Joice Meyer testimony | Abusive father raped me more than 200 times

[@cindyhughes3118]

Amen. I needed this.
I too was sexually abused and raped by an older cousin, when I was only 8-yrs old.
I kept this secret for exactly 8-yrs. Then @ the age of 16, I attempted suicide and that's when the truth came out.
I always felt so dirty, I hated what happened to me, but Thankfully after the truth came out, I was given Christian counseling and got saved and baptized.
I am now 50 and Married and have Only-One child who is Now 28. God has been good to me and carried me through
God Is Alive In Me and Carried me through this time in my childhood.

[@stanislava7415]

Oooo sweetie, God Bless you, what you went through is horrible. But You went through this and you have a good life. Life is like water under the bridge , goes away and you can start over and over again. I was not raped physically but raped emotionally by narcist sister, doctors say she has a problem...what problem when her life is splendid and she is functioning excellent while I feel like buried alive and I start having problem: depression, anxiety, OCD...horrible. I came to Canada for her she borrowed me money for me and my daughter then 10yrs, took my money , kicked me and almost killed me. This is what God gives her and me. So I accept. When we were little she had so much malice and greediness , while I was always happy when I see people achieved a lot. manipulator, cheating always , very sneaky and God LOVES her gives her with full hands.....So I told you so much just to help you to extract all bad memories about your rape. It wasn't lasting 18 yrs as my emotional rape. God Bless You !

[@stanislava7415]

In life ppl might do many bad things to you. This could mean losing relatives and maybe even your mind.
It could mean not eating for three or four days.
It could mean derision, isolation. And at the same time God to put you on the top. As I got now everything. God decided this. So one thing I learned IT IS NOT IMPORTANT WHO BETRAYED YOU . IT IS IMPORTANT GOD NOT TO BETRAY YOU. WHEN HE IS WITH YOU . YOU HAVE EVERYTHING ALL THE REST IS NOTHING

[@freddybukasa1365]

Don't follow the people asking you money it's not joyce meyer's compte.if you want to help people look in the crying look truth compt of him.

[@susiediaz8320]

I can feel your pain i know how that's hurt you .every time I share my story I feel dirty and angry but God save me I couldn't imagine this painful situation but I'm still alive.

[@centerfold8]

Praise God for His healing

[@ms.independent8935]

This broke me down 😞😢😭 you never know what a person has gone through in their lives.....I give lots of respect to Joyce Meyer and others who have been through sexual abuse or any kind of abuse, and to actually forgive that person/people who did you wrong is extremely powerful!!!!

[@Peekaboo-Kitty]

There is no forgiveness without Repentance and Restitution. Not even God forgives without Repentance!

[@karenwyatt1999]

No forgiveness until they acknowledge what they did!

[@Heartbeatofchristministries]

♥️ thanks

[@rondacornwell7158]

Amen Mine was not my dad...He was the most loving kind man. Other people Who knew my family. They were the abusive people. More then one for me.

[@rondacornwell7158]

Thank you I had to not to take. My own life. I struggle with PTSD.

[@anudaniell6007]

Every applause and every clap is a punch on the devil ! To God be all the glory!

[@tjgrubbs]

Not from her

[@gamerknight1014]

Amen!

[@yvettesanjuan4645]

It's difficult, I was physically, mentally and sexually abused, I"ve been raped many times in my adult life, however, I know without a doubt Holy Loving Father , Christ Jesus and the Holy Ghost will bring me through this and I know He will heal me of all that has happened to me, I'm forgiving, however, it's not forgetting that makes me cry. 😥

[@karenwyatt1999]

WHY DIDNT THIS GOD RESCUE YOU FROM THIS HORRIBLE LIFE?

[@onsplaaskombuis6482]

I love this woman. You have changed my life !!!

[@clancyk8497]

I love Joyce meyers.
She has been such an inspiration to me. Bless her 🙏

[@ishayabulus1993]

This is the first time I am watching this. I didn't know such horrible thing could happen in human history. I thank God for keeping you Joyce Meyer. You are an epitome of God's grace and mercy. You are a winner. You went through "hell" like Jesus Christ so that your testimony and story can bless millions around the world. Someone said sometimes you have to go through the worst, to get the best! In all, we give glory to God for his deliverance.

[@lisabrummett6075]

I love you Joyce Meyers. You and your sermons have truly changed me and saved my life.

[@cherokeepurple4480]

I so needed to hear this today. I was abused by my father and have cut off contact with him for almost 6 years along with my mother who defended his actions. I have forgiven in my heart but cannot find the courage to forgive to their faces. Toward the end of my contact with them, I would have panic attacks if I was called upon to see them or speak to them. Since then, my life has improved a hundredfold and I found God and Jesus. I’ve prayed about it and just want to know if honoring your parents involves having to maintain contact with them if they were abusive or neglectful. My priority is with my Heavenly Father and I want to be obedient to him. Thank you.

[@arlyn515]

No. That is not what honoring your parents means. Do not let anyone convince you that is what it means. Do not wrong them, but you are under no obligation to present yourself for further abuse.

[@cherokeepurple4480]

@@arlyn515 Thank you for the encouragement. He would always say “ honor your father and mother” when he was acting abusive so that’s always in the back of my mind.

[@carololiveira2939]

Sorry you went through it. Satan would use the scriptures in a distorted way to confuse and destroy people and lead them into sin. He even tried it with Jesus. Your father was using Satan tactics to do the same to you. Honoring you parents does not mean to let them abuse you as they sin against God and against you. You have to Holy Spirit to tell you the truth in the scriptures and guide you out of danger. Listen to the Holy Spirit and not to the guilty trip and mind games they did to you. You can forgive and keep your distance if they still represent a threat to your mental and physical well being.

[@laynevictoriamusic]

Absolutely not. Forgiveness is not the same as reconciling with evil. If there is not safety and true repentance on his part, do not enable his abuse by putting yourself back in that.

[@alinalemanska2029]

I feel like God has used dogs to teach me these kind of lessons. I felt like He was showing me to do what the dogs do. Have you noticed how they behave when they are faced with abuse or anger. They take a step back and watch you quietly in silence, but as soon as they see any sighn of you doing better and willing to have contact with them they come with their teils waggling gently as if the were not sure but hopefully. They always give the next chance, but also take a step back if you become out of control.

[@otisfloyd1404]

She has a powerful testimony I cried a little bit

[@tamilchristiantransformers162]

God has a great plan u can recover from all the pain

[@missylora9248]

My fav preacher... Thank you for inspiring me and helping me through your own life 's experience during the most troubled days of my life and even as an adult now.
Frm Nagaland

[@hotpinkluvr1]

I needed to see this😭🙏

[@kazza6799]

Never ever say your glad it happened. But God can always use your pain for a greater good! 💗x

[@centerfold8]

Yeah what was done is not in anyway acceptable for a dad to do that

[@krystalharwood7842]

all shes saying is shes glad god put her through that so he could get her to trust Him

[@kazza6799]

I know this kind of pain. I know that God never wants or wishes for that. For some reason He can't stop it but I do know through that pain God is saying we can use that for a greater good. ❤️

[@Peekaboo-Kitty]

She must have Stockholm Syndrome. Does does Rape turn anyone into a better person? What total nonsense!

[@user-mq5dr1jh5t]

@@krystalharwood7842 almost like when god puts us through trials. it challenges us to trust

[@northernlitez1]

God blessed me with the most precious Dad and I miss him so much. Thank you Jesus for blessing me

[@alliewilson7036]

This woman is teaching me how to forgive and how to forget. I'm a virgin. I'm still flawed but she is fixing me. This woman has one of the craziest rape stories I have ever seen. And yet she still has so much grace. Thank you Joyce Meyers I really can't thank you enough.

[@lightandshine4692]

What u mean by craziest rape stories???. Do u mean she is fooling people.??

[@jazmynbrown6820]

Allie, keep up the journey girl!!! That’s so good to hear. I hope you’re still saving yourself.

[@izio4408]

this is so heartbreaking

[@chrissandrasingleton3167]

Hallelujah, Praise the Lord. Thank you Lord, for restoration in Joyce life

[@mbangsisandrineibemsi2842]

Heartbreaking am encouraged!!!
God bless you woman of God

[@beattysangurah3890]

OMG😥,God moulds His tough soldiers thru these tough battles indeed for His glory. I can't comprehend this, more grace to you servant of God and anyone who's gone thru any form of abuse

[@zamaprecious8104]

I was also raped by my father and he also allow his friends to sleep with me, He abused me physically and emotionally.
I remember when he invites the stranger in our house and he beg me to sllep with that old man, today I am HIV positive because of him. He told me that you'll never do anything because you have no one and your has committed suicide, I am still broken and hurt, till now

[@gospelthronet]

God can heal Aids, be healed in jesus name, all HIV virus in your body be dead n out of your body, be healed emotionally too. Amen

[@yaayaakeli674]

Stay strong and watch God wipe away your pain😯

[@shadoraabraham1834]

You can be healed!! May yiu be healed through the blood of Yashua!!!!!!! May it be so!!!

[@heebadeeba7279]

Praying for you

[@Luna-fv7jo]

I rebuke HIV off your body now in Jesus name, be healed by the blood of Jesus

[@clancyk8497]

Thank God for Joyce Meyer 🙏

[@boobuglouisville3851]

Such an inspiration and an amazing woman

[@clairechase4751]

Love this woman!!! Your just Amazing, so brave, courageous, beautiful! You’ve helped, help me so much. God bless you!! ❤️😘😘

[@kayeononyeka]

This is heartbreaking but thank God for this testimony

[@jerrimclaughlin8432]

I so feel your pain it happened to me , but not as bad as you. If we let God in then he will heal us. Thank you Joyce for sharing not sure if I could talk so much about it, but I am glad you did your so real

[@jessegarza5394]

Strong minded woman of GOD! U ARE AMAZING JOYCE !

[@angelcox6136]

You are incredible and beautiful Joyce and I'm so proud of you and honored to know you! 🥰

[@arisefire84]

God is a healer and a deliverer no matter what you've gone through he will wipe away every tear and comfort you in his love.

[@marymajgaonkar7505]

Praise the lord.. in the name of Jesus..🙏Amen..You are the strongest women of God 😊

[@shruthibollam4626]

I love ur preaching since my childhood ma'am n i love u ma'am

[@faithtroyer75]

Thank you, Joyce ❤ I appreciate you giving people hope and encouragement and reminding us that God loves us beyond measure. I didn’t have a good relationship with my father , and still don’t. But I belong to Jesus and I’m so thankful

[@nuwaherezacaroline8747]

Joyce Meyer you inspire me , God bless you

[@nuwaherezacaroline8747]

@Joyce Meyer AMEN , AMEN AND AMEN

[@kiaraosorio7276]

The police officer part really killed me

[@shantisharma4117]

God heals the Broken Hearted.Only God can help us.💗

[@cynthiapolzin315]

Thank you Joyce! Thank you God n Jesus!!

[@AbianahAlmeida]

She’s so strong. God has a hold on her life.

[@kristineozment977]

Thank you Miss Joyce for sharing your testimony it has helped many people you are a blessing to the kingdom of God!

[@DementiaSurvivor]

Thank you so much for sharing this, in the blessed name of Jesus thank you so much

[@centerfold8]

May God help those who are praying for God to help them and it seems like it’s not working. May God help those still on that road of trying to recover and feeling lost and alone.

[@henrietta9206]

I claim this, amen. It really seems like "it's not working" but I hang on.

[@derrickbarber9958]

I can relate to this with my own father and we're of the same sex my father treated me like a dog when I went to live with him and yes I did something stupid but he didn't have a right to treat me that way and I was just so afraid of him so afraid to stick by him so afraid to even talk to him and I'm glad I have nothing to do with him anymore but I do pray for him

[@lifessensational2944]

Prayers for you brother..keep your head up

[@laynevictoriamusic]

I am so sorry you went through this horror. May God bring you healing in His presence and with His people.🙏

[@derrickbarber9958]

@@laynevictoriamusic amen sis pray for you and your family as well ❤️.

[@hollikrebs]

Yes pray for your enemy!! Matt. 5:44

[@user-ro1dk6yy6n]

I wish I was strong enough to tell people my message I’m going through it as well suffering everyday I say god why is this happening to me ? Joyce gives me hope I believe I will make it if I don’t give up !

[@shadoraabraham1834]

You can share! You don’t have to bear alone.

[@carrienabes2341]

Yes, please

[@kalipodcast]

I am here for you like a sister in Christ

[@moonsyoungestsun6550]

Please share your story. Keeping stuff bottled up creates depression.

[@krystalharwood6359]

why do some people not believe her but they praise Joel Osteen and other false preachers?

[@bluesrockguitaristmikesall2708]

Forgiveness makes us better people.

[@angeliqueguce9647]

Amen. PRAISE GOD. JESUS IS THE BEST FATHER

[@theindy79]

Way she held after almost breaking has me amazed bless Joyce meyer that’s God magic in her

[@jfr7587]

Wow powerful message at right time to reach me... Amen

[@Kittyprimee]

Thank you for this testimony and praise god . Years ago I was dealing with terrible abuse from my narcissistic ex . I felt like I was losing my mind the devil threw EVERYTHING at me . God wanted me to forgive and not seek vengeance but I didn’t know how . Hearing Joyce’s testimony allowed me to receive gods message and I only could receive the message of forgiveness from someone who has experienced pain .

[@gamerknight1014]

I broke down on this message 🔥🙏🏻

[@jothysangma6638]

😥😥😥mam you are my inspiration 👍👍 you r the best

[@sonakumari7634]

Amen god is really great and alive
He is very kind

[@ibolyaszombathy51]

😢😢😢😢, I'm so sorry 😞 you went through this awful tough experience grrr 😢😢😢😢

[@delphinedemerua]

She is so brave. She has made it through thank you God for helping such a wonderful person 😢❤

[@ii4him]

Thank you so much for sharing this.

[@lifeasoshin7845]

God is able thanks for sharing your story

[@blessingisire3253]

God is indeed a good and awesome God! Hallelujah!

[@SerahMoyo-wk4lm]

I needed to hear this 😭😭

[@Prius808]

Your so great . God bless you.

[@shellyall12]

Lord Have Mercy!!😥🙏🙏
Praise God You Have Been Redeemed In Spit Of...

[@ralphgomez7808]

Joyce Meyer GOD bless you🙏Praise the LORD❤🙏

[@sbella44]

Oh my goodness🙇🏽‍♀️🤗🙇🏽‍♀️

[@cyrilpankaj5726]

God is a Good Father😇😇

[@ThatTalkinGal]

This should be her Hallmark Speech. This is for the Evangelical History Books.

[@blessingisire3253]

God is indeed awesome. Hallelujah

[@rajuchamarayanakote4678]

Glory to jesus,,,
God is good All the time ,,,

[@deboamare5171]

wow am learned perfectly bless Joyice

[@kiaraosorio7276]

Poem or pain
If you didn’t know
If you didn’t know my joy was stolen
Let me explain
As I Laid by the leaves in darkness and terror but soul left my body
As I descended to heaven I felt and knew God watched me as I died
As these men in black mask made their way into something that was sacred
Meant for my forever future to encounter and discover
I asked why . The night felt so long.
The days felt like years.
But the dog that barked in my ear to keep my heart beating and alive and didn’t shutup, he was my angel you sent on a mission
I asked you for water. I said God I’m so thirsty please
You said let there be rain
It rained on my face and my thirst was quenched
But suddenly I realized I was drowning
I felt like I was being punished and slowly faded away
Now I’m left with the battle and pain of healing
The confusion of how I got home after that
How I could forget for so long
The memories of my hospitalizations due to my mental illness also haunt me
I was drugged, starved, cold and lonely
And suffocated bye a nurse
I had to play dead and I saw the stars
One thing I didn’t let go of was my faith
I had to be still and know that you are God
You sent an army . To rescue me
This will be a journey.
But the worship song playing right now as I write this is called you’re going to be ok
And the Holy Spirit is all around me as I drown in my tears
It’s been two hours of this salt running down my face
It stings
My prayer is that now you know why
I look different
I don’t smile
And if I do, it doesn’t look the same
My prayer is that I fully see the rainbow
Thank you for your strength God.
I’m a survivor with a message.
If I ever let go. Which I don’t want to,
Share this message and tell my close ones I love them more than anything
I’m holding on. As best as I can
Deep breaths mom always said. That’s her thing for some reason
Breathing techniques.
I’ll try. I promise.

[@hollikrebs]

Dear one, let’s hold on to our Father God and our Savior Jesus. Hold onto the truth that He never ever never did those bad things to you. It’s a dark valley but let’s hold onto God. He is Love. At the end of this we will be with Him. Satan hurts us to turn us away from knowing the truth of our God.

[@saschaygrant3513]

That’s so beautiful thank you

[@yogitaram5102]

She is absolutely correct, God has took me out from my situation and took me to a better place.

[@kiaraosorio7276]

The pain. Thankuou for this. Amen. I know he is able to heal.

[@mamasram]

I FEEL LIKE I AM LISTENING TO MYSELF I UNDERSTAND THANK U 💜💚🙏🤗

[@laynevictoriamusic]

Same, sis♥️ I’m so sorry for what you went through. May God heal and restore your broken heart♥️

[@Ladybirdpaint]

She is brave in Christ to talk about this very important topic as it is all too common for girls and boys

[@memorykamulaza9033]

God is alive

[@fame5874]

Im so sorry to hear this my family got me into drugs were abusive and minipulative it got me into all types of hell all of my life

[@jebashanti2259]

God is great Amen

[@enatshow5911]

Jesus shout his holy name

[@lindsaymartinez5341]

Praise the lord

[@frederickanyang4476]

And today look at the numbers... Glory be to God

[@sakkshi12]

Bullshit...rapist specially if they r blood relatives should never be excused but punished most brutally

[@penguinatedthings305]

PRAISE GOD! GLORY TO HIM!

[@lsamoni4143]

Wow that was deep.

[@krystalharwood7842]

love this woman but the only thing i found a little off about this was she said ''of all the ridiculous places he took me'' made it sound like she wanted to say ''he could have done it somewhere else like my bedroom''

[@nicoleteakm]

@@krystalharwood7842 you're missing the point. don't make a little thing into a big deal. that is not what she meant

[@jameswilliams-zr8co]

as it should be, god is not a shallow god.. this world is so empty, lonely and shallow.. god is bigger and deeper than this world

[@ginjotomsonpala358]

Thank you jesus
U saved me from horribile life now iam your child.... I want to be ur own 🙏🙏🙏

[@user-id7zy7gy9h]

She didn't have a mother either 😢

[@tiaheggs6709]

Jesus thank u Jesus I know people now went through stuff like this praise God for deliverance thru Jesus

[@Nimue333]

🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️ never be glad of a child being sexually abused! Religious people are pretty fu!

[@projectacuhope]

I'm sure that "forgive those who trespass against us" is part of the Lord's Prayer because rape is so common. If the burden of forgiveness and not having a bitter heart falls on the victim, what is the point of sexually aggressive people holding back from sexual aggression? Nothing really. The victim is mandated by God to forgive anyway. There is simply no penalty for the perp. It's a win for them. I love the part at the end that she is glad that her father incested her, raped her and fornicated with her as a minor. With more rape in the world, it seems there is more forgiveness. How Christian.

[@chaniliaroyal6344]

The only normal comment here

[@namitalama5168]

Praise the Lord Amen

[@anavivamariana]

I will recover...

[@nawabmohsinabegum3521]

I bless you mom. You are princess of Jesus .

[@raminoodles9971]

Where can I find the full sermon

[@yasminogbu8929]

wow ! god is good

[@cmebans35]

♥️

[@tamilchristiantransformers162]

Walk with God

[@karenrichard945]

Keep your eyes focused on Jesus He is the only answer 👀

[@kyneceasiedu6642]

God is good

[@abelmwansasu8918]

My Lord my God thanks for everything

[@Linda-ud9lg]

I dont understand God… but Joyce is great, she is so strong! 😮

[@BHill-rz9tg]

Joyce, you are crazy to forgive that bastard. He should have been under tge jail. You deserved a father who loved and protected you. Same as sons deserve a mother who would be a lioness for their sons and protect and love them no matrer what. I have toxic relatives too, not family though. Family loves you, supports you, and helps you to grow, holds you accountable for your mistakes, but all of that combined gives you the confidence to excell in this world. You have so many people that don't deserve to be called parents...i just don't know what to call them.

[@jazmynbrown6820]

She’s not crazy, she’s covered with the love of God. You wouldn’t understand because it’s not your story.

[@cristalp.2710]

Just heart breaking 💔....!!

[@tealhearts5455]

She is amazing. ❤

[@hollikrebs]

The abusers have pervert and lust demons and they obey them. Their end is destruction if they don’t repent. That’s why Jesus said to pray for your enemy because if someone doesn’t pray for them they can go to eternal darkness.

[@tamilchristiantransformers162]

God has. A good plan

[@saraswati1140]

It so sad to hear this testmony