My husband wasn't a traveler, and he started to see your videos and we started to travel so much more. You inspire people! From all over the world! Never forget that.
How did I miss this!! I guess I was meant to see it today. This is why I share I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!! Thank you for sharing and I am so so happy you and your husband get to enjoy travel together. -Ash
This is the content people want to see. We want to see real life. We want to know what others are dealing with. It helps us all feel connected and like we're not alone. It's real life. It's sanity. Crying is healthy.
A couple of people I follow on RUclips have mentioned recently that their views and growth have slowed or even sunk for some reason and it seemed that for some reason RUclips wasn't pushing it to people. He asked followers to go to the search, put in the title of his channel and then click on any of his videos that came up in the results, like if not already liked and to keep doing that for a while. Apparently, that can kick start YT into recommending you more. Apparently, it worked so if we can all do that for a few minutes it might help.
In one way or another we all understand what you're going through sometimes sometimes it's better to take a step back and refigure everything and then go forward agas far as the channel don't stress on it too much we're all here for you we're all love watching the videos I love seeing places I have no way to get to whatsoever would love to but have no way to do I definitely look forward to seeing your videos just think of all of us as a big family and we all just give you a big virtual hug you got this you're tough you're strong
Sending you the biggest hug from the uk . I can just listen to you all day . I would love to see some videos of what you eat in a day in Spain. Just video what you cook for yourself and don't put pressure on yourself to get a video out . ❤❤❤❤
I followed the Way away for years , and I have followed Winging it with Ash since its launch. I enjoy your content particularly when you venture to Italy. The only way I can think of increasing numbers is doing some collaborations with other you tubers who have bigger audiences. You did it in the past on your other channel so I imagine you have some contacts. Good luck any way , I am sure numbers will pick up soon.
Ash, I am a 54 year old Australian woman who is now single for the first time in my life. Travel is my absolute passion, so now I am facing continuing my journey solo. YOU, gorgeous young lady, have been an inspiration to me to face my fears, step out of my comfort zone, & get back into exploring this wonderful world of ours! Chin up Ash, you are a strong, beautiful & intelligent woman...you've got this!!!!! Sending much love from Melbourne, Australia. xxxxxx
Kathryn I truly can not express how happy this comment made me. You are the reason why I make these videos. I love this so much and I am so so proud of you and back you up 100%. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. -Ash
I don’t think you tube can be a job like it used to be too many people doing it fighting for the same views . Also a lot of people haven’t got the money now to paying you tubers . The cost of living crisis is effecting most people so money is tight for everyone.
What about going home and becoming a flight attendant? I know you were thinking about that at one time. You’d make steady money and benefits, could travel, and could still make videos.
@@elaineevans7126 this immigrant life we choose isn’t easy. You always have to determine if the cost of admission is worth the ride, especially if it’s voluntary. I’ve been following her for years through this and her prior life. I empathize for sure but she’s a tough gal that seems to think things through, and I think whatever she chooses to do will be the right choice.
Ashley, you have been successful on many levels. Don't ever think of yourself as failure. You have been through the fire and inspired travelers, single people, and others all over the world. We all love you and wish you the best. I can't budget to be a patron, but you are always on my prayer list. Whatever you do, pray and trust God for the outcome. 🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏
Don't be hard on yourself, you have set yourself challenges that most of us wouldn't even contemplate. Giving time and space to recognise your emotions is healthy and part of the process.
I watched The Way Away and this channel. recently I haven’t been watching your vids or any travel vids as much lately. Why? I think I’m burnt out on watching travel vids. I’m working overtime to pay bills so I don’t have the time and the last thing I want to watch is someone else on vacation. I don’t mean to be mean but I think the interest in it is declining. I use to support channels I loved financially but I stopped. My heating bill just doubled and I don’t have extra. Go home. Set up a home and then travel here and there. That was my fave part of this channel. It was relatable.
Oh hunny I just want to give you hug! I am currently learning French, I am taking lessons at my local Alliance de France. I never realized how hard it was learning a new language. I feel it could easily be considered a part time job, heck even a full time one! I go to all of my classes, plus I use supporting programs like Duo Lingo and Pimsleur. I am struggling, A LOT..... but I have given myself a few years to become proficient before I move. I think that is why you are so overwhelmed. Give yourself a bit of Grace. You Can Do This! We are here for you!
My husband and i are doing the same. Trying to learn French, and hopefully become proficient, before we move. Plan to move to France in the next few years.... So hopefully learning the language first will make it easier. I def noticed that it's harder to learn and retain the knowledge than it used to be when I was younger
If I'm really honest, you can't really compete with the travel vloggers that are out there as their content is so top grade and they are in different places all the time. I think you should think about returning to the US and start renovating something or take on a tiny home. Projects are what people like seeing on RUclips. It's so hard now on your own as solo traveller and you're so lovely but the harsh reality is that it's too tough to compete for views from other travel vloggers. Also it's great to learn Spanish but not everyone can become fluent. If things aren't clicking after a year, don't torture yourself learning. Accept you've learnt enough to get by and move on.. Life's too short All of this sounds so harsh but it's what I'd tell a friend and coming from a place of encouragement. You would probably be happier near your family and things could click into place. I think you'd be a brilliant school teacher. Would you think of retraining for something like that.
When I moved to New Zealand (from the UK) thought hard about my family and particularly my dad, who was already in his 80s. I decided on two things: 1. Even though New Zealand is far away, it is still only a day away. Getting back to England in an emergency was difficult and expensive, but not impossible. 2. In life, it's important to move forward. The greatest gift that we can give our parents is to be happy and successful in our lives. And being far away doesn't stop us thinking about loved ones and keeping in touch.
Before I begin my comment, I first want to send my prayers and love to you. You have been through so much and still smile every day.❤ Now, here are a few things that I think of after hearing your thoughts today... 1. Why is learning Spanish so important to you? Is it because you thought you could double up and create YT content while you were there? You can learn Spanish anywhere, truly. Think about that. Why there? I'm sure it's been fun but it also sounds stressful and expensive. 2. You can't run two channels. I had been a follower of the TWA for several years prior to it's demise - saw the writing on the wall for a long time and only watched for your experience. So when you created WITA I jumped over. However, then you announce that you're going to run both channels... Too confusing. Now, I think it's smart to run content out of TWA because there are more subs which would equal more revenue... But you have to build it back up as it sat vacant for so long. Yes, you'll lose a few subs but not enough to matter that much. The main thing is you have to stay consistent. If it was me, I'd focus on one channel. I'd work on trying to transfer subs from one channel over to the one you want to focus on. 3. How are you bringing people to your channel? If you're relying on YT revenue then you need to treat it like a job. Posting on other social media platforms as well as being versatile in your brand/offerings. IE: sponsorships, affiliate links, merch, etc. YT isn't reliable on its own. Also, running consistent live streams... It seemed like you had several generous super chats on your last live. That might be a great way to make a little extra cash while doing something fun with your most loyal viewers. ❤As mentioned before, you are a special person who has survived a past that many of us wouldn't have found our way out of... I hope I haven't offended you in any way, just a few thoughts on how to help. Conclusion: Go back to Seattle, continue to learn Spanish at home, create content that is authentic to you and not what you think everyone wants, focus on one channel, diversify your income streams, and continue to be the beautiful you. ❤
Thank you for your well thought out comment. I am happy to share with you. 1. Learning Spanish has always been something I thought was out of reach for me. It was a dream I never thought I would see fulfilled and I am so happy to have the chance to try. I do know that I could be learning spanish in many other places but I do love Europe and I really desire to put my roots down somewhere after for so long living out of a bag and not feeling like I could develop friendships or build community. I could end up in another spanish speaking country but for now I feel at home here and want to continue to cultivate that. 2. I agree with you! I had to try and now that I have I feel that I can move forward knowing I have done all I could. I had to do that for myself. Sometimes I forget that I am one person and one person can only do so much. haha 3. I do view it as a job and I spend so much time on what I do. Editing alone takes me a long time as I would not consider myself an editor. One thing I can see as my downfall is that I have a hard time asking for and accepting help. I need to get better at this because I know I need more hands to do the great things I would love to see done with this channel and all my social medias. ❤ Thank you for all of your suggestions and that you care for me and my future. It is obvious you are a caring person. Thank you for taking the time to write me and share. -Ash
Come home and travel from there. I have great interest in you but no interest in Spain. You can never get back the time with your family. ❤❤❤ Remember meeting us in London?
I am sorry you are having such a hard time. You have lived in crisis for years. You need to find a place physically and mentally that can be your anchor. The one true thing that has been there for you is your family. Have you considered that maybe you need to feel needed and your traveling doesn't fulfill that?
Very touching video. I remember your positivity at home talking about wanting to work maybe as a flight attendant and also travel. You share often that you love It there. It seems like also there is a void in a few areas and maybe going home in time would be a good reboot to starting a new chapter. It’s a change of direction which is the great part about growing.
Its for sure something I consider from time to time and am not completely against but until I know for sure that it is time I will stay and enjoy all the special moments that I am having here in Spain.
@WingingItWithAsh I'm going to be honest Ash, and speak from too many years experience. You are showing the classic signs of missing being in a secure relationship. You probably think not, but trying to resurrect The Way Away was trying to return to happier times. You're now at a crossroads, and you have to make some tough choices. Most guys of your age will be looking to, or already have started to put down roots and looking to settle with a job, wife, and family. There will be some that still want the globe trotting life, but not your average guy. I've never wanted to tour the world, but I can see the attraction for you, as your ex was a part of it for a long time. You have to make some choices as the years soon pass, and if you're looking to have a family, it's more involved, the nearer you get to 40. You need to be thinking ahead, to where you really see yourself settling long term. I hope It's been of use to you, but please choose carefully and find someone that is still going to stick around through the good and bad times.
@@chiaweinam Yes, I followed their The Way Away for some time, and I've seen Ash putting on the brave face and seem to move on after the split. Having lost my wife to illness a few years ago, I know how hard it will be to make sure you find what you really want. Sometimes it takes a stranger to say the truth to you and make you see you can't dwell on the past too much or the years pass by before you realise. It's a shame to see her so unhappy, and unsure which way she needs to go. I'm a pretty good judge of peoples emotions, and it's quite clear that Ash needs to be looking at where she really would like to be in say 10+ years, not a short term plan. But the difficult part is findings that person that will be there with you all the way.
I'm always impressed by people who are able to strike out on their own, move to another country where they don't know anyone and then successfully overcome the challenges. I have traveled solo and experienced the loneliness of not being near loved ones but that doesn't compare to permanently living without your family nearby which you have done. My suggestions are to try to focus on the things that you have accomplished and all of the small achievements that you have had. With regard to Spanish, I have been studying Spanish for a year and a half and know the sinking feeling when I am in my online class with students from all over the world and can't get my conjugations right or forget my vocabulary. It takes several years to truly become fluent in a foreign language. But the times that I do get the answers right are what keep me going with Spanish. With regards to income, have you thought of becoming an English teacher in Italki or a similar platform? I have practiced with several Spanish speaking people from Mexico who are certified teachers or community teachers and who are gradually building their number of students and income. With your personality, I am sure you would do well as an English teacher in Italki.
You seemed happier when you lived in the UK. Have you looked for US businesses in Spain that could sponsor you. I would not rely on You Tube to fully live on. They can pull the plug anytime. You may want to return to the USA, where you can get work & family support.
I am alone since last September 2022, came from Pakistan to Ireland as a doctor. I think there is a kind of depression and loneliness when abroad , working away from your own people.
It's not your fault. Travel has become difficult. Airlines are delaying and cancelling flights all the time. Inflation is through the roof and interest rates are killing people. Covid lockdowns destroyed businesses and tourism. You are taking it personally, it's not You! It's the world we are living in. You do what is right for you beautiful girl. We all think you're a trooper 🥰❤❤
There are other solo travelers on RUclips who hike through the Himalayas. Your blogs are lovely, but you are unlikely to generate the same kind of interest where you currently are. That's fine, and you have a lot of loyal fans, but you may have to be satisfied with your current numbers on RUclips. It's worth your while looking at money making opportunities. I have a friend who was living in Spain learning Spanish just like you. She was able to use her language skills to purchase a rundown beachfront property in Mexico, then do it up and put it on the market as an Airbnb. She now has quite a successful business, but it was her experience living in Spain that got things going! 😏
God Bless You, Ash. My wife and I moved to Barcelona in September 2022, right after you. Your videos were inspirational for us. My wife is a student and her visa is good. I've struggled with my own visa issues, and uncertainty, exactly as you shared in this video. You deserve more views and success!!! Thank you for everything you do!!!
Looks like your numbers dropped the minute you moved to Spain. I don't know why. If you still want to do RUclips, maybe review that change over and you'll figure it out.
Learning a new language is ALWAYS hard...there is nothing wrong with you. Everybody feels like that when they are studying a foreign language. It's not easy or fast to anyone. Be kind to yourself...❤
Dear Ashley, watching your video right now makes me pick up on a few things. Trying and fighting to makes things work is what is not working out for you. The Way Away was something from your past, maybe it's time to let it go and leave it in the past. If things feels like a huge struggle, it's not your path. It's ok to make new desicions and let things go. Watching your video right now, makes it feels like that is the lessons you have to learn right now. You simply can't carry everything. Sending you so much love, you'll get there ❤
Thank you for your insight. As far as THE WAY AWAY I agree with you. I am no longer posting there and I am glad I tried but I don't see it as a benefit to me anymore so I am happy to let it go. :) I do think in life there are things worth fighting for and it may be hard at times but there is something about fighting for what you want and I will continue pressing through, trusting the good will out weigh the bad. Thank you for caring. -Ash
It’s great that you’ve done the Wales trip, the Paris holiday, the Spanish life and studying, plus the side trips you’ve been able to do, but you obviously need more financial security behind you, and atm more emotional security from family and friends. Go back home for a while. Get another job like the dentist office job you had in the States before the Wales trip. Consolidate your finances, then you’ll be in a way better position to be more flexible and do the travel you really want to do, without relying on the unpredictable Facebook money or trying to pick up the odd casual other jobs which don’t guarantee security for you.
The struggle is real, But we all have choices! We learn as we grow, if plan A doesn't work out, always good to have a backup plan! In your case Ash, you're the king in your kindom, things are easier and life is better for you, a steady income and a roof over your head, plus family support!
I have to admire you for your courage and persistence to succeed at your dream, I know most people presented with the obstacles you have experienced would have packed it in a long time ago, I think you will find the way forward even if you stumble now and then. you will get stronger. I have faith in your future. Ash, all the best!
Hi Ashley . I watched the Way away . It was very good. I could see what was happening through the years too. I worried then but it was you that made me watch . It broke my heart too later but look what you did . You came back . I am an orphan now . I'm an old man now and believe me family is precious . There are many doing Spain maybe a change might help . I hate to see you so unhappy .You used to love Turkey I remember. Chin up sunshine You can do it
Hi Ashley, Is it really so important for you to live in Europe ? I feel like you need a caring partner and your family being around you. I’ve seen other once big RUclipsrs leaving RUclips cus they don’t earn enough anymore. You come from a top tier country like 🇺🇸 where you can have a better life with less effort and still travel during your holidays. It’s nice to have different chapters in life and to learn from these experiences. I wish you could know how lucky you are being from the US and a native English speaker. I moved to France 5 years ago with full motivation and did everything to stay here but living abroad brings a lot of solitude and anxiety but also allow to discover yourself, the best way to overcome the solitude is to have a caring partner otherwise it is quite difficult situation. I think a healthy relationship would help you heal a lot.
What I have found in my life, the journey of working at challenges you set for yourself is almost more important than achieving the goal itself. It's been encouraging to see you work at challenges you've set for yourself.
Very very few people are able to make a living with just RUclips, and a lot of it is based on luck. I don’t think it is anything about solo vs couple travel. I think it is more full-time travel vs mainly expat life in one particular city. Your potential audience is much narrower now. You may at some point need to make a difficult decision about what your next steps will be. It may be that your current life simply isn’t sustainable. Or maybe you choose to take your channel in a different direction. Regardless, you are not your channel so please don’t place any self worth on whether your channel grows or not. You are an awesome person with a lot to offer with or without a RUclips channel.
I am so sorry to see how upset you are. I have lived alone in a country where I had limited language skills and I recognise how you feel. It is part of the process and you should share the highs and lows. You are already succeeding and better days will come. ❤❤❤
I saw a job for a remote video editor somewhere… you have lots of skills I’m sure you’ll find something. I would be a patron but I can barely live myself. Everything here costs so much it’s ridiculous. Love you kid.
I've been following you since way away a few years ago and must say that a lot of your videos inspired me. Being an expat is not easy, I totally understand you, I am born Brazilian to Portuguese parents and we have lived in different countries. When I was younger moving and learning new languages was easy, this way I've learned 4 languages easily, however, 5 years ago I moved to Denmark for a job (thankfully I don't have to go through these visa processes due to my Portuguese nationality) and I struggled so much to learn some Danish and integrate, I worked full time in an office and had classes twice a week for 3 hours, but my brain was just like no, I was already exhausted by the end of the day. At some point I dropped the classes after the first module, I couldn't work full time and learn danish at the same time, I'm in my early 30s nowadays and it's not like when I was a teenager. Also, you feel like nowhere is home, back in Brazil and Portugal I don't feel like this is my home anymore, but neither is Denmark, At the end of the day I understood that home is where the heart is and slowly started saying that home is where I'm physically at and if I move to another place that will be my home, and Denmark, Brazil, Portugal, France and the US will be in the past, a few beautiful chapters of my life. Do I see myself living in Brazil or Portugal again? Maybe when I get much older? Another point, being away from family is not easy, but being too close isn't pleasant either - my siblings are closer and always complain. I always think well if my mom lives another 30 years, I may see her only 30 or 40 times since I have my life with my partner, I travel to different places and not necessarily to see my family every time. The hardest I noticed was when my partner's mother passed away during the pandemic and we couldn't attend the funeral, that was heartbreaking to an unimaginable level and well it is what it is. Nowadays, I understand I have to focus only on the positive aspects and understand that there are drawbacks and that's normal, it's life, this way I'm coping better.
Speaking from experience learning Spanish is hard for all of the reasons you mentioned, you're not alone. RUclips is hard. It's different for you because you need to make a living from it whereas I don't need to make money from it. For me it's just something I like to do from video shooting to editing. Don't let it get you down. You are a strong independent woman. Considering all that you've been through i hope you’re proud of yourself. -Marc
Ashley everything you say about language learning is entirely normal. Just to reassure you that you will get there but it takes so much more time than people think. It has taken me 5 years to get there with French but it’s still hard. Keep going. Please don’t give up! I think you’ve done so well to go and live in Europe and experience so many things both ups and downs. You’re an amazing person and your spirit is beautiful. I’ve said this so many times but your smile and outlook on life is such a positive thing in the world. Wherever you are I love watching your content. I loved your little house in the USA when you worked in the dentist. I loved your travel videos. I’ve loved watching your Spain videos. Basically the core subscribers aren’t going anywhere. It’s all so normal to feel this way when you live away from your home country. I moved from the U.K. to Australia after travelling Europe for years. I’m also in my 30s and craving security and familiarity and having to renew my visa over here in Australia every 2 years is hard, it just makes everything feel temporary. It’s like living in limbo sometimes and being so far away from my friend group is heartbreaking.
Thank you, Ashley, for everything you do to entertain us. I’m sorry you’re having a rough patch-very normal. Sending you big hugs and never give up. I can’t imagine living in a foreign country and missing your parents ❤ My parents are long gone but I cherish every moment with my husband’s family and I’m so irritating to my husband because I make him see his parents all the time lol. Hang in there, Doll, things will get better for you❤big hugs to you❤
I think the deep rooted issue behind this feeling of sadness is that you want a family of your own. I think really focusing on that project would make you much happier than some more views on a video or some more words memorised in Spanish.
Wish I could give you a hug! I struggle with what to say…but I do know in my 58 years experience you will find your way! It’s not all rainbows, but Ashley you are going to make it! You are a brave, beautiful, creative young woman. Thanks for sharing, I’m going to keep you in my prayers. Lots of love 🌸💕~Cara
I’m generally dumb. No way could I learn Español. I could shack up in the UK no problem. And maybe Amsterdam. I’ve never known a culture more fluent in English than the Dutch.
To immigrate is not easy, all these feelings are part of it! Learning a new language also comes to a moment when it feels like you will never be able to speak but trust me this time will pass and you soon will be very fluent! don't give up, even if you come back home you will see that all these difficult parts were great lessons! I left my country when I was 17 and I lived in 5 different countries, I understand all those feelings! Good luck, you are doing great!
Ashley, first off I want to say that as a long time viewer of your channel you have gone through much change in your life and remember how well you have dealt with it and what you have over come to get where you are. Remember your successes. Don't be so hard on yourself. Your true viewers and followers continue to watch your content because they love you and want to connect with you, the real you. The worst thing that happened to video content was monetization. Hobbies make horrible professions because they suck the life out of something you enjoy and make you do things you would never do, in order to make money. You are doing a good thing evaluating what is going on and your passion for this medium. As @glynnwright1699 said below: "Don't be hard on yourself, you have set yourself challenges that most of us wouldn't even contemplate. Giving time and space to recognize your emotions is healthy and part of the process." You do inspire people with who you are, not what you do or how much or how good your content is. Lean on your family, they love and support you no matter how far away they are. Your true followers support you as well. Be kind to yourself. You will get through this! 💜
*He had never been on plane, that level of never traveling. I admire you so much Ash! I love your traveling videos! If I had a say here I would ask you not to leave "way away"💝
Ashley....go home. It's ok. I know you want to be strong and prove you can do this, but ur mental health is more important. That doesn't mean you can't revisit this dream in the future. But right now you need to re ground yourself, and that means you need to be closer to the ones who love you most. This is not a failure. It's just a break. I had no idea you were back on the Way Away channel. I just peeked, and u started posting 9 months ago. I would have supported you there had I known. I'm so sorry. I loved that channel. It's where I found you originally. And so much has happened that you had to move on from. But I understand feeling the need to return to the familiar. Where u were ur happiest. That's why I feel...and who am I right...that you need to go home for a while. I can see ur not happy right now. The thing about life is that it will never be exactly what u dream it to be. But u learn to move with what is while making plans for what could be. I hope that makes sense. I just wish and pray for you to be okay. I'm honestly worried for you. Please just consider going home for a while. I think you need the break. In the meantime, I'm going to catch up here on WIWA and catch up on Way Away. And I will always support whatever you are doing in life. Always.
Thank you for your honesty. I found you at the last league of the previous traveling channel you had and I always loved how bubbly and positive you are. This said it is natural that there is something else that is not seen in the videos. I hope it is mostly good anyway. I guess I'm one of the followers who doesn't have real preference if it is you traveling or talking how learning spanish or comparing cultural differences or cooking or showing the new apartment. I kinda enjoy them all. 😊 Stay strong and try to have fun and enjoy.
Ashley you are a super star for being so brave to be honest and human 🥰 I just want to give you a massive hug 🤗 you are such an overachiever which is why you are trying to do it all which you can’t! RUclips is full time on your mind, learning a language is SOOOOOO HARD!!! And I totally understand what it’s like to be so far from family 😞 sending you lots of love and I’m gonna message you on Instagram too, Charlie xxxx
As sympathetic as I am for you ( because i hate seeing people cry ) it was your choice to move away from your family so far away. People always move away from their family back home but then they always go back to them. It makes sense. I am not so fortunate as I haven't had either one of my parents in my life for so many years. I come to Spain every summer for vacation until I can get sponsorship or the digital nomad visa. Go to the language exchanges and you can meet new people and make lots of friends like I did. It will help. Best of luck.
Ashley,my condolences on your grandma. I follow you since the time you came here to my country, Brazil! you have the courage to make videos, this is already a success, so you can do lives showing the city where you are, so people can help you by making donations at the time of the live. You are a winner and inspire all of us!
Why would anyone embarrass themselves this way in front of the whole world. Bad enough telling everyone your husbands a pervert who wears your clothes. This girl needs to get some self respect.
Gurl, just one thing. Please don't bash yourself for anything, this channel is called Winging it With Ash for a reason. Things won't always turn out the way you expected it to be, which is fine. Just keep going and we will be here to support you, JUST WING IT 😉
I personally watch your channel mainly because your irrepressible sunshiney personality cheers me up. The soul of your channel is your genuine and loveable personality, and the formula that is proven to work is simply 'person we like + different situations', more so even that specific topics. So I think expanding beyond travel and into anything and everything you find interesting might be the way to create growth, with an eye on adjacent audiences and current trends to capitalise on. Hammering out short videos is a key way to trigger channel growth too. Point being, making it more about engaging with your personality/lifestyle rather than even the topic, let your imagination run riot in terms of creativity and ideas, do things that are within your reach rather than thinking you have to go bigger and bigger to get views, and don't be afraid to blatantly piggyback on trends either.
Go back to Washington to recharge, reflex with your family on your Nan's passing and think about the next phase. Keep learning Spanish while at home and then once you have a better outlook and drive come back to Spain. Big hugs to you.
Ash, you are a real sweetheart. Your family will always be with you, even though there is distance between you, that will never change. I am so sorry to see you going through this sad phase in your young life, trust me, it will change for the better. Just keep being yourself, no matter what and things will come full circle. I wish you all the Love and Happiness in The World Princess, you take care and keep a smile on that Pretty Face. Very Best Wishes from Liverpool UK 😍😍💞💞💋💋
Pray for wisdom and have a long honest talk with your parents. I see you in a place like Texas, working, being in a church, and practicing Spanish because you would hear it everywhere. You would also make friends easily. Praying for you.
I am sorry about you Nanna.. stay strong Ash. Majorel (search for them) have a hybrid model, whereas you can work from home most days of the week if not all on behalf booking and Twitter. Not great but it will guarantee you an income if your visa permits it. I more than believe you will have the skill set to do this job, a lot of questions will be centered around your life in Barcelona, as they don't want to train someone who may live shortly after. you've got sant Juan next week (23rd June) and you will relaize why you have chosen to live here.
As an immigrant I understand your struggles. Just remember thar there will be phases of immense stress and lots of unexpected challenges but there are amazing days as well. It is hard to adapt your expectation for your everyday reality and not with your plans from who you were before, but who and where you are now. Take care!❤
Ash, my job was eliminated two months ago, after having moved our family and bought a home two years ago for that job, in a city where we know no one. I’ve applied for more than 350 jobs including a ton remotely. It is soooooo hard right now in this economy, and it’s not getting better. I have been wrestling hard with God about this. “Really? Really?” And in your case, adding your grief? 😢 But I see the worth in this struggle. To keep trying. To persevere and thrive. To pivot where needed. Just know it is 💯% ok to not be ok. You are not alone. You have a community here. Do not be afraid to reach out to this group you share your life with. Us included. We believe in you. We believe in your journey, whatever it turns into. We believe in you.
Oh My Goodness. First I want to thank you for sharing. I am so sorry for this difficulty in your life and I will add you and your family to my prayer list. I understand the job thing and know the frustration that comes with it although having a family I understand adds to the pressured. Thank you for your encouragement and I am so proud of your positivity and willingness to encourage me. Its amazing and please share with me your praise report :) When something better comes along. -Ash
Ashley! I was just thinking about you the other day. Your videos arent showing up on my normal thread and i was wondering how you were doing! So glad i came across your video! I will be praying for you!!!
Upheaval, wanted or unwanted, is bound to incur strong emotions so it's good you are letting them out. I feel like youtube is a place where people want to see reality, whatever that is. Just be yourself and show the truth and I think people will respond.
Spanish is my first language and get lost in translation when I hear people speaking Catalan. There’s is a song by Willy Chirinos that says: “Lo Que Esta Pa’ Ti” which mean what’s for you, it’s for you, and nobody can take it. Don’t make Barcelona an obsession, if it doesn’t work, there are other countries where you can learn Spanish. Buena Suerte!
I know time is precious but you have to give it a bit more time? Maybe combine it with TikTok videos since that app is pouring w content…you might even go viral? Haha I’ve followed you son THEWAYAWAY and it’s such a cool channel. Love the travel channels and you’ve been doing it for quite a while so I hope you find your groove again! That break was what kinda made people go to other channels probably? But it was a necessary break! I’m glad you’re loving Spain and I hope you find a more stable job that lets you stay in Spain and travel from there as a home base from now on! It’s not impossible but I’m sure things will go better! Best of luck and I’ll still be following!
Hey Tony! Thank you so much for seeing value in what I do and staying around for so long. I am so proud of the travel content and I truly LOVE making it. I agree with you that it was shook up a bit and not posting while I was healing was also not helpful but necessary. I can never expect the same type of success with this channel and the world, youtube, and me are all very different in 2023. :) Just gotta find my groove haha I like how you put that. -Ash
You should be proud of your achievements, only 1 in a thousand would have the ability to make their way around life as well as you have. It's quite normal to have doubts and bouts of feeling down, especially as you are carrying all the decisions by yourself. At some point in the future it will all come together and you will meet the right person , in the right place and look back and see is was all worth it. Have a virtual hug. Chin up. .... you are normal, you are human..... but you are also an inspiration and tough as proven so far. You have to let your emotions out sometimes, its good for you
My heart really understands what you are saying...I am also from the PNW and moved to Mexico. The learning of Spanish and the energy it takes is exhausting...and I miss my family so much❤️❤️ My heart goes to you...
Life is to short not to be happy. Maybe it’s time to go home and regroup. Is it college classes? Is it a job? Maybe a break from RUclips? Whatever it is - be happy. You are too young to be this sad.
Hi Ash. I just wanted to say that you are amazing at what you do and the content you create. RUclips is a tough platform to grow on, I think. But YOU are growing by opening yourself up like this. You are creating the feelings we want to feel: inspiration, happiness, love and so much more. You are such a loving person. I would love to see more of that through your videos. Activities that make you happy in Spain, what you do, shop and eat. Get tips on where to go on a budget where you are. Free places to visit to get great experiences with art and culture. You are remarkable at getting out to people and we feel blessed to see your videos. I truly wish you the best and I hope to see more happiness and love from you.
As a person living stateside & learning Spanish mostly on my own, I totally understand. Maybe it’s time to pivot just a little. I think the classroom setting could be the problem. Is there a way for you to get private tutoring instead at the same cost? Sometimes classroom settings put more pressure on and stagnate growth 😉 Remote work is hard to get here too. I suggest reaching out to US staffing agencies. Is it possible for you to live elsewhere in Spain? Costa Del Sol maybe? I know I might be suggesting things that may seem easier said than done but hopefully it helps a little!
Learning a second language isn’t easy, by any means, but age doesn’t help. I’m, by no means calling you old (I guarantee I’m older than you 😉), but the ideal time is in the very early stages of life. The best unsolicited advice I can give is that the more you practice, the better you get. People who are fluent don’t care if you mess up tenses. They recognize that you’re trying and will kindly correct you. When you think, and even dream, in a second language, that’s when it becomes a literal mind trip. Most of the time when I dream in Spanish, I’m going off on someone 😂
YES! I new my age would play a part in how difficult I would find learning a language. By no means am I offended by you saying that. I look forward to the day I will dream in Spanish!! Amazing and so funny its what you go to to yell at someone lol
Keep going Ashley- you're an absolute inspiration to a lifestyle many only dream of. I love your travel videos and would really like to see more of Barcelona ❤
Hi Ash, don't be discouraged if people haven't seen the Zurich series for example, I've just been away and have lots of vlogs from people that i follow to catch up on, so its no reflection on the content, I must admit I'm drawn to the foodie vlogs and find them very enjoyable xx
Ahaah Yes! This is very normal and I don't hold anyone person responsible. I tend to be more upset with RUclips really haha. I also really like food vlogs!
Girl..... hate to see you're sad. Please relocate to the Netherlands and you still can go on holiday to Spain. Enough jobs here for English speakers and Dutch is easier for you to learn. If I was younger I would marry you 😘
Get a job as an English teacher at an academy. It’s usually part time and would help you with visas. 😀
My husband wasn't a traveler, and he started to see your videos and we started to travel so much more. You inspire people! From all over the world! Never forget that.
How did I miss this!! I guess I was meant to see it today. This is why I share I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!! Thank you for sharing and I am so so happy you and your husband get to enjoy travel together. -Ash
This is the content people want to see. We want to see real life. We want to know what others are dealing with. It helps us all feel connected and like we're not alone. It's real life. It's sanity. Crying is healthy.
A couple of people I follow on RUclips have mentioned recently that their views and growth have slowed or even sunk for some reason and it seemed that for some reason RUclips wasn't pushing it to people. He asked followers to go to the search, put in the title of his channel and then click on any of his videos that came up in the results, like if not already liked and to keep doing that for a while. Apparently, that can kick start YT into recommending you more. Apparently, it worked so if we can all do that for a few minutes it might help.
In one way or another we all understand what you're going through sometimes sometimes it's better to take a step back and refigure everything and then go forward agas far as the channel don't stress on it too much we're all here for you we're all love watching the videos I love seeing places I have no way to get to whatsoever would love to but have no way to do I definitely look forward to seeing your videos just think of all of us as a big family and we all just give you a big virtual hug you got this you're tough you're strong
Sending you the biggest hug from the uk . I can just listen to you all day . I would love to see some videos of what you eat in a day in Spain. Just video what you cook for yourself and don't put pressure on yourself to get a video out . ❤❤❤❤
I followed the Way away for years , and I have followed Winging it with Ash since its launch. I enjoy your content particularly when you venture to Italy. The only way I can think of increasing numbers is doing some collaborations with other you tubers who have bigger audiences. You did it in the past on your other channel so I imagine you have some contacts. Good luck any way , I am sure numbers will pick up soon.
You are brave! Keep going, it will work out! You built this channel at your lowest and you got so far already! ❤
Ash, I am a 54 year old Australian woman who is now single for the first time in my life. Travel is my absolute passion, so now I am facing continuing my journey solo. YOU, gorgeous young lady, have been an inspiration to me to face my fears, step out of my comfort zone, & get back into exploring this wonderful world of ours! Chin up Ash, you are a strong, beautiful & intelligent woman...you've got this!!!!! Sending much love from Melbourne, Australia. xxxxxx
Kathryn I truly can not express how happy this comment made me. You are the reason why I make these videos. I love this so much and I am so so proud of you and back you up 100%. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. -Ash
Ashley, go home to your family. Get stable, emotionally and financially. You can always go back to Spain later in life to pursue your dreams.
Maybe. Also, sometimes you have to fight through it to get to the other side. Going to your easy place isn't always the answer.
I don’t think you tube can be a job like it used to be too many people doing it fighting for the same views . Also a lot of people haven’t got the money now to paying you tubers . The cost of living crisis is effecting most people so money is tight for everyone.
What about going home and becoming a flight attendant? I know you were thinking about that at one time. You’d make steady money and benefits, could travel, and could still make videos.
She can be just as sad as this at home, too. Life has ups and downs. 💓🙏🏼
@@elaineevans7126 this immigrant life we choose isn’t easy. You always have to determine if the cost of admission is worth the ride, especially if it’s voluntary. I’ve been following her for years through this and her prior life. I empathize for sure but she’s a tough gal that seems to think things through, and I think whatever she chooses to do will be the right choice.
Ashley, you have been successful on many levels. Don't ever think of yourself as failure. You have been through the fire and inspired travelers, single people, and others all over the world. We all love you and wish you the best. I can't budget to be a patron, but you are always on my prayer list. Whatever you do, pray and trust God for the outcome. 🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏
Don't be hard on yourself, you have set yourself challenges that most of us wouldn't even contemplate. Giving time and space to recognise your emotions is healthy and part of the process.
I watched The Way Away and this channel. recently I haven’t been watching your vids or any travel vids as much lately. Why? I think I’m burnt out on watching travel vids. I’m working overtime to pay bills so I don’t have the time and the last thing I want to watch is someone else on vacation. I don’t mean to be mean but I think the interest in it is declining. I use to support channels I loved financially but I stopped. My heating bill just doubled and I don’t have extra. Go home. Set up a home and then travel here and there. That was my fave part of this channel. It was relatable.
Oh hunny I just want to give you hug!
I am currently learning French, I am taking lessons at my local Alliance de France. I never realized how hard it was learning a new language. I feel it could easily be considered a part time job, heck even a full time one! I go to all of my classes, plus I use supporting programs like Duo Lingo and Pimsleur. I am struggling, A LOT..... but I have given myself a few years to become proficient before I move. I think that is why you are so overwhelmed. Give yourself a bit of Grace. You Can Do This! We are here for you!
My husband and i are doing the same. Trying to learn French, and hopefully become proficient, before we move. Plan to move to France in the next few years.... So hopefully learning the language first will make it easier. I def noticed that it's harder to learn and retain the knowledge than it used to be when I was younger
If I'm really honest, you can't really compete with the travel vloggers that are out there as their content is so top grade and they are in different places all the time. I think you should think about returning to the US and start renovating something or take on a tiny home. Projects are what people like seeing on RUclips. It's so hard now on your own as solo traveller and you're so lovely but the harsh reality is that it's too tough to compete for views from other travel vloggers. Also it's great to learn Spanish but not everyone can become fluent. If things aren't clicking after a year, don't torture yourself learning. Accept you've learnt enough to get by and move on.. Life's too short All of this sounds so harsh but it's what I'd tell a friend and coming from a place of encouragement. You would probably be happier near your family and things could click into place. I think you'd be a brilliant school teacher. Would you think of retraining for something like that.
When I moved to New Zealand (from the UK) thought hard about my family and particularly my dad, who was already in his 80s. I decided on two things:
1. Even though New Zealand is far away, it is still only a day away. Getting back to England in an emergency was difficult and expensive, but not impossible.
2. In life, it's important to move forward. The greatest gift that we can give our parents is to be happy and successful in our lives. And being far away doesn't stop us thinking about loved ones and keeping in touch.
great advice
Before I begin my comment, I first want to send my prayers and love to you. You have been through so much and still smile every day.❤
Now, here are a few things that I think of after hearing your thoughts today...
1. Why is learning Spanish so important to you? Is it because you thought you could double up and create YT content while you were there? You can learn Spanish anywhere, truly. Think about that. Why there? I'm sure it's been fun but it also sounds stressful and expensive.
2. You can't run two channels. I had been a follower of the TWA for several years prior to it's demise - saw the writing on the wall for a long time and only watched for your experience. So when you created WITA I jumped over. However, then you announce that you're going to run both channels... Too confusing. Now, I think it's smart to run content out of TWA because there are more subs which would equal more revenue... But you have to build it back up as it sat vacant for so long. Yes, you'll lose a few subs but not enough to matter that much. The main thing is you have to stay consistent. If it was me, I'd focus on one channel. I'd work on trying to transfer subs from one channel over to the one you want to focus on.
3. How are you bringing people to your channel? If you're relying on YT revenue then you need to treat it like a job. Posting on other social media platforms as well as being versatile in your brand/offerings. IE: sponsorships, affiliate links, merch, etc. YT isn't reliable on its own. Also, running consistent live streams... It seemed like you had several generous super chats on your last live. That might be a great way to make a little extra cash while doing something fun with your most loyal viewers.
❤As mentioned before, you are a special person who has survived a past that many of us wouldn't have found our way out of... I hope I haven't offended you in any way, just a few thoughts on how to help.
Conclusion: Go back to Seattle, continue to learn Spanish at home, create content that is authentic to you and not what you think everyone wants, focus on one channel, diversify your income streams, and continue to be the beautiful you. ❤
Thank you for your well thought out comment. I am happy to share with you.
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Learning Spanish has always been something I thought was out of reach for me. It was a dream I never thought I would see fulfilled and I am so happy to have the chance to try. I do know that I could be learning spanish in many other places but I do love Europe and I really desire to put my roots down somewhere after for so long living out of a bag and not feeling like I could develop friendships or build community. I could end up in another spanish speaking country but for now I feel at home here and want to continue to cultivate that.
2. I agree with you! I had to try and now that I have I feel that I can move forward knowing I have done all I could. I had to do that for myself. Sometimes I forget that I am one person and one person can only do so much. haha
3. I do view it as a job and I spend so much time on what I do. Editing alone takes me a long time as I would not consider myself an editor. One thing I can see as my downfall is that I have a hard time asking for and accepting help. I need to get better at this because I know I need more hands to do the great things I would love to see done with this channel and all my social medias. ❤
Thank you for all of your suggestions and that you care for me and my future. It is obvious you are a caring person. Thank you for taking the time to write me and share. -Ash
Come home and travel from there. I have great interest in you but no interest in Spain. You can never get back the time with your family. ❤❤❤ Remember meeting us in London?
Didnt you have an interest in being a flight attendant???? Have a job and travel???
Are you still interested in working in the travel industry like the job you got as an airline attendant just before the pandemic hit?
She can't work for an airline from Spain she will have to go back to USA re taxes and income from a foreign country
I am sorry you are having such a hard time. You have lived in crisis for years. You need to find a place physically and mentally that can be your anchor. The one true thing that has been there for you is your family. Have you considered that maybe you need to feel needed and your traveling doesn't fulfill that?
Thanks!
Very touching video. I remember your positivity at home talking about wanting to work maybe as a flight attendant and also travel. You share often that you love It there. It seems like also there is a void in a few areas and maybe going home in time would be a good reboot to starting a new chapter. It’s a change of direction which is the great part about growing.
Its for sure something I consider from time to time and am not completely against but until I know for sure that it is time I will stay and enjoy all the special moments that I am having here in Spain.
@WingingItWithAsh I'm going to be honest Ash, and speak from too many years experience. You are showing the classic signs of missing being in a secure relationship. You probably think not, but trying to resurrect The Way Away was trying to return to happier times. You're now at a crossroads, and you have to make some tough choices. Most guys of your age will be looking to, or already have started to put down roots and looking to settle with a job, wife, and family. There will be some that still want the globe trotting life, but not your average guy. I've never wanted to tour the world, but I can see the attraction for you, as your ex was a part of it for a long time. You have to make some choices as the years soon pass, and if you're looking to have a family, it's more involved, the nearer you get to 40. You need to be thinking ahead, to where you really see yourself settling long term. I hope It's been of use to you, but please choose carefully and find someone that is still going to stick around through the good and bad times.
@@brianwhittington5086 I have a feeling she does not wanna face the honest truth
@@chiaweinam Yes, I followed their The Way Away for some time, and I've seen Ash putting on the brave face and seem to move on after the split. Having lost my wife to illness a few years ago, I know how hard it will be to make sure you find what you really want. Sometimes it takes a stranger to say the truth to you and make you see you can't dwell on the past too much or the years pass by before you realise. It's a shame to see her so unhappy, and unsure which way she needs to go. I'm a pretty good judge of peoples emotions, and it's quite clear that Ash needs to be looking at where she really would like to be in say 10+ years, not a short term plan. But the difficult part is findings that person that will be there with you all the way.
I'm always impressed by people who are able to strike out on their own, move to another country where they don't know anyone and then successfully overcome the challenges. I have traveled solo and experienced the loneliness of not being near loved ones but that doesn't compare to permanently living without your family nearby which you have done. My suggestions are to try to focus on the things that you have accomplished and all of the small achievements that you have had. With regard to Spanish, I have been studying Spanish for a year and a half and know the sinking feeling when I am in my online class with students from all over the world and can't get my conjugations right or forget my vocabulary. It takes several years to truly become fluent in a foreign language. But the times that I do get the answers right are what keep me going with Spanish. With regards to income, have you thought of becoming an English teacher in Italki or a similar platform? I have practiced with several Spanish speaking people from Mexico who are certified teachers or community teachers and who are gradually building their number of students and income. With your personality, I am sure you would do well as an English teacher in Italki.
You seemed happier when you lived in the UK. Have you looked for US businesses in Spain that could sponsor you. I would not rely on You Tube to fully live on. They can pull the plug anytime. You may want to return to the USA, where you can get work & family support.
I am alone since last September 2022, came from Pakistan to Ireland as a doctor. I think there is a kind of depression and loneliness when abroad , working away from your own people.
It's not your fault. Travel has become difficult. Airlines are delaying and cancelling flights all the time. Inflation is through the roof and interest rates are killing people. Covid lockdowns destroyed businesses and tourism. You are taking it personally, it's not You! It's the world we are living in. You do what is right for you beautiful girl. We all think you're a trooper 🥰❤❤
There are other solo travelers on RUclips who hike through the Himalayas. Your blogs are lovely, but you are unlikely to generate the same kind of interest where you currently are. That's fine, and you have a lot of loyal fans, but you may have to be satisfied with your current numbers on RUclips. It's worth your while looking at money making opportunities. I have a friend who was living in Spain learning Spanish just like you. She was able to use her language skills to purchase a rundown beachfront property in Mexico, then do it up and put it on the market as an Airbnb. She now has quite a successful business, but it was her experience living in Spain that got things going! 😏
God Bless You, Ash. My wife and I moved to Barcelona in September 2022, right after you. Your videos were inspirational for us. My wife is a student and her visa is good. I've struggled with my own visa issues, and uncertainty, exactly as you shared in this video. You deserve more views and success!!! Thank you for everything you do!!!
Looks like your numbers dropped the minute you moved to Spain. I don't know why. If you still want to do RUclips, maybe review that change over and you'll figure it out.
Learning a new language is ALWAYS hard...there is nothing wrong with you. Everybody feels like that when they are studying a foreign language. It's not easy or fast to anyone. Be kind to yourself...❤
Dear Ashley, watching your video right now makes me pick up on a few things. Trying and fighting to makes things work is what is not working out for you. The Way Away was something from your past, maybe it's time to let it go and leave it in the past. If things feels like a huge struggle, it's not your path. It's ok to make new desicions and let things go. Watching your video right now, makes it feels like that is the lessons you have to learn right now. You simply can't carry everything.
Sending you so much love, you'll get there ❤
Thank you for your insight. As far as THE WAY AWAY I agree with you. I am no longer posting there and I am glad I tried but I don't see it as a benefit to me anymore so I am happy to let it go. :) I do think in life there are things worth fighting for and it may be hard at times but there is something about fighting for what you want and I will continue pressing through, trusting the good will out weigh the bad. Thank you for caring. -Ash
It’s great that you’ve done the Wales trip, the Paris holiday, the Spanish life and studying, plus the side trips you’ve been able to do, but you obviously need more financial security behind you, and atm more emotional security from family and friends.
Go back home for a while. Get another job like the dentist office job you had in the States before the Wales trip.
Consolidate your finances, then you’ll be in a way better position to be more flexible and do the travel you really want to do, without relying on the unpredictable Facebook money or trying to pick up the odd casual other jobs which don’t guarantee security for you.
Facebook money?
The struggle is real, But we all have choices! We learn as we grow, if plan A doesn't work out, always good to have a backup plan! In your case Ash, you're the king in your kindom, things are easier and life is better for you, a steady income and a roof over your head, plus family support!
I have to admire you for your courage and persistence to succeed at your dream, I know most people presented with the obstacles you have experienced would have packed it in a long time ago, I think you will find the way forward even if you stumble now and then. you will get stronger. I have faith in your future. Ash, all the best!
Hi Ashley . I watched the Way away . It was very good. I could see what was happening through the years too. I worried then but it was you that made me watch . It broke my heart too later but look what you did . You came back . I am an orphan now . I'm an old man now and believe me family is precious . There are many doing Spain maybe a change might help . I hate to see you so unhappy .You used to love Turkey I remember. Chin up sunshine You can do it
Hi Ashley, Is it really so important for you to live in Europe ? I feel like you need a caring partner and your family being around you.
I’ve seen other once big RUclipsrs leaving RUclips cus they don’t earn enough anymore.
You come from a top tier country like 🇺🇸 where you can have a better life with less effort and still travel during your holidays.
It’s nice to have different chapters in life and to learn from these experiences.
I wish you could know how lucky you are being from the US and a native English speaker.
I moved to France 5 years ago with full motivation and did everything to stay here but living abroad brings a lot of solitude and anxiety but also allow to discover yourself, the best way to overcome the solitude is to have a caring partner otherwise it is quite difficult situation. I think a healthy relationship would help you heal a lot.
What I have found in my life, the journey of working at challenges you set for yourself is almost more important than achieving the goal itself. It's been encouraging to see you work at challenges you've set for yourself.
Very very few people are able to make a living with just RUclips, and a lot of it is based on luck. I don’t think it is anything about solo vs couple travel. I think it is more full-time travel vs mainly expat life in one particular city. Your potential audience is much narrower now. You may at some point need to make a difficult decision about what your next steps will be. It may be that your current life simply isn’t sustainable. Or maybe you choose to take your channel in a different direction. Regardless, you are not your channel so please don’t place any self worth on whether your channel grows or not. You are an awesome person with a lot to offer with or without a RUclips channel.
Grammar is difficult even for native Spanish speakers, don't get discouraged.
I am so sorry to see how upset you are. I have lived alone in a country where I had limited language skills and I recognise how you feel. It is part of the process and you should share the highs and lows. You are already succeeding and better days will come. ❤❤❤
I saw a job for a remote video editor somewhere… you have lots of skills I’m sure you’ll find something. I would be a patron but I can barely live myself. Everything here costs so much it’s ridiculous. Love you kid.
rather than waste money on learning Spanish, why not use the money to go and retrain as a nurse? no one gets fired in healthcare
Oh my goodness....Nursing is not the job for me. It takes a very special type of person to do that.
I've been following you since way away a few years ago and must say that a lot of your videos inspired me. Being an expat is not easy, I totally understand you, I am born Brazilian to Portuguese parents and we have lived in different countries. When I was younger moving and learning new languages was easy, this way I've learned 4 languages easily, however, 5 years ago I moved to Denmark for a job (thankfully I don't have to go through these visa processes due to my Portuguese nationality) and I struggled so much to learn some Danish and integrate, I worked full time in an office and had classes twice a week for 3 hours, but my brain was just like no, I was already exhausted by the end of the day. At some point I dropped the classes after the first module, I couldn't work full time and learn danish at the same time, I'm in my early 30s nowadays and it's not like when I was a teenager. Also, you feel like nowhere is home, back in Brazil and Portugal I don't feel like this is my home anymore, but neither is Denmark, At the end of the day I understood that home is where the heart is and slowly started saying that home is where I'm physically at and if I move to another place that will be my home, and Denmark, Brazil, Portugal, France and the US will be in the past, a few beautiful chapters of my life. Do I see myself living in Brazil or Portugal again? Maybe when I get much older? Another point, being away from family is not easy, but being too close isn't pleasant either - my siblings are closer and always complain. I always think well if my mom lives another 30 years, I may see her only 30 or 40 times since I have my life with my partner, I travel to different places and not necessarily to see my family every time. The hardest I noticed was when my partner's mother passed away during the pandemic and we couldn't attend the funeral, that was heartbreaking to an unimaginable level and well it is what it is. Nowadays, I understand I have to focus only on the positive aspects and understand that there are drawbacks and that's normal, it's life, this way I'm coping better.
Speaking from experience learning Spanish is hard for all of the reasons you mentioned, you're not alone. RUclips is hard. It's different for you because you need to make a living from it whereas I don't need to make money from it. For me it's just something I like to do from video shooting to editing. Don't let it get you down. You are a strong independent woman. Considering all that you've been through i hope you’re proud of yourself. -Marc
Ashley everything you say about language learning is entirely normal. Just to reassure you that you will get there but it takes so much more time than people think. It has taken me 5 years to get there with French but it’s still hard. Keep going. Please don’t give up! I think you’ve done so well to go and live in Europe and experience so many things both ups and downs. You’re an amazing person and your spirit is beautiful. I’ve said this so many times but your smile and outlook on life is such a positive thing in the world.
Wherever you are I love watching your content. I loved your little house in the USA when you worked in the dentist. I loved your travel videos. I’ve loved watching your Spain videos. Basically the core subscribers aren’t going anywhere.
It’s all so normal to feel this way when you live away from your home country. I moved from the U.K. to Australia after travelling Europe for years. I’m also in my 30s and craving security and familiarity and having to renew my visa over here in Australia every 2 years is hard, it just makes everything feel temporary. It’s like living in limbo sometimes and being so far away from my friend group is heartbreaking.
Thank you, Ashley, for everything you do to entertain us. I’m sorry you’re having a rough patch-very normal. Sending you big hugs and never give up. I can’t imagine living in a foreign country and missing your parents ❤ My parents are long gone but I cherish every moment with my husband’s family and I’m so irritating to my husband because I make him see his parents all the time lol. Hang in there, Doll, things will get better for you❤big hugs to you❤
I think the deep rooted issue behind this feeling of sadness is that you want a family of your own. I think really focusing on that project would make you much happier than some more views on a video or some more words memorised in Spanish.
Wish I could give you a hug! I struggle with what to say…but I do know in my 58 years experience you will find your way! It’s not all rainbows, but Ashley you are going to make it! You are a brave, beautiful, creative young woman. Thanks for sharing, I’m going to keep you in my prayers. Lots of love 🌸💕~Cara
I’m generally dumb. No way could I learn Español. I could shack up in the UK no problem. And maybe Amsterdam. I’ve never known a culture more fluent in English than the Dutch.
To immigrate is not easy, all these feelings are part of it! Learning a new language also comes to a moment when it feels like you will never be able to speak but trust me this time will pass and you soon will be very fluent! don't give up, even if you come back home you will see that all these difficult parts were great lessons! I left my country when I was 17 and I lived in 5 different countries, I understand all those feelings! Good luck, you are doing great!
Wow amazing! You're inspiring and I really appreciate your encouragement! Thank you.
Ashley, first off I want to say that as a long time viewer of your channel you have gone through much change in your life and remember how well you have dealt with it and what you have over come to get where you are. Remember your successes. Don't be so hard on yourself. Your true viewers and followers continue to watch your content because they love you and want to connect with you, the real you. The worst thing that happened to video content was monetization. Hobbies make horrible professions because they suck the life out of something you enjoy and make you do things you would never do, in order to make money. You are doing a good thing evaluating what is going on and your passion for this medium. As @glynnwright1699 said below: "Don't be hard on yourself, you have set yourself challenges that most of us wouldn't even contemplate. Giving time and space to recognize your emotions is healthy and part of the process." You do inspire people with who you are, not what you do or how much or how good your content is. Lean on your family, they love and support you no matter how far away they are. Your true followers support you as well. Be kind to yourself. You will get through this! 💜
*He had never been on plane, that level of never traveling. I admire you so much Ash! I love your traveling videos! If I had a say here I would ask you not to leave "way away"💝
I am subscribed but don’t get notifications I think your video are brill ❤
Ashley....go home. It's ok. I know you want to be strong and prove you can do this, but ur mental health is more important. That doesn't mean you can't revisit this dream in the future. But right now you need to re ground yourself, and that means you need to be closer to the ones who love you most. This is not a failure. It's just a break. I had no idea you were back on the Way Away channel. I just peeked, and u started posting 9 months ago. I would have supported you there had I known. I'm so sorry. I loved that channel. It's where I found you originally. And so much has happened that you had to move on from. But I understand feeling the need to return to the familiar. Where u were ur happiest. That's why I feel...and who am I right...that you need to go home for a while. I can see ur not happy right now. The thing about life is that it will never be exactly what u dream it to be. But u learn to move with what is while making plans for what could be. I hope that makes sense. I just wish and pray for you to be okay. I'm honestly worried for you. Please just consider going home for a while. I think you need the break. In the meantime, I'm going to catch up here on WIWA and catch up on Way Away. And I will always support whatever you are doing in life. Always.
Thank you for your honesty.
I found you at the last league of the previous traveling channel you had and I always loved how bubbly and positive you are. This said it is natural that there is something else that is not seen in the videos. I hope it is mostly good anyway.
I guess I'm one of the followers who doesn't have real preference if it is you traveling or talking how learning spanish or comparing cultural differences or cooking or showing the new apartment. I kinda enjoy them all. 😊
Stay strong and try to have fun and enjoy.
What’s with this modern obsession to share everything with the world and treat your life dramas like a business opportunity?
Ashley you are a super star for being so brave to be honest and human 🥰 I just want to give you a massive hug 🤗 you are such an overachiever which is why you are trying to do it all which you can’t! RUclips is full time on your mind, learning a language is SOOOOOO HARD!!! And I totally understand what it’s like to be so far from family 😞 sending you lots of love and I’m gonna message you on Instagram too, Charlie xxxx
As sympathetic as I am for you ( because i hate seeing people cry ) it was your choice to move away from your family so far away. People always move away from their family back home but then they always go back to them. It makes sense. I am not so fortunate as I haven't had either one of my parents in my life for so many years. I come to Spain every summer for vacation until I can get sponsorship or the digital nomad visa. Go to the language exchanges and you can meet new people and make lots of friends like I did. It will help. Best of luck.
Ashley,my condolences on your grandma. I follow you since the time you came here to my country, Brazil! you have the courage to make videos, this is already a success, so you can do lives showing the city where you are, so people can help you by making donations at the time of the live. You are a winner and inspire all of us!
Why would anyone embarrass themselves this way in front of the whole world. Bad enough telling everyone your husbands a pervert who wears your clothes. This girl needs to get some self respect.
Go home, become a flight attendant youtuber and have the best of both worlds. Seriously, not that hard and you won’t be giving up on anything
I am not even sure what conjugation means! Well done learning another language.
Gurl, just one thing. Please don't bash yourself for anything, this channel is called Winging it With Ash for a reason. Things won't always turn out the way you expected it to be, which is fine. Just keep going and we will be here to support you, JUST WING IT 😉
YES YES YES!! A great reminder and you are SOOO right. I get ahead of myself at time and it stresses me out. Haha I need to be reminded. Thanks
I personally watch your channel mainly because your irrepressible sunshiney personality cheers me up. The soul of your channel is your genuine and loveable personality, and the formula that is proven to work is simply 'person we like + different situations', more so even that specific topics. So I think expanding beyond travel and into anything and everything you find interesting might be the way to create growth, with an eye on adjacent audiences and current trends to capitalise on. Hammering out short videos is a key way to trigger channel growth too. Point being, making it more about engaging with your personality/lifestyle rather than even the topic, let your imagination run riot in terms of creativity and ideas, do things that are within your reach rather than thinking you have to go bigger and bigger to get views, and don't be afraid to blatantly piggyback on trends either.
Go back to Washington to recharge, reflex with your family on your Nan's passing and think about the next phase. Keep learning Spanish while at home and then once you have a better outlook and drive come back to Spain. Big hugs to you.
Ash, you are a real sweetheart. Your family will always be with you, even though there is distance between you, that will never change. I am so sorry to see you going through this sad phase in your young life, trust me, it will change for the better. Just keep being yourself, no matter what and things will come full circle. I wish you all the Love and Happiness in The World Princess, you take care and keep a smile on that Pretty Face. Very Best Wishes from Liverpool UK 😍😍💞💞💋💋
Maybe you should go home for awhile and regroup.
Pray for wisdom and have a long honest talk with your parents. I see you in a place like Texas, working, being in a church, and practicing Spanish because you would hear it everywhere. You would also make friends easily. Praying for you.
Don't cry, Ashley..! :( I'm sending my prayers and positive energy to you...! Dry your eyes...! :( Greetings from Turkey !
Oh Ashley so sorry. You must have been so lonely.
I’m sending you soooooo many mom hugs. I’m sorry you are in this season right now, I hope it passes quickly
I feel u.. Maybe there's sumthing else in life waiting for you.. Keep moving forward
I am sorry about you Nanna..
stay strong Ash.
Majorel (search for them) have a hybrid model, whereas you can work from home most days of the week if not all on behalf booking and Twitter.
Not great but it will guarantee you an income if your visa permits it.
I more than believe you will have the skill set to do this job, a lot of questions will be centered around your life in Barcelona, as they don't want to train someone who may live shortly after.
you've got sant Juan next week (23rd June) and you will relaize why you have chosen to live here.
As an immigrant I understand your struggles. Just remember thar there will be phases of immense stress and lots of unexpected challenges but there are amazing days as well. It is hard to adapt your expectation for your everyday reality and not with your plans from who you were before, but who and where you are now. Take care!❤
thanks for sharing! hope u r doing better! 💕
PS: have a look at what Hashtags other RUclipsrs use😀
So glad your mum and dad got to come to Europe.
Hi there hope your ok I miss your videos xx
Ash, my job was eliminated two months ago, after having moved our family and bought a home two years ago for that job, in a city where we know no one. I’ve applied for more than 350 jobs including a ton remotely. It is soooooo hard right now in this economy, and it’s not getting better.
I have been wrestling hard with God about this. “Really? Really?”
And in your case, adding your grief? 😢
But I see the worth in this struggle. To keep trying. To persevere and thrive. To pivot where needed.
Just know it is 💯% ok to not be ok. You are not alone. You have a community here. Do not be afraid to reach out to this group you share your life with. Us included.
We believe in you. We believe in your journey, whatever it turns into.
We believe in you.
Oh My Goodness. First I want to thank you for sharing. I am so sorry for this difficulty in your life and I will add you and your family to my prayer list. I understand the job thing and know the frustration that comes with it although having a family I understand adds to the pressured. Thank you for your encouragement and I am so proud of your positivity and willingness to encourage me. Its amazing and please share with me your praise report :) When something better comes along. -Ash
Ashley! I was just thinking about you the other day. Your videos arent showing up on my normal thread and i was wondering how you were doing! So glad i came across your video! I will be praying for you!!!
Upheaval, wanted or unwanted, is bound to incur strong emotions so it's good you are letting them out. I feel like youtube is a place where people want to see reality, whatever that is. Just be yourself and show the truth and I think people will respond.
Its good advice and exactly what I want to do. I have no interest in being anyone else.
No one's perfect, relax,live your life enjoy the process and the journey. hugs
Spanish is my first language and get lost in translation when I hear people speaking Catalan. There’s is a song by Willy Chirinos that says: “Lo Que Esta Pa’ Ti” which mean what’s for you, it’s for you, and nobody can take it. Don’t make Barcelona an obsession, if it doesn’t work, there are other countries where you can learn Spanish. Buena Suerte!
What kind of remote jobs are you applying for, and do they align with your experience/qualifications?
They do! I have applied in the travel sphere as well as administration which I have tons of experience in.
I know time is precious but you have to give it a bit more time? Maybe combine it with TikTok videos since that app is pouring w content…you might even go viral? Haha I’ve followed you son THEWAYAWAY and it’s such a cool channel. Love the travel channels and you’ve been doing it for quite a while so I hope you find your groove again! That break was what kinda made people go to other channels probably? But it was a necessary break! I’m glad you’re loving Spain and I hope you find a more stable job that lets you stay in Spain and travel from there as a home base from now on! It’s not impossible but I’m sure things will go better! Best of luck and I’ll still be following!
Hey Tony! Thank you so much for seeing value in what I do and staying around for so long. I am so proud of the travel content and I truly LOVE making it. I agree with you that it was shook up a bit and not posting while I was healing was also not helpful but necessary. I can never expect the same type of success with this channel and the world, youtube, and me are all very different in 2023. :) Just gotta find my groove haha I like how you put that. -Ash
You should be proud of your achievements, only 1 in a thousand would have the ability to make their way around life as well as you have. It's quite normal to have doubts and bouts of feeling down, especially as you are carrying all the decisions by yourself. At some point in the future it will all come together and you will meet the right person , in the right place and look back and see is was all worth it. Have a virtual hug. Chin up. .... you are normal, you are human..... but you are also an inspiration and tough as proven so far. You have to let your emotions out sometimes, its good for you
My heart really understands what you are saying...I am also from the PNW and moved to Mexico. The learning of Spanish and the energy it takes is exhausting...and I miss my family so much❤️❤️ My heart goes to you...
Life is to short not to be happy. Maybe it’s time to go home and regroup. Is it college classes? Is it a job? Maybe a break from RUclips? Whatever it is - be happy. You are too young to be this sad.
Hi Ash. I just wanted to say that you are amazing at what you do and the content you create. RUclips is a tough platform to grow on, I think. But YOU are growing by opening yourself up like this. You are creating the feelings we want to feel: inspiration, happiness, love and so much more. You are such a loving person. I would love to see more of that through your videos. Activities that make you happy in Spain, what you do, shop and eat. Get tips on where to go on a budget where you are. Free places to visit to get great experiences with art and culture. You are remarkable at getting out to people and we feel blessed to see your videos. I truly wish you the best and I hope to see more happiness and love from you.
As a person living stateside & learning Spanish mostly on my own, I totally understand. Maybe it’s time to pivot just a little. I think the classroom setting could be the problem. Is there a way for you to get private tutoring instead at the same cost? Sometimes classroom settings put more pressure on and stagnate growth 😉 Remote work is hard to get here too. I suggest reaching out to US staffing agencies. Is it possible for you to live elsewhere in Spain? Costa Del Sol maybe? I know I might be suggesting things that may seem easier said than done but hopefully it helps a little!
Learning a second language isn’t easy, by any means, but age doesn’t help. I’m, by no means calling you old (I guarantee I’m older than you 😉), but the ideal time is in the very early stages of life. The best unsolicited advice I can give is that the more you practice, the better you get. People who are fluent don’t care if you mess up tenses. They recognize that you’re trying and will kindly correct you. When you think, and even dream, in a second language, that’s when it becomes a literal mind trip. Most of the time when I dream in Spanish, I’m going off on someone 😂
YES! I new my age would play a part in how difficult I would find learning a language. By no means am I offended by you saying that. I look forward to the day I will dream in Spanish!! Amazing and so funny its what you go to to yell at someone lol
Keep going Ashley- you're an absolute inspiration to a lifestyle many only dream of. I love your travel videos and would really like to see more of Barcelona ❤
Move back and explore the US ! 😊
I may one day. :)
Hi Ash, don't be discouraged if people haven't seen the Zurich series for example, I've just been away and have lots of vlogs from people that i follow to catch up on, so its no reflection on the content, I must admit I'm drawn to the foodie vlogs and find them very enjoyable xx
Ahaah Yes! This is very normal and I don't hold anyone person responsible. I tend to be more upset with RUclips really haha. I also really like food vlogs!
Chun up lass
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I miss it there!!
7:15 it's not you, it's the algorhythm
Agh!! I really cant keep up with this Algorhythm!
Hey Ashley hope you feel better soon
Girl..... hate to see you're sad. Please relocate to the Netherlands and you still can go on holiday to Spain. Enough jobs here for English speakers and Dutch is easier for you to learn. If I was younger I would marry you 😘
Awe so nice haha but I have heard the sun doesn't shine there! :)
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