That's how my mom past. She had cancer and lived with me, I had the whole family over that day cause me and my aunt, her twin just knew in our hearts it was the day, and we was all in her bedroom holding hands and praying the lord prayer and I told her to call to jesus, just call to jesus mom, and a presence you literally felt came into the room. and she breathed her last while we all prayed. I miss her so much.
Oh that’s sweet to hear. Oh for sure you would miss her so much. I lost my mother when I was younger and lost my father almost 6 years ago. You really miss them when they pass away and into eternal life. Your mother is now your guardian angel. They watch over us mortals. It’s most likely when it’s our time to go they’ll be there to greet us there.
I begged my mom to hang on and keep fighting to stay alive but after talking to the doctors that explained she was slowly dying while her organs were shutting down, I laid down with her, held her hand and whispered that she can let go and we can say goodbye letting her go to the afterlife. I knew she was eager to go be with my dad that had already passed. I thanked her for individual things that she did for me my whole life and kept thanking until she soon passed. It was quite the experience. She passed in 2004 and I still talk to her almost every day.
Sad. Your mom cannot hear you. Talk to Jesus Christ or someone alive, otherwise you will find yourself talking to demons. You might already be talking to demonic spirits. After death from this earth, no one hears, be or talk to anyone on this physical plane. The Bible says after, death we go to judgement. Be blessed.
@@shawnd9759sad that you haven’t ever listened to any NDEs by Christians, and you’re going into safe spaces for grieving people and trying to make them upset on purpose. Don’t try to attract people to God by driving them away from his message.
I just wanted to thank you for what you do for people, Carolyn. For your strength, for your compassion, and for your grace. I wish you rainbows, from Belfast, Northern Ireland.
Oh bless this lady so much. I think that these end of life nurses must be like angels on this side. Such special people that really deserve a lot of love and respect xx
Me (Otessa) widow of (Robert), lost my Husband on 07 September 2022. When his heart stopped beating, my heart stopped beating along with his. He was 62 years of age and I am 69 years. He was a man of integrity.
My heart goes out to anyone in this position. I was, along with my brother, with our beloved mama, and the entire grief struck time, it was heart wrenching. The hospital care was lousy, so when I saw my mother stop breathing, I screamed for help. No one came in right away, and when the nurse or whatever she was came in she said coldly, what is the problem here? I was enraged, but so traumatized by watching this and seeing my mama gone, that I kept my mouth shut. It now has been two and half years, and everyday I relive that along with the horrible site of the funeral and all of that. Everyone deals with this differently, but having lost both of my wonderful parents, the heart ache and grief never goes away, it becomes part of your life. Don't let anyone, no matter who they are tell you how to feel or act. Until you lose someone so dear and so close, no one can relate. All the caretakers that are wonderful, you are rare and so appreciated. Luckily that man had his family and that wonderful nurse with him.
my mom was on hospice and a nurse told us a story to help us cope and a guy was on hospice and wanted to watch the superbowl superbowl and he was so very sick but the day of the superbowl he ate he drank a glass of water and told them if he could have a shower cause hes gona watch the superbowl and right after that hes going to be with the lord and they were like no your not he was like yes I am. so they did they got him all ready after the super bowl he passed away and that was the first time his team one the super bowl so he had a good death GOD IS GOOD
Oh a great story. Most of the time people that are on their final day living know that they are ready to go into eternal life. They should be listened to I really believe.
Another angel among us. Yes they have to live human lives too. Not just otherside of the veil , trying to be of assistance for our individual good. Here with us... ❤ to this gracious individual and thousands of others
I'm something like the man in Carolyn's story. It may sound odd but I would prefer to die alone. I want the experience to be just me and the Lord or whoever He sends to get me. I don't want to be one of those people found two weeks after their death and their bodies have been decomposing but I want my death experience to be private, no other people around. Also like the man Carolyn told about I've had to be the center of my family. Most of them are gone now. From what I have and do experience I'm surprised I haven't died long ago because of the stress. I have one disabled brother left and could be called his caseworker. If he should predecease me I wonder how much longer I would live as there would no longer be anyone needing or depending on me and keeping me connected to a world I don't want to be in. I've wondered if my sense of duty and obligation have kept me alive.
You do have a sense of duty that seems to keep you going. I hope you find peace when it is your time. ...and may those who have gone before you, make your passage easier, which im sure they will.
I was a case manager in hospice for only 6 months but I worked for an agency that was more interested in tearing the nurse away from the bedside of someone who was near death because there was an intake that needed to be done. I left a few patient's bedside knowing they were very close and was at the other person's home doing an intake when I'd get a call saying that the other patient passed and then I'd need to go and do the pronouncement. How I wish I could have done more of what you did for this man in his moment of need. How I wish.
From my own death experience with massive pulmonary embolism . I died in the ER with nurses an my wife at my side. Its the most peaceful and easy thing to do. After 30 years of pain left from spinal operations an drs screw up. I had the attack n fell in my house , the emergency squad came and got me up in my recliner . With no other problem n they cked my vitals I refused going to the hospital . By the next day I was having a hard time breathing so they came and took me in . Thats when it happened. My nurse when I came back started screaming that I was a miracle man. So proof is there.God has brought thru 6 death experience in the past 11yrs. My DR cant believe how IVE lived .
The Weight this woman carries is obviously heavy but I hope she gets some form of comfort and acknowledgement that her very presence in that man's last moments are just pure, I hope I have someone like that in my last moments. NOTHING BUT LOVE
My mother disown me prior to my death esperance, my wife asked it she wanted me to call her when it happened I said if she didnt care about me before why should she now I'm dying, 2 sisters also who havent seen or spoken to since I was disowned. Been 12 years nothing. I dont blame ya for feeling that way.
I was caregiver for my 93 y/o mom, only regret I have is not calling Hospice about 3 days earlier (She wanted to die at home). Within 12 hours of her passing, she was short, like 5-3, but whiddled down to nothing. Most amazing thing of the 5 years as caregiver, this little deathbed lady held my hand (Only Child, son, have older sister was adopted). I swear it was like a semi truck was sitting on my hand, I mean it hurt. 6-1, 205 and it hurt lol. I would say I have no idea where that strength came from, but I do. She heard me telling my sister I was starving and my sister ordering from Applebees. I left to pick up the food, like 6 miles away. My phone rang, sister was on the caller ID, and I glowed like a light bulb, she was in my truck, knew before I answered she passed. She waited for me to leave before she transitioned, happens all the time.
@@hardcorehunter9155 got to understand our human bodies are not us there a vehicle just like a car that's why God wants us to take care of them so we can use them as long as we need them but I guess you have to believe in God though for all of that to be
Yes: she probably waited for you to leave so that she could pass-on in her own way; and, yes, it happens all the time--and there is absolutely NOTHING to feel guilty about in such situations. Thanks for sharing your experience with us. 🙂
This is a story of a beautiful farewell,I needed this after I just watched 1 vid where someone was filming their dad dying and NOBIDY was holding his hand or even by his bed😢
I saw my dad in my dreams and he was dead. I awoke and said 'he's dead'.. I found out the following day he had died the day before I saw him in a dream. I hadn't seen him for nine years before that dream happened.
I’m watching my husband die...alone. Hospice will come of course, but it doesn’t replace the children I need so badly and they don’t care. Karma for them.
MaddienMe K Sweetly, you are not alone. Jesus said, I will never leave you nor forsake you. He and God's angels are there with you. Your children are the losers, not him or you. You are doing what your purpose on earth is. They are teaching their children how to behave when it is their time to pass. Darn spell check, I typed sweety not sweetly or sweetheart. Be brave and keep on being courageous
I've done hospice by myself for several friends and none of their families were there either. You did right and they did not. Sending love and admiration your way. I promise you will see him again.
Oh that’s so awful for your deceased husband and yourself. Children can be so selfish and extremely cruel. Yes, they’ll face their own karma for their self-centred act..not been with their father dying. They choose to be like this and they’ll get their own paid back at them. Smile and laugh to yourself when it does happen to them. Karma never goes unpaid.
Please share the Love of the Son of God. Please write His Words in your heart, and share them. Please Forgive, and Pray for everyone. Immanuel, God with us...
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. John 3:16, Ephesians 2:8-9, Romans 4:5, Jesus Christ is the only way, KJV..
No matter what the story or situation is, don't gossip about patient information in public areas. Even if you have permission to discuss it with another employee, do so in privacy so no unauthorized individuals overhear.
I already know I will probably die alone. I am ok with that though. It will make it easier to let go since I don't want to be here anymore and have no one to want to live for. I rather die to see my dearly departed pets
Carolyn, I have sat with patients who are passing. I'm not a nurse, I just have had friends and family that take care of family members and for whatever reason, I ended up sitting with their loved ones until their return. Anyways, I was sitting with a woman. She had disease X. She had went blind, or the eyes turned light whitish blue. She claimed to still be able to see. She was known to like men and women. I was sitting with her and her 13 year old grandson came over, she spread her legs and asked him to play with her. 🤦♀️I was so embarrassed just to be in the room! I had no idea she would do that. This is why she didn't go into a home! It's so embarrassing to think any of my loved ones may still be sexually active and out of it like this! Have you ever had a patient do this? My auntie got dementia and my uncle had to assure me she is no longer sexually active so no one bothers her or she don't embarrass herself! That's an odd question to ask your uncle but I was traumatized!
It’s normal for seniors to still have a sex life and have sexual feelings. They have experienced many things in their lives and sex is usually an aspect of adult lives. They deserve privacy and dignity for their sexual habits. The problem occurs when there is a lack of consent or physical danger.
@@victoriawiegant9498 she was going in and out of her mind and more than likely was carrying many spirits. If you do not pursue the right path and fight this war you pretty much die with them. That spirit wanted to pervert that young man was the point of that and used a vessel who it could. We must know more than surface things of life. If we do not know and understand spiritual things we pretty much know nothing
In my experience a hospice is the place to die. In a large hospital you are a number and more or less forgotten about in a side room. Forget the well rehearsed nurse and doctor mantras, I'm afraid this is the reality. Ask yourself, why do the vast majority of GP's and NHS doctors have Private Health Insurance.
That's how my mom past. She had cancer and lived with me, I had the whole family over that day cause me and my aunt, her twin just knew in our hearts it was the day, and we was all in her bedroom holding hands and praying the lord prayer and I told her to call to jesus, just call to jesus mom, and a presence you literally felt came into the room. and she breathed her last while we all prayed. I miss her so much.
God bless you...
Oh that’s sweet to hear. Oh for sure you would miss her so much. I lost my mother when I was younger and lost my father almost 6 years ago. You really miss them when they pass away and into eternal life. Your mother is now your guardian angel. They watch over us mortals. It’s most likely when it’s our time to go they’ll be there to greet us there.
Same thing just happened with my husband 10/21/2022
I am sorry for your loss. I am glad she had a blessed passing.😢🙏🏽
What a loving way to say goodbye.
This lady has a heart of gold! Please can the human race have more people like her❤️❤️
You'd die if your heart is golden. Its called visceral muscles. Biology 101.
@@evelyna_paula1747it’s called an expression or figure of speech stop being dense.
@@pinkdollangel It's called humour. Who is the dense one now?
Praise God for hospice nurses.
God has a special place for people like you
In my entire nursing career, I loved hospice most.
I begged my mom to hang on and keep fighting to stay alive but after talking to the doctors that explained she was slowly dying while her organs were shutting down, I laid down with her, held her hand and whispered that she can let go and we can say goodbye letting her go to the afterlife. I knew she was eager to go be with my dad that had already passed. I thanked her for individual things that she did for me my whole life and kept thanking until she soon passed. It was quite the experience. She passed in 2004 and I still talk to her almost every day.
What a beautiful way to let your mother go.
Sad. Your mom cannot hear you. Talk to Jesus Christ or someone alive, otherwise you will find yourself talking to demons. You might already be talking to demonic spirits. After death from this earth, no one hears, be or talk to anyone on this physical plane. The Bible says after, death we go to judgement. Be blessed.
So beautiful ! Thanks for sharing. What a lovely person you are!
@@shawnd9759please keep your religious statements to your self 😊
@@shawnd9759sad that you haven’t ever listened to any NDEs by Christians, and you’re going into safe spaces for grieving people and trying to make them upset on purpose. Don’t try to attract people to God by driving them away from his message.
These hospice channels ive been watching has changed my views on passing. Yall are all so precious 💖 we love yall & all y'all do
God bless this Angel....we need more like her in the world.
You are the perfect Nurse,,, compassion & strength. God Bless
I just wanted to thank you for what you do for people, Carolyn.
For your strength, for your compassion, and for your grace.
I wish you rainbows, from Belfast, Northern Ireland.
Oh bless this lady so much. I think that these end of life nurses must be like angels on this side. Such special people that really deserve a lot of love and respect xx
Me (Otessa) widow of (Robert), lost my Husband on 07 September 2022. When his heart stopped beating, my heart stopped beating along with his. He was 62 years of age and I am 69 years. He was a man of integrity.
I pray that you find comfort in the Lord. And that He and You are saved 🎉
My heart goes out to anyone in this position. I was, along with my brother, with our beloved mama, and the entire grief struck time, it was heart wrenching. The hospital care was lousy, so when I saw my mother stop breathing, I screamed for help. No one came in right away, and when the nurse or whatever she was came in she said coldly, what is the problem here? I was enraged, but so traumatized by watching this and seeing my mama gone, that I kept my mouth shut. It now has been two and half years, and everyday I relive that along with the horrible site of the funeral and all of that. Everyone deals with this differently, but having lost both of my wonderful parents, the heart ache and grief never goes away, it becomes part of your life. Don't let anyone, no matter who they are tell you how to feel or act. Until you lose someone so dear and so close, no one can relate. All the caretakers that are wonderful, you are rare and so appreciated. Luckily that man had his family and that wonderful nurse with him.
Google my book "(My Passage from Life to Death (A Daughter's Tale). I am so sorry for your pain and your loss.
@@amirahmohamed7672 Thank you Amirah very much. Take care too.
So sorry, Peace be with You🌅🙏🌹
I'm sorry that happened to you both prayers
@@deniseblackburn33 THANK YOU!! Blessings to you.
my mom was on hospice and a nurse told us a story to help us cope and a guy was on hospice and wanted to watch the superbowl superbowl and he was so very sick but the day of the superbowl he ate he drank a glass of water and told them if he could have a shower cause hes gona watch the superbowl and right after that hes going to be with the lord and they were like no your not he was like yes I am. so they did they got him all ready after the super bowl he passed away and that was the first time his team one the super bowl so he had a good death GOD IS GOOD
God is amazing. That is incredible.
Oh a great story. Most of the time people that are on their final day living know that they are ready to go into eternal life. They should be listened to I really believe.
Another angel among us.
Yes they have to live human lives too.
Not just otherside of the veil
, trying to be of assistance for our individual good.
Here with us...
❤ to this gracious individual and thousands of others
Carolyn thank you for the path that you've chosen, it has to be such an emotional environment. You are a very special lady. God bless you.
When she said the man told her - "I don't know how to die!" That just made me CRY and CRY!!!!
So amazing, thanks for sharing. Tears are running down my face, too!
I'm watching my friend/my patient die now. I go everyday. It's so hard to keep it together
Thank you to everyone who actually does this. You guys make a difference
Perhaps the most beautiful and kind human ever created. Of course there are so many who do gods work. Shes is just amazing 🙏❤
I'm something like the man in Carolyn's story. It may sound odd but I would prefer to die alone. I want the experience to be just me and the Lord or whoever He sends to get me. I don't want to be one of those people found two weeks after their death and their bodies have been decomposing but I want my death experience to be private, no other people around. Also like the man Carolyn told about I've had to be the center of my family. Most of them are gone now. From what I have and do experience I'm surprised I haven't died long ago because of the stress. I have one disabled brother left and could be called his caseworker. If he should predecease me I wonder how much longer I would live as there would no longer be anyone needing or depending on me and keeping me connected to a world I don't want to be in. I've wondered if my sense of duty and obligation have kept me alive.
You do have a sense of duty that seems to keep you going. I hope you find peace when it is your time. ...and may those who have gone before you, make your passage easier, which im sure they will.
I was a case manager in hospice for only 6 months but I worked for an agency that was more interested in tearing the nurse away from the bedside of someone who was near death because there was an intake that needed to be done.
I left a few patient's bedside knowing they were very close and was at the other person's home doing an intake when I'd get a call saying that the other patient passed and then I'd need to go and do the pronouncement.
How I wish I could have done more of what you did for this man in his moment of need.
How I wish.
She’s an Angel.
What a beautiful story.
From my own death experience with massive pulmonary embolism . I died in the ER with nurses an my wife at my side. Its the most peaceful and easy thing to do. After 30 years of pain left from spinal operations an drs screw up. I had the attack n fell in my house , the emergency squad came and got me up in my recliner . With no other problem n they cked my vitals I refused going to the hospital . By the next day I was having a hard time breathing so they came and took me in . Thats when it happened. My nurse when I came back started screaming that I was a miracle man. So proof is there.God has brought thru 6 death experience in the past 11yrs. My DR cant believe how IVE lived .
What happen when you died was it just black ?
@@123space8 at first yes but a light in the distance I could see or tell. Hard to explain
The Weight this woman carries is obviously heavy but I hope she gets some form of comfort and acknowledgement that her very presence in that man's last moments are just pure, I hope I have someone like that in my last moments. NOTHING BUT LOVE
I absolutely would not want any of my family or sisters or nieces/nephews present in my room at the moment of my passing . I can't stand them.
My mother disown me prior to my death esperance, my wife asked it she wanted me to call her when it happened I said if she didnt care about me before why should she now I'm dying, 2 sisters also who havent seen or spoken to since I was disowned. Been 12 years nothing. I dont blame ya for feeling that way.
thank u incredible nurses 💓 and doctors ans staff, I work with them, especially the COVID NURSES, our heroes.
Thank you for sharing. You are a blessing.
Everyone, I am sorry for your losses and may your loved ones Rest In Peace.
May God bless you.
Carolyn, you are a most lovely nurse...
Thank you for sharing such a precious moment.
Thank you so much for sharing with us Carolyn. Very grateful ❤️
Thank you for sharing that very emotional experience you went through...and his family!!
I was caregiver for my 93 y/o mom, only regret I have is not calling Hospice about 3 days earlier (She wanted to die at home). Within 12 hours of her passing, she was short, like 5-3, but whiddled down to nothing. Most amazing thing of the 5 years as caregiver, this little deathbed lady held my hand (Only Child, son, have older sister was adopted). I swear it was like a semi truck was sitting on my hand, I mean it hurt. 6-1, 205 and it hurt lol. I would say I have no idea where that strength came from, but I do. She heard me telling my sister I was starving and my sister ordering from Applebees. I left to pick up the food, like 6 miles away. My phone rang, sister was on the caller ID, and I glowed like a light bulb, she was in my truck, knew before I answered she passed. She waited for me to leave before she transitioned, happens all the time.
How was she in your truck yet called you? You suck at writing.
@@hardcorehunter9155
His sister called him.
God bless u &your 👪 family 💝💝💝💝💝🎠🎠🎠🎠🎠🎠🎠
@@hardcorehunter9155 got to understand our human bodies are not us there a vehicle just like a car that's why God wants us to take care of them so we can use them as long as we need them but I guess you have to believe in God though for all of that to be
Yes: she probably waited for you to leave so that she could pass-on in her own way; and, yes, it happens all the time--and there is absolutely NOTHING to feel guilty about in such situations. Thanks for sharing your experience with us. 🙂
What a wonderful story.
God Bless You!!!
Bless you!
Thank you for the work that you do.
Perfect nurse!!!!
Beautiful story.
This is a beautiful story . ♥️
This has me in Crazy tears 😥
Beautiful story....✝️🙏
White, black, brown, doesn't matter, Southern woman are the best.
Beautiful spirit. God bless you 🙏
This is a story of a beautiful farewell,I needed this after I just watched 1 vid where someone was filming their dad dying and NOBIDY was holding his hand or even by his bed😢
Love that Angel Statue !
Beautiful.
Our angles on earth ❤️🙏
Bless you! 🌟
God bless you hun from down under 🥰
Beautiful share. Thank you.
I saw my dad in my dreams and he was dead. I awoke and said 'he's dead'.. I found out the following day he had died the day before I saw him in a dream. I hadn't seen him for nine years before that dream happened.
Wow what a story...Thank you ..
You are an angel!
Beautiful thank you for sharing ❤️
I’m watching my husband die...alone. Hospice will come of course, but it doesn’t replace the children I need so badly and they don’t care. Karma for them.
MaddienMe K Sweetly, you are not alone. Jesus said, I will never leave you nor forsake you. He and God's angels are there with you. Your children are the losers, not him or you. You are doing what your purpose on earth is. They are teaching their children how to behave when it is their time to pass. Darn spell check, I typed sweety not sweetly or sweetheart. Be brave and keep on being courageous
Duty done
I've done hospice by myself for several friends and none of their families were there either. You did right and they did not. Sending love and admiration your way. I promise you will see him again.
So sorry you don't have a support system. My family is not close either so it bothers me what will happen one day.
Oh that’s so awful for your deceased husband and yourself. Children can be so selfish and extremely cruel. Yes, they’ll face their own karma for their self-centred act..not been with their father dying. They choose to be like this and they’ll get their own paid back at them. Smile and laugh to yourself when it does happen to them. Karma never goes unpaid.
You are a beautiful soul
Heard this music before my father passed and I freaked out when it actually went inside my head. Very stressful actually.
Please share the Love of the Son of God. Please write His Words in your heart, and share them. Please Forgive, and Pray for everyone. Immanuel, God with us...
How bittersweet this was😇💔
Thankyou.
God please you Carolyn.
Beautiful
Omg tears! 🤧
If you can listen to this without it hitting you in your feels....you're not human.
You are a angel u have a great ❤
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. John 3:16, Ephesians 2:8-9, Romans 4:5, Jesus Christ is the only way, KJV..
Facts. Praise Jesus🎉
No matter what the story or situation is, don't gossip about patient information in public areas. Even if you have permission to discuss it with another employee, do so in privacy so no unauthorized individuals overhear.
Why can't people like this rule the world?
Dang she’s country. I’ve been living in the south for 30 years and I still can’t get use to it. Lol
You did good by that family.
Good Job 👏
Why can’t you producers just let us hear what this woman is saying without the distraction of cheesy music?
I missed the point of the story.
I won’t have anyone around me when I go.. that’s obvious now..
I already know I will probably die alone. I am ok with that though. It will make it easier to let go since I don't want to be here anymore and have no one to want to live for. I rather die to see my dearly departed pets
Carolyn, I have sat with patients who are passing. I'm not a nurse, I just have had friends and family that take care of family members and for whatever reason, I ended up sitting with their loved ones until their return. Anyways, I was sitting with a woman. She had disease X. She had went blind, or the eyes turned light whitish blue. She claimed to still be able to see. She was known to like men and women. I was sitting with her and her 13 year old grandson came over, she spread her legs and asked him to play with her. 🤦♀️I was so embarrassed just to be in the room! I had no idea she would do that. This is why she didn't go into a home! It's so embarrassing to think any of my loved ones may still be sexually active and out of it like this! Have you ever had a patient do this? My auntie got dementia and my uncle had to assure me she is no longer sexually active so no one bothers her or she don't embarrass herself! That's an odd question to ask your uncle but I was traumatized!
It was a demonic force. She may not have had Jesus in her Life.
@@zaneziah9117 I sure hope so. I hate her family has to remember her like that. I don't know much about demons.
Absolutely a demon
It’s normal for seniors to still have a sex life and have sexual feelings. They have experienced many things in their lives and sex is usually an aspect of adult lives. They deserve privacy and dignity for their sexual habits. The problem occurs when there is a lack of consent or physical danger.
@@victoriawiegant9498 she was going in and out of her mind and more than likely was carrying many spirits. If you do not pursue the right path and fight this war you pretty much die with them. That spirit wanted to pervert that young man was the point of that and used a vessel who it could.
We must know more than surface things of life. If we do not know and understand spiritual things we pretty much know nothing
😔🙏
In my experience a hospice is the place to die. In a large hospital you are a number and more or less forgotten about in a side room. Forget the well rehearsed nurse and doctor mantras, I'm afraid this is the reality. Ask yourself, why do the vast majority of GP's and NHS doctors have Private Health Insurance.
Yes, he maybe was embarred to die..
Dont want anyone to see him
Seeblings? Siblings sib- lings..
Probably the story you are trying to tell
Is very hard to you.
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Oh GLORY BE TO GOD please let me die the death of the righteous