have I had ED problems? // Mental Health Update
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- have I had ED problems? // Mental Health Update
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yeah just a heads up to anyone commenting on her weight - even if you are calling her healthy, rather... whether you are calling her healthy, too skinny, not skinny enough (which obv isn't applicable here but you get the idea), looking better, whatever the hell it may be--it is not the right idea to be saying it. when anyone has struggled even the slightest bit with their weight or eating habits, body image issues or nutrition control, a single comment no matter how good you think it sounds is not smart and not right, not correct or logical. it will always do some sort of damage to the psyche, even if the person thinks it's something they'd want to hear. a comment about being healthy could for example make a person with an ED think they're suddenly fat, a comment about being skinny enough that they don't need to use more behaviors could easily make them want to continue using behaviors for note that it is working, a comment that they are of average or bigger size will do the same by making them think they need to keep going so they do get to an unhealthily skinny size, etc etc etc. compliment their inner beauty, compliment their style, their clothing hair or makeup if it must be outer, compliment their eyes, compliment their beautiful kind soul or their sense of humor, their talent at video production or that they are a good friend, applaud them for how well they are doing or state that you are proud of them for working on themselves, congratulate them on non-physically-relevant accomplishments and their strength and courage; that they are able to keep succeeding even further and they have the capacity not to let mental illness hold them back from their true purposes. that the physical beauty doesn't matter and as long as they are taking care of themselves they are doing amazing. the disease of eating disorders will take any chance it has to twist your kind words into something horrific so as to trigger the behaviors - just don't risk it. take it from someone who has the condition as well, it is not an easy cross to bear.
love you Marie and I am so proud of you. never feel you MUST talk about something you're uncomfortable with, but never feel you must hold back on something you feel you haven't vented properly enough in other areas of your life to be able to heal over it. you're doing wonderful and you ARE that loving brilliant spirit who will always persevere in the face of madness, which is what truly makes you the beautiful human being you are
Couldn’t be more true x
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I am interested in hearing about your experience with psychosis, but understand if you are not ready to talk about it.
Is it me or does she always sound like she’s about to cry?
I often wondered about that too.
I think she mentioned in another video that it might be a side effect from one of her medications!
its because of my medication x
marieroseeee ah right sorry if I offended you in any way was just curious :)) you’re awesome xxx
that's an odd comment. I have the same issue when I sing and sometimes when I talk, but like, please don't comment on it, it makes people really self conscious.... no harm intended, just letting you know (:
I completely understand what you mean when you say it's not good for people to comment on weight. When you're engaged in ED behaviors hearing someone say that you've lost weight fuels your ED and validates it/makes it stronger. You almost want to "look sick" and it's hard to escape that mindset when everyone around you is commenting on how you look. I'm sorry you've struggled so much with it - I'm in recovery from anorexia and, for me, my ED has been the most difficult thing to fight out of all my illnesses (I have a pretty sweet collection xoxo).
There is no pressure on you to ever speak about your ED if you don't want to. It can feel really shameful to even admit that you have an ED, so well done and thank you for speaking up
this is put so perfectly! exactly how i feel! thankyou so much sarah, sending love 💜
Sarah McSarah hells yeah- well said! I’m a big fan of Emily Sara personally xx
@@marieroseeee Ahhh thank you thank you! You're an incredible gal and I admire you endlessly
@@danibosman5342 Ooh I haven't seen any of her videos, I'm en route to check them out now, thank you! Also, your username is the best x
Megsy recovery also does great videos on ED recovery xx
I’ve had an eating disorder for about 4-5 years... and I totally understand that you don’t wanna talk about it. When people ask me about it Makes me feel so uncomfortable.. I have binging episodes and starving episodes. When I’m “starving” it’s a bit easier to talk about it because I’m “proud” about starving myself in a sick way... But when I binge I’m so ashamed. It’s horrible. I admire people who can talk about it but I’m just not there and understand you Marie completely.
Your channel has helped me a lot!! And If you decide someday to do a video about your eating disorder I will be here for it❤️ You are so brave, keep up the good work❤️🙏🏼
I feel this so much! It's like, society makes it admirable to starve yourself. I've never struggled with binging, but when I was inpatient in an ED unit there were people on the ward who struggled with BED. I got to know one of them really well and learned about how she was so embarrassed to talk about binging behaviors, especially in front of others who flaunted how little they eat and how low their weight is. It must feel so invalidating. I learned that the mindset behind binging and restricting can be really similar. For example, I restrict to cope with depression and anxiety whilst others binge or comfort eat to cope with similar feelings. It's all serious and anyone with any form of disordered eating deserves help.
Best of luck with your recovery - I hope you can get the help you need and live the life you deserve x
Anorexia is a complete beast, it a. Eating disorder. That's hard to. Get individual
These videos are literally the only things keeping me going
you got this grace - i know it’s difficult but don’t ever stop believing in yourself 💛 sending all my love x
You can do it- you’re stronger than you think! xx
Tequila Lesbian thank you lovely xx
Same 💕💕💙
Isaiah 40:29
He gives power to the tired one and full might to those lacking strength.
:)
What you said about recovery was so beautiful, you’re so amazing, Marie! I can’t even put it into words :)
Megan Watson same 😭💕
watched the ads all the way through so u can get your ring light gurllll
Marie, you probably won’t end up seeing this but I just want to tell you that I’m so happy to see you fighting every day and getting happier it honestly feels me with so much hope that there is a chance for me to be happy again, mentally things have been up and down but seeing your videos makes me want to keep on fighting because I see that there is happiness after all of the sad times, thank you so much for helping me to keep on fighting through my urges (5 days clean- kinda proud) and to help me keep on fighting through these dark thoughts 💕💕💕xxxxx
so proud of you for being 5 days clean!! keep going bubba 💗 and thanku so much for this comment it means so much to me - there is happiness after sadness. sending my love xxxxx
i've struggled with eating disorders for years, & even if it's my closest friend asking if i'm okay if someone brings up my weight it sends me into a negative thinking spiral. there are ways to ask if someone you love is doing okay without potentially triggering obsessive weight thoughts. i'm SO glad you addressed this, even though it was hard!!
A video on psychosis would be really helpful just because I do struggle with it myself. But obviously only when you’re completely ready. You definitely need to process it completely yourself in order to then share it with the world and we all understand this so please don’t rush xx
Not gonna lie, today's been pretty shit. I ended up relapsing again too... but I'm trying to manage it. I really liked what you said about that quote... it means even more to me now. Thank you for helping me deal with my mental health.❤️
so proud of u for talking openly about issues with food, love u loads 💗
I would absolutely love a video about your struggles with ED behaviors bc i'm kinda going trough the same thing and i have always felt like i can relate so much to you and the fact that you overcame it is so inspiring. But i do understand if you're not ready or if you just wont do it tho. Love ya ❤
I’ve struggled a lot recently, I’ve been in a really bad place and I’m 1 day clean (I used to be 1 year clean until I had a really bad relapse) my friend is helping me through it but it’s so hard because I’m being bullied (I have been since I started school, I’m now year 11) it’s been really bad that I’ve been refusing to go to school since February :( my anxiety has been awful so I’ve been on tablets for a few months and they’re starting to not work anymore so I have to get a higher dosage. Life is a struggle but I’m hopping things get better, I’ve also now got a therapist.
You’ve helped me lots recently and I can’t even explain how much you’ve helped me! Much love to you ❤️
I love the honesty of your videos, it has really helped me cope with my issues and make me feel less alone xxxx
I love you so much like you're honestly one of the only people keeping me going ❤️♥️💋
i love you! never give up 🥰
marieroseeee I’ve been in a bad spot recently. It’s been a really hard couple of months for me and I don’t really know what’s going on. I haven’t cut myself yet and I’m trying really hard not to but it’s getting to the point of being nearly impossible to fight it. But besides that I’m okay I guess
Technically Taylor stay strong, dude. You’ve got this xx
Jazzy W keep on fighting! you can do it! xx
I love you and your videos so much and I admire your strength. When I come home I always re-watch your videos whilst doing an activity to make me feel a bit happier. Thank you so much Marie 💖
😭😭 this makes me so happy! thankyou olivia 🧡🌻🔆
I completely agree with the acceptance thing. Misunderstanding recovery can make things so much worse. Ly ❤️
definitely agree!! sending all my love 💛💛
thank you for being so honest in this video ❤
I’m currently struggling with seeing myself ever recover. It sounds unreachable. Therefore it’s inspiring to hear your opinion on recovery. 💕makes it feel more realistic.
Thanks for your honesty and also opening up a bit about your ed-experience. I know a lot of us, including me have experiences with that. I’m glad to hear you are managing it 💕
Love your definition of recovery 💗
I just want to thank you for always being so honest and open about almost everything you go through because you don’t have to be and I think I understand why you aren’t about certain things. Either way I just wanted to thank you because the things you do share and talk about have helped me through my own struggles IMMENSEly.
Thanks for opening up to us! I could listen to you all day, you’re so calming and engaging and I love learning more about you and seeing you grow more and more in each video! Glad to hear you’re doing well this week, stay strong and remember to love yourself through the good and bad times and know you can get through anything. Your make up looks absolutely stunning and you truly do glow with or without it! 😚✨💕🌈🦋
wow thankyou so much angel!!! 🔆🌻🥰
Really love this video! Your make-up is absolutely stunning. As someone in recovery from anorexia, I totally get why you don’t want to talk about disordered eating/eating disorders, it’s something I struggle to explain and talk to others about to and I have no clue why. You addressed it really well in this video though, I might start using a similar response when people ask about my own experience. Hope you have a great day💗💗
Love you Marie! It’s helped me so much to watch your recovery and know that there’s hope for me as well. Thank you for all that you do!
I saw the postcard I sent you in the background and I was like YASSS GIRRRRL
OF COURSEEEEE
You are SOOOOOO inspirational to meeee! THankyou sooooooooo much for helping me! Love You!
I'd love to see a video about your experience with psychosis but only if you feel comfortable with it!! As someone who has suffered with it as well I totally understand that it's very hard. Also I died at the DISGUSTANG vine lmao. Really loved this video again as always xx
I would really like a video about your experience. Might be helpful to tell some warning signs possibly? But only if you are comfortable enough. Love u bby ❤
I'm so glad you touched on the ED aspect. From someone suffering, it's rather easy to see it in others, but know it's best not to say anything and just be supportive. As someone over 10yrs your senior, I know what a nightmare it is after having dealt with it for decades and then switching to binge eating after losing my son(NOT from my ED). Now that I have that under control, the restrictive thoughts are coming back and it is hell fighting them every day. But I must, for this new child my body needs to nourish. I suffer, as well, from major depression, bpd, severe anxiety, and sh. But I love watching your videos because even though I had a bad day today, you made me smile with your goofy faces and dancing. ❤ And for someone still young, you have a worldly outlook and maturity that people my own age don't seem to display. So glad you're doing and feeling better in most ways. Much love.
Omg when you put S&M on I was like YES💃🏼💃🏼💃🏼💃🏼💃🏼
I’d like it if you could do a video about your experience with Psychosis and the stuff that came with it BUT only when your ready✨ Plz wait until your ready! Xxx
Loving your content atm! After 18 months off work due to my MH I had an interview today 😬 I think it went well, I have to wait till Saturday to find out though 😩❤️
WOW!!! i’m so proud of you!! i know how difficult it is readjusting back to real life but it can only get better from here - you’re amazing ❤️
marieroseeee thank you so much! I very nearly didn’t go buuut I’m so glad I did and 🤞🏻🤞🏻 I get the job & cope with it! ❤️
Chloe J well done!! Fighting mental illness like a badass! 🥳
im so fucking proud of you your gonna do so good :)
good luckkkk
13:50 swear that’s actually what I’m like 24/7 😂😂❤️
i’ve been in hospital for five weeks (my whole summer vacation) and i might have to start school later than everyone else.. it’s hard because i feel like such a failure but you and your videos gives me hope that i can keep going after having hard times with mh💜 i can’t even describe how big influence you are to me and others! you’re so brave and honest and strong for sharing your story💛
Would love a video on binge eating. Your makeup is so pretty btw xx
Eleanor Tate why do u want a photo on binge eating
@@hannah-0717 She said video not photo...
i’ve been doing well!! im currently in an intensive outpatient therapy program which is helping me tons xxx love you bub
Jada Acampora strongs, dude! you’ve got this xx
I totally understand about the anxiety around your friends graduating! All my friends are graduating or are already working full time and I’m over here trying to just get through the day 😂 but it’s ok to be at different stages and doing different things. Everyone is working hard 💕
please do the video on anger too!❤︎
girl seriously you are gorgeous! love your videos. you are so relatable and chill
Yay another video!! I've literally just recently subscribed and binge watched all your videos from the beginning and was sad now I've finished, so yay another video to watch 😁 you and Pip are my fave youtubers x
thankyou so much melissa!! ❤️
@@marieroseeee I feel so honoured you replied 😁 your welcome, 😊 were only a few hours away I think, I'm from Norfolk 🚜x
Thank you for making these videos. I really appreciate you for it. You help me get through a lot. Thank you
wiiiii, it is so lovely to see you back! only talk about the things you're comfortable with honestly xx thank you for letting us know how you're doing and also what comments you do not appreciate. will keep in mind. lots of luvvv x
I understand the whole guilt thing people think once you’ve eaten your okay but it’s about the whole process as you can feel quite guilty at times and with the whole commenting on the weight year no one understands that you know people mean well but it’s
Not their business as you wouldn’t comment if someone was or it’s socially wrong to point out if someone was overweight so why would you do it to someone who’s underweight ??? It’s just I know people mean well like I’m concerned or your looking really well it’s just... just comment as I’ve been in a way worse place being at my healthiest weight so don’t equate physical health with mental health but sometimes ... yeah just don’t comment on someone’s weight just don’t
so right!!
YES - I almost feel like it's easier to be a lower weight, because people expect you to be better when you put on weight. For me it's the opposite because I"m struggling SO much more with weight on and I just want my appearance to match how I feel inside. It's hard that people who don't understand it reinforce the idea that EDs are all about weight. We've just gotta keep reminding ourselves that losing weight will only keep us stuck in the cycle and the people who matter (family, professionals etc.) will support us at any weight x
All the things you said about eating disorders are so true. I also feel completely fine talking about my anxiety and self harm, but I still feel really weird and ashamed talking about my ED. Love you videos and if you some day feel like making a video about EDs I’d love to watch it.
Hello you, I hope you see this... last year I sent you a message, which in a way, I regret, because in hindsight, it wasn’t fair. Your words in response were so much more than what I deserved, you didn’t need to offer the support that you did, and I simply cannot find the words to describe the appreciation I have for that.
I feel the healthiest I have been in my entire life, and am able to accept even when there are blips. The fear of the darkness returning lingers still, as well as the sadness that self-reflection brings - but having dipped my toe into contentment, I am determined to never let myself go there again.
I am in Italy right now, having travelled alone to visit two Italian friends I met back in April. The love I am receiving warms me right to the core. I am inspired, and willing to battle this cruel world and mind.
I am so proud of how you are coping, and how you, despite everything, are making a difference x
Apart from my therapist you're the first person to ask how my mental health is in ages 😭❤️ I'm doing okay, probably getting a private mental health assessment with a psychologist, but im nervous as i don't know what the difference is between a psychiatrist and a psychologist? But i don't want to do it through the NHS because I don't trust any of them! Does anyone have any advice? I don't know what to expect from a MH assessment and I don't understand how it can be done in the space of an hour because it would take forever for me to give my life story, so im guessing they don't want to hear about my memories, but more my symptoms? Idk 😂 anyway I hope anyone reading this is having a good day and feeling safe ❤️
ヘザー heyyy!!! glad you said you’re doing ok but I can see you’re still struggling a bit from your comment. I’m cheering for you!!! Anyways, a psychiatrist is a trained medical doctor which means they can prescribe mediations whereas psychologists focus on psychotherapy. Hope this helps!!!! As for your assessment it will indeed be more based around symptoms but they will ask you a bit about your life story, just not every detail as that is more where the psychologist comes in!!! Hope this helps & all the best x x
@@l.7624 hi thank you for your kind comment :) that's really helpful to know ^^ I hope you are doing well and have a great day/night :) xx
Hey. I am currently struggling with self harm, suicidal thoughts and issues with food and body image. You have helped me so much and I just want to thank you. 💕
Super duper proud of you, Marie. You’ve gotten so far and your honesty really means a lot to so many people- myself included!
I stumbled across your channel earlier this year right about the time I was discharged from inpatient after another suicide attempt. Anyway! Just hearing your experiences and learning the things you have to share really is such a massive comfort- it’s a reminder that people do understand and that recovery is possible (it’s just not linear). xx
Yup please excuse my long sappy messaged, but I just wanted to say thank you for doing what you’re doing. ilysm! 💞✨
this means so much to me! thankyou!! i’m hoping you are okay and are doing well in recovery 💗 i love you! xxx
Honestly loving your chatty grwm’s!!❤️❤️❤️❤️ I’m on my summer hols already (Scottish hols start end of June) which is a bit meh (I’m one of those freaks that like school 😂😂) but hopefully it’ll get better! Sending you love and positivity, YOU ARE AMAZING! AND HELP SO MANY PEOPLE!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ oh also I’m so happy for you with the campaign!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️
omg orla THANKYOU so much my love!! hope you have a great summer and look forward to going back to school in september! you’re so sweet and mean so much to me 💗💗💗
Watching you everyday really keeps me motivated and you have showed me that there is light at the end of the tunnel❤️❤️😌
Proud of you for talking about some subjects that you're not fully comfortable with yet. In terms of your weight, you are looking much healthier and I'm glad that you said you're doing much better, thats really good to hear. And for the psychosis, I get the not fully working through it all. The past year has been hell for me and ive likely gone through a few psychotic moments and like I have nearly no memory and when I do it's physically uncomfortable to think about. It's a struggle bus bby but we're trying and that's what matters
These video's make me feel like a person, not a problem♡
Ur so charismatic, keep going💓ur inspiring so many people on this platform never give up the fight, love you💛
I love the background music to every video Marie xxx it’s so calming even when discussing mh issues i feel reassured by both you and the sounds 💗
love this!! thankyou, that’s exactly the vibe i’m going for 🌻🧡🔆
heya lovely. im glad the medication shots are helping to an extent. it's a shame that they wear off to fast for you though. i hope you genuinely are doing better. i'm not doing well i feel useless af i completely understand seeing your friends graduate and being so proud but feeling like shit because you feel like you aren't doing anything. my days are all empty. i get you sweet bean. anyway i think i've been through a psychotic episode when i came off meds abruptly it was so scary. if and when u r ready id like to see a video on your experience xoxoxox
Honestly Marie, you dancing and singing is me EVERYDAY😂🤪💖💖
thanks for the update❤️ I’m stuck in a really awful depressive episode right now and am bingeing your videos to distract myself🦋 sending you love
Is it just me or is her voice soooo soothing!
Yayyy another MHM🎉🎉 love these videos of yours. Your such an inspiration and I love you so much ❤️ I’m doing okay, and I’m glad to hear that you are aswell. My mental health is a lot better and I’ve had a busy week 😂 thank you for the update Marie I’m so proud of how far you’ve come. Upwards and onwards always🤞🏻💖
Hope Bashford 💗💗💗
You have come so far. You are so brave. Theese videos and one other thing are the only things keeping me on my feet. Thank you for being so amazing. Love you so much girl 💕💕💕
I mean I don’t think you know how much u help everyone Marie xx❤️❤️
I've been good, ya girl has only gone and graduated from uni hasn't she? Mental health has been good, been feeling a lot more positive recently, although I have been really emotional recently for some reason (and its not period related), but other than that it's been swell
On a side note, never feel like you're lacking just because people are graduating, adding that extra pressure to yourself is not only harmful to you but it doesn't fix anything. I know it's easier said than done, I've definitely felt it with other things, but it'll only hurt you in the long run. Be kind to yourself, and don't compare. There's no race or rush. Also, the video on psychosis would be interesting, but of course only do it when you feel comfortable
Lucy P congrats on graduating!!!
@@tonileighhenry5649 thanks!!
Your videos help me so much as I finialy feels like I can relate to someone love you loads xxx
Your videos keep us going. We are struggling so much right now.. Fighting our US healthcare system right now and have been for two years!!!
Ray and all
I honestly love your videos like these have helped me through so much ❤️ you have helped me through so much and omg I can’t be more thankful for that💛 watching your videos are my distraction when I’m having my down and crappy days which again I thank you for 💙plus can I just say your absolutely stunning 💚
I asked the ED questions :) Thank you so much for giving us insight! Also, love that silver necklace
Thanks for pulling me though my week Marie! It’s been really tough, do you have any advice on feeling embarrassed about having a mental health issue and work or having a depressive/bpd/psychotic episode at work? Or returning to work after being ill? I would really appreciate that, love u as always xx
Becca Burney you got this! keep going💫
Toni Leigh Henry thank u, that made me smile ✨🥰
I’m so glad the depo is working for you!
I love you and your video's, i always keep going watch them over and over.. I wish i am so strong as you.. Some day i will feel better en be clean🍀 you make me always feel like i am not alone.. thank you so so much and keep going❤️
So much love❤️💫❤️💫❤️💫
I love you and your videos Marie💕 my mental health has been really bad lately, I have relapsed 3 times this week with my self harm and just want to cry xx
I bloody love you, I wish there were more people like you about when my struggles first started ❤
this comment means so much to me 💗
You are so strong and brave for sharing your journey with us, thank you!
The beginning when she was dancing is a mood
When it comes to ED you don’t have to tell anyone only family and your GP. I am lost 58kg in less than one year and I’m still trying to be underweight and I have no other way but lie about it as I blame my severe weight loss on other things. I hate the comments one after the other but I’m also on ADHD medications but didn’t make me lose weight in 2021 but only in 2022 January till now
My mental health is not great, I wish it was. I've spent the last two weeks back and forth the hospital because my grandmother was in so yeah things are not great
I’d be interested in a psychosis video. Maybe your experience and how the people around you helped you and how they coped. My grandma has recurring psychotic episodes and I always worry about falling into them when my depression gets really bad because I start to feel really delusional
thank you for your videos! you keep me going and I am forever grateful 💕
I think you definitely have to be in a good place to be able to talk about your past experiences with an eating disorder - I have made a lot of videos about my experience with anorexia and being inpatient etc, but only 2+ years later. You have to look after yourself first ❤️ also, are you in therapy? talking about your psychotic episode around Christmas time instead of repressing it would end up being beneficial for you & your mental health (although I’m sure u know that) xx
I completely understand why you don’t want to talk about your struggles with eating I’ve experienced it through friends and family members and I can tell just from them how hard it is so don’t feel pressured to❤️
damn that recovery talk hit me
Thanks for the video Marie. Love you so much. My mental health hasn't been all that great these last week's. Maybe it is because of summer being here.
Your such a brave and inspiring person. Love you sm gal 💖💖💖
I have a pimple in exactly the same place and I’m more excited about that than I should be... 😂
Love all your videos so much!! Also the makeup on this is so pretty
if u feel comfertable then please film the video about binge eating! so glad to hear ur doing good, so proud!💛💛
glad u are back.Love your MHM videos
Would love a video about psychosis!
Yes Marie we are all so proud keep doing amazing lovely x
thankyou so much lovely xxxx
When you are ready to talk about it please talk about your experience about psychosis xx
Can you do a video on your Ed specifically xx
IM SO HAPPY you uploaded!!!
🥳💜💜
I’ve been one of the people asking you to talk about psychosis. Sorry if you’ve felt pressured. Having suffered from psychosis a lot myself I’m just interested in what your experience of it was, what you think triggered it, how you feel about it looking back and how you rebuilt yourself afterwards. But I completely understand if you don’t want to talk about it. x
i am a new follower and was just wondering what it is you’re diagnosed with? sorry, i think you’re a inspiration to everyone who’s struggling. you make recovery look easy x
I get what you mean. When someone comments on weight it triggers you to go further.
Loads of love, you are so amazing xxx
Marie it sounds like you need to get your depo slightly more often, say every 3 weeks.
love you sunshine
love u xxxx
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