Chatting with a Person that's Attempted Suicide
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- Опубликовано: 20 дек 2019
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Edit: people are sentitive for no reason
@@big_banana7194 No likes HAAAAAAAAA
jape i dont give a fuck hes a 5 million subscriber youtuber
@@big_banana7194 never heard of him
@@big_banana7194 Hahaha!!! What kind of miserable hurt person tries to clown ANYONE for the number of likes they get on a comment online!?! Are you good man? There's gotta be something wrong in your life if you're trying to make yourself feel better by trying to make someone else feel bad about something as trivial as the number of people that like that he told the kid he loves him. Try being positive instead
Love you Kev
first comment
What’s up cherdleys 😤
murry christmas.!!!!
:(
Was he the dog?
I know Danny Duncan watched this and still has Kevin in his heart.
Asian_Buddie what happend to them
IBTY Clan kevs girlfriend at the time tried to steal danny’s safe and kev didn’t tell him and danny found out and was very upset at kev for not telling him.
@@bmarkham7 also Danny said that he and Kevin are still friends but Kevin won't be in his videos any more
MultiTerkoiz why not is it just for that reason i remember watching the story but I never knew Danny stopped putting him in vids
@@drew-ok8wc I don't really know, but he said it was something personal...
A Filipino boy talking about the trauma he experienced may not change the world, but for that Filipino boy, the world will change.
Love you Kev. Sub'd to your channel/insta as well.
very true.
People start to heal the moment they feel heard.
Dan Grundmeier I hear you man 😌
😂
It really is bro
@Rab Nord Just try to find someone you can trust and open up! It seems hard but its a relief when you do
Calm down laddy
@I. Wynn Wynn what an odd response. the healing process is obviously not set in stone and is definitely not the same process for everyone across the board. it sounds like you feel you haven't been heard.
This is basically a public therapy session. Very brave.
ya i had trouble going to a therapist and and telling a stranger stuff that was intimate and that i kept inside for a long time, to do it on video knowing thousands of people are going to watch takes some massive balls
We should donate to a place better that helps sexual abuse?
Right? I just called a few of my best buds to just let them know I’m here and I love them hahaha they said it right back!
@Evan Lancaster you should go for a 10th
@Evan Lancaster he means a tenth suicide attempt
No sad music, no edits, just 42 minutes of uncomfortable conversation that is depressing, disturbing, and sad. More people need to see things like this and talk about things like this.
check out Dr K interviews
Holly molly, only 5min in and that shit is RAW.
We should all be able to talk that freely, that have to be liberating even for old bad situations/experiences...
As a suicide survivor and someone who is losing the battle with depression, I greatly appreciate this video.
YOU GOT THIS. you’re not losing . Your disadvantages are actually your advantages. Day by day, we are going to conquer this thing called life.
Much love & God bless
Be strong. You can do it. I love u
Thank you, Prince and Theo for your kindness and love. Your words mean so much, and I’m grateful for your compassion. I love you!
No such thing as losing, just suffering. You’re getting tired, fatigued, and frustrated, most likely. But you’re building strength. Once all of this clears up all your hard work and suffering will be there in your past to support your new growth. All you need is that small break you deserve, and will get. As long as you are still alive and trying.
same here, this dude shatttered my already broken heart. stay strong!
Jesus this is the darkest episode ive seen so far, and you interviewed a guy who lit himself on fire
That dude was crazy. This dude's life just makes me sad.
i see myself in Kev. our lives are sad.
@@cristiancruz2997 he wasnt a bad dark guy tho
@@blank003 I never thought of it like that
Turd Ferguson yeah I couldn’t empathise with that guy because of how woke he felt for the self immolation. You could tell he thought it was the smartest guy in the room. Loved to hear the sound of his own voice.
Feeling numb is the scariest thing to ever experience. It’s so hard to explain to someone who hasn’t experienced it before
Greg O' Neill I get that
@@Cognitoman linkin park gets that
True
I feel numb often yeah
It's not really scary if you're truly numb, fear isn't something you experience or any other feeling in general. You just feel this weird empty nothingness. You recognize the numbness you feel but at the same time you don't really care, it's very strange but it's good to talk about it and be aware of it so it doesn't take you down a path of substance abuse/self-hate behaviors.
Just listening to the pain in his voice just broke me. Everyone is with you Kev
Made me cry
I met Kevin when Danny ducan opened his store in LA , and he was so excited we went up and took a picture with him , I am just now seeing this and man I wish I can go back in time and hug him and tell him he is a strong and amazing person.
Kev is a total badass for this and for surviving through all he’s been through
He's clearly destined for greatness if he's survived all of this
I'd like to consider myself above average when it comes to mental toughness.
But its shit like this that makes you realize that you're not nearly, not even remotely close to being able to withstand what some people go through. Let alone talk about it to someone.
This guy has all my respect, like every single ounce of it.
So let me get this straight...kev is a "badass" for living life in a certain situation? you sound like you may be lacking some brain cells.
POG
@@jsbfkdls couldn’t agree more
This isn't the interview Andrew expected, but it was the interview Kev needed.
True.
Amen.
Very true.
Kev has some serious courage opening up like that. I can't imagine how difficult that must have felt to share, let alone to have experienced. Really happy to see someone able to thrive despite experiencing so much!
poor guy, i know what it feels like when your whole childhood is essentially stripped away from you, you're forced to deal with things like an adult even though you're still a child that's learning, i hope he realizes he's stronger than he thinks he is.
Hang in there Kev ❤️
Pog
@@joshuavera3858 bruh 😂
hang? hmmm
@@pichofiraviyah8492 lol
@@joshuavera3858 she is lesbian btw
Feeling afraid and alone as a child is so damaging. I went through something similar to this and it makes you not want to be alive anymore. I remember in third grade praying to god to kill me. Everyone please be kind to each other because you never know what someone is going through
Dang dude, i remember asking god to kill me too when i was a kid. Glad to see god didnt grant you that and you're still around 👌
I hope you're doing well these days, and hope you have a nice holiday surrounded by true family and friends brother.
💗💗💗💗
You're a strong person bro, depression and obstacles can't take you down, you should feel proud of that.
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This was the saddest story I’ve ever heard. We love you Kevin. I hope Danny and Chris found out and we’re there for you. I cried listening to this.
im holding back tears watching this my heart is with you kev. It really helps to know that there are people out there going through some of the same things i struggle with.
At first I felt like I shouldn’t be watching this because of how serious the subject matter is and how terribly awkward the conversation went. I now think it’s actually so amazing that something so unpolished like this was released because it shows just how “un cinematic” mental illness really is. This is a real conversation between someone trying to explain these terrible feelings and someone trying their best to understand.
this is an underrated comment, seriously
American Patriot oh really, Mr. Expert... because you’ve done a comprehensive psychological assessment on him?
@@snaigel did you ever learn basic reading comprehension?
I love this comment
@@snaigel would you shut the fuck up
I want Kevin to get therapy for his trauma, I’m so sorry there are sick humans who prey on the innocent. That is so damaging I can’t imagine
THIS RIGHT HERE
I can't be wholefully asked to actually watch this whole thing so what happened tho I'm about to check the description and I knew I knew this kid he's got a YT
Such as Danny Duncan
@@thebidstar26 if you cant watch, I cant explain. Have a nice day.
D DJ Danny helped him then this dumbass and his drugged addicted gf tried to rob his house lmfao shut up
Kevin is a hero and an inspiration to anyone whether you’ve gone through similar things or completely different he is a genuine person and he is going to change a lot of peoples lives with his story. Love you Kev!
It's cool that you have friends that care Kevin. My friends didn't wanna help me deal with my issues. I was a downer to them so gradually we stopped hanging out. I'm getting through it by focusing on the few positive things I've got going for me and just realizing how many people have it way worse then me. Hope for better days Kev.
Me too fam I hope I find a few friends who function like me. I’d take a single good friend really.
Lots of people criticizing Andrew for saying "okay" but responding in a super shocked manner probably gets old for Kev I'm sure. Andrew's neutral response lets Kev keep talking and Andrew's feelings don't interfere with the conversation - Kev can just do his thing. Andrew also isn't putting any anxious energy out for Kev to feed off of. Andrew is also transparent about how this isn't his area of expertise. Just my two cents.
Thats what I thought, even though Andrew doesnt intend to it, people around him naturally and easily open up, making the whole chatting with very authentic.
Its easy to critizice when you're not the person in question. People forget to put themselves in other shoes.
Its easy to say and harder to act. How tf is he supposed to act? Its an insanely sensitive subject especially when that person is sitting next to you with tears in their eyes.
I've been in a similiar situation, everything going through my head and trying act appropriately. Its an unreal feeling, its like you're walking on thin ice and one wrong move can mean disaster.
Everything you do feels wrong, every answer you give feels like you're digging the knife deeper in their heart. But you can't just sit their and be quiet, for gods sake say something!
I actually interview people for a living and Andrew is very good at this IMO. He’s making about Kevin’s story not about Andrew’s reaction
yeah ! i know i‘m late but i tried to commit suicide on train tracks and if i‘d be talking to andrew about everything it would be a lot easier for me. someone being shocked about my story just makes me feel worse. so yeah i deffo agree with you
Amen
*andrew’s stomach growls*
Kev: im sorry
Those 3 seconds reflected everything he felt
When?
Sebastian bro this hit me like a truck, I love kev even more and appreciate his work even more as well. He’s a badass bro
Such a sweetie
You could really feel the pain in this poor kids soul. I hope he heals and finds the happiness that he needs in his life.
Damn. So much respect to this guy. Can't imagine going through that and still functioning. I just hope that he's eventually able to have super healthy relationships and be happy. He deserves it.
Hearing this makes all of my problems seem like their nothing, but depression and mental illness doesn’t discriminate
Fevafwrhjkiy Vzvhhfdjj it actually does, mental illness statistics are far worse in people who have been abused as a child. And they also discriminate in that they effect people who are in depressive life situations much more than those who are not. The ‘biological illness’ theory for depression has very little evidence
Try some shrooms.
All our problems are relative. There's nothing wrong with feeling bad about something, or feeling bad in general, when you know/think others have it worse. It still matters to you and that's okay.
@@wingloNB does it really help
@@warfighter1988 I'd say so man. If you're considering it, culture yourself with the beneficial effects and the possible negative effects. I can gladly say that it cured my depression and lowered my social anxiety heavily. It changed my perception of the world, animals, and people in the best of ways.
I havnt finished the video yet, but god bless this kid. And god bless Andrew for letting these people speak. He is by no means a therapist, but letting these people talk I hope helps them, but and truly helps them vent. I know Andrew went from "haha prank!" To this catagory of "let people talk" but this catagory of his channel I feel like has let a lot of people talk and vent and help themselves. God bless andrew and god bless this kid. There is so much I would like to say, but RUclips comment section cant handle it. Long story short, god bless them.
Are you God?
Absolutely agree. I commend them both for this. My god this is such a heartbreaking video but I’m so glad Kev was able to speak with someone like Andrew about this. I’m sure this is going to be extremely therapeutic for him.
David Alvarez
Really dude? Go away.
@@nicholltupak well think about it how can we put ourselves so high as to bless somebody as if we are God.
@@davidalvarez5929 I think when Corey typed, "God bless", he's just wishing for them the best. He is not commanding God or claiming to be able to bless. Corey just wants the best for them. Simple as that.
Keep moving Forward Kevin, you've made it this far, just keep going. Much love and glad to see you're back with Danny. Watching this made me realize that at times when I complain about life or what I'm going through, it does not even come close to shit other people have gone through or are going through. Keep your head up bro!
I feel bad for Kev. He went through a lot. Stay positive man.
Andrew was genuinely upset and didn’t know how to act but still found ways to try and talk it out that’s why I love this man
Damn man, I've seen Kev in Cherdlys videos, Danny's, Chris etc... I didn't know he had this heavy of a history. I wish nothing but the best for this guy for his future. I hope he finds something to really help himself heal and move forward. Kev, if you're reading this, you have a lot of people rooting for you man. Keep your head up.
I knew something was up from his videos about his dad etc. it bleeds through and he deals with his trauma with comedy. I hope everyone supports him. This guy has been through hell. We all have our stuff, but his is pretty heavy.
Whoah. It takes a lot to be this honest and open, especially when you know it's going to be on the internet.
Respect, Kev. Hope you're doing well.
Thank you for sharing your story brother, had a similar upbringing that felt “ normal” but was far from it. All I can say is keep sharing your feelings and don’t feel ashamed! Your bigger than most people who keep it all in and act out. All you can do is try to be better than what you were given when you were younger. Keep doing you!
it sucks when everyone around you is so happy but you dont feel anything so you just kill the energy
Look into Eckart Tolle - The power of now. Great book.
Really deep bruv
TheGuess2D been lookin for a new book to read, appreciate that
Story of my life
@@joncast1 that book will be the start of ur wokeness
Damn, this really puts into perspective why child abuse is so bad
Bro what? This puts into perspective why CHILD ABUSE is so bad?
QuarterAsianPersuasion
I think he’s saying that this video gives a great perspective on how it can affect someone throughout the rest of their life. Because no shit it is bad but you don’t really know how it’ll affect someone for as long as they live.
Bread Lover lol
@@BreadLover by that I meant, this video gives greater perspective into how it affects people. No shit it's bad numbnuts
@@bkw11 sometimes they just need a paddin', fornication is over the top but a paddin for sure
I keep coming back to watch this. Definitely appreciate both parties here for making it happen and putting it out. It helps.
Fuck this hurts. I haven't seen this until now because it popped up into my recommended. Kev, if you ever see this we love you. We support you, thank you for sharing your story. This will encourage others who have similar stories to come out and speak out about it.
I know that he’s probably not going to read this but, Kevin I met and chilled with you and Danny a couple years ago at a skate park and Danny invited me and my friend to his old apartment with everyone and I just want to say you are one of the nicest people I’ve met and I still have the videos I took with you and that will forever be my best day of my life it was shortly after my brother died and I’d been depressed as fuck for a while and it really helped I just want u to know man you made a difference in my life and I hope you see even thought you’ve lived through some fucked up shit you have a bright future and many people love and need you, and just thank you man for everything
Thomas Watterson LMAO 😂😂
zasdak ascnkasxnc how is this funny in any way ?
Billy Boy it’s comedy
@@tristan6510 How is this comedy are you stupid??
starboi klem Nah you are 😂 this was the best laugh I’ve had in a while
My older brother committed suicide two weeks ago. I don’t know how to go on. It’s tough for everybody. Please don’t do it
How you doing
Rip to ur brother
I hope you’re still pushing through
Aw man sorry brother, hope youre doing well
@@TheRealSZedric we need more people like you
You Are Loved KEV and you’re definitely not alone, thanx for sharing your story bro.
It makes me respect kev a lot more knowing the hardships he and his family has been through! I hope he can heal as much as possible.
Props to kev for sharing his story, I don’t think anyone would be brave enough to speak about attempting suicide in front of 2.3 million people on the internet get him to 100 k he deserves it !!
I think people who say shhhhhh are child molesters.
@@osamachriss thanks for coming out, I'll get with the FBI to have you arrested sick, weirdo.
nic jacklyson is that you on your profile picture?
I'm Filipino and I've been through similar experiences as you, and I was also raped by a family member for years. The way you explain what it does to you is spot on. I suffered for 24 years until I finally went to a therapist who specialized in child abuse/child molestation and he saved my life. He taught me that what was done to you is NOT your fault, that what happened was NOT okay, even though deep down you might feel like it is (since abuse as a child makes you feel guilty for everything you do). Forgiveness is hard, but possible and if you do you'll get part of your life back. My therapist also taught me to look in the mirror and tell myself "I love you, [name]" every day until it felt natural. Abuse strips you from any self-love because your "guardians"/parents are supposed to show/teach you how to love yourself by loving you, but abusing you tells your child-mind that you are not worth taking care of, which you take with you into adulthood.
Thank you for sharing this, what people are capable of doing to kids is so absurdly evil. I wish you the best in life. I hope the world gets better in the future. Let's work on it, together.
Thank you 💕
@@BreatheChristianit's "you're" kiddo
And how would that be toxic? It was a valid question cause all the chicks I've been with liked the feeling
@@texasthib2029 What the fuck, get help. Who even asks that
Can’t believe I’m just watching this but it’s nice to see kevs still around making videos ❤️💪 tough times don’t last but tough people always do!
im just seeing this video and kev has always been my favorite person to see on youtube. this shit made me bawl my eyes out. much love to you kev and glad you're still here!
Help this man find his stepdad
It’s one thing when your friends or society doesn’t really help you, but when it’s your blood family so much animosity is built all that trust and bond you had with them is vanished and in some cases will never be restored
Andrew, I think this is a great interview really raw. I’m no expert or anything but next time a guest opens up that deeply you should give em a hug. It’s a little thing but it makes all the difference. Love your videos man
You inspire me ! ! I’m so happy that you are here to tell the tale. Take care (from England) ❤️
I'm glad that Kev has felt comfortable enough to tell Andrew all of that, and thank you Andrew for allowing Kev, and all of these other people you've interviewed, to get comfortable enough to get these things off their chest.
I hope you read this: What happened was NOT your fault. Say that a million times. You were a child and you should have been protected and sick people hurt you. You are so BRAVE. You are so BRAVE for speaking your truth. Please keep talking. Please talk to someone. Your life is so PRECIOUS. You have a beautiful future ahead of you. You can make your life anything you want. God bless you.
"What happened was NOT you fault." This is so important to convey to abuse victims. Thank you.
Thank you for being a genuinely good and real person
🙌🏼 kev is amazing for doing this i know some friends that went through the same kinda abuse and being male and telling ur story of sexual abuse has to be the most courageous thing anyone can do today but it needs to be done for reasons shown in the vid he felt 10000 times better just talking about it w andrew
Man...made me tear up...thank you
LOVE YOU, Kevin.
You’re an amazing person bro, you inspire a lot of us and are doing really good for yourself just know that💪🏽
I just wanted him to hug him this whole time.
Child sexual abuse is so rampant in the Philippines. It’s so devastating 😢 One suggestion of a charity that does positive work with children and families in the Philippines is Compassion (I’m sure there are heaps of other great ones too)
Lydia K do u know why? It was his own family too wtf!! Is it culturally more acceptable or something?
Lydia K I’ve wanted to make a safe haven for girls and boys to be able to live in , that have been forced into sexual exploitation by their families or just people who don’t have families and just have it guarded because nasty ass dudes I’m sure would try and come back and get them. I would hope for that so I can shoot on site as soon as they get into my school / work / home . 🙂
hammypie good question
@hammypie Not only that really, there’s a lot of sex trafficking there. Especially with kids.
Nah you prolly make profit off the back end, I would rather donate to a real charity
I’ve never heard of Kev before but this was the realest interview I’ve ever seen. So real bro, I’m sorry you had to go through all of that bullshit but look at you now!!! Make sure you carry this real easy into your channel now that you’ve finally been able to tell your real story. The comedy is great but people really relate to and love when people are real as well. Your the man brother, keep up the great work!
Damn this broke my heart. Hearing his voice crack like that gave me chills. He’s extremely brave for saying this in front of all these people, especially since it’s his first time. My heart goes out to kevin
The hand downtown
Get this man to 100k
i done my part
I subbed! ❤
im there
Damn I really feel for this dude. As someone who was abused as a kid beginning around the same age as him it truly throws the rest of your life off in so many constantly evolving ways. Maintaining a child’s sense of safety during those early years is so insanely crucial, and when that’s violated it’s almost impossible to ever feel comfortable or safe again, even deep into adulthood. I couldn’t imagine sharing this publicly on camera, huge props to him
This video always inspires me at some of my lowest points. No matter what I go through, Kev's story and everything he's been through will never fail to make me look at my life and believe that I can pull through. Much love to you Kev.
Kev seems like a really sweet and genuine person. You’re incredibly strong , and I hope you know how many people love you
This guy just done a massive step towards getting over his problems.
He opened himself and let the things get out of him.
I hope it was some kind of a relief for him.
I wish him all the best and I keep fingers crossed for his future.
Andrew's stomach growl at 32:42 was so monstrous that Kev apologised. 😭😭😭
😂😂😂😁😁😁😁
"ummm" then looks over 😂😂😂
Ah man, really felt this Kevin, you made it dont worry man, it makes me happy to see you getting past all of this even if it doesn't feel like it, you made the first or not even first large step
Im only 10 minutes into the video and I already feel like crying listening to him talk about his childhood. I went through something similar when I was younger and I know how badly it can break a person down. Kevin seems like a really good guy and he brings so much joy to people with his videos. Im so glad I discovered him and the cherdleys group. I hope kevin can move forward and go on to live his best life.💝
You can see the pain in his eyes and almost the relief as he talks about everything. Love you Kev, you’re so sweet and deserve the world. ❤️
Jesus right off the bat I can sense his sensitivity, brokenness & pain..poor baby I understand you
He's actually a funny guy watch his videos
Madman Bello a lot of people who have experienced true trauma are the funny ones
I CaN uNdErStAnD yOu. shut up sympathy is not the same thing as the abuse he experienced stop being an idiot and stop commenting shit like this you scumbag
@@enrique3655 oh I just know you're not taking to me..
@@enrique3655 fuck off bully.
Love you Kevin this was great to hear more about your life. I’m sorry about what you had to go through
Kev is a real one he’s been through it and the fact that he’s still walking and talking is pretty astonishing. Props
This kid deserves everything in life.
This is such a weird saying considering the awful things life has brought onto kev. I understand it’s a saying of endearment, but still odd haha
He didn't go out with a bang like a real samurai 👎
@@joshjonson2368 wow
@@joshjonson2368 Bro stop
@@joshjonson2368 hiding behind a screen
Okay, I'm crying a little. Kevin, you're a strong guy and I'm sorry to hear what you had to go through. Honestly breaks my heart.
Man, Kev. I loved your content before, but now I just love you bud. I swear if I could give my life to stop disgusting people like that, I'd do it in a heart beat.
It's very sad none of his teachers were intuitive or empathetic enough to see his suffering and do something about it. What made some of my secondary school teachers so great was there ability to see you as an individual and not just a number.
Teachers aren’t therapists.
If this is monetized perhaps the donation should be used to get Kevin some therapy. He may think that he has come to terms with the past 22 years, however, time alone is not a healer. Without therapy things will continue to resurface, as we age our responsibilities in life tend increase so unresolved emotional issues will just further complicate making good choices for the future. Hope The Kev gets the help he needs and deserves.
I agree that is a wonderful idea and a very useful gift he deserves, man I'd be a reck with half of what he went through! !
I agree pls do this Andrew!! it could be great help
Indeed
I agree with the therapy but i disagree with pretty much everything else. He and I have very similar backgrounds and hes only a year older than me. My saving grace was meeting my husband and having my own children. I devote myself and love them the ways i never received. No counseling. Time heals all wounds dear.
Yes!
I WOULD HUG HIM IMMEDIATELY!! Jeezz
IluvMetal93 I’d be in line to hug him right after you!! He’s so brave for sharing his story!
everytime he broke up crying man i wouldve been balling right there with him for sure this man needs a hug
Genes How do you wanna know?
Gayyyyyyyyy
Seriously!!!!!
Really cool you said this. Seems like it helped you but also anyone who experienced anything like what you spoke about. Thanks Kevin
I would give you a hug if I could, Kev! I’m so glad that you are still alive to talk about this. You are loved, and you make this world a better place!
CEO of chatting
CEO of whoops
CEO of awkwardness
@Mike Dees yes the prank videos
@@abyss1997 bro no
@ayyyhum drain gannnnnngg
You guys ARE his family. Take care of this lil dude. Peace and love.
s-zo ^
Gayy
@@joshjonson2368 lmaooo but shut up bro u gonna be the reason this man dies?
@@joshjonson2368 yikes
“Lil dude” 💀💀💀💀
This is a great video. Thanks for being so brave, Kev! One thought - people shouldn't bottle up their emotions because bottles aren't good containers, they're too fragile and tend to break! Be good to yourself!
Poor little soul. A lot of love and support from Europe Kevin ❤️
I can tell he is a strong person, sadly he didn’t realize it yet
"When he left, my emotions left with him too." [Him talking about his step dad].
Big oof in my feels.
I can relate to a LOT of this from the ongoing physical abuse as a child through highschool, countless suicide attempts, and feeling shut down inside like you are frozen. I went to therapy for this and a lot of other things that I put myself through not know the damage that had happened because growing up that was the only normal I knew. I remember the first time I expressed this to a therapist and later to family I had this sort of inappropriate smile on my face that was like anxiety combined with relief at the same time. It's like you don't want to laugh but you are letting out this painful truth which is liberating. I don't think anyone can ever get back to the way they would be if they hadn't gone through the pain but I know people can learn and grow from it. I still have some messed up thoughts and occasionally struggle with suicidal ideation but it's not nearly as bad after I shared it with people I trust and got therapy for it and became more aware of the way that shapes how I interact with others and the tendencies I sometimes have. Thanks for sharing. You are not alone and nor is anyone reading this even if you have gone through a tragic story or not everyone struggles. Remember that next time you feel down.
Tough to watch, Cant imagine what it must’ve been like to go through that. Just want to give Kevin a hug ❤️❤️❤️
Man, props to Kev for sharing all of this. Andrew should also use some of the revenue to pay for professional help for him. He can have a such a happier life by learning to cope in the right way.
Sean C Great idea
Agreed
Sean C I hate this whole notion of telling people what they should do with their money or this thinking where someone shouldn’t be able to make money when they talk about things like this. First of all, there’s nothing wrong with profiting off of something like this, the “professional help” will be profiting off of his situation and no one ever thinks they should just do it for free. Or imagine the EMS shoe up to a suicide attempt, you never hear them saying “ahh, god damn it, another suicide attempt, now I have to punch out and work for free, I’m never going to make rent this month”.
But most importantly, it means less people like Andrew will even want to touch conversations like these if it means they won’t make any money. This is his job and how he pays his bills, it isn’t right to think he shouldn’t make money from it.
@@mcearl8073 He put in the description and said twice in the interview that all revenue would be donated to the Suicide Prevention Hotline. Since he's donating all of it, why not help Kev get the guidance he needs as that would be charitable in itself.
Sean C I don’t even necessarily disagree with you and maybe you didn’t mean it the way I’m taking it. It just didn’t come off as a suggestion really and if he already said he’s donating it to the hotline charity he already decided where he’s giving it to.
This immediately got deep like 2 minutes in.
It’s crazy how are lives and backgrounds are so similar, love you Kevin everything will get better
Thank you kev! I know the feeling I’m 36 and still suppress a lot of my issues and still go threw a lot of suicidal thoughts and sometimes close attempts. Why I just fish solo all the time. I used to skate everyday to suppress and have the sense of accomplishment. But getting older it has been harder and harder to suppress. Hearing this from you has made me realize I need to talk more.
when he said he never went to therapy because he couldn’t afford it and went on to bottle everything up, that was heartbreaking. it’s crazy that this is the first time he’s ever opening up, and the fact that it’s on youtube where it will be seen by millions is even crazier. God bless this man, i really hope he gets the help he needs one day
This shit will never get a million views
@@Pg-ch5nb lol why you hating?
@@Pg-ch5nb ??
He was trying so hard not to cry. I just wanna hug him
Its good to talk to someone especially when they have made it through similar things, but sometimes you can't. So Kev talking about here is amazing i know hearing someone talk about the same things i have been through always made me feel hopeful, normal & less lonely
All love Kevin, seeing your strength helps my own 💪🏻✊🏻
the two most monotone people ever have the most interesting conversation ever! good job boys and kev keep ur head up please youre a good dude!
*Let’s get him to a 100k! His youtube is linked in the description!*
Don't act like that will help him..
John Doe it will ur slow
RUclips- iEditz it won’t
Subs won’t make up for a soul’s life that is ruined. Money won’t buy you a new life, you think subs will help.
Xavier yes obviously because he’ll have more supporters
Omg i watch Danny Duncan all the time and never new all this about you Kevin I’m so sorry that this happened.
Neither did Danny until this video
Thats why you should be nice to everybody cus they might been thru shit
@@johnkennedyreyes2634 I always am irl and I will continue to be 💔🥺
Love you man. Been through so much that’s similar with you. Proud of you doing you bro. Love your channel.