Paris Paloma - my mind (now) [Official Video]

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  • Опубликовано: 23 янв 2024
  • Listen to 'my mind (now)': parispaloma.ffm.to/mymindnow
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    Video Credits:
    Director and Editor: Matthew Grass
    DOP and Colourist: Matt Butler
    1st Assistant Camera: Lawrence Hughes
    Producer: Yoni Ben-Haim
    Hair and Makeup: Maarit Niemela
    BTS: Alice Backham
    Special thanks to Shift 4 London
    Lyrics:
    What did I do wrong
    Will you tell me
    What I did wrong
    What did I
    What did I do wrong
    Will you tell me
    What I did wrong
    What did I
    Was it a first offence?
    How long had you been harbouring that venom
    You could have used your words then
    You wanted them to hurt and so I let ‘em
    Never would I beseech you
    As some sadistic vengeance exercise
    To endure what you put me through
    I don’t think you would pull out on the other side
    I know you had a temper but I
    Guess I thought I was immune
    Felt is as you severed my mind
    Tore it all of the way through
    And I was strawberry picking
    You were gathering ammunition to use
    And the shrapnel digs in
    My mind has not been silent since you
    What did I do wrong
    Will you tell me
    What I did wrong
    What did I
    What did I do wrong
    Will you tell me
    What I did wrong
    What did I
    #parispaloma #newmusic
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Комментарии • 181

  • @Tashorange
    @Tashorange 4 месяца назад +269

    “I was strawberry picking, you were gathering ammunition to use” far outtt

  • @user-db6nz1hn7c
    @user-db6nz1hn7c 4 месяца назад +284

    Beautiful!!! Woke up at 5:15am in Australia to see the premiere and am not disappointed! But then again Paris’ voice is captivating the pain, love and suffering of generations of women. Poetry in song❤️

  • @tonidu6809
    @tonidu6809 4 месяца назад +242

    Somehow you manage to encapsulate the pain so perfectly every single time. Thank you for another beautiful song and video, Paris.

    • @theherits
      @theherits 3 месяца назад

      www.youtube.com/@theherits lyrics on my youtube channel

  • @moore_art332
    @moore_art332 4 месяца назад +127

    “What did I do wrong?will you tell me what I wrong?”
    Guuurl this hits soooooo hard 😢 and what’s sad ull never get an answer that justifies the pain….the violence…the loneliness…the madness.

  • @megn487j
    @megn487j 4 месяца назад +87

    This song is a work of art.
    I am actually in love! 😭
    I think many women can relate to this song, especially "what did I do wrong?"
    A while ago I left an emotionally abusive/sexually manipulative relationship.
    I can still sometimes hear as he screamed that he was going to throw dog sh*t in my face when I didn't rush with a poop bag fast enough, as I was busy helping his mum (He also wasn't doing anything at the time) but I still thought to myself "yeah, I should have been faster, i'll do better"
    Better was never good enough.
    If you start to doubt your own sanity and genuinely ask yourself "what did I do wrong?" and then find ways to actually start blaming yourself for nothing. Please, please please find a way, any way to leave.
    You'll grow so much in a short time. You will also learn to not doubt who you are as a person and finally feel free again. ❤

    • @VeReePW
      @VeReePW 4 месяца назад +8

      This song is fantastic, and Paloma's scream is the voice of many women stuck in toxic relationships❤

    • @megn487j
      @megn487j 4 месяца назад +3

      @@VeReePW Agreed! She sure is a voice for many. 😍

    • @VeReePW
      @VeReePW 4 месяца назад

      @@megn487j 💯

  • @coreybingham8299
    @coreybingham8299 Месяц назад +4

    She’s like the little sister of Florence and the Machine and I’m loving every second of it. Just keep making songs, Paris. I’ll buy them all.

  • @squirrel683
    @squirrel683 4 месяца назад +118

    Omg the lyrics ,the screaming, the imagery it's perfect 💔

  • @AspienPadda
    @AspienPadda 4 месяца назад +134

    My mind (now) LYRICS
    [Intro]
    What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-
    What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-
    [Verse]
    (What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-)
    Was it a first offence?
    (What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-)
    How long had you been harbouring that venom?
    (What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-)
    You could have used your words then
    (What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-)
    You wanted them to hurt, and so I let 'em
    (What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-)
    Never would I beseech you
    (What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-)
    As some sadistic vengeance exercise
    (What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-)
    To endure what you put me through
    (What did I do wrong? Will you tell mе? What I did wrong? What did I-)
    I don't think you would pull out on the other side
    [Chorus]
    *gasps*
    I know you had a tеmper, but I guess I thought I was immune
    Felt is as you severed my mind tore it all of the way through
    And I was strawberry picking. You were gathering ammunition to use
    And the shrapnel digs in. My mind has not been silent since you-
    [Instrumental Interlude]
    [Outro]
    My mind has not been silent since you-
    What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-
    What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-

    • @helena_chocobros
      @helena_chocobros 4 месяца назад +8

      Thank you so much 💞 🤗

    • @dallasflynn5200
      @dallasflynn5200 4 месяца назад +11

      Thank you for the lyrics. I am elderly and even with hearing aid headphones on I was missing a lot of the words. Bless you for the lyrics. ❤❤❤

    • @robynwilliams460
      @robynwilliams460 Месяц назад +1

      Thanks for the lyrics ❤

  • @nafeesaazeemi8
    @nafeesaazeemi8 2 месяца назад +13

    This song is like a hug, mulled wine, a confession of all the burdens i carried bcs of him but didnt have anyone to talk about it i love you sis

  • @ellybargmusic
    @ellybargmusic 4 месяца назад +93

    An absolute work of art!!!!! Watching you heal and name what you've experienced is truly inspiring and I hope that you realise your courage is genuinely helping others to heal more than you may ever know. Your ability to package your lyrics, music and visuals into strong artistic concepts with powerful messages is astounding. You're obviously a super talented musician but I genuinely believe you're going to make such a positive impact on the world from the activism standpoint too. Thank you for the music, Paris ♥

  • @mas.2630
    @mas.2630 3 месяца назад +30

    I saw her performing this song yesterday by chance and had goosebumps. I started crying and felt so deeply touched. Her vocals were not human like. I hope to see her perform some day soon. Greetings from Berlin😉

  • @beanieful204
    @beanieful204 4 месяца назад +25

    THE SCREAM GAVE ME CHILLS

  • @Xsiondu
    @Xsiondu 4 месяца назад +11

    My God the way the song's lyrics Express terrified confusion at the hands of an abuser. The makeup shows the true face of violence and the horrible aftermath.
    Paris Paloma and the team that made the video strike a cord in me that induces anxiety and breathless.
    Had to take a break from watching this AND Listening. I am actually physically affected by the message and imagery. It's amazing work. I will listen to this in full but damn it's so ... Present.

    • @makeupacadia
      @makeupacadia Месяц назад

      Same, I cry every single fucking time I listen to this song and the comments are making it worse lol

  • @hana-wolf
    @hana-wolf 4 месяца назад +43

    I love the darkness, striking imagery, the screaming, the song and the production on it - I'm obsessed with what you put out into the world! thank you x

  • @seemeenroja3939
    @seemeenroja3939 Месяц назад +1

    She's so underrated

  • @davidwaintraub8834
    @davidwaintraub8834 Месяц назад +2

    Paris is an angel human

  • @humanindividualist
    @humanindividualist 4 месяца назад +58

    For me music and dance are the essence of life. And the way you bring your art into this world.. You and your music are pure magic and I have no higher praise than this. All the love and strength!

  • @MattGreerMusic
    @MattGreerMusic 3 месяца назад +4

    I would pay a very hefty sack of sheckles to hear this turned into a duet with Andy Hull of Manchester Orchestra. I absolutely love it already but I can hear his voice in my mind's ear and it gives me chills.

  • @klymothe
    @klymothe 4 месяца назад +6

    those screams were so satisfying

  • @shanxious
    @shanxious 3 месяца назад +3

    Don’t mind me, just listening to this song for the 100th time

  • @Spo0ozer
    @Spo0ozer 2 месяца назад +2

    I was just deeply betrayed by a very close friend. This song opened that wound wide and helped me feel it. Thank you

  • @PiskeyFaeri
    @PiskeyFaeri 4 месяца назад +17

    Paris continues to give words to my experiences and feelings with DV. Amazing.

  • @lailazerintasnim1981
    @lailazerintasnim1981 4 месяца назад +13

    You realise you are super talented and super classy when you know people will instantly click on RUclips suggestions when they see your name.Always amazing, no second thought about it 😊

  • @blackholes8757
    @blackholes8757 2 месяца назад +4

    All the symbolism!! The black dress, as opposed to the white ones she's seen wearing in kther music videos, reminds me of a fallen angel, which is supported by her asking what did i do wrong. The scratches and dirt also being signs of some sort of fall or fight. Then showing her in a red dress, clean looking. I think this might symbolize how she sees herself or wants to see herself. Not as an angel or a devil, but just as human, hence the red dress and not a black or white one. Then we see her in the black dress being pulled forwards and clips of her in the red dress looking down almost from an angle that suggests she's doing the pulling. This could symbolize her trying to bury the part of her that is seen as bad, or like the devil, or it could be her trying to pull herself into a better future, a version of the future where she gets to be that woman in the red dress. Anyways, as an ex-Mormon, im a sucker for religious symbolism, especially as it pertains to feminism and the patriarchy because who was the first man to be disappointed in us, if not God?

  • @sarahlewisphoenix4951
    @sarahlewisphoenix4951 4 месяца назад +5

    Absolutely beautiful, and the video makes me think of all the women unalived by partners they loved and trusted.

  • @Jade-nz8sm
    @Jade-nz8sm 4 месяца назад +7

    Thank you so much for this song, I needed it. You have saved me more times than you know. I truly thank you.

  • @doodleyournoodles675
    @doodleyournoodles675 4 месяца назад +23

    The music video is so beautiful, like a painting. The song is so heart breaking and familiar. The feelings expressed in the song are very relatable and personal to me. Thank you for you're beautiful and amazing music, once again.

  • @user-kg8bw5fc1e
    @user-kg8bw5fc1e 4 месяца назад +2

    I know this is about a love but this is how I feel about my mom

  • @marcemrich3573
    @marcemrich3573 4 месяца назад +17

    My favorite song of yours to date. All your lyrics are exemplary , but this stands out musically Especially the horns at the end. Fantastic.

  • @glenlasy5883
    @glenlasy5883 3 месяца назад +2

    This is art

  • @oumaymabenzekri5666
    @oumaymabenzekri5666 4 месяца назад +9

    Paris Paloma never fails to give my life some meaning in my exile

  • @calendulate
    @calendulate 2 месяца назад +1

    Paris is really a gem everything she makes is incredible. lyrical genius

  • @avalonjameson3882
    @avalonjameson3882 4 месяца назад +8

    Every. Single. Song. is transcendent. Thank you for this gift.

  • @danielleculler1495
    @danielleculler1495 4 месяца назад +12

    The Queen. Never. MISSES. 🌹

  • @miriamlorenzo5000
    @miriamlorenzo5000 4 месяца назад +2

    My roman empire is this song

  • @arielle222
    @arielle222 4 месяца назад +14

    Her vocals are so amazing, she just blows me away

  • @ghostcreeper7626
    @ghostcreeper7626 4 месяца назад +6

    I was struggling with finding the inspiration to get up and work on my book opened youtube and this was the first thing to pop up on my feed. Safe to say Im inspired again.

  • @nubedealgodon311
    @nubedealgodon311 4 месяца назад +17

    THIS IS SO COOL. It is even better than what I had imagined this song was going to be. You are truly an artist.

  • @kwardart
    @kwardart 4 месяца назад +12

    The emotions of each of your songs in astounding, another beautiful song.

  • @dallasflynn5200
    @dallasflynn5200 4 месяца назад +8

    #ParisPaloma you are a powerful messenger for the world.
    This video is breathtaking. Raw.
    You are a true artiste. ❤❤❤

  • @tarynlahr1005
    @tarynlahr1005 4 месяца назад +13

    the visuals are everything, i love this so much omg

  • @alexandrakocurova6163
    @alexandrakocurova6163 4 месяца назад +12

    You do not deserve to be so underrated your music is amazing 😍

  • @karayanna8119
    @karayanna8119 Месяц назад +1

    I look up a tik tok sound and find this absolutely beautiful work of art

  • @justclaire1
    @justclaire1 4 месяца назад +14

    New on repeat song ❤❤❤

  • @Chloemmathilde
    @Chloemmathilde 4 месяца назад +1

    I don't know where this is filmed, but this is SO twilight coded, that and the instrumentals. Anyway, beautiful song !!

  • @maddie.bolland.7
    @maddie.bolland.7 4 месяца назад +8

    Thank you for another incredible, vivid, poignant work of art, Paris 💜 You capture pain and resilience so beautifully every time! Every song you release is a masterpiece.

  • @TWartzz
    @TWartzz 4 месяца назад +3

    You successfully made my cry

  • @baileyp4158
    @baileyp4158 4 месяца назад +6

    This is my new favourite song ❤️

  • @TheMarastari
    @TheMarastari 4 месяца назад +5

    That was the shortest 3 minutes of my life. So amazing!!

  • @jetskilover
    @jetskilover 4 месяца назад +4

    and she did it again!

  • @GaiaPapaya
    @GaiaPapaya 4 месяца назад +4

    I love the lyrics. Even though it hurts to see the place that I've been at with... you

  • @amandamcdaid8132
    @amandamcdaid8132 4 месяца назад +1

    I haven’t heard a single song by her I didn’t like. She’s amazing!!!

  • @Ashleyydoescovers
    @Ashleyydoescovers 4 месяца назад +12

    This was soooo good definitely will be on repeat for the next three months!!!

  • @leonkettner
    @leonkettner 4 месяца назад +7

    Can’t wait 😆❤

  • @TheLittleFleck
    @TheLittleFleck 4 месяца назад +12

    that was BEAUTIFUL!!!! i'm so happy i stumbled upon this!!!

  • @justagirly9258
    @justagirly9258 3 месяца назад +1

    Hits hard. I can relate well. Wish it was longer

  • @user-jp6ro2fw5t
    @user-jp6ro2fw5t 4 месяца назад +8

    Absolutely brilliant video....very powerful! Good luck with this, Paris!!

  • @lilyoh5780
    @lilyoh5780 4 месяца назад +5

    oh my goddddd, fuck, this is powerful!!

  • @lacrimis_solis
    @lacrimis_solis 4 месяца назад +6

    Can’t wait ❤

  • @mentallyillgenz3508
    @mentallyillgenz3508 4 месяца назад +3

    I AM LITERALLY OBESSED!!!

  • @helena_chocobros
    @helena_chocobros 4 месяца назад +8

    😢 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
    Thank you so much for this music, Paloma!! 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
    Love from Brazil 🇧🇷 🤗

  • @loboestepario165
    @loboestepario165 3 месяца назад +1

    ❤ ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ tremenda obra de arte!

  • @belenmp__
    @belenmp__ 4 месяца назад +2

    😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

  • @adventure_pippin3801
    @adventure_pippin3801 4 месяца назад +2

    ❤️‍🔥everything I hoped it would be and more ❤️‍🔥

  • @camilvslana
    @camilvslana 4 месяца назад +5

    another masterpiece as always

  • @aadhyakalgotra
    @aadhyakalgotra 4 месяца назад +5

    Waiting for it ❤

  • @Mariana-jj7ci
    @Mariana-jj7ci 4 месяца назад +3

    Beautiful as always!!! It's honestly amazing how you can mesmerize us with every new project! Please always keep filling the world with this work that you do with such passion and talent

  • @shadewolfe1231
    @shadewolfe1231 3 месяца назад +1

    Is she fighting herself, or is she fighting the trauma left by someone else? So much imagery and open interpretations. Beautiful and Terrifying.

  • @szmilena
    @szmilena 4 месяца назад +1

    QUEEN

  • @sugarandbeets
    @sugarandbeets 4 месяца назад +1

    The scenery and everything about this music video fits magically with the song. the anger and screaming I feel ittttt!

  • @kernowal
    @kernowal 4 месяца назад +2

    I feel so spoilt! This is amazing so much music from my favourite artists so far this year, the voice, the melody, the lyrics its all just ahhhhhhhh

  • @belenmp__
    @belenmp__ 4 месяца назад +3

    this is art, you always make me feel so much :))))

  • @JessieSandoval-dr2xx
    @JessieSandoval-dr2xx 3 месяца назад +2

    Wow another song that hits hard! 💕❤️💕❤️

  • @j.o.e.e.v.a.n.s
    @j.o.e.e.v.a.n.s 4 месяца назад +4

    Love love love this !!!!

  • @uselessSam
    @uselessSam 4 месяца назад +1

    man this iss true art!

  • @astrid_strigil
    @astrid_strigil 4 месяца назад +2

    thanks paris ❤

  • @desmondclouds
    @desmondclouds 4 месяца назад

    Lyrics
    What did I do wrong,
    will you tell me what I did wrong
    What did I-
    What did I do wrong,
    will you tell me what I did wrong
    What did I-
    What did I do wrong,
    will you tell me what I did wrong
    What did I-
    What is a first offense?
    How long have you been harboring that Venom?
    You coulda used your words then
    You wanted them to hurt,
    And so I let 'em
    Never would I beseech you,
    As some sadistic vengeance exercise
    To endure what you put me through
    I don't think you would pull out on the otherside
    I know you had a temper
    But I guess I thought I was immune
    Felt it as you severed my mind
    Tore it all the way through
    And I was strawberry picking,
    you were gathering ammunition to use
    And as shrapnel digs in,
    my mind has not been silent since you-
    My mind has not been silent since you-
    What did I do wrong,
    will you tell me what I did wrong
    What did I-
    What did I do wrong,
    will you tell me what I did wrong
    What did I-

  • @RainbowBurka
    @RainbowBurka 3 месяца назад +1

    THANK YOU SO MUCH!

  • @amber61pop
    @amber61pop 4 месяца назад

    The screams are so powerful

  • @FullxMoonxMelody
    @FullxMoonxMelody 4 месяца назад +2

    What a chilling visual!! 😢

  • @cookiekattt
    @cookiekattt 4 месяца назад +5

    Your voice is absolutely gorgeous

  • @AMVYV
    @AMVYV 4 месяца назад +1

    I love it

  • @user-xf3fu7rs7n
    @user-xf3fu7rs7n 4 месяца назад

    Breathtaking song and imagery! Can't understand why she doesn't have a gazillion subscribers!

  • @valentina5603
    @valentina5603 4 месяца назад +2

    Your songs feel so short, I just never want them to end❤‍🩹

  • @christinarasa2160
    @christinarasa2160 4 месяца назад +2

    I love this so much

  • @keirascroggins1511
    @keirascroggins1511 4 месяца назад +1

    Your song is on radio 1 right now

  • @minafuchs2978
    @minafuchs2978 4 месяца назад

    although it is absolutely perfect, I need a 10min version of this❤

  • @andreatarnawiecki
    @andreatarnawiecki 4 месяца назад +3

    OMG!! That's beautiful!!

  • @Beschaulichkeit
    @Beschaulichkeit 4 месяца назад

    Thank you for this!

  • @AnneKnighton
    @AnneKnighton 3 месяца назад

    Absolutely beautiful. There is so much pain in this song. Makes me want to cry 😭

  • @user-ns5th5op7c
    @user-ns5th5op7c 4 месяца назад

    This song is brilliant. The layers are amazing. I haven’t heard anything this unique in years. Amazing. The video, everything. She is truly brilliant.

  • @joywalker6901
    @joywalker6901 4 месяца назад

    Such stunning visuals, it's like i can hear and feel every word and movement in my bones

  • @rockreleases
    @rockreleases 4 месяца назад

    Beautiful. Loved the arrangements.

  • @maybraxton3507
    @maybraxton3507 4 месяца назад +1

    Amazing. As always 💗

  • @bprostudio
    @bprostudio 3 месяца назад

    Very Very Good!! I LOVE!!!

  • @kayw3922
    @kayw3922 3 месяца назад

    Amazing, love this song! ❤😊

  • @cassieosaurus_9217
    @cassieosaurus_9217 4 месяца назад

    It’s even better than I thought it would be ❤❤❤❤

  • @solpardel3765
    @solpardel3765 4 месяца назад +1

    I love your music so much! You are such a talented artist! I stayed up until midnight last night to listen to this song

  • @ringomylove
    @ringomylove 4 месяца назад

    Beautiful, as always❤

  • @Fighterswriters
    @Fighterswriters 4 месяца назад +2

    Beautiful! Absolutely beautiful!!!💓