MH update: psych hosp, diagnosis | what is my life?????

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  • Опубликовано: 24 ноя 2024

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  • @alliecary.
    @alliecary. 5 лет назад +147

    I’m interested in the reactions :) but please only if you’re comfortable. I’m glad you’re doing a bit better now.

  • @georgiahowe5048
    @georgiahowe5048 5 лет назад +130

    im 17 and Ive not self harmed in 4 months.

    • @dulciejohnson9880
      @dulciejohnson9880 5 лет назад +2

      Georgia Howe proud of you xo

    • @georgiahowe5048
      @georgiahowe5048 5 лет назад

      Thanks do u know how i can tell my boyfriend about my self harm

    • @slutforme
      @slutforme 5 лет назад +2

      Georgia Howe when I told my bf I just said, “can I tell you something, can I trust you?” And he said yes, then I told him. If that helps you at all 🤷🏼‍♀️

    • @georgiahowe5048
      @georgiahowe5048 5 лет назад

      I have told my friends but I don't think I can tell him

    • @lifeguard2564
      @lifeguard2564 5 лет назад

      Well done. You’re doing so well.

  • @laurenh1914
    @laurenh1914 5 лет назад +111

    Your eyes seem brighter stay strong x

  • @marissarenee4123
    @marissarenee4123 5 лет назад +119

    Do the reaction video, it could really help others recognize signs in their own loved ones or friends. I think you could really teach a thing or two. Only if you’re able to of course, don’t want it to upset you! 💜

    • @donlert
      @donlert 5 лет назад

      Off topic but your name is my first and middle name :0

  • @lanaroberts9929
    @lanaroberts9929 5 лет назад +46

    Instantly clicked on this, so so so pleased you’re back. We love you

  • @thewisewoman1048
    @thewisewoman1048 5 лет назад +43

    It’s not a bad thing to have bpd, there is clearly still so much stigma around it ..

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 лет назад +8

      I wasn’t saying it was bad - I just disagree that I have it, I really feel like I don’t fit the criteria. Sorry if it came across that way!! Xx

  • @user-zw6kq7ov5q
    @user-zw6kq7ov5q 5 лет назад +45

    I am so happy your back I have miss you so much love you x

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 лет назад +1

      Missed you and loved you!!

    • @user-zw6kq7ov5q
      @user-zw6kq7ov5q 5 лет назад

      marieroseeee thank you for getting back to me it’s made my day I haven’t had a great couple of weeks however when You video pop up I was so happy to see your ok and feeling better and to hear you voice made me so happy thank you x

  • @sinner7788
    @sinner7788 5 лет назад +5

    in one of your videos named " a week with a mental illness" you said something, "let's try and make today a better day" and that inspired me so much. I'm still like shit but at least I know say "no" when I can't get out of bed. even if it doesn't lead to anything. I thank you for that. alot. have a good day and try to make tomorrow a better day :)

  • @stephanieschotte7953
    @stephanieschotte7953 5 лет назад +22

    Your eyes are twinkling again. Really hoping that this is your time now. You deserve it. Love you ❤️

  • @rosevasi9168
    @rosevasi9168 5 лет назад +49

    Glad you're feeling much better :)x Off topic but where are your earrings from? You always wear the nicest jewellery!

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 лет назад +4

      They’re from an Instagram shop called Regal Rose xxxx

  • @Taylor-hl8vq
    @Taylor-hl8vq 5 лет назад +14

    Please don’t put too much pressure on yourself with schedules and stuff, I’d love content like your daily self care routine/how you keep well, just please take care of yourself, forever proud of you xxx

  • @user-zw6kq7ov5q
    @user-zw6kq7ov5q 5 лет назад +12

    You are the reason I am still here today thank you x

  • @hxpnxs
    @hxpnxs 5 лет назад +26

    Marie!!! You seems a lot more "clear" now, if that makes sense 💕 i missed ur vids♡ mhm are awesome, but i also would love more mystery vids/conspiracy theory vids, i love your thoughts on things.

  • @shalahs9698
    @shalahs9698 5 лет назад +20

    Ive been waiting for this 🙃, take your time to heal yourself! We'll still love you if take 1 year to post

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 лет назад +1

      Omg I love you 😂 Thankyou

    • @shalahs9698
      @shalahs9698 5 лет назад

      @@marieroseeee i read this in your voice 😂 thanks for helping me through recovery. xx

  • @mirandahayes9972
    @mirandahayes9972 5 лет назад +6

    I could feel how anxious you were at the beginning, I hope you’re okay and we love you cx

  • @livwhitehead1773
    @livwhitehead1773 5 лет назад +10

    Nothing but love for you. You make me so unbelievably proud, you’re so strong and inspirational. Life’s shit🤷‍♀️life is shit. But seeing you keep fighting thru it is amazing and you inspire me so much, thank you.

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 лет назад +1

      Thank YOU you guys are the reason I keep fighting xxxx

  • @EmilySimsySims
    @EmilySimsySims 5 лет назад

    Glad that you’re doing better Marie, please don’t force yourself to watch old videos for our benefit if it’s going to make you uncomfortable or upset you, you come first! I love it when you vlog and do hauls and stuff like that, don’t feel like you owe it to us to always do mental health content if you’re not feeling it! Though that being said, your videos gave me the courage to push to get diagnosed last year so I’m super grateful for your mh videos as well, but just make sure that the content you’re making is making you happy too! X

  • @shalahs9698
    @shalahs9698 5 лет назад +10

    I saw the difference, and i was concerned i hope your doing well!

  • @Jennsdiamondpaintingsandmore
    @Jennsdiamondpaintingsandmore 5 лет назад

    Your not a bitch... we love you, so glad your working with it instead of fighting the help 💜and healing vibes being sent your way

  • @Iridium460
    @Iridium460 5 лет назад +1

    Wishing you uphill from here. I think being "slightly consistent" is a great start for someone coming out of a hospital. I wish you lots of good from here on! It's been 15 years since I last self harmed and I am starting to talk about it and reach out to other you tubers and your channel came up. Keep fighting you're doing great

    • @clairechocolate12
      @clairechocolate12 5 лет назад

      Chana Roses wow that‘s fantastic!!! 😍

    • @Iridium460
      @Iridium460 5 лет назад

      I'm very thankful :) @clairechouette

  • @tandoridogs366
    @tandoridogs366 5 лет назад +1

    So glad to see you back again ❤️ I’m so happy things are going in the right direction again 💕 recover and mental health can have lots of ups and downs, but we gotta keep going 💫
    I would love a video about
    - what you do think you need to get better?
    - body image
    - how your eating changes when you are in a bad place
    - your take on mindfulness and how you practice it
    - what is a normal day for you
    - gratitude
    - medicines
    - what you want your future to look like
    - living situation
    - how do you stay social and keep relationships when life is a struggle
    - a video reacting to art (going in a museum or looking at old famous artist, contemporary art and so on on internet and give your interpretation)
    - what is the things you find hardest to talk about
    - have you experienced prejudices from friends, family or acquaintances when it comes to bpd?
    - what do you think is the “other thing you have” in addition to bpd?
    - lots of people say that mental illnesses comes from either genetics or trauma, do you find that fitting in your situation?

  • @bethfisher9249
    @bethfisher9249 5 лет назад +5

    By far one of the strongest girls I know... keep going Marie, your incredible! Love you so much❤️xx

  • @emmaabernathy271
    @emmaabernathy271 5 лет назад +1

    i just got out if the hospital. im trying so hard to get better. you really inspire me because i dont feel so alone. so thank you from the bottom of my heart. ❤️

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 лет назад

      Emma I’m sending you all my love - it’s difficult but I promise it’s worth it ❤️

  • @rainatrivedi4846
    @rainatrivedi4846 5 лет назад +6

    I’m so glad to see that glow on your face! I’d love to see these types of videos: mental health Monday’s but maybe just once a month, a day in your life, I don’t think you should do a reaction video just yet because it might be a bit upsetting to you but it’s up to you and how you feel. But anyway I’m so glad to have you back. 💗💜

  • @1yssa222
    @1yssa222 5 лет назад

    I’m interested in mhm Monday’s but from a positive perspective; self care, self help etc. I love you Marie, you’re so strong❤️

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 лет назад

      100% love that! Love you too Alyssa!

  • @xbdyxbdbsh4192
    @xbdyxbdbsh4192 5 лет назад

    14, and nearly a month clean after 3 years which is mad coz I’m so young, you motivate me to get better thank you❤️

  • @eleanormcgill8190
    @eleanormcgill8190 5 лет назад +2

    Omg it's like the real Marie is back!!! We've all missed you I'm so so happy you're feeling better ❤️

  • @kingtoyab69
    @kingtoyab69 5 лет назад +3

    I myself (correct me if I'm wrong) have the same diagnosis as yourself anxiety depression and BPD possibly other things too figuring it out. Been off work 6 months now. Mental health has been getting worse sadly. I'm a new subscriber and wanted to say your content has helped me a lot. Brings me hope and joy if your getting better hopefully I can too.

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 лет назад

      Thankyou so much! Sending all my love to you, things will get better ❤️

  • @AliandKel
    @AliandKel 5 лет назад +2

    So so glad you’re getting better!! Keep going you’re doing amazing!! ❤️💪🏼

  • @sydneyxoxo3581
    @sydneyxoxo3581 5 лет назад +5

    I’m so proud to call you one of my biggest inspirations x
    Love you

  • @useryouaxx
    @useryouaxx 5 лет назад +20

    But literally I need to know some details about your hospital experience cause I’m used to hearing all the medical details and so and it makes me less worried about you
    I care about you a lot 😭

  • @ellisesanchez-garci7216
    @ellisesanchez-garci7216 5 лет назад +1

    you look lovely marie , so alive! i would love to see a piercing video, answering questions such as when you got them , did they hurt and how did they heal etc

  • @dionnenatalie2793
    @dionnenatalie2793 5 лет назад +2

    I love you Marie. I have BPD. you’re so strong and inspiring ❤️🦋

  • @jacksonmcgaughey5801
    @jacksonmcgaughey5801 5 лет назад +1

    My mind is crazy too. you're not alone.

  • @ClaraBollard
    @ClaraBollard 5 лет назад +1

    Would definitely love you to keep MHM but only do what you can do and don’t pressure yourself! You’re amazing and so strong! Such an inspiration to so many people! Stay strong! 💜🦋

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 лет назад +1

      Thankyou so much Clara 💕

    • @ClaraBollard
      @ClaraBollard 5 лет назад

      marieroseeee no worries at all! I’m so glad to see you doing much better and hopefully this is the start of getting all the help and support you need! ❤️ I never really comment on videos as I get too anxious but I just had to comment on this and tell you how amazing you are doing! Stay strong and if you ever want a chat or anything at all, I’m only ever a message away! Never hesitate! ❤️❤️

  • @LivGraceB
    @LivGraceB 5 лет назад +1

    your skin literally looks so good, like ur makeup goes on so well, so so so gorgeous as per😍😍

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 лет назад +1

      Omg Thankyou so much!!! (Trust me the camera is doing bits in helping me out with looking okay😂)

    • @LivGraceB
      @LivGraceB 5 лет назад

      marieroseeee ur soo welcome babes! and ah I get you hahah xxx

  • @aoifeleonard4860
    @aoifeleonard4860 5 лет назад

    Yes to the watching videos idea xx

  • @Jessicajasminm
    @Jessicajasminm 5 лет назад

    Thank you for being vulnerable. Your strength beams from your vulnerability and I'm so grateful for you to keep striving for consistency and to keep pushing each day. Thank you for just being.

  • @SarahDawesFilms
    @SarahDawesFilms 5 лет назад +1

    Love you, Marie. So glad you're feeling better than you were. You've been in my prayers xxxxxx

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 лет назад

      Oh Sarah Thankyou so much 😭xxxxx

  • @Itsdarkmoons
    @Itsdarkmoons 5 лет назад

    As someone who suffers with mental health myself. I have so much respect for you doing these kind of videos....I don't tell anyone about me I've lost everyone by being honest about my mental health. Your boyfriend sounds like a top guy. Stay safe.

    • @reveinfini
      @reveinfini Год назад

      ❤ I hope it's better now.

  • @emilydallas03
    @emilydallas03 5 лет назад

    please carry on doing mental health Monday’s!! They honestly help so much, but obviously only if your still comfortable talking about it and your in the right mind set!! So glad to see you looking more positive, love you💗💗

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 лет назад

      Love you! And I love doing mental health Monday’s so I’m happy to hear that xxxx

  • @rubybond7888
    @rubybond7888 5 лет назад

    you can see the sparkle back in your eyes I love it so relieved to see you better xxx

  • @michellefisher282
    @michellefisher282 5 лет назад +3

    don't force yourself and feel you have to do the reaction video, do it when your ready, as for us noticing your decline we have very strong in our family and they defo are a give away with us-windows to the soul as they say, glad your getiing back on the right track, I know one prob you have is that you didn't do the a-levels, not everyone needs.does them-Richard bransons not really let that stop him so please don't fret over that, keep it up cuz

  • @millienewman136
    @millienewman136 5 лет назад

    so pleased that you’re doing better, honestly I could think of anyone more deserving to be feeling/getting better! I’m also one of those ‘RUclipsrs’ that don’t really gain subscribers but I make videos to keep my head occupied so it’s not a necessity! But so happy to see you back😊🥰❤️

  • @ilovekittie123
    @ilovekittie123 5 лет назад

    you can do this we’re all behind you.

  • @aaliy0h
    @aaliy0h 5 лет назад +5

    love you❤️stay strong, you are such an amazing person❤️

  • @megan1570
    @megan1570 5 лет назад

    i am SO glad that you are feeling better now, and i am so thankful for your coming back with a bit of a twinkle in your eye! stay strong, and thank you for your hard work on your content

  • @lifeguard2564
    @lifeguard2564 5 лет назад

    You’re doing so well. Relapses happen. It takes so much guts to be so open and honest like you are.

  • @melissamenzies9217
    @melissamenzies9217 5 лет назад

    so nice to see you back to your old self marie
    all the video ideas sound really interesting and its just great to see your eyes sparkle again
    also another video suggestion would be a true crime series as the ones you did before were so interesting
    whatever you feel up to and want to do i am sure we will all love
    love you xxx

  • @elliexx2844
    @elliexx2844 5 лет назад +2

    Omg I’ve been so worried about u keep strong we love you ❤️❤️

  • @LucyOfford
    @LucyOfford 5 лет назад +1

    I just wanna say I’m just so proud of you. I’ve been subscribed for a while and have seen you at your highest and your lowest. I’ve struggled with mental health and self harming and you are just so relatable. I really wish I knew you in person as I think we’d get on so well. Sending so much positivity to you!❣️

  • @jennjenn100js
    @jennjenn100js 5 лет назад

    I’m glad you’re getting better.I’m not doing too well lately and watching your videos makes me feel like I always have a friend. I just wish I could give you a big hug ♥️

  • @1903chrisholden
    @1903chrisholden 5 лет назад +1

    Glad your in recovery, small and happy steps

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 лет назад +1

      👌🏻👌🏻

    • @1903chrisholden
      @1903chrisholden 5 лет назад

      @@marieroseeee good luck and wish you all the happiness and best in the world

  • @tryingtoblast3776
    @tryingtoblast3776 5 лет назад

    ur eyes are so pretty, hope everything gets better.

  • @heartbreakerink8696
    @heartbreakerink8696 5 лет назад

    Can’t believe how strong you are! I’m glad you’re starting to feel better again, you’re amazing💛

  • @sethwaldenville6566
    @sethwaldenville6566 5 лет назад

    So true about gratitude and being grateful, that'd be a great video!

  • @marissarenee4123
    @marissarenee4123 5 лет назад

    Your family loves you so much they are so great to really get on to you when they notice you’re not doing well. So glad you’ll be home soon and I hope you stay home and well! 💜💜

  • @happysubscriber1232
    @happysubscriber1232 5 лет назад

    Sorry I didn’t know I haven’t been on any of my social media’s because of my mental health , even tho I had a mental break down last night I’m feeling much better , I’m so sorry to hear you where back in hospital , hope your okay and stay storing your such an inspiration I love you💋❤️💘

  • @rachellouise7080
    @rachellouise7080 5 лет назад +4

    Been thinking of you, I love you and I'm glad you're feeling better 💕💕

  • @crisdeltoro8568
    @crisdeltoro8568 5 лет назад +1

    I love you. I love your videos and you’re amazing you’re gonna go thru this like you did in the past. We all believe in you.

  • @zarayigit6622
    @zarayigit6622 5 лет назад

    yes you should defiantly do a gratitude video.your such an inspiration xxx

  • @madelyndearing6428
    @madelyndearing6428 5 лет назад

    Hi Marie! I just wanted to say thank you so incredibly much for sharing your story, especially online. I am so so sorry for everything you went through because no human being should have to feel that way about themselves. I just want you to know that I have been following your journey for a while and I know everyone's mental health journey is a process and is unique to them. But I just wanted to say thank you for speaking up I have a lot of similar experiences to you and I don't know you personally thank you for understanding. You are an amazing human being. Keep being you

  • @woofors
    @woofors 5 лет назад

    We want whatever you want! Don't create content just because people ask for it. Take care of yourself ❤️

  • @chi6801
    @chi6801 5 лет назад

    Im so glad you're okay Marie, take your time and remember we all love you xxxx

  • @faithmcevoy4218
    @faithmcevoy4218 5 лет назад +1

    you seem so much more lively!! i’m so proud of you ❤️

  • @MsSkeletonchild
    @MsSkeletonchild 5 лет назад

    Hello darling,
    Glad to have you back! You look better and like you're feeling better, I was worried about you before! My best friend has BPD and have watched his struggle over the years, just know you have people in your corner! ♡

  • @shannonjo2613
    @shannonjo2613 5 лет назад

    I have nothing but love and respect for you! I bloody love you Marie 😭💖 You seem so much cherpier and that hospital has made a positive impact on you. I hope you’re feeling much better in yourself and are happy to make more videos. Wish I could meet you xxxxx stay strong and keep fighting xxxxx

  • @AngelicasRecovery
    @AngelicasRecovery 5 лет назад +2

    You can hear in your voice how nervous you are, I really hope you get the help you deserve

  • @alyssahowells7018
    @alyssahowells7018 5 лет назад

    nothing but admiration♥️

  • @applesandpudding1599
    @applesandpudding1599 5 лет назад

    so glad to see you’re back and doing better!
    stay strong girl, we all have your back 💞

  • @lynncrf
    @lynncrf 5 лет назад

    Sorry to hear that you are IP. Much love and blessings. Would love a gratitude video too.

  • @buu.888
    @buu.888 5 лет назад

    Man my heart breaks for you... I hope you can on one day get off this roller coaster and live your best life! So happy to see you back on your feet :)

  • @maddo716
    @maddo716 5 лет назад +2

    yes do reactions!! So happy you’re doing better Xx

  • @rebeccashelley7940
    @rebeccashelley7940 5 лет назад +2

    So glad to see the progress you’ve made, it’s really motivated me to get my shit together lol
    Love you always🧡🧡

  • @user-ff6qf5ik9w
    @user-ff6qf5ik9w 5 лет назад

    I just watched your other video on your mental health, and I’m so happy to see you’ve made another, your so so inspirational❤️❤️

  • @aubreyisaverage
    @aubreyisaverage 5 лет назад

    So happy to see that you're doing better! You sound very hopeful, which I think is often key in recovery. I'm in a bit of a rough patch myself, and I'm just trying to tackle each day as it comes. You look absolutely gorgeous and are so inspirational to all of us xxxx ❤️

  • @moirabostic3709
    @moirabostic3709 5 лет назад +2

    You are truly so inspirational to me and I love u so much stay strong babygirl I know u can do everything u want to🖤

  • @beckyf4503
    @beckyf4503 5 лет назад

    Yay so happy you put a video out, you look better, so many people are here to support you ❤️

  • @XNajwaXsbihiXo
    @XNajwaXsbihiXo 5 лет назад +2

    For the schedule, just upload when you can. focus on your mental health. and we will wait for you to eventually upload more content again. ps I love you and stay strong xxx

  • @glorious5453
    @glorious5453 5 лет назад

    So happy your okay

  • @ellafrancescawhite8654
    @ellafrancescawhite8654 5 лет назад

    It's so nice to see your beautiful face again! I'm so happy that you are feeling a bit better, you can see the sparkle in your eye again which is amazing to see!! You are so incredibly strong and I look up to you so much. Thank you for everything you do xxx

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 лет назад

      Oh Ella 😭 Thankyou so much my love for this lovely comment! It really means so much to me xxxxx

    • @ellafrancescawhite8654
      @ellafrancescawhite8654 5 лет назад

      Wishing you all the best. You deserve so much happiness...

  • @evek7620
    @evek7620 5 лет назад +2

    I'm so so glad that your back, missed you 🖤💙

  • @cliodhnanicruairi9317
    @cliodhnanicruairi9317 5 лет назад

    Stay strong stay happy you have all of your friends and family and subscribes beside u xx

  • @serenmitchell7158
    @serenmitchell7158 5 лет назад

    Stay strong!!! We all love you!❤️

  • @izzyhouseman82
    @izzyhouseman82 5 лет назад

    Omg she’s back!!!! So proud xx

  • @sarahjo5570
    @sarahjo5570 5 лет назад +4

    Honestly, I don't recommend doing the reaction video, at least not for a while unless you're really truly comfortable with it because that could be super triggering, Idk. I really hope whatever is currently helping definitely continues to help because you do look much more level in this video than the previous ones.
    You're really lucky to have the support team you do, and I wish you the best with the rest of your hospital stay and your continued recovery.
    As for your videos, I'd say try to set a schedule for when you want to do videos start with maybe once or twice a week and if you feel like that's leaving you with a lot of extra time, maybe add another one to the week. I know you're antsy to get back to your "regular" life at home, working, and making videos, but try not to burn yourself out right away okay?
    We'll support you no matter what, make sure you still have time for yourself.
    I am looking forward to whatever and whenever you decide to post again
    keep strong my dear

  • @katelyn1433
    @katelyn1433 5 лет назад

    You look amazing 😱😱😍 your tan is unreal x and your skin is glowing

  • @ffionsimone8023
    @ffionsimone8023 5 лет назад

    love you marie, look after yourself x

  • @stephsbrickbuilds99
    @stephsbrickbuilds99 5 лет назад +2

    I'm so glad you've posted! Just hoping you're doing okay. I hope you had the best birthday too! Everything will be okay in the end x

  • @andreawasiak983
    @andreawasiak983 5 лет назад

    Good to see you back and I hope you continue to improve everyday.

  • @lixiepixie9431
    @lixiepixie9431 5 лет назад +2

    So happy to see the notification that you had posted💖

  • @jessieburman8595
    @jessieburman8595 5 лет назад

    Oof you have no idea how nice it is to see you back. I love you and I hope you are feeling better and on the mend quickly ❤️❤️

  • @hannahgreen6140
    @hannahgreen6140 5 лет назад

    Really interested in the law of attraction video. It’s something I’ve been trying to get into for a while. Even like the subliminal messages on youtube

  • @sonizzle9877
    @sonizzle9877 5 лет назад

    so happy ur back!! i missed you so much

  • @saramarietooth
    @saramarietooth 5 лет назад

    Back looking beautiful as ever ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @oliviahegarty1959
    @oliviahegarty1959 5 лет назад

    I love you to pieces chicken💘 I hope things start improving for you soon, you’re so loved & cared about 🐻 you’ve inspired me to talk up about my mh more, keep yourself safe lovely x

    • @marieroseeee
      @marieroseeee  5 лет назад +1

      Proud of you girl, keep going xxxx

  • @elizabethr5
    @elizabethr5 5 лет назад

    all the video ideas you suggested are good ideas!! take as long as you need though. well done for everything you’ve accomplished recently :)

  • @dulciejohnson9880
    @dulciejohnson9880 5 лет назад

    Deffo love the idea of reacting to old videos! I could deffo tell you weren’t ok a while back:( glad you’re doing better, so much love xo

  • @ericasmith6391
    @ericasmith6391 5 лет назад

    I’m so happy you’re back stay strong xx

  • @hannahcamm5643
    @hannahcamm5643 5 лет назад

    Your so strong thank you for helping me with my own problems we love you Marie ❤️