a playlist for night studies (dark academia)
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TIMESTAMPS / (composer/s) [performer/s]
00:00 wong chia chi's theme 'piano version' (alexandre desplat) [jessie black]
03:42 memories in the drizzle (nowt)
08:17 mariage d' amour (paul de senneville) [toms mucenieks]
13:21 canon in d 'version 1' (pachelbel) [ibi]
17:22 at night we fly (nowt)
21:05 reflections (toshifumi hinata) [pianothek]
23:14 i giorni (ludovico einaudi) [rafael zacher]
29:01 la dispute (yann tiersen) [piano time]
31:20 ctrl + s (ibi)
38:00 ballade (luke faulkner)
40:51 let the sea take it away (nowt)
45:39 togetherless (franz gordon)
49:23 nocturne op. 27 no. 2 (chopin) [kassia]
55:13 sorrow in the forest (nowt)
58:00 gnossienne no. 4 (erik satie) [paul barton]
01:01:29 repeat ↺
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Ahhh, I love all of these so much, though they are emotional, and will certainly drive me to chocolate. Alas. Thank you. 💖
_ctrl + s (ibi)_
I loved it.
Thank you so much. Always. For you time, pacience, care, everything. 💚💚
i just found this playlist & it is perfect for finishing off my floristry assignment! the pieces & songs make me imagine i'm a student of botany in the 18th century & i'm compiling my list of flowers & plants i've discovered 🥲
edit: also, i adore the sorrow in the forest piece, but i can't find anything on it! or the composer 😞 where did you find it/is the composer's name actually nowt? because i can't find anything on that besides slang 🥲 regardless, tysm for making this amazing playlist! ♥
It's currently 12.21 a.m here. I am pulling an all nighter for my last exam of 12th grade tomorrow. After the exam, i won't be a school student anymore. I don't know why but i'm having this overwhelming feeling. Currently i am listening to this playlist and thinking about all the memories i've made with my fellow classmates throughout the years. Honestly, i wish i never grew up.
good luck with your graduation, i hope you have a bright future. :]
hey, are you isc/cbse? if yes, me too! i know what you're feeling. i have also been feeling out of place and a part of me is still coming to terms with high school ending. everything in the future seems so bleak and uncertain at the moment. these past two years have been difficult for me, mental health wise and since i changed school post 10th grade, i don't have any memories in the last two years. sometimes i just reminisce about the how life was before and how life is now. i'll probably never be so close to a place that i could associate as an actual home, ever. I went too deep. All the best
I graduated 12th grade about 2 years ago. I had similar feelings to you, especially the nostalgia and feeling like I'd lost something (especially bc the pandemic cut that year short). But so far, my experience being an adult has been amazing. Its not amazing for everyone and its definitely what YOU make of it bc you have so much more control over your life. I realized that as an adult I can be just as silly and have just as much fun as when I was kid but now I have even more freedom, better control over my emotions and reactions, and the ability to make my life whatever I want to be. You will make so many more fun memories in the next few years and the rest of adulthood! don't forget to notice them as they happen!!
Honestly, I'm studying for my second last exam tomorrow, and I can totally relate to your feelings. I have this playlist saved for whenever I want to study at night, and at this time, this is bringing back so many memories. I just can't believe we grew up so fast. All I want is to go back. Anyway, best of luck for your endeavours!
I wish you good luck in adulthood 🤍 You don’t have to grow up, just stay like a child inside your soul 😉
To anyone studying, good luck! Do your best and celebrate the little victories of finishing some readings or solving a math problem. It may be a long road, but even a small step is a step nonetheless. Don't forget to take the occasional break and take care of yourself and others.
To anyone drawing, have fun! It's easy to compare your art and skill to others, but try to enjoy what you can do and the uniqueness of your art. Draw what makes you happy and in the style you enjoy, even if that style changes from time to time. :)
To anyone writing, whether for fun or professionally, good luck as well. Hopefully you can create some phrases or words that fit perfectly and flow like inky water through the landscape of your piece.
To anyone sleeping, sweet dreams. Hopefully you can fall asleep quickly and awake marvelously refreshed.
To anyone relaxing, may you have a good period of rest. Hopefully you can enjoy your time of reflection or decompression.
To anyone who's having a hard time or struggling, which I'm sure is many of us, hang in there. Things may be dark for a long time, but the stars are still there. Try to find those glimmers of light, those happy moments or times when things work out better than usual, and hang on to them. You're loved. :)
To anyone, have a good day. Be kind to others and yourself. ✨
Thank you ♥️
@@julia2453 You're welcome ☺
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Thank you, currently studying for geography :)
tysm i wish the best for you too !!
- Imagine that people who lived in these times mostly heard their favourite opera/ song/ filcharmony only like one or three times in their entire lives.
You stole this comment from a different video. Seriously, make your own original ideas.
@@user-ox2bk8vb8o stfu its a good comment
😂😂@@user-ox2bk8vb8o
Yea, the privilege ones
Just imagine how rich you would have had to be to have background music💀
Effort has results.
❤
나의 노력이 배신하지 않듯이 남의 노력도 배신하지 않기에 더욱 노력하며 살아가야겠습니다.
sadly but not always
There are always results. He didn't specify whether the results are good or bad @@Kurapkaa
@@KurapkaaIt's always, All things that exist in this world are due to the law of cause and effect. So no matter how small the effort you make, there will always be consequences, even though they are very small. This is also my motivation to do various things, because I am a lazy person and want everything instantly. My understanding of cause and effect changed me for the better
To everyone who's studying with this music:
Checklist:
• A bottle of water, at least 1liter. Your brain works better if it has enough water and drinking helps you to concentrate💧
• Your charger. You sometimes don't even notice that your device's battery is going down, so better have it plugged in all the time🔋
• Your headphones. You will be able to focus more with headphones, because it blocks background noises. Also, if it's a late night study session, you won't wake up anyone🎧
• a tea or coffee. Coffee keeps you awake, green or black tea can make you feel more awake as well.☕
• Your study/work stuff: your laptop/tablet/phone , a few pens, paper or whatever you need.⌨
•Anything else you could need, what about a heat pad, a blanket, a good lamp, your pet so you have a study buddy 🐈
Reminder:After an hour, you should stand up and walk a bit around. Better stop the music or put on different music for the break. Open your window, even if it's cold outside. Fresh air will make it better, trust me.
You could also lay your head down on your desk for ten minutes and listen to a podcast. Or, if you have to read a book, listen to the audiobook of it. You can also listen to the audiobook while doing another thing, that's even better than listening to music while reading the book.
I hope y'all had a good day, if not, that's okay too. Remember to take care of yourself and try to get some sleep tonight 😴🧸
(This comment isn't originally mine, but I think it can help a lot of people :))
Last one: stop reading comments
@@Loup12358 No bc yes
Thanks, friend.
Thanks you're a real one C:
better
The dark academia community is so beautiful... It makes you feel peaceful even in the hardest times ❤️
dark academia feels like a family ✨
It feels like safe heaven ♥️♥️♥️
fr 💜✨
@@paulahuguet1636 dark academia is family
Thank you, I feel connected and belonging to somewhere for once now.
To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life. 🙏
love u
And to anyone who’s NOT reading this, go to hell (/s)
thank you so much I really needed this
bless u ❤
Thx
To everyone who's studying right now. Hope u have a bright future! NEVER GIVE UP. All the best 💜
i'm so happy i got the maturity to understand how beautiful classical music is.
what you just said
Same💖
You dont need maturity, just sensitivity. Take it from me, they dont always go hand in hand....
Most of this is not actually from classical composers, they are mostly contemporary.
Cartoons did it for me. Blue Danube and the Unfinished Symphony were a few of the many cartoon symphonies I was introduced to at a young age. Fantasia was used as a lullaby for my kids. (Myself also).
I've been procrastinating a lot lately and I've been really stressed because of schoolwork. I've been looking for a playlist and this really helped me. I got some work done so thank you!
yay!! good job :) i'm so proud of you!
You do great :>
Same!
Facts!!!! This playlist deserves so much more credit for my good grades this term lol. And great job on your work!
Heh heh, know what that feels like!
people who like dark academia seem to be so nice, looks like a giant family who helps each other to achief your own goals
whoever's reading this, stay determined. life can be hard sometimes but you got this!
Thanks!!!
My playlist goes from the softest of classical to the heaviest of metal. Don't let anyone tell you you need to just like one genre; music is music and it helps in ways unimaginable.
If you're reading this, keep going. You will make it to where you want and/or need to be. I believe in you
thank you so much for your kindness i wish you all the best 🤍
@@saysay4763 You're welcome! Thank you too, I hope you have an amazing journey in life.
fr my music taste is all over the place
@@divyaa4459 same bro, from sabaton and metallica to 80s, to some pop songs and then chopin and dimitri shostakovich
Thanks man, I've always been a fan of heavy and thrash metal. However, sometimes, even I feel like winding up and listening to these songs, I always felt afraid of what my fellow metalheads would think. Ik, it sounds silly but it affected me negatively. However, I've come to terms with my music taste and now I listen to anything I want without the fear of being judged.
Sometimes I like to imagine that I'm walking through a city, alone, feeling the wind on my face... Feeling complete, happy and free. But when the music stops, I remember that the melody just made me daydream and that reality is totally antagonistic.
main character energy. go u
Yeah I feel that exact same way constantly. Stuff like this helps me escape.
But you can make this reality come true if you wish ! Never give up of your dreams !
Nothing stopping you from putting on headphones or earbuds and walking around a city, no? Make your dream a reality!
I feel close to people when I read their comments. It feels like a part of their life story is developing in my mind..so beautiful to listen such a great music and get lost in someone else's memories.
To everyone doing their homework, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus.
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is sad, grab a snack, have some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your creation looks terrific. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
These are not my words but spread them and copy paste
It's late at night, I'm doing my schoolwork in the light of candles, because the power is out after a huge storm that came few hours ago. Everything is so calm now, the whole town is dark and quiet, it feels like being the only conscious person far and wide. I'm a little tired, so I opened my window to feel the fresh air. I really want to finish my writing tonight, hope I will be done by morning. This playlist is perfect for nights like these.
how does it feel to live my dream????
@@hariett6391 that's what I was going to say
After I read this comment , I closed my eyes and imagined I was next to you writing my stories freely, the smell of the storm still lingering in the air, at peace with me and my dreams instead of everything that I am going through now.
go to sleep for our sakes
2:10 AM studying for my finals in 2 days, this is my last semester in college it's been long 8 years, hopefully it was worth it!
to everyone studying, good luck!
how was ur final
how'd it go mate?
Super curious.. Did you pass?
how did it go
i have my finals next mon th lol. feels weird to leave college after that!
18 days left for my medical entrance test this is my 3rd and final attempt I've put everything I've got this time, recently i started to lose interest in study as the exam came close I've become more and more reluctant to study and i found this playlist and i can concentrate a lot better than before.... I'm certain this year is going to be it and I'm finally getting into med school after long efforts... I'll be taking this playlist with me for higher studies thanks to admin this helped a lot
I’m so terribly behind on my studies I’ve been so sad and unmotivated but this surprising helps a lot. Thank you.
wanted a playlist like this so bad.. thanks
Wonderful ruclips.net/video/vcLe6iGWEsg/видео.html
yoo same pfp :DD
Me too😊
@@dead7584slayy
Wish I had a radio and a non stop stream.
I do not understand how studying at night makes my mind considerably more coherent than usual, when I should instead be in a deep, restful slumber. But, however, that is the way it is.
Thank you for making such a calm, melodic playlist for us nocturnal learners.
Your body is releasing adrenaline because what you are doing is challenging. You aren't more coherent at all, you are pushing your body so hard that it's releasing the same hormones that would be needed from exercise to just sit and work.
Alhamdulillah, this is my final year as medical student and this year I want to work really hard and with honesty and I know that Allah will help me bcz He is Raheem ( merciful) in sha Allah.
In shaa allah u will pass ur exams, i hope allah bless you ❤︎︎
إذا اردت ان يبارك لك في حياتك راعي المرضى بما يرضي لله
its currently 7pm. tomorrow i have my last exam of 12th grade. And my school life ends there. I dont know what to expect next. i wasn't a student who hears to playlist for studies and all. i just normally study and go for exam. Recently i found my interest in hearing to dark academia playlist for studies, guess what...i thought i was too late but am sure i will be here again for my higher studies..may be for reading my own comment. Anyways we all are great....my school days went in a blink....haha life is so short and fast..😉
I hope you're doing well with your after school life!
hope your doing well!! loved reading your comment
I suppose you're done with 12th grade at this point, I hope you made the memories you'll need when you're alone. Good luck for College~!
To anyone who is supposed to be studying ,but is reading comments:
Please continue studying. It is for your benefit ultimately not your teachers or parents or anyone else's
did it thx
Studying at night alone meanwhile everyone is asleep in your house is my daily thing for months now but it feels lonely sometimes. thankyou for this beautiful playlist:) It'll give me good company.
It's exactly 9:00 PM, and I'm on my 25th task of algorithms and programming logic. It's a Sunday, and I need to complete 47 of these questions. According to my calculations, I'll be working until sunrise. I'm in the backyard with my laptop, listening to this musical gem!
To everyone, I wish you luck and urge you to value your time! I sleep only 4 hours a day (sometimes less), I need to work for 8 hours, and I spend an additional 4 hours at college. I spend over 3 hours a day just commuting to work and school. I know this sacrifice will bring me tangible physical and intellectual rewards. So, to all Brazilians or wherever you may be, stay focused, resilient, and as smooth as the most beautiful classical musical piece! Good night.
Boa sorte, amigo
Best wishes ❤
~A little story~
The bell in the clock tower tolls, shattering silence into icy shards. Midnight. So what if the rest of the school is slumbering in their warm beds? Nothing comes close to defeating a midnight read in a garden unbeknownst to many. A breeze sails through the air, lifting my hair. There are no words that can do justice to the shy beauty of this little secluded spot.
Just as I reach the climax of the story, a voice yells from behind the bracken. On pure instinct, I scream as well.
A boy appears from behind the shrubbery, grinning in mischief. His damp gold hair gleams under the silver moonlight. His gaze follows me intently, black diamonds cutting into me.
“Hello,” he waves.
I raise an eyebrow.
“The silent treatment already? That is a new record, even for me,” the boy muses, dropping on the grass next to me.
I merely turn to the other side, continuing to read, despite my racing heart.
“So, shall we just sit in silence? If so, I could always leave. I have more promising agendas to fulfil this fine hour.”
“Run along then,” I wave dismissively.
“And she speaks!” he announces triumphantly to the invisible crowd.
“Indeed she does, for she has a mouth like every other being,” I retort.
“Since we are on speaking terms now, I would like to know what you’re reading.”
“The Body Snatcher,” I answer.
“Oh! misseth, thou art truly a brave soul to readeth about murd’rous cadav’rs so closeth to the witching hour,” the boy exclaims.
“Oh, do drop the Shakespearan hero act. Mankind has transitioned well into the 18th Century. The 1500’s are long gone,” I sigh, internally laughing at his dramatic monologues.
“And my hypothesis is thus affirmed. You are, indeed, a bibliophile, very much so like myself,” he answers, gesturing to the book in my hand.
“Is that so?” I challenged, unable to resist the opportunity in hand.
“Very much so, yes.”
“Name the profession of Lucie Manette’s father in A Tale of Two Cities.” I shoot, narrowing my eyes playfully.
“Doctor.”
“What is Pip’s full name in Great Expectations?”
“Philip Pirrip.”
The back and forth of questions continues into the night until we have covered nearly every book the both of us have read. Somewhere in the blur of this time, we exchange names.
“Jack,” he says.
“Eda, “ I say.
At three bells, I lift myself out of his embrace on the dewed grass. As much as I wish I could stay for longer, I force myself up, else we both shall be in grave trouble.
“I should leave before Matron begins her morning rounds,” I say.
“I would tell you to stay, but if I were you, I would not wish to be subject to an angry Matron either,” he murmurs, voice rough on account of the short spell we both fell asleep.
Before I leave, he grasps my free hand.
“We need to meet once more, Eda,” he proposes in earnest.
“Midnight under Beyah’s Birch the coming Friday.”
“I shall see you there.”
“Good night, Jack.”
“Good night, Eda.”
I leave his hand and run through the dark grounds with a single name on my mind. As I enter the tower, a realisation hits me. A place that was a secret to one, is now a secret to two.
Aww I really love this! Did you make this yourself or did someone else make it? If I offended you somehow then forgive me
@@wozwald0107 Aw thank you! I wrote this. Don't worry, no offence taken :)
wow :]
beautiful just beautiful. things like these make u fall short of words
A very excellent study break, thank you!!
This playlist got me through my final year of medical school. I'm now studying for my board exam which is in 3 days, listening to this again. I'm reminded of the worries and concerns I had a year ago, particularly with regards to how everything will play out after I graduate. I'm now so close to what I set out to achieve all those years ago. A little older & a little wiser, the opportunity I've prepared for is finally here. I trust in my ability to pass this board exam and enter into the ancient order of physicians and surgeons. Wish me luck 🍀
How was the exam ? Did you pass 🤍 ?
How did it go?!🎉
I woke up at 12 and It's currently 2:39, I have gotten the motivation to study suddenly in the middle of the night so here I am 😭😭 I hope everyone here is getting a good night's sleep and enjoying their studies
U're literally me I woke up at 2:20 am feeling too much motivated but I have nothing to do I've finished all my homework it's 4:39 now and I don't know what I'm gonna do
That’s nothing, I stayed up all night reading before. I’m a big reader and sometimes I’m too wired to go to sleep so I end up reading and before I know it, the whole night has gone by. I think it has something to do with my anxiety. Or maybe it’s my caffeine intake, either way, there are nights where I stay up the whole night just reading random stories on Wattpad.
They make me feel like I'm in the 20th century. It's so classic and sophisticated, even the melody is fluid in my mind...
So true!!
@@IAmBoredBruh Yes, i hope you have a little time enjoy this song
The feelings I get from listening to these playlists/music are something I cannot explain, like it's really good bring backs memories I've never experienced, longing and looking for smthing continuesly.
Thank you ♡
Same here ♥️
It blends into the air and you think.
Now it's 2.16 a.m l will study for the next morning to an important exam ✊👩⚕️
to everyone who's studying for a final, I hope you do great and get the mark you want
Thank you 🙌
this life is so overwhelming and tiring. i wish i can listen to this while staring at the ceiling instead of studying
Im glad I’m not the only one who feels this way
same here i wish i could just close my eyes and wait till the ends of time
25 days later, ıts the exam that will decide my future.
Viel Erfolg❤️🥰
To Anyone who is staying up late studying or even if you're studying in the afternoon. Just know it's okay to fail, failing happens you just need to understand that failing does not mean that you have to give up, it's okay, it's okay to fail but what's not okay is to give up. Remember to take breaks, whether it's to get a glass/bottle of water, to eat something or to go take a nice warm/cold shower, no matter what it is just remember to always take breaks. Keep track of your physical AND mental health, it's extremely important. If you are worrying about failing remember the first thing that I wrote, and also, what's most important is that you try your absolute best. I know we don't know each other, we may be worlds apart but just know that I am so, so, so very proud of you and that I love you. Keep up the good work honey and please take care of yourself
Thank you darling i love you too
you're extremly sweet and to be honest I wanna be friend with you
To the person reading this. I know you're tired with all of this, but you should know. You did a good job. You are great. You deserve to be happy
Thank you, I did not have many people tell me that
So everyone seems to be sharing their current state, so here I go.
I was procrastinating because I haven't been feeling well recently (mental health) and so I am sitting here at 10:30 p.m beginning to study for a music exam about classical music. This playlist seemed like the right music to study for that. This whole week feels so packed with school work. I have 2 upcoming class tests, 3 normal tests and 3 presentations, which stresses me out a lot. Sometimes I whish I would have never grown up, life would be less stressful and I'd have more time with my friends.
I just hope everyone who still comes (back) to this playlist has a succesful exam or test and studying and pulling an all nighter will be worth it.
I will probably come back here a lot more in the future.
Thank you for the playlist and good luck to everyone ❤!!
good luck with all your tests and presentations!! u r gonna do it incredible, believe always in urself ;)
I procrastinate consistantly because of anxiety of meeting my own standards. At the end of the day you just have to smile let it all go and try your best. Put forth as much effort as your mental health allows and learn to do better for the next time. I hope you were successful in your exam.
Sitting in a room full of books,, it's around summer,, 4o'clock in the noon,, soft breezes making their way into the room thru the half open window,,,, and this song playing on speaker on mild volume.... 😌😌 well feels kinda Peaceful ..
sounds dreamy
"Where are we going?"
"somewhere far far away."
"How long?"
"Forever"
"Ok, lemme just finish this essay real quick"
made me giggle
I am in my room, It's already in fall, I can hear the wind from outside, it's colder, I am having tea while doing my school work. This playlist makes this scenario even better, and more calming :)
I'm delighted knowing that people from gen z -my generation- is appreciating classical music
doing chemistry at 4:35 am with this wonderful playlist on the background makes me feel it’s worth it.. thank you darling!
Classical music courses through my veins and relaxes my body... its like downing a cup of hot chocolate on a dreadfully cold day.
Exam tomorrow. Wish me luck. Happy new year everyone. Best of luck to all my fellow class 12th, we will ace this, comrades!
all the best for your board exams ✨️✨️
And I was facing spring once again. No matter how hard I try, I can never run from him, can I?
There he was again…brown t-shirt and quiet shoes. He stood there staring right at me, his thick hair swaying in the gentle breeze.
He had the most lit up and reflective eyes God ever created. Instantly took me back to the times at the rooftop of our night school. Laying over the overgrown moss on the cracked concrete as we studied the starlit sky instead of studying for our exams our young souls couldn’t help but feel thrilled.
Spring told me all about Zeus’s gift to Europa; the Canis Major.
The stars were pretty but even prettier when I was taking them in from the reflection in Spring’s bright eyes.
‘Greek Gods and their lavish gifts to fill in for their absence huh?’
-But, I’d be pretty happy with a constellation. Time isn’t always flexible. There’s so much to pursue in the long run.
Spring spoke again; ‘You’d be okay even if presents are all the company you have?’
I took my time with this question noticing the familiar edge in his voice.
-The constellation was in the shape of a bull as a reminiscence of their very first encounter. Zeus aligned it so as no one forgets their story. He wanted everyone to know how much he loved her. Can’t I appreciate the great Greek god of skies showing his love towards his mortal lover?
‘But you don’t receive my love that easily’
I felt my breath get hitched in my throat. I turned my head to the side hoping he didn’t catch it.
‘I’ll ask again. Would you ever leave me to pursue something you’ve always wanted?’
I feel myself let out a breath I didn’t know I’d been holding:-You know my answer.
‘Even when I volunteer to go with you? If only you’d agree…think of what we could have; same school, same time zone same…us’
I find myself fiddling with my billowing sleeves, looking anywhere but him:-You’ve known my answer.
I felt his burning gaze on me as he spoke next: ‘Yes, I have. I’ve known it since the day I borrowed your pencil and never gave it back hoping you’d talk to me.’
I stilled at that. He paused before continuing: ‘I’ve known it since the day I caught your eye at my game and you stared straight without returning my smile. That Valentines when I watched as you struggled to say no to your admirers as they handed over chocolates to you but handed them over to your girlfriends the moment they turned at their heels’
‘I’ve always known just how cautious you have been. Around anyone and everyone, worried you’d give your true feelings away or even hurt someone else’s feelings. I’ve watched you as you did your best to not raise anyone’s hopes at having you, be it Valentine’s or any other day. I’ve always noticed the distance you’ve placed between yourself and others, believe me because I have.’
I turned to meet his gaze. Contrary to what I assumed the eyes that were looking at me were much warmer if not concentrated. He looked at me like he couldn’t read me well.There was a frown between his arched eyebrows. My fingertips found their way as they began to work. His skin was cooled from the spring night breeze but some of the heat from his skin seeped through.
‘I’ve always stood back and watched you keep everyone at an arms distance as if you were always ready to leave to somewhere far away’ he finished watching me quietly.
-And yet you approached me repeatedly until I let you in.
I dropped my eyes to his. They were brown. Not the brown from chocolate but almost like my morning coffee; plain black with no sugar. I found my fingers had moved to his eyebrows now, tracing the fine lines. He closed his eyes at this. His lids weren’t heavy but his eyelashes were.
‘You still haven’t let me in’ my fingertips hovered on top of his eyelashes at that. -I haven’t?
He opened his eyes at that- oh those eyes…I felt myself stumble into them the first time I looked into them and the effect they have on me still haven’t changed. Brown eyes may seem so and so until you fall for someone with brown eyes.
-Tell me then. What part of me have I not let you in to yet?
‘Let me come with you. We...just got together but you never let me do anything for you. I want to hold your hand as you achieve everything you’ve dreamt of’.
My hand still hovered above his face- You want me to take you away with me oceans away…away from your own dreams? What about your own happiness?
‘And what if I tell you that you are now my happiness?’ I lightly drag the crescent right below his eyes and I feel him lean in.
-Then I must tell you that I cannot promise to always be enough. I’ve watched you too, you know as you talked about your dreams so different from mine; I watched your pupils relax into this clearer shade of brown-I…have I ever told you that I absolutely love your eyes? They are so pretty
He is quiet for a while until I realize the tip of my thumb is wet. But his voice is calm when he speaks next.
‘But they aren’t pretty enough to make you let me stay, are they?’ a pause as I say nothing waiting for an outburst from him that doesn’t come.
‘Have I ever told you that you are just a little mean? Telling me you love my eyes right before we part ways. Is this your way of making sure I never forget you?’
-You know well that we do not have to part, long dist-
‘Would you call me regularly though? Or pick up my calls?’ his voice starting to sound just a little breathy. I brush my knuckles against his cheekbones just the slightest bit cool from his dried tears. I choose to stay silent this time.
‘You wouldn’t. You can’t even promise me that much ‘cause of the place you’re going to. No, don’t give me that look. I’ve always known that you do not plan to go to college for the next couple of years. That the dream that you keep quiet about is volunteering at the war sigh-
-You’ve known all along? How come you never-
‘Never what? You know that I can’t- no wouldn’t stop you from doing something that you so desperately wish to do. But I also couldn’t hold myself back from falling for the person you are and the more I fell for you, the more I dreaded the day I’d have to let you go like that. There were times I tried to hold myself back from approaching you too knowing how this would end. So at the end all I could come to was that you at least let me go with you.’
-You talk about how hard it will be for you. What about me? How could I drag the man I love away from the life he’s dreamt of since he was younger?
I pause for a moment as I feel a trembling hand on mine. I take a deeper breath before continuing:-I have no family and never had anyone who cherished me, not until you came along. I know I am to blame for letting you in so I cannot make a bigger mistake by taking you away from the ones who love you. Your family, your friends who cheered you up every time I tiptoed around you, your-your five dogs. You shine, my love. I’ve heard the professors praise you and felt nothing but pride. I’ve seen your college application. You have every bit of potential to be the vet you’ve always dreamt of becoming.
I take his hand in both of mine, rubbing soothing circles before continuing-I on the other hand have to do this. I have to. The world has given me everything I have asked it to and even more. I never thought I deserved to have a boyfriend let alone someone like you. The world deserves you and I certainly don’t.
His next words come slightly muffled as he leans on my shoulder; ‘You said you have no one. What about me? You just called me your boyfriend but never let me be one for you. Why can’t you let me hover around you even when you know that I’m aware of what it will take? I knew you were the one I wanted to be with since the first time I saw you. The time I borrowed a pencil from you, the time I overheard your talk with the professor about your volunteer plan, and the time you quietly picked up the fallen peony from the bouquet I was holding before taking it into your arms and giving me the most beautiful smile are all carved into my memory like they were just yesterday when you know how far we’ve come.’
He wraps the other arm around me and pulls me closer.
‘Loving you came too easily. It was like breathing to me.’
-Loving you on the other hand was like testing the waters. I put my feet in to test and next thing I know I’m deep in.
I find myself leaning in to him.
(present)
And just like that years have passed. The urge to lean into those eyes, to just let myself get tangled in them still hasn’t gone away even after all these years.
His eyes momentarily land on me before they turn towards the front. For a second I stand there and wonder if he did recognize me, the added scars on my face are sure to make it hard. I push my doubts aside as the signal turns red. He crosses over and I follow after him quietly before taking over and facing him.
Looking closer I could see the lines added to his face by time. Pushing away the urge to press my fingers into those crescents I ask instead:-Do you happen to have an extra pen?
There’s a tensed pause before ‘No, but would a pencil do?’
There’s a curve forming at his lips and I feel an upward tug at my own.
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damn i lost track of time reading this , this is absolutely amazing u should write a book and send me the link im definitely buying it
Struggling with severe anxiety here and trying to get assignments done. Had multiple anxiety attacks today but forcing myself to finish the assignment due tonight. I will rest after this. This is helping me remain calm and focus. I wish others who struggle with anxiety all the best. Trust that it will get better.
11:14pm, 13th March, 2023, Toronto.
Hope you're doing good now. Much strength to you;)
I just want to let you know that it’s okay to cry. You are up late worrying about someone, a situation, an assignment, or whatever else. You can cry. You deserve a cry. Sometimes a cry can make you feel better. All the bad feeling flush away and you’re able to let it all out. It can be really beneficial sometimes. I just did and man it does help me. I was just so stressed and worried but I realized if I just take it day by day and do the best I can with being chronically ill and a full time student that’s more than enough for me. You got this and if you need to cry do it. Love you.
I think one reason why I started getting into classical music is because of my love for dark academia finding its way into the romanticization of studying, and also the queens gambit. I love it so much. It feels so euphoric and alone but in the best way.
i cant believe i found this video three months ago. It feels like last week. It is almost spring break and I am so proud of myself for coming this far, as 9th grade is over in a couple short months. The video helped me through studying subjects I hated, calming me down and getting me into the zone. Thank you.
These playlists legitimately help me with my writing. 72 pages into my first novel, and i don’t plan on finding new music
Update: I’m not much farther into the novel, but I recently got a few friends to be editors, so the quality is definitely improving!
Update: yall I feel so bad it’s been 6 months since I edited this and I quit my novel a LONG time ago 😭😭😭😭😭 I’ve been doing short stories but the novel was so bad I scrapped it
Good luck
tell me when its out
@@hariett6391 you can be first in line to read it sis ❤️
tell us when its ready pls
@@katelynidk
These playlists have been a godsent. Recently I've been having a lot of trouble with school but whenever I put one of these playlists on, it's like nothing else matters and I am calm. Thank you so much for taking the time to put all of these videos together. I am forever grateful
Damn why are all these comments so deep bro 💀
idk💀💀
pulling an all nighter bc i need to study for my exams tomorrow. i really really hope i dont fail if i do im gonna cry sm
mariage d' amour never fails to make me go breathless. its my favorite piece in this playlist and I've been searching for it, for far too long. thank you, for this masterpiece.
I love this playlist it makes me feel such nostalgia, reading all the comments stuff about growing up, honestly I'm scared of the future.
I don’t know how to describe it, but if I chose to live life wondering around traveling, my persona would be in tune with this playlist 🖤 timeless, mysterious, and melancholy 🥀
To everyone reading this comment. Good luck in everything you do. May you fly high in life and success is always with you. Good luck to you💜
finally, piano music that isn't strikingly loud. very aethetic and extremely well-done. 'nobody' comes through once again
I see you put some of your work into this playlist, it sounds really good! It's really cool how you're expanding the scope of the art and music you create.
Calm and peaceful playlist..I'm solving some math problems at night and right now It's 1.05 AM..your playlist really helps me..tysm.
This playlist makes me feel like life is beautiful and all the wonderful moments in life are so precious and life is so short and amazing and omg i was like so depressed but this playlist gave me hope
I just started studying for an exam this playlist is perfect
good luck with your exam!!
@@magnificatanimameadominum- thanks!! I just checked out your channel It so beautiful I just had to subscribe
@@verycoolkid634 aww thats so sweet thank you love 😭💕
This is such a soul-touching artwork. I only wish I could listen it to sleep while dealing with my darkest thoughts from my depression, but I guess I can’t handle the amount the ads noises inserted in the middle of this video.
yeah the ads really do suck :(( but I just wanted to let you know that even if you’re going through something or having a rough time just know that there are people who care for you and love you and everything will get better. 💜( also you look really pretty in your profile picture !! )
@@idkwhattoputfornyuser8307 thank you for your kind words
Hi, i know i might be very late, but skipping to the end and then pressing replay gets rid of the ads for me! I hope you feel better soon, you are doing amazing
@@fenneleuverink6385 thank you so much. Your kindness truly made my day. Hope all is well.
@@yiyiskinny i hope you are doing well, i wish you all the peace & happiness 🤍
there’s something so hauntingly peaceful about classical music, i tend to distract myself a lot with media, classical music gives me a chance to just sit with my thoughts but not feel overwhelmed by them. I hope this music brings peace to everyone here ❤ whatever you’re going through, it will be okay. Maybe not now, but eventually. Much love to you all ❤
I could see her
As beautiful as the light
From a thousand lamps
Nothing could persuade me
From leaving her
My love was a burning fire
I love her still
I will never forget her
Her smile on my brain
Her laugh on my heart
The light of a goddess
I will love her forever
Will never forget her
Empty corridors
And silent halls
I mourn her forevermore
The sound of
A campfire is the
Only thing I hear
I loved her
Goodbye forevermore
holy shiz what happened to her
Beautiful ❤️
❤ Hermosas esas palabras
It's 12 .50 am now. Everyone is asleep. And here , it's jzt me , the biology book and this wholesome playlist ❤
Thank you so much for this awesome collection
All the best everyone ! Love you guys so much ❤
I'm also studying biology!
ahh biology
If you’re looking through these comments right now, it’s probably because you can see a lot of POVs. So here’s a little kind of poem I’m working on for the introduction to my book.
I want to get into a college where there is always old piano music hovering around ancient stone halls- a palace which may have once been ruled by humanlike creatures we have yet to know of.
I want to roam through the brick caverns of lost souls at peace and the spirits of great minds like my own.
I want to understand languages that most have yet to know of in the biggest libraries of not just England, but the whole world itself.
And oh, the pure joy I feel knowing that I can.
*Dark academia music is like delving into the depths of melancholy and introspection, each note echoing with the weight of profound emotions and nostalgic yearning*
its crazy just how much comfort a playlist can give you.
today is my test (not very serious one) and im kinda nervous about it. this playlist has played a big role soothing me
No one will probably see this comment, but it is the most relieving and playlist I have ever met in RUclips. Big gratitude to the channel and all who participated in the creation of this playlist, you've made a person's heart beat again in the colors of hope and happiness♥
It really is❤
These ancient halls have been weared and weathered from many old souls and curious minds. As you walk through this home of knowledge and learning, you wonder how many great philosophers have payed gratitude to the boisterous school flowing about you. You wonder if they felt the same excitement as you; if they felt that these were their days to shine. Now as you watch the orange and red leaves slowly fall to the ground, your realize that this is the point of your life to live and love. You realize that the colorful trees and changing seasons, much like your abundant life, will not stay the same forever. And just like trees, you will fall and regrow to become someone new, someone changed, and someone reborn.
this is truly beautiful
*Sad, sentimental music has a transformative power, enveloping listeners in a cocoon of introspection and self-reflection, where vulnerability is celebrated as a testament to the beauty of the human experience*
At 11:37 am, I was studying for tomorrow's exam, determined to finish early. I have been sleeping late and feeling tired and stressed out lately. However, this playlist is doing wonders to help me concentrate and stay alert! I wanted to say thank you for creating it.
This helped me calm while doing my math exam and passed it.
Studying for my exam..✍🏻📚
I'm very scared and nervous.. :(
"Thank you for this amazing playlist!..
Edit : I did it!!!!!!!! Yes I did it!!!! I got the full mark!😭😭😭😭😭💕💓💗💖💘💝💃🏻🕺🏻💃🕺🏻💃
hooraааy! you did hard, but fantastic work! I'm so proud of you! 💗
@@miokatt
Awww this is so nice of you!, thank you for your sweet words. Wish you all the best for your exams/studying!💕
im sooo enjoy of you, you're cute. have a nice day!!💓
@@user-oc5is6ho7m You just made me smile..Thank you!!💖
I'm so happy for you! I'm glad you stuck through the hard times and eventually got what you wanted
people who listen to this type of playlists are some of the nicest people ever
tbh i never pull all-nighters, because luckily i'm good at doing things before the deadline. good luck for those of you who are crushing it on the last minute, you've got this!
Thank you ✨
i don't know why but classical music always makes me want to cry and cry and cry.
Let me leave this comment here as a declaration that from now on I'll not get distracted and study. Nothing can stop me. A very important exam of mine is really very near and my mind can not wander and i will put all i have to get the greatest score i can. I don't want to have any regrets. I'll make my parents proud. I'll make my future life easier. I'll not waste even a single second anymore
I lost the sight of my goal and got distracted. I'm sorry. I've to dedicate all my time to studies without losing focus but why is it so difficult =-\
@@musicismagic5261 Buddy you can do it!!!All the very best 👍
me too! best of luck! >:D
@@cosmoseeker2112 yeah, thanks =]
@@DiamondDoggo. best of luck to you too!!
I am stuying for my last semester exams. After all the struggles I've faced, I'll finally be a graduate in Physics. I'll be going to Munich for my masters. I am very excited for the new journey and I affirm that better days are ahead and I'll patiently move through this phase with a positive mindset.
To all those struggling, may they all find peace and harmony.❤❤❤❤
Congratulations to u, did u get a scholarship
@@STUDY-fr4zuthank you!!
nope , unfortunately
Ah , dont worry I'm sure it would all be very worth it, hope u get a wonder future ahead, all the best, stay safe n peaceful
@@STUDY-fr4zu Thanks a lot for your good wishes!! You too stay safe and get all the happiness in the world!!❤️❤️
I have 2 tests tomorrow .. a french and a technology exams.. and I just started revising tonight becuz I procrastinate my work a lot.. and I feel so stressed out but thanks god this playlist is available fir me to listen to it.. it just -in a magical way- make it feel better
its 3:30 am right now
m studying for an entrance exam which will decide my future. the exam is in 3 months, i am kinda stress, really nervous and anxious and this video really helped me ignore those feeling while i studying
All the very best. Go get it
Forget everything and focus on yourself
Feel the beauty of this music, the beauty of silence 🤍
Relax you can do it
I am fortunate to be old enough to be your teacher’s mother. This music is so calming and the hand writing with the nib pen reminds me of my own dear father’s beautiful copperplate hand. His writing was more beautiful than most women’s. For all of you out there working hard for good grades, I wish you nothing but the very best. Study, sleep eat healthfully and breathe. You’ve got this. You will do well. You are smarter than you know.
I’m sitting at the corner of the couch, a blanket over me, my textbook on my lap. It’s Sunday, my parents are sleeping, and the world is asleep. It’s just me and my textbook. The clock ticks. Time’s running out, but I’m here and I will make it
It's a winter night and I am studying for my uni's exams while outside is raining. This is pure perfection.
To all the people listening: never stop living even the most boring/common moments or tasks of your life without a touch of romanticism
This is so aesthetic and beautiful to play alongside a lit candle! Kept me going! All your playlists are so unique, please bring us moreee
Not studying, but writing poems for a future poetry book. Good luck to everyone here working late in the night.
Thank you:) I’m writing a book
dang can i see it when it comes out if you're comfortable with sharing?
@@beezwacks Wow thank you! Actually I took a break in the correction to write some other poetry, because I truly think it's crap now; also I write in French only...
@@b12095 Good luck with it !
I started listening to these types of playlists while typing papers for school. Very soothing.
This just honestly makes me feel like I'm the Main character 🪐✨️
it was at this moment she knew she found the right channel UGH I LOVE THE AESTHETICS HERE
i finished school on 2019 when I was still 17. Currently, I'm almost 21 on my last academic year and I'm getting the same feeling that I got before H.S graduation, and also plus the adult life that is really gonna hit soon like actually going to work.
I'm still working on how to actually be an adult and it's sometimes overwhelming, but of course hard times will pass, and there will be times you will thank yourself for your hard work or even blame yourself for not doing something or doing something.
All the best wishes for everyone who is adulting.
Writing my essay in Master Degree at midnight with this music….a great pleasure
I absolutely love this selection. It really helps me to focus when I'm feeling hopelessly scatterbrained and gives a lot of serene vibes, thank you @nobody
It is currently 4am and I'm finally doing all the homeworks I've been procrastinating thanks to this playlist 🎼
I'm not using this for studying, but for a project I have to do on my computer. This honestly made making projects so much better. Music really does make everything better.
I love listening to these playlists as I roleplay with my friends, draw, or am just simply daydreaming. These playlists are really nice, thank you for uploading this ^^
My 12th boards are going on. Tomorrow is my Math which, is the last subject that's important. The feeling of choices up ahead of me is really overwhelming. Now I get to make decisions for my own life and it is not like how I imagined it to be. None of us did. I just hope I get through all of this, all of us. And this playlist does say dark but it is one of the best things I've ever heard. I just hope that everyone who is going through something to push through it. Everything in life is temporary and so are we and our memories. We'll die someday and our memories will be left behind in this cruel yet beautiful world. I really just hope everything, every problem you're going through right now disappear which they will soon.
This soft playlist really made me cry .. it brings back all that good old memories when I was little trying to practice some of these pieces and my fingers were touching the keys .. back when our lives was happy and peaceful .. thanks for this calm playlist 💫💜
I really don't know what was i trying to do when I was listening to music with lyrics while studying- like I was doing it with no shame and I simply ask myself : WhY dO i LoOsE cOncEnTrAtIoN sO fAsT.. I'm so glad I discovered this dark academia playlist it really helped to concentrate for a whole freaking hour- and imagine that's the first time I can organize my wardrobe without feeling bored or losing concentration and that's because of that playlist.. THANK U SO MUCH IT REALLY HELPS ME A LOT
This playlist is so good, thank you for making it. I hope God blesses all your endeavors