Some of you might want to know the reasons why I went away: 1) I just want a bit of rest since I've been posting non-stop for more than three and a half years. Coupled with my regular profession and doing this, it has taken a toll on my sleep schedule and I was beginning to physically melt and catch sickness quite easily. Basically I've burnt myself out and all the other things in my personal life are starting to visibly get negatively affected by it, so I know I had to stop for a bit and restart everything. 2) I wanted to explore new ventures & opportunities that I've been thinking for quite long to dive into and commit (Importing goods) 3) A lot of my recent videos and old videos have been randomly shadow banned/demonetized for no valid reasons regarding not being "ad friendly". Videos talking about networking, instant gratifications, why men shouldn't cry, addictions, why the rich remains unhappy despite their wealth, red flags, romantic obsessions & self-sabotage are all either demonetized/shadow banned. That got me quite upset because of the randomness, and so I might upload them in another platform where I will also be making regular uploads on topics that is just not safe for work here. Thank you for sticking around 👊
I didn’t sleep well last night it was because of my past demons. The demons I had was my dark childhood and how I was mistreated and mocked by people and how that affected my young adulthood. I was taken advantage of my autism and all of my disabilities by my family but at the same time I was foolish for wasting years of my life by the wrong people. Also I had put a lot of hard physical work which ended up not benefit me and ended wasting years of time and dedication. Which earlier this year was why I said to myself “it was time to be independent, my parents didn’t respect me & they weren’t honest to me”. Nowadays I still struggle due to the mistreatment by my toxic family and the trauma they caused. This is why I think I have sleepless nights. (Extra note: thank you the video definitely needed it).
Some of you might want to know the reasons why I went away:
1) I just want a bit of rest since I've been posting non-stop for more than three and a half years. Coupled with my regular profession and doing this, it has taken a toll on my sleep schedule and I was beginning to physically melt and catch sickness quite easily. Basically I've burnt myself out and all the other things in my personal life are starting to visibly get negatively affected by it, so I know I had to stop for a bit and restart everything.
2) I wanted to explore new ventures & opportunities that I've been thinking for quite long to dive into and commit (Importing goods)
3) A lot of my recent videos and old videos have been randomly shadow banned/demonetized for no valid reasons regarding not being "ad friendly". Videos talking about networking, instant gratifications, why men shouldn't cry, addictions, why the rich remains unhappy despite their wealth, red flags, romantic obsessions & self-sabotage are all either demonetized/shadow banned. That got me quite upset because of the randomness, and so I might upload them in another platform where I will also be making regular uploads on topics that is just not safe for work here.
Thank you for sticking around 👊
One of my favorite content creators I'm about to eat good
glad you're back
Face your demons just like Doom Slayer faces actual demons.
Keep going man
That's the plan!
My man. Glad to see you back
Welcome back
Facing your demons is uncomfortable but necessary work.
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*Good to see you Back!*
I didn’t sleep well last night it was because of my past demons. The demons I had was my dark childhood and how I was mistreated and mocked by people and how that affected my young adulthood. I was taken advantage of my autism and all of my disabilities by my family but at the same time I was foolish for wasting years of my life by the wrong people.
Also I had put a lot of hard physical work which ended up not benefit me and ended wasting years of time and dedication. Which earlier this year was why I said to myself “it was time to be independent, my parents didn’t respect me & they weren’t honest to me”. Nowadays I still struggle due to the mistreatment by my toxic family and the trauma they caused.
This is why I think I have sleepless nights.
(Extra note: thank you the video definitely needed it).
Your not the only one
Thank you for sharing
keep up the good content!
Insightful
Holy shit I’m struggling to sleep right now now you know ( could be the coke I drank at McDonald’s and the energy drink but still you read my mind )
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I know my demons and we work together on the daily we stopped fighting a while ago they are you afterall.