And you make me feel so much less alone when you talk about anxiety and depression. I’ve been in the thick of it lately with my hormones shifting into perimenopause. Thank you for sharing
Running a household for a husband and 4 children is a lot! Meal planning, clothes, activities, laundry, etc is truly multitasking. (and you know you have to keep Nick happy. ) Not to mention you’re a young woman who needs to stay healthy and requires sleep and good nutrition.. You should give yourself some grace. 😊
I appreciate your ability to be raw and real, Aaryn. Even down to facial hair. It’s appreciated, just so you know. Us women have so much going on 24/7 and it is hard to keep up with things. I totally get leaving the mess until the last minute because the cleaners are coming. Sometimes it is just hard to be motivated when you don’t feel good. Anxiety and depression are hard to deal with. Sometimes choosing rest and whatever we need is the better route.
The older I get and the more my hormones shift to perimenopause, the worse my anxiety and sleep gets. It’s terrible. No one talks about the huge change your body goes through when perimenopause starts. It started for me at 38. I’m 41 and wish the older generation talked more about these things. I thought anything menopause related was just hot flashes. Oh, no. It’s way worse than that. The mental health aspect of it is way worse than the physical aspect of it
@@Patricia-sw4pr I’m in a perimenopause support group and when I first joined it, I was floored at how common mental health issues are in this stage of life. No one in my family warned me about any of these changes I’m going through. At 38, I felt I was way too young. My cycles are still normal. I had all these physical and mental issues going on and my dumb MD didn’t put two and two together. I went digging and found a perimenopause group and now I know what I’m going through. I want to scream from the roof tops and warn all the woman out there that they may have so many mental changes as they creep into middle to late 30s. You aren’t going crazy, it can be your hormones changing. I’m going to look into HRT soon
I’m 38 and am experiencing some very different symptoms during my periods. Had the thought I should probably look into onset symptoms of perimenopause. I agree - there’s so much our bodies go through as women that has just not been talked about enough. My mom never talked about it other than hot flashes during menopause. That’s all I’ve heard. Older generations of women seem to just keep quiet about all of it like it has to be kept under wraps because no one else wants to hear about it or something. How is my husband supposed to understand what is going on with me if I don’t even know? Lol
I feel for you with the anxiety and depression. I’ve had anxiety and panic attacks all my life. Depression is the newest thing for me for the past few years. Lost a few friends, my mom and my beloved 5 year old pup Goliath all within that time. Losing my pup pushed the depression into overdrive. He passed a year ago and it still feels like yesterday when he crossed the rainbow. Im on a few medications but nothing is helping. I’m happy for you that you’re starting to feel better. ❤ I’m older, not bouncing back at all. It’s like a losing battle. Never in a million years did I think this would be my life fighting depression when I used to always be happy no matter what. Life has a way of destroying who you were. Sending love to you, Nick and your sweet babies.❤ 🌸
Thank you for being raw and authentic. ❤ as human beings we also can’t expect ourselves to be happy and perfect everyday and honor the days our body asks for peace instead. I find that the “hustle” isn’t healthy or realistic and the body actually needs more rest and recovery for genuine balance. I pray you find your peace and get the rest you may need. ❤. I have felt what you’re feeling!
Thank you for sharing this something so personal. I to suffer with anxiety and depression and have for a long time been on medication and have good days and other days are blahhhhh.
I appreciate you being vulnerable and honest. You would be surprised how many people are going thru similar things and it helps to be able to relate.. to know we aren't alone. I've been in a funk the past few months too. Dealing with grief from losing my Mom in June, my morning sickness from pregnancy, exhaustion etc. It has been a rough summer. :(
Hi Aaryn-I’m sorry your going through this and I’m praying for you-we all are,we all go through seasons of life and compassion,understanding,and care is sent your way,please give yourself some grace.
Girl you are not alone! I’m on 200mg of Zoloft daily and this shit ain’t touching me anymore. It’s been legit a full year of my down spiral depression and now there’s a baby due in 2 weeks on top of this 😮💨🥺🙃 you’re doing the right thing.. one foot in front of the other 💙
Don’t feel bad I have exactly same thing and there’s days where I am OK and I feel confident good about myself and there’s another days. I just don’t feel good about myself. I don’t wanna do anything. I wanna lay around the house but being on medication and getting the help that I need is helping me pull through everything keep up the good work and don’t give up on yourself.
Hey Aaryn, I hope that you get better from your depression. I know I feel like I'm in that state sometimes depending on the day. I know that if I stay away from people and do the bare minimum I can relax and be good for the day. ❤❤❤
I’ve been on antidepressants so I empathize with what you’re going through! ❤ but I really wish that somebody would’ve told me how bad they are for you. And that there are natural routes to try. Make sure to research the negative effects! Also, I do some research into the actual validity of them, in the last few years there have a multiple studies that have come out about them. You will be in my prayers
The running around before the cleaning ladies come in…I do that ALL the time!!! We never have our stuff ready for them! You literally have to “clean” for the cleaning ladies!! Always!!
I'm sorry you're going through this depressive era. ❤ Did you start the Zoloft again? I actually started that last yr, I recalled you saying how much it helped you. But I haven't upped my dose from 50 mg & can't decide if I'm going to. I'm lagging behind, no motivation, want to be left alone, overwhelmed. My two toddlers are trying to take me out! What was a good milligram for you?
Is this your first time back on medication since you got off of it about 2 years ago? Is there something that triggered you to get down ? Sending lots of love ❤️ I don't have IG so if you could do a full update here it would be helpful !
I write down scripture on post it’s and place them in different places for when I get in a depressive state. Constantly in prayer, I read Psalms or search scripture on the Bible app. Lighter note: where did you get your eyeglasses?! Love!! ❤
Struggles with kids are hard I have 3 boys but I do make them help out with picking up there old enough so glad you keep it raw and real because thats life!!
I know you love your kids, but what about sending them to regular school they would have friends outside of home. This way you can have ME time. Don’t take this the wrong way. Being with the kids 24/7 gets to be exhausting.
Wouldnt it be fantastic if everyone had a safe, healthy school to bring their kids to, where what they are taught is holy and good? I wish. Its not that simple unfortunately
Your video popped up and I haven't seen you in so long I remember when I met you and Tara in Las Vegas many many years ago I don't even think you had kids yet and I've been following you ever since remember I asked you to if you were models because you were so pretty LOL.. I'm glad I'm not the only one cleaning up before the maids come I actually even wash the toilets because I don't want them to see pee on the rim or anything from my husband LOL
wish you can put the full video on here to loved when you posted full videos
They are on her app
@@marishabrackney1228exactly. We wish we didn't have to pay an extra fee when she gets paid from RUclips views.
@@marishabrackney1228 if you want to pay, not necessary.
And you make me feel so much less alone when you talk about anxiety and depression. I’ve been in the thick of it lately with my hormones shifting into perimenopause. Thank you for sharing
I’m in the same boat as you. ❤
Running a household for a husband and 4 children is a lot! Meal planning, clothes, activities, laundry, etc is truly multitasking. (and you know you have to keep Nick happy. ) Not to mention you’re a young woman who needs to stay healthy and requires sleep and good nutrition.. You should give yourself some grace. 😊
Honestly don’t know how people do it. I have a 6 month old and I’m dead 😂
I appreciate your ability to be raw and real, Aaryn. Even down to facial hair. It’s appreciated, just so you know. Us women have so much going on 24/7 and it is hard to keep up with things. I totally get leaving the mess until the last minute because the cleaners are coming. Sometimes it is just hard to be motivated when you don’t feel good. Anxiety and depression are hard to deal with. Sometimes choosing rest and whatever we need is the better route.
The older I get and the more my hormones shift to perimenopause, the worse my anxiety and sleep gets. It’s terrible. No one talks about the huge change your body goes through when perimenopause starts. It started for me at 38. I’m 41 and wish the older generation talked more about these things. I thought anything menopause related was just hot flashes. Oh, no. It’s way worse than that. The mental health aspect of it is way worse than the physical aspect of it
I just turned 40, and I found this lady on RUclips that has been so helpful when it comes to peri-menopause symptoms.
Same here!
@@Patricia-sw4pr I’m in a perimenopause support group and when I first joined it, I was floored at how common mental health issues are in this stage of life. No one in my family warned me about any of these changes I’m going through. At 38, I felt I was way too young. My cycles are still normal. I had all these physical and mental issues going on and my dumb MD didn’t put two and two together. I went digging and found a perimenopause group and now I know what I’m going through. I want to scream from the roof tops and warn all the woman out there that they may have so many mental changes as they creep into middle to late 30s. You aren’t going crazy, it can be your hormones changing. I’m going to look into HRT soon
My endocrinologist was useless on the topic of my perimenopause concerns
I’m 38 and am experiencing some very different symptoms during my periods. Had the thought I should probably look into onset symptoms of perimenopause. I agree - there’s so much our bodies go through as women that has just not been talked about enough. My mom never talked about it other than hot flashes during menopause. That’s all I’ve heard. Older generations of women seem to just keep quiet about all of it like it has to be kept under wraps because no one else wants to hear about it or something. How is my husband supposed to understand what is going on with me if I don’t even know? Lol
I feel for you with the anxiety and depression.
I’ve had anxiety and panic attacks all my life.
Depression is the newest thing for me for the past few years.
Lost a few friends, my mom and my beloved 5 year old pup Goliath all within that time.
Losing my pup pushed the depression into overdrive.
He passed a year ago and it still feels like yesterday when he crossed the rainbow.
Im on a few medications but nothing is helping.
I’m happy for you that you’re starting to feel better. ❤
I’m older, not bouncing back at all. It’s like a losing battle. Never in a million years did I think this would be my life fighting depression when I used to always be happy no matter what. Life has a way of destroying who you were.
Sending love to you, Nick and your sweet babies.❤ 🌸
Thank you for being raw and authentic. ❤ as human beings we also can’t expect ourselves to be happy and perfect everyday and honor the days our body asks for peace instead. I find that the “hustle” isn’t healthy or realistic and the body actually needs more rest and recovery for genuine balance. I pray you find your peace and get the rest you may need. ❤. I have felt what you’re feeling!
Thank you for sharing this something so personal. I to suffer with anxiety and depression and have for a long time been on medication and have good days and other days are blahhhhh.
I appreciate you being vulnerable and honest. You would be surprised how many people are going thru similar things and it helps to be able to relate.. to know we aren't alone. I've been in a funk the past few months too. Dealing with grief from losing my Mom in June, my morning sickness from pregnancy, exhaustion etc. It has been a rough summer. :(
Hi Aaryn-I’m sorry your going through this and I’m praying for you-we all are,we all go through seasons of life and compassion,understanding,and care is sent your way,please give yourself some grace.
I'm sorry u going through it I think u should take some time for just you too I'll pray for u
Girl you are not alone! I’m on 200mg of Zoloft daily and this shit ain’t touching me anymore. It’s been legit a full year of my down spiral depression and now there’s a baby due in 2 weeks on top of this 😮💨🥺🙃 you’re doing the right thing.. one foot in front of the other 💙
Pray for you. Anxiety is so hard. If you know you know. My anxiety at it's worst..I'm not able to hear. Been there.
Don’t feel bad I have exactly same thing and there’s days where I am OK and I feel confident good about myself and there’s another days. I just don’t feel good about myself. I don’t wanna do anything. I wanna lay around the house but being on medication and getting the help that I need is helping me pull through everything keep up the good work and don’t give up on yourself.
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Hey Aaryn, I hope that you get better from your depression. I know I feel like I'm in that state sometimes depending on the day. I know that if I stay away from people and do the bare minimum I can relax and be good for the day. ❤❤❤
I’ve been on antidepressants so I empathize with what you’re going through! ❤ but I really wish that somebody would’ve told me how bad they are for you. And that there are natural routes to try. Make sure to research the negative effects! Also, I do some research into the actual validity of them, in the last few years there have a multiple studies that have come out about them. You will be in my prayers
The running around before the cleaning ladies come in…I do that ALL the time!!! We never have our stuff ready for them! You literally have to “clean” for the cleaning ladies!! Always!!
I'm sorry you're going through this depressive era. ❤ Did you start the Zoloft again? I actually started that last yr, I recalled you saying how much it helped you. But I haven't upped my dose from 50 mg & can't decide if I'm going to. I'm lagging behind, no motivation, want to be left alone, overwhelmed. My two toddlers are trying to take me out! What was a good milligram for you?
Is this your first time back on medication since you got off of it about 2 years ago? Is there something that triggered you to get down ? Sending lots of love ❤️ I don't have IG so if you could do a full update here it would be helpful !
Good to see you. Hope you’re doing better. Thanks for sharing ❤❤❤
When having anxiety try getting out and doing grounding ,bare feet on earth and deep breathing,their is a documentary on earthing 🙏🏻💫❤️
Hi from Canada how come your videos are very short I wish you are doing longer videos
I hope you feel better soon. We love you so much. I do want to ask where did you get your glasses cause they’re so darn cute like you💓
I write down scripture on post it’s and place them in different places for when I get in a depressive state. Constantly in prayer, I read Psalms or search scripture on the Bible app.
Lighter note: where did you get your eyeglasses?! Love!! ❤
Amen!❤ it's what we gotta do!!! Jesus is the answer 🙌🏽
@@jpmarie9 amen!! 🙌🏻🙌🏻
Why don’t you post the full eps on here. I hope your doing ok xx
Anxiety is my hell.
Struggles with kids are hard I have 3 boys but I do make them help out with picking up there old enough so glad you keep it raw and real because thats life!!
All the well for this family.
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Aaryn your lips are beautiful.. what gloss was that?!
What’s the nail salon place? Ive never been to one that offers iced coffee 😮
What are you taking?
I know you love your kids, but what about sending them to regular school they would have friends outside of home. This way you can have ME time. Don’t take this the wrong way. Being with the kids 24/7 gets to be exhausting.
Wouldnt it be fantastic if everyone had a safe, healthy school to bring their kids to, where what they are taught is holy and good? I wish. Its not that simple unfortunately
Valerian Root natural herb 🌿 has awesome benefits 😊❤
Have you had your thyroid checked?
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Your video popped up and I haven't seen you in so long I remember when I met you and Tara in Las Vegas many many years ago I don't even think you had kids yet and I've been following you ever since remember I asked you to if you were models because you were so pretty LOL.. I'm glad I'm not the only one cleaning up before the maids come I actually even wash the toilets because I don't want them to see pee on the rim or anything from my husband LOL
Ya no eres amiga de Tara?
How would it be to have endless money to take care of yourself.
And a nanny and a housekeeper ☠️☠️☠️