I will wait for you until the very end

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  • Опубликовано: 24 дек 2024

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  • @thebootlegboy
    @thebootlegboy  6 лет назад +1909

    thanks for 1,000,000 views 💜
    I made a Spotify playlist with all these songs - spoti.fi/3xxIWrb

  • @oliveira2729
    @oliveira2729 6 лет назад +9112

    there might be multiple reasons a person clicks on this video.
    some want a soothing track to lull them to sleep. to those people: leave the comments and get the rest you deserve. sleep well.
    some are lonely or are feeling very sad. to those people: all pain ends eventually. the good will come soon enough. you can do this.
    some may be studying. to those people: leave the comments, I wish you good luck, you’re going to do amazing.
    some can’t stand the silence and the thoughts and tears that accompany the silence. to those people: take a deep breath in. now exhale. now say, “I’m fine. I will be fine. I am in control. I am okay.”
    to anyone who is reading this right now, i love you. and so do many others. you have nothing to worry about. take a breath and appreciate the good things about this world. everything is and will be okay. you’ve got this.

  • @gathexxe3795
    @gathexxe3795 5 лет назад +755

    I feel like people who listen to lofi music make such a wholesome community

    • @chillcat1454
      @chillcat1454 4 года назад +1

      true.

    • @6Twisted
      @6Twisted 4 года назад +36

      Speak for yourself. I'm an asshole.

    • @shadowrrose
      @shadowrrose 4 года назад +11

      some of us are so angry at ourselves that we are the assholes that you are trying to escape by being here.

    • @soujanya2248
      @soujanya2248 4 года назад +3

      Ikr lofi gives me life yet leaves me numb and crying

    • @saamwesley9775
      @saamwesley9775 4 года назад +5

      @DANGO DAIKOZOKU thanks man , we appreciate you too❤️

  • @bradleytynan1932
    @bradleytynan1932 5 лет назад +3562

    “You know you’re in love when you can’t fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”

    • @depressoespresso6550
      @depressoespresso6550 4 года назад +14

      My god this is true

    • @Bella-gc7bq
      @Bella-gc7bq 4 года назад +24

      had this with my first love. i miss that time. it was so peaceful.

    • @noufelzeddam658
      @noufelzeddam658 4 года назад +27

      I felt that once , but I discovered by time it was only a fucking delusion ☹️

    • @ivanyikovidiu5035
      @ivanyikovidiu5035 4 года назад +43

      If you transform that love in a goal, embrace it, strive for it, and the Univers will give it to you with one simple rule: Stay true to yourself, strive for that goal with honesty, don t lie to yourself just for the sake of creating a goal, find it in something that you love doing, and it will happen. When it will happen you will feel the real love, the reality my friend, as you said, will be finally better than your dreams. People are not meant to be with us forever, people are valuable lessons, whatever role they have in your life, good or bad, love them as they are because they are sent to teach us.
      You see, whoever you meet in this life: a person, a moment, everything that happens to you and comes in contact with you EVERY SECOND has a meaning...It tries to help you evolve. Fears, tears and bad moments make us strong, bad people make us strong also the beautiful person and moments makes us strong, what I m trying to tell you is that, life is love, love comes in many forms, don t look the surface of a thing, it could appear as a threat, as a bad and ugly thing, person or moment, but it tries to help you, to make you better, to evolve, next time someone is rude to you, try to look at it as a lesson, to not give up, don t follow the advice in fact, give them listening, be part of that, and proove them wrong, because that s what your soul want. Your soul wants to see you strong. So look at things with love...I mean, isn t it beautiful when someone wants to help you becoming stronger? A friend, a parent that HAS FAITH IN YOU, a teacher that knows that you can do it, well that s what the UNIVERS is... HE wants to see you stronger, you should listen to him when he sends you this messages...Look at things in this way please, and you will feel the real love, never lonely again, never lonely again...because the Universe has your back, and when you feel down, upset or angry, or simply things are too hard for you , close your eyes, and ask yourself...What tries the Univers to tell me know? What the f I m missing? BE AWARE OF YOUR SITUATION please, and try to learn from it, it will disappear the moment you learn the lesson...We are not alone my friends, we are NOT ALONE, everything is love and comes in many forms...please don't forget..
      Also, I m a teenager from Europe, my English level is very basic although I try my best, hope I made myself clear, I was in the same situation , I was angry, furious, anxious, I still am because it s a new perspective that I ve developed recently, and it takes time, I still make some problems about the future and things, but looking at it in this way, it gives me a sense of confidence, that I will handle whatever it comes in my path, as long as I m aware of it.

    • @bradleytynan1932
      @bradleytynan1932 4 года назад +2

      The Poser I’ll take on board what you said dude!

  • @asif.rahman
    @asif.rahman 4 года назад +1399

    "The saddest part is when the person who gave you the best memories becomes a memory."
    - Anonymous

  • @alanaguina6753
    @alanaguina6753 6 лет назад +5316

    I wish you guys were my friends in real life.
    Edit: Hey. I made this comment a year ago. It’s November 12th, 2019. I really needed someone back then. And I really appreciate the kind responses. Sadly I’m not over what had happened to me. But I’m getting there. I feel better. I realized that devoting your life to someone who isn’t worth it is just exhausting and not worth your time. It’s a dumb thing to go after the wrong person. Someone else deserves the love you have. You all seem like affectionate and loving people. And anyone would be lucky to have you guys. Put yourself out there. And when you find your purpose, you’ll be glad that it’s finally over. You will be happy. And you will be in peace. You have to try though. You guys are really nice. You deserve good things in life. I still wish we were friends.

    • @jasminecure6429
      @jasminecure6429 6 лет назад +78

      Same😢😊

    • @goomoonryong7477
      @goomoonryong7477 6 лет назад +134

      We are connected

    • @_kvasir
      @_kvasir 6 лет назад +163

      the most accurate comment ever

    • @RRich100
      @RRich100 6 лет назад +109

      There’s no division or discrimination between us; just relatability within our feelings.

    • @madsxg
      @madsxg 6 лет назад +15

      Dat Boi same :(

  • @jasonlouw7852
    @jasonlouw7852 6 лет назад +1692

    In case no one told you, I'm proud of you for getting this far.
    Yes, you, the one reading this.

    • @nodaddyit_hurts6960
      @nodaddyit_hurts6960 6 лет назад +34

      Jason Louw damn that caught me..

    • @vesion1162
      @vesion1162 6 лет назад +31

      This felt so good to read

    • @jasonlouw7852
      @jasonlouw7852 6 лет назад +22

      Everyone needs some form of support anywhere they can find it

    • @luchendrix99
      @luchendrix99 6 лет назад +9

      Thank you. You too.
      I don't see the point in trying anymore, if I have to be honest.

    • @jasonlouw7852
      @jasonlouw7852 6 лет назад +11

      @@luchendrix99 I know that feeling, but life wont put a stronghold in front of you if it knew you couldn't overcome in. No one is a better you, than you. Whether you see it or not, you make a difference in everyone's lives that's associated with you

  • @tessdrenth1093
    @tessdrenth1093 6 лет назад +2052

    “I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone.
    I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone.
    It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.
    I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.
    But when I see a mother with her child;
    Or a girl with her lover;
    Or a friend laughing with their best friend;
    I realize that even though I like being alone...
    I don’t fancy being lonely.” ~ A tumblr post I saw once.
    {It's not originally mine, I just toughed I could spread it because I liked it}

    • @unacceptable3801
      @unacceptable3801 5 лет назад +18

      I really love this tbh

    • @hughjass6000
      @hughjass6000 5 лет назад +34

      Why is this so relatable?

    • @aashneel8996
      @aashneel8996 5 лет назад +8

      Its really good.

    • @SweetyPie2302
      @SweetyPie2302 5 лет назад +30

      I really like this, it is so relatable. Like I like doing things alone, but I wish I had someone, like a best friend or something but every time I'm included in something I get upset because I wish I was alone/ doing it alone. I like being alone, but I don't want to be. Thanks for sharing this, it kinda made my day :)

    • @dlvr659
      @dlvr659 5 лет назад +4

      💪

  • @sirsixsix5372
    @sirsixsix5372 4 года назад +312

    I just want to see you again
    laugh with you again
    speak with you again
    just.. enjoy the time with you again.
    I miss you.....

    • @raphaelfrontmann6046
      @raphaelfrontmann6046 4 года назад +8

      I miss not really some Persons...no...only the great Time with this Persons...

    • @ashlyn_28
      @ashlyn_28 3 года назад +5

      ive made a mistake and i dropped everyone a couple months ago, i had a whole friend group and now they’re gone. I keep getting reminded of 2 of them that were my best friends. I miss them so much, every time I see their name or someone brings them up on where they were cuz they use to always see me with them they get embedded in my mind once again and I wish I could be friends with them again. I miss them so much and I still have happy, funny videos with them in it. God I wish I could go back and stay with everyone but I cant. It was so messed up for me to do that, and I want to apologize but it has already been months and I dont want them thinking of me and getting hurt thinking of the memories we had together like im going through. It really sucks, it hurts me deeply.

    • @allahuakber552
      @allahuakber552 3 года назад +1

      @@ashlyn_28 what happened?

  • @slowjunji
    @slowjunji 5 лет назад +408

    every once in a while I come here just to cry, it shatters me.

  • @eugenebright4232
    @eugenebright4232 5 лет назад +4356

    everybody is gangsta until lo-fi start's playing

    • @Tr-zn9ob
      @Tr-zn9ob 5 лет назад +23

      So true...

    • @youtubeuser6999
      @youtubeuser6999 5 лет назад +13

      Haahaaha best comment so far

    • @hyp194
      @hyp194 5 лет назад +7

      Dayumm buoy... 😂😂😂

    • @marrakesh_3589
      @marrakesh_3589 5 лет назад +34

      Everybody gangsta till the pizza rolls burn the top of my mouth

    • @alisnafathurrohim35
      @alisnafathurrohim35 4 года назад +5

      Lmao that's fckin true

  • @mohank5167
    @mohank5167 6 лет назад +1164

    This comment section warms my heart and makes me depressed at the same time. Emotion is beautiful.

    • @marekbarta8064
      @marekbarta8064 6 лет назад +3

      Same, mate.

    • @NumaInfrno
      @NumaInfrno 6 лет назад +2

      Facts

    • @dark7733
      @dark7733 6 лет назад

      It feels more like being deprived of emotion to me.

    • @katelyn7556
      @katelyn7556 6 лет назад

      Same💕

    • @regretcore
      @regretcore 6 лет назад +1

      I finally found type of videos where i will see smart people who have been through a lot. And i didnt see any dumb "oversensitive to every spilled true" person with horrible grammar here. Now i know where to go.

  • @sofiatascon6395
    @sofiatascon6395 4 года назад +315

    i dont understand how someone can make you feel so special and loved, and then leave. how can someone plan a WHOLE LIFE with you, and then forget about you so quickly? how can someone say theyll love you forever and theyll wait for you, and then tell you they dont give a f*ck about you? how can someone break another human being like that and be absolutely fine?

    • @julle5417
      @julle5417 3 года назад +1

      Hope you are all doing better ❤️

    • @JesusIsLove7777
      @JesusIsLove7777 3 года назад +7

      Because true love endures, it is not selfish or hateful or dishonest. Whoever this was had no love, only a shadow of the real thing. The truth is always revealed and just know true love in a person will never choose to leave you until death.

    • @shirley2285
      @shirley2285 3 года назад +7

      I suppose im that "someone". She said she'd wait 2 years for me, which is when i can move away from my parents and fly across the country to see her. I even wanted to go to college in minnesota just to be with her. I left her because I was so afraid. Being in the closet is tough and scary. She even said she loved me despite being closeted. I never forgot about her. She's always there in the back of my mind. I always wonder about what if i just stayed, if i wasn't such a coward, if i just told the truth about why i left her. By now, she's definitely moved on, probably even forgot about me. A month after we broke up, she asked a discord server for gift ideas for her new gf. But i still wonder if she was sad and missed me. All i want is another chance.

    • @Aku_AI
      @Aku_AI 3 года назад +8

      Isn’t it crazy how they can replace you like nothing

    • @stickyschannel8497
      @stickyschannel8497 3 года назад

      What happened?

  • @Aquaquake
    @Aquaquake 5 лет назад +630

    To those who stand strong waiting for their right one instead of jumping to another relationship seeking immediate pleasure:
    I salute you.

    • @marto7034
      @marto7034 5 лет назад +2

      I can relate with that...

    • @TacitZero
      @TacitZero 5 лет назад +7

      Its hard sometimes, but i try :(

    • @kirstyaltomo7840
      @kirstyaltomo7840 5 лет назад

      Thank you for the salute👌🏽🤷🏽‍♀️ it’s worth the wait right 💃🏽

    • @Txguy264
      @Txguy264 5 лет назад +2

      2 years. Still hurts

    • @hsasmgable
      @hsasmgable 5 лет назад +3

      I can't stop myself and constantly ending up driving someone else away because I thought maybe it will work. It doesn't and I end up alone because of myself. Now I've stopped talking to people and wish I'd fall in love just once

  • @iconiclad6817
    @iconiclad6817 5 лет назад +760

    to the person reading this
    good luck on your life and other things :)

  • @whatthehuman_e
    @whatthehuman_e 6 лет назад +696

    Oh God , comment section filled with so much emotion...so many feels, I think I have found kindred souls, the heartbroken, hopeless romantics, the alone, the lonely, the in love, the silent lovers, the sad, the broken, the ones in healing, the vulnerable...the truly beautiful...

    • @CykaChew
      @CykaChew 6 лет назад +8

      ...
      as what im going through now seeing all these people going through the same shit as i am ... makes me cry and think i dont wna be like this i just want my lover back and it sucks fucking dick man...

    • @agent1798
      @agent1798 6 лет назад

      You are right

    • @yzwik8561
      @yzwik8561 6 лет назад

      beautifully put

    • @RevoltPlays
      @RevoltPlays 6 лет назад +3

      She said she'd be back... I'm still waiting, I'll never stop. I know deep down she isn't coming back, but I refuse to accept it. She was my everything. I still love her

    • @kirilvasilev2586
      @kirilvasilev2586 6 лет назад

      Welcome to the lofi life 😄😄😀

  • @bulldoze
    @bulldoze 4 года назад +1414

    She's not waiting.
    She won't be waiting...
    Ever.
    You'll always be the one,
    *waiting*
    Stay strong.

    • @arminvan9606
      @arminvan9606 4 года назад +14

      Why? Is it fear to keep on waiting her?... I don't think so.

    • @jaemoody1580
      @jaemoody1580 4 года назад +25

      I know, but I'm okay with waiting. I'd wait my entire life.
      (EDIT: it's almost been a year since they left;they left jan1st. But im still waiting, I'll probably be always waiting)

    • @roshellesaenz3997
      @roshellesaenz3997 4 года назад +5

      I love this comment so much except hes not waiting

    • @theabhizing
      @theabhizing 4 года назад +2

      I can wait 4 my whole life 😭❤️

    • @wildjules1901
      @wildjules1901 4 года назад +9

      We'll be searching for the right person, us girls. To anyone reading; you don't have to be the person waiting, make a move life is short... so if you are able to give that special someone all the love they deserve do it. if you have to question.. you arent ready yet. Love isn't to be rushed.

  • @riadriscoll3846
    @riadriscoll3846 6 лет назад +1728

    *It hurts waiting for someone you know who will never come to you*

    • @rachelwhitt755
      @rachelwhitt755 6 лет назад +3

      Naega_ Hoesh ☹️☹️my heart

    • @hussienkoussan8546
      @hussienkoussan8546 6 лет назад +16

      dont get me started iam lonely as shit from my last breakup and iam lone :(

    • @damon7able
      @damon7able 6 лет назад +20

      i cant even begin to explain how much i relate

    • @ZaleskasConundrum
      @ZaleskasConundrum 6 лет назад

      Yeah...

    • @luponl997
      @luponl997 6 лет назад +17

      you know....some people don't care if you are waiting for them,they will let you stay there forever if you don't move on.The sooner you realize they don't deserve your time the better

  • @gny0291
    @gny0291 6 лет назад +895

    loads of us here feel sad, depressed,angry or feel empty,it makes me think,is our generation going in the right direction? Countless times I catch myself loosing sight of what I want and what I have or what I had. Why? Maybe it’s staying up late that got me thinking. But to anyone who’s reading this, I want you to believe in yourself. Trust yourself. Love yourself. It’s hard. Very hard. But it’s harder to see me losing myself than to love myself, and I hope the same goes for you. Most likely everyone will go through some situations in life, some worse than others but I want to say you’re not alone. Just look up into the sky, somewhere, sometime,there is someone looking at that same sky. Tired like you. Sad like you. Angry like you. But we must all stay strong because after all everyone is the chosen one in their life. 🌱

    • @thalthanar3384
      @thalthanar3384 6 лет назад +13

      I will try harder... I will try harder to not let what I want slip by my fingers like I have been doing until now...

    • @Radelaide93
      @Radelaide93 6 лет назад +10

      you're amazing

    • @leviringler9205
      @leviringler9205 6 лет назад +8

      Very well said 👏, I appreciate you

    • @calebh8383
      @calebh8383 6 лет назад +6

      Thank you

    • @killerpassword
      @killerpassword 6 лет назад +3

      Thank you your words give me hope in finding someone who understands

  • @patrykbiaek7110
    @patrykbiaek7110 6 лет назад +276

    I'm so glad y'all exist. I love you guys.

    • @daneelnortier4740
      @daneelnortier4740 6 лет назад +5

      Not too glad that I exist...

    • @leocot7094
      @leocot7094 6 лет назад +4

      Don't worry bro time heals all wounds. It'll get better.

    • @MaxB3021
      @MaxB3021 6 лет назад

      prettyboi Hope life is going well man

    • @sc-ek6qz
      @sc-ek6qz 6 лет назад

      (Unsaid)

    • @doktoravalanche5125
      @doktoravalanche5125 6 лет назад

      Peace and Love, that's what matters.

  • @lepidxptera
    @lepidxptera 4 года назад +472

    Hey whoever's reading this...
    I know hardly anybody will see this, but the people who do...
    You matter.
    You really do.
    Don't worry about anything. Just try to relax. I know things might be tough for you, or you might be feeling empty... But it will get better.
    I love you. 💕

    • @ahmadejaz848
      @ahmadejaz848 4 года назад +4

      Thnx man...but ur last words made me cry :-)

    • @tourguideplays5477
      @tourguideplays5477 4 года назад +2

      Thank you... This year has just been so hard.. losing friends due to pandemic and just last month.. in the span of 30 days my car breaks down drains my bank account for everything that I didn't have just to get it fixed and the next day I was in a bad car accident I was rear ended and left with 2 herniated discs a bulging spine and a concussion.. as a result I had to leave my job and is now going to fight for disability and then the icing on the fucking cake... My gf and I break up because I wanted her to move in with me to help me out and in exchange she would be away from her awful toxic racist grandparents but she decided to stay with them out of fear and after an argument with her we broke up a 3 year relationship that up until that we were so strong together... And to make it even worse.. we broke up 3 fucking days after I was rear ended!

    • @ahmadejaz848
      @ahmadejaz848 4 года назад +1

      @@tourguideplays5477 Well hope ur gf will come back one day knowing that u r way better than those grandparents :-) So sad to hear that u got rear ended...hope u will get over ur disability soon n get a job.
      Take care

    • @tourguideplays5477
      @tourguideplays5477 4 года назад

      @@ahmadejaz848 she probably won't come back but I won't blame her and as far as my conditions are I don't think I'll be able to work again for at least a few years

    • @ahmadejaz848
      @ahmadejaz848 4 года назад

      @@tourguideplays5477 Don't worry... believe in Allah (God) n hope for the best.
      Indeed God does best for his creation.

  • @jaeadeguzman
    @jaeadeguzman 5 лет назад +375

    There will be a day where we disappear from this world.
    There will be a day where only one person remembers our name.
    There will be a day where no one knows if we've ever existed.
    Sometimes, life's a game; you win then you're happy, you lose then you're sad.
    Theres no other truth.

    • @Feelrightathome
      @Feelrightathome 5 лет назад

      I think i broke the new world record i didnt won ones

    • @xxstarxx4842
      @xxstarxx4842 5 лет назад +3

      I agree stay strong ❤️^_^

    • @alright8669
      @alright8669 5 лет назад +1

      You don’t need to lose or win to be sad some of us in here are sad but we have everything but still sad

    • @versacecoffins789
      @versacecoffins789 5 лет назад +1

      All truths are merely half truths

    • @emohedgehog8430
      @emohedgehog8430 5 лет назад

      i wanna cry now

  • @UnstableDJDarkstar
    @UnstableDJDarkstar 6 лет назад +59

    You can give someone your entire soul and in the end, they can leave like it didn't mean anything. Sometimes you'll find yourself waiting, hoping that what you once thought imaginable can still be a possibility. That's when you know its over. So just keep moving forward. Don't let life stop because your heart is hurting. Take that pain and turn it into armor, use it as a reminder of what you can be to someone, don't give up, don't say its hopeless, don't give in to the negativity that life tries to push on us. Being alone is okay. Sometimes we have to go through hard times to come out stronger. Be the unmoved rock, the boulder in the path, be the one to push for a better tomorrow, a better change, and show yourself as well as others, what you can be capable of. Don't give up. You will find your place. Practice patience. Love yourself. Love what little you may have. Build on the good of your life and don't let negativity in. Live as a lion for a day and not a lifetime as a sheep. You are important. You are loved. You are accepted. It's okay to be selfish, but don't forget kindness, honor, respect, courage, compassion, love thy neighbor. Be a light in the darkness. Be the smile in the crowd of tears. Be the unmasked in a crowd of masks, but do not forget dignity. Practice pride, but not arrogance. Find balance and like I said, you are important. I love you.

  • @danielbueno8474
    @danielbueno8474 6 лет назад +1246

    Here we are. This is my favorite part of RUclips.
    Gone are the façades, the edge, the toxicity.
    Here is the place we don't need to hide behind a second account.
    Here we don't need to be scared of showing how broken we are.
    No one here is going to judge our sexuality for saying a kind word for a person of the same gender.
    No one here is going to tell us to take our sad stories elsewhere.
    We need no weapons.
    We need no lies.
    We just need to open our hearts
    And see what's inside the hearts of the other people here.
    And at the end of the day, nothing is gonna change.
    Be it a good thing or not, our lives will continue the same.
    Nothing is going to change.
    But...
    Everytime I leave this small and shy corner of the internet
    I feel stronger than when I came.
    I feel like even though no question has been truly answered, everything makes at least a little bit more sense now.
    I'm not the only one confused.
    I'm not the only one in pain.
    And although it can be kinda selfish and cruel to take comfort in knowing someone else is feeling the same pain as you,
    It doesn't feel wrong.
    Because I think that person would also feel better if I told them I know what they're going through.
    And this is why I love this community so much.
    Things might continue as bad as they are,
    I might have another rough day ahead of me tomorrow,
    But right now, as I'm about to lay my head againt my pillow and, hopefully, take a quick trip into the realm of dreams
    I'll rest more peacefully than I usually do, because I know
    I'm not alone.
    Goodnight, my friends. I hope you all have a peacefull and restoring sleep tonight.

    • @sparkkoo0
      @sparkkoo0 6 лет назад +21

      I wanted to write something like that, but im in bed on my phone, its going to take a while, thank you for saying what i wanted to say even better, thabk you for understanding us, good luck with your pain, mine cant fix.

    • @SchnelleKat
      @SchnelleKat 6 лет назад +6

      Wonderful Poem, I struggle with the Same. Bi-Polar is one HELL of Pain. It can decide who you are and what you are going to be.

    • @cringebeats
      @cringebeats 6 лет назад +2

      bravo.

    • @moseymadness4544
      @moseymadness4544 6 лет назад +3

      Daniel Bueno i love you buddy keep fighting the good fight 💕

    • @matejkovar8979
      @matejkovar8979 6 лет назад +2

  • @gerry13cs
    @gerry13cs Год назад +35

    i remember listening to this back in jan 21,feeling kinda broken and lonely...so many things changed,got a new job,new girlfriend,believed and cherished again.
    2 months now,again no job,left behind....feels like a pattern,who knows what comes next...
    stay strong everyone!

  • @TheJazzyWalrus
    @TheJazzyWalrus 6 лет назад +448

    "Isn't it funny how a memory can feel like a whole different reality? People, places, sounds and even colours can change... or someone else has changed them. I won't lie to you, there will always be other explanations, but in the end, we are no longer living in these memories, whether they contain truth or mere imagination"

    • @sc-ek6qz
      @sc-ek6qz 6 лет назад +8

      "Why let this allow you to be a wonder than a acceptor"

    • @coolvisof2013
      @coolvisof2013 6 лет назад +4

      this gave me chills.

    • @sweetpoison3634
      @sweetpoison3634 6 лет назад

      TheJazzyWalrus that's from fallout 4 video huh

    • @cynthiakila1161
      @cynthiakila1161 6 лет назад +1

      TheJazzyWalrus great point

    • @justsaying6487
      @justsaying6487 6 лет назад +1

      its called idealizing

  • @S7Duke
    @S7Duke 5 лет назад +2531

    Isn’t it funny how we can have people around us...
    yet we still feel lonely because that one person isn’t there.

    • @dervolldrosten6320
      @dervolldrosten6320 4 года назад +24

      She is gone. Because I was not ready to change. So I should move on. And don't feel lonely, I am gonna live my life.

    • @jamesgaither1414
      @jamesgaither1414 4 года назад +9

      @@biglikebuu That was funny but chill out man

    • @yakoob6033
      @yakoob6033 4 года назад +1

      Thats sad and true

    • @owKeeen
      @owKeeen 4 года назад +3

      @Lunamoon ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ Well it fucking did to me...at least i found you that isnt has dumb as this kid and its making me feel a bit better...

    • @E1nuy
      @E1nuy 4 года назад +13

      I know exactly how u feel, and you don’t only feel lonely, you feel empty, like you also have the urge for that one person, and you just feel saddened ig, because that one person is one of the few things that or can be your only source of happiness. I get it. I also like to call that being in love, and when you love that person, well you urge for them. You need them. It’s hard to explain also. It’s like depression, you can’t rly seem to explain or express how you feel. Love isn’t a emotion we feel, it’s a flood of overwhelming feelings that you can’t take, that takes control. Mixed emotions are what hit you the most when your in love also. I’m just a dumb freshman though. Cant explain it rly well😅. I just know how it feels. Welp. Have a good night/morning whoever reads this. 👋🙂

  • @makorionesmus7508
    @makorionesmus7508 5 лет назад +301

    many years from now, when we are al gone, someone will try reading this to understand their history of emotions

    • @kelsie3003
      @kelsie3003 4 года назад

      makori onesmus that’s trippy tho

    • @tolozed3935
      @tolozed3935 4 года назад

      Like me right now

  • @dvnnyphvntom763
    @dvnnyphvntom763 3 года назад +116

    i messed up. its been almost 4 years and I still admire and fall in love with the little things about her. dont fuck up relationships because you’re confused, i did the wrong things with the right person, and that will always be a regret in my life

  • @owlyghost1
    @owlyghost1 5 лет назад +607

    I love coming to these videos and seeing everyone sharing their emotions to no one in particular. It's hard to open up to people, but here, your feelings are safe. Whoever's reading this, I love you.

    • @avii3234
      @avii3234 4 года назад +7

    • @ghostmojosodo4403
      @ghostmojosodo4403 3 года назад +5

      Well said ghost

    • @owlyghost1
      @owlyghost1 3 года назад +1

      @@ghostmojosodo4403 thank you ghost

    • @taylorwilliams34
      @taylorwilliams34 3 года назад +5

      We can understand you're hurting in some way too... we love you too ❤

    • @KirasRift
      @KirasRift 3 года назад +4

      ...love you too...

  • @jenaa2284
    @jenaa2284 6 лет назад +618

    *It hurts loving someone, that doesn’t love you back...*

    • @aoji1
      @aoji1 6 лет назад +4

      lily Playz i feel you man

    • @siscothemaniac621
      @siscothemaniac621 6 лет назад +3

      *mood*

    • @joncell7582
      @joncell7582 6 лет назад +3

      lily Playz I Fucking felt that 😓😭(relatable)

    • @olelelele339
      @olelelele339 6 лет назад +2

      Is it your cat? Cause my cat never loves me back :3

    • @maheensiddz5093
      @maheensiddz5093 6 лет назад +9

      it’s a type of pain that will just completely end you. it will take everything away from you, and change you forever. yet we still do it

  • @clairebemus
    @clairebemus 6 лет назад +2567

    its 3am and the only ones awake are the lonely and the loved

  • @FineItsForge
    @FineItsForge 4 года назад +91

    imagine a world where we can all sit on clouds and vibe with lofi together.

    • @VintageCR
      @VintageCR Год назад +2

      sign me up

    • @richardbarnesjr5120
      @richardbarnesjr5120 Год назад +1

      What a wonderful world

    • @rikezambacher301
      @rikezambacher301 Год назад +1

      Bruh that’s where we came from and where we‘ll meet up again, not even knowing what’s actually going on, and that’s ok

    • @joel631
      @joel631 11 месяцев назад

      I like the way you think

  • @sofiaakatya
    @sofiaakatya 5 лет назад +89

    a memo to not only you guys but also myself:
    you've stayed alive.
    congratulations.
    i love you.

    • @rin-bw5ks
      @rin-bw5ks 5 лет назад

      love you too, sofia. thank you, this is very thoughtful of you to post. please, keep it up! i’m cheering for you! ~

  • @becky6757
    @becky6757 6 лет назад +2540

    I feel like this is just a huge group chat and we all can relate to each other
    Like a family..

    • @noot2449
      @noot2449 6 лет назад +21

      I feel the same thing...

    • @sparkkoo0
      @sparkkoo0 6 лет назад +46

      a normal family cant relate to each other,
      are we... normal?
      feels like an empty discord server without anything, just a couple of voice chat channels for us
      i do feel the same...

    • @scbroc8035
      @scbroc8035 6 лет назад +8

      Because in a way we are family

    • @hi-ii8cl
      @hi-ii8cl 5 лет назад +9

      Very true :’( 💘

    • @sparkkoo0
      @sparkkoo0 5 лет назад +11

      I know, I know, I'm sorry the world is like that.
      I'm not bullied but I'm actually the one that hurts everyone

  • @zulnon
    @zulnon 5 лет назад +86

    I just simply love everyone that typically stroll through these comments.
    In a world that's full of pain and war, emotionally tired people, insanely high standards, here everyone is human.
    Here, there's a portion of the world that sadly isn't as viral as it should be.
    A portion of the world that's forever tucked away in the vastness of the internet.
    But, the kindness and genuine care of everyone here is forever imprinted on the lives of someone going through a hard time.
    It's a neat thought, knowing that your "You'll be okay" or "I love you" comment could have just made someone's day or better yet, kept them going on for just a little bit longer.
    Never let this cruel world change your kind souls, folks 💜

  • @Ocer.
    @Ocer. 4 года назад +66

    I want a giant stadium filled with all of us watching this and this playlist on the speakers, just walking around seeing people crying, people sitting in corners, couples sitting next to eachother and best of all, the people going around trying to help people. And free hug stations!

    • @Ocer.
      @Ocer. 4 года назад +3

      corona

    • @otterdraws
      @otterdraws Год назад

      this would be the best thing in the entire world

  • @OhItsPrimetime
    @OhItsPrimetime 6 лет назад +9316

    I don't know why I'm afraid to lose something I never had

  • @emmariffle6180
    @emmariffle6180 5 лет назад +1731

    im sick with pneumonia in the hospital, i haven't had many visitors except my family. i have a crush on this guy, who knows im here. ive asked him to visit, but nothing until yesterday. im good friends with his sister so i called and i asked what hes been doing. 'hes on his way to see his new girlfriend ' she said. i said 'oh, i didnt know he had a girlfriend' she said 'hes actually going to ask her out today' i said 'oh' knowing that it wasnt me. so that call ended and less than 5 minutes later, i hear a knock, i take out my earbuds (which i was listening to this with), and say come in. he walked in with flowers and bubble tea of my favourite flavour and his big perfect smile on his face. i started crying right then and there. apparently he knew i talked to avery. and we just started crying together in my hospital room. this happened yesterday and now i never want to stop listening to this. ❤🌔😌
    -
    -to anyone wondering i am healthy now.. and we're not together anymore :'( we broke up last month.. he cheated on me.. im still broken and i think i always will be. thanks for all of the love though

    • @frankcastle9660
      @frankcastle9660 4 года назад +19

      💙

    • @akshayzane5656
      @akshayzane5656 4 года назад +44

      Hope u will stay together always my wishes😁

    • @lubna4092
      @lubna4092 4 года назад +25

      hey it makes me happy that atleast you have a happy start :). just wish mine didn’t end so horrifically.

    • @emmariffle6180
      @emmariffle6180 4 года назад +1

      what happened?

    • @_instinctz9185
      @_instinctz9185 4 года назад +7

      Hoping you got better :) you go Glen coco. May the Lord be with you, always 😁😁

  • @zachtaurosa887
    @zachtaurosa887 6 лет назад +1622

    we all need a group hug

  • @salmanibrahim5149
    @salmanibrahim5149 4 года назад +67

    Its extremely rare for 2 people to fall in love together and feel the same way for each other..
    usually its just one who loves and the other one just feels good being loved and takes it for granted....

    • @kaasbanaan272
      @kaasbanaan272 4 года назад +2

      i feel like this is me but i dont want it to be me

    • @hexagondynamix
      @hexagondynamix 3 года назад +1

      People dont love to marry anymore.

  • @ΓιώργοςΚοκκίνης-δ9μ
    @ΓιώργοςΚοκκίνης-δ9μ 6 лет назад +61

    This is the true power of music..some people are overthinking..some are just relaxed..music drives you in your own imagination and your own happiness or sadness..but when it hits you..you feel no pain

  • @emiemi4392
    @emiemi4392 6 лет назад +2423

    Isn’t it strange ?
    One person can control your mood so easily.
    One minute they make you feel like the whole world is at your feet.
    The next they destroy your heart into millions of pieces.
    Over and over again.
    Yet
    You keep waiting ...

    • @sunfire9377
      @sunfire9377 6 лет назад +56

      i have never related so hard in my life

    • @vannesavasquez6826
      @vannesavasquez6826 6 лет назад +18

      Story of my life

    • @shiwera22
      @shiwera22 6 лет назад +7

      You soo right i was all happy to see my bf in a few hours.. then ex who is my current landlord .. just made me feel.like shit now im up crying.. i cant wait to leave here and be with my bf

    • @AlioXelMauri
      @AlioXelMauri 6 лет назад +10

      I miss one girl who never failed me. The more that I meet other girls, the more I miss her. Too damn relatable

    • @whateverchannel5339
      @whateverchannel5339 6 лет назад +13

      Waiting for what? An adventure, an exit, an answer or cure maybe. I'm looking for a cure personally, but what about you, what do you want?
      I wish that bus could take me to another life. Both for the fun and the need for another one.

  • @psycholonya
    @psycholonya 5 лет назад +3867

    When I die I want to meet all of you, no matter what.

    • @brianself5598
      @brianself5598 5 лет назад +147

      We can all talk about our issues. I would be so down for that.

    • @bmxteamytb5119
      @bmxteamytb5119 5 лет назад +61

      We can make a group

    • @devinyoungbear05
      @devinyoungbear05 5 лет назад +16

      ❤️

    • @gretalentz581
      @gretalentz581 5 лет назад +27

      @@bmxteamytb5119 I feel like that would be such a great idea. Let's do itt❣️🦋

    • @gretalentz581
      @gretalentz581 5 лет назад +27

      Is there anyone who wants to get my insta, sc,.. so we could connect and maybe become friends?

  • @yassinsenni3138
    @yassinsenni3138 Год назад +5

    Is anyone out there. You don’t know me and I don’t know you. But here we are. Just two strangers listening to music. We each have different stories and live different lives. But here we remain. If anyone’s out there I hope moments like these never change.
    Also if there’s any other songs like this one, maybe we could meet again. I don’t know why the universe connected all of us together through this song, but I’m glad it did

  • @nobody-ec9nk
    @nobody-ec9nk 5 лет назад +2894

    *“I wish all of us could go on a rooftop,lay and chill there while staring at the stars.”*

  • @cam9523
    @cam9523 5 лет назад +572

    We all meet the right people at the wrong time

    • @godofsaiyanz2617
      @godofsaiyanz2617 4 года назад +10

      I've been friends with this girl on Facebook for many years we've always found each other attractive and I finally said something to her she's gone thru alot and I too have had my fair share of heartbreaks... but when I found out who she was. I couldn't believe it. She's just like me, we both grew up the same with the same religious beliefs and turned away from it and went and experienced life on our own now we're both two individuals who long for ever lasting love and the timing just couldn't be anymore worse... I love this girl so much, Michaela if you're reading this I love you baby and I'm so sorry I'm so far away from you. You are the Right person for my Soul and my Being but.. we just met at the wrong time 🥺💔💕💌 Hopefully soon Michaela we will be able to Meet one another and the Space between us wont feel so Distant anymore 💕💌 even if I Pass away i will find you again in my Next Life hopefully sooner than this Life because you are my Other Half babe I'm sorry for not saying that to you earlier 👑🤴🏽👸🏼💖💕💌

    • @bemanish
      @bemanish 4 года назад +2

      @@godofsaiyanz2617 it really hurts I know

    • @gsisterselisan8878
      @gsisterselisan8878 4 года назад +1

      yes

    • @dayannaallen154
      @dayannaallen154 4 года назад +1

      So true

    • @frankialvarez4616
      @frankialvarez4616 4 года назад

      Agree

  • @JeckyLim
    @JeckyLim 5 лет назад +2317

    my ex-girlfriend just getting married today, my friend sent me a picture of her wearing white wedding dress and she looks gorgeous, it's just exactly the same as i always imagine.
    when i look at her picture, i'm not feeling sad or anything, it's like my mind isn't ready for this kind of thing to happen so i can't feel anything at that moment, but when i'm about to sleep suddenly i get this flashback memories when we still together, i can see her smile, her laughing and her beautiful rounded eyes looking at me as we holding hand. and then those memories started to fading away as my tears come down my cheeks and i feel totally empty. i want to scream this feelings out of my chest but i don't know how. i don't know what to do, as i write this i'm already sleepy but my tears won't stop coming out my eyes.
    it's like my mind can handle this feelings but my heart does not ready for this.
    this is what real regret is, it's hurt so bad, i should've tell her that i still love her when i had the chance..

    • @whte_nse9280
      @whte_nse9280 5 лет назад +99

      I’m sorry, I hope your ok

    • @avii3234
      @avii3234 5 лет назад +36

      Something kinda same happened with me too . I hope u okay now, try to find a hobby ,anything you enjoy doing, trust me it helps a lot

    • @marcusdayy8349
      @marcusdayy8349 5 лет назад +48

      My ex is married now with a daughter and another kid on the way. I know I fucked up. We talked about it today a little bit. About regret. I hurt her. If I would have been smarter, stronger, more of a man in the past I know that could be me with her...

    • @avii3234
      @avii3234 5 лет назад +24

      @@marcusdayy8349 sorry , I know it hurts to see someone else getting all the things you dreamed of. but sometimes you just have to let it go, it's the hardest part but you also know that she's happy as she have her whole family now ,,,,
      I wish you'll find someone. ❣

    • @whte_nse9280
      @whte_nse9280 5 лет назад +30

      Marcus Dayy what’s done is done, we can’t go back we can only go forward, she has her life and you have yours, you’ll find love again I know it

  • @thehomiesrule123
    @thehomiesrule123 Год назад +9

    5. Goddamn. Years.
    Thanks bootleg, for everything.

  • @veenus2934
    @veenus2934 5 лет назад +254

    I'm tired of caring.
    I'm tired about the fact that I always put others above myself. I'm tired of accepting what's expected from me, tired of forcing myself onto a breaking point to fulfill those expectations.
    I'm tired of fighting myself, because a part of me can't forget the starry sky that night, and how void yet wonderful the world seemed... But another part keeps nagging at me that I'm selfish for wanting to be there and feel it again. That whatever time I waste on myself is more than enough, and I don't deserve it.
    I'm tired of caring about everyone's opinions, even my own. I want to go back to when I still felt safe and at ease with my own mind. When I thought as a single person, rather than thinking about so many paths and views, to the point everything blurs and blends together...
    I want to be selfish.
    I want to be me.
    ...But...
    I don't think I even know who that is anymore... I can't remember...
    ...When did I lose myself...?

  • @rekkoSR
    @rekkoSR 6 лет назад +302

    you know, its funny to see people around here who told us their story about love and stuff, i love this community, and hope, will never change.
    hey, i'm back here, again, i got the same feeling , i need help.

    • @simona6401
      @simona6401 6 лет назад +16

      rektus mario #speedrunPOWER i kind of hope it will change. not in a bad way though. i hope the broken ones will get fixed and the lonely ones will find somebody to be with, because looking at the comments, some people aren’t in their best place right now..

  • @aliennation2978
    @aliennation2978 5 лет назад +81

    Thanks to my pillow, for catching my tears everynight...

  • @redstriker5421
    @redstriker5421 Год назад +35

    Coming back to these songs after a few years, made me realise I've changed alot I used to listen to this when panicking or trying to sleep to calm my mind from my own harmful thoughts I hated my self, but now I can't help but feel an overwhelming peace knowing I made it through and even if I end up in that situation again, I know I'll be ready

    • @rhiannon2753
      @rhiannon2753 Год назад +1

      I love this comment so much. My 14 year old self would listen to this music while I hurt myself, and stayed miserable. Im 20 now and doing so much better. It DOES get better.

  • @Shoegazingpie
    @Shoegazingpie 6 лет назад +84

    It kind of feels amazing to think of someone like her is living on this earth with me. For the first time in my life I was glad to be alive to witness her. You do not understand it until you lose her. So, if you are reading this... i love u.

  • @yeezys5151
    @yeezys5151 6 лет назад +618

    it really hurts, waiting for someone you never had and never will have.

    • @wazwerm
      @wazwerm 6 лет назад +21

      oh my god finally. thank you for letting me know I'm not alone in the universe

    • @55skull
      @55skull 6 лет назад +23

      And deep down even though you know you’ll never have them, you ignore it and keep waiting...

    • @haz_herb_7798
      @haz_herb_7798 6 лет назад +4

      This one..this one hit home...

    • @MsAlaskanGirl907
      @MsAlaskanGirl907 6 лет назад +5

      i feel you. i really feel you.
      one day it'll be okay again.

    • @3ve338
      @3ve338 6 лет назад +1

      I've been going through it for three years now, I feel like such an idiot, I spent and spend so much time thinking about him, but I'll never have him

  • @miuklolp
    @miuklolp 6 лет назад +809

    All these people have problems with keeping love, but my problem is finding it.

  • @yandienerOG
    @yandienerOG Год назад +10

    mann this is the lofi's golden era

  • @wh1t3d34th
    @wh1t3d34th 6 лет назад +212

    In case no one told you today
    You're Beautiful
    You're Loved
    You're Needed
    You're Alive for a reason
    You're stronger then you thint
    You're going to get through this
    Am glad You're alive
    Don't give up❤❤

  • @donaldconleyiii8557
    @donaldconleyiii8557 5 лет назад +1598

    10/07/19:
    “You’re the right guy just at the wrong time.”

    • @oake5869
      @oake5869 5 лет назад +98

      Timing’s a bitch

    • @blazedelmotte1095
      @blazedelmotte1095 5 лет назад +10

      That's actually my birthday, odd

    • @TyTimeIsAwesome
      @TyTimeIsAwesome 5 лет назад +59

      If you still want to be with her, tell her love is timeless.
      If you want to move on, tell her you're the wrong guy at the right time.

    • @florrivas7743
      @florrivas7743 5 лет назад +5

      Oh my god... That hurts.

    • @williambartholome
      @williambartholome 5 лет назад +7

      This king of sentence results to 3 Month of pain. It was not said the same but the idea was quite close. It was my Turn twenty days before your story

  • @planetniki2098
    @planetniki2098 6 лет назад +192

    I strongly believe that those who are meant to be in your life will always come back. No matter how faraway they go from you, or problems you’ve had with them. If they are meant to be in your life they will be in it. It might not be right away but with time and patience they will come.

    • @charlesmorgan2054
      @charlesmorgan2054 6 лет назад +10

      I sure hope so, because I don't her want to go through this without me. I want to be with the one that I believe was meant for me, because I think I was meant for her.

    • @Fluffy246
      @Fluffy246 6 лет назад

      Nicole Gonzalez

    • @emanuel1281
      @emanuel1281 6 лет назад

      SHE SLEPT WITH MY CUSIN BUT L S.I.L.L L.O.V.E H.E.R

    • @arpadbrooks5317
      @arpadbrooks5317 6 лет назад +1

      Nicole Gonzalez I met the most beautiful girl in Paris I know. She is from méxico and I am from Switzerland. We had such a beautiful time. I hope your comment is right... I hope your comment is true.. i dont wanna die without seeing her again...

    • @sekoe1er
      @sekoe1er 6 лет назад

      The best thing you can do is nothing at all. Forcing them to be with you or forcing an answer can result in pushing them away for good. It sucks :/

  • @rafrivera3084
    @rafrivera3084 4 года назад +191

    12:33 AM
    August 6, 2020
    you were at your worst. come back to this comment future you and see how far you've come.

  • @kaylaalana9087
    @kaylaalana9087 5 лет назад +112

    *just hearing your voice i’d change my mind*

    • @kellyrogers3208
      @kellyrogers3208 5 лет назад +3

      I would have called, but you would have fooled me again.

  • @pumpkboo
    @pumpkboo 5 лет назад +226

    he told me that night
    "you'll wait for me even two years pass?"
    and i responded to him with tears in my eyes
    "always."

    • @pumpkboo
      @pumpkboo 5 лет назад +9

      @laylachu oh girl, that's is a shit but i hope that he still miss you. uhm... my story is lovely but tragic and sad too. he is in the military service right now (he's korean) and i have the little hope that he still miss me, love me and remind me like he did in the past... i really miss him, i need him all the time because the things have been wrong lately in my life and he was the only one who cared and made me feel so happy, beautiful and safe even it is just was an online relationship. i'm waiting for him, i'm still waiting and i will still waiting for him.

    • @user-dh9fs7uv7p
      @user-dh9fs7uv7p 5 лет назад +5

      that was me today when i dropped my gf off at college. i have a year of high school to go. i miss her already and am having difficulty sleeping w/o her tn. waiting for it to get easier but thank you for the beautiful comment

    • @MH-tl2gt
      @MH-tl2gt 5 лет назад +9

      Hey, He’ll come home don’t worry, love always finds it’s way back home

    • @Suicide-Samurai
      @Suicide-Samurai 5 лет назад +1

      @@MH-tl2gt Your kind comment gave me hope for humanity

    • @keziahcadena2001
      @keziahcadena2001 5 лет назад

      @@MH-tl2gt that is beautiful

  • @manschar8371
    @manschar8371 6 лет назад +3765

    I swear in the comments you can find the people you've always dreamed of meeting

    • @nf743
      @nf743 6 лет назад +4

      manøs char agree😭😭😭

    • @sophiekelly9282
      @sophiekelly9282 6 лет назад +3

      Yeah

    • @bouvnixx8975
      @bouvnixx8975 6 лет назад +10

      aw thats so damn true

    • @cadybtterfly521
      @cadybtterfly521 6 лет назад +53

      i met my boyfriend in a youtube lofi comment section..
      ex boyfriend*

    • @itzp0izn490
      @itzp0izn490 6 лет назад +19

      @@cadybtterfly521 except the "ex" and "boy" that's a dream scenario for me😔

  • @becho6871
    @becho6871 4 года назад +94

    To the person who read this,
    It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
    I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
    “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
    In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
    I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
    have a good day and great years.
    I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

    • @becho6871
      @becho6871 4 года назад +3

      @Renvis life does hurts, I know, but it’s important whenever it hurts, you won’t beat yourself up and punish it for it. You don’t deserve what you’re going trough, you deserve to feel loved. I know it’s hard to not feel alone when people make you feel that way or you have no one. But you’re really never truly alone, even if it feels like that, don’t let your feelings make you believe that maybe you aren’t enough for others and thats the reason why you’re lonely. You’re enough and you only need yourself. I will look at the sky tonight and think of you :). I hope you have the best 2021 and a great day

    • @kamminthang1624
      @kamminthang1624 3 года назад +4

      Look at you comforting people with the words you wished to hear :) I love you man you got this too

    • @tuoctran43
      @tuoctran43 3 года назад +2

      This was so sweet. Thank you for your kind words. I appreciate you endlessly.

    • @eff9ine2
      @eff9ine2 3 года назад +4

      For months, many months, I haven't had the strength to cry... I've hurt so much, I've wanted to give up and yet I could never cry.
      Tonight, while reading this, I cried for the first time in so long. It was a hard cry, I couldn't contain myself.
      But my relief and my gratitude towards you is beyond endless. I've been wilting at the bottom of the barrel and these words are the first I've ever read to truly inspire me to help my own situation.
      Tomorrow I will wake up and take a glass of water. And I'll make some eggs, and I'll cuddle with my cat.
      Thank you, from the very bottom of my heart. It truly, genuinely means the whole world to me. You may be a life saver to me and to many others. I love you so much.

    • @tech2966
      @tech2966 3 года назад

      @becho thanks for the words dude i really do appreciate it and i hope you will also live your life with no regrets whatsoever alright.May all of us experience what it's like to live happily despite what had happened in the past ;)

  • @cynthiasoolihua2410
    @cynthiasoolihua2410 6 лет назад +69

    Patience feels like an endlessly cloudy week with a forecast that promises sunlight *someday*

  • @Ginger_uke
    @Ginger_uke 6 лет назад +1088

    I don't want to die, but I also don't want to be here. I want to fly away in a simple yet imaginative world with wings to the mind and colours to the soul.
    I want to hug every single person I see; my neighbour crossing the street, the lost boy with no light in his eyes, the crossguard trying to help his family, the hard-working student who loves to paint;
    No one here deserves to be here, in this cruel world.
    Can't we all just infuse with the colourful sunset and rest in peace?

    • @whateverchannel5339
      @whateverchannel5339 6 лет назад +20

      That's the point, that world you speak of is here, Earth! If you want to do all those wonderful things, go and do so without hesitation. Show unusual amounts of kindness regularly, inspire other's to follow. Why can't Earth be Utopia? It can be I tell you, all of you! I can't help everyone, but everyone reading this comment or not can help someone. And if we all do that, every last one of us, then WE ALL ARE CREATING UTOPIA!

    • @gloryandexcesses
      @gloryandexcesses 6 лет назад +2

      Mia Reynolds do you have social media because I think the same thing and I wanna talk to you

    • @Ginger_uke
      @Ginger_uke 6 лет назад +7

      @@gloryandexcesses snap - sharkyzmioz... i need someone to talk to

    • @Ginger_uke
      @Ginger_uke 6 лет назад +23

      @@whateverchannel5339 No, Earth is not Utopia. Plastic pollution, financial stress, racism, mental illness, gun control...
      I don't blame anyone for these problems for it's just societys walls whether it's the urge of money, power, freedom or rage. I want everyone to surround and enclose in peace and colours, not needing to think about anything.

    • @MeOw-du7ux
      @MeOw-du7ux 6 лет назад

      ❤❤❤

  • @ethan_beltramo
    @ethan_beltramo 5 лет назад +119

    listening to this alone, sad, hopeless. this breaks me

  • @BraXdotexe
    @BraXdotexe 3 года назад +81

    This is an anthem to those that can no longer keep suffering. Everyday feels like hell. No appetite No thirst. No sleep. No happiness. No sadness. No anger. No emotion at all. This is for those of us who feel empty and completely soulless. this is the only thing that helps. :/

    • @jessicadias534
      @jessicadias534 3 года назад +1

      I feel your pain. Hope things are better after 5 months.

    • @xufflex
      @xufflex 2 года назад +1

      @@jessicadias534 how’s it going?

    • @darkromano_
      @darkromano_ 2 года назад

      I hope you are doing well after 1 year

    • @janedoe6520
      @janedoe6520 2 года назад

      sending u good energy. hope u'll be ok. please dont tolerate that mindset. keep looking for a way out of that crap. love u.

  • @s1n836
    @s1n836 4 года назад +2024

    “The person you love the most. Is the Person who will hurt you the most.”

    • @heftyboi8790
      @heftyboi8790 4 года назад +21

      Trxshy Willow. I know this pain all too well my friend💔

    • @julecanete6571
      @julecanete6571 4 года назад +6

      Why😭

    • @GamingTaylor
      @GamingTaylor 4 года назад +39

      True... and it seems like they keep hurting you like being stabbed in the chest over and over as time goes on. However, the crazy thing is... it was all worth it. Every moment.

    • @Jones_024
      @Jones_024 4 года назад +18

      I would rather feel nothing than feel the pain and sadness I’ve felt for a month now and I’m going to stay like this forever. I don’t wanna feel anymore. I listen to lofi Bc it makes my heart ache and makes me miss her or it makes me feel nothing Bc it takes her off my mind and how much I want that future with her still. No matter what she does to me I’ll still dream and fantasize just like how I did for 6 years. She is my biggest downfall and my greatest uprise.

    • @deweyalcoran7816
      @deweyalcoran7816 4 года назад +4

      Can*

  • @fotbac
    @fotbac 6 лет назад +176

    Here's to those who have to drink themselves to sleep, who can't go a minute without thinking of the ones we loved and lost. To those who will never forget what we felt, not even for a second. Better to feel pain than to have never loved at all, right?

    • @Marisaest
      @Marisaest 6 лет назад

      David Barnett yes right

    • @fotbac
      @fotbac 6 лет назад +2

      @@es-rh8oo There really is no wrong or right person, it's gonna be hard to be with anyone no matter who you choose. And they will probably end up going in the end anyways, idk man I've given up on love.

    • @Marisaest
      @Marisaest 6 лет назад +1

      TheGreen Tortoise listen 47 years old. Dated every shade of strength. And still heart broken every single time. On top of burying friends very close friends ex lovers and coworkers plus family. I refuse to let b meloncolgy I choose love. Like recycling to upcycle your emotions. Again personal choice to recognize our shades of pain thought out life. Grab it by horns, take for the ride, control your ride with the shade of knowing like caution signs in traffic, keep jammen the tunes as I proceeded through my emotions with my turning signs of this crazy emotional rollercoaster ride of mi Vida local loving life. Always speak up, never hide or someone might just pass you by. 🌹

    • @fotbac
      @fotbac 6 лет назад

      @HALOSTORM maybe yeah, all my experiences have been that way so that's my mindset i guess.

    • @quero4849
      @quero4849 6 лет назад +1

      @@fotbac same dude. I've been in contact with a couple people over the past year, in romantic sort of way, and I just can't bring myself to feel the way I used to. I try, but it feels like I can't put my whole heart into anything anymore, and I just end up calling it off because I don't want to hurt the other person with the inevitability of my giving up.

  • @xevelio
    @xevelio 6 лет назад +301

    i don't want to remember
    _-but i never could forget-_

  • @ronwilliams7878
    @ronwilliams7878 3 месяца назад +5

    I remember when this dropped. Never forgot it. Goes hard till this day. Time's goin' by fast.

    • @jaymiecorral9859
      @jaymiecorral9859 Месяц назад

      Yes, I remember this was everything to me during my very first heartbreak.

  • @ash.5044
    @ash.5044 5 лет назад +103

    one day, we’ll live so good these bad day’s won’t even matter.. we’ll live with the right person we’ve all been waiting for.

    • @guitarherofan-hy9jr
      @guitarherofan-hy9jr 4 года назад +3

      that’s d e e p

    • @awakened949
      @awakened949 4 года назад +1

      we can only hope

    • @mxttstrxfe
      @mxttstrxfe 4 года назад +1

      I really hope so

    • @4gilfrog
      @4gilfrog 2 года назад +1

      why haven't i found it yet ? why bro why ?

    • @ash.5044
      @ash.5044 2 года назад +1

      @@4gilfrog only time will tell, you have to be patient and wait. i’ve lost basically the love of my life last friday morning. she passed away in a car accident. i promise you, you’ll find the right person. all it takes is time. i used to have that same mindset. you will find someone.

  • @rue8654
    @rue8654 6 лет назад +1419

    im not suicidal but sometimes i just wish i could leave everything behind

    • @nurazhar8008
      @nurazhar8008 6 лет назад +90

      soy boy, same. i dont want to die i just dont want to be here. i dont know where here is but i wish i could be somewhere else and be happy

    • @AlyssasHotel
      @AlyssasHotel 6 лет назад +40

      I can relate, I just don’t want to be there. I want to be somewhere else. Somewhere where I can leave all this shit behind. But where?

    • @pleasehelp3319
      @pleasehelp3319 6 лет назад +10

      AloneBones YT no u

    • @zinquillazombih
      @zinquillazombih 6 лет назад +14

      UNO REVERSE

    • @daddydozenal5375
      @daddydozenal5375 6 лет назад +5

      and ur mum gay

  • @armystarlight2275
    @armystarlight2275 6 лет назад +246

    Do you ever just look at someone and smile for absolutely no reason. Every little thing that they do just makes you smile and just think how lucky you are to have such a wonderful person. Don't you ever think what would happen if you ever lose them?

    • @MLogan-sv7lz
      @MLogan-sv7lz 6 лет назад +3

      All the time bro

    • @dlvr659
      @dlvr659 6 лет назад +1

      ARMY STARLIGHT A couple passer by-ers in their cars can have this effect on me. It's kind of weird.

    • @ColdSkinGamer
      @ColdSkinGamer 6 лет назад +3

      My world would fall apart if I lost my brother. I don’t even want to think about it

    • @yarefgonzalez1404
      @yarefgonzalez1404 6 лет назад +7

      I did lose that person, it was a crush of mine as well as a good friend, it was the only person i could talk hours and hours of pure silliness, now she got a boyfriend, she change and i can't talk the way we use to.
      its just stupid how just one person can make you feel like total shit.

    • @armystarlight2275
      @armystarlight2275 6 лет назад +2

      @@yarefgonzalez1404 it's sad how one person can make you feel a lot of things. Sometimes they can make you feel happy or make you sad. It's very hard to let go of someone you really love. You see them and they make you happy but sometimes they change. They start to leave you. And in the end it's like you are just alone and that only person you have left... Is yourself😭😭

  • @aangtheangle
    @aangtheangle 2 года назад +39

    I used to listen to these playlists in class everyday after the worst breakup of my life. I would sit there and write and edit videos with tears streaming down my face, in my own little world. Everyone in class knew me as the bubbly, outgoing, happy girl; and that was still me. But I also had this side no one noticed, when everyone was working on their own things, where I was broken.
    For months, playlists like these were my therapy. When I couldn't get him off my mind, when I couldn't stop imaging my ex-fiancé and what he did with those girls behind my back while we were together... This music was my escape.
    Now, I come back here to put me back in that deeply focused state of writing and getting my feelings out. Of crying for no particular reason while working on my passion.
    The worst part of it all is that I could never hate him. I still don't; I'm still in love with him and it's been over two years since it all happened. I can't let him go, but I also can't let go of what he did. So here I am again, trying to grapple with the broken heart that I'm still piecing back together.
    But nothing will ever be the same as it was. And that's what I can't get over; I will never trust someone like that again. And it's all because of him, but I still love him. I always have and I always will until the day I die. No one understands why I can't let go and move on, but no one knew him like I did. No one else sat up with me on the nights I wanted it all to end. No one else ran 5 miles to my house when I wouldn't answer my phone to make sure I was still alive. No one else greeted me with "Good morning my love", "Hello gorgeous", "How are you, darling?" every. Single. Day. No one else fought for me when everyone turned against me. And even when he broke me, he stuck around to make sure I was alright, despite everything we'd done to each other.
    No one understands why I still love him after all this time, all my friends thought I was stupid for taking him back, but they will never understand. Yes, I took him back. Because we both changed for the better, because he promised me to do better. He knows he failed as a man and has sworn on life he will do right by me.
    I know my friends hate our relationship, but they will never see him the way I do. That's fine, they don't have to. I would find him in every lifetime, I would go with him across the world, we would fight for each other until the bitter end if we had to. I'm sorry they don't understand, but I'm even more sorry they may never find a love like ours.
    We've hurt each other, we've done things to one another we can never take back, but over the last 4 years we have done so much to heal and help one another. We've found soulmates in each other, and love isn't supposed to be easy... That's what makes it worth it.
    Well stranger, thanks for reading my comment and listening to my story. Wish me luck in finding the courage to stand up to unsupportive friends... And I wish you luck with whatever you're dealing with.

    • @darkromano_
      @darkromano_ 2 года назад +5

      I hope you are doing better with your friends and your relationship :D also thanks for sharing it!

    • @Aventurilaplic
      @Aventurilaplic 2 года назад +3

      Seems like you found yourself a "keeper" :(

    • @AustinHatchett
      @AustinHatchett Год назад +1

      This is by far the best one yet but it was things like this that I would end up reading and especially on the dark days, these would be my only light sometimes. And the way she can write, sometimes it completely made my day. Because intention is one of my 3 most important words. I think knowing that I can tell all she wants to do is see me happy, it becomes impossible to not doubt it. And it makes me giggle inside, lol. I really am still completely in love with her. I just want her happpy, whatever that means.

  • @avisiahlacost4388
    @avisiahlacost4388 6 лет назад +898

    Here's to the people that aren't afraid to cry.

  • @sadboyhours3726
    @sadboyhours3726 5 лет назад +116

    Do your self a favor and go out side lay on the grass look up into the sky and well fell the earth and mother nauter at it best
    Where ever you are
    If it's windy : feel the wind as it pushes up against your body
    If it raining: feel the raindrops as it hit your skin one by one
    If it cloudy: look at the clouds and see how each cloud is unique from the others just like you
    If it's hot: feel how body is reacting to it to the heat
    If it's thundering: stay in side but look out your window and see how each lightnight bolt strikes the earth
    If you see the stars look at each star and notice how each of them twinkle at a different pattern
    But if you feel nothing: then just lie on the floor and feel the Earth beneath you as it moves
    Hope you guys enjoyed the song and please don't let this get lost in the comment section

  • @dgdfgdfgdfgd4849
    @dgdfgdfgdfgd4849 6 лет назад +524

    One time during the winter, i felt sad and depressed. Then I just felt such a strong urge to sleep outside for some reason. It had been a long time since i felt this compelled to do anything. So I got a shovel, dug a hole in the snow and just laid in there. It was so quiet, the wind was caressing my face, I was just staring at the sky listening to music. I felt like i was in the present, that was so alive and peaceful. It was quite nice. I had been around the world, seen beautiful things and had felt close to fucking nothing. But when i was laying in that hole, I felt so happy and allive. It was amazing.

    • @Thefemininewithinsharika
      @Thefemininewithinsharika 6 лет назад +10

      Wish I could do this 😕

    • @pablomoyamartinez249
      @pablomoyamartinez249 6 лет назад +5

      I know that feeling, I agree, it's truly amazing.

    • @felipethefirst8293
      @felipethefirst8293 6 лет назад +7

      I did that once, I laid in the snow and made a snow pillow and just stared at the nightly sky.

    • @Hiro-vf7ww
      @Hiro-vf7ww 6 лет назад +14

      then you got a cold and went inside lul

    • @pepi361
      @pepi361 6 лет назад

      God's temple is within us...

  • @drchaos1987
    @drchaos1987 4 года назад +207

    I legit feel nothing anymore. Nothing makes me happy. My anxiety is making it worse. Nobody understands. Nobody ever will.

    • @F3liciavdalen22
      @F3liciavdalen22 4 года назад +13

      i know that we don't know eachother and sadly never will know eachother but I just want to say that i'm proud of you no matter what and that I love you. I wish you all the best and i swear that everything will be beter at one point. Not perfect but better.

    • @ashlyn_28
      @ashlyn_28 3 года назад +2

      Im sure you will find something that will make you happy one day. It can be the littlest thing that will make you feel again, It can be a simple smile when someone sees you or a compliment. A simple “everythings going to be okay”. I hope you get better and I really hope you find that something that makes you happy again.

    • @christian6944
      @christian6944 3 года назад +5

      I know how you exactly feel dude, never think to yourself that you’re alone because someone in the world is sharing that same thought you are right now.

    • @tadakatsuhonda3928
      @tadakatsuhonda3928 3 года назад +5

      me too i feel my life never will change and i ll stay forever alone

    • @WhenAllTheWarmthLeavesUs
      @WhenAllTheWarmthLeavesUs 3 года назад

      edgy boi

  • @sachko_ow
    @sachko_ow 4 года назад +244

    "You're not a bad person. You're a very good person, who bad things have happened to."

  • @krut439
    @krut439 5 лет назад +610

    I was listening to this on new years eve, everyone was having fun while I'm in my room, fucked up and still stuck in our memories. God I miss her

    • @mookibois9784
      @mookibois9784 5 лет назад +17

      Yeah in new yrs eve i was babysitting my little siblings while my parents were out getting shitfaced at a bar, come home and theyre fighting, couple days later and they might get a divorce now... stay strong buddy

    • @leerod3114
      @leerod3114 5 лет назад +7

      krt damn brother I feel you I was cross faded New Year’s Eve alone in my room in front of my computer regretting everything while everyone was having a good time

    • @dianavalladares951
      @dianavalladares951 5 лет назад +11

      If you love her, let her go, you owe this to yourself. You deserve happiness bb

    • @juanpadron3738
      @juanpadron3738 5 лет назад +4

      Bruh holy shit same..

    • @nadyas9292
      @nadyas9292 5 лет назад +3

      just the same situation. It's so painful!!

  • @johnscottson
    @johnscottson 6 лет назад +364

    we all fall in love too easily.

    • @Kayla-ti4nd
      @Kayla-ti4nd 6 лет назад

      millie 😕 ain’t that the truth

    • @R41D3N_Z
      @R41D3N_Z 6 лет назад

      But can we really help it

    • @nowsamusic137
      @nowsamusic137 6 лет назад +3

      so true.. wish everybody thinks twice when they make a big decision

    • @thalthanar3384
      @thalthanar3384 6 лет назад +9

      I fall in love with moments I wish I could have back, sometimes the screams of silence just try to be louder than love, we just want to be accepted for who we are, and not for what we do and what we look like...

    • @blackskyllet13
      @blackskyllet13 6 лет назад +1

      Fallin' ain't the hard part... that's what's come next!

  • @misspositivealways803
    @misspositivealways803 3 года назад +21

    My mom just died because of covid. It's been so lonely w/o her, she's my best friend and I actually didn't see her for 3 months straight cause she's in the hospital and she passed away before i could say goodbye and tell her that i love her so much. I don't know if i will ever recover from her loss since i am so close to her. i've known her for my whole life, she was always there for me. i still remember her saving me from comitting suicide. I still remember how warm her hands are holding mine, how tight her hugs are, how her hair smell like a flower blooming in summer. I miss you so much and i love you mother.

    • @Luckaraio
      @Luckaraio 3 года назад

      hope that u're recovering well my friend.... Goodbyes are always hard, specially in cases like this. Unfortunately, life isn't fair, but it will be better, stay strong

  • @paulxo325
    @paulxo325 6 лет назад +437

    I always stay up at night, and just realise how alone i am, how in love i am. And how nobody cares about me and my feelings.

    • @ask409
      @ask409 6 лет назад +1

      Everyone will find the one, just keep looking

    • @braxworld4919
      @braxworld4919 6 лет назад

      @@ask409 even though that's true sometimes it just feels like it won't and it's the worst

    • @geniuspain6171
      @geniuspain6171 6 лет назад +6

      Ironically,you not alone .Most of us go through the exact same ...I guess it stems from the gap between our reality and our dreams/expectations.

    • @jandxsignhvusxn4706
      @jandxsignhvusxn4706 6 лет назад +1

      Dj Snaky so sad but true, I realize the same. Not just at night.

    • @jandxsignhvusxn4706
      @jandxsignhvusxn4706 6 лет назад

      EpicAsker not if you’re to small.

  • @freddustyhornjr
    @freddustyhornjr 6 лет назад +45

    The last thing you said too me was 'I'll see you in the morning', now I will be waiting for that morning too come around for the rest of my life.

  • @isi4996
    @isi4996 6 лет назад +683

    In summer of 2017, we were on a class trip. 5 people supposed to go in one room, just 4 beds, we shared one. The 2nd morning I woke up, because the sun carefully touched my face, all around the big house was a forest, birds chirping... it was so calming. We were in the spoony-position, it was a quite nice, warm summer morning- living just as best friends.
    I fell in love with her in december. We've known each other for 3 years but it was just then when I had other feelings than a really deep friendship. I told her about the way I feel and ... it was the biggest mistake. Not only did I destroy our friendship, but I also am lovesick... I'd wait for her, probably forever. She has the softest curly hair, such a perfect body, humble soul and vivid laughter- I don't understand how one cannot like her.
    But she changed so much, before I made the mistake... She's smoking, from time to time, hanging out with people she wouldn't have before... but maybe that is life.
    I will wait. I miss her company.
    But I don't know if she needs me anymore. That breaks my heart.

    • @Jessica-wn8hs
      @Jessica-wn8hs 6 лет назад +58

      Isi don’t wait. If she left she’s not worth your time, don’t be someone people fall back on

    • @isi4996
      @isi4996 6 лет назад +26

      Probably Crying It's just like- I can't let her go. Maybe some day, but not now...

    • @Jessica-wn8hs
      @Jessica-wn8hs 6 лет назад +31

      Isi well I hope you find the strength to one day, wish you the best

    • @isi4996
      @isi4996 6 лет назад +9

      Probably Crying Thank you, stranger. Have a good day/night!

    • @braisrial8319
      @braisrial8319 6 лет назад +21

      Isi your goals are more important than a girl that dosent care of your existence
      STAY STRONG boy
      ~the stranger

  • @oloxhossono1956
    @oloxhossono1956 4 года назад +28

    sometimes i feel like happiness is never going to come. i’ve been waiting my whole life. even when i was a little kid i was always with this looming sense of deep, overbearing sadness. i’m 27 now and i’m still lost and alone. where is the good part? when does that come? i have no choice but to wait, if i make it.

    • @bigbow11
      @bigbow11 3 года назад +5

      you are the choice my friend. as funny as it sounds, take what is yours....
      keep moving on, best wishes.

  • @MrJelllyo
    @MrJelllyo 6 лет назад +100

    I really love humans sometimes. Reading the comments of videos like these is just such a complete rush of so many emotions. It's truly beautiful how music can connect people from across the world, despite cultural or language barriers, and let them meet together to express their innermost expressions. There are people hurting in these comments, but there is so much love. So, so much love. There is this overwhelming feeling of universal love for everything. It's so wholesome, it really gives me hope for humanity. It feels like a place where humanity can weep openly for it's woes, without shame. But also, tenderly hold itself in loving embrace, whispering that everything will be okay. Despite how fucked up we are, and how we aren't perfect, we are trying, and together if we support each other we can live beautifully.
    And everything will be okay, in the end. Life is full of ups and downs, twists and turns that lead you on unexpected paths through life. Maybe you woke up and everything you thought you knew about who you are and where your life is going has been completely obliterated. Maybe you're just sitting here alone after years of wondering what the fuck you are going to do. All that matters, that really matters in the end, is this moment. This eternal present moment. It is everything and yet we forget so easily, we become caught up in reliving our past our fantasising about the future. All we need to do is focus on this moment. To deeply experience it and hold it, to treasure it. Focus. Just breathe. Everything is going to be okay.
    I love you all

    • @jonah_fps
      @jonah_fps 6 лет назад +2

      if i could like this comment a billion times i would

    • @treezyAP
      @treezyAP 6 лет назад +1

      Can only give that back. We should more often be like that❤

    • @unkytron620
      @unkytron620 6 лет назад +1

      ❤️

    • @fremernovermaina6640
      @fremernovermaina6640 6 лет назад +1

      I love you too.

    • @jasminecure6429
      @jasminecure6429 6 лет назад +1

      Thnx, ilyt😊💕

  • @yaksilopez6492
    @yaksilopez6492 6 лет назад +412

    I don't want to say I am depressed because people will just say I am over exaggerating but then I think twice and people who "know me the most" don't even know whats going on in my life...

    • @eggfan123
      @eggfan123 6 лет назад +11

      You can talk with us if you're upset, the lofi hip hop community is here for you. If something's wrong just tell us, don't be scared to talk about your problems because we're all supporting you.

    • @Notakas
      @Notakas 6 лет назад +3

      Trying out therapy is always an option

    • @connyhenkel5193
      @connyhenkel5193 6 лет назад +4

      I know this feeling. Keep strong ❤️

    • @jamesshamp3722
      @jamesshamp3722 6 лет назад +1

      Hey, this is where I am at too.. I've started reading more and quit booze/drugs.. Might help you too

    • @wazwerm
      @wazwerm 6 лет назад +2

      sounds like some very toxic people. you don't have to tell them if your depressed and if they have a problem with you being that way then its not your problem

  • @user-be3jl3og3u
    @user-be3jl3og3u 5 лет назад +167

    I've never seen comments this touching
    *my heart is meltinggg!!*

    • @seanverse538
      @seanverse538 4 года назад +3

      remember there is love in this world to give

  • @oceans_14
    @oceans_14 9 месяцев назад +4

    I remember listening to these playlists 5 whole years ago, I was 15, now 20. So much has changed for me, although i’m back in a similar situation to back then. I’m not letting it get me down. I’m not letting myself get that low ever again. I’m so so proud with how far i’ve come, physically, mentally and emotionally. I could write a book about these past 5 years, honestly the worst and best years of my life. it’s time to grow some more, see you in 5 years!

    • @ChernobylEden
      @ChernobylEden 9 месяцев назад

      I can relate allot to what you said.

  • @buns_glazing
    @buns_glazing 6 лет назад +1061

    This community is just some big feeling that all of us are affected by,

    • @RampagexLegitx
      @RampagexLegitx 6 лет назад +20

      That feeling is called life. And all of us are affected by it. the frequencies soothe us that things will be okay as long we don't do anything stupid and keep a calm and collected mind.
      (Just like how a high pitched noise can break glass certain frequencies depending on how your brain is and what has happened in said life can calm excite anger really anything) We are beings of high potential but waste it. I hope one day we can colonize the stars instead of repeating the cycle. Stay Safe and Be Happy

    • @shart6182
      @shart6182 6 лет назад +1

      Speaks to me and I didn’t even know that’s what I was feeling

    • @kamiyolky
      @kamiyolky 6 лет назад +3

      some typa melancholy but also v calming

    • @buns_glazing
      @buns_glazing 6 лет назад

      leovon yup, I never make sense ;)

    • @indievibesradio4009
      @indievibesradio4009 5 лет назад +1

      Bai Hello ❤️

  • @lanyp.4381
    @lanyp.4381 6 лет назад +418

    And here i am , sitting on my bed with my laptop listening to this while reading your stories. Guys, i don't know you, you don't know me, still...it may sound cheesy still...
    i really like you
    probably bcause in the end, we're humans
    just humans
    Edit: im from the silent crowd department and... i never thought this would be read.. can you see me smiling behind the screen? i send you love and courage guys
    - from an 18 yo kid lost in the north of france

    • @bunny-yg6gb
      @bunny-yg6gb 6 лет назад +4

      Same..I can relate to so many of these..

    • @Kyzr_Signal
      @Kyzr_Signal 6 лет назад +8

      ah, humans. stupid, but charming

    • @whateverchannel5339
      @whateverchannel5339 6 лет назад +4

      It's sad, and funny. In the end yes we are humans. No other being is more powerful or as smart as us. We made society! Yet we huddle around the comments, tying to keep warm from the cold we call life, while the birds, who can only build a nest fly free everyday.
      Oh where did we go wrong?

    • @UnholyEquinox
      @UnholyEquinox 6 лет назад +2

      we r just human beans

    • @ClaireStarstone
      @ClaireStarstone 6 лет назад +2

      yes, actually, we don’t need to know us for talk just a little. it’s a so good sensation, to see people who are like you.

  • @april4395
    @april4395 6 лет назад +201

    staring into the ceiling waiting for that text you promised me.

  • @jessicabammert6249
    @jessicabammert6249 4 года назад +31

    it has taken me years of playing video games to realize this but when you find the enemies it usually means you're in the right direction. this thought is the only thing that keeps me going, because its so true and it makes so much sense

    • @FineItsForge
      @FineItsForge 4 года назад +1

      Insight bruh.

    • @ThePsycoNinja
      @ThePsycoNinja 3 года назад +2

      I've come to realize it too. The only reason I can relate to the emotions pouring out in the comments is because the right direction for me included painful experiences that have ultimately helped me become the stronger and better person I need to be to become the person I want to be in the future. Stay strong people

    • @lukesutton9733
      @lukesutton9733 3 года назад

      this blew my mind thinking about. holy shit.

  • @BolajiSF
    @BolajiSF 5 лет назад +41

    Growing up, I felt nobody valued me, so why value myself. I met a girl recently that made me feel valuable. She doesn’t even like me, but she inspires me. Regardless of the outcome, she has left her mark on me. I hella appreciate you Alana. 💚💛💜

  • @noot2449
    @noot2449 5 лет назад +363

    I'm still waiting for someone even though that person won't ever come back.

  • @bunn1b4by91
    @bunn1b4by91 6 лет назад +50

    I will wait for you until the very end.
    when you're broken down and feel hopeless,
    when you're on top of the world,
    when you're feeling sad,
    when you're feeling happy,
    when you want to exist,
    when you don't want to exist,
    when you get first place,
    when you get last place,
    and whenever you need me.
    I will wait for you until the very end.
    I will always be there for you, no matter what.

    • @slydakota8143
      @slydakota8143 5 лет назад +3

      that-awkward-person I wish there was someone in my actual life who felt this way about me

    • @brahforreal3157
      @brahforreal3157 5 лет назад

      that-awkward-person damn I don’t know where you got that but thanks