I'm so pleased you're recovering. You are definitely an inspiration. I have many of your videos in my Shadow Work research. I just noticed it's your birthday. What a wonderful gift you are to this world Aliyah.
Happy belated birthday lovely!!! I love how you are so transparent. My hope Is each day you feel better . I trust you will at the same time this is a journey. I love your attitude and your adjusting to your new normal. Since my colon has been disconnecting from my body and I have a bag my pain is manageable as well. I am still trying to figure out what works food wise . It is so individual and my doctors told me immediately go back to normal . Reality is given the longevity of my issues 8 plus years there are so many things that it is trial and error. It is truly trial and error when u are dealing with gi issues. There are a lot of unknowns and it can be scarey. I totally agree with the one day at a time . I needed to be reminded of this. My next step is complete removal of my colon. I admire you so much and your ability to persevere . I am just so grateful that they discovered what you have been struggling with . I have always seen behind you . Ironically I see behind the visuals . It is such an individual situation and doctors tell me oh u can eat that u can eat this . Well my body literally reacts to things they claim I should be able to eat. It is all trial and error. U are offering me so much validation. Others do not understand even now the pain I am in eventhough my colon is disconnected. The colon still sheds cells and they accumulate. My pain is only increasing and I am going to need to get accustomed to now maybe deal with a feeding tube in my stomach with a permanent ostomy bag. What u say is so important . I love how u draw it back to the self love journey. All u are saying is resonating the necessity of loving myself through this and un learning not to just push through the pain . Accepting that I do not know what each day is going to look like is something I have had to do for 8 years know . I refuse to give up . Thank you so much for all u are sharing . My true guide has been my body and I have had to shut down the noise of what works for others . I have always seen your authenticity shine through. Hugs lovely
SO MUCH LOVE to you. I am truly so sorry that you have had to suffer the way that you are suffering, and I want you to know that YES you are TOTALLY valid. If something doesn't work for you, it doesn't work. No matter what any expert says. I know this path is so hard, that trusting each step is so hard, walking in the unknown is so hard, and I want to again acknowledge and validate you for doing it. You ARE doing it. You are doing one of the hardest things we will ever do as humans, and you deserve to be seen and celebrated in that greatly. I am sending you all my love, and yes, I hope that this content continues to be a source of inspiration and validation for you - because you DESERVE that so deeply.
Ali, sending you my best regards and support, I am sorry for not having communicated with you for a while, I am also going through really tough stuff, my psychoneurological disorder is kinda hard, my cognitive abilities went downhill, so I have a hard time mentally and verbally expressing myself, that's the reason I haven't been very active in communicating with you lately, but I still love you, sister, you are in my prayers, I always remember you and think only good thoughts about you. Thank you for everything you have done and are doing. Love❤❤❤
I am sending you a huge hug. I know I can't begin to understand the depths of what you're going through, but again as always, I just want to remind you and validate that you are fully worthy of love and acceptance just as you are. You are good enough. I am so sorry you are suffering, and I am sending you all my love
Thank you for sharing this story, I don't really understand the part where one thing was cut and left there. I wonder what will happen to the cut off tube. It was the nerve being squeezed that was the problem as well as the stomach being blocked by something? I'm sorry I'm slow sometimes. Happy Birthday! I wish you the very best of course and fast healing.
Hey love! No not quite I know it's confusing - it's not the artery that's being squished it was the intestine that was squished between two arteries blocking the flow of food and fluid out of my stomach and through my intestines: Superior mesenteric artery (SMA) syndrome is a rare disease defined as compression of the third portion of the duodenum between the abdominal aorta and the superior mesenteric artery. Essentially you have your stomach, which is then attached to the small intestine that is split into three parts - the duodenum, jejunum and ilium. The duodenum is squished between two arteries, so the surgery is basically to detach the duodenum from the stomach and the jejunum, and then they re-attach the jejunum to the stomach. The little bit of intestine is then just laying flat between the arteries and not a part of the digestive system anymore! Hope that makes it make more sense!
@@ThePerceptionTrainersPT Yes it's more clear since I also looked up pictures. Wow..what a miracle to finally find a proper doctor :) It looks like you are on a new amazing journey! Best wishes!
I'm so pleased you're recovering. You are definitely an inspiration. I have many of your videos in my Shadow Work research.
I just noticed it's your birthday. What a wonderful gift you are to this world Aliyah.
So happy to hear that this content has served you! Sending you a big hug, thank you for the lovely words
Happy belated birthday lovely!!! I love how you are so transparent. My hope
Is each day you feel better . I trust you will at the same time this is a journey. I love your attitude and your adjusting to your new normal. Since my colon has been disconnecting from my body and I have a bag my pain is manageable as well. I am still trying to figure out what works food wise . It is so individual and my doctors told me immediately go back to normal . Reality is given the longevity of my issues 8 plus years there are so many things that it is trial and error. It is truly trial and error when u are dealing with gi issues. There are a lot of unknowns and it can be scarey. I totally agree with the one day at a time . I needed to be reminded of this. My next step is complete removal of my colon. I admire you so much and your ability to persevere . I am just so grateful that they discovered what you have been struggling with . I have always seen behind you . Ironically I see behind the visuals . It is such an individual situation and doctors tell me oh u can eat that u can eat this . Well my body literally reacts to things they claim I should be able to eat. It is all trial and error. U are offering me so much validation. Others do not understand even now the pain I am in eventhough my colon is disconnected. The colon still sheds cells and they accumulate. My pain is only increasing and I am going to need to get accustomed to now maybe deal with a feeding tube in my stomach with a permanent ostomy bag. What u say is so important . I love how u draw it back to the self love journey. All u are saying is resonating the necessity of loving myself through this and un learning not to just push through the pain . Accepting that I do not know what each day is going to look like is something I have had to do for 8 years know . I refuse to give up . Thank you so much for all u are sharing . My true guide has been my body and I have had to shut down the noise of what works for others . I have always seen your authenticity shine through. Hugs lovely
SO MUCH LOVE to you. I am truly so sorry that you have had to suffer the way that you are suffering, and I want you to know that YES you are TOTALLY valid. If something doesn't work for you, it doesn't work. No matter what any expert says. I know this path is so hard, that trusting each step is so hard, walking in the unknown is so hard, and I want to again acknowledge and validate you for doing it. You ARE doing it. You are doing one of the hardest things we will ever do as humans, and you deserve to be seen and celebrated in that greatly.
I am sending you all my love, and yes, I hope that this content continues to be a source of inspiration and validation for you - because you DESERVE that so deeply.
I'm so happy and proud for you!
Happy Birthday Aliyah! 🥳❤❤❤
Thank you beautiful!
Haven’t managed to listen to any of this yet but so happy you’ve found out some more stuff to help : ) Sending so much love ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Happiest birthday 🥳 ❤
Thank you!
Just wanted to say that you’re looking good😃🙏🌸
Thank you!
Your the best🎉
Happy Birthday!
Thank you!
Ali, sending you my best regards and support, I am sorry for not having communicated with you for a while, I am also going through really tough stuff, my psychoneurological disorder is kinda hard, my cognitive abilities went downhill, so I have a hard time mentally and verbally expressing myself, that's the reason I haven't been very active in communicating with you lately, but I still love you, sister, you are in my prayers, I always remember you and think only good thoughts about you. Thank you for everything you have done and are doing. Love❤❤❤
I am sending you a huge hug. I know I can't begin to understand the depths of what you're going through, but again as always, I just want to remind you and validate that you are fully worthy of love and acceptance just as you are. You are good enough. I am so sorry you are suffering, and I am sending you all my love
@@ThePerceptionTrainersPT your words feel so comforting and validating. Thank you, sister. Love you from the bottom of my heart❤️❤️❤️
Thank you for sharing this story, I don't really understand the part where one thing was cut and left there. I wonder what will happen to the cut off tube. It was the nerve being squeezed that was the problem as well as the stomach being blocked by something? I'm sorry I'm slow sometimes. Happy Birthday! I wish you the very best of course and fast healing.
Hey love! No not quite I know it's confusing - it's not the artery that's being squished it was the intestine that was squished between two arteries blocking the flow of food and fluid out of my stomach and through my intestines:
Superior mesenteric artery (SMA) syndrome is a rare disease defined as compression of the third portion of the duodenum between the abdominal aorta and the superior mesenteric artery.
Essentially you have your stomach, which is then attached to the small intestine that is split into three parts - the duodenum, jejunum and ilium. The duodenum is squished between two arteries, so the surgery is basically to detach the duodenum from the stomach and the jejunum, and then they re-attach the jejunum to the stomach.
The little bit of intestine is then just laying flat between the arteries and not a part of the digestive system anymore!
Hope that makes it make more sense!
@@ThePerceptionTrainersPT Yes it's more clear since I also looked up pictures. Wow..what a miracle to finally find a proper doctor :) It looks like you are on a new amazing journey! Best wishes!