Hi, Angelique. I was trying to catch up with your new videos and RUclips recommended this one. Maybe because for the past few nights I was looking for videos that would help ease the pain and grief I've been feeling for quite a while. (TBH, I was trying to ignore these emotions because I've been fed up with school works already, but I guess it's God's way of telling me to pause for awhile and acknowledge my feelings) Let me share my story. I lost my wowo to Cancer two years ago. *fck, Cancer* Before all those life challenging moments happened, I was already struggling mentally. I was diagnosed with clinical depression and anxiety a year before he got totally sick. FF to 2018, I thought everything was going smoothly and as planned, but God took Him home two months after his birthday. I was really devastated and it led to depression relapse. From that very moment, I knew that I didn't only lose him. I also lost a part of me. And I know I will never be whole again. I've undergone the first four stages of grief but I'm afraid I might never learn to accept the fact that he is already gone. Acceptance is just too much for now. Anyway, I just want to say THANK YOU for being so open about your own story. You are so brave and I am so proud of you. Hold on. Please hold on. Not because you always feel strong, positive, and equipped. But because you are already slowly making it through this even when it does not feel like it. - MHN
Even though I didn't know your dad, but I'm truly sure that he is proud of the woman you've become. You amazes us =) Thank you for sharing this. Keep fighting, God bless!
This was painful to watch. I actually cried with , ate. I lost my dad when I was just 5 years old and this topic really hits home. 14 years later, I still miss him. I know it's weird because how can I possibly miss something (someone) I can barely remember? Some nights I still cry about it, and I always think that I'm being overdramatic. But hearing those words from you somehow comforted me and made my feelings valid. Thank you for this ate Angelique! I'm proud of you as well. I'm proud of you for being vulnerable in this video and just letting your feelings out. You will heal eventually, I believe in you. ❤
Never really experiencing or remembering anything should never invalidate your feelings especially when we lose someone. I won't be able to fully understand or grasp what it feels like to never have met or interacted with my dad, but know that it's okay to still feel empty because it's a part of you that you never got to savor. Sending all hugs and love to you; You may not have spent time with your dad inasmuch as you would've wanted, but know that in the times that he has held you in his arms, I know those were the moments that he will treasure forever. 💘
Bakit ko ba pinanood ‘to???😢 Such a strong woman!!!💛 How to not cryyyyyyy 😭😢
Hi, Angelique. I was trying to catch up with your new videos and RUclips recommended this one. Maybe because for the past few nights I was looking for videos that would help ease the pain and grief I've been feeling for quite a while. (TBH, I was trying to ignore these emotions because I've been fed up with school works already, but I guess it's God's way of telling me to pause for awhile and acknowledge my feelings)
Let me share my story. I lost my wowo to Cancer two years ago. *fck, Cancer* Before all those life challenging moments happened, I was already struggling mentally. I was diagnosed with clinical depression and anxiety a year before he got totally sick. FF to 2018, I thought everything was going smoothly and as planned, but God took Him home two months after his birthday. I was really devastated and it led to depression relapse. From that very moment, I knew that I didn't only lose him. I also lost a part of me. And I know I will never be whole again. I've undergone the first four stages of grief but I'm afraid I might never learn to accept the fact that he is already gone. Acceptance is just too much for now.
Anyway, I just want to say THANK YOU for being so open about your own story. You are so brave and I am so proud of you.
Hold on.
Please hold on.
Not because you always feel strong, positive, and equipped.
But because you are already slowly making it through this even when it does not feel like it.
- MHN
I just found this video, You're such a strong person 🥺😭 WE LOVE U ATE ANGELIQUE ♥️
I AM SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!!
Even though I didn't know your dad, but I'm truly sure that he is proud of the woman you've become. You amazes us =) Thank you for sharing this. Keep fighting, God bless!
I can’t imagine losing a family member :(( You’re so strong 💛
Sending you a hug Angelique ❤️ He is proud of you for sure ❤️
Thank you, love. Sending all my love and more back 💘
Cried throughout this video. I lost my mom to cancer last year.
This was painful to watch. I actually cried with , ate. I lost my dad when I was just 5 years old and this topic really hits home. 14 years later, I still miss him. I know it's weird because how can I possibly miss something (someone) I can barely remember? Some nights I still cry about it, and I always think that I'm being overdramatic. But hearing those words from you somehow comforted me and made my feelings valid. Thank you for this ate Angelique! I'm proud of you as well. I'm proud of you for being vulnerable in this video and just letting your feelings out. You will heal eventually, I believe in you. ❤
Never really experiencing or remembering anything should never invalidate your feelings especially when we lose someone. I won't be able to fully understand or grasp what it feels like to never have met or interacted with my dad, but know that it's okay to still feel empty because it's a part of you that you never got to savor. Sending all hugs and love to you; You may not have spent time with your dad inasmuch as you would've wanted, but know that in the times that he has held you in his arms, I know those were the moments that he will treasure forever. 💘
Sending you big hugs & love, Angelique! Love you.
Love you. Thank you 💘
Such a strong woman 💪💖
Love youuuu!!
Love right back at ya 💘