my son called me and told me to listen to this song he has been going through the same thing his whole life only I haven't died yet but it makes me cry when I hear this because I know my kids feel the same way you did this song is tight God bless you for speaking through the heart
I can't even imagine how hard it is. I got to NF live in NYC and when he played this he apologized in advance saying he wasn't sure how it was gonna go, he'd only played it live he said like only 2-3 times, so, yeah, it was hard for him, but the fans showed love and helped him through it. Saw him a few months later in Philly and he got better at it, and didn't use the backtrack as much. Again, fans showed love. It was very emotional though :(
No one can blame him for using the audio in the background, I see how hard it is for him to perform this live, his music gives all of us life, can't believe how much he has grown
@@kennybossio4031 I really hope you're not saying you'd take your life if anything happens to NF. Not only would NF not want that and that's not the message behind his songs, but you are more than that. Stay safe and stay well, even though I understand how hard it can be most days.
Maggie 209 there hasn't been one time I listened to this song without at least dropping a few years but it usually makes me cry my eyes out, I've never listened to one single artist who gets me as emotional as NF does in all of his songs, you can just feel his pain and other raw emotions in all his songs
Joshua Rolffs im not sure about that. Listen to the live performance of all i have. That is straight live and only thing recorded is the fill in lyrics which is the same as having a hype man performing with you. The kid goes hard on these live shows. Check it out if u havent its a solid performance.
No lie if I have a chance to see him perform and he is performing this song I will cry with him... How you could leave us is my first song I heard by NF & its my top fav songs
I am a recovering heroin addict and this song changed my life.. When in active addiction you forget about the people you are hurting that love you and this song talks from their perspective.. Amazing song.
TheBestMovieAlive idk how you are doing now, But you are WAY more important then the needle or whatever you use that goes into you! It is hard to recover I know bc of my brother had too before just be strong people are out there
stay strong. I've never experienced myself or anyone around me with such a serious addiction but I can understand that it's tough. much respect for getting your life back on track. always know that people care, so never be afraid to reach out to someone if you are in a tough spot and need help to not go back to using. bless up bro
I feel i am now on 4 months relapsed on alcohol and pills when I was clean for a year this song makes me cry because I have a daughter.and this song wakes me up to relize I need help for her which Im getting inshallah
He needs a backtrack for this song because it's about his mom. My US history teacher is friends with him and grew up in high school with him. My teacher said that stuff is true and very hard to go through.
I haven't given NF the respect he deserves... I gave him respect but now it's like he came it took from me, way deep down in my heart... Love you brother! I know you are using what God has given you Hallelujah! My pastor doesn't want us listening to christian rap music though, not to encourage discord though. May God bless and keep yall! IJN
When he sings this live it just makes me think .. Like what if he was having flashbacks of his mother and those events while he's singing... That must be super super hard for him .. All I want to do is give him a hug. 😖❤
I know what addiction is like first hand. it's a prison. drugs are a prison. gave my life back to Christ 3 weeks ago and got baptized Easter Sunday. never going back to the old me. NF I'll see you in Dallas tomorrow
@@-adamrj-1091 backtrack is the music with him singing from the original video and he probally used it because hhe was crying but in the audio he crys to, so your gonna hear crying either way.
Ahhh like u can hear the emotion in the real song but u can feel and see it here too and it just u in the feels so much 😭😭❤ nf deserves so much respect and he loves and treats his fans with respect
See how the fans kept quite while he was singing this song. It meand we respect man. We respect that song. He totally poured his feelings into this song. He a great man
this song reminds me of my mom because she is drugaddicted and wasn't their for my siblings but specially for me and my younger sister because we really didn't have been around her a lot and I known when I graduate in 2017 she want be their to see me walk the stage
Can you imagine how hard it is for him to rap this song, live? He has been through so much! It's amazing how much he has grown. And, his music is the best thing in my life, its kept me alive at times. I can tell this was really hard for him to rap... But, he keeps being a king and keeps doing amazing!!
IK this video is very old but, you can hear the real pain in his voice and how it cracks while he is trying to get through the song. My respects to NF I love his music and he is the first artist I have seen in a while that his music is real, there is a message with every song and he doesn’t have to pretend like others. Love this song. NF is my favorite rapper and I honestly look up to him.💚🤙🖤
I don't know if you'll ever see this Nate but I wanted to say something: YOUR MOM IS PROUD OF YOU AND YOU ARE SUCH AN AMAZING PERSON WHO GIVES US ALL THE HOPE WE NEED !!!!! I know you have or had suicidal thoughts, but you're life is so prescious! You deserve to be happy💛
I wish every addicted parent would listen to this song and realize that what they are doing hurt their children so much. Love this song. Always makes me cry. Real music, true emotions.
I was not expecting him to play the last part live but I think he uses that to sit down and take a little breather and reflect on his emotions because performing this song live must be really hard.
The darkness behind these words must tear at him when he preforms this live I feel like he is hurting when he performs this song even in the video rn while he’s singing u can easily see he’s struggling the way he’s taking off his hat props and courage he’s got true courage to sing this scar he has
I still can’t get over the fact that they made him perform this song like if they knew it was hard for him why make him perform it 🥺 And who ever did make him perform this we need to have a talk 😤
This was way harder to watch than his music video.. Never thought anything would top that, but here I am at 3 am a comple mess. I must have heard this song over 50 times, by far the most I've cried.
aww he's crying, this is killing him singing that.
my son called me and told me to listen to this song he has been going through the same thing his whole life only I haven't died yet but it makes me cry when I hear this because I know my kids feel the same way you did this song is tight God bless you for speaking through the heart
Stacy Wilson Lovill how you doing now?
Stacy Wilson Lovill there is always a second chance and I really hope you’re doing well now 💖 remember how this song speaks volumes to you
@@MrDnices1 how are you and your son now?
I hope the woman he marries, takes care of him the way he deserves.
Ocean lights honestly❤
Ocean lights ❤❤❤💛
For real
Ocean lights
Ocean lights Agreed, he needs all the love he gets.
Respect for this man to perform this song live, that has to be hard to do
i agree
Forreal bro!! This one hits too deep!!
yes, think of losing your parent/s and trying to sing about that in front of 10 thousand plus people, that takes real heart and soul
Put some respect on his name
Puh summ repeck on meye naym
CoysQQ uhhh what?
And slap a Grammy in there to
Wut
@@KrazyK707 yikes
i love how he sounds the exact same in person as he does on the song
Xoro he’s not into the autotune bullshit.
@AJManks true
@@ohbre488 he is real remember
JJ Squad I know, I never said he wasn’t.
Xoro he's like the only rapper who doesn't use autotune
When he sat down and wiped his tears I started crying
Me too. Much love to him );
He went through some shit but he is sings from his ❤️
Me too
Same
Jazmine W I feel bad this song is the song I come to when I’m down
Must be hard to perform this song live.
I can't even imagine how hard it is. I got to NF live in NYC and when he played this he apologized in advance saying he wasn't sure how it was gonna go, he'd only played it live he said like only 2-3 times, so, yeah, it was hard for him, but the fans showed love and helped him through it. Saw him a few months later in Philly and he got better at it, and didn't use the backtrack as much. Again, fans showed love. It was very emotional though :(
I was there in NYC and yoo...I was feeling his emotion in the song...
Joe khangman Yeah, I can't even talk about my dad that had this happen to him...I would cry while performing.
Joe khangman think he does. inside
Ya I've listened to this song a million times and it always makes me cry
Man. This has to be so hard for him to perform live
WARHAWG kinda like Eminem when he performed mockingbird live and kinda looked like he was crying when performing it on stage
Ya
But Eminem is a fake
@@marcuswolfer9770 no he aint
I read this and started crying
No one can blame him for using the audio in the background, I see how hard it is for him to perform this live, his music gives all of us life, can't believe how much he has grown
Sinead Haynes yes
It literally gives me life, if he dies, I’ll take mine
@@kennybossio4031 I really hope you're not saying you'd take your life if anything happens to NF. Not only would NF not want that and that's not the message behind his songs, but you are more than that. Stay safe and stay well, even though I understand how hard it can be most days.
He doesnt just lip sync tho
@@kennybossio4031 Thats too messed up
nf is so real and genuine. this song gets to me so bad
Maggie 209 same...
Maggie 209 there hasn't been one time I listened to this song without at least dropping a few years but it usually makes me cry my eyes out, I've never listened to one single artist who gets me as emotional as NF does in all of his songs, you can just feel his pain and other raw emotions in all his songs
those are synonyms but you are right
Yes.
@@gr3ygorilla915 @NFrealmusic is SOO underrated
Did you noticed that in 3:29 he said "why" and raised his head to the sky like he adresses to his dead mother...💔(that is what I felt)
Theα Anassa yep it’s saf
Sad*
:(
The person holding the camera has a stable hand, respect
👍👍
Must have some stablelizer in his phone built in or a Like a Stick attached to it to make it easier to handle
I never cry during songs or movies but this song broke me. One of the best rappers.
Gengar94 is the best rapper *
@@darion3780 :/
I cry at endgame
Same cause things happened with my mom
@@dewaholic214 XD
He's getting much better at rapping live, without constant backtrack.
taylor antley love your avatar TFK
taylor antley man hate it when girls scream like woooo. Like damn take this seriously
Well he’s only ever done back tracking on the faster songs.. he doesnt need it for this. He still does it in all his faster songs
Joshua Rolffs im not sure about that. Listen to the live performance of all i have. That is straight live and only thing recorded is the fill in lyrics which is the same as having a hype man performing with you. The kid goes hard on these live shows. Check it out if u havent its a solid performance.
John Little John Little well it totally depends on the song. Ive seen him live three times and it’s different for every song. Lol.
I wanted to hug him so bad. Oh my god. ❤
Me too dude
Me too
Can’t imagine the pain of performing this song live
wanna hug u so so so damn hard...
Too 💔💔
"( same
Me too
No lie if I have a chance to see him perform and he is performing this song I will cry with him... How you could leave us is my first song I heard by NF & its my top fav songs
:(
I just finished watching it now on my way to work and I couldn't hold back. Work is going to be pretty interesting, lol.
If he dies, I’m taking my life
same 🖤
I cry everytime i hear this song.
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I am a recovering heroin addict and this song changed my life.. When in active addiction you forget about the people you are hurting that love you and this song talks from their perspective.. Amazing song.
TheBestMovieAlive idk how you are doing now, But you are WAY more important then the needle or whatever you use that goes into you! It is hard to recover I know bc of my brother had too before just be strong people are out there
Stay strong!
TheBestMovieAlive glad to hear you made it out alive. my dad died two years ago from a heroin overdose
stay strong. I've never experienced myself or anyone around me with such a serious addiction but I can understand that it's tough. much respect for getting your life back on track. always know that people care, so never be afraid to reach out to someone if you are in a tough spot and need help to not go back to using. bless up bro
I feel i am now on 4 months relapsed on alcohol and pills when I was clean for a year this song makes me cry because I have a daughter.and this song wakes me up to relize I need help for her which Im getting inshallah
He needs a backtrack for this song because it's about his mom. My US history teacher is friends with him and grew up in high school with him. My teacher said that stuff is true and very hard to go through.
Uncharted Donkey damn
Uncharted Donkey I really dont believe that but okay
Uncharted Donkey woah sounds true
Mrs.D why the fuck wouldn't you believe that
Uncharted Donkey my mom recently informed me that we know his sister. She is our eye doctors wife. I thought that was totally awesome
This song hit me in the feels
JohnnyMrC same
You can he’s holding back tears the whole song
When he sat down, i cried. This is honestly soo sad
I love hearing him sing live. It's beautiful and fresh.
Who else cried because
1. They relate to this song too much
2. Because NF’s crying 😔❤️
I cry everytime😭
I love how respectful his fans were. Understanding, and being very quiet when he sang or broke down. I love this song, and NF deserves way more love.
NF REAL MUSIC
NF IS LITERALLY LIFE
the live hits me harder than the original
I haven't given NF the respect he deserves... I gave him respect but now it's like he came it took from me, way deep down in my heart... Love you brother! I know you are using what God has given you Hallelujah! My pastor doesn't want us listening to christian rap music though, not to encourage discord though. May God bless and keep yall! IJN
Biruk Abate why?
Doesn't matter what kind of music you listen as long it's Christian doesn't say curse words is good. ( my opinion)
Eber Sanchez same here
If we're not coming together though, we're missing the point
tell your pastor your an eminemvfan
When the drummer feels the same pain you do that’s when you know it’s real...
I love how everyone gave him so much respect while rapping this. Nobody in the audience rapped with him like most concerts.
I wish that he didn't have to go through all that stuff in his childhood because seeing him cry at his concert made me feel sad.
When he sings this live it just makes me think .. Like what if he was having flashbacks of his mother and those events while he's singing... That must be super super hard for him .. All I want to do is give him a hug. 😖❤
Me too
I know what addiction is like first hand. it's a prison. drugs are a prison. gave my life back to Christ 3 weeks ago and got baptized Easter Sunday. never going back to the old me. NF I'll see you in Dallas tomorrow
stay strong brother!
I hope your journey of love and life has been going well since this comment
Proud of you my dude
I hope you're well right now
Stay strong dude!!!
Wow, I never thought he'll sing this live. I'm crying. :'(
I never thought he would sing this live too. 😢
I can't imagine performing this song live
He truely loves his fans he’s crying and still singing for his fans
Respect.
It's amazing how it sounds like it's the studio version. Nf you're too talented man!
NF = Non-Fiction
Non-Fiction = Real
NF = 100% Real
Nf acc stands for this Initals but I love your thinking !
I thought it was "nathan" and his last name starts with an F
@@lyn3792 it is
@@sadiqbassbone nathan what
@@lyn3792 his name is Nathan Feuerstein i think thats how you spell his last name
He’s such an amazing rapper. And the fact that he’s rapping about his mother is truly hard. Much respect❤️
I am crying and I can't stop
Hopefully you're doing better...
This song always fire
You just wanna go up on stage and give him a hug
NO CONSTANT BACKTRACK!! NF, BRO, YOU'RE GETTING BETTER BY THE DAY!!
=')
DucksUnlimited what is backtrack?
@@-adamrj-1091 backtrack is the music with him singing from the original video and he probally used it because hhe was crying but in the audio he crys to, so your gonna hear crying either way.
"I got this picture in my room and it kills me
But I don't need a picture of my mom, I need the real thing"
-This one kills me 🖤
Nobody can feel how he felt singing that...respect to thus man...he deserves a lot of love..🖤
It takes a real man to let his emotions go in front of thousands of people
thank you thank you thank you for posting this man. this song means a lot to someone in my life and we missed his set at LIB.
You can tell that drummer felt that.
Ahhh like u can hear the emotion in the real song but u can feel and see it here too and it just u in the feels so much 😭😭❤ nf deserves so much respect and he loves and treats his fans with respect
Just the way the drummer was concerned for him and turned to him at the end killed me😭😂
You better be strong enough to perform something like this live,this is my favorite rapper now 😭
See how the fans kept quite while he was singing this song. It meand we respect man. We respect that song. He totally poured his feelings into this song. He a great man
The fact he performed this takes a lot of courage especially losing someone you deeply loved 🥺
I wish moms were immortal though.
I wish parents in general would be immortal
Well it'd be a shitty life to live being immortal
Burada size rastlayacagimi düşünmemiştim. Gel bir daha dinle ⭐
No don't, Not all parents are good.
this song reminds me of my mom because she is drugaddicted and wasn't their for my siblings but specially for me and my younger sister because we really didn't have been around her a lot and I known when I graduate in 2017 she want be their to see me walk the stage
Aaliyah Moore it's ok man
Aaliyah Moore make her listen to this song
NF is about the strongest person I have ever seen after sitting down and crying he continues to try to go on.
I get goosebumps every time i play this, i can really feel the strong emotions that he has whilst singing.
4:30 both nf and his fans are amazing ❤️
Beautiful song.... loss for words
Even after all that's happened to this guy
He's still believes 😔
True Cristian ✊
Can you imagine how hard it is for him to rap this song, live? He has been through so much! It's amazing how much he has grown. And, his music is the best thing in my life, its kept me alive at times. I can tell this was really hard for him to rap... But, he keeps being a king and keeps doing amazing!!
NF:Music is the only place I can go to speak to you
Me:Wow ok
He actually performed this... Wow.... Respect
You can hear him start to get emotional and he holds back
IK this video is very old but, you can hear the real pain in his voice and how it cracks while he is trying to get through the song. My respects to NF I love his music and he is the first artist I have seen in a while that his music is real, there is a message with every song and he doesn’t have to pretend like others. Love this song. NF is my favorite rapper and I honestly look up to him.💚🤙🖤
Dont cry NF
We love you❤
I think my heart just shattered. This makes me rethink everything I've ever done or ever wanted to do
Sometimes we never truly move on from that one person who shook our world.
i wanted to cry watching this:(
This is so emotional
He's so amazing for fucks sake he didn't deserve all that pain
Wow this is so beautiful NF keeps it so real I cried at the end
I don't know if you'll ever see this Nate but I wanted to say something:
YOUR MOM IS PROUD OF YOU AND YOU ARE SUCH AN AMAZING PERSON WHO GIVES US ALL THE HOPE WE NEED !!!!!
I know you have or had suicidal thoughts, but you're life is so prescious! You deserve to be happy💛
It breaks my heart even more when I whatch it live😢
I wish every addicted parent would listen to this song and realize that what they are doing hurt their children so much.
Love this song. Always makes me cry. Real music, true emotions.
Is it just me that gets chills when I hear this nc it's just really hits in the right spot
I was not expecting him to play the last part live but I think he uses that to sit down and take a little breather and reflect on his emotions because performing this song live must be really hard.
swear this songs gets to me everytime I hear IT much love from the home state #Michigan
This man deserve the world 🌍
This broke my heart every time I hear it , mann that's hard !!
The darkness behind these words must tear at him when he preforms this live I feel like he is hurting when he performs this song even in the video rn while he’s singing u can easily see he’s struggling the way he’s taking off his hat props and courage he’s got true courage to sing this scar he has
When he said "pills got you right" with the back track at the end I cried
His music makes me realize I nice my life is, people have it way worse. Love you nf.
I still can’t get over the fact that they made him perform this song like if they knew it was hard for him why make him perform it 🥺
And who ever did make him perform this we need to have a talk 😤
truthful rapper never dies
Love u NF
This was way harder to watch than his music video.. Never thought anything would top that, but here I am at 3 am a comple mess. I must have heard this song over 50 times, by far the most I've cried.
Love this song so much! Thank you for posting.
If I was at an NF concert I would sing my heart out to this song in benefit to his mum stay strong nathan ❤
Aww I love him so much he needs more than he receives like He's framing CRYING my babyyy 😭😭😢😢
He has real courage to sing such a sad song I would not be able to do this real respect for him
NF dope artist
His songs are soooo strong, deep, meaningful, and full of emotions and pain. It must be really hard for him to perform this live...
NF I can honestly relate to this was a song that hit me so hard..... great song NF hope u r doing okay
I wish I could've gone to one of his concerts, but I missed it. He is so real and genuine. One of my favorite artist. ❤️
1:07 that voice crack, i just heard the pain he feels for that song😭
every single time he sits down and sings "the picture in my room...and it kills me", I start sobbing...🥺
Thus song hits me in my heart
I just wanna hold him and break down with him!!! 😭😭💔💔💯💯