Do not fear death! You are so beloved by God. Live a life of love and kindness, service to the earth and to others and animals, forgive, have fun, explore. Enjoy your journey!!
im dying of cancer and this message has confirmed to me that i have no need to fear ...i also know that my mother who passed 3 years ago, will come get me. thank you becki, you are an angel.
What a blessing to have been able to share my patients' stories with so many because dear David Sunfellow asked, "Can we film this talk here in Sedona for You-Tube?" Thank you David! What a honor to know you and Alexandria!!
I am 44 years old. I was in a coma for 3 days and I had a massive stroke about 18 months ago. It was GOD not doctors who took me out of the coma. I thank GOD for giving me another chance to receive salvation and repent from my sins. Before I had a stroke, I would put worldly things first in my life. GOD by his mercy and grace, made corrections in my life. I would rather be cripple and enter into the kingdom of GOD than to have a 100 percent physically healthy body but I must live in hell forever
My story: I was staying with a close friend who was dying of bone cancer. The day before she died, she asked me to turn down the lights because it was so bright in the room. I told her there were no lights on. She said it again. And then she said the light was beautiful and told me that "they" were getting a party ready for her when she went home. She was so excited. The next day she died at the hospital. I feel so privileged to have been with her during her final conscience moments!
Becki Hawkins I had the chance to watch your video three or four weeks before my Father died in December. I took comfort in your words that we are on sacred ground when people are passing. Thanks for sharing your video. April
I am a Registered Nurse and have worked in Hospice several times in my career and I must say it is the most rewarding job as a nurse i have had in my 45 years of nursing. Every single experience changed me spiritually in a way that i could not possibly describe. I never thought of it from the "it's death" aspect. It was always how can i help this patient and their family have the best experience possible during this last great journey in their life. Thank you for sharing.
Wonderful stories. Thank you. My mother died n my arms. An experience that changed me forever. It was like this dark "morning dew feeling" haze birthed itself out of her body, her eyes looked totally joyfully surprised, and she went limp in my arms, the mass went up and out of the room. Later, my husband and I separately smelled sweet wood burning, each of us in our own cars, and then went into the house and the smell was there. It was the day she was cremated. The next night when I was taking a shower and my husband was in the other room at his desk, there was this loud knocking on the bathroom door. BANG BANG BANG BANG! We each called out at the same time , "Yes, what do you want?"...it was neither of us. No one was at the door! My mother used to knock loudly to hurry me in the shower when I was a teen. I think she was letting me know it was her.
I hope this is not disrespectful to anyone but I hope that the rainbow bridge is real so I can be with my golden retriever again. It's been over 14 months since she died and I still have a big hole in my heart. When I think about her and how she died, it makes me not want to be here anymore.
I am a stem cell survivor (multiple myeloma), on dialysis and other medical issues. Being very depressed today I elected to view some videos, hoping to find some relief... then I stumbled on your video. My wife and I loved your presentation, but where you really hit home with me is a similar experience I had at the Veterans ICU ward, while receiving 18 pints of blood. I felt myself enter this circle of illumination, which is without words to describe. It surly was the most beautiful moment of my life. as I felt my body lift into this light, I remember it being absolutely quiet... a silence I've never known... then suddenly I heard this voice saying "Remember... I need you"... it was my wife's voice and she was always telling me that she did not want me to die on her. Your version with the military man was very similar to my story also. I wish we could talk with one another... you're an Angel... I've been surrounded by your kind many times... and your stories are so soothing to a man who forgets easily... fighting for my life daily, Thank you my wonderful friend... once again you have healed another wounded being... With God's love... Jn
I really enjoyed this talk! My mom was in a nursing home for the last 18 months of her life. I spent several hours a day with her, seven days a week for those 18 months. It was a blessing that I, along with my brother and sister, were with her during the last several hours of her life. She passed away on Christmas Eve, 2013, at the age of 88 About an hour before she died she opened her eyes wide, looking over my sister's shoulder, as if she was seeing something amazing! Who knows what she saw? I'd like to think she was catching a glimpse of Heaven, or of Jesus, perhaps angels, or maybe my dad or her parents getting ready to welcome her home. It broke my heart to witness her earthly life come to an end. However, I have faith that she is in a much more beautiful place right now, free from the limitations of her aging body. God bless you, Mom. I love you and miss you everyday. David
Many are asking me about my comment that I don't believe in hell. Let me clarify that. I don't believe in the hell that I heard about as a child in a teaching that said God sends people to hell. We choose by our choice to live a life of Love or a life of non-loving. David Sunfellow shared a very interesting link to the life and work and writings of Emanuel Swedenborg. There is so much wisdom there. I choose to focus on loving God/Spirit/Jesus/All That Is and loving others. Those who have had hellish NDEs come back 'changed' and changing their lives. It really is all about the Love. In Love and Light, Becki
I also had a near death experience bout 8 years ago terrifying experience. repanted from my sins, then sined again but im happy to say that im back with Jesus for 2 years straight
Thank you for what you do Becci. I was a CNA in a nursing home when I was younger and the 1st time someone passed away I, too ran and cried. It was hard, but I've learned alot about death and near death experience. My husband took his life when I was 28 yrs old. Young and scared.. with a 2 yr old son. One week after he died, he came to me. It was not a dream. He woke me up and told me he was sorry and that he'd always be watching out for us. He even told me to look in our dictionary under the letter I and I would find some money he's put there. I asked him to stay and he said he couldn't. He kissed me and walked out the front door. Becci, I can tell you that I was at such peace when he left. Even the lighting in the room was soft and beautiful. And this was at night, there were no lights on. I told my sisters and friends, but at the time they just thought I was dreaming and grieving. What I couldn't get them to understand is that he brought me such peace and comfort that night. Funny thing was, my sister was with me the next morning when a got out the old dictionary, I think she believed me. Long time ago when that happened, but I know whose hand I'll reach for when I go home. Even typing this brings that peaceful feeling back to me. Hope you can read this, I'm typing with my cat hanging over my arm. He sends his love too. Love ya and bless you jean
Becky I watched this video today and cried. You have encapsulated exactly what a lot of us nurses experience with our patients in your book and sharing. Thank you!! I have been an RN since 1993 and I had my patients and own family share these stories with me. I can not believe that after hearing and seeing such beautiful transitions I have cont let life get the most of my years. So easy to fall back into the daily grind, overworking, stressing out and forgeting that in the end none of that matters. What a powerful message and I will make a conscience effort to live more than working, love more than bitching, laugh more than crying, and relax more than stressing. Thank You!!! Your an Angel.
I have lived in Sedona, AZ for 24 years and have worked in the medical field as well as the ER... I have heard/felt and been a part of these experiences, however, when my Dad died in January of this year,..... I DOUBTED the Life After Death Thing... UNTIL I WATCHED AND HEARD YOU SPEAK TONITE... thank you, from the bottom of my Heart and Soul for reaffirming my Faith that the Body is Only a Vessel for the Soul. I have sent this link to my family and friends as well. Thank you for your Love, Compassion, Service and Sharing.... Bless You Becki! xo
Remember that we have a Saviour. We know the nature of the human heart. There's dark stuff in us and we need reconciliation. Jesus Christ sacrificed Himself for us. If there was no need for saving why did God send a Saviour? So believe in Him. Pray to Him and you can have much joy, eternal blessings. Death cannot separate us from His love.
Nurse lives in bliss for following her heart. She's a well informed, selfless, loving[kind, patient person. Beautiful lecture, packed full of love and truth.
Lady, you are beautiful. I was a nurse for 17 yrs for the elderly. While you talked I found myself nodding and smiling because I too have had experiences with patients. I have noticed with elderly and nurses a sweetness to their soul that increases with understanding that this life is very temporary. In my mind I imagine their souls turning to candy. Each person gives us a taste of their soul until we too have this sweetness to share. Thank you for sharing.
This was a very powerful video. I cried I smiled thank you very much for sharing. 20 years as a Medic and a Fire Fighter this moved me to my core! Amazing!
What kind of fools gave this fine lady a thumbs down? A fantastic seminar, and she told her stories very well. I really enjoyed it and thanks for posting!
This speaker and her video brought tears to my eyes. My mother died in my arms and drew her last breath when she died from renal kidney failure in the hospital a few years ago Now I am the last survivor and for me that loss is still devastating. That special mother daughter bond is permanently severed here on earth, and my sadness and grief continue, but there are special moments and stories passed to me which I hold precious in my heart, and would like to also share. All I can say is my Mother also had died before I was born and went to Heaven, and returned to earth. She knew I would live and be born on the 1st day of the 8th month and that I was a girl.. She knew all this when no one could know, and she also told everyone at the hospital of their conversations even when she had flat lined and died. So yes I do believe in the after life in Heaven, and I so believe all that matters while on earth is doing good deeds. and loving and helping others. We cannot take anything with us but our thoughts and memories, and they will live on until we are all reunited with our loved ones who just went a little ahead......For me I believe Death is a journey into another open door and a higher plane and realm where God sits on his throne and love radiates in every corner of his Heavenly Kingdom where families, friends and neighbors again reunite in everlasting eternal life. Death is not the end but a new beginning......, and most certainly nothing to be afraid of, but to be embraced when it becomes our time to cross over.
This touched me so much. I wasn't there when my cousin died, but I was there for 3 weeks before and he had all these dreams and visions. And it really let me know that God loves us regardless. We just have to trust the God of our understanding and he takes care of us. My cousin was so at peace when he left here, I truly believe he would have let go sooner if he had known the peace. Thank you, Becki for this confirmation. It means a lot to me.
I am a deeply spiritual, (not religious) Christian. If anyone was to see Angels with Wings and Jesus sitting on a throne, it should have been me! When I had my NDE, I became a ball of light, and experienced a oneness with everything! I went to a place so much, more, "real" than this world, it was beautiful, beyond belief! The sky was singing! Everything was alive, and I saw a being of light. No Angels, No Jesus, A loving, being of light. I have condensed this experience, but, that's what's basic
I have on several occasions witnessed the raising of the arms, head, eyes and the conversations that appear to be 2-way (pause as if listening along with facial expressions) on the death beds of my mother and my sister. I also witnessed the raising of head and eyes of my beloved dog immediantly before passing. No one who is witness to these things can come away believing it is mere hallucination. There is a feeling that comes over the room that cannot be explained. The dying only see those who have passed. They never see people who are still alive. If this is hallucination, they would see alive people as well as dead people as well as purple cows. But, they don't. They see only those who have passed and in some cases people that they had no knowledge of their passing, but were indeed, deceased.
I'm a nursing student in Canada and I really loved your video Becki. I was touched by so many of your stories, but the "golden footprints" really did me in!
Thank you Laura!! Would love to speak at a nursing school in Canada!! I loved nursing school!! Enjoy every encounter with your patients! They teach us volumes!!
Will watch this later, my dad died 2 weeks ago & I was getting sad seeing this. Amazes me in a way, that people dismiss God...but we all have to learn.
This was the best lecture I have ever heard. Well done, Becki ! I was with a dying Aids patient, whose mother told him that he was going to go to hell, because he was gay ! When I first came to him, he pulled me close and asked me if he was dying. I told him the truth...Yes....But it's not like what you think it is. Having an NDE myself earlier, I already knew what was on the other side. Anyway, after a week or so, I had just gotten home from being with him. I was tired from the long drive. I sat in my rocking chair and thought about him. There was condensation on the widow. As I looked out, my hand came up and wrote in the condensation on the window. It simply read.."I love you, Gail." A few moments later the phone rang. The family called to tell me that he had died.... But I already knew that.
I never though I could listen to the whole thing but couldn't stop, it was a pleasure listening to you. Thank you so much for spreading hope which we need. xx
Wonderful video! On the morning of June 18th, 2003, the medical staff at MD Anderson in Houston, TX removed my mother from life support. As I paced the floor waiting to receive the phone call that she had passed, my then 3 yr. old son called for me. I walked into the living room where he was sitting on the couch. He had a huge smile on his face and said "Mommy, please stop crying because Grandma isn't sick anymore!" Immediately after he said that, the call came that she died!
I am so happy I found this lady talking. It gave me many answers to things in my life, and those who have passed around me. It has also helped shape where I go from here. Thank you Becki.
I was a Fire/Paramedic for 34 years...As you might imagined, I too was at the bedside of 100's of people who were dying...Of those we resuscitated 2 had magnificent afterlife experiences...3 had absolutely nothing to report, one moment they were moments from death and the next moment they were in I.C.U.after week(s) of a coma. Just vast nothingness... Finally the remaining 3 describe hell. The hell they described is all the fire and brimstone religions talk about...for real...All the hell stories were almost exactly alike. These 3 people with the hell experiences were told to me by different people at different times and they were unbeknowst of each other...I was wondering Becky, did anyone report any hell like experiences? Thank-you...peace and God bless...
One young man that I remembered recently was dying and the doctor said to call the family. His vital signs were not good. He was moaning and then screaming "No!" Then his vital signs improved. He asked to be baptized (per his upbringing belief system). We got him downstairs to the whirlpool in a physical therapy room and a preacher of his family's faith came and baptized him. He died peacefully about 2 weeks later. I have no idea what he was seeing??? There are stories on this site NHNE-NDE that tell of hellish NDEs. And most of the ones I've read came back and began a relationship with God. Thank you so much for sharing your experiences!!
So moving and inspirational. I was going to say I stumbled upon it by accident but now I'm not so sure it was an accident. I laughed and I cried as you relayed your stories. Thank you for such a beautiful commitment to your life's work and the peace and comfort you've given to others. I hope, trust I can find my place … as you have. Peace & Blessings - Tim
Becki's talk was filmed in a church because that's where we meet for our weekly NDE and dream classes -- St. Andrew's Episcopal Church in Sedona. We meet at night. It is a quiet, friendly atmosphere. The folks that run the church like what we are doing. And the room is affordable. Why not meet at a church?
Exactly! Death is facing us all. We are just here so long...some only hours, some 110 years. But we are here to learn how to love one another better I think. And to connect with our Creator/Source/God/Spirit...whatever you choose to call God. This is what I kept learning from these people...it's all brief and precious and fragile. And some believed that they had chosen ahead of time to come here for specific learning. I just feel honored to have had this life with these people.
Outstanding video upload. This is very thought provoking and INSPIRATIONAL. Becky Hawkins, I salute you for your dedication in the health care of your patients and bringing these stories to light. THANK YOU!
Greetings from Jamaica, my grandmother past today after being in a coma for a few days, your speech inspired me and becsuse if it I am not as sad and am very comforted, thank you
I've shared this video with everyone and watched it countless times and every time it touches my heart. We can learn so much from listening to this video. Well done Becky x
Hi Becki, Thank you for sharing your wonderful experience. Most heartfelt stories! I lost my mom in aug, 2013. We were at her bedside when she passed away. You gave me reassurance that when I die, my loved ones, specially my mom will be waiting for for me.
Mrs. Hawkins, thank you for sharing this presentations. This is powerful for those faced with life ending/changing illness. Comforting individuals in these instances is key. Oddly, this has been the call on my life since I was young.
You are such an amazing light to help shed clarity on life,death and passing. My Dad passed away from cancer in January last year and his journey of facing life and death taught me about living better~and forgiving myself. He was one of the most greatest men I've ever known~KMZ
Thank you so much Becki! I really appreciate this talk - it's helped me carry on a little after my mum passed 8 years ago. Thank you!!! Love, hugs and light. DiAnnelise, Blackpool, UK xxxxx
Thank you, Becki for going to Sedona and making this video. I had thought I would only listen for a few minutes, but I had to listen until the end. There was so much for me to learn. Every word you spoke came from your heart, and you touched my heart by sharing your stories. Also, you gave me a clearer understanding of the woman who visited me in my car as I lay at the bottom of a ravine awaiting life flight. She prayed with me and encouraged me to continue breathing. God Bless you Becki.
Hi Becky. My father passed away SUDDENLY 2mths ago. Since then I have been questioning all my beliefs. Sometimes believing that we are just dead in the ground and sometimes believing in heaven. I watched and read so much online about death and the afterlife that i was just feeling that I didn't know what to believe until I saw this video. It made me feel so much better and gave me hope. You are very sincere and i hope more than ever that my father comes for me when I die. I truly thank you.
I loved this clip, Becki seems like such a compassionate human being. What a great person to have with you when transitioning. Just Becki's voice brings calmness and comfort. I can't wait to purchase the books. Thank you for sharing your stories Becki, the world is a better place because of you :)
Becki Hawkins, thank you for sharing these stories. It is incredible to listen to the stories of people that are on the edge of crossing over and hear what they are feeling and seeing. Your book is amazing and I love your book. Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It takes an incredibly special person to help the sick and dying. That is why the world embraced Mother Teresa. This woman (and others like her) are so so similar. Thank God these wonderful people. The would be so much harder and sadder without them.
What a warm and loving soul is Becki Hawkins. I really enjoyed seeing and listening to what Becki had to say. Keep up the good works, you darling girl.
I just watched this with tears in my eyes. You are truly a blessing I hope you know how many people's lives you can help with your words. Please keep on spreading the message as you do so very well. What an honor to have heard this, im still awestruck. I had the privilege to be my mother's "midwife" and assist her in her passing and have a store to share with you. If you'd like to listen. What an honor it was to watch your video. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
What a gift you are Becky, such a beautiful story teller. Thank you for your stories. You give hope and grace to those of us still here. It's all so fleeting this life just passing thru....we are here to give and to love. Thank you for doing just that! ;)
Having been diagnosed with a terminal condition, this video can only help me in preparations for that eventuality. Thank you for this video, thank you for nurses that are willing to listen, and there tireless efforts. They have made my life that much more enriched these last few years.
Becki, I was very touched by your presentation and moved to tears in a few places. What sweetly profound stories these are that blessed your life and through you, us. Thank you.
God bless hospice nurses. These people are incredible. And for anyone who has been with a person at the moment of death, you know how powerful it is and how much more there is to what we usually perceive. There is definitely "something else" besides this.
Becki I can listen to you for hours. Your delivery was touching and I without a shadow of a doubt know that you are for real and your stories authentic. Knowing that God loves us unconditionally has given me new meaning and I pray that in turn I will be instrumental in passing this on. You are truly Blessed.
A dearly loved Aunt of mine died 3 years ago. She had had vascular dementia for some years. She told a cousin of mine that she was being visited by Harry and Mick. Mick was the father of her son who sadly died when she was pregnant, Harry was either her late husband or my father, both of whom had been dead for some years. My cousin thought it was the dementia talking, I didn't. I hope it was my father - I have always worried about him because he used to say he was agnostic but in truth he was an atheist and absolutely didn't believe in life after death. I am one of the ones who worries about not being good enough. I have just this minute ordered your book from Amazon. Amazing video, thank you. Love and light to all from Southampton, England.
Dear one, please look at the NHNE website listed at the top of this page. There is a wealth of information. We are all so very much beloved. Thank you for sharing !! Much Love! Becki
Do not fear death! You are so beloved by God. Live a life of love and kindness, service to the earth and to others and animals, forgive, have fun, explore. Enjoy your journey!!
im dying of cancer and this message has confirmed to me that i have no need to fear ...i also know that my mother who passed 3 years ago, will come get me. thank you becki, you are an angel.
What a blessing to have been able to share my patients' stories with so many because dear David Sunfellow asked, "Can we film this talk here in Sedona for You-Tube?" Thank you David! What a honor to know you and Alexandria!!
I am 44 years old. I was in a coma for 3 days and I had a massive stroke about 18 months ago. It was GOD not doctors who took me out of the coma. I thank GOD for giving me another chance to receive salvation and repent from my sins. Before I had a stroke, I would put worldly things first in my life. GOD by his mercy and grace, made corrections in my life. I would rather be cripple and enter into the kingdom of GOD than to have a 100 percent physically healthy body but I must live in hell forever
Thank you all for your comments!! It has blessed me so much that so many of you enjoyed my patients' stories!! I enjoy reading your stories as well!!
what a wonderful heart this woman has. She is so precious.
Bless you !! I am so blessed to have had this opportunity to share these stories!! Thank you for watching!!
My story: I was staying with a close friend who was dying of bone cancer. The day before she died, she asked me to turn down the lights because it was so bright in the room. I told her there were no lights on. She said it again. And then she said the light was beautiful and told me that "they" were getting a party ready for her when she went home. She was so excited. The next day she died at the hospital.
I feel so privileged to have been with her during her final conscience moments!
Bless you for being with your friend!! I truly believe it is an honor to be with those who are 'transitioning'!!
Holy Ground!!
Becki Hawkins I had the chance to watch your video three or four weeks before my Father died in December. I took comfort in your words that we are on sacred ground when people are passing. Thanks for sharing your video.
April
So sorry about your loss. So thankful you were there together. Peace and Love be yours dear one!!
I am a Registered Nurse and have worked in Hospice several times in my career and I must say it is the most rewarding job as a nurse i have had in my 45 years of nursing. Every single experience changed me spiritually in a way that i could not possibly describe. I never thought of it from the "it's death" aspect. It was always how can i help this patient and their family have the best experience possible during this last great journey in their life. Thank you for sharing.
Wonderful stories. Thank you. My mother died n my arms. An experience that changed me forever. It was like this dark "morning dew feeling" haze birthed itself out of her body, her eyes looked totally joyfully surprised, and she went limp in my arms, the mass went up and out of the room. Later, my husband and I separately smelled sweet wood burning, each of us in our own cars, and then went into the house and the smell was there. It was the day she was cremated.
The next night when I was taking a shower and my husband was in the other room at his desk, there was this loud knocking on the bathroom door. BANG BANG BANG BANG! We each called out at the same time , "Yes, what do you want?"...it was neither of us. No one was at the door! My mother used to knock loudly to hurry me in the shower when I was a teen. I think she was letting me know it was her.
Thank you so much for sharing this!! Bless you!!!
I am not afraid to die because I love jesus so much that I can feel his love now.i have always believed in GOD and try to be a better person
Yes Lea, do not fear death!! God and Jesus do indeed love us unconditionally!!
At 812 sec, she says: you learn a lot when you learn to be humble. Very true.
I hope this is not disrespectful to anyone but I hope that the rainbow bridge is real so I can be with my golden retriever again. It's been over 14 months since she died and I still have a big hole in my heart. When I think about her and how she died, it makes me not want to be here anymore.
What a lovely lady, I could listen to her for hours.
I am a stem cell survivor (multiple myeloma), on dialysis and other medical issues. Being very depressed today I elected to view some videos, hoping to find some relief... then I stumbled on your video. My wife and I loved your presentation, but where you really hit home with me is a similar experience I had at the Veterans ICU ward, while receiving 18 pints of blood. I felt myself enter this circle of illumination, which is without words to describe. It surly was the most beautiful moment of my life. as I felt my body lift into this light, I remember it being absolutely quiet... a silence I've never known... then suddenly I heard this voice saying "Remember... I need you"... it was my wife's voice and she was always telling me that she did not want me to die on her. Your version with the military man was very similar to my story also. I wish we could talk with one another... you're an Angel... I've been surrounded by your kind many times... and your stories are so soothing to a man who forgets easily... fighting for my life daily, Thank you my wonderful friend... once again you have healed another wounded being...
With God's love... Jn
As an aside, humanity is so lucky to have people like this to care for those who cannot care for themselves.
I really enjoyed this talk! My mom was in a nursing home for the last 18 months of her life. I spent several hours a day with her, seven days a week for those 18 months. It was a blessing that I, along with my brother and sister, were with her during the last several hours of her life. She passed away on Christmas Eve, 2013, at the age of 88 About an hour before she died she opened her eyes wide, looking over my sister's shoulder, as if she was seeing something amazing! Who knows what she saw? I'd like to think she was catching a glimpse of Heaven, or of Jesus, perhaps angels, or maybe my dad or her parents getting ready to welcome her home. It broke my heart to witness her earthly life come to an end. However, I have faith that she is in a much more beautiful place right now, free from the limitations of her aging body. God bless you, Mom. I love you and miss you everyday.
David
David, thank you so much for sharing this!! Blessings to you and yours always!!!
Your talk gave me comfort because I realized that although my mother died when no one was in the room, she was not alone at death. Thank you.
Many are asking me about my comment that I don't believe in hell. Let me clarify that. I don't believe in the hell that I heard about as a child in a teaching that said God sends people to hell. We choose by our choice to live a life of Love or a life of non-loving. David Sunfellow shared a very interesting link to the life and work and writings of Emanuel Swedenborg. There is so much wisdom there. I choose to focus on loving God/Spirit/Jesus/All That Is and loving others. Those who have had hellish NDEs come back 'changed' and changing their lives. It really is all about the Love. In Love and Light, Becki
I also had a near death experience bout 8 years ago terrifying experience. repanted from my sins, then sined again but im happy to say that im back with Jesus for 2 years straight
'you learn a lot when you learn to be humble'
Thank you for what you do Becci. I was a CNA in a nursing home when I was younger and the 1st time someone passed away I, too ran and cried. It was hard, but I've learned alot about death and near death experience. My husband took his life when I was 28 yrs old. Young and scared.. with a 2 yr old son. One week after he died, he came to me. It was not a dream. He woke me up and told me he was sorry and that he'd always be watching out for us. He even told me to look in our dictionary under the letter I and I would find some money he's put there. I asked him to stay and he said he couldn't. He kissed me and walked out the front door. Becci, I can tell you that I was at such peace when he left. Even the lighting in the room was soft and beautiful. And this was at night, there were no lights on. I told my sisters and friends, but at the time they just thought I was dreaming and grieving. What I couldn't get them to understand is that he brought me such peace and comfort that night. Funny thing was, my sister was with me the next morning when a got out the old dictionary, I think she believed me. Long time ago when that happened, but I know whose hand I'll reach for when I go home. Even typing this brings that peaceful feeling back to me. Hope you can read this, I'm typing with my cat hanging over my arm. He sends his love too. Love ya and bless you jean
Becky I watched this video today and cried. You have encapsulated exactly what a lot of us nurses experience with our patients in your book and sharing. Thank you!! I have been an RN since 1993 and I had my patients and own family share these stories with me. I can not believe that after hearing and seeing such beautiful transitions I have cont let life get the most of my years. So easy to fall back into the daily grind, overworking, stressing out and forgeting that in the end none of that matters. What a powerful message and I will make a conscience effort to live more than working, love more than bitching, laugh more than crying, and relax more than stressing. Thank You!!! Your an Angel.
Bless you Denise!! Thank you for all you do for others!! Thank you for sharing!!
I have lived in Sedona, AZ for 24 years and have worked in the medical field as well as the ER... I have heard/felt and been a part of these experiences, however, when my Dad died in January of this year,..... I DOUBTED the Life After Death Thing... UNTIL I WATCHED AND HEARD YOU SPEAK TONITE... thank you, from the bottom of my Heart and Soul for reaffirming my Faith that the Body is Only a Vessel for the Soul. I have sent this link to my family and friends as well. Thank you for your Love, Compassion, Service and Sharing.... Bless You Becki! xo
Fred, thank you so much for sharing your thoughts! Blessings to you and your family!!
Remember that we have a Saviour. We know the nature of the human heart. There's dark stuff in us and we need reconciliation. Jesus Christ sacrificed Himself for us. If there was no need for saving why did God send a Saviour? So believe in Him. Pray to Him and you can have much joy, eternal blessings. Death cannot separate us from His love.
Nurse lives in bliss for following her heart. She's a well informed, selfless, loving[kind, patient person. Beautiful lecture, packed full of love and truth.
Thank you Helen! Blessings to you and yours!!
Lady, you are beautiful. I was a nurse for 17 yrs for the elderly. While you talked I found myself nodding and smiling because I too have had experiences with patients. I have noticed with elderly and nurses a sweetness to their soul that increases with understanding that this life is very temporary. In my mind I imagine their souls turning to candy. Each person gives us a taste of their soul until we too have this sweetness to share. Thank you for sharing.
This was a very powerful video. I cried I smiled thank you very much for sharing. 20 years as a Medic and a Fire Fighter this moved me to my core! Amazing!
GREAT hour spent! You are humorous, captivating and your sincerity is seen and genuinely felt. Thank you for doing what you do. LOVE!
thank you for helping thousands of people Becky xxxx
What kind of fools gave this fine lady a thumbs down? A fantastic seminar, and she told her stories very well. I really enjoyed it and thanks for posting!
Thank you!!
You are truly an Angel that has come back to do this work. Thank you!
Oh Natasha! Your sweet comment feels like a gentle hug! Thank you!!!
This speaker and her video brought tears to my eyes.
My mother died in my arms and drew her last breath when she died from renal kidney failure in the hospital a few years ago
Now I am the last survivor and for me that loss is still devastating.
That special mother daughter bond is permanently severed here on earth, and my sadness and grief continue, but there are special moments and stories passed to me which I hold precious in my heart, and would like to also share.
All I can say is my Mother also had died before I was born and went to Heaven, and returned to earth. She knew I would live and be born on the 1st day of the 8th month and that I was a girl.. She knew all this when no one could know, and she also told everyone at the hospital of their conversations even when she had flat lined and died.
So yes I do believe in the after life in Heaven, and I so believe all that matters while on earth is doing good deeds. and loving and helping others.
We cannot take anything with us but our thoughts and memories, and they will live on until we are all reunited with our loved ones who just went a little ahead......For me I believe Death is a journey into another open door and a higher plane and realm where God sits on his throne and love radiates in every corner of his Heavenly Kingdom where families, friends and neighbors again reunite in everlasting eternal life.
Death is not the end but a new beginning......, and most certainly nothing to be afraid of, but to be embraced when it becomes our time to cross over.
This touched me so much. I wasn't there when my cousin died, but I was there for 3 weeks before and he had all these dreams and visions. And it really let me know that God loves us regardless. We just have to trust the God of our understanding and he takes care of us. My cousin was so at peace when he left here, I truly believe he would have let go sooner if he had known the peace. Thank you, Becki for this confirmation. It means a lot to me.
After watching this, I feel like a different person with a different outlook, thank you Becki!
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Candice Gaudet Exactly. There is no need to fear death. Death is only the beginning. Those lost souls who deny God will never know eternal peace.
+Candice Gaudet I agree..it released me from some things..what a amazing lady she tells it well :)
+Becki Hawkins thank you so much Becki Howkins
Thank you from one RN to another. You are a very compassionate and humble person...thanks again.
I have had three men die in my arms.I am so glad I was there for them.It is a holy moment for sure.
Yes, indeed...Holy Ground. !! Bless you!!!
I am a deeply spiritual, (not religious) Christian. If anyone was to see Angels with Wings and Jesus sitting on a throne, it should have been me! When I had my NDE, I became a ball of light, and experienced a oneness with everything! I went to a place so much, more, "real" than this world, it was beautiful, beyond belief! The sky was singing! Everything was alive, and I saw a being of light. No Angels, No Jesus, A loving, being of light. I have condensed this experience, but, that's what's basic
I think that Becki Hawkins is an angel on earth. I watch her video a lot and I never get tired of it. She is a real inspiration for us. Thank you.
I have on several occasions witnessed the raising of the arms, head, eyes and the conversations that appear to be 2-way (pause as if listening along with facial expressions) on the death beds of my mother and my sister. I also witnessed the raising of head and eyes of my beloved dog immediantly before passing. No one who is witness to these things can come away believing it is mere hallucination. There is a feeling that comes over the room that cannot be explained. The dying only see those who have passed. They never see people who are still alive. If this is hallucination, they would see alive people as well as dead people as well as purple cows. But, they don't. They see only those who have passed and in some cases people that they had no knowledge of their passing, but were indeed, deceased.
Thank you for sharing this!!
I'm a nursing student in Canada and I really loved your video Becki. I was touched by so many of your stories, but the "golden footprints" really did me in!
Thank you Laura!! Would love to speak at a nursing school in Canada!! I loved nursing school!! Enjoy every encounter with your patients! They teach us volumes!!
This was awesome.
I truly enjoyed it.
Glory be to God in the highest.
I had an NDE in 2006. I remember every detail. love! Yes- no fear of death!
Will watch this later, my dad died 2 weeks ago & I was getting sad seeing this.
Amazes me in a way, that people dismiss God...but we all have to learn.
God bless you, my dear. You seem to be exactly where God wants you. It is awesome to find where you are needed -- and you know it.
This was the best lecture I have ever heard. Well done, Becki !
I was with a dying Aids patient, whose mother told him that he was going to go to hell, because he was gay !
When I first came to him, he pulled me close and asked me if he was dying. I told him the truth...Yes....But it's not like what you think it is. Having an NDE myself earlier, I already knew what was on the other side.
Anyway, after a week or so, I had just gotten home from being with him. I was tired from the long drive. I sat in my rocking chair and thought about him. There was condensation on the widow. As I looked out, my hand came up and wrote in the condensation on the window.
It simply read.."I love you, Gail."
A few moments later the phone rang. The family called to tell me that he had died.... But I already knew that.
Thank you so much for sharing this!! Bless you!!
I really like her. She seems like an awesome lady. I would love to spend time with her just listening to more stories. Becky Hawkins is an Angel....
I never though I could listen to the whole thing but couldn't stop, it was a pleasure listening to you. Thank you so much for spreading hope which we need. xx
I watched this video before my mom passed. It helped me so much..
Bless you Stephen!! Thank you for sharing!!
Becki
Wonderful video! On the morning of June 18th, 2003, the medical staff at MD Anderson in Houston, TX removed my mother from life support. As I paced the floor waiting to receive the phone call that she had passed, my then 3 yr. old son called for me. I walked into the living room where he was sitting on the couch. He had a huge smile on his face and said "Mommy, please stop crying because Grandma isn't sick anymore!" Immediately after he said that, the call came that she died!
I really was very moved by this presentation. "Golden footprints" :) I'll always remember that! Thank you so much!
What a beautiful human being you are..wonderfully articulated..Thank you for sharing..
Thanks Sandi!!
Those patients were so fortunate to have had Becky with them at the time of their transitions. We should all be so fortunate.
What a beautiful talk. Becki is such a gift. Thank you Becki for all the work that you have done and continue to do!
I am so happy I found this lady talking. It gave me many answers to things in my life, and those who have passed around me. It has also helped shape where I go from here. Thank you Becki.
I'm currently enrolled in a CNA program and this is exactly why I plan to go into nursing. Becki, thank you for sharing your story. God bless you.
I was a Fire/Paramedic for 34 years...As you might imagined, I too was at the bedside of 100's of people who were dying...Of those we resuscitated 2 had magnificent afterlife experiences...3 had absolutely nothing to report, one moment they were moments from death and the next moment they were in I.C.U.after week(s) of a coma. Just vast nothingness... Finally the remaining 3 describe hell. The hell they described is all the fire and brimstone religions talk about...for real...All the hell stories were almost exactly alike. These 3 people with the hell experiences were told to me by different people at different times and they were unbeknowst of each other...I was wondering Becky, did anyone report any hell like experiences? Thank-you...peace and God bless...
One young man that I remembered recently was dying and the doctor said to call the family. His vital signs were not good. He was moaning and then screaming "No!" Then his vital signs improved. He asked to be baptized (per his upbringing belief system). We got him downstairs to the whirlpool in a physical therapy room and a preacher of his family's faith came and baptized him. He died peacefully about 2 weeks later. I have no idea what he was seeing???
There are stories on this site NHNE-NDE that tell of hellish NDEs. And most of the ones I've read came back and began a relationship with God.
Thank you so much for sharing your experiences!!
So moving and inspirational. I was going to say I stumbled upon it by accident but now I'm not so sure it was an accident. I laughed and I cried as you relayed your stories. Thank you for such a beautiful commitment to your life's work and the peace and comfort you've given to others. I hope, trust I can find my place … as you have. Peace & Blessings - Tim
Wonderful, that woman is a blessing
Becki's talk was filmed in a church because that's where we meet for our weekly NDE and dream classes -- St. Andrew's Episcopal Church in Sedona. We meet at night. It is a quiet, friendly atmosphere. The folks that run the church like what we are doing. And the room is affordable. Why not meet at a church?
Wow, what an amazing career and you are an equally amazing story teller. Wonderful,
stay blessed.
Thank you so much!!
Exactly! Death is facing us all. We are just here so long...some only hours, some 110 years. But we are here to learn how to love one another better I think. And to connect with our Creator/Source/God/Spirit...whatever you choose to call God. This is what I kept learning from these people...it's all brief and precious and fragile. And some believed that they had chosen ahead of time to come here for specific learning. I just feel honored to have had this life with these people.
I want to say what a fantastic, beautiful, wonderful discussion. Thank you so much for this topic!
Thank you Tom!!
I enjoyed this but I do believe in Jesus and the existence of The Devil and Hell. I also do not agree with the use of mediums and psychics.
Outstanding video upload. This is very thought provoking and INSPIRATIONAL.
Becky Hawkins, I salute you for your dedication in the health care of your patients and bringing these stories to light.
THANK YOU!
Greetings from Jamaica, my grandmother past today after being in a coma for a few days, your speech inspired me and becsuse if it I am not as sad and am very comforted, thank you
Blessings to you and your family Bill. May sweet memories of your Grandmother lessen the grief I will pray for you and your family this day!!
Thank you so much :)
You are so welcome!!!
I've shared this video with everyone and watched it countless times and every time it touches my heart. We can learn so much from listening to this video. Well done Becky x
Hi Becki,
Thank you for sharing your wonderful experience. Most heartfelt stories! I lost my mom in aug, 2013. We were at her bedside when she passed away. You gave me reassurance that when I die, my loved ones, specially my mom will be waiting for for me.
Bless you Rita!! Yes, I imagine your dear Mom will be there!!
Thank you for sharing, for bringing comfort and peace to so many.
Thank you Dianna!!
Religion is one human pushing their beliefs on others. True Spirituality is your direct connection with God.
Mrs. Hawkins, thank you for sharing this presentations. This is powerful for those faced with life ending/changing illness. Comforting individuals in these instances is key. Oddly, this has been the call on my life since I was young.
Bless you Gina!!😍
Thank you for making what's True more visible to humanity...
Thank you. I am sharing your video with great pleasure. Namaste.
You are such an amazing light to help shed clarity on life,death and passing. My Dad passed away from cancer in January last year and his journey of facing life and death taught me about living better~and forgiving myself. He was one of the most greatest men I've ever known~KMZ
Thank you so much Becki! I really appreciate this talk - it's helped me carry on a little after my mum passed 8 years ago. Thank you!!! Love, hugs and light. DiAnnelise, Blackpool, UK xxxxx
Thank you, Becki for going to Sedona and making this video. I had thought I would only listen for a few minutes, but I had to listen until the end. There was so much for me to learn. Every word you spoke came from your heart, and you touched my heart by sharing your stories. Also, you gave me a clearer understanding of the woman who visited me in my car as I lay at the bottom of a ravine awaiting life flight. She prayed with me and encouraged me to continue breathing. God Bless you Becki.
Beautiful. What a gift! Thank you for reminding me to continue to nurture my authentic self and inspiring me to a life of service.
Hi Becky. My father passed away SUDDENLY 2mths ago. Since then I have been questioning all my beliefs. Sometimes believing that we are just dead in the ground and sometimes believing in heaven. I watched and read so much online about death and the afterlife that i was just feeling that I didn't know what to believe until I saw this video. It made me feel so much better and gave me hope. You are very sincere and i hope more than ever that my father comes for me when I die. I truly thank you.
I loved this clip, Becki seems like such a compassionate human being. What a great person to have with you when transitioning. Just Becki's voice brings calmness and comfort. I can't wait to purchase the books. Thank you for sharing your stories Becki, the world is a better place because of you :)
Becki Hawkins, thank you for sharing these stories. It is incredible to listen to the stories of people that are on the edge of crossing over and hear what they are feeling and seeing. Your book is amazing and I love your book. Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It takes an incredibly special person to help the sick and dying. That is why the world embraced Mother Teresa. This woman (and others like her) are so so similar. Thank God these wonderful people. The would be so much harder and sadder without them.
Really enjoyed listening to this. She is very insightful and very conscientious. I wish all nurses were like her!
What a warm and loving soul is Becki Hawkins. I really enjoyed seeing and listening to what Becki had to say. Keep up the good works, you darling girl.
I just watched this with tears in my eyes. You are truly a blessing I hope you know how many people's lives you can help with your words. Please keep on spreading the message as you do so very well. What an honor to have heard this, im still awestruck.
I had the privilege to be my mother's "midwife" and assist her in her passing and have a store to share with you. If you'd like to listen.
What an honor it was to watch your video. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
What a gift you are Becky, such a beautiful story teller. Thank you for your stories. You give hope and grace to those of us still here. It's all so fleeting this life just passing thru....we are here to give and to love. Thank you for doing just that! ;)
Thank you LilliAna! Yes, our time is brief! And we are so blessed to be here! Truly a gift we need to remind ourselves about!! Bless you!
Thank you for sharing such blessed stories, you are leaving many, many "golden footprints" as well!
Having been diagnosed with a terminal condition, this video can only help me in preparations for that eventuality. Thank you for this video, thank you for nurses that are willing to listen, and there tireless efforts. They have made my life that much more enriched these last few years.
She looks great! She must have been gorgeous when she was young!
Becki, I was very touched by your presentation and moved to tears in a few places. What sweetly profound stories these are that blessed your life and through you, us. Thank you.
God bless hospice nurses. These people are incredible. And for anyone who has been with a person at the moment of death, you know how powerful it is and how much more there is to what we usually perceive. There is definitely "something else" besides this.
Thank you so much! This was a beautiful video :)
Becki I can listen to you for hours. Your delivery was touching and I without a shadow of a doubt know that you are for real and your stories authentic. Knowing that God loves us unconditionally has given me new meaning and I pray that in turn I will be instrumental in passing this on. You are truly Blessed.
Thank you!
A dearly loved Aunt of mine died 3 years ago. She had had vascular dementia for some years. She told a cousin of mine that she was being visited by Harry and Mick. Mick was the father of her son who sadly died when she was pregnant, Harry was either her late husband or my father, both of whom had been dead for some years. My cousin thought it was the dementia talking, I didn't. I hope it was my father - I have always worried about him because he used to say he was agnostic but in truth he was an atheist and absolutely didn't believe in life after death. I am one of the ones who worries about not being good enough. I have just this minute ordered your book from Amazon. Amazing video, thank you. Love and light to all from Southampton, England.
Thank you for sharing this!! We are all beloved! You are more than good enough. Never doubt that.
Dear one, please look at the NHNE website listed at the top of this page. There is a wealth of information. We are all so very much beloved. Thank you for sharing !! Much Love! Becki
Awe this brought tears to my eyes and filled my heart with joy!
This has been one of the most emotional, inspiring & uplifting videos I've seen. Thank you Becki from my heart.
Bless you!! You are so welcome!! I love sharing their stories!!
Thank you!!!
Thank you for replying Becki. & my sincere best wishes in your work. The world needs more people like you.
Thank you for your most recent reply!! Blessings to you and yours!!
Becki thank you for sharing this with us on youtube. It is amazing to hear your stories and you are a beautiful person.
You are very blessed to have the ears to hear, and the eyes to see and the heart to feel. I so enjoyed listening to your experiences.
Thank you Peggy. 💜
I really enjoyed listening to her. Loved hearing the different experiences.
Thank you so much for sharing this after loosing my dad 4 months ago i feel better and cant wait to be with him
Becki, you are an earthly angle. Blessings to you.
Bless you Peggy!! But I'm so very human!!😍 and so very blessed to have had the opportunities to be with so many beautiful souls!!
Thank you for this beautiful story!
Liva!! 💜💜 thank you for listening to it!!!