The last thing I think you owe any of us is an apology. Life came at you sideways and you did the right thing in caring for your dad. And you've got a 10-month old daughter, too! You're amazing! You're an amazing daughter and an amazing mother. Thank you for the update video and I'm glad to know your dad is doing better. Much love for you and your family.
💛thank you for this kindhearted comment. As with most hardships, there is an ebb and a flow. When things are bad, everything hurts and it's difficult to think straight. When things are good, you want to hold onto that feeling and hope that it stays. Right now, we are holding onto the good and comments like yours helps to preserve the positivity. Thank you again
@@reinascully Hey Reina, I first learned of your work through SourceFed, and you're the only ex-host I've followed literally since middle school. Your tenacity, energy, and kindness was something that encouraged me to keep going through those tough years, and for that I'll be eternally grateful. Please keep being amazing. Please keep your head up. You're an astounding mother, daughter, and content creator, and I'm sure I can speak for us all when I say you'll forever garner our respect, patience, and support. So never beat yourself up or hold yourself back. From what you've shared and what I've witnessed for over a decade, there's no room to question whether you're just a "good" person on screen. The strength you've exemplified through your consistent perseverance, benevolence, and altruism is simply astonishing. Keep on pressing, but take all the time you need to do what you gotta do for you and yours because we'll always be here cheering for you! ❤
Okay, so update on the Ohtani thing... Apparently his locker was cleared out and he (2nd update) just went in for his Tommy John surgery. So... sadly for us, that's not happening. I can't lie, I'm pretty sad about this one. Really thought I'd be able to take my dad to our first baseball game together. *edit: his sighting in Japan was fake (or old) he is currently recovering in LA after his procedure
I know, trust me, I know how empty other people's atempts at cheering you up may seem, especially when it doesn't seem possible for them to know how you feel, but I really hope you know that a lot of us are behind you, and though we may not be able to do anything directly, we are cheering for you. You are always in our thoughts, and we hope that things keep moving in a positive direction. Also, don't feel the need to appologise for being inactive on here, even if many people have left the channel, a lot of us will always stand by you no matter how much time you need. Please remember to take care of yourself as well. Not just for your father, who needs you to be healthy, but for yourself, and your family. I don't want to seem condescending or anything like that, I just want you to remember that we are here for you. Sorry if my english isn't very good, it's not my first language
It's not much but I wanted to show my thanks for all your content over the years. You don't owe us an apology, life threw you a curveball and you handled it with kindness and grace. Your family is so lucky to have you.
This is incredibly kind of you and very meaningful to me. Thank you so much for watching my videos and taking the time to comment and for going so far as to sending me a Super Thanks. I'm the one that's lucky to have a follower like you. Thank you again.
SO HAPPY to find u/cu here(!) Glafs things are improving. You can STILL go to a game! If u do PLEASE let us know when so we can keep a 👀 lookout and say ‘Hi’! & direct y’all to O
I'm almost 30yo. I was diagnosed with inoperable stage 4 colon cancer back in 2021. After few chemo cycles I was able to get a surgery because tumours shrunk. I had to do 40 more cycles of chemo but now I'm NED for 8 months. Never lose hope. What you're doing for your dad is amazing. 愛理ちゃん is perfect and Mike seems as wonderful as always. Your dad has a lovely family to support him and I'm so glad for him since I couldn't have gone through all of it without support from my family. I've been watching you since SF days and as a Japanese wanting to learn english and foreign culture, you're one of my inspiration! I'm excited for your return but please don't overwork. Wishing you all the best.
Hi!! Thank you for sharing your story! I'm sorry for what you went through these last years, but like you said Never lose hope! I just wanted to say I'm so happy for you that you are doing better and are NED now! Wishing all the best to you!
People unsubscribing because you're not posting is such an odd concept to me. If a channel isn't putting anything out it just means nothing is showing up in my feed, and I wouldn't even think about it. Best of luck to your family!
That is a very intense combination of bitter and sweet in the first year of being a mom. But it's good to hear your father is responding well. Please don't apologize and good luck with the trip!
I've been a registered nurse for 5 years and been in healthcare for 10 and the human body is one of the most unpredictable crazy things on this earth. There are seconds between highs and lows with health and it's so confronting. Glad to hear the tumours shrunk and i hope someone can help you achieve his dream ❤️ and I respect you so much for being a great carer for him and finding the strength to do such a hard task and for someone you love - all the best!!
Thank you, both for your comment and for your meaningful insight as a registered nurse; what an incredible profession as well. It truly has been an unpredictable crazy time. But the recent good news has been an absolute blessing in every way. Thank you again 💛
I lost my dad to cancer last year. Trust me - you won’t regret anything you’re doing for and with him now. The fact you all have rallied around him is fantastic! Keep doing what you’re doing.
I am so truly sorry for your loss… I hope you and your family are able to find peace. I know it’s difficult… thank you for the kind & personal comment. ❤
How do people actively unsubscribe even if a channel doesn't post for awhile? I swear I still have channels subscribed to that haven't posted in a decade. No need to apologize in the midst of such circumstances Also, prayers to you and your family going through a time such as this. Taking care of a loved one going through such a thing (and raising a newborn) is absolutely exhausting, mentally, physically and spiritually. Grace and support to you.
My dad passed just last year in October overseas. Sudden heart attack and I’m still grieving and my mom is struggling with feeling the loss. Please don’t apologize for showing up for other aspects of your life. Thanks for being so open with your life and creating this community.
You never have to apologize for taking time for you and your family. I’m so relieved of your dad’s good signs of recovery and so happy for little baby Airi. None of this exists without you, so for all your loyal subscribers like us, the best thing you can do is take great care of you mama. We’ll be here for you the way you’ve been there for us 💕
I just recently found your video because my husband and I are going to be going to Japan at the end of next year and I really want to start learning the language and not be somewhat self-sufficient I guess. I just saw this video and I just want to give you my heartfelt condolences and hugs and prayers for you and your family. I don’t know if you’ll ever see this message but I just hope you know you’re not alone and I am very happy that you have such an amazing partner in your lifecan help you while you’re helping your father
Well wishes for your new little family Reina. Sorry to hear about your father's struggles and you are such a kind daughter. I know your child will be as kind as you and very happy your husband is so supportive.
No apologies needed. Enjoy your time with your dad and your family. That's all that's important right now. Love your content and thank you for keeping us entertained.
It brings me great joy & pride that you enjoy my content, I can’t thank you enough for the lovely comment and for the generous superthanks. Thank you, truly ❤
Tough News. I work as a caregiver at a Hospice Care Center & It was after being a caregiver for both of my parents that I discovered that it was a calling for me. It's Extremely Tough & I understand, to a degree what you're going through. Draw as much strength from your Husband & Child! RUclips is youtube but Life Happens & it's really nice to see you back on the platform! Happy to hear about the trip you're taking your Father on! Safe Travels & Enjoy as much as possible!
My grandad passed away in late July, not from cancer but it was so quick- 6 weeks since his visit to hospital, he passed. About a month after my grandad passed, my elderly neighbour who is one of the nicest people I've met got diagnosed with lung cancer but every time they did a scan it spread extremely fast, he did a few rounds of radiation for pain relief and got sent to palliative care but is coming home with help from his grandson and my mum + community nurses. I'm emotionally drained and I'm not in my mum's shoes who is caring for me & my neighbour after the emotional burnout she experienced with my grandad. Life can get really rough randomly, I'm sending you & you family all my love.
Someone I know is going through this so this is helpful to know we are not alone. It sucks :( I hope your dad feels better soon!! Glad the cancer is reducing and that you got Mike + Airi! The best you can do is take things day by day. Thank you for your thoughts, I’ve been listening to a couple of podcasts but all they do is make me cry lmao
I am so sorry that you know someone going through this. I, too find some peace in knowing I’m not alone- so thank you so much. For both commenting and for the SuperThanks, that is so kind and generous of you… podcasts / listening to others stories also makes me weep endlessly, but if you have any good suggestions please let me know! Thank you again
All the best to you and your dad. Stay strong! I still remember my parents struggeling when my grandfather was diagnosed with cancer. I was too young to help then, but now I can in small ways.
Thank you so kindly for the superthanks and for your comment ❤ cancer is always so tough, on everyone around the individual, too. I’m sure your family is deeply appreciative of your help and that it’s much bigger than you think.
Reina, I am glad that your Dad is responding well to treatment. You are doing so well in such a difficult time for your whole family. I hope your Dad can meet Ohtani either in Japan or LA.
Back around 2007, my dad was first diagnosed with colon cancer. Since then, it’s basically been a revolving door of cancer diagnosis: get treatment, go into remission… then get diagnosed with a new cancer - get treatment, go into remission… And so on. At this point, cancer is just a chronic disease. Lately, he’s been dealing with cancerous cells in his lungs, brain and bones (hip, collarbone, spine). My dad is the strongest person I know and it hurts to see him struggle, to continually be dealt these shitty hands. I’m almost 38 and my husband and I are about to start fertility treatments. I’m an only child and I fear my dad will not be able to meet his grandbaby. Reina, stay strong. I send my best wishes to you and your dad and the rest of your family.
Your content gave me much joy over the time I've been following you, so I want to give you something back. Don't give up on your Dads dream, it's still possible to come true, even if it's not the way you hoped for.
I am weeping as I reply to you- there are not enough ways to thank you for such a lovely comment. I am so happy my content can bring you joy. You never have to give me anything in return for that- your watching my videos is more than enough. So truly, thank you so so much ❤
Thank you for all your videos over the years. I first saw you on Source Fed and your language videos after motivated me to start learning Japanese again (studied when I was young). I lost my father a few years ago and have many regrets that I wasn't there for as much as I could have been so I very much understand the need to be there and do what you can. I very much hope you are able to find a way for your father to meet Ohtani even if he cannot watch him play in LA. Good fortune to you and your family.
I am so deeply sorry for your loss. It gets easier to live day to day, but the ache doesn’t really get easier. I, to a degree, absolutely understand the regret after having lost my stepdad. I was a bit younger and it felt like I couldn’t do much, but I probably could have. It fills my heart to know that you saw me on SourceFed & found my language videos motivating. Thank you so much for taking the time to write such a thoughtful comment & for the incredibly generous superthanks ❤ you must truly be a lovely human being. I’m so lucky to have an audience like you.
This is such a tough thing to deal with. I recently visited someone my father knew who had helped him when my grandfather experienced a brain aneurism. I nearly lost my own father when he has an aortic aneurism and thankfully he was working near a hospital that was extremely well equipped to deal with what he was going through. Fortunately a doctor in the emergency room at that time was able to intervene and keep things from becoming surgical. I don't know where I would be now without the intervention of this doctor. I have been following you since SourceFed. I continue to wish all the best to you and your family and hope that you continue to prosper despite whatever challenges come your way.
Being the main caretaker is really hard. My mom and I took care of my grandparents when they were sick until they passed away. Please know that my heart goes out to you as you take care of your dad and your sweet baby. You are doing great and I’m cheering you on 💕
I lost my mom to cancer when I was 14. Just a month after my grandma passed from the same. Cancer is an absolute bitch and I hope your dad gets further on the mend
We'll always be here, R.♥️ Some may drop off, but the core will always be here. So sorry to hear about your dad, hope he can get to meet Ohtani...!🙏🙏 Please take good care of yourself and your family.❤🫂
I know how you feel with all the cancer stuff with your Dad. And thank you for giving space to let me vent too. Back in 2019, the beginning of the year, my Dad found a lump on his neck. They did surgery to check, it turned out to be tonsil cancer that spread to the lymph nodes in his neck. He started chemo and radiation in February, for 7 weeks, lasted till the end of April. I destroyed my work schedule for him, waking up at 5am and driving him home because the treatment would knock him out. After his treatment was completely finished, he had some time before he had to return to work, he thanked me by taking me to see the ocean. We got home early May. I went to check on my mom for mother's day because she wasn't answering her phone. Come to find out, I was so busy helping my dad everyday, that my mom's health was so bad. (my parents were seperated at the time and I lived with my dad) I hadn't seen her in months and my sister and I had to call an ambulance because we found her unresponsive on the floor. Two weeks later in the hospital and she was gone. I didn't know she was so bad. It was such a shock. I miss her every single day. Luckily my Dad is in remission and I take care of him as best as I can. But 2019 was hands down the worst year of my life. So I know the feeling, the stress and fear of what you're going through Raina. Thank you for sharing your story and thank you for letting me share mine
As someone who has dealt with 3 family members with cancer (2 entered hospice and are no longer with us) I just want to say I'm glad your dad is doing better. As one of the primary care giver at the time just being 17-18 y.o in highschool as well I know how daunting of a task it can be. Having someone willing to support you during this time is such a relief, at the time I was dating my now Wife at 24 and as much as I wished they were both still here I know they impacted me very much few years later as an adult who finally found his footing in the world of cyber security. Cherishing the time you have with loved ones is a great thing and am glad to hear you are able to do this with your dad especially with him doing better. One of my biggest regrets is not spending as much time with my Uncle so hearing that you are doing that trip and in general spending time with your dad is such a great thing to me. I am sure he will be doing just fine and wish you and your family nothing but the best. Looking forward to the vids when you are able too upload!
I am so deeply sorry for your loss and hardships. It's all an immense struggle, especially at such a young age. You must know that you've done more than enough and that your efforts and love will forever be appreciated. There's never enough time, I've learned. But the effort really does help. Thank you kindly for sharing your personal story and for taking the time to watch my video and comment. 💛
I'm sorry you're going through so much and only hope your dad gets better! Sending thoughts and prayers. Please take all the time with your family that you need. I can understand this as I'm the only person for either of my parents. They're both divorced and not remarried and I'm the only child they have left. Please also don't forget about yourself and take care of your health. Stress is easy to ignore, which makes getting sick even easier.
That is an awesome request. If I knew anyone that could facilitate it, I would help. I lost my brother in 09 to an unknown type of cancer. The last few months of his life was very hard on my family as we took care of him. I'm glad your situation with your dad is improving. Best of luck with your request.
Hey, just know that you are not alone. Last year my mother's breast cancer metastasized to her pleura, and like you, I was the one caring for her. She had to have pleuracentesis a few times and had other health complications over the year that made cancer treatment difficult. I'm glad your dad has had improvement, good luck to his and your health.
Having a baby is hard enough with the amount of work. It's hard work so I cannot imagine the added work and stress. I am so sorry about your dads diagnosis. I am glad he is fighting and you can do these wonderful things with him. Give him all the happy memories you can. My grandma had stage 4 cancer and didn't want to fight. I never got to take her on her dream trip because she didn't fight and was gone within 2 months. I have lots of regrets and sorrow over it. I hope your dad has an amazing trip and you find a way to at least get a meet and greet for your father. Best wishes Reina. 💖
Sorry to hear such news. We assumed your absence was health related in some way. Be well! We (me and the wife) have been here since SourceFed, and we will be here as long as your willing to share with us.
You DO NOT owe anyone an apology. I don't watch your channel much, but I know for a fact that this is totally out of your control. I send you my deepest sympathies for everything you've gone through, and the pain you're still going through. I hope you and your family are able to find some peace soon, so so SO sorry you're going through this. Cancer is... It's just awful. I know because I lost a dog to it, and it was one of the most painful experiences in my life. Wishing you well, and rooting for your father. 🖤
My mother went through an hyper aggressive type of breast cancer, she under went aggressive and experimental treatment...it was rough. My wife and I just had our first child, I cannot imagine handling both a new baby and an ill parent all at once. Glad Mike is, as always such a big column of support, sets a good example for the rest of us. I hope everything works out.
I am so sorry your mother had to go through that... I am praying that she is well after such an ordeal. My dad is actually in a clinical trial for two types of chemo as well. I agree- though hopeful, it's rough. And congratulations on your first child, that's such beautiful news. Thank you for your comment and sharing your struggles with me. I wish you and your family nothing but the best 💛
I think I've seen your channel come and go on my top page/dashboard and just happened to click on this particular video. While I imagine it's only natural for your fans and followers to wonder what happened, I can't imagine anyone blaming you for suddenly and quietly going on hiatus from your channel given what happened. I hope your dad, you and your whole family are doing better and that he makes a full recovery. Best wishes to all of you.
I am happy that your dad is responding to the treatment. My father was diagnosed with multiple myeloma in 2016. Which coincidentally was also the same year I had my first born. For the sake of you not having to google it, it is a blood cancer that attacks his bones. We were lucky they found it before it had gotten to stage 2, but he did end up having to have a stem cell replacement procedure which has reduced the cancer to almost zero. He still has to be on a pill that is a management dose of chemo because if he is off of it completely it starts to come back. I will say that when the cancer is under control the next hardest stage is watching your dad age so fast while on a management dose. The brain fog is real too so even though it gets really hard to not be upset when he forgets things or insists his memory is better than yours, try to be patient because that is not under his control. I hope your dad continues to improve and you keep enjoying your little one.
I became a caregiver for my dad for the last year of his life. He didn't have cancer, but a rare brain disease that has no known treatments or cure (It's called Progressive Supranuclear Palsy). I dropped a LOT of things to step up. I've said it's the hardest thing I've ever had the privilege to do. It takes a strain that many will never understand. Enjoy these precious moments and remember to find the time to smile. It will mean more than you know. Much love to you and your family!
I’m so sorry! I was just about to post your video in my theater community group- it’s kind of crazy the kind of people that improvisers are connected with! My partner died of a brain tumor a year ago so I really wanted to help somebody who’s having a much better outcome than we did. I’m hoping that your dad eventually gets to meet him or at least has fun in Los Angeles. 🖖
As a stage 3 survivor myself, I wish you and your dad the very best. I know how much it sucks and like, for me at least, it was harder for the people around me than myself, because it obviously made them feel very powerless. But yea anyway, good luck!
My wife was diagnosed with Acute Leukemia almost 2 years ago. She ended up disabled, bed-bound, had her stomach cut open, and almost died. I used to have to wipe her.. or transfer her to the bedside toilet, I rehabbed her myself. I did all of it on my own (besides doctors and nurses) while running a business, I pulled probably more all-nighters then I can count. Most nights were 3 hours of sleep. I did this for around 8 months. Its incredibly tough, but you can get through it. It feels like it happened so long ago now, or it was some alternate reality. My wife has been in remission for most of that time now, and is 80% recovered, she will never be able to drive or work again due to eye-sight issues (hypoxia), but, she's still living her best life. Best of luck! I'm rooting for you!
Hey listen, you're the type of youtuber that I don't expect to have content pumped out constantly. Especially after you had your precious baby! I always hoped we get new content but I just patiently waited because I know life is a thing. Your best content comes from your life and if it takes a while to make a video, then that's just what it is. I'm so happy you gave us an update! YT algo didn't even let me know you had a new video until today (3 days later), but I was so happy to see it! You give us some real sincere shit and that's what is really nice about your content. I'm a 30-something chinese/mexican female (soon to be married to my best friend of over a dozen years!), in California, and I just want to send you all my love! Your videos help give a lot of perspective that hopefully aids viewers in their own journeys. I feel similarly with my own fiancé/best friend in that there are many things that would have been so much more miserable without their support and compassion and steady nature. It is wonderful you can watch your relationship developed with your husband/daughter and use it to push forward in your own relationship with your dad. I had a rough time with my family growing up but it is through my fiancé that I can hopefully make meaningful connections where gaps are. The way you so succinctly plan and talk about through these videos is very well thought out and we can see the effort placed in it. Don't feel afraid to get into the nitty gritty. I think your viewers can handle real situations and by sharing, you can really help others not feel so alone about similar situations as well. There's a million ways we, as humans, go through things, and your drop in the perspective-bucket is nothing but help. Btw, loving your fuller face. You're looking amazing, confident, sexy, cute! Please continue to eat well! Food is so healing. Find comfort and connection in it, even during these hard times.
So very glad that your Dad is improving. You've been greatly missed, I hope things carry on getting better. While this is embarrassingly little compared to your lost income from yourube, hopefully you at least can snag a favourite snack from your konbini of choice (Lawson cream puff would be my pick). Best wishes.
Omg Senpai. I’m glad there is some progression against your dad’s cancer! Don’t have to apologize to anyone. Family first ne? My mom battled cancer and fortunately beat it so there is definitely hope out there. I would reach out to the local Japan Society in LA if they have any contacts. They did a Japan Hertiage day when Ohtani was playing against the Mets in NYC. Btw does Airi-Chan have a Gameboy???? Gamer gurrllll🎉
Thank you so much 💛 you've always been such an amazing supporter of mine. I appreciate every comment. And that's a great idea about Japan Society in LA. I've reached out to a few organizations and if I don't hear back in the next day or so, I will reach out to them! Thank you for the great idea.
I've been pretty much the sole caregiver to my parents for over 10 years. Sadly, my dad passed 2 years back. I'm still the sole caregiver for my mom. It was extremely challenging when I first dropped everything and asked my boss for a work transfer which was 3 hours away around 12 years ago. I'm so thankful that my work allowed the transfer but changing everything to balance work, caregiving, and doctor appointments were so daunting. My dad was the most severe since it was always downhill going in and out of the hospital. My mom was mostly just maintaining to keep her out of the hospital. Even so, juggling 2 people and work was incredibly hard. I didn't ask for too much help at all, which I should have. I was pretty much running myself ragged mentally and physically but I kept telling myself that I had to do it. When my dad passed 2 years ago, my mom started going downhill fast and ended up going in and out of the hospital. The hospital cycle started all over again but I still had to power through it. It's somewhat better now and still thankful to my workplace that allows me to work from home still to take care of my mom. It's still a struggle mentally and I do get to dark moments ever so often but I can't stay there for the sake of my mom. It's just mental mind games that I keep having to fight over and over to keep moving forward. There is a little light at the end but the trip there is a long one. I know I'll get there someday but I've had to push so many things aside such as job promotions, friends, and even my life itself. I'll still manage somehow since I still have time. Sorry if it's it sounds so jumbled but with what you're going through, I can understand for the majority of it. I'm not married or have any kids so I can't really relate on that aspect but I'm glad you have the support system that can help you mentally and physically. I didn't have too much of that even though I could have, I didn't want to be a burden. Sorry it's so long, I guess I just needed to let it out a bit.
It’s totally understandable to take a break when dealing with family and health. Sucks how youtube works and you lose subs and sponsors if you take a break but it can all be rebuilt while the time with your dad cannot be relived. Some of us are still here and wish you and your dad the best in these times. Plus you have a kid so i know your time is precious. Shoutout to your husband for being there supporting you. I hope someone out there knows a way for your dad to meet the baseball player!
Girl! You NEVER have to apologize! Family is ALWAYS first. So sorry this happened to your Dad and your family. I understand all this so much. My Mom has a rare. cancer of cutaneous t cell lyphoma and other health issues. My Pops had a massive heart attack and his heart is at 30 to 40% output. I have been helping for about 10 years now. I can't imagine having a little one to take care of in the midst. So glad you have your hubby also. It has been hard going through while single.
Health first, channel later, always. That includes the health of family and other close ones. I most definitely hope you are able to make your dad's dream come true.
My Dad had lung cancer last year and after our journey of chemo, a surgery, and some unexpected scary moments, he’s in remission now and I feel so blessed but it was scary. I went dark a few times myself. But once we got that hope we knew we could get through it. Sending blessings to you and your families way! ❤ Hang in there!
You don’t have to apologize for anything. My dad also had lymphoma in 2015 (and also lost his battle). It’s terrifying to go through with caregiving. I can’t begin to imagine what you’ve gone through and I’m sorry that you have to. I have a feeling that Airi will see this one day and realize how hard working her mom is
God, I saw your thumbnail and thought maybe you were leaving RUclips for some reason, but this still really sucks and I'm so sorry you have to deal with this. I don't have any kids (and don't plan to) but I'm sure it would suck even worse if I did have a kid and also have to deal with my parent's health declining. I really hope your dad gets through this and you have many more years with him and your daughter can have some good times with her grandfather too. Good luck Reina!
My dad past away a few weeks ago having colon cancer. My mom was basically 24/7 caregiving with supplemental care from myself and it really is hard. I don’t think you need to apologize for taking a break. It really is physically and emotionally tough. During the process we met and talked with a lot of people that have had cancer in remission and you might want to help supplement the cancer fighting with “Fucoidan” brown algae. We heard some first hand amazing stories from japanese american’s taking that and beating stage 4 cancer. My dad was taking it and it was helping his cancer but unfortunately he developed other complications during the process. Hope your dad recovers and you get to spend quality happy time with him and your baby ❤
You don’t ever need to apologise for being gone. You’ve been going through so much lately, and you needed to make sure to take care of yourself and your family. ❤ Sending you all the love in the world!
Been following you since Source Fed days, and girl, life happens. I was my ex finances caregiver during her battle with cancer, during COVID and words cannot describe the challenges, the ups and downs during treatments, to ppl stares..etc. No one can prepare for this type of situation until you in the middle of it. Take it day by day ma'am, and while it does seem impossible at times, make time for you, even if it's for 5 min. If you ever need to talk/vent (and this goes to anyone in the comments) I am here to lend a ear.
Glad to see you! I watched my grandmother get cancer and helped take care of her until she passed in 2001. Then losing my mom suddenly in 2015 I have an idea the struggle you are going through. I'm hoping the best you are doing an amazing job with difficult circumstances.❤
Reina, I am so sorry you and your family are going through such a difficult time. There is no need for you to feel sorry for putting your full attention and energy towards taking care of your family. I hope you’re also able to find ways to take care of yourself. You are doing a great job.
I'm so sorry you've been going through so much. Sending so much love to you, your dad and your family in general. And I really hope your dad'll be able to at least meet Ohtani, even if he can't watch him play in LA
In no way should you apologize, family comes first and your supporters will understand and care about you. Deepest well wishes for your father's continued recovery. I don't know what kind of relationship you have with Phil, but I'd start there. He's already plugged in to the community and may well know who to reach out to with the Angels organization. Best of luck!!!
dont apologise for taking time off to go help look after your dad and your family! we are all here sending you and you family lots of love and support during this hard time! we love and care for you hun
I lost my grandparents within a year of each other. My grandmother had beaten cancer but unfortunately it returned for a second time. I know the relationship with grandparents versus parents is different but my experience is still confusing, hurt, and I still feel its lasting impacts. It took me awhile to get back into the grove of my hobbies and passions, one of them being content creation so please don’t apologize for the break. He’s in my thoughts and I hope he can achieve his Ohtani dream! ❤
Jesus... I had no idea... I thought you were gone because you needed some time for your child. I'm so sorry to hear about all that, but we wish nothing but the best for you, your family and of course your dad, so don't be sorry for disappearing for such a long time. Take as much time as you need. Those who really care about you, will still love and support you, no matter what. We appreciate you for making our lives better, so of course we send all of our love and support to you. Stay strong, my dear.
I'm in chemo for non-Hodgkins lymphoma and at the same time a full time caregiver for my father with dimentia. I totally feel you! Stay strong! One day at a time.
I'm so sorry about your dad, unfortunately lung cancer isn't just for smokers So much love for you and your family and I hope you all feel better soon and hope your dad gets better ❤❤❤❤❤
I know exactly what you're going through. I'm taking care of my mother, who has been diagnosed with stage 4 melanoma as an only child, small business owner, and losing my dad last year. I know the struggle both mentally and physically exhausted, so yeah no need to apologize
the exact same thing happened to my dad. never smoked, generally healthy, then bam, stage 4 lung cancer. dropped everything, flew back home and stayed with him for months with other family. Its exhausting on the busy days and mentally taxing on the nothing days to just grasp the reality of the situation. said all that to say, no apologies are needed, and I hope that content creation provides you a sense of normalcy, mental clarity, and above all enough solace to continue navigating your dads recovery. I wasnt a subscriber before (oops!), but im subscribing now because i remember enjoying your videos ^^
I am so sorry to hear this, my dad (also a non-smoker) was diagnosed with lung cancer in late 2019, early 2020, they tried chemo as well, unfortunately he got a bad bacterial infection during his first session, to the point of becoming delusional, so they weren't able to perform any more, and he died not too long after that, during the first few months of the lockdown. My sister & I drove from Chicago to Florida, and were able to be there with him & our mom at the end. I can't imagine trying to go thru anything like that while also having a baby to take care of as well, so it is completely understandable for everything else to become less important.
I had a cancer scare with my dad earlier.. I cant even think straight, everything seemed to be an emotional trigger to me (insurances, life insurances etc) you dont have to apologize nor explain yourself. Dont strain yourself and make all moments count and always, always, always be positive. I do always believe that what you give out to the universe, will spring right backnat you, so give out positivity and may your papa respond to the treatment well!
I have seen and have personally known loss of many people, especially to cancer. However, my own father has beaten it, and I personally helped 4 other friends to overcome and even reverse and cure cancer. It is absolutely possible, and anyone can take simple everyday steps to either prevent or to defeat it; even stage 4! I'll gladly share what I know with you Reina so that you may help your father to recover. Chemo should only be temporary until the body strengthens and can heal itself. We must give our body, mind and soul everything it needs daily to fight and win. Hope comes from knowing that all things are possible. Look forward to talking with you soon to share more. God bless you and your happy family 🙏❤ Keep Moving Forward with Positive Expectations!
I lost my dad to cancer 19yrs ago. I regret not spending more time with him as he got worse. I had to run his business. Keep doing what you need to. ❤❤ hugs!
Family is one of the most important things, so no need to apologize for any sort of thing for that. Please stay well, stay safe, and best wishes for everything for you.
I'm sorry your family is going through this. In 2022 my mom was diagnosed with stage 4 adenocarcinoma. She passed away the day before she was scheduled to start chemo therapy. I am so glad you dad is responding well to the chemo treatments!
Oh sweet Reina!! I’m so sorry. Sending love to you and your family. Caregiving burnout is real though I totally understand where you’re coming from. My mom had a stroke and I was her caretaker for about 5 years. it’s a lot. You’re strong! And you so didn’t need to apologize. Life happens unfortunately and sometimes you need to step away. 🩵
The last thing I think you owe any of us is an apology. Life came at you sideways and you did the right thing in caring for your dad. And you've got a 10-month old daughter, too! You're amazing! You're an amazing daughter and an amazing mother. Thank you for the update video and I'm glad to know your dad is doing better. Much love for you and your family.
💛thank you for this kindhearted comment. As with most hardships, there is an ebb and a flow. When things are bad, everything hurts and it's difficult to think straight. When things are good, you want to hold onto that feeling and hope that it stays. Right now, we are holding onto the good and comments like yours helps to preserve the positivity. Thank you again
Please come back to us! We’ll be waiting for you!
@@reinascully Hey Reina, I first learned of your work through SourceFed, and you're the only ex-host I've followed literally since middle school. Your tenacity, energy, and kindness was something that encouraged me to keep going through those tough years, and for that I'll be eternally grateful. Please keep being amazing. Please keep your head up. You're an astounding mother, daughter, and content creator, and I'm sure I can speak for us all when I say you'll forever garner our respect, patience, and support. So never beat yourself up or hold yourself back. From what you've shared and what I've witnessed for over a decade, there's no room to question whether you're just a "good" person on screen. The strength you've exemplified through your consistent perseverance, benevolence, and altruism is simply astonishing. Keep on pressing, but take all the time you need to do what you gotta do for you and yours because we'll always be here cheering for you! ❤
this x100000
Okay, so update on the Ohtani thing... Apparently his locker was cleared out and he (2nd update) just went in for his Tommy John surgery. So... sadly for us, that's not happening. I can't lie, I'm pretty sad about this one. Really thought I'd be able to take my dad to our first baseball game together.
*edit: his sighting in Japan was fake (or old) he is currently recovering in LA after his procedure
Nuuuuu. Try to air tackle him in Japan
Maybe someone in Japan knows him and can arrange an impromptu game for your dad?
I know, trust me, I know how empty other people's atempts at cheering you up may seem, especially when it doesn't seem possible for them to know how you feel, but I really hope you know that a lot of us are behind you, and though we may not be able to do anything directly, we are cheering for you. You are always in our thoughts, and we hope that things keep moving in a positive direction.
Also, don't feel the need to appologise for being inactive on here, even if many people have left the channel, a lot of us will always stand by you no matter how much time you need.
Please remember to take care of yourself as well. Not just for your father, who needs you to be healthy, but for yourself, and your family.
I don't want to seem condescending or anything like that, I just want you to remember that we are here for you.
Sorry if my english isn't very good, it's not my first language
@@もちの花 Your English is very good and your sentiments are heart felt
Fuuck, maybe your dad could still meet him?get an Autographed ball possibly
It's not much but I wanted to show my thanks for all your content over the years. You don't owe us an apology, life threw you a curveball and you handled it with kindness and grace. Your family is so lucky to have you.
This is incredibly kind of you and very meaningful to me. Thank you so much for watching my videos and taking the time to comment and for going so far as to sending me a Super Thanks. I'm the one that's lucky to have a follower like you. Thank you again.
SO HAPPY to find u/cu here(!) Glafs things are improving. You can STILL go to a game! If u do PLEASE let us know when so we can keep a 👀 lookout and say ‘Hi’! & direct y’all to O
I'm almost 30yo.
I was diagnosed with inoperable stage 4 colon cancer back in 2021.
After few chemo cycles I was able to get a surgery because tumours shrunk.
I had to do 40 more cycles of chemo but now I'm NED for 8 months.
Never lose hope.
What you're doing for your dad is amazing.
愛理ちゃん is perfect and Mike seems as wonderful as always. Your dad has a lovely family to support him and I'm so glad for him since I couldn't have gone through all of it without support from my family.
I've been watching you since SF days and as a Japanese wanting to learn english and foreign culture, you're one of my inspiration!
I'm excited for your return but please don't overwork.
Wishing you all the best.
Hi!! Thank you for sharing your story! I'm sorry for what you went through these last years, but like you said Never lose hope! I just wanted to say I'm so happy for you that you are doing better and are NED now! Wishing all the best to you!
Thanks!
I hope this helps cover at least a tiny bit of your costs while you're having a difficult time. All the love ❤
We love you, don't worry
Not much but here you are my friend who has entertained me so much. ❤
This is so incredibly kind of you, thank you so much. It actually means quite a lot to me. Thank you again so much 💛
People unsubscribing because you're not posting is such an odd concept to me. If a channel isn't putting anything out it just means nothing is showing up in my feed, and I wouldn't even think about it. Best of luck to your family!
That is a very intense combination of bitter and sweet in the first year of being a mom. But it's good to hear your father is responding well. Please don't apologize and good luck with the trip!
Thank you very much ❤ it’s been a rollercoaster but hopefully we’ll continue to see an upswing
Thanks for everything over the years. Wishing you, your family and your dad all the best!
How does one send money this way?
@@Travelbug50 press the heart button and it should give you the option.
Thank you so kindly 💛 it means so much. Not only to me, but also my family
I've been a registered nurse for 5 years and been in healthcare for 10 and the human body is one of the most unpredictable crazy things on this earth. There are seconds between highs and lows with health and it's so confronting. Glad to hear the tumours shrunk and i hope someone can help you achieve his dream ❤️ and I respect you so much for being a great carer for him and finding the strength to do such a hard task and for someone you love - all the best!!
Thank you, both for your comment and for your meaningful insight as a registered nurse; what an incredible profession as well. It truly has been an unpredictable crazy time. But the recent good news has been an absolute blessing in every way. Thank you again 💛
Because I've been a follower for so long, and you've taught me so much! Hang in there. ❤️
I lost my dad to cancer last year. Trust me - you won’t regret anything you’re doing for and with him now. The fact you all have rallied around him is fantastic! Keep doing what you’re doing.
I am so truly sorry for your loss… I hope you and your family are able to find peace. I know it’s difficult… thank you for the kind & personal comment. ❤
Sending all our love Reina
Thank you so much Jess 💛 love you, too
How do people actively unsubscribe even if a channel doesn't post for awhile? I swear I still have channels subscribed to that haven't posted in a decade. No need to apologize in the midst of such circumstances
Also, prayers to you and your family going through a time such as this. Taking care of a loved one going through such a thing (and raising a newborn) is absolutely exhausting, mentally, physically and spiritually. Grace and support to you.
the bot accounts get deleted and new bots arent being subbed because of the inactivity
Sometimes I unsubscribe if the channel hasn't posted in years to declutter my subscription list
It's funny because there are RUclipsrs that have tens of millions of subscribers, but they only have 100,000 views on their videos.
My dad passed just last year in October overseas. Sudden heart attack and I’m still grieving and my mom is struggling with feeling the loss. Please don’t apologize for showing up for other aspects of your life. Thanks for being so open with your life and creating this community.
As someone who has lost multiple family members to cancer i can only hope your father can put cancer in its space and stand above it .
You never have to apologize for taking time for you and your family. I’m so relieved of your dad’s good signs of recovery and so happy for little baby Airi. None of this exists without you, so for all your loyal subscribers like us, the best thing you can do is take great care of you mama. We’ll be here for you the way you’ve been there for us 💕
Thank you so much for the thoughtful & reassuring comment, it was very sweet of you 💛
I just recently found your video because my husband and I are going to be going to Japan at the end of next year and I really want to start learning the language and not be somewhat self-sufficient I guess. I just saw this video and I just want to give you my heartfelt condolences and hugs and prayers for you and your family. I don’t know if you’ll ever see this message but I just hope you know you’re not alone and I am very happy that you have such an amazing partner in your lifecan help you while you’re helping your father
Well wishes for your new little family Reina. Sorry to hear about your father's struggles and you are such a kind daughter. I know your child will be as kind as you and very happy your husband is so supportive.
No apologies needed. Enjoy your time with your dad and your family. That's all that's important right now. Love your content and thank you for keeping us entertained.
This is honestly so much money… thank you so so much for the extremely generous superthanks and the kind comment ❤ it means a lot to me. Thank you
I can’t imagine what you and the family are going through. I very much enjoy your content. All the best.
It brings me great joy & pride that you enjoy my content, I can’t thank you enough for the lovely comment and for the generous superthanks. Thank you, truly ❤
I am hoping with all my heart that your trip to LA is the best time ever.
you are truly too kind... thank you so much for the heartfelt comment and for the Super Thanks.
Tough News.
I work as a caregiver at a Hospice Care Center & It was after being a caregiver for both of my parents that I discovered that it was a calling for me.
It's Extremely Tough & I understand, to a degree what you're going through.
Draw as much strength from your Husband & Child!
RUclips is youtube but Life Happens & it's really nice to see you back on the platform!
Happy to hear about the trip you're taking your Father on!
Safe Travels & Enjoy as much as possible!
My grandad passed away in late July, not from cancer but it was so quick- 6 weeks since his visit to hospital, he passed. About a month after my grandad passed, my elderly neighbour who is one of the nicest people I've met got diagnosed with lung cancer but every time they did a scan it spread extremely fast, he did a few rounds of radiation for pain relief and got sent to palliative care but is coming home with help from his grandson and my mum + community nurses. I'm emotionally drained and I'm not in my mum's shoes who is caring for me & my neighbour after the emotional burnout she experienced with my grandad.
Life can get really rough randomly, I'm sending you & you family all my love.
Someone I know is going through this so this is helpful to know we are not alone. It sucks :( I hope your dad feels better soon!! Glad the cancer is reducing and that you got Mike + Airi! The best you can do is take things day by day. Thank you for your thoughts, I’ve been listening to a couple of podcasts but all they do is make me cry lmao
I am so sorry that you know someone going through this. I, too find some peace in knowing I’m not alone- so thank you so much. For both commenting and for the SuperThanks, that is so kind and generous of you… podcasts / listening to others stories also makes me weep endlessly, but if you have any good suggestions please let me know! Thank you again
All the best to you and your dad. Stay strong! I still remember my parents struggeling when my grandfather was diagnosed with cancer. I was too young to help then, but now I can in small ways.
Thank you so kindly for the superthanks and for your comment ❤ cancer is always so tough, on everyone around the individual, too. I’m sure your family is deeply appreciative of your help and that it’s much bigger than you think.
Reina, I am glad that your Dad is responding well to treatment. You are doing so well in such a difficult time for your whole family. I hope your Dad can meet Ohtani either in Japan or LA.
I hope he can meet Ohtani one day, too. Thank you so much for the superthanks and for the incredibly kind & supportive comment. ❤ it means a lot
Back around 2007, my dad was first diagnosed with colon cancer. Since then, it’s basically been a revolving door of cancer diagnosis: get treatment, go into remission… then get diagnosed with a new cancer - get treatment, go into remission… And so on. At this point, cancer is just a chronic disease. Lately, he’s been dealing with cancerous cells in his lungs, brain and bones (hip, collarbone, spine). My dad is the strongest person I know and it hurts to see him struggle, to continually be dealt these shitty hands. I’m almost 38 and my husband and I are about to start fertility treatments. I’m an only child and I fear my dad will not be able to meet his grandbaby. Reina, stay strong. I send my best wishes to you and your dad and the rest of your family.
Your content gave me much joy over the time I've been following you, so I want to give you something back. Don't give up on your Dads dream, it's still possible to come true, even if it's not the way you hoped for.
I am weeping as I reply to you- there are not enough ways to thank you for such a lovely comment. I am so happy my content can bring you joy. You never have to give me anything in return for that- your watching my videos is more than enough. So truly, thank you so so much ❤
Thank you for all your videos over the years. I first saw you on Source Fed and your language videos after motivated me to start learning Japanese again (studied when I was young). I lost my father a few years ago and have many regrets that I wasn't there for as much as I could have been so I very much understand the need to be there and do what you can. I very much hope you are able to find a way for your father to meet Ohtani even if he cannot watch him play in LA. Good fortune to you and your family.
I am so deeply sorry for your loss. It gets easier to live day to day, but the ache doesn’t really get easier. I, to a degree, absolutely understand the regret after having lost my stepdad. I was a bit younger and it felt like I couldn’t do much, but I probably could have. It fills my heart to know that you saw me on SourceFed & found my language videos motivating. Thank you so much for taking the time to write such a thoughtful comment & for the incredibly generous superthanks ❤ you must truly be a lovely human being. I’m so lucky to have an audience like you.
It isn't much, but take this as a thanks for being a good human, a great mother, and a great daughter to your father. Ganbare Reina! 👑
This is so kind of you. Thank you so much ❤ for both the lovely comment & for the super thanks
Thanks for the content over the years. Don't apologize for focusing on family. It's the best thing to do in this situation
Thank you so much- you are right. There’s no other option than to focus on family. ❤
No apologies needed at all! We're so happy to hear that things are improving enough to take this trip, so much love to all of you ❤️❤️❤️
This is such a tough thing to deal with. I recently visited someone my father knew who had helped him when my grandfather experienced a brain aneurism. I nearly lost my own father when he has an aortic aneurism and thankfully he was working near a hospital that was extremely well equipped to deal with what he was going through. Fortunately a doctor in the emergency room at that time was able to intervene and keep things from becoming surgical. I don't know where I would be now without the intervention of this doctor. I have been following you since SourceFed. I continue to wish all the best to you and your family and hope that you continue to prosper despite whatever challenges come your way.
Being the main caretaker is really hard. My mom and I took care of my grandparents when they were sick until they passed away. Please know that my heart goes out to you as you take care of your dad and your sweet baby. You are doing great and I’m cheering you on 💕
I lost my mom to cancer when I was 14. Just a month after my grandma passed from the same. Cancer is an absolute bitch and I hope your dad gets further on the mend
We'll always be here, R.♥️ Some may drop off, but the core will always be here.
So sorry to hear about your dad, hope he can get to meet Ohtani...!🙏🙏
Please take good care of yourself and your family.❤🫂
I know how you feel with all the cancer stuff with your Dad. And thank you for giving space to let me vent too.
Back in 2019, the beginning of the year, my Dad found a lump on his neck. They did surgery to check, it turned out to be tonsil cancer that spread to the lymph nodes in his neck.
He started chemo and radiation in February, for 7 weeks, lasted till the end of April. I destroyed my work schedule for him, waking up at 5am and driving him home because the treatment would knock him out. After his treatment was completely finished, he had some time before he had to return to work, he thanked me by taking me to see the ocean. We got home early May. I went to check on my mom for mother's day because she wasn't answering her phone. Come to find out, I was so busy helping my dad everyday, that my mom's health was so bad. (my parents were seperated at the time and I lived with my dad) I hadn't seen her in months and my sister and I had to call an ambulance because we found her unresponsive on the floor. Two weeks later in the hospital and she was gone. I didn't know she was so bad. It was such a shock. I miss her every single day. Luckily my Dad is in remission and I take care of him as best as I can. But 2019 was hands down the worst year of my life.
So I know the feeling, the stress and fear of what you're going through Raina. Thank you for sharing your story and thank you for letting me share mine
As someone who has dealt with 3 family members with cancer (2 entered hospice and are no longer with us) I just want to say I'm glad your dad is doing better. As one of the primary care giver at the time just being 17-18 y.o in highschool as well I know how daunting of a task it can be. Having someone willing to support you during this time is such a relief, at the time I was dating my now Wife at 24 and as much as I wished they were both still here I know they impacted me very much few years later as an adult who finally found his footing in the world of cyber security. Cherishing the time you have with loved ones is a great thing and am glad to hear you are able to do this with your dad especially with him doing better. One of my biggest regrets is not spending as much time with my Uncle so hearing that you are doing that trip and in general spending time with your dad is such a great thing to me. I am sure he will be doing just fine and wish you and your family nothing but the best. Looking forward to the vids when you are able too upload!
I am so deeply sorry for your loss and hardships. It's all an immense struggle, especially at such a young age. You must know that you've done more than enough and that your efforts and love will forever be appreciated. There's never enough time, I've learned. But the effort really does help. Thank you kindly for sharing your personal story and for taking the time to watch my video and comment. 💛
take all the time you need, we will still be here.
I'm sorry you're going through so much and only hope your dad gets better! Sending thoughts and prayers. Please take all the time with your family that you need. I can understand this as I'm the only person for either of my parents. They're both divorced and not remarried and I'm the only child they have left.
Please also don't forget about yourself and take care of your health. Stress is easy to ignore, which makes getting sick even easier.
Thanks for sharing! Sending all the love and support I can while you support your family!❤❤❤
That is an awesome request. If I knew anyone that could facilitate it, I would help.
I lost my brother in 09 to an unknown type of cancer. The last few months of his life was very hard on my family as we took care of him. I'm glad your situation with your dad is improving.
Best of luck with your request.
Hey, just know that you are not alone. Last year my mother's breast cancer metastasized to her pleura, and like you, I was the one caring for her. She had to have pleuracentesis a few times and had other health complications over the year that made cancer treatment difficult. I'm glad your dad has had improvement, good luck to his and your health.
Having a baby is hard enough with the amount of work. It's hard work so I cannot imagine the added work and stress. I am so sorry about your dads diagnosis. I am glad he is fighting and you can do these wonderful things with him. Give him all the happy memories you can.
My grandma had stage 4 cancer and didn't want to fight. I never got to take her on her dream trip because she didn't fight and was gone within 2 months. I have lots of regrets and sorrow over it.
I hope your dad has an amazing trip and you find a way to at least get a meet and greet for your father. Best wishes Reina. 💖
Sorry to hear such news. We assumed your absence was health related in some way. Be well! We (me and the wife) have been here since SourceFed, and we will be here as long as your willing to share with us.
You DO NOT owe anyone an apology. I don't watch your channel much, but I know for a fact that this is totally out of your control. I send you my deepest sympathies for everything you've gone through, and the pain you're still going through.
I hope you and your family are able to find some peace soon, so so SO sorry you're going through this. Cancer is... It's just awful. I know because I lost a dog to it, and it was one of the most painful experiences in my life.
Wishing you well, and rooting for your father. 🖤
My mother went through an hyper aggressive type of breast cancer, she under went aggressive and experimental treatment...it was rough. My wife and I just had our first child, I cannot imagine handling both a new baby and an ill parent all at once. Glad Mike is, as always such a big column of support, sets a good example for the rest of us. I hope everything works out.
I am so sorry your mother had to go through that... I am praying that she is well after such an ordeal. My dad is actually in a clinical trial for two types of chemo as well. I agree- though hopeful, it's rough. And congratulations on your first child, that's such beautiful news. Thank you for your comment and sharing your struggles with me. I wish you and your family nothing but the best 💛
I think I've seen your channel come and go on my top page/dashboard and just happened to click on this particular video. While I imagine it's only natural for your fans and followers to wonder what happened, I can't imagine anyone blaming you for suddenly and quietly going on hiatus from your channel given what happened. I hope your dad, you and your whole family are doing better and that he makes a full recovery. Best wishes to all of you.
I am happy that your dad is responding to the treatment. My father was diagnosed with multiple myeloma in 2016. Which coincidentally was also the same year I had my first born. For the sake of you not having to google it, it is a blood cancer that attacks his bones. We were lucky they found it before it had gotten to stage 2, but he did end up having to have a stem cell replacement procedure which has reduced the cancer to almost zero. He still has to be on a pill that is a management dose of chemo because if he is off of it completely it starts to come back. I will say that when the cancer is under control the next hardest stage is watching your dad age so fast while on a management dose. The brain fog is real too so even though it gets really hard to not be upset when he forgets things or insists his memory is better than yours, try to be patient because that is not under his control. I hope your dad continues to improve and you keep enjoying your little one.
I became a caregiver for my dad for the last year of his life. He didn't have cancer, but a rare brain disease that has no known treatments or cure (It's called Progressive Supranuclear Palsy). I dropped a LOT of things to step up. I've said it's the hardest thing I've ever had the privilege to do. It takes a strain that many will never understand. Enjoy these precious moments and remember to find the time to smile. It will mean more than you know. Much love to you and your family!
Much love to you!!!
I’m so sorry! I was just about to post your video in my theater community group- it’s kind of crazy the kind of people that improvisers are connected with!
My partner died of a brain tumor a year ago so I really wanted to help somebody who’s having a much better outcome than we did. I’m hoping that your dad eventually gets to meet him or at least has fun in Los Angeles. 🖖
As a stage 3 survivor myself, I wish you and your dad the very best. I know how much it sucks and like, for me at least, it was harder for the people around me than myself, because it obviously made them feel very powerless. But yea anyway, good luck!
Wow, that is incredible ❤ congratulations! Your personal anecdote gives me a lot of hope & light. Thank you for commenting
My wife was diagnosed with Acute Leukemia almost 2 years ago.
She ended up disabled, bed-bound, had her stomach cut open, and almost died.
I used to have to wipe her.. or transfer her to the bedside toilet, I rehabbed her myself.
I did all of it on my own (besides doctors and nurses) while running a business, I pulled probably more all-nighters then I can count.
Most nights were 3 hours of sleep.
I did this for around 8 months.
Its incredibly tough, but you can get through it.
It feels like it happened so long ago now, or it was some alternate reality.
My wife has been in remission for most of that time now, and is 80% recovered, she will never be able to drive or work again due to eye-sight issues (hypoxia), but, she's still living her best life.
Best of luck! I'm rooting for you!
Hey listen, you're the type of youtuber that I don't expect to have content pumped out constantly. Especially after you had your precious baby! I always hoped we get new content but I just patiently waited because I know life is a thing. Your best content comes from your life and if it takes a while to make a video, then that's just what it is. I'm so happy you gave us an update! YT algo didn't even let me know you had a new video until today (3 days later), but I was so happy to see it! You give us some real sincere shit and that's what is really nice about your content.
I'm a 30-something chinese/mexican female (soon to be married to my best friend of over a dozen years!), in California, and I just want to send you all my love! Your videos help give a lot of perspective that hopefully aids viewers in their own journeys. I feel similarly with my own fiancé/best friend in that there are many things that would have been so much more miserable without their support and compassion and steady nature. It is wonderful you can watch your relationship developed with your husband/daughter and use it to push forward in your own relationship with your dad. I had a rough time with my family growing up but it is through my fiancé that I can hopefully make meaningful connections where gaps are.
The way you so succinctly plan and talk about through these videos is very well thought out and we can see the effort placed in it. Don't feel afraid to get into the nitty gritty. I think your viewers can handle real situations and by sharing, you can really help others not feel so alone about similar situations as well. There's a million ways we, as humans, go through things, and your drop in the perspective-bucket is nothing but help.
Btw, loving your fuller face. You're looking amazing, confident, sexy, cute! Please continue to eat well! Food is so healing. Find comfort and connection in it, even during these hard times.
So very glad that your Dad is improving. You've been greatly missed, I hope things carry on getting better. While this is embarrassingly little compared to your lost income from yourube, hopefully you at least can snag a favourite snack from your konbini of choice (Lawson cream puff would be my pick). Best wishes.
My condolences.
thank you kindly
That was more grave than I had intended, my apologies. @@reinascully
@@miaththered condolences are offered during hard times, no worries
Thank you for the update. I'm sorry that was why you were gone. Fingers crossed the improvements continue!!
Omg Senpai. I’m glad there is some progression against your dad’s cancer! Don’t have to apologize to anyone. Family first ne? My mom battled cancer and fortunately beat it so there is definitely hope out there.
I would reach out to the local Japan Society in LA if they have any contacts. They did a Japan Hertiage day when Ohtani was playing against the Mets in NYC.
Btw does Airi-Chan have a Gameboy???? Gamer gurrllll🎉
Thank you so much 💛 you've always been such an amazing supporter of mine. I appreciate every comment. And that's a great idea about Japan Society in LA. I've reached out to a few organizations and if I don't hear back in the next day or so, I will reach out to them! Thank you for the great idea.
@@reinascully I hope your dad meets him and I also hope your dad can tell him to sign with the Yankees next year!
I've been pretty much the sole caregiver to my parents for over 10 years. Sadly, my dad passed 2 years back. I'm still the sole caregiver for my mom. It was extremely challenging when I first dropped everything and asked my boss for a work transfer which was 3 hours away around 12 years ago. I'm so thankful that my work allowed the transfer but changing everything to balance work, caregiving, and doctor appointments were so daunting. My dad was the most severe since it was always downhill going in and out of the hospital. My mom was mostly just maintaining to keep her out of the hospital. Even so, juggling 2 people and work was incredibly hard. I didn't ask for too much help at all, which I should have. I was pretty much running myself ragged mentally and physically but I kept telling myself that I had to do it. When my dad passed 2 years ago, my mom started going downhill fast and ended up going in and out of the hospital. The hospital cycle started all over again but I still had to power through it. It's somewhat better now and still thankful to my workplace that allows me to work from home still to take care of my mom. It's still a struggle mentally and I do get to dark moments ever so often but I can't stay there for the sake of my mom. It's just mental mind games that I keep having to fight over and over to keep moving forward. There is a little light at the end but the trip there is a long one. I know I'll get there someday but I've had to push so many things aside such as job promotions, friends, and even my life itself. I'll still manage somehow since I still have time. Sorry if it's it sounds so jumbled but with what you're going through, I can understand for the majority of it. I'm not married or have any kids so I can't really relate on that aspect but I'm glad you have the support system that can help you mentally and physically. I didn't have too much of that even though I could have, I didn't want to be a burden. Sorry it's so long, I guess I just needed to let it out a bit.
It’s totally understandable to take a break when dealing with family and health. Sucks how youtube works and you lose subs and sponsors if you take a break but it can all be rebuilt while the time with your dad cannot be relived. Some of us are still here and wish you and your dad the best in these times. Plus you have a kid so i know your time is precious. Shoutout to your husband for being there supporting you. I hope someone out there knows a way for your dad to meet the baseball player!
Girl! You NEVER have to apologize! Family is ALWAYS first. So sorry this happened to your Dad and your family. I understand all this so much. My Mom has a rare. cancer of cutaneous t cell lyphoma and other health issues. My Pops had a massive heart attack and his heart is at 30 to 40% output. I have been helping for about 10 years now. I can't imagine having a little one to take care of in the midst. So glad you have your hubby also. It has been hard going through while single.
You’re amazing. Stay strong and good vibes and love sent your way
Health first, channel later, always. That includes the health of family and other close ones.
I most definitely hope you are able to make your dad's dream come true.
My Dad had lung cancer last year and after our journey of chemo, a surgery, and some unexpected scary moments, he’s in remission now and I feel so blessed but it was scary. I went dark a few times myself. But once we got that hope we knew we could get through it. Sending blessings to you and your families way! ❤ Hang in there!
You don’t have to apologize for anything. My dad also had lymphoma in 2015 (and also lost his battle). It’s terrifying to go through with caregiving. I can’t begin to imagine what you’ve gone through and I’m sorry that you have to. I have a feeling that Airi will see this one day and realize how hard working her mom is
Sending support and love to yall ❤
God, I saw your thumbnail and thought maybe you were leaving RUclips for some reason, but this still really sucks and I'm so sorry you have to deal with this. I don't have any kids (and don't plan to) but I'm sure it would suck even worse if I did have a kid and also have to deal with my parent's health declining. I really hope your dad gets through this and you have many more years with him and your daughter can have some good times with her grandfather too. Good luck Reina!
We will always be here, take all the time you need 😢
Sending positive energy for you and your family ❤
My dad past away a few weeks ago having colon cancer. My mom was basically 24/7 caregiving with supplemental care from myself and it really is hard. I don’t think you need to apologize for taking a break. It really is physically and emotionally tough. During the process we met and talked with a lot of people that have had cancer in remission and you might want to help supplement the cancer fighting with “Fucoidan” brown algae. We heard some first hand amazing stories from japanese american’s taking that and beating stage 4 cancer. My dad was taking it and it was helping his cancer but unfortunately he developed other complications during the process. Hope your dad recovers and you get to spend quality happy time with him and your baby ❤
We are here for you and absolutely no need to apologise
You don’t ever need to apologise for being gone. You’ve been going through so much lately, and you needed to make sure to take care of yourself and your family. ❤ Sending you all the love in the world!
Been following you since Source Fed days, and girl, life happens. I was my ex finances caregiver during her battle with cancer, during COVID and words cannot describe the challenges, the ups and downs during treatments, to ppl stares..etc. No one can prepare for this type of situation until you in the middle of it. Take it day by day ma'am, and while it does seem impossible at times, make time for you, even if it's for 5 min. If you ever need to talk/vent (and this goes to anyone in the comments) I am here to lend a ear.
Glad to see you! I watched my grandmother get cancer and helped take care of her until she passed in 2001. Then losing my mom suddenly in 2015 I have an idea the struggle you are going through. I'm hoping the best you are doing an amazing job with difficult circumstances.❤
Reina, I am so sorry you and your family are going through such a difficult time. There is no need for you to feel sorry for putting your full attention and energy towards taking care of your family. I hope you’re also able to find ways to take care of yourself. You are doing a great job.
I'm so sorry you've been going through so much. Sending so much love to you, your dad and your family in general. And I really hope your dad'll be able to at least meet Ohtani, even if he can't watch him play in LA
In no way should you apologize, family comes first and your supporters will understand and care about you. Deepest well wishes for your father's continued recovery.
I don't know what kind of relationship you have with Phil, but I'd start there. He's already plugged in to the community and may well know who to reach out to with the Angels organization. Best of luck!!!
dont apologise for taking time off to go help look after your dad and your family! we are all here sending you and you family lots of love and support during this hard time! we love and care for you hun
I hate that I understand what you are going through. Very similar situation with my mother. All the good vibes to you❤
I lost my grandparents within a year of each other. My grandmother had beaten cancer but unfortunately it returned for a second time. I know the relationship with grandparents versus parents is different but my experience is still confusing, hurt, and I still feel its lasting impacts.
It took me awhile to get back into the grove of my hobbies and passions, one of them being content creation so please don’t apologize for the break.
He’s in my thoughts and I hope he can achieve his Ohtani dream! ❤
your dad's dream to see ohtani play in person is my dream too.
Jesus... I had no idea... I thought you were gone because you needed some time for your child. I'm so sorry to hear about all that, but we wish nothing but the best for you, your family and of course your dad, so don't be sorry for disappearing for such a long time. Take as much time as you need. Those who really care about you, will still love and support you, no matter what. We appreciate you for making our lives better, so of course we send all of our love and support to you. Stay strong, my dear.
I'm in chemo for non-Hodgkins lymphoma and at the same time a full time caregiver for my father with dimentia. I totally feel you! Stay strong! One day at a time.
Your strength is remarkable! Wishing you well ❤ Get well soon
I'm so sorry about your dad, unfortunately lung cancer isn't just for smokers
So much love for you and your family and I hope you all feel better soon and hope your dad gets better ❤❤❤❤❤
At the end of the day family comes first. so dont ever feel the need to apologies. i hope everything goes smooth for you
That is really scary, I lost my mother & father to cancer, hopefully your dad heals quickly, strength & resilience to all of your loved ones & you.
I know exactly what you're going through. I'm taking care of my mother, who has been diagnosed with stage 4 melanoma as an only child, small business owner, and losing my dad last year. I know the struggle both mentally and physically exhausted, so yeah no need to apologize
the exact same thing happened to my dad. never smoked, generally healthy, then bam, stage 4 lung cancer. dropped everything, flew back home and stayed with him for months with other family. Its exhausting on the busy days and mentally taxing on the nothing days to just grasp the reality of the situation.
said all that to say, no apologies are needed, and I hope that content creation provides you a sense of normalcy, mental clarity, and above all enough solace to continue navigating your dads recovery.
I wasnt a subscriber before (oops!), but im subscribing now because i remember enjoying your videos ^^
This is some heavy stuff. My heart goes out to you & your family.
I am so sorry to hear this, my dad (also a non-smoker) was diagnosed with lung cancer in late 2019, early 2020, they tried chemo as well, unfortunately he got a bad bacterial infection during his first session, to the point of becoming delusional, so they weren't able to perform any more, and he died not too long after that, during the first few months of the lockdown. My sister & I drove from Chicago to Florida, and were able to be there with him & our mom at the end. I can't imagine trying to go thru anything like that while also having a baby to take care of as well, so it is completely understandable for everything else to become less important.
I had a cancer scare with my dad earlier.. I cant even think straight, everything seemed to be an emotional trigger to me (insurances, life insurances etc) you dont have to apologize nor explain yourself. Dont strain yourself and make all moments count and always, always, always be positive. I do always believe that what you give out to the universe, will spring right backnat you, so give out positivity and may your papa respond to the treatment well!
I have seen and have personally known loss of many people, especially to cancer. However, my own father has beaten it, and I personally helped 4 other friends to overcome and even reverse and cure cancer. It is absolutely possible, and anyone can take simple everyday steps to either prevent or to defeat it; even stage 4! I'll gladly share what I know with you Reina so that you may help your father to recover. Chemo should only be temporary until the body strengthens and can heal itself. We must give our body, mind and soul everything it needs daily to fight and win. Hope comes from knowing that all things are possible. Look forward to talking with you soon to share more. God bless you and your happy family 🙏❤ Keep Moving Forward with Positive Expectations!
I lost my dad to cancer 19yrs ago. I regret not spending more time with him as he got worse. I had to run his business. Keep doing what you need to. ❤❤ hugs!
Family is one of the most important things, so no need to apologize for any sort of thing for that. Please stay well, stay safe, and best wishes for everything for you.
I'm sorry your family is going through this. In 2022 my mom was diagnosed with stage 4 adenocarcinoma. She passed away the day before she was scheduled to start chemo therapy. I am so glad you dad is responding well to the chemo treatments!
Oh sweet Reina!! I’m so sorry. Sending love to you and your family. Caregiving burnout is real though I totally understand where you’re coming from. My mom had a stroke and I was her caretaker for about 5 years. it’s a lot. You’re strong! And you so didn’t need to apologize. Life happens unfortunately and sometimes you need to step away. 🩵
I hope your dad makes a full recovery!!