I already finish berserk manga 3 month ago and it's stole my heart become my top 11 anime i think it's fine the genre say say horro dark fantasy and seinen so it's not a centiment - Anime is for kid lol
Berserk start at 1989, that means it's been running for 30 years. If what you said is true, that berserk is at 75% then it will end roughly at the 480th chapter, round it to 500 for the ending and epilogue. We had 360 chapter in 30 years, so roughly we get 12 chapter a year. And we need 140 more chapter to round it up, so roughly it's gonna be another 12 years before berserk ends. Now Miura sensei is 53 years old.
I actually didn't continue, Gutz was shown to be raped as a child by a big guy bandit, then followed by series of violent and horrible events. Damn, I mental state wasnt read for it. Not even now. Lol hahaha
@@zannchristo I really like Berzerk! But I have only seen the anime and the movies. I will make a video on it when I finish the manga. I want all of my videos to be accurate and fun.
The Lost Children arc really is disturbing. The one elf-bee-child-monster that screamed 'adult attack', took his stinger and shoved it up some other elf-bee-child-monster's ass, after which it reverted back to a human child that is now dead because of anal rupture is one of the most horrible things I've ever seen in any form of media.
Guts killing Adonis is a big deal in the story. He saw a lot of himself in Adonis. That really shakes him awake so to speak at what he has become on Griffith’s behalf
@@RiyaPatgiri-cj2kv This whole story is about people descending into hell, by their own choice mostly. there is no redeemer, no salvation, only demons and corruption.
i think that particularly this action was one of the most important thing that caused Gut's leaving. He finally understood that he did bad things for what particular reason ? somenone's dream ? And after that event he came to Griffith who was having fun in his dreams.
Wow I never thought about that being the reason....good point... course almost the entirety of that arc was disturbing, from the fact they turned back to children, to guts fighting the kids ghosts
I remember being deeply disturbed by the arc. Seeing adults act like merciless creatures is one thing. But seeing the most wretched of human behaviour in children hits differently.
I feel that the eclipse was pretty well made, just because you got to know almost everyone involved, and how horrible it was. Made it perfectly to show why guts act like he does in the events that happens afterwards
The writer is a freaking genius. I thought berserk was just ridiculously over the top when it started. I was so wrong. The story looked so big, because it was to be a part of something even bigger. Looking back it wasn't over the top. Just to scale.
@@arnavrawat9864 That's the most powerful part of the entire Griffith rescue "saga", the fact that Griffith doesn't say a single word. I keep guessing what he's thinking. Obvs he says I Sacrifice, but other than that. Was he angry, disappointed, sad, tormented, it's still mostly a mystery
@@tozaisusovac6842 Well, for one thing he was about to kill himself with the tree branch. Besides that I got the impression that he was extremely demotivated, even while being tortured because guts left him, and that he couldn't fulfil his dream
The moment that made me lose my shit and really shocked me was when they finally rescue Griffith and find his body mutilated in a way i couldn't even imagine, when you compare the strong and confident character that Griffith was now being nothing else but a barely living worm it's horrible.
I remember hearing so much about the horse scene before reading beserk and then it was just a like a page or two and then guts chopped it’s head off. Kinda disappointing...
@@IamPussy Farnese would have been fucked to death. It kinda reminded me of Se7en where one guy was forced to rape a prostitute with a strap-on with a dagger instead of a dildo
That troll baby being birthed from their mothers stomach is a reference to the chest bursted scene from alien. I wonder how many references are hidden in berserk.
For some reason the guillotine scene from the first volume always stuck with me. When Guts picks up the girls head frozen with such a fearful expression and throws it to the apostle and he crushes it in his bare hands with her eyes and tongue squirting out was so visceral.
Ahah, i managed to forgot about the kid's play in the lost children arc... Thank you for remembering me theses... Now i can restart my alcohol/weed therapy.
It's funny, I remembered every one of these EXCEPT number 1. Something tells me my mind purposefully blocks that part of that arc shortly after being exposed to it each time.
The Lost Children arc doesn't get nearly enough love. It's one of the most disturbing parts of the whole series and a key arc for Gut's development and really, 90% of Puck's purpose as a character takes place in there (the other 10% being the whole Elfhelm thing).
For me: 1) Troll cave mass raping and birth. (Also, the children being eaten, etc.) 2) Wyald's massacre at the farm, plus the aftermath. 3) Ganishka and Daiba's man-made Behelit, or "Demon Womb." Both because of the victims (and the implications of how they got pregnant) and because of the Apostles that make up the thing-sure they're awful beings, but that thing is an absolutely horrible way to exist. "Honorable" mention to the women being fed to the crocodile monsters in the previous chapter. Personally I think #3 _should_ be #1, but the troll cave kind of steals its thunder (they're only about 20 chapters apart, maybe less). I would have toned down the cave to make the man-made Behelit have more impact by at least taking out the birth part.
Honestly the troll cave scene is the most disgusting part in the entire series for me. Not only do they viciously rape the women en masse who then birth their litter of young like Miura is paying homage to Alien, but the ones who get literally raped to death are then thrown down into this shallow lagoon and used as sustenance for those weird interstice beings. It makes my skin crawl just thinking about it.
Goblin Slayer: Hey can I copy your homework? Berserk: sure but make it seem like you didn't copied it Goblin Slayer: 1st ep cave scene Berserk: troll cave scene
I kinda agree with your list, but they moment disturb me the most in all Berserk is when Gatsu and his friends found Griffith on the jail. That shit really haunted me.
Wyald was the scariest apostle to me. Mostly because he reminds me of someone I've met who isn't above stooping to some of his vile antics. He was the marker of the end of the old age and beginning of darkness in tje story. Despicable.
I'm a bit late, but like I respec this vid. Usually you'd think Eclipse hands down for most disturbing, but this video took me outta that. Like sure the Eclipse was disturbing, but it was more tears everywhere, hatred in the heart, wth Griffith disturbing. Kids killing and raping eachother, so gruesomely and almost as if it's nothing special. That's disturbing.
They really need to do Berserk justice in animated form and also not skip the Lost Children arc. That arc really affected Guts as a character and kinda introduced the audience to the new, more gruesome way the series went.
Out of all the things in this manga, the attack on Midland by the Kushans was one of the most disturbing things to me. Them cutting off the heads of POWs en masse and burning civilians alive just to get rid of them is pretty true to life with ancient empires conquering other lands.
The scene that always disturbed me the most is easily the torture chamber. Like Mozgus is so messes up. The way he grins and stares at Farnese while saying "Thou shalt not avert thine eyes" is chilling
Wyald’s antics is number one for me personally. I absolutely felt so sick after those parts. Kinda toned up Berserk for me and everything else kinda becomes a little easier to swallow. But each of the r*pe parts still scar me that part stuck with me. But yeah. This is just bringing it all back to me and I’m having flashbacks lol! But it’s a great ass manga definitely recommend.
All throughout the Eclipse, I had this feeling of constant dread. It felt like there was no hope, defeat was imminent. No matter how much Guts pushed himself, the odds were insurmountable.
dude i'm barely on 7 (the torchure chamber) and im sitting here thinking if the horse was 10 and this is 7...... no. I can't do this. I'll drop a like and back out thanks.
@@mohammedriadh6019 yes, this is absolutely true, with berserk I was shocked, with emergence, I was not only shocked but, I really questioned everything and it made me feel like shit
That scene with the "elf" psudo-apostles just adds fuel to the fire of Guts's parting message to Jill, "There's no paradise for you to escape to." It's powerful stuff, both in Berserk and in real life. What you see is what you get, and there is the worst kind of evil all around you every moment of every day. Just think about it, especially if you're in a big city. You are never more than 2 miles at most from sex slavers, drug traffickers, politicians seeking to bleed you dry and control you, etc... and everywhere you go, that very same depravity will only ever be a couple stone's throws away. There's no afterlife for the individual. What you see is what you get. So stop running. Never let others decide your life for you, and never trade away your individuality. Much like Guts with his brand, we are all doomed to attract, and be hunted down by, those seeking to impose their will on us. So struggle again it, and if you must fall, go down swinging.
Number one is probably the Eclipse, but mainly just for Casca. The fact that this was right after Wyald too just made it worse. That whole Heretic “ritual/party/wtf” section during the Conviction Arc was also a close second; I was genuinely wondering what the hell was happening then on top of being disgusted. The King and Ganishka being creepy towards Charlotte are also up there.
Which was probably the idea- Slan is fuckin` hot, but then you start asking yourself "what the fuck is wrong with me?". And i say- that was the intent. I will say something even more gross- when we see trolls gang- bang, my dick was like "wha... wha... what`s going on?" and i literally said "down boy. You don`t want to see that", and i had crisis right that instant- literally "what the fuck is wrong with me?"
My number one is still the eclipse concluding with Casca’s rape. When I first watched Berserk, I rented volumes 3 and 4 from Blockbuster. Enjoyed ‘em, and thought “lemme test Volume 6” because for some reason I thought there were 8 total DVD’s. I don’t think there was a time where I said “what the fuck” quite so much, to the point where I started cynically chuckling “what the hell happened to this show?” When I found out later that night that those were the final episodes for the ‘97 series, I felt utterly crushed.
Up till now I have no idea why did Griffth rape her? First of all it's not like Griffth's style of dealing with things also he could've done things more brutal than that and it would've split Guts in half. But he went and raped her!
I had been binging the manga hardcore and felt so sick after the troll cave that I put it down a for a week or so, only to start reading again and be graced by the Man-Made Behelit
The Lost Children arc is probably my favorite part of Berserk so far (I'm only on volume 24 mind you), but I 100% agree that the scene with the kids acting killing each other when "playing" war was probably the most disturbed I've been reading this manga so far, and that's saying a lot XD.
Watching this video really gives me a perspective on how Miura wanted to portray the times were back then. So many unsung victims were tortured, raped, hurt, etc. With how it is today, I'm kind of thankful how the world's not too much extreme anymore. And I hate the goddamn Wild Antics rape scene. Never have I ever wanted to tear limb from limb Wyald so bad for what he had done to the little girl.
Call me weak but the lost children scene actually made my guts twist and I couldn’t stop thinking about how sick that scene was for a week. I had to stop reading a week
I never finished Berserk, I watched Wyald's arc and stopped for obvious reasons, but the night I read it I had a dream I don't think ill forget. ever, I dreamt the life of a man who was locked in this horrific world by an entity he could not defy, persevering through it all and with me in it's first person, I don't remember much of the dream, but I remember the entity leading me into a basement and showing me another, horrific black void that stared right back at me with eyes I couldn't tell existed, after I was forced to touch the void I appeared in a lake of indescribable color, I can't for the life of me describe it, the closest I could get was slow flashing white neon, I still to this day can't comprehend how white can be neon like that, but when I appeared in the lake, I was next to a man, when I tried to look at him, I couldn't, he told me he'd been trapped there for eons, that there was no way out, I couldn't move in the lake, slowly more people appeared in the lake, they told me they'd been there for a long time as well, the people around me comforted me and told me they'd be there for me, the woman in front of me especially, when a warm feeling washed over me, I woke up I know there was much, much more to the dream as it went on for hours in my memory, but that's all I remember, there was another one I had the next night, I'll detail it if anyone asks, if you read this, I appreciate it
Go ahead on the next dream, I'll read it. It always struck e how long and complex (and almost REAL) dreams can be, and also that people almost never talk of theirs dreams and ain't more influenced by them...
I think the most disturbing moment was the childhood memory of him walking around as a mercenary. I think it was called lost summer dreams or something. Basically, we see him as a teenager wandering around, become a slave and see some rly dark shit.
i think the most disturbing shit in berserk is what miura was HOLDING BACK to make his stuff readable... awesome work by the way. shows how sick we humans are underneath.
@@3layerdipstack726 because of Elden Ring some Twitter users find out about BERSERK manga and You know Twitter , They complain about everything and want to cancel everything . So Twitter users saw few panel of BERSERK where corpses of dead woman's and children's were shown . Twitter just lost their mind after seeing those panel and starts shit on BERSERK and claimed it's misogynistic manga . But they completely ignored that pretty much everyone dies in BERSERK , So basically people on Twitter were angry because a dark manga made for adults had dark stuffs in it .
The 2nd image he shows at the start of this video was for me one of the most uncomfortable pages to look at, after of course the eclipse. It's just a psychological mindfuck, with these out of place humanoid figures that look like something from a Dr. Seuss book, the little people sitting in the body of the largest creature, the anthropomorphic beings with various different limbs just bouncing around like spawns from hell. I also feel like it's a great display of Miura's imagination and ability to draw, and a page that too many people look over.
That page is actually a reimagining of Heironymus Bosch’s “Garden of Eartly Delights.” Bosch was a huge artistic inspiration for Miura when it came to the apostles
@@gunnarp3914 Wow, you're completely right, I can't believe I've never seen that painting before. Truly a disturbing piece, though I could spend hours just looking at the details.
@@bait5257 oh no I noticed him, it's the little fat dude, right? I just assumed however that Miura drew him in there as a little hidden thing idk. I don't think it has any significance though.
That city Ganishka took over and pretty much everything he did to those poor people. Espthr damn women hanging over an alligator pit by their wrists being chomped on
The most disturbing moment for me is that time when i find a dude who probably doesn't even need lube anymore ... talking about how Berserk is overrated
the lost children scene would have legitimately made me sick if i saw that as a kid. anne or anna throwing up was not like a dramatic overstatement as a response to that scene at all. genuinely traumatizing
Thank you for making this. I can stomach just about anything but sexual violence, so this was good information to have so I could prepare before I got into berserk :)
_Me, not having read Berserk yet but knowing how infamously fucked up it can get and knowing about the Rape Horse meme which freaked me the fuck out_ : Oh lemme guess Rape Horse is like Top 5 or something *Rape Horse is no. 10 and is "definitely not the worst thing to happen"* Me: *•_•* (but i have at least read the Lost Children arc out of curiosity a few weeks back because i really really love fairies and holy phucc the little fairy gleefully yelling "adult attack" . . . like damn . . . thank you Berserk . . . now i can't look at fairies the same way again . . . yipee. But hey at least i could stomach your no. 1)
lost children is such a good arc... if something pains me of berserk is seeing berserk fans saying that the arc doesnt add much to the story or that is too brutal. like seriously. it adds a lot to the story, is basically the conclusion of the first part of the story, the conclusion of the very beginning of the manga, is completely neccesary to understand guts and since guts is the protagonist i would say that is quite important. as for the brutality... i mean, you and me, we are reading berserk you know? if you read berserk you are signing up for that, and if an animation studio wish to adapt it then, it better do it like is supposed to. if you are going to adapt something you have to be faithful to the material, the moment the person in charge says that something is going to be cut is the moment that person should not be in charge
The "Adult attack!" bit might be the only part of the manga to make me audibly gasp. However, my number 1 would have to go to the Daka Generator. I actually had to stop reading for a few months after that.
The most disturbing moment in Berserk:
The Cgi animations
Fucking right🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮
I gonna say some controversial opinion. I fucking glad they messed up the troll scene. Had it very "successful", we would not sleep for two month.
same
LOL
OG Jibbly Joe *double oof*
*"Thou shalt not avert thine eyes."*
- veteran Berserk fans introducing new people to the series.
underrated comment
This is underrated lmao
Mostly if it’s the 2016 animations and no 2d parts
My brain to my eyes while reading berserk:
I already finish berserk manga 3 month ago and it's stole my heart become my top 11 anime i think it's fine the genre say say horro dark fantasy and seinen so it's not a centiment - Anime is for kid lol
"Disturbing Moments in Berserk" How is this not 10 hours long?
just the whole manga is on the list lol
@GGR Makes If you reread, yes, every single panel is just pain
@@phunguyen858 you are exaggerating
Because it's a top 10?
@@silverreaps6803 its a joke
The most disturbing moment is that we will all be dead before Berserk is finished.
😂
I think he said somewhere It's 75% complete so only ten more years let's hope.
Berserk start at 1989, that means it's been running for 30 years. If what you said is true, that berserk is at 75% then it will end roughly at the 480th chapter, round it to 500 for the ending and epilogue. We had 360 chapter in 30 years, so roughly we get 12 chapter a year. And we need 140 more chapter to round it up, so roughly it's gonna be another 12 years before berserk ends. Now Miura sensei is 53 years old.
@@maherahmad8097 r/theydidthemath
@@maherahmad8097 nice Maths
"Omg goblin slayer manga is so dark."
Aw hell naw. I seen like the 1st episode and was like.... meh
For people who aren't that much into gore is definitely. But yes this one is whole new level.
Force when i saw it i stayed away from all anime for a week
Chilly Banana no
they just pretending like hentai never existed before 😆
Don't read berserk if you don't have guts.
Edit: R.I.P Miura
Ok
I actually didn't continue, Gutz was shown to be raped as a child by a big guy bandit, then followed by series of violent and horrible events. Damn, I mental state wasnt read for it. Not even now. Lol hahaha
Nice pun
Good one.
Raffy Delfin Florentino
lol lucky that you didnt read the lost childrens arc.
Top 10 Berserk Enemies:
1 - Idol Master
Hahahahahaha Good one man!
@@MicMixAniTuber Hey, you here? If you know Berserk, you should make a video on it
@@zannchristo I really like Berzerk! But I have only seen the anime and the movies. I will make a video on it when I finish the manga. I want all of my videos to be accurate and fun.
@@MicMixAniTuber The 2016/2017 anime? If it is, I feel sorry for you
@@zannchristo Yep... I feel sorry for my eyes
The Lost Children arc really is disturbing. The one elf-bee-child-monster that screamed 'adult attack', took his stinger and shoved it up some other elf-bee-child-monster's ass, after which it reverted back to a human child that is now dead because of anal rupture is one of the most horrible things I've ever seen in any form of media.
Detail detail detail gosh
I was having an alright day until I read this coment
Episode number?
I never see that before when reading
Surely it can't be that bad
@@kgillie2030 me too
@@kgillie2030 Chapter 109(The Misty Valley-2) it should be page 206-207
Edit- it's episode 109, since Berserk has episodes instead of chapters
the most disturbing fact is that the chika dance probably has more budget than the entire berserk 2017
🤣🤣🤣
Wtf
Bruh
Lmao
I dont know whats wrong with the cgi its not the worst
Guts killing Adonis is a big deal in the story. He saw a lot of himself in Adonis. That really shakes him awake so to speak at what he has become on Griffith’s behalf
Yeah you are absolutely right!!
@@RiyaPatgiri-cj2kv This whole story is about people descending into hell, by their own choice mostly. there is no redeemer, no salvation, only demons and corruption.
i think that particularly this action was one of the most important thing that caused Gut's leaving. He finally understood that he did bad things for what particular reason ? somenone's dream ? And after that event he came to Griffith who was having fun in his dreams.
Attack on Titan : there's pretty much Blood in here.
Berserk : Pfff.
@Demonic Soul true, but Berserk is millions times disturbing at some points
Demonic Soul thank you attack on titan fanboi
Attack on Titan is creepy
Berserk is disturbing
@Demonic Soul you're a fucking idiot did you even read what I said
Attack on titan's finale is about to be one of most disturbing endings of all time
Thinking about number one, you’re right. There’s a reason why The Lost Children arc hasn’t been adapted to the anime.
Wow I never thought about that being the reason....good point... course almost the entirety of that arc was disturbing, from the fact they turned back to children, to guts fighting the kids ghosts
I remember being deeply disturbed by the arc. Seeing adults act like merciless creatures is one thing. But seeing the most wretched of human behaviour in children hits differently.
It was ONE scene. They could have just skipped it. I really wanted to see Guts vs Rosine animated.
@@matheuscruz8574 true, i really wanted to see that too, since it helps to show how rage-filled he has become to that point
Imagine berserk being a live action movie the directors would be sentenced for 5 year in jail for violation at least put aside the rape scenes
I feel that the eclipse was pretty well made, just because you got to know almost everyone involved, and how horrible it was. Made it perfectly to show why guts act like he does in the events that happens afterwards
The writer is a freaking genius.
I thought berserk was just ridiculously over the top when it started.
I was so wrong. The story looked so big, because it was to be a part of something even bigger.
Looking back it wasn't over the top. Just to scale.
I only realised how much anguish the Eclipse caused to Guts when I imagined myself in his place, and Pipin Judeu and the others were my friends
@@tozaisusovac6842 Imagine yourself as griffith. Sacrificing your friends for you dream.
@@arnavrawat9864 That's the most powerful part of the entire Griffith rescue "saga", the fact that Griffith doesn't say a single word. I keep guessing what he's thinking. Obvs he says I Sacrifice, but other than that. Was he angry, disappointed, sad, tormented, it's still mostly a mystery
@@tozaisusovac6842 Well, for one thing he was about to kill himself with the tree branch.
Besides that I got the impression that he was extremely demotivated, even while being tortured because guts left him, and that he couldn't fulfil his dream
junji ito + berserk = hell
Woooow
no
I’d choose hell over that
Dear lord nooooo
*oh god, oh fuck*
Just about to start the manga and it’s really settling to know that “rape by demonic horse” doesn’t even make top 5
Damn you shouldnt have spoiled yourself with this vid.
That part isn't as bad as people say because the horse didn't even rape her as it was killed by Guts before it did.
theres sm more disturbing scenes tbh 😭 it gets worse but the manga is rlly good
The moment that made me lose my shit and really shocked me was when they finally rescue Griffith and find his body mutilated in a way i couldn't even imagine, when you compare the strong and confident character that Griffith was now being nothing else but a barely living worm it's horrible.
For me it was when Griffith tried to strangle Guts but couldn't because of his mutilation :(
Griffith has always been a worm... always
he deserved worse
@@islandboy9381 For me was when he put on the armor and tried to grab his sword, that shit broke me.
yeah tbh this shit fucked me up too
Is this why the creator made those little fairy characters, So he wouldn't go insane?
Probably yeah
He added them so Guts wouldn't go insane
@@amandabeasley4375 Guts is already insane dude
Imagine what your imagination looks like to write a story this detailed with horrors and tragedy lol
Some people put this things ins stories to don't go crazy, put thir inner demons out.
Doomslayer: bro. Do you like need some help?
*Loads shotgun*
Guts: nah I'm good
*waving severed arm*
Robert Heller don’t you mean. “Do you need a hand?”😶😅
We need a Doom×Berserk crossover
inquisitions 40k want to join
At the end of his life Guts jumped and tore a hole in the ground, landed in hell and became the Doomguy
Imagine guts with doom's weapons and armor
everybody gangsta until cgi berserk shows up
okay, what have we done to you?
@@nicolasredyr7068 CLAAAAAANG
What have they done to the Berserker armor???
Boku no pico: *our battle well be legendary*
Hurt my eyes a bit but i still saw it
#10: In real life, you ride a horse, but in Soviet Midland, A HORSE RIDES YOU.
*kushan Occupied Midland
*ADULT ATTACK!*
Plz no
God no
Well... Whatever makes you happy...
Lol first time i read that part destroyed my soul
Hey there! Could you please not?
BAD TOUCH
BAD TOUCH
STRANGER DANGER!
I remember hearing so much about the horse scene before reading beserk and then it was just a like a page or two and then guts chopped it’s head off. Kinda disappointing...
@@IamPussy Farnese would have been fucked to death. It kinda reminded me of Se7en where one guy was forced to rape a prostitute with a strap-on with a dagger instead of a dildo
Perhaps you should read up on "Lucius the Ass" then from Ancient Roman executions to sooth your torture tooth.
@@NoxAtlas holy shit, oof dont crazy for me
@@NoxAtlas what the actual fuck? I read the whole Berserk but this can compete in terms of disgustingness
@@NoxAtlas se7en is a masterpiece by the way. One of the best movies I've watched
That troll baby being birthed from their mothers stomach is a reference to the chest bursted scene from alien. I wonder how many references are hidden in berserk.
more like how many berserk references are hidden elsewheee dude
Was the comic made before aliens?
@@spacebxyfriend good question 😂😂😂
@@spacebxyfriendthe alien movies came out first
often Puck is disguised as Yoda while talking to Isidro
The most disturbing moment for me was the realization that Guts has never put his grasses on... And then everything went wong...
Do you have a Japanese accent? And did you use voice to text software for this comment lol?
@@conservat1vepatr1ot reference has..... eluded you.
@@kriss9161
That is incredibly likely
@@conservat1vepatr1ot Search up
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For some reason the guillotine scene from the first volume always stuck with me. When Guts picks up the girls head frozen with such a fearful expression and throws it to the apostle and he crushes it in his bare hands with her eyes and tongue squirting out was so visceral.
Ahah, i managed to forgot about the kid's play in the lost children arc...
Thank you for remembering me theses...
Now i can restart my alcohol/weed therapy.
"Adult attack!"
@@PresidentialWinner my brain to my eyes during this panel: *Thou shalt not avert thine eyes.*
Should i read the manga?
@@anything4subsandmoney118 Yeah, you may need therapy when you're done but it's worth it.
weed + reading berserk that is some another level combination though 😂.
I thought number one was Ganishka's monster factory. Basically sending masses of pregnant women to the same fate as Caska.
It would be if my mind was capable of actually processing the notion, but it seems it can't. Too over the top perhaps ?
I agree. That one still haunts me.
THIS!
YEAHH BRUH THAT SH IS DISTURBING 😭😭😭😭
It's funny, I remembered every one of these EXCEPT number 1. Something tells me my mind purposefully blocks that part of that arc shortly after being exposed to it each time.
FR when i saw that part i thought he was gonna talk about guts killing children but nope
The Lost Children arc doesn't get nearly enough love. It's one of the most disturbing parts of the whole series and a key arc for Gut's development and really, 90% of Puck's purpose as a character takes place in there (the other 10% being the whole Elfhelm thing).
I'm in Millenium Falcon right now and Lost Children was my favorite part of Berserk so far
@@lizardman6515 It's my second place currently. Missing Children is hella underrated.
I'm also on Millenium Falcon
For me: 1) Troll cave mass raping and birth. (Also, the children being eaten, etc.)
2) Wyald's massacre at the farm, plus the aftermath.
3) Ganishka and Daiba's man-made Behelit, or "Demon Womb." Both because of the victims (and the implications of how they got pregnant) and because of the Apostles that make up the thing-sure they're awful beings, but that thing is an absolutely horrible way to exist. "Honorable" mention to the women being fed to the crocodile monsters in the previous chapter.
Personally I think #3 _should_ be #1, but the troll cave kind of steals its thunder (they're only about 20 chapters apart, maybe less). I would have toned down the cave to make the man-made Behelit have more impact by at least taking out the birth part.
100% agree with numbers 1 and 2
Raped as a kid.
Never shown in any anime. This made me wonder if i ever actually read that scene in the bookstore back then.
Did you rly read Berzerk?
Hellsing ultimate
Banana fish
Elfen Lied
Made in Abyss
Honestly the troll cave scene is the most disgusting part in the entire series for me. Not only do they viciously rape the women en masse who then birth their litter of young like Miura is paying homage to Alien, but the ones who get literally raped to death are then thrown down into this shallow lagoon and used as sustenance for those weird interstice beings. It makes my skin crawl just thinking about it.
Yeah, me too that moment is disturbing for me
Goblin Slayer: Hey can I copy your homework?
Berserk: sure but make it seem like you didn't copied it
Goblin Slayer: 1st ep cave scene
Berserk: troll cave scene
I kinda agree with your list, but they moment disturb me the most in all Berserk is when Gatsu and his friends found Griffith on the jail. That shit really haunted me.
It took me a lot of time to consider what happened. Even though I knew what griffith would do later, I still felt bad for him.
I KNOW!!! HED BEEN IN THE FOR A FUCKING YEAR WITH A PROFESSIONAL TORTURER OMG......
@@force4973 yuuup
@SSJ Finally someone acknowledge how cruel that must have been! thinking about it pains my heart.
Wyald was the scariest apostle to me. Mostly because he reminds me of someone I've met who isn't above stooping to some of his vile antics. He was the marker of the end of the old age and beginning of darkness in tje story. Despicable.
“This kid got eaten by his zombie parents while alive 😓”
*giggles*
While burning
I'm a bit late, but like I respec this vid. Usually you'd think Eclipse hands down for most disturbing, but this video took me outta that. Like sure the Eclipse was disturbing, but it was more tears everywhere, hatred in the heart, wth Griffith disturbing. Kids killing and raping eachother, so gruesomely and almost as if it's nothing special. That's disturbing.
They really need to do Berserk justice in animated form and also not skip the Lost Children arc. That arc really affected Guts as a character and kinda introduced the audience to the new, more gruesome way the series went.
Poor kids who dont have money have to act like adults
Yes,but the dont kill or rape each other and evirate others
Out of all the things in this manga, the attack on Midland by the Kushans was one of the most disturbing things to me. Them cutting off the heads of POWs en masse and burning civilians alive just to get rid of them is pretty true to life with ancient empires conquering other lands.
“Berserk is just too horrifying so I gave up reading it... for like an hour”
1:05 "his family became possessed and ate him alive" proceeds to sound like hes about to laugh lmao
The scene that always disturbed me the most is easily the torture chamber. Like Mozgus is so messes up. The way he grins and stares at Farnese while saying "Thou shalt not avert thine eyes" is chilling
I agree....being tortured in some dark dungeon by demons or evil people where no one can hear your screams is literally hell on earth.
You should make a video named " top ten normal moments" because every single moment in berserk is disturbing.
Wyald’s antics is number one for me personally. I absolutely felt so sick after those parts. Kinda toned up Berserk for me and everything else kinda becomes a little easier to swallow. But each of the r*pe parts still scar me that part stuck with me. But yeah. This is just bringing it all back to me and I’m having flashbacks lol! But it’s a great ass manga definitely recommend.
Ngl I am not to disturbed by berserk, but seeing the f**king smile on Griffith’s face disturbs me the most
"Kids dont act like adults in real life at all"" nice joke.
Wyald's foray was the most gruesome scene for me. I was very bad considering that such things were more real than we like to think.
All throughout the Eclipse, I had this feeling of constant dread. It felt like there was no hope, defeat was imminent. No matter how much Guts pushed himself, the odds were insurmountable.
Guts killing Adonis is extra messed up bcuz he saw himself in the boy after witnessing their sword training.
dude i'm barely on 7 (the torchure chamber) and im sitting here thinking if the horse was 10 and this is 7...... no. I can't do this. I'll drop a like and back out thanks.
Lool oooh maan..
The horse really isn't that bad if you know it's coming
@@miguelpereira9859 it's not that bad at all, nothing bad really happens
No.Thou shalt not avert thine eyes.
Save yourself
This manga makes Emergence looks a child's play
I think emergence is more disturbing because it's a subject of a real live not a fantasy
Then you should read Kharisma Jati's works. It can also happen irl
Read *Bradherley no Basha* to enjoy a peaceful and healing experience :)
@@mohammedriadh6019 yes, this is absolutely true, with berserk I was shocked, with emergence, I was not only shocked but, I really questioned everything and it made me feel like shit
nah, emergence look more realistic so is it kinda creepy than berserk
The most disturbing moment in berserk was when mira chosen to take his first break
2:58 _"I don't recognize the bodies in the water"_
Just re-read the manga... realized Rosine took part in slaughtering the Band of the Hawk while they were rescuing Griffith...
she's a kid. damn
@@vgbcp3rs0na41 yeah
That scene with the "elf" psudo-apostles just adds fuel to the fire of Guts's parting message to Jill, "There's no paradise for you to escape to."
It's powerful stuff, both in Berserk and in real life. What you see is what you get, and there is the worst kind of evil all around you every moment of every day. Just think about it, especially if you're in a big city. You are never more than 2 miles at most from sex slavers, drug traffickers, politicians seeking to bleed you dry and control you, etc... and everywhere you go, that very same depravity will only ever be a couple stone's throws away.
There's no afterlife for the individual. What you see is what you get. So stop running. Never let others decide your life for you, and never trade away your individuality. Much like Guts with his brand, we are all doomed to attract, and be hunted down by, those seeking to impose their will on us. So struggle again it, and if you must fall, go down swinging.
Number one is probably the Eclipse, but mainly just for Casca. The fact that this was right after Wyald too just made it worse. That whole Heretic “ritual/party/wtf” section during the Conviction Arc was also a close second; I was genuinely wondering what the hell was happening then on top of being disgusted.
The King and Ganishka being creepy towards Charlotte are also up there.
Not gunna lie. Slann's funtime was kinda hot despite the troll entrials.
Which was probably the idea- Slan is fuckin` hot, but then you start asking yourself "what the fuck is wrong with me?". And i say- that was the intent. I will say something even more gross- when we see trolls gang- bang, my dick was like "wha... wha... what`s going on?" and i literally said "down boy. You don`t want to see that", and i had crisis right that instant- literally "what the fuck is wrong with me?"
Tfw no dark god to treat you like her toy
Heretyk_13 honestly, it b like that dude, those were my exact thoughts when reading thru Qliphoth
redomer, for me I was just agonising in the fact that no one went to help these people, haven’t finished the anime or manga yet.
Yall betta go to church
My number one is still the eclipse concluding with Casca’s rape.
When I first watched Berserk, I rented volumes 3 and 4 from Blockbuster. Enjoyed ‘em, and thought “lemme test Volume 6” because for some reason I thought there were 8 total DVD’s.
I don’t think there was a time where I said “what the fuck” quite so much, to the point where I started cynically chuckling “what the hell happened to this show?” When I found out later that night that those were the final episodes for the ‘97 series, I felt utterly crushed.
Up till now I have no idea why did Griffth rape her? First of all it's not like Griffth's style of dealing with things also he could've done things more brutal than that and it would've split Guts in half. But he went and raped her!
I had been binging the manga hardcore and felt so sick after the troll cave that I put it down a for a week or so, only to start reading again and be graced by the Man-Made Behelit
The Lost Children arc is probably my favorite part of Berserk so far (I'm only on volume 24 mind you), but I 100% agree that the scene with the kids acting killing each other when "playing" war was probably the most disturbed I've been reading this manga so far, and that's saying a lot XD.
Watching this video really gives me a perspective on how Miura wanted to portray the times were back then. So many unsung victims were tortured, raped, hurt, etc. With how it is today, I'm kind of thankful how the world's not too much extreme anymore.
And I hate the goddamn Wild Antics rape scene. Never have I ever wanted to tear limb from limb Wyald so bad for what he had done to the little girl.
The corpses coming out if the vortex of hell was uber disturbing
Crazy how you can show brutal gore and torn flesh but the female nipple has to be covered at all costs 😂
Call me weak but the lost children scene actually made my guts twist and I couldn’t stop thinking about how sick that scene was for a week. I had to stop reading a week
"Disturbing moments in Berserk" the entire manga, you mean?
Underrated
The most disturbing thing about berserk...
Is how this series somehow turn into a harem manga with cute loli's
LMAO
*Shield Hero has joined the chat*
Yeahh😂
Late to comment, but at least the harem is well earned. Guts deserve some love and care, even if he can’t reciprocate much.
I think the trolls was the most disturbing. Crazy how they adapt that arc but not the lost childrens arc.
Adult attack Adult attack... that shit had me looking at my ceiling for like 10 minutes.
Everyone else: *"Goblin Slayer is so dark!"*
Berserk: "Am I a joke to you?"
*Made in Abyss, Black Lagoon, Akira, Evangelion, Grimgar, Mirai Nikki, Shield Hero, Akame ga Kill!, and Elfen Lied has joined the chat*
just 10 moments? there's a lot of those. lol
what is your profile pic
Rest in peace, Kentaro Miura.
The most disturbing moment in Berserk:
Is waiting for the next chapter to come out.
when was the last one that came out tho
@@MIKIrok never
Oh..well
I never finished Berserk, I watched Wyald's arc and stopped for obvious reasons, but the night I read it I had a dream I don't think ill forget. ever, I dreamt the life of a man who was locked in this horrific world by an entity he could not defy, persevering through it all and with me in it's first person, I don't remember much of the dream, but I remember the entity leading me into a basement and showing me another, horrific black void that stared right back at me with eyes I couldn't tell existed, after I was forced to touch the void I appeared in a lake of indescribable color, I can't for the life of me describe it, the closest I could get was slow flashing white neon, I still to this day can't comprehend how white can be neon like that, but when I appeared in the lake, I was next to a man, when I tried to look at him, I couldn't, he told me he'd been trapped there for eons, that there was no way out, I couldn't move in the lake, slowly more people appeared in the lake, they told me they'd been there for a long time as well, the people around me comforted me and told me they'd be there for me, the woman in front of me especially, when a warm feeling washed over me, I woke up
I know there was much, much more to the dream as it went on for hours in my memory, but that's all I remember, there was another one I had the next night, I'll detail it if anyone asks, if you read this, I appreciate it
Go ahead on the next dream, I'll read it.
It always struck e how long and complex (and almost REAL) dreams can be, and also that people almost never talk of theirs dreams and ain't more influenced by them...
I think the most disturbing moment was the childhood memory of him walking around as a mercenary. I think it was called lost summer dreams or something. Basically, we see him as a teenager wandering around, become a slave and see some rly dark shit.
“Top ten most disturbing scenes in berserk” number 10. 90% of the series
1:07
Dio Brando after vampirising a mother that ate her child: Hahahaha, cool!
i think the most disturbing shit in berserk is what miura was HOLDING BACK to make his stuff readable...
awesome work by the way. shows how sick we humans are underneath.
Watching to much berserk made me immune to gore.
I love how Twitter lost its mind over BERSERK few days ago .
Why
@@3layerdipstack726 because of Elden Ring some Twitter users find out about BERSERK manga and You know Twitter , They complain about everything and want to cancel everything . So Twitter users saw few panel of BERSERK where corpses of dead woman's and children's were shown . Twitter just lost their mind after seeing those panel and starts shit on BERSERK and claimed it's misogynistic manga . But they completely ignored that pretty much everyone dies in BERSERK , So basically people on Twitter were angry because a dark manga made for adults had dark stuffs in it .
The 2nd image he shows at the start of this video was for me one of the most uncomfortable pages to look at, after of course the eclipse. It's just a psychological mindfuck, with these out of place humanoid figures that look like something from a Dr. Seuss book, the little people sitting in the body of the largest creature, the anthropomorphic beings with various different limbs just bouncing around like spawns from hell. I also feel like it's a great display of Miura's imagination and ability to draw, and a page that too many people look over.
That page is actually a reimagining of Heironymus Bosch’s “Garden of Eartly Delights.” Bosch was a huge artistic inspiration for Miura when it came to the apostles
@@gunnarp3914 Wow, you're completely right, I can't believe I've never seen that painting before. Truly a disturbing piece, though I could spend hours just looking at the details.
@@deadinfebruary It’s a fascinating painting for sure
I am fascinated by the fact that no one found the God hand member sitting on the dinner table inside that half open creature
@@bait5257 oh no I noticed him, it's the little fat dude, right? I just assumed however that Miura drew him in there as a little hidden thing idk. I don't think it has any significance though.
to me, Femto abusing caska during the eclipse in front of gutts, that ripped my heart, make me sad, almost stop reading after that.
That city Ganishka took over and pretty much everything he did to those poor people. Espthr damn women hanging over an alligator pit by their wrists being chomped on
The most disturbing moment for me is that time when i find a dude who probably doesn't even need lube anymore ... talking about how Berserk is overrated
Yeah i agreed , the lost children arc is by far the most disturbing 😑😑😑
I've already survived ntr so i think i can handle reading this
Top 10 Disturbing moments in berserk
Me: Berserk
the lost children scene would have legitimately made me sick if i saw that as a kid. anne or anna throwing up was not like a dramatic overstatement as a response to that scene at all. genuinely traumatizing
to find disturbing moments in this is like trying to find books in a library
Thank you for making this. I can stomach just about anything but sexual violence, so this was good information to have so I could prepare before I got into berserk :)
I hope u skipped troll cave then lol
You can skip the entirety of berserk then.
_Me, not having read Berserk yet but knowing how infamously fucked up it can get and knowing about the Rape Horse meme which freaked me the fuck out_ : Oh lemme guess Rape Horse is like Top 5 or something
*Rape Horse is no. 10 and is "definitely not the worst thing to happen"*
Me: *•_•*
(but i have at least read the Lost Children arc out of curiosity a few weeks back because i really really love fairies and holy phucc the little fairy gleefully yelling "adult attack" . . . like damn . . . thank you Berserk . . . now i can't look at fairies the same way again . . . yipee. But hey at least i could stomach your no. 1)
Adult Attack!!! BEST MOVE INDEED
Top 10 anime powers
Casca's back story almost made me barf honestly. I had to get up and stop for a while before continuing the story. Berserk is such a masterpiece.
You know bad stuff happens in Berserk when you actually forget how crazy the shit in Lost Children was.
lost children is such a good arc... if something pains me of berserk is seeing berserk fans saying that the arc doesnt add much to the story or that is too brutal. like seriously. it adds a lot to the story, is basically the conclusion of the first part of the story, the conclusion of the very beginning of the manga, is completely neccesary to understand guts and since guts is the protagonist i would say that is quite important.
as for the brutality... i mean, you and me, we are reading berserk you know? if you read berserk you are signing up for that, and if an animation studio wish to adapt it then, it better do it like is supposed to. if you are going to adapt something you have to be faithful to the material, the moment the person in charge says that something is going to be cut is the moment that person should not be in charge
Guts didn't mean to kill Adonis. Adonis was in the wrong place at the wrong time.
Rest in peace kentaro miura.
the torture chamber images burn my brain the hardest
The "Adult attack!" bit might be the only part of the manga to make me audibly gasp. However, my number 1 would have to go to the Daka Generator. I actually had to stop reading for a few months after that.
R.I.P Miura 😔
For me that is the most destirbing moment
Thats why lost children arc = best arc
It had nasty bugsss tho
I didnt really enjoy it that much... Idk why.