Leaving The Sheriffs Office. This Was A Hard Decision, But It Is What’s Best For Our Family.
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- Опубликовано: 6 сен 2024
- This is one of the hardest decisions I’ve ever had to make in my life. I have tried so hard over the past year to do both jobs. I have prayed to God multiple times and I feel this is what direction he is leading me.
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Brandon & Stephanie Eddy
Leighton, Addison, Kayson, Braylee
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Brandon, thank you for your service to your community. Your service to your community will not end once you leave the Sheriff's Department. Your community will change, but you will be serving in a different capacity.
❤️🍍😎🤙🌴🥥🌺🌈❤️
Thank you for your service officer bless
How are you going 5o live with no income, is your wife the reason your quitting?
Thank you for your service Officer Eddy. Brandon, thank you for this heartfelt video. I am happy you and Stephanie followed the signs you were given. Seems like law enforcement officers these days are doing their job under a microscope. Long story short, I am very happy that Stephanie will be able to sleep at night with you next to her and not worrying every time she hears sirens. You are a humble man Brandon, just know you have made a difference in your country. Much love to the Eddy family. Can't wait to see what you have in the plans for your farm.
If leaving bothers you badly with law enforcement needing officers so badly perhaps you can go back. Especially if you realize that you’ve made a mistake. I wish you the best.
It's not a mistake, it's a answered prayer , God will never lead you down a wrong path. Being in God's will , is also NEVER a mistake. Let's pray God calls young women & men to serve and protect their county , and praise God the EDDYS are in the will of God. ❤
We are so proud of you Brandon !! I for one am glad that you will not have to put your life in danger any longer.. Your Children need their father for many more years to come... And what you are training them to do now is much more important than being a Deputy sheriff.... Your children will look up to you for making this important decision ! I am so thank full that Stephanie is in agreement with you... I kinda know her relief that she won't have to stay up at night wondering if you will come home to her.... Be your self Brandon... You are not turning your back on anyone... if they are your true friends they totally understand.. and probably wish they were able to do what you are doing !!
You will succeed .. Keep your eyes on Jesus and love on those babies !!
AMEN!❤
Pamela Riley, you put into words what I was feeling but couldn't write. I am so happy for the family that Brandon will be there for many years for his family without the added danger of being an officer. I have 2 grandsons in that field and I worry about them every day. Thank you Brandson for your service to your fellow man. I think you made a very heart wrenching decision, but I feel it is the right one with God's Blessings.
Amen!
Good luck Brandon. Being a LEO is more work and stressfull than people realize especially putting your life on the line with "special operations" and K-9. Be strong man. There is no dishonor to being a full time father to your children and being there for your wife. Farm life and homesteading is hard enough without the added stress of dealing with criminals and drug enforcement. God bless❤🙏
Yes, you’re 100% right
Brandon, Bless your heart for being upset but we all understand. You were dedicated and loyal during the time you served, and you served your community well. Congratulations on making a decision for the well-being of you and your family. God Bless you Brandon!
Eddy Family, we all enjoy supporting you because it is enjoyable to know it is safe to watch a family who follows the Lord withOUT cursey words! It is heartening to see parents guiding their children using the light of Christ and teaching them what honesty, integrity, and other positive attributes mean and how to practice these worthwhile values!! Know if you keep God in your and Stephanie’s decisions, He assures everyone He will NOT forsake us, but will guide us, if our hearts and minds are listening for the answers!! May you be blessed as you go forward in your new journey!! ❤
Call thank you so much. We greatly appreciate all the support watching her channel. Hope you have a great evening.
These days there is no amount of money or benefits to be an officer . Trust in god 🙏
Standing in prayer that God is going to unfold more for you, Brandon Stephanie, and your family. Many are praying
I left my job too. It was hard I cried, I knew it was the best thing to do I left my job Help my husband with our Construction Company and I know what you are saying when it was my dream job too. Our children was out on their own. With me leaving my job it released stress from my husband. You are doing this for your children and your wife and for your sanity, and safety you in a dangerous profession. You have a beautiful family and they truly need you. No amount of money could ever replace you.🩵
Well said
I don't know if anyone knows this about capitalize G when referring to the one and only God of most high Yaweh otherwise the lower g refers to demons gods.. it's in the Bible in Leviticus and Deuteronomy. I hope this helps😊
I guess there's no money in being an officer. No not all that much it takes the Heart of Jesus to be a police officer. Not just to speak of all I'm thankful to God and blah blah blah but a true person who's willing to stand up keep his community safe. I guess sometimes that can be lost when you decide that taking handouts from people online becomes worth more to you and your dreams and your goals. Then doing what God calls you to do.
I'm not sure if it's normal to be proud of a person I've never met,BUT I'm very proud of you Brandon ❤
I don't know why you should be so proud of a guy who gave up a job helping to protect the community to make videos on RUclips and beg money I watched people send him money bicycles money animals and he decided to beg off of RUclips make videos but you know what this too shall come to an end everything does y'all remember Beanie Babies RUclips will come and go I promise you to bigger and better and then maybe you can open a church and be a pastor and beg money that way nobody wants you to work harder than a police officer God put you in a place to protect your community and you turned your back to go make money off of Old widow woman on RUclips? You serve a different God than I do dude
I was not expecting this news so soon, but I'm not surprised either. The sheriff's office will be missing a fine deputy. Congratulations on your retirement, Brandon!
I'm so proud of you, Brandon. I admire you so much, also, for your strong Faith, and letting God lead you to do His will. I know, and saw how hard it was to leave the SO. It took several tissues to watch this video. You were so dedicated to your work, and you are to your family also. I'm look forward to what God has planned for you, and your family, and the farm. I've been watching you from the beginning, when Daniel told us to go ck out your channel. I continue to pray for all of you. I love you all!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤ God bless.
Thank you so much. Thank you for showing all your support to our channel in our family. We greatly appreciate it. Hope you have a wonderful night.
What a difficult thing to do after being there 8 years. Best to you and the family
@@EddyFamilyFarm did your Mom Die
I am crying happy and sad tears for you Brandon, You have made a tremendous contribution to your LEO community. THANK YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE. One day at a time, One step at a time.
Thank you and thanks for watching
You will always be a brother of the blue. God has a plan for you and your family, Brandon. Thank you, Brandon! Go be with your family and enjoy them. 💙❤💙❤ Walk in the light and be guided by faith.
I was touched by Addison’s loving summary. For being so young she is very eloquent.
She has your back Officer Brandon.
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Brandon you and Stephanie are wonderful people. You didn’t walk away from your job , you are walking into the job that you were intended for, and that is your wife and kids. Congratulations on your decision for being with your family. God will see you through these times.
I have so much respect for you as a cop and a person brandon thank you for everything
Thank you for your service Officer Eddy! 🇺🇸 The community sure lost a good one. Great things will come your way. 🙏
Congratulations 🎉
I know how you feel.. I retired 3 yrs ago and it was the best decision I’ve made for me and my family.. You won’t regret it..
Stepping out on Faith. So scary and SO rewarding ❤
Yes you’re right it’s definitely scary but you never know until you try it. Hope you have a great week
Congratulations Brandon! Thank you for your service in your area. Take care and enjoy your family and the animals ❤️. God Bless you and your family.
Brandon you are a complete asset to your department and Thank you for being a great role model to those in your county and your children. God bless you
What a beautiful testimony of your service BRANDON !!!!! Brandon, when my husband retired early.. I was scared.. he was too but we knew it was Gods will for our life... I won't tell you it was easy... it was not.. we had ups and downs and and sometimes we questioned if we had done the right thing... but we persevered .. we continued on, depending on God to see us through.. and He Did !! Brandon God has given all his believers a promise that He will never leave us... He will always be here for us... Times might get hard.. but you know what.... being true believers it only brings us closer to each other and to God.. Your children will look up to you .. hang in there... I have a feeling that our Lords return is going to happen faster than anyone even knows... Raising your kids in God .. staying close to the land being self supporting and growing your own food and raising your animals.. one is closer to God in a garden than anywhere else on earth... We love you all !!!
Congratulations Brandon! Yes it’s hard to say “see you later” to one family, but you have another family to fill that void. Thank you for your service 👮♂️ sir. Just Trust in God he will not lead you astray! Blessing, The Dempsey’s ❤
Congratulations Brandon, I hope you cut yourself some slack,you have risked your life for your community and have had many success stories,be proud of what you have done because you have not let anyone down and enjoy this next chapter of your life.
I cried right along with you Brandon and wish you the very best in what God has for you and your family.
As long as we seek God and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. Ahmain!
I also wanted to thank you for your service. And you're absolutely right, things are going to get a lot uglier. I'm glad you got out, even though it was hard. Just keep your fellow comrades in your prayers as the Bible specifically states that. Shalom and blessings to you and your family. 👮
If God lead you to it, He will see you through it! Blessings and thank you for your service!❤️🙏🏻🇺🇸
Amen GOD will indeed.
Thank you for your service in protecting the community. I wish you well with this new adventure in your life! Blessings to you and your family!
Thank you i greatly appreciate it
Wow Brandon!!!! I never expected this. But I truly respect your decision and it is a very important one especially for you and your family. God Bless you and your family and as your homestead grows. Hugs and lots of prayers are always with you and your loving family!!! 💖💕💘💞🥰🙏🏻🕊🙏🏻🕊🙏🏻🕊🙏🏻🕊🙏🏻🕊🙏🏻🕊🙏🏻🎉🌹🌹🌹🌹
Man I shed so many tears watching this video! Sad tears for what your leaving behind but also joyful tears for what is in your future!! May god bless you and your family! We love you! Thank you for your service, Sir!
Thank you and thank you so much for watching. Hope you have a great week.
Congratulations Brandon on the next Journey in your life. I believe you did get many Signs from God, that it was time to leave the Deputy Sheriffs office. Thank you for your dedicated service to your Community. As others have remarked, you will still serve your community with your Wife and Children. There were times in my life I've had direction from God through prayer, when I need to change paths in life
Brandon there were times when you seemed totally exhausted. Stephanie, you and your Children will develop your lives deeper and richer together. I sorry you cannot keep Max your canine partner. Hopefully he will get another great human partner..
YOu would never be a bad or dirty cop. You are dedicated to helping people get back on the straight path.
I love your Videos, and sharing all of your projects on the farm.
You have developed your RUclips Career. It is sad to have to leave your dream job as Deputy Sheriff, but as they saying goes, One door closes and another door opens.
Stephanie, You Brandon and your sweet children will be able to share more and develop so much more together.
It is great you have fellow officers who love and appreciate you too Brandon.
I worked for 16 years at Stanley tools here in Wichita Falls Tx it was a hard decision but my health was not good had many surgeries it has been twenty five years since I retired no one gave me nothing but my heart was with Jesus he lead me the way I never regret it I get ssi now an I have lupus so bad it was the immune disorder praying 🙏 for you all
Don't blame you for resigning. It's a dangerous job. Too many crazy people out there. We see it on the News every day the horrible things that people do to other human beings for no reason. Take care and enjoy your new days, probably much safer!
If your job is causing you more stress than joy that it’s time to leave. I wish you well on your life journey.
Prayers to you and your family. Now stepping into your next chapter.
We so happy for you. We're thankful for your service, your channel, your family and Christian testimony. I'm so glad God has guided and given you peace for this transition . God bless you all.
Brandon, blessing to you and your family on your journey. Yah's blessing's. Thank you for your service for protecting us.
BRANDON, GOD WALKS NEXT TO YOU EVERY DAY OF YOUR LIFE. I WILL PRAY FOR YOU ESPECIALLY HARD TODAY. NATIONAL PRAYER DAY BTW. 🙏🏻 OUR LIVES ARE IN HIS HANDS. GOD BLESS YOU SON. ❤
Congratulations Brandon! God works in special ways. Cherish your memories & make the best of making new memories with your special family! Love you guys!
Thank you for your service. You are an amazing husband and father and the whole family will benefit you being home. Has Max gone to a new handler ? I wish everyone well.
Congratulations!! Your family will love having you home all the time Brandon. ❤❤
I can’t imagine how hard it would be to choose between your wife & kids and your brothers in blue. Bless you. It’s amazing to see a man not afraid to show his emotions. Praying for you.
Thank you
Congratulations on your next journey so glad you will spend time with your family and all the animals
Congradulaionsand Thank You for your service Brandon may you prosper in all you do.
B, you and Daniel are such good role models. All of America should be watching your channels.
I know that this is hard but in northern Wisconsin we lost two officers by a shooting and when I heard about it I thought of you and wanted to ask for you to be safe. I prayed a lot to have God to keep you safe.
Thanks for your service Brandon. It was always nice knowing you were out patrolling the community my Mom lives in. This video brought me to tears. I remember when I left the sheriff's office many years ago. Worked for the same Sheriff for 12 years and leaving was the hardest decision I ever made so I know how you feel. I know God will bless you in the years to come!
Just found you all, sounds like you are on the right path. Thank you for your service. Be safe and go and enjoy your family and critters, God has your back now.
Thank you and thanks for watching
Thank you Brandon for your service. This next chapter of your life is going to be amazing and you will be blessed more than you can imagine. Sky’s the limit!!❤🙏🏻
I felt last week that this was coming! You are the third law enforcement officer I that I have followed on RUclips to leave their profession because of their success on their family channel. Arms, Daniel, Jerime Sousa, Good Simple Living and now you! I'm so happy you now have more time with the family!!!!
I am in tears of joy and sadness!
I know it was a tough decision for you and Steph, but spending time raising godly kids and good citizens is an honorable thing and you two are on the right track. God’s blessings on you and your family.
Officer Brandon, life is full of surprises and there is a time for everything whether we plan it or if it just comes walking in. Being a LEO in America seems very stressful, well that's what we see and hear on the news of course. Take care of yourself and your family and be happy always 🙏🙏🙏
You have left a good reputation, so if you ever have to go back the job will be there. Some people are jealous so just continue to spread God’s love.
Thank you Brandon that you got to follow your dream to help your community by being a Sheriffs Deputy. God brought you to this point. Your healthy, no injuries. Now you can start your next chapter by being at home with the family and make videos. May God Bless you and your family. Thank you for sharing with us you extended family. Enjoy life.
Congratulations Brandon. Your family needs you now to be home. Sending prayers to y’all.
you are doing the right thing because it could save your life. your wife and children are going to be proud of you.
Thank you for your service to your community Brandon....the Lord is guiding you to spend more time with your Lovely Family and the Lord has given you the means to do so....On ward to adventures to come....🥰
THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME SERVED WITH THE SHERIFF'S OFFICE ❤😊💯🙏 That was a Beautiful speech given by dispatch, the poem as well. Frame them 💯❤️
Congratulations, Brandon! I'm certain it was a tough decision to leave law enforcement! Thank you for your service to your community! Go home and enjoy your family and farm!
I took a while to watch this. I commend you. Life is too short to not take this chance. I lost my husband of 40 years June of 2022 to cancer. He was 62. He had worked 6 days a week for 30 years. We had saved and managed to buy 7 acres in the country in 2020. Our plan was to retire there. Now my plan is to get water and electric to it so I can move my daughter and her family to it.
I am so glad you are doing this now. God led you to this point, He will lead you through it.
You do what you have to do for you and your family.I will always watch your RUclips channel.Pray for more watchers to join and raise your numbers.GOD BLESS🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️
I FELT EVERY EMOTION YOU FEEL RIGHT DOWN TO MAMA . MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND ALL OF YOUR FAMILY. MAY RUclips BRING ''FAMILIES TOGETHER''.AMEN
Thank You for your Service Brandon. God Bless You and the family...With God as your leader you will not fail...Let's do this...Much Love
Brandon…I just want to say that I’m a born again Christian too. I watch your channel a lot and I KNOW you’re a good man…if you weren’t, I would not have subscribed. All good things must end. Be thankful you were a success on your job, and I thank you for your service. Do you know how many law enforcement officers, and others, are envious of your decision and ability to do this? I’m sure more than you know. I’m so happy for you because you can now be home with your wife and children, and there WILL be LOTS of work for you. God bless you in your new endeavor. 🇺🇸❤️🇺🇸
You may want to chat with Daniel Arms. He also went through stuff too. Be proud of what you have accomplished! Hold your head up and be with your wonderful family ! I will continue to watch you. What a wonderful send off from dispatch !
But Daniel has over 700 thousand subscribers and doesn't have 4 young children to feed and with no health insurance! I will pray for those babies.
Every time I hear an officers last 10-7 it makes me cry, mostly because I know the streets will be a lot less safe without that officer working them. Thank You for your service Brandon.
You asked and God answered. You have made a difficult but the right decision. Your family will be well taken care of. Stephanie and the kids are so proud of you and what you accomplished in law enforcement. The friendship, camaraderie and respect that you have with your fellow officers will continue to sustain you as you move forward. Congratulations and God bless you Brandon
I know you don’t know me whatsoever but I sat here and cried and you signed off for the last time. My heart goes out to you but I know God will have your back now. Thank you for your service. Susan/Ohio
Well, thank you so much for showing your support to my family. Greatly appreciate it. Hope you have a wonderful evening.
Brandon, God always has a plan for each of us. You follow your heart. You know what God is telling you to do. Go be with your family. It's the right thing to do and you can feel that deep down. Don't feel bad for doing what is right. My heart hurts for you, I am praying for you and your family. Much love from Florida.
Proud of you Brandon. You will do great.
We know your strong and we know your a hard working man. Just never give up on anything. Your a great dad and you take great care of your family
My son in law left a 20 year law enforcement job and works for a bicycle and vehicle rental company in his hometown now... His wife had to get a job... but they are happier than they have ever been in years... God is good all the time, and you will prosper....❤
I know is a very hard decision, but God is with you, I am a Christian and talk to God also you are a very good special person and a great husband and father, take care my friend and God Bless you and family, 🙏🙏 very proud of what you achieved...❤❤❤❤❤❤
Brandon, today you changed from full time service to your community to serving your family full time. Best of luck. Enjoy!
Bitter sweet time. Congratulations on the next chapter of the life of your family. I understand your mixed emotions. I decided to retire due to medical issues. Feelings of guilt leaving other whom had depended on me. Feeling guilty for not working after working since I was 14. Feeling lost for what to do next. Brandon, praying and talking to Stephanie was and is the best course of action. I commend you. I’ll continue to pray for your safety. God has great things ahead for you and your family.
WOW 😢 I'm a grown man and this video has brought tears to my eyes, these days in law enforcement are getting more intense many of my friends have retired or transferred to a smaller dept, from my wife and I we wish you success in your next chapter in life with family I think when GOD SENDS messages we need to listen Good luck Brandon, steffanie and family I will continue to watch every video like I've been doing since the beginning GOD BLESS YOU 🙏
Oh thank you so much for your kind words Robert it is definitely changing really quick. Thanks for watching. Hope you have a great week.
@@EddyFamilyFarm God Bless you and your family
Thank you,Brandon "For You're Service"🙏🖤💙🖤💙🖤💙🖤💙🖤💙 God be with you & you're family🙏🙏
God gave all of us discernment. You listened and obeyed, and your family will be better because of it. Father God put a hedge of protection around the Eddy family. May your Holy Spirit lead in all of their lives. Father God let their hearts be filled with love and joy and no regrets because you Father gave him a new journey. Jesus, thank you for what you did on the cross for all who know and serve You in Jesus Christ name I pray amen 🙏 ⚔️🧡
Thank you for your service as a LEO. Please continue to enjoy your family time and life. I am looking forward to seeing more adventures with EFF.
You are starting a new chapter in your life. You are not turning your back on your team. You will always have many of them as friends. Change isn't easy but it can bring about beautiful things.
Well, thank you so much for your kind words with greatly appreciate it. I hope you have a wonderful evening.
Thank you for the time and sacrifices that you have made over the years. That you were willing to work in a career that has such great demands speaks well of your character.
You speak of praying, talking it over with Brandi, and weighing the things that are balancing in your life.
Change is a sure thing as we go through life making decisions.
I am sure that as you and the family move ahead in following this decision, you will find the Lord walks with you. I, and others, will be supporting you all in the ways we can individually, whether prayers, finances, materials, and/or labor. Most of all I'll be PRAYing! ... listening for the Holy Spirit to call your name and lead me in prayers.
God's pathway is best. It is the narrow way. Well done good and faithful servant is what we should be all be striving for
Brandon never apologize for leaving the force❤ you protected your community and served others❤ now it's just time you serve your family full time. With your background you could always pick up some private security detail if you ever chose. Congratulations🎉
When my husband came home and told me after almost 29 years of service, that he was retiring from the dept., I about "killed" him. It has been over 25 years now. We have moved, he had a life-threatening illness, he has been up and down and around about many things, but retiring was not one of them. He always used to say, "it was my job, which I loved and was good at, but it was not my life". Enjoy your down time, keep busy, have hobbies, invest, and enjoy the rest of your life. Thank you for your service.
I've never been so happy and sad at the same time for someone. Congratulations, and thank you for your service! ❤ Bigger and better things for you! 😊
The way I think of it is "Family First" Everything else will fall into place. You have the faith and Time now. 💜💜💜
As one door closes,another one opens. God bless ❤
I have a friend that told me "you will know when you are ready". I stayed 3 years past retirement age, and one morning I just woke up and said it's time. I am not saying it wasn't hard, because it was, but I do not regret leaving my job. I believe you will find that you feel the same. God bless you Brandon. ❤🤗✝
THANK YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE BRANDON.
The best is yet to come...
God bless you & your sweet family❤❤
Brandon, When the thought of letting your second family down, deflect those thoughts to positive thoughts: your children need you, your wife needs you today, tomorrow, a year from now…. You, Steph and your children will have a better life for your decision. I wish you and your family nothing but the best of the best. Good job Brandon. Good job Steph. Good job kids.
To close: Steph, CONGRATULATIONS!! This will be an adjust for you and the kids also. But a a good adjustment. My thoughts and prayers are with you all. I wish you peace.✌️🙏🙏✌️🙏🙏
Well, thank you so much for your kind words with greatly appreciate it. I hope you have a wonderful evening.
Congratulations Brandon I’m sure God will watch over your family and you will excel in all you do Love ❤❤🙏🙏 I fill like it was a true sine from above 100% I will continue watching your family’s channel 😊
From one brother law enforcement office to another, Congrats! DO what your heart tells and stay strong!!!!!!!!!!!!! God Bless and keep the faith!
Thank you for your years of service. Congratulations on your hard decision. God bless you and your family❤❤❤
I’m happy, sad, nervous and excited all at the same time! You were such an amazing officer and showed so many people what a good officer looks and acts like. Thank you for your service, I can only imagine how much you will be missed in your community.❤
May you find your new life venture all that fills your heart and family. Be blessed. 🌻❤️🌻
You will always be a shining star. Thank you for your service (and keeping the bad people away from us. That was so sweet.) God is so good. I look forward to watching your videos with you less tired and hopefully just more videos. ❤
I am with you brother and I understand what you’re feeling and going through. For months afterwards I found myself missing most of the people I worked with but I don’t miss the environment and admin. I also cried when I resigned and retired, so there’s no shame. You give so much of yourself into the job, trying to save the world from themselves, battering against the pricks, fighting for the truth and finding the right. You keep your head up. Stay strong. Follow your course. Fight the good fight. Take a win for your family and your future. Love you guys. Love you brother.
I could tell you are a man of God by the way you treat your wife and kids and animals you are a good listener
Congratulations to you Brandon!! God bless you and your family.
My Brother was a Police Officer all his life. Retired from Sheriff's Dept. I know your feelings your going through. He had to Retired due Heart issues. But he loved his job and I know you did too. God Bless You!
Thank you for your years of service!
Thank you for your service . You had to make a tough decision but you do what is best for you and your family. I love watching you and your family on your farm. And ill be following you on this new adventure. God bless y'all. Lots of love and prayers from Anna in Iowa.
It is hard stepping out of this system that has had us under their thumb but I have found God has always been there when I needed something. I did try twice to go back and was so unhappy and knew I was not supposed to continue this work after 30 years. Will be praying for y'all.