life goes on, but remember it will be what you make it. Also, I love you bro.
It will happen it took me 22 years but it will happen. I'm a kid of WVs DHHR system and lost my dad from the jump and my mom 8 times as well as went through 14 different foster families. Only to be adopted in 6th grade and be kicked out as a 17 year old and live under a bridge. Now im a senior in college and am on my way. All of which is stressful and depression but I had a kid with a girl I'm no longer with. Hes my fucking world man he makes me feel like I've neve felt before I think it's what people call happiness. Even the thought of him makes me feel at ease. I'm not saying having a kid will solve everything I'm just saying your time will come. Life fucking sucks bad like reallllllly fucking bad but there comes short brief times where happiness exist just enjoy them while you can. While not dwelling over the times where you cant find it
My father passed away 13 years ago just about. Every so often I really think what would my life be like right now if he was here... and how would I have turned out? Maybe better... maybe I wouldn’t regret so much and made some better choices. Maybe he could’ve taught me lessons my mom couldn’t even though she tries her hardest to do both parts. Well I don’t really believe in god per say, but I do believe everything happens for a reason and I hope that whether he is now just in complete darkness or actually somewhere in peace...I have or will do something that can make him proud I truly do love and miss you dad and wish you were here today to guide me to do better - Love Michael No sympathy is needed here... I’m just talking like everyone else and I like reading comments and participating.
Man this mix brings back some memories! I was stationed in Korea in 2017, and this brings me right back to exploring that awesome country. The fun dates with the expat teacher I dated for most of the time I was there, the solo exploring around Busan, Seoul, Pyeongtaek... The awesome time with the people I met at work and in Hostels. It is kind of sad I don't keep contact with pretty much anyone from that period, but the memories will always be there! "Rejoice, O young man, in thy youth..." -Ecclesiastes
Let it flow man. Let the tears and your emotions flow :) I've been there (and in fact, every once in a while I end back there) and the best thing is just let it go. After letting things go I hope you kick ass this year!
I really miss my childhood days where I would just play and eat and have fun under the sun. And now I'm 17 years old, everything's fucked up and I'm a mess.
Just a little every day my dude. I'm 34, I lost a decade somewhere. But it's getting better every day. I don't know what you've done and I can't speak for your experiences but it CAN get better.
Thank you for including "i am tired" to this mix! 4 years later, this song still gets played everyday. I would have never imagined that it could impact someone's life or that people would simply enjoy it. So thank you and the people listening from the bottom of my heart!❤
I'm reading the comments and I feel so touched by many of them. Life is a mistery. We have to learn to keep going, always. With people around us or just on our own. I feel alone everyday but there's still people supporting me. I still believe in some people.
I've been dealing with general anxiety ever since i was 10. Its always been bad, but this week it got even worse. I've had 2 anxiety attacks everyday, and it makes me sad just thinking about it. I always thought and still think that it's never gonna get better, its only just gonna get worse. I'm honestly scared. I really want it to get better. I feel like there's something pushing me down, further and further every time i have an anxiety attack. It's so scary to me. I don't want these feelings to over come me. The feelings i get during an attack is just so terrible. Pressure, sadness, anger, loneliness, emptiness, fear, worry. There's just so much i can't explain. i'm so surprised, and glad i don't have depression. My mother dealt with depression, it was hard for her, my father, myself and my siblings. She's better now. I always remind myself to keep my head up no matter what, but it's hard sometimes, especially when having a giant weight on your back. I also have very low self esteem, and low confidence in myself. Which makes it even harder to believe in myself. I try so hard to be confident, kind, funny, smart, athletic. When ever i fail at those things my confidence bar drops. Whenever i succeed it barley goes up, anyway. That brings me back to the i don't think it'll ever get better. My family does, i want to listen to them and believe in them, but it feels like i'm just hanging on their words. Waiting for it to happen. Endlessly waiting. Just remember Love yourself and others. -Kate
I had gad for about 4/5 years and now I'm almost free :) don't wait for it to happen make it happen! I reached a point where I couldn't live like this aymore and from this point on I worked [o]n it and now I feel so free. you can make it as well!:)
i don't feel like a good person. people hate me, even random people i've never talked to, even people who i thought were my best friends. this sucks. am i a horrible person or what? i try to be the best for everyone, to be for everyone. trying to be the best friend who is always with you no natter what. i was bullied in school for no reason and on the internet is the same. i don't even know what to do. in 3 days i'm going to a new school and i hope there will be a better place.
Sele Dude I get fucked with all the time a little bit after I meet certain people. Makes me feel like a punching bag :( . Some people don't tho and those people I value the most. This night I am just crying thinking about everything. I wish you the best of luck... friend :)
+Miuler Reyes I wish you good luck too, don't worry about people who fuck with you, they will stop and I hope these who you care about will stay with you
That happens to me last year i changed school everything its like weird those people still bullied me i feel insecure about everything now still trying to find some new friends Edit: I mean the people that bullied me in the other school(everyone) here some people bully me but its fine for me now sometimes i think in suicide but that changed a lot
My favorite childhood memories are having picnics at the park with my grandma and sister, playing on my swingset at dusk in the summer. Or going shopping at the mall with my family, and falling asleep on a long drive home. I really miss those peaceful days...
When I was a kid me and my bro didn't have a bed. Instead we would sleep on mattresses. Everytime we fell asleep on a bench or watching tv our parents would pick us and put us on the mattresses , cover us heavily and kiss us goodnight. Somehow the fact that I didn't have a bed for my own don't seem so bad. I'll go back to those days in a heartbeat
this is kinda all over the place. i just needed to get it out. i miss calling my parents mommy and daddy. i miss running up to my dad when he got home, him picking me up and hugging me. i miss when my mom would go to work and she would drop me off at my grandmas where i'd spend the whole day playing outside with her with the hose. i miss going back inside with her and playing with little pet shops in an old doll house that she has now given away. i miss sleeping in my parents bed because i was afraid of the dark. i miss riding in the golfcart with my grammy and papa. i miss when my papa would put me on his lap and let me "drive". i miss when grammy would read to me. now, whenever i ask, she just laughs as if im kidding. i miss when my mom would tuck me in, and my dad would read me a story. i miss playing little big planet with my aunt and uncle. i miss laying in bed watching old garfield episodes while my parents played poker with them. i miss my dad carrying me to bed after i fell asleep watching a movie. i miss when he could pick me up and put me on his shoulders. i miss when my mom would kiss me on the head before i went to sleep. i miss playing with my toys in my playroom by myself, not needing anyone to keep me company. i miss being little. i miss going to chuck e cheese with grammy, spending hours there trying to get a bunch of tickets. she won't take me back now. im not her only grandchild anymore. i miss when i was. when i was papa's one and only. he'd do anything for me back then. we had so much fun together, me grammy and papa. we explored all the woods around their house. we rode the golf cart back into no trespassing zones for the fun of it. they were my best friends growing up. they don't act the same with me anymore. i miss when we would drive the golfcart around in the trails through the woods, just exploring. they aren't just my grandparents anymore. their eyes dont light up the way they used to. i can't hold their hands anymore. they have other grandchildrens hands to hold. i miss my uncle. he died a year ago from drug overdose. my grandma and grandpa lost a son. i lost an uncle. my dad lost a brother. i miss running through my grandmas 5 acres with him, pretending we were survivors. building forts, climbing trees. he never really grew up. he will always be one of my best friends. we would run for hours, not tiring. grandma would ring the bell, letting us know it was time for dinner. we would eat, and then go back outside to catch the creatures that came out in the night. i remember one time me and my grandma spent the night on my trampoline in the woods, listening to the crickets. watching the lighting bugs. i don't know where that trampoline is now. it's just...gone. i miss running through grandmas yard with her dogs, yelling as they chased me. they have all passed away now. only one, her name is freckles, is still alive. she can barely walk. sometimes i just walk to my favorite place in grandmas yard with her, slowly, so she can keep up, and lay down. she lays next to me, peacefully. we stare at the clouds as i pet her soft fur. i'd do anything for that dog. she's the most loyal thing that i know in this world. shes so pure. i miss playing in the basement while my grandpa worked. it was like another world down there. it was my grandmas world. all of her old toys and childhood things were down there. they fascinated me. still do, just not the same way. i miss playing minecraft with my cousins until 6 am, sleeping til 2 and then doing it all over again. i miss grammy reading goodnight moon to me. id ask for it over and over until i fell asleep. now, i can hear her reading it to my cousins from across the hall. i miss being little. i miss loving life. edit: im not trying to sound privileged or whatever. i am incredibly thankful for these times. im not trying to sound ungrateful and what not, i just miss them. i've seen a lot of other people venting the same type of things in the comments and i wanted to do the same to share them with people. sorry if this made you mad or something. i know there are way more important things to be worrying about and im sorry if these seems like the least of your concerns, i wrote all of this at 1 am when i couldn't get it off my mind.
This made me cry so much, thank you for writing this. Being little was the best. Now i cant say the word mom without bursting into tears, remembering all the nights we spent at the hospital, only to watch her die in front of me when I was only 11 years old.
what are humans ? are we happy ? will we love each other ? when will the last day come ? we can't be the only one in this galaxy right ? where do we go after we are dead ? what is love ?
I miss my mom, I miss being a kid without all these mental problems. I miss looking forward to each day versus fighting to make it through. I miss everyone being happier in general. I miss being at peace with myself and being able to daydream about the future. There’s so much darkness right now but I know things will get better.
I just wish i could fully enjoy life, but instead we are handed diplomas to show our waste of time in seek of "knowledge" which none of us will ever fully succeed and we waste our best years in school and work, trying to stay alive. I just want to be free ( edit: i didnt think this would get so many likes thank you guys.)
MrBread 69 you should check out the "Ride" music video by Lana Del Rey, it always gives me a sense of freedom that I feel may be attainable, it gives me hope for the future
But think of it, seeking knowledge is your way of freedom. It distinguish you from those who don't want to work. However, I agree with you, I wanna b free too, and it's all about how the system was made, and those who agreed to comply.
my girlfriend literally broke up with me last night and i visited simpsonwave to get away from it all and seeing this comment just made my night thankyou
Some deep thinking quotes i found: A happy ending always has the day after. No one is guaranteed happiness. It's not a human right. It's a house you have to build yourself. Your family and friends can help, but they're all busy buildins their own houses too. And in the end it always seems like your house is the worst. But it's not the house, it's the work that you put into the house that makes you happy. So always strive for a bigger house. Life always has a sad ending, so make every other moment happy.
I heard this mix so many times because is relaxing, but I never figure out what it means till I lost my first love, my mom... Now memories is all I got, and sometines is not enought! I'm not able to return to those moments, there not second chance, just keep moving forward...
I got a call back on a job application I submitted yesterday. When I checked the messages, and heard the lady from Napa Auto Parts saying that she wanted to talk to me, I felt happy. I felt, the happiest I've felt in a long time. I felt like there might be a light at the end of the tunnel after all.
Philippe Shady Hush now. Many people need work not just for money to provide and sustain but also to help others and be contributing to each other's life however small. Don't belittle those that work at shit places. I still shop at these places and am glad people work there to help me.
This give me memories about my childhood. When my family was happy with me. Now,they just yell at me and make me feel useless. But I remember,they love and they love so much,they still love me like the old times. I don't matter if they yell at me anymore,because they always are there when I need them,when I feel alone or sad,they always are there to hug me and cheer me up. If you feel that your parents don't love you,just don't think that,because you are the most beautiful thing for them. And they are going to love you forever. PD:I wrote this when I was sad.
when I listen this, I remember when I was young, when everything was easier and when everything was fun and games, I miss that time, now I'm alone, my parents died when I was 13 so since then, I'm completely alone and I need help
Pablo Olmos Pérez keep looking forward dude. I don't know the feeling when the parents are dead and I can't imagine but no matter how painful it is... Keep fighting
I'm so tired, tired of trying, hoping,wishing and wanting. I wake up almost everyday wishing I hadn't. Most days I have a fog around my head that makes it hard to function. It's all so tedious and exhausting
but you can either flow with the river and goes where it takes you, or you can go against the current and try to get out. but who knows, sometimes the flow can take you through great waterfalls, yet will always lead you to the ocean.
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hey thanks for making this
Hey is your avatar kindred?
i love you neotic
My mum died a year and a half ago. My fondest memories are fading. I'm beginning to forget her voice, her touch. Boy would I give it all up to see my mother again. Miss you, mum. Everything I do is through you, for you. I love you
I thank the artists for this beautiful music. It really makes you feel something.
Travis Downes u made me cry....i'm so sorry:(
Travis Downes im sorry bro.
Caiuan no prob.... btw i'm a girl and have a nice day:)
Jimin Is bae my bad! have a nice day too.
Travis Downes my prayers go out to you and your mother❤️😌
Damn. So many stories told in these comments, so many lives are under strain and being lived. Stay strong my dudes, one day we'll all meet in the stars.
Stripties wow that really make me feel better. :'D
Mike Tyson GOAT
One day we'll meet in the stars -Stripties
For some reason that hit me hard.
C ya there :)
Stripties Oh god.. im about to cry
The best memories are those summer nights you had when you were a kid. The fireflies and the light humidity. Playing all evening in the streets with the other neighborhood kids. I miss it. I wish I were a kid again
Jesus is Thicc fuck same
Jesus is Thicc, my Summer nights were always usually sweating in bed trying to sleep, but yeah your point stands.
Ah, I used to play with my neighbourhood friends a long time ago. But when I moved it literally broke me so much to leave that house and those friends, that I became depressed. Somehow.
Jesus is Thicc All of that is true except for the light humidity. The humidity is never light where I live. Some days you step out and your glasses will fog up. My sister and I always joke that after you live in the south after a while you start growing gills because of the humidity.
holy shit i used to go out hunting fireflies at 12:00 pm all the time with my cousin and sisters. i miss that
"No one ever values a moment until it becomes a memory" - Dr. Seuss
I value my moments ❤️
Every moment may become a memory. That's why you should enjoy your life. If you want to meet with someone propose it to them. If this person was to stay in your life he will.
Este comentario me ha hecho llorar.
600th like, but seriously, this is why I will keep on living even if the world is a bad place, memories are priceless and I want to make more of them
That's very true
Every song just makes me think about where do I want to go or what am I doing whith my life. Everything sucks right now.
if you start to enjoy being alone, little by little, the time you spend will show you where yo want to be alone after this and is shown by smiling. It´s like peeling an onion but, every layer has a mirror that reflects you and everything you reflect tells you that the next layer is 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000+... better. So I already told you the game for life and the key is to smile for real, not muscle flexing beacuse yes; That is the true key, *enjoy*!
Yvander Phillipe OMG Thank you so much, Your words brought me out a smile. ✨
Dann Hernández "right now" isn't always/permanent. nothing is. work at being happy, my dudes. you can do it.
Yvander Phillipe Cheers mate ! God bless
Guess what y'all? Today I found my two "best friends" betraying me, what a wonderful night, isn't it?
Well is this the heaven of RUclips?
Nice freemyX yup.
you've found it. welcome.
Nice freemyX no better way to put it. if youtube offered heaven we made it in with these beautiful sounds and visuals
adia snap?
Jawsh 13 crackle?
Even though we couldn't be together in the end, I'm still glad you were part of my life
cosmic kermit Mature 👌
cosmic kermit Don't be sad it's over, be glad it happened
Stay strong buddy
fuck im sad now
cosmic kermit hey man think of it not so much as a bad thing but a part of your life when you where happy because you can always come back to that maybe with someone different but you will never lose that no madder what pal
Yeah man.. I miss her but maybe god had greater ideas for us man.. just gotta accept what happened
We all have that old friend who's a stranger now.
Facts well kinda, I still miss my friends because we had to move away like 6 or 7 years ago we used to all play videogames together and play outside but now that's just a memory
@@idek9628 I feel you , my friend move away, the moments I had with her were the best, now they are memories
aaa, i had a friend i went to school for 12 years with.. now i met him not too long ago and we r practically strangers..
And thats so sad to realise. Like before she was my best friend and knew everything that was going in my life. Now 10 years later we completely strangers and i saw her at the store she didnt even say hi....
@@wecandothis same i see my childhood friend at school but we don't talk to each other anymore, like how we used to when we were kids
There is no deeper meaning in life. No reason for anything. Nothing to be truly happy for.
And yet, people manage to do just that. To find happiness in living. To project meaning on a world that inherently has none. That's part of why I find the world so beautiful and fascinating.
Just because you aren't happy now, doesn't mean you can't be later. Relax and focus on getting better. Help others find their own happiness and you'll likely find yours along the way.
If not for you, then for others at the very least.
AwsmChimera thank you so much
Thank you
Everyone has to give Life a Meaning by himself. Even if you dont really see that Life has Meaning. Its all about each individuals story. We will stay forever only ourself for the time of our Life and are the only one in the whole world wo lives exactly that story, with these unique emotions. Also Drugs are not bad lol ^^
Yer talking 'bout Medicinal drugs, right?
nope
this comment section is gold. everyone seems so kind and humble, big hugs to you guys.
Lauren not trying to spoil your mood or anyone else's but it just a comment, they may not necessarily be like this in person since everyone is feeling sorry for themselves (including me) it's just that were human and that we cant avoid emotion so we just express ourselves in "comments". Sorry if none of this make sense, I just don't know why I'm replying to you, I'm just really tired while drawing, I'm just gonna go bed
Yaxx Gaming no no it's okay, I respect your opinion!
Big hugs too you too 😍
because weed. the stoner community is always kind
Multiroester true true my friend
i think we should all meet someday. at least in our dreams
Renata Servato please, we should
That would be nice.
Even if this comment section doesn't know a thing about on another, we still feel the same pain and morn together;
This music has connected us
I met this girl in my dreams once. She had like this yellow dress and a big booty and I wanted to have sex with her and she wanted it from me but events came up in the dream which delayed me from sneaking into her bed( We were living in the same house). On the second try I was able to hook up but just when i was about to penetrate her I woke up.
I don't know why I dreamt that but when i woke up I felt really lonely honestly I wish I could meet this big booty yellow dressed girl and not for the sex (lol) maybe we could talk or something.
WTF... YOU ARE A SAD LITTLE MAN
thomas elder Please leave.
Do you have that childhood friend whom you are not close with anymore and somedays you just sit there, recalling those days and missing them
I recently learned all my friends growing up were just messing with me and never liked me, so no
Yeah i miss my old friend i know him like 9years but i live 1000km away from him and he Doesnt answer to my calls anonymore
@@lievaska1785 I know the pain my best friend said to me nobody likes you u wil die alone this wash 5 years ago and i hear it stil he dont want contact with me because he found coler friends he dont need me...
I grew up with him he committed suicide haven't felt the same since. But fuck depression.
i had a friend he was almost my brother and recently i found our blood "contract" (we prick our finger and signed with a drop of blood), we made this contract to be sure that our friendship last for a long time. But it did not work and today I'm afraid to send him the contract photo...
Lost my mom six months ago.
Spend time with those you care about, don't let it go to waste.
So sorry to hear that@wolfsterz. Thanks for the advice friend
Wolfsterz thank you ❤
Wolfsterz sorry bro
Wolfsterz You carry a peice of her always, she will always love you just like we do
Wolfsterz your right i love my grandparents so much because when my parents couldnt take care of me i lived with them for three years and i visited them every weekend and im aware that some time they wont be with me anymore so i try to be with them as much as i can.
Remember when there was no trouble in our lives? We didn't feel stressed over school or family, we just had fun. We didn't have responsibilities or problems. This takes me back to those days.
I'm 19, never had a genuine enough interest in any girl to ask anyone out. And here I am all my friend busy with their gfs and I have nothing better to do but play cs:go at 4am and feel depressed about all the memories that I missed out on...I miss being a kid
The Finesse Kid my exact situation dude, maybe it will get better
I do the exact same, but I'm a girl. Video games are like drugs to me
You're young go out there and find someone bro, you never know if they'll be the one
Add me man we can be depressed together
The Finesse Kid maybe you're gay
The worst thing in the world is when someone you made the best memories with, become a memory.
Yo facts
Yooooo really powerful...
I really only had one ‘best friend’ in middle school, but if course lost all contacts
Mans this is still killing me i really don't know how to go about this situation though am a strong human masculine being these feelings for my ex are heavy i think only her mouth saying u will heal then i think i will,
We are strangers again, but this time with memories.
I've been sitting here for the past 5 minutes balling my eyes out knowing that I have wasted most of my childhood, I never did anything fun, I just sat in my room watching the television. I miss the childhood I never had, I miss the fun times that would've happened if I were jist to turn off the damn tv and think about how much I was ruining my life, now all I can think about is more ways to hide my pain, more ways to cope with lost time and loved ones, my grandma that I never met because she was like me, she insisted on doing what was fun at the time. I miss the happy me, I miss my friends that I never made because of a screen. I want those wasted years back.
The Blue Pill, then shut off whatever you're watching this on, and do something. Join a gym, climb a mountain, take up a new sport. Life is too short to waste.
Sage Wysocki who the fuck is doing that tho lmao
I don't believe that. There cannot be any single person on this planet who literally did nothing but stare at a screen forever. This sounds like you're making fun of people who list their problems here.
TopHatCat999 I'm not making fun of anyone. I have done basically nothing with my life so far and I want to change it but I haven't gotten a good chance to actually try. The internet, and smart phones, and computers, and all of this shit have taken over my life ever since I knew how to think. My earliest memory is me staying up for three weeks straight watching Netflix. My life is boring and I am trying to fix it.
The Blue Pill turn off your phone, go on a tech diet and do new things. Say yes to weird stuff, do the things you wouldn't usually do, like walking the other way after work/school going to a bar or bowling... take dance classes, get a bike and ride the city, go to the movies, the theater a concert or anything alone.
This is strangely painful to see our beloved Simpsons characters outside of the humorous context as if they are real people with a dynamic range of feelings, not just silly characters we laugh at. We begin to empathise with them in strange ways.
OUCH!
True
Well said
d'oh
I thought exactly the same, I started to imagine them as real people with real feelings. For some reason I felt sorry for them
Cameron O'Shannessy fuck
Hope everyone has a great life, wherever you are 😎
cheers anon
Cheers from CT!!
Romania wishes you a great life, as well!
Anonymous 115 Aww, Thanks!
Anonymous 115 Not really tbh... My brother dies 2 weeks ago, so not in the mood
When i was a kid, i want to grow up fast, but now that i am a grown up man. I don't know anymore, i just want the good ol' days to come back. I want the days where it was simple and fun.
i really miss being a child. i miss being really young and seeing everything with beauty, seeing all pure in the world. now it's just hate and depression. i miss my mom and dad hugging me, telling me they love me, making jokes with me, kissing my forehead and the meaningful 'good nights'. instead they just yell at me, tell me how awful i am, and make me feel horrible. the world is a scary place and i just want to sleep for the remainder of my life
Thats one of the reasons why childhood is so great
Luna System they nurish and protect you when ur young for you to survive but when youre old enough youre expected to but not always prepared to take on life with strength the truth hardships n stuff it's cold not fair but is what it is. When ur old enough u gotta venture out on your own n be strong independent responsible
I feel you dude
Luna System I know how you feel,, but hey it will get better someday
Luna System You just described the words i couldn't say
I miss when I was a little kid. Nothing mattered. I could wear whatever I wanted, eat whatever I wanted say what ever i wanted, do what ever I wanted, and no one would judge me. I was happy. I was never embarrassed about anything I said or did because I knew everyone would forget. I had no body image issues, I didn't wish for the clothing all the other girls had, and I socialized. I had FRIENDS. Now I'm depressed and anxiety ridden and it just... makes me want to go back in time, go back to the time where I was happy, and wanted to socialize, and wanted to have friends. Now I just sit in my room on my computer. I just...
Damaged Haley stay strong if you ever need anyone to talk to I’m here
Damaged Haley hey stay strong girl, one day u can do better than today:')) btw sorry for my bad english.
Stay strong Haley, we are always with you 😤🙂
Dont think about the past. Its over and now is the present moment. Live in the now, not in the past, not in the future, just enjoy, what now is. Dont think about it, just feel that, what now is, look around in your room, look at it and dont think about it, say, this is good and that is bad, just look at it and feel it. Feel your Body. Feel it from inside.
This is meditation.
Fighting with anxiety is one of the hardest things anyone can face. It makes you someone you're not, and somedays no matter how hard you fight against it, it will continue to bring you down. But you know yourself you weren't always like this, that's why its good to look back but its more important to look forward to the days you'll be free of it! Strive for it, make some changes in your life, break some boundaries , it's a tough journey but with the love and support of those closest to you and all your peeps in this community, you gots this
miss you mom and dad i will be back home someday, i don't wanna kill myself anymore
Stef dont die please not worth the bad luck fades
Stef stay strong love ❤️
You've chosen a wonderful community to share your feelings with ;) Good luck with everything dude.
dude why not? I'm already planning on next weekend being my last, what ever if you don't want to then congrats to you
This video gives me a feeling that I too can't understand, it feels sad and happy at the same time
21 years and I don't really know what I'm doing with my life... I'm going like in auto-pilot, I have no dream, no objectives, no goals, just doing whatever I'm told to, this is not going to end well...
Hey you. 20 y.o. guy here. You will find something, i can bet on it! You just have to find your way. Have a good day!
Find you way man, do what you love
Same
Take responsibility and start carrying your cross.
same
The whole comment section just needs a hug...
i miss being happy, laughing till my sides ache. i miss sneaking out at 4am to go nowhere but everywhere. i feel tired
i'm just trying to live through today and get through tomorrow. i'm not living, just simply wishing and sleeping my life away
i don't wanna sleep anymore
for i miss being awake
I miss you mom! 😞 May your soul rest in peace. Even if I'm adult now I still need you.
I know the feeling my friend, we should only think safe to prevent further pain, and hope we defintely will see our loved ones who have gone again.. One day.. I hope once someone goes its not forever.. Cant be ya know? :') it cant be..
Rip 🙏
Sorry for your loss
rip :(
felt this.
Graduated Highschool, it seems like all the fun is over permanently. "Go get a job, go be a productive member of society, get married, have kids, go to college", I'm still just a kid. I'm not ready for any of this
Maks Dąbek it's the social norm
Go move to hawaii and smoke pot
Timess man I would do just that with my fave people
I've never related so much to a RUclips comment
over a year later and I'm still not
I miss when I didn't have to worry about anything other than how long I could avoid eating my veggies at the dinner table.
Simple times calls for simply quiet days.
True
I've lived a lifetime of silence
Even after 5 years of having this in my first play list made on RUclips I come back every now and then and think back on the time that had passed. I miss it the laughs, the cry’s, the trips, the old me. I don’t know if I’m sad or happy about it all. At 17 I was a big dreamer sorta loser tbh and now I’m at the age 22 about to be 23 next month and I have climbed so many mountains but haven’t been on the original trail up the mountains. I miss you 2017 year old me and I love you 2022 me as you have been the reason I am still living and done so much. I’m counting on your 2023 me you’ll do good never let a bad day get you down and don’t let any old you down they will be looking up to you and support you like they have always. I’ll be back in a couple years again, love you all
So, how was 2023 for you ?
Have had it since mid to late 2017 and listen to it every now and then. Life has been a wild ride looking back and I’m 25 now. I feel so old but I know I’m young. I already miss the times I’ve had even though I was aware and appreciated the moments while there. And somehow listening to this video fits my memories well as I think back.
I remember when I'd get up in the morning, get dressed, and take my bike out into my small little Chicago neighborhood. I'd always visit my favorite bakery, and I'd also stop and chat with this man I knew at 7/11. I recently visited my old place 7 years later. Everything is discolored, the joy that I once felt there was totally gone, all my favorite stores were run down and closed forever, and my old childhood home is basically gone, because all the plants are dead, and someone else owns it now.
I know that feeling man Stay Strong.
The comments make me sad enough to cry
Just like those tortured Syrian kids
Hahahahaha.. Not me
Imagine crying over comments lmao
Imagine empathy
I miss the summer of 2015, great time with great people and a great feeling of life overall. But I do think people tend to remember only the good things of great memories, as I think, that I am doing that. My best friend ( who i spend the summer with a lot ) said to me this weekend: 'Damn man, I miss those summer times. They were so great and now everything is so boring and less spectaculair.'
I guess were growing up more. And i had to agree, i've been thinking about this a lot, like everyday. And the people i used to hang out with, i dont see them anymore. Sometimes, but really not much. We changed, and things happened, although, that is what we say to ourselves. I think nothing happened to us, but some things aren't new anymore for us. I am almost turning 18, feels like a big step. Looking forward to ending my school, but also think it is something sad. I love my life, but i have so many questions about it! Who am I, what am i going to do with my life, and all these memories i have! But i guess that's life. I am surely becoming the person i want to be, but i still have to complete my personal puzzle.
tijmen Clement having just turned 18, I can tell you that nothing feels different; I don't feel like an adult, infact I feel no different to how I was 2 years ago, although I have learnt and matured alot since then. I agree that people tend to romanticise the past, but isn't it so nice to have those nice memories to look back on? Although it's painful to think that there are people who are not in your life any more, nobody is in your life permanently, and that makes the time you spend with them that much more special
yeah man, you have a really big point there. haha, laterrrr.
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The vacations where you would meet random kids, play tag, ride on your bikes, have fun with glowsticks as the sun went down. Then you came back home and never saw them again... But you didn't worry because you only remembered the good times with them. I miss being able to do and be whatever and I miss not giving a damn nobody would give a damn... cause you were just a kid.
We didn't worry because we thought it would never end.. :( but everything changes. Every year gets progressively worse, even if we're doing well in life
iv'e always wondered where they went and what they are doing sometimes
missing those summer nights when i used to try to catch the fireflies that were all around me, playing with my family and friends in my backyard listening to music feeling the warm weather. most of all, i just miss being happy.
Isabella Borja I remember I would just spend the entire day outside with friends, playing games in the yard, having dumb little arguments about kid stuff. We would build forts inside with pillows and outside with bamboo, branches and palmetto leaves. I miss those times so much. I would be so reluctant to go home around sunset. I wish I could just go back to those times, just to remember the amazing feeling of having friends you'd thought you'd be with forever.
I feel you, i know these summerdays i used to play cards and roll dices with my grandma all day long, catching fireflies in the evening in a jar.
Everyones comments is making me sad :(. So many sad, depressed and down people in this World. I wish i could give ALL of you a massive hug.
Life is short. Death is long°
Khalil ... That hit me
Khalil Moulayess So true dude, that hit like a truck idk why
death doesnt exist, its just an illusion.
Duck dumb smart ppl Im not bored f-off life's an illusion, we're all dead.
well played sire.
i miss being a kid. Coming home from school making your homework that only took 30 min or less then going outside to play on the street. I miss watching tv after dinner with my pj's on and not stressing about homework or school. I miss sleeping at 9pm when i wasen't staying up all night to do my homework...I miss being a child.
props to everyone for keeping the likes at 420
certainly!
Ari o
I'm currently 15. Looking at all these comments make me wonder about how hard it must be being an adult and having to grow up and deal with with responsibilities and many complications in life and I don't realize how quickly time flies and how much I need to cherish my childhood before it's all over and I have to finally be responsible and make wise choices in life unlike I do now. I think about it but I can't really understand how most of you feel in those dark times, but I know they're stressful. I wish the best of luck to all of you in life, Have a good one.
You're in school right? This is THE TIME of your life. Trust me. You have little to no responsabilities and alot of time to make friends... use this time. Live the moment while you can. Growing up isn't that bad. It's just different. It's hard, yeah, but you can do it. Do not fear the passage of time because.. well.. it's unavoidable. And most importantly, be yourself. Life is too short to be whoever others want you to be; too short to live someone else's life.
Im 13
England is My City England have turned into a city and you'll turn into an adult
you and me both...
I wanna be 5 years old kid again..
For anyone who needs to hear it ,
You are worthy
You are important
You have a purpose
You are going to be ok
Everything is going to be ok
I'm in tears... I needed to hear it. Thank you x
im tearing up bc of this, thank you💕
@@truffles365 same
Love you ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@Sexy_Panther no it's not....
I don't want to grow up.
I don't want time to move
I want to start my life over again
jeff
I. Feel. You.
You know I feel you, I'm terrified of growing up.
Can't explain how much I want to be 10 again . Now I'm coming up on my 21st bday it's very scary I been living alone in adult life for 1 year now , I think about how I can possibly go back in time . Is time travel really impossible ?
I d8nt want to start school all over lmao
i love the simpsonwave comment sections. you're all so wonderful and you make me feel like I'm not alone. thank you.
My best wishes for you
Every moment in everyone's lives has led to this right her. Anonymous strangers listening to the same song at differ times feeling different emotions with different experiences. I've never felt like part of a grand community until now and it feels calm. We're all waves in the same ocean. Some as still as a pond and some as violent as a tsunami. Yet we're all the same. Same species with the same blood. Just difference faces, ages, races, genders. And in the end. No matter what goes on time still goes by and before you know it this ocean will no longer exist and all those memories, and experiences and will be swept away by the one thing that doesn't change. So however much time you have left. Enjoy it, you deserve at least that much.
Jozilla13 ..😍
so true :)
you should write a book, i’m not even kidding
:]
damn that's deep
Summer of 2017 💔🥀
I moved states, lost all my friends, they don't even recognize me anymore, they have forgotten about me even though they said they wouldn't. I miss spending time with them, sneaking out at 12 in the morning just to walk around and muck around, I miss my grandparents, I never see them anymore but I wish I could. It kills me knowing that one day they are going to pass away, I'm going to miss playing in their yard, I'm going to miss gardening with my grandma, I'm going to miss going on car drives with her, I'm going to miss baking with her, its been years since I have done anything like that with her and I'm worried I will forget, I will forget what it felt like to be happy. I miss my old house, I went back there for the first time in years and to see what the people did to it destroyed me, it was like seeing my childhood retting ripped apart, they took down my cubby house which I built with my mum when I was young, they leveled out our dam which I used to fish in even though there was no fish, they ripped out the trees I used to climb and fall out of. they. at least the pool was still there and the basketball ring, I have so many memories in that pool and while playing basketball with my dad. but it wasn't the same, even though it was there. I couldn't imagine what the inside looked look and I don't think I want to know. the backyard was horrible, they garden was gone, the chook shed was gone, the fruit trees where gone, I secret little area under a tree was gone. I am happy my cousins still live in the same house, the memories we had there were great, use to play hide and seek and film it, now when I say we should do it they laugh at me and I have to tell them I'm just joking even though I would love to. I miss that so much, I miss the nerf wars we would have, I miss staying up late watching movies and playing video games together. I wish my parents would have done our road trips when I was older just so i could remember them, I can only remember a few of them, so when they tell me about something that happened to me or my sister I just wish I could remember and don't have to go off my imagination. it fucking kills me to know that they re going to die one day, and I know it could be ages away but with the world, we live in these days, all the terror and killings I don't know anymore. it could happen tomorrow or in a week, all I know is that if It does happen I will not be ready, I never will be, I live my parents to death, so much that I would die for them, they have done so much for me, and I have done so little. I should do more, I don't spend any time with them anymore, but I'm trying, I really am and I think they can see that. I'm all way on my computer playing games or watching youtube. I know I still have plenty of time to spend with them but I'm constantly worried that their time will be cut short. and I will regret it, so much that I will think about ending it. but I know that I wouldn't be able to. I wish I wasn't scared of the world, I love going out with my friends, but I hate seeing people I don't know because I'm always thinking about what they won't do, I'm always thinking negatively and I just wish I didn't. I'm scared and I know it, but too scared to tell anyone, I don't want to be scared. I'm only 16 turning 17 at the end of December, I know I shouldn't be thinking like this but I can help it. I think I'm done, and I'm sorry if it makes no sense, I just felt like letting it out, and I'm sure there is more I just can't remember. I thought this would be the perfect place since everybody seems so comforting and supporting. I'm not sure if anyone will read this and if you did, thank you.
I know this feeling bro.After a really difficult year due to studying and pressure,I left home 2 months ago because I was accepted in a university out of my city.Even though the new town is lovely and university is cool,I still do feel empty. I met some new people which I'm not sure I want to pass the rest 4 years with them,since they are not my type at all.I'm not going out,instead I'm staying in my new home which I'll never get used to, and play games,read books and listen to music.All I want is going back to my friends and family. I finally understood how much I miss them right now.So,it would be nice if we sometimes stopped what we do and give a hug or say something good to our loved ones.
I did read all the message; Idk what have you been thru, but i think that those problems might come with the puberty and the teen-ages, maybe you are scare of growing up, just like everyone is, but you have to be strong, and remember that many people is going thru the same thing, and be grateful that you have a family that doesn’t care if you are shy, negative or positive they are there for you
Good luck with the teenages, and this growing up stuff!💪😉
Beto V Lopez thanks mate ❤️
Hey ik this is super late but I'm 15 and my birthday is also in December! But if you ever even see this i wanted you to know you aren't alone your comment caught my eye because your story sounds exactly like mine everything you said about growing up, your cousins, friends and family I literally thought I wrote it but please stay strong because most can't relate to us or those who "do" offer the same lame ass message saying oh it gets better but they can't relate to us letting go is the worst feeling in the world which is why I hate it I wish death wasn't inevitable but it is and I can't lie and say it gets better but you can make it better go visit the ones you miss pay respects and remember who and what you've lost be your best self and not for anyone but yourself you are loved and you are special therefore live life the way you wish it was you only get one shot let's not let our nightmares and routine fuck it up for us. That's it from me friend happy trails!
wow nigga u sad
I'm 18 and my days consist of working on the weekends and college on Mondays and Wednesdays. I have a lot of free time and a little too much time to think and get lost. I am at a constant fear of becoming too lost to no return but I pray that that won't happen. Just wished all of my friends didn't move to Universities ranging from an hour away to the other side of the country. Glad some other people are on here that understand what it's like to swim in this mental pool we have going on. Stay strong guys, God has a plan for all of us. God Bless.
Over 2 years since my mom died. This video has carried me through hell and back. Love ya mom and everyone reading, it doesn’t get better but we grow and that’s the fun part. Evolve and don’t quit, pain or pleasure, forward.
I love you FranFran!
@@tumelo4526 ty man!!
@@tumelo4526 love you mane
@@digitalnomad6818 Love you too Bubba, be good to yourself!
I miss the days when life wasnt a challenge, and when we could explore life like we never could today, life without stress or self consciousness. Life when it was a game for you to enjoy learn and have fun, life is too complicated now, time flies when youre young
Challlenger kill me please
Kate Is great enjoy being 11 because life is only gonna get harder in the future, what I suggest is start seeing the negativity as a positive aspect in your life. Maybe even try recollecting your life in what's positive or negative. (probably sounded dumb af cuz its 2:43 on a Thursday night, schools tmm, and currently high AF)
Yea.. i miss the old young times with no stress enjoy these while u can...it will never be same as before. :(
OUR GOVERNMENT RUINED US. AND PLANET. THEY WILL MAKE IT WORSE 2018 AND SO ON. LIFE WAS DOPE IN 90S FOR ME . FUCK TRUMP THE POPE THE SYSTEM AND ALL THE LIES. WE NEED JESUS TO COME BACK.
Yea, half your life you are sitting, and listening...
Makes me wonder where all the years went, I never listened to my parents when they said time would fly by. Just yesterday I was surrounded by "friends" and a bright future ahead of me. Today I'm 24, lost and confused as to wtf happened, where my "bright future" has gone, where all my "friends" are, the girl I've loved since middle school is now married and has a kid, yet I can't keep a steady job, a high school drop out. I'm 24 and I feel like I've lived a long enough life, it shouldn't be this way. I'm so lost and confused, sometimes I feel like just calling it quits. I can't be the only one like this, someone who has been through this or sees light at the end of the tunnel please... help. I don't wanna give up...
VIPER-STRIKE I'm also 24 was a B+ to A student from first to eighth grade with a promising future until my life fell apart and it hasn't been the same since, the only time I felt like life was worth living since then was during the three months I spent with this girl that has already left back to her country half way around the world. I don't know when I'll call it quits myself but until then I guess the best we can do is to try to make the best we can with the hand we were dealt.
been through it. it sucks. you'll learn to live with it eventually
I wanna say the side of my story which is like yours but,I’m 11 years old. When I was small like 5 I was like “UGH I wish I was already a teenager or an adult, I don’t want to be small!” And my parents would say,”Oh You would regret saying that when you are around 12-14.” And I was like NO. Now I’m here sad about me wishing to make most of my small childhood Ik I’m a child still but, life is getting harder and I’m slowly getting depressed but my “friends” always say ,so,and,ok,oh let’s play this. No one cares. I like being sad but it’s just not making me feel right at the same time.(sorry bout bad grammar)
VIPER-STRIKE damn. I’m 14 and I already want to end it. I wonder what it’s like for you.😞
VIPER-STRIKE hey bro. I feel for ya. I was about 21 and I wasn’t doing to well. The loneliness is crippling, it’s like I have no energy. I didn’t care about anything. Why should I even get out of bed? I follow a guy on RUclips called Cain Carter. You can find him at hotdamnirock and he went through some pretty ducked up shit that helped me through. His struggle taught me to learn myself and what I want for myself. I’m 28 now and married with a 2 yr old daughter. Just saying life goes on, but remember it will be what you make it. Also, I love you bro.
ᴵ ᴶᵁˢᵀ ᵂᴬᴺᵀ ᵀᴼ ᴮᴱ ᴴᴬᴾᴾᵞ
how did u make the font like this
@@Flunkass thank you :D
It will happen it took me 22 years but it will happen. I'm a kid of WVs DHHR system and lost my dad from the jump and my mom 8 times as well as went through 14 different foster families. Only to be adopted in 6th grade and be kicked out as a 17 year old and live under a bridge. Now im a senior in college and am on my way. All of which is stressful and depression but I had a kid with a girl I'm no longer with. Hes my fucking world man he makes me feel like I've neve felt before I think it's what people call happiness. Even the thought of him makes me feel at ease. I'm not saying having a kid will solve everything I'm just saying your time will come. Life fucking sucks bad like reallllllly fucking bad but there comes short brief times where happiness exist just enjoy them while you can. While not dwelling over the times where you cant find it
Why?
We all do, you are not alone
Thank you so much for posting my music
nion That song was great bro, keep it up
thank u for producing beautiful music
Mike D (((-:
sadshawty fucking love you
nion i'm in love with u
I hate being alone
Sofia Santana Me too
It's awful...
Which song in this track is your favorite? Mine is the first one
Same. It got me
Second 👍🏼
My father passed away 13 years ago just about. Every so often I really think what would my life be like right now if he was here... and how would I have turned out? Maybe better... maybe I wouldn’t regret so much and made some better choices. Maybe he could’ve taught me lessons my mom couldn’t even though she tries her hardest to do both parts. Well I don’t really believe in god per say, but I do believe everything happens for a reason and I hope that whether he is now just in complete darkness or actually somewhere in peace...I have or will do something that can make him proud
I truly do love and miss you dad and wish you were here today to guide me to do better
- Love Michael
No sympathy is needed here... I’m just talking like everyone else and I like reading comments and participating.
Man this mix brings back some memories! I was stationed in Korea in 2017, and this brings me right back to exploring that awesome country. The fun dates with the expat teacher I dated for most of the time I was there, the solo exploring around Busan, Seoul, Pyeongtaek... The awesome time with the people I met at work and in Hostels.
It is kind of sad I don't keep contact with pretty much anyone from that period, but the memories will always be there!
"Rejoice, O young man, in thy youth..."
-Ecclesiastes
I would like to meet people who understand this in life
music
I'm depressed. Great recopilation for cry on the roof with a great sky.
Josue Aguilar i know right
Josue Aguilar Hope you overcome your depression 🙏
Sandman fuck off dude
Sandman hh
Let it flow man. Let the tears and your emotions flow :)
I've been there (and in fact, every once in a while I end back there) and the best thing is just let it go. After letting things go I hope you kick ass this year!
I really miss my childhood days where I would just play and eat and have fun under the sun. And now I'm 17 years old, everything's fucked up and I'm a mess.
Just a little every day my dude. I'm 34, I lost a decade somewhere. But it's getting better every day. I don't know what you've done and I can't speak for your experiences but it CAN get better.
kuangsheng thank you. :--))
I'm sorry for all those things I said, please come back.
Thank you for including "i am tired" to this mix! 4 years later, this song still gets played everyday. I would have never imagined that it could impact someone's life or that people would simply enjoy it. So thank you and the people listening from the bottom of my heart!❤
I'm reading the comments and I feel so touched by many of them. Life is a mistery. We have to learn to keep going, always. With people around us or just on our own. I feel alone everyday but there's still people supporting me. I still believe in some people.
FernandaFort ARMY I love how all the comments I've seen have no dislikes
I agree
I miss the life I had this time last year...
We have all felt that
I've been dealing with general anxiety ever since i was 10. Its always been bad, but this week it got even worse. I've had 2 anxiety attacks everyday, and it makes me sad just thinking about it. I always thought and still think that it's never gonna get better, its only just gonna get worse. I'm honestly scared. I really want it to get better. I feel like there's something pushing me down, further and further every time i have an anxiety attack. It's so scary to me. I don't want these feelings to over come me. The feelings i get during an attack is just so terrible. Pressure, sadness, anger, loneliness, emptiness, fear, worry. There's just so much i can't explain. i'm so surprised, and glad i don't have depression. My mother dealt with depression, it was hard for her, my father, myself and my siblings. She's better now. I always remind myself to keep my head up no matter what, but it's hard sometimes, especially when having a giant weight on your back. I also have very low self esteem, and low confidence in myself. Which makes it even harder to believe in myself. I try so hard to be confident, kind, funny, smart, athletic. When ever i fail at those things my confidence bar drops. Whenever i succeed it barley goes up, anyway. That brings me back to the i don't think it'll ever get better. My family does, i want to listen to them and believe in them, but it feels like i'm just hanging on their words. Waiting for it to happen. Endlessly waiting. Just remember Love yourself and others.
-Kate
I had gad for about 4/5 years and now I'm almost free :)
don't wait for it to happen make it happen!
I reached a point where I couldn't live like this aymore and from this point on I worked [o]n it and now I feel so free. you can make it as well!:)
How you doing after a year? I hope you feel better :)
My names Kate too ! I’m so sorry for what’s happened to you , keep going honey
ruclips.net/video/BViGe-LKWFQ/видео.html hey
Like you, I have the same problem, but right now I'm trying to overcome it, hope you are better after a year...
Went to bed with this playing and had a dream I revisited my childhood house and lived there great vibes sleeping with this again. For sure
i don't feel like a good person. people hate me, even random people i've never talked to, even people who i thought were my best friends. this sucks. am i a horrible person or what? i try to be the best for everyone, to be for everyone. trying to be the best friend who is always with you no natter what. i was bullied in school for no reason and on the internet is the same. i don't even know what to do. in 3 days i'm going to a new school and i hope there will be a better place.
Sele How's your new school?
+miguelWOOL it's fucking awesome and my best decision ever
Sele Dude I get fucked with all the time a little bit after I meet certain people. Makes me feel like a punching bag :( . Some people don't tho and those people I value the most. This night I am just crying thinking about everything. I wish you the best of luck... friend :)
+Miuler Reyes I wish you good luck too, don't worry about people who fuck with you, they will stop and I hope these who you care about will stay with you
That happens to me last year i changed school everything its like weird those people still bullied me i feel insecure about everything now still trying to find some new friends
Edit: I mean the people that bullied me in the other school(everyone) here some people bully me but its fine for me now sometimes i think in suicide but that changed a lot
We're all so alone and together at the same time :):
Honn I love this comment. Thank you
Growing OLD is required, but growing UP isn’t.
Quit being a fucking child.
That big gey my Niffa
@@bendonnelly690 Lol quit PMSing & go smoke some weed or something
Straight talk....
@@bendonnelly690 Piece of shit, you are
- Yoda,probably
I carry a watch on my wrist, not to look cool or in style, but to remind me that my time is the most valuable thing I have and not to waste it.
I carry one to look at the time
I miss him. More than he knows. It's only now that I wish I had said something. Thanks for this playlist, it helps in a strange way.
My favorite childhood memories are having picnics at the park with my grandma and sister, playing on my swingset at dusk in the summer. Or going shopping at the mall with my family, and falling asleep on a long drive home. I really miss those peaceful days...
When I was a kid me and my bro didn't have a bed. Instead we would sleep on mattresses. Everytime we fell asleep on a bench or watching tv our parents would pick us and put us on the mattresses , cover us heavily and kiss us goodnight. Somehow the fact that I didn't have a bed for my own don't seem so bad.
I'll go back to those days in a heartbeat
This make me remember when my family use to be normal
same
yup
Too real brotha
I'm going to die someday, I'm going to lose my mom and dad some day... I'm going to be alone. But God knows I'm trying... to make something of myself.
You're doing a great job
Now i'm crying.
Polar Bear this comment made me cry
till then lose your fucking mind and live ...
anca ASMR Or live and learn, lay off the booze, and shitty people...
i can't really describe it but this genre of music always feels like it's the last period of a great day full of energy
I have everything i've ever wanted.
I still have nothing.
It's such an interesting feeling. We get simply get used to the things we have... let's do our best to stay grateful for what we have.
2 papa pls ╰(*´︶`*)╯
damn
damn! dude..
this is kinda all over the place. i just needed to get it out.
i miss calling my parents mommy and daddy. i miss running up to my dad when he got home, him picking me up and hugging me. i miss when my mom would go to work and she would drop me off at my grandmas where i'd spend the whole day playing outside with her with the hose. i miss going back inside with her and playing with little pet shops in an old doll house that she has now given away. i miss sleeping in my parents bed because i was afraid of the dark. i miss riding in the golfcart with my grammy and papa. i miss when my papa would put me on his lap and let me "drive". i miss when grammy would read to me. now, whenever i ask, she just laughs as if im kidding. i miss when my mom would tuck me in, and my dad would read me a story. i miss playing little big planet with my aunt and uncle. i miss laying in bed watching old garfield episodes while my parents played poker with them. i miss my dad carrying me to bed after i fell asleep watching a movie. i miss when he could pick me up and put me on his shoulders. i miss when my mom would kiss me on the head before i went to sleep. i miss playing with my toys in my playroom by myself, not needing anyone to keep me company. i miss being little. i miss going to chuck e cheese with grammy, spending hours there trying to get a bunch of tickets. she won't take me back now. im not her only grandchild anymore. i miss when i was. when i was papa's one and only. he'd do anything for me back then. we had so much fun together, me grammy and papa. we explored all the woods around their house. we rode the golf cart back into no trespassing zones for the fun of it. they were my best friends growing up. they don't act the same with me anymore. i miss when we would drive the golfcart around in the trails through the woods, just exploring. they aren't just my grandparents anymore. their eyes dont light up the way they used to. i can't hold their hands anymore. they have other grandchildrens hands to hold. i miss my uncle. he died a year ago from drug overdose. my grandma and grandpa lost a son. i lost an uncle. my dad lost a brother. i miss running through my grandmas 5 acres with him, pretending we were survivors. building forts, climbing trees. he never really grew up. he will always be one of my best friends. we would run for hours, not tiring. grandma would ring the bell, letting us know it was time for dinner. we would eat, and then go back outside to catch the creatures that came out in the night. i remember one time me and my grandma spent the night on my trampoline in the woods, listening to the crickets. watching the lighting bugs. i don't know where that trampoline is now. it's just...gone. i miss running through grandmas yard with her dogs, yelling as they chased me. they have all passed away now. only one, her name is freckles, is still alive. she can barely walk. sometimes i just walk to my favorite place in grandmas yard with her, slowly, so she can keep up, and lay down. she lays next to me, peacefully. we stare at the clouds as i pet her soft fur. i'd do anything for that dog. she's the most loyal thing that i know in this world. shes so pure. i miss playing in the basement while my grandpa worked. it was like another world down there. it was my grandmas world. all of her old toys and childhood things were down there. they fascinated me. still do, just not the same way. i miss playing minecraft with my cousins until 6 am, sleeping til 2 and then doing it all over again. i miss grammy reading goodnight moon to me. id ask for it over and over until i fell asleep. now, i can hear her reading it to my cousins from across the hall. i miss being little. i miss loving life.
edit: im not trying to sound privileged or whatever. i am incredibly thankful for these times. im not trying to sound ungrateful and what not, i just miss them. i've seen a lot of other people venting the same type of things in the comments and i wanted to do the same to share them with people. sorry if this made you mad or something. i know there are way more important things to be worrying about and im sorry if these seems like the least of your concerns, i wrote all of this at 1 am when i couldn't get it off my mind.
Regan Mcneil I consider myself not very emotional but that hits hard
it does.
Thank you
This is so true.. it’s almost like I wrote it
This made me cry so much, thank you for writing this. Being little was the best. Now i cant say the word mom without bursting into tears, remembering all the nights we spent at the hospital, only to watch her die in front of me when I was only 11 years old.
what are humans ?
are we happy ?
will we love each other ?
when will the last day come ?
we can't be the only one in this galaxy right ?
where do we go after we are dead ?
what is love ?
mindo rosy Its all nonsense humans created
Baby don't hurt me...
mindo rosy the 7th one always hits me so hard...
mindo rosy u and me think the same thing
baby don't hurt me, don't hurt me... no more
I miss my mom, I miss being a kid without all these mental problems. I miss looking forward to each day versus fighting to make it through. I miss everyone being happier in general. I miss being at peace with myself and being able to daydream about the future. There’s so much darkness right now but I know things will get better.
So true 😢
@@carlosyoutubesinmentiras3463 it’s brain chemicals but it’s still real
I just wish i could fully enjoy life, but instead we are handed diplomas to show our waste of time in seek of "knowledge" which none of us will ever fully succeed and we waste our best years in school and work, trying to stay alive. I just want to be free ( edit: i didnt think this would get so many likes thank you guys.)
MrBread 69 i don't think anyone is truly happy in this world :(
just living for the paper
MrBread 69 you should check out the "Ride" music video by Lana Del Rey, it always gives me a sense of freedom that I feel may be attainable, it gives me hope for the future
But think of it, seeking knowledge is your way of freedom. It distinguish you from those who don't want to work. However, I agree with you, I wanna b free too, and it's all about how the system was made, and those who agreed to comply.
Reading this as I wait for my math professor to arrive
I don't know why but only the comments make me feel at home.
Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened (':
Sofia Vargas it's hard
my girlfriend literally broke up with me last night and i visited simpsonwave to get away from it all and seeing this comment just made my night thankyou
Sofia Vargas you made my night I am crying right now because in a year my childhood is gone
*N I C E* *G O O G L E* *Q U O T E*
good night my lovely dog :(
Some deep thinking quotes i found:
A happy ending always has the day after.
No one is guaranteed happiness. It's not a human right. It's a house you have to build yourself. Your family and friends can help, but they're all busy buildins their own houses too. And in the end it always seems like your house is the worst. But it's not the house, it's the work that you put into the house that makes you happy. So always strive for a bigger house.
Life always has a sad ending, so make every other moment happy.
Thanks, this kind of thoughts cheered me up a bit!
I usually think that inspirational quotes are kind of cringe, but this one hit me different
I heard this mix so many times because is relaxing, but I never figure out what it means till I lost my first love, my mom...
Now memories is all I got, and sometines is not enought!
I'm not able to return to those moments, there not second chance, just keep moving forward...
Back when I wasn't afraid of tomorrow. When I didn't count the hours of my sleep. When I thought the world was a better place.
Man it s my dream
Every night I can't sleep and i count every single minutes
Goodbye childhood. Goodbye happiness.
I got a call back on a job application I submitted yesterday. When I checked the messages, and heard the lady from Napa Auto Parts saying that she wanted to talk to me, I felt happy. I felt, the happiest I've felt in a long time. I felt like there might be a light at the end of the tunnel after all.
Luke Hernstedt hope you got the job friend. True happiness is something real to chase.
Philippe Shady Hush now. Many people need work not just for money to provide and sustain but also to help others and be contributing to each other's life however small. Don't belittle those that work at shit places. I still shop at these places and am glad people work there to help me.
Back when joji was not super well-known yet, and you would discover him through Neotic's mixes
This is the only thing keeping me sane tonight.
aside from your cat giving you the sloppy top
This give me memories about my childhood.
When my family was happy with me.
Now,they just yell at me and make me feel useless.
But I remember,they love and they love so much,they still love me like the old times.
I don't matter if they yell at me anymore,because they always are there when I need them,when I feel alone or sad,they always are there to hug me and cheer me up.
If you feel that your parents don't love you,just don't think that,because you are the most beautiful thing for them.
And they are going to love you forever.
PD:I wrote this when I was sad.
Time flew while I was barely learning to walk. Now I stumble home while time brushes me off.
that opening dialogue.....damn dude. that hurt in a good and bad way.
im sayin
westben2000 any idea on where it’s from?
mystic1410 it's from a movie "new york, i love you"
Music like this certainly has a funny way of taking you back, ironically enough, to a time where this music didn't even exist!
when I listen this, I remember when I was young, when everything was easier and when everything was fun and games, I miss that time, now I'm alone, my parents died when I was 13 so since then, I'm completely alone and I need help
Pablo Olmos Pérez hello! I'm for ya! My Instagram id devyn_saintpeter and I will always be here for ya
Pablo Olmos Pérez keep looking forward dude. I don't know the feeling when the parents are dead and I can't imagine but no matter how painful it is... Keep fighting
Pablo Olmos Pérez we're all here for you. If you need someone to talk feel free to write
cupcake girlies You seem like a nice person. Can I talk to you😂😬
Pablo Olmos Pérez YOU ARE NOT ALONE! WE ARE HERE FOR YOU! GOD IS HERE FOR YOU!
I'm so tired, tired of trying, hoping,wishing and wanting. I wake up almost everyday wishing I hadn't. Most days I have a fog around my head that makes it hard to function. It's all so tedious and exhausting
Yes I know exactly what you mean
I totally feel you...
i know that feeling well. But we just have to keep breathing and walking. There are people who would be sad if we die young. Don‘t forget that.
Sometimes I just lay in my bed, look up at the ceiling and go wtf is wrong with me
Same
Life its not easy.
Same
Life is like a river, just slowly following it not knowing what happens.
but you can either flow with the river and goes where it takes you, or you can go against the current and try to get out. but who knows, sometimes the flow can take you through great waterfalls, yet will always lead you to the ocean.
I miss when my brothers didn't hate each other.
Subject Everything what went wrong?
Sp Eh, they just grew apart. I honestly don't know why.
Subject Everything maybe try to organise a family reunion?
Sp Its like Civil war and im Spider-Man lol
Subject Everything I laughed because spidermans basically useless in those scenarios
Can't decide whether to break down or appreciate life