My mother passed a week ago, one week into the hardest breakup of my life. Thursday was her funeral, and the sun rise was something I never could have imagined, and the day was perfect in every way despite what it entailed. I could tell it was my mom’s doing, a parting gift. As the sun began to set I went to my favorite lake and took 3 gel tabs. The sunset filled with the perfect clouds and a full spectrum of color, began to fractalize. The perfect LSD sunset, and then I hit the deems. I only went as deep as I could while keeping my eyes open to enjoy the moment. But that perfect fractal sunset went from 3D to 4D. Pieces of it popped out as if they were touching me, and I could see a mirrored reality on the other side of those pieces. After I came down the L kept coming up, I laid down on my side and I watched my mother’s last day fade off into the darkness. It was my most painful moment. I was facing the music, and it was agonizing. But being in that headspace let me deep dive internally, and truly see and understand what this new found pain was doing to me and for me. It kept me from drowning, so that I could see both sides of my newfound reality. Just as the DMT had foreshadowed in that sunset :)
Bro 🙏💚 My father died a year ago this month. He asked me to let him be alone for a little bit and that hd wasn't in pain. I kissed him on the forehead and took 3 tabs. I was on my front porch deck at 3am when a lightning storm came through, his favorite. I felt my dad passing away, I felt our connection in this world sever. I spent 2 hours on my deck, flat out laying without any ability to move just Shattered by it. Finally the storm went away and I went to check on him and he was gone.
These experiences often show us the aspects of ourselves/the collective which are suppressed parts/memories within us, it’s pretty bizarre you were able to see your mothers last day and I know you’re telling the truth. Much love
Hey man How you doing? I've seeing Lord Ganesha in a dream, for just a few seconds, but it looked more real than this reality. Amazing trip this one btw!
Hi again and thanks for the nice work Kevin. I understand those Deities to be in the collective consciousness of Humanity. When as Consciousnesses we agree to enter the Earth plane to experience ... which is the reason Consciousness creates and holds this aspect of its creation .... you may experiment with different cultures over eons of time. In this present lifetime , being veiled you wouldn't remember but may choose to remind yourself by going on one of these trips.
I had an NDE and have done Ayahuasca and Shrooms to get some answers, even got interviewed by Greenwich University UK on NDE vs DMT study. Report was spot on with unable to put things into words, as it’s beyond space and time.
I did lsd for the first time (a shit ton also, 500ug) last week and i didn't know about these entities. I saw an insectoid looking head like two triangle one rightside up and the other up sidedown, the right side up one ontop of the other, it was so vibrant with sparkling colours. I felt it was curious and happy i was there and he was also kinda surprised i showed up, i heard "oh hes here" then the head turn looking over what i assume was his shoulder and then faded out.
I did several dmt trips last week……on my last one I met an entity hid telling my the secret to the universe and how I need to not question things and everything just is…..we all follow a rhythm. It’s universal….After those trips I believe I am done with my dmt trips I feel I completed my goals with it but I still have other psychedelic paths I will stick with such as more lsd, shrooms and peyote.
I have some DMT from 2 years ago. I took a couple hits and it scared me, and I haven’t done it since, but I know I need to do it again. But I’m petrified of it 😂
when my time come, I will go lightning fast!! My dear ol Mother have had many OBE`s and shes clairvoyant...and the stories are soooo comforting. She have meet something she describes as aliens (very tall beings) during OBEs, showing her a wonderful place. she describe the silver thread, which connects consciousness to the body during OBEs. One time she wanted to go further, and started tearing the silver thread, but a comforting voice told her its not time yet:) One thing she repeats over and over is how beautiful the light at the border is.
I like the comic book style art, keep up the good work! I really enjoy your content! I haven't had a breakthrough dose yet, I've just dabbled with sub breakthrough doses to (try to) get comfortable with the substance (10-28mg) I remember on my 5th use 15mg I got scared and said "I'm not ready" I heard "He's not ready" in my mind and the visuals quickly faded to black, then a golden six pointed star with foreign writing on it slowly floated up in front of me. The next day I just happened to see the same star with the same writing on it in a random youtube video, it was the star of David and the writing was Hebrew. This was interesting because I've always been Buddhist/Hindu I've always somewhat despised Christianity due to their crusades, pain and suffering they've caused converting the world and the many scandals with priests, but after that I have a new-found respect and love for Yeshua (Jesus) That is the only deity type encounter I've had so far, I hope to have more profound ones in the future!
Only Once I met Gaia - the Mother of Earth when I was on Lsd + cannabis . And I participated with her in some very intense strange multidimensional ritual (with some kind of sex). And I offen (even absolutely clean) feel presence of God in different faces : Ja - the Sun God, Allah, Jesus , Nagarjuna, Vishnu, Shiva, Kali.... yeah that's all for now. Everytime I Like to meet them) and sometimes I can talk to them in some way.
@@herbslife-miscusi can you describe your experiences with the Sky Father deities (Allah, YHWH, or similar ones)? i have struggled to come to understand these & their reality (or lack thereof) the most, in my explorations -- always felt much more comfortable with Sun gods, mother goddesses, mercurial tricksters/jesters, or even androgyne "children" like Harpocrates/Dionysus/Christ, but in my attempts to engage with the sky fathers that are so common here in the West i feel like i'm falling short. what do you think?
@@beigemonk6250 I believe that We made them up, as consciousness and bits of the One Infinite Creator ... in order to help us understand the creation and our "place" in it. I believe the Sky Father figure of Deity or God is not 'real' .... or based in Truth ..... and you do not resonate with it as a concept. We are Consciousness looking at Itself through Its creation. 😮😊
@@luigiciotola91 could see the energy of consciousness in my body with different colors, hard to describe being taught how to do certain things without any instruction, removed veils of confusion from my thoughts. Like trips that had been placed on my brain since I was young slipped away effortlessly, I can feel a strong pull to Mahayana Buddhism, but am seeking truth no matter the source. Give it a try, just once is all you need
My mother passed a week ago, one week into the hardest breakup of my life. Thursday was her funeral, and the sun rise was something I never could have imagined, and the day was perfect in every way despite what it entailed. I could tell it was my mom’s doing, a parting gift. As the sun began to set I went to my favorite lake and took 3 gel tabs. The sunset filled with the perfect clouds and a full spectrum of color, began to fractalize. The perfect LSD sunset, and then I hit the deems. I only went as deep as I could while keeping my eyes open to enjoy the moment. But that perfect fractal sunset went from 3D to 4D. Pieces of it popped out as if they were touching me, and I could see a mirrored reality on the other side of those pieces. After I came down the L kept coming up, I laid down on my side and I watched my mother’s last day fade off into the darkness. It was my most painful moment. I was facing the music, and it was agonizing. But being in that headspace let me deep dive internally, and truly see and understand what this new found pain was doing to me and for me. It kept me from drowning, so that I could see both sides of my newfound reality. Just as the DMT had foreshadowed in that sunset :)
Bro 🙏💚 My father died a year ago this month. He asked me to let him be alone for a little bit and that hd wasn't in pain. I kissed him on the forehead and took 3 tabs. I was on my front porch deck at 3am when a lightning storm came through, his favorite. I felt my dad passing away, I felt our connection in this world sever. I spent 2 hours on my deck, flat out laying without any ability to move just Shattered by it. Finally the storm went away and I went to check on him and he was gone.
@@egcowling9657He always will remain in your heart, Sad yet beautiful story brother. Thanks for sharing
These experiences often show us the aspects of ourselves/the collective which are suppressed parts/memories within us, it’s pretty bizarre you were able to see your mothers last day and I know you’re telling the truth. Much love
Hey man
How you doing?
I've seeing Lord Ganesha in a dream, for just a few seconds, but it looked more real than this reality.
Amazing trip this one btw!
Hi again and thanks for the nice work Kevin.
I understand those Deities to be in the collective consciousness of Humanity.
When as Consciousnesses we agree to enter the Earth plane to experience ... which is the reason Consciousness creates and holds this aspect of its creation
.... you may experiment with different cultures over eons of time. In this present lifetime , being veiled you wouldn't remember but may choose to remind yourself by going on one of these trips.
I had an NDE and have done Ayahuasca and Shrooms to get some answers, even got interviewed by Greenwich University UK on NDE vs DMT study. Report was spot on with unable to put things into words, as it’s beyond space and time.
And how did your NDE compare to the drugs? It’s something I’ve been meaning to look into.
👍. Love the trip reps
I did lsd for the first time (a shit ton also, 500ug) last week and i didn't know about these entities. I saw an insectoid looking head like two triangle one rightside up and the other up sidedown, the right side up one ontop of the other, it was so vibrant with sparkling colours.
I felt it was curious and happy i was there and he was also kinda surprised i showed up, i heard "oh hes here" then the head turn looking over what i assume was his shoulder and then faded out.
I just found your channel these are some good videos
There are some bangers! Yupp.
I did several dmt trips last week……on my last one I met an entity hid telling my the secret to the universe and how I need to not question things and everything just is…..we all follow a rhythm. It’s universal….After those trips I believe I am done with my dmt trips I feel I completed my goals with it but I still have other psychedelic paths I will stick with such as more lsd, shrooms and peyote.
I have some DMT from 2 years ago.
I took a couple hits and it scared me, and I haven’t done it since, but I know I need to do it again.
But I’m petrified of it 😂
when my time come, I will go lightning fast!! My dear ol Mother have had many OBE`s and shes clairvoyant...and the stories are soooo comforting. She have meet something she describes as aliens (very tall beings) during OBEs, showing her a wonderful place. she describe the silver thread, which connects consciousness to the body during OBEs. One time she wanted to go further, and started tearing the silver thread, but a comforting voice told her its not time yet:) One thing she repeats over and over is how beautiful the light at the border is.
I like the comic book style art, keep up the good work! I really enjoy your content!
I haven't had a breakthrough dose yet, I've just dabbled with sub breakthrough doses to (try to) get comfortable with the substance (10-28mg) I remember on my 5th use 15mg I got scared and said "I'm not ready" I heard "He's not ready" in my mind and the visuals quickly faded to black, then a golden six pointed star with foreign writing on it slowly floated up in front of me.
The next day I just happened to see the same star with the same writing on it in a random youtube video, it was the star of David and the writing was Hebrew. This was interesting because I've always been Buddhist/Hindu I've always somewhat despised Christianity due to their crusades, pain and suffering they've caused converting the world and the many scandals with priests, but after that I have a new-found respect and love for Yeshua (Jesus)
That is the only deity type encounter I've had so far, I hope to have more profound ones in the future!
It's like Spiderman but with DMT.
Only Once I met Gaia - the Mother of Earth when I was on Lsd + cannabis . And I participated with her in some very intense strange multidimensional ritual (with some kind of sex).
And I offen (even absolutely clean) feel presence of God in different faces : Ja - the Sun God, Allah, Jesus , Nagarjuna, Vishnu, Shiva, Kali.... yeah that's all for now. Everytime I Like to meet them) and sometimes I can talk to them in some way.
yeah, I forgot to mention Yahwe - YHWH. I also meet him
and Yog-Sothoth
@@herbslife-miscusi can you describe your experiences with the Sky Father deities (Allah, YHWH, or similar ones)? i have struggled to come to understand these & their reality (or lack thereof) the most, in my explorations -- always felt much more comfortable with Sun gods, mother goddesses, mercurial tricksters/jesters, or even androgyne "children" like Harpocrates/Dionysus/Christ, but in my attempts to engage with the sky fathers that are so common here in the West i feel like i'm falling short. what do you think?
@@beigemonk6250 I believe that We made them up, as consciousness and bits of the One Infinite Creator ... in order to help us understand the creation and our "place" in it. I believe the Sky Father figure of Deity or God is not 'real' .... or based in Truth ..... and you do not resonate with it as a concept.
We are Consciousness looking at Itself through Its creation. 😮😊
Mixed mescaline and lsd, changed my life
How?
@@luigiciotola91 could see the energy of consciousness in my body with different colors, hard to describe being taught how to do certain things without any instruction, removed veils of confusion from my thoughts. Like trips that had been placed on my brain since I was young slipped away effortlessly, I can feel a strong pull to Mahayana Buddhism, but am seeking truth no matter the source. Give it a try, just once is all you need
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