Nightcore - What do i live for (Fabian Secon) - (Lyrics)

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  • Опубликовано: 22 май 2018
  • Nightcore: What do I live for by Fabian Secon
    Anime: Owari no Seraph
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    📝 What do I live for Lyrics:
    [Verse 1]
    So alone it's like a hold
    Wrapped around your throat
    You can't talk
    Afraid to go, confront it all
    Soon I'm getting old I feel as though
    [Pre-Chorus]
    I'm left to die
    I feel as though
    Life's passed me by
    I feel as though
    [Chorus]
    What do I live for, I can't take much more
    I shouldn’t have been born
    It's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    What do I live for
    It should have been more
    Was getting so sure, it's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    [Verse 2]
    Hit the road
    Which way to go
    I don't even know anymore
    Feel the cold
    The pain is slow
    Need a ray of hope
    I feel as though
    [Pre-Chorus]
    I'm left to die
    I feel as though
    Life passed me by
    I feel as though
    [Chorus]
    What do I live for, I can't take much more
    I shouldn’t have been born
    It's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    What do I live for
    It should have been more
    Was getting so sure, it's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    [Bridge]
    I see all the struggles you and I
    We all see all the struggles you and I
    [Chorus]
    What do I live for
    I can't take much more
    It’s so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    I can’t take much more
    [Outro]
    What do I live for
    What do I live for
    ===============================
    #nightcore​​ #whatdoilivefor #spedup #eidenxii #fabiansecon
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Комментарии • 6 тыс.

  • @EidenXII
    @EidenXII  6 лет назад +6190

    the song is now up in spotify: open.spotify.com/track/7AyP016pV6bz3iCr5ZEI3z?si=32e8a5db22e94874
    ❤️ (check the artist social media on description)

    • @kitty0844
      @kitty0844 6 лет назад +132

      Nightcore Eiden yessss❤️ I understand 101%%%%😍

    • @EidenXII
      @EidenXII  6 лет назад +195

      i'm glad you got the message

    • @Vixctah
      @Vixctah 6 лет назад +60

      Nightcore Eiden U DID SO GOOD U SHOULD GET THE LITTLE CHECK MARK C: GOOD JOb

    • @isaiahloves_fnf6519
      @isaiahloves_fnf6519 6 лет назад +37

      Nightcore Eiden I do.. 😣

    • @Vixctah
      @Vixctah 6 лет назад +27

      I will remember ♡♡♡

  • @noiwpl
    @noiwpl 4 года назад +2318

    As kid : Lie "i'm sick"
    Now : Lie "i'm fine"

  • @kimi_ro8811
    @kimi_ro8811 4 года назад +3674

    "I live in my thoughts all day" THAT'S ME-

    • @hannya292
      @hannya292 4 года назад +32

      SAME-

    • @Evan726_
      @Evan726_ 3 года назад +29

      SAME HERE

    • @rocanser7685
      @rocanser7685 3 года назад +16

      Same

    • @angel-lc2to
      @angel-lc2to 3 года назад +9

      Omg kimi_ro i love ur video :DD

    • @shadowsayian5449
      @shadowsayian5449 3 года назад +35

      Wish I didnt have too but sometimes they are the only things to talk to me or make me feel like I'm not a ghost

  • @mathiasgejl5719
    @mathiasgejl5719 3 года назад +291

    School: nobody love you
    Depression: maybe its true
    Music: we are here for you

    • @whoareyou1887
      @whoareyou1887 2 года назад +3

      True💔

    • @animefangirl9006
      @animefangirl9006 2 года назад

      so true

    • @Wishkeirs
      @Wishkeirs 2 года назад

      Waw
      So music was there for me and everyone else was not? I guesd thats why i like making music then-

    • @123luoyi
      @123luoyi Год назад +2

      The Quran is all

  • @xxjaylordxx9849
    @xxjaylordxx9849 2 года назад +240

    "Just because I am breathing, doesn't mean that I am living"
    "Just because I am smiling, doesn't mean that I am happy" - Me

    • @nb16zo_mono1
      @nb16zo_mono1 10 месяцев назад +3

      .. truly..

    • @HunterNeyorApollo
      @HunterNeyorApollo 9 месяцев назад +4

      Ya I'm not living a life I surviveing I'm smiling nit out of happiness but to hide how hard today is I've giving up on hding it all but I won't let some random people at school se ehow weak I am

    • @shreyasidebnath5856
      @shreyasidebnath5856 7 месяцев назад

      😢

    • @huhcool2218
      @huhcool2218 2 месяца назад

      Why tf u quoting yo self 💀💀

  • @souwdii4720
    @souwdii4720 4 года назад +4089

    Eyes - crying
    Body - tired
    Arms - bleeding
    Heart - pain
    Mouth - lying

    • @slitherinqueen7589
      @slitherinqueen7589 4 года назад +234

      Please dont cut if you want to cut - cut your hair
      And if you want to die
      You can dye it to ❤❤❤❤❤

    • @maramtarshishi4040
      @maramtarshishi4040 4 года назад +45

      Sorry for being alive

    • @xxashes4579
      @xxashes4579 4 года назад +66

      People - not caring
      *other then you guys*

    • @boxly6622
      @boxly6622 4 года назад +34

      Just don't try to cut wrist ok

    • @e.m.i.l.y957
      @e.m.i.l.y957 4 года назад +41

      @@slitherinqueen7589 i actually just cut my hair because of this... I look hella dumb... i have bangs now... 😂😭

  • @sniperxp1554
    @sniperxp1554 5 лет назад +2256

    My teacher once said: “we all live to pay bills and die.”
    Me: Well damn

    • @user-en9dd9ej6l
      @user-en9dd9ej6l 4 года назад +71

      I live to *Suffer*

    • @ash_reaper6063
      @ash_reaper6063 4 года назад +36

      Haha so funny that's how I show my sadness is laughing

    • @izoraiza7169
      @izoraiza7169 4 года назад +45

      I live to stay with my parents and cry alone in my room 99% of the time... I'm too sad to leave, get a job, or do anything adults do... once I graduate I'll still be too sad and continuing to do what I've always did 99% of the time... I miss my best friend who was my dog Toby so much.... He died from being very old... I never said goodbye (I guess I'm no good at saying goodbye anyways)... I had him for about 7 years... He was what I looked forward to seeing the most... He made bad days better... He helped me and I helped him... Without him I would have probably regretted doing things I never did with him around... He was my only friend at one point...

    • @lodii7246
      @lodii7246 4 года назад +16

      A Pretty wise Teacher

    • @danandrei2926
      @danandrei2926 4 года назад +13

      @@ash_reaper6063 that how I used to hide my pain but I couldn't rezist so it show off my teacher asked me "why are you so dark" I said " that how I was all this time I just hid it with a mask" then she pulled my sleeve then she saw my cuts

  • @SudeshKumar-jz2xd
    @SudeshKumar-jz2xd 3 года назад +46

    "I'm left to die "
    "I should not have been born"
    This lines hits me hard .

  • @ramazanefeuzun5579
    @ramazanefeuzun5579 3 года назад +243

    Parents think that because were young we don't have feelings and don't need mental help, I sit in my room and cry almost every night and I can't take it anymore.

    • @NitroZeus01
      @NitroZeus01 3 года назад +6

      Same bro

    • @chudasamakishan390
      @chudasamakishan390 3 года назад +6

      Yeah but still we need to fight until the dead end

    • @ghukifymooth3827
      @ghukifymooth3827 3 года назад +11

      All my parents care about are grades. I'm already going crazy with the battle of my internal demons

    • @NitroZeus01
      @NitroZeus01 3 года назад

      @@ghukifymooth3827 stay stronge bro

    • @davidhughes2833
      @davidhughes2833 3 года назад

      man just take it easy

  • @Psyclypse
    @Psyclypse 5 лет назад +593

    Don't you just love when you find a depressing RUclips Mix full of nightcore

    • @cottoncandysaturn2572
      @cottoncandysaturn2572 4 года назад

      Yes always and I have made my own to

    • @raycewillis3002
      @raycewillis3002 4 года назад +3

      Yes cause u find so many people to connect to sometimes and u get to tell others wat u feel or think or wats been going on if u send comments (and I mean about urself not something negative bout someone else)plus u get to find songs that u relate to ^w^ tbh my feelings hav really negative a lot lately cuz I'm lonely and havent seen my friends in a long time(I guess that's the reason y I feel really negative/depressed)

    • @Psyclypse
      @Psyclypse 4 года назад

      @@raycewillis3002 yeah ik how you feel. This whole pandemic shiz has really gotten my anxiety up and you never know when you are going to lose someone you care about.

    • @laviejasmine
      @laviejasmine 4 года назад

      Damn right 🤞🤞this is when u realize really need to make that appointment with ur therapist.. I'm talking about me

    • @n1z4rx4x8
      @n1z4rx4x8 3 года назад +1

      The only way to feel anything

  • @justsomeguythatgotlost2197
    @justsomeguythatgotlost2197 4 года назад +2292

    Nobody Wants you here
    Nobody loves you
    Nobody wants you to live
    Nobody cares about you
    Nobody says your good enough
    Nobody wants you
    Don't worry my name is Nobody♡

    • @User-fu7dq
      @User-fu7dq 4 года назад +60

      I love you and I want you to live and I care about you and the most important thing your enough for me pls be safe for me :(

    • @heatherchardoudi7456
      @heatherchardoudi7456 4 года назад +11

      mr beast fuck off you asshole

    • @primalarceus
      @primalarceus 4 года назад +25

      @@heatherchardoudi7456 did you not get it? Calm the fuck down

    • @djdisco9157
      @djdisco9157 4 года назад +11

      @@heatherchardoudi7456 relax😑

    • @parkergibbs6935
      @parkergibbs6935 4 года назад +2

      Mr beast is a bi*ch

  • @tracyalcero1196
    @tracyalcero1196 Год назад +57

    “What do I live for I can't take much more I shouldn't have been born” my thoughts every day.

    • @tracyalcero1196
      @tracyalcero1196 Год назад

      @@kimminji4318 there is more, too much to put here and plus I never said that those were the only ones

  • @UnknownPerson-nl7te
    @UnknownPerson-nl7te 3 года назад +164

    When you are happy : Enjoy the song
    When you are sad : Understand the lyrics
    and the lyrics matched my life

    • @theharshtruthoutthere
      @theharshtruthoutthere Год назад

      ruclips.net/video/jg4A373RO6E/видео.html
      ruclips.net/video/iBEoI2u6kII/видео.html
      Can`t you hear clearly? We came to be, we remain to be. (we came to be as SPIRITS and we remain to be as SPIRITS) carnal is only for a moment.
      Jeremiah 1:5 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations.
      1 Corinthians 15:53 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      For this corruptible must put on incorruption, and this mortal must put on immortality.
      1 Corinthians 15:54 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      So when this corruptible shall have put on incorruption, and this mortal shall have put on immortality, then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written, Death is swallowed up in victory.
      47 Instances - Page 1 of 2 - Sort by Book Order
      1 Corinthians 9:16 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      For though I preach the gospel, I have nothing to glory of: for necessity is laid upon me; yea, woe is unto me, if I preach not the gospel!
      Romans 10:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And how shall they preach, except they be sent? as it is written, How beautiful are the feet of them that preach the gospel of peace, and bring glad tidings of good things!
      Luke 4:18 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he hath anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor; he hath sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised,
      1 Corinthians 15:11 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Therefore whether it were I or they, so we preach, and so ye believed.
      Matthew 10:7 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And as ye go, preach, saying, The kingdom of heaven is at hand.
      Romans 1:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      So, as much as in me is, I am ready to preach the gospel to you that are at Rome also.
      Philippians 1:16 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      The one preach Christ of contention, not sincerely, supposing to add affliction to my bonds:
      Matthew 4:17 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      From that time Jesus began to preach, and to say, Repent: for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.
      2 Corinthians 2:12 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Furthermore, when I came to Troas to preach Christ's gospel, and a door was opened unto me of the Lord,
      Luke 4:43 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And he said unto them, I must preach the kingdom of God to other cities also: for therefore am I sent.
      Galatians 1:16 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      To reveal his Son in me, that I might preach him among the heathen; immediately I conferred not with flesh and blood:
      Luke 4:19 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      To preach the acceptable year of the Lord.
      Romans 15:20 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Yea, so have I strived to preach the gospel, not where Christ was named, lest I should build upon another man's foundation:
      Mark 1:38 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And he said unto them, Let us go into the next towns, that I may preach there also: for therefore came I forth.
      2 Timothy 4:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Preach the word; be instant in season, out of season; reprove, rebuke, exhort with all longsuffering and doctrine.
      Mark 1:4 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      John did baptize in the wilderness, and preach the baptism of repentance for the remission of sins.
      2 Corinthians 10:16 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      To preach the gospel in the regions beyond you, and not to boast in another man's line of things made ready to our hand.
      Acts 15:21 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      For Moses of old time hath in every city them that preach him, being read in the synagogues every sabbath day.
      Acts 5:42 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And daily in the temple, and in every house, they ceased not to teach and preach Jesus Christ.
      Matthew 11:1 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And it came to pass, when Jesus had made an end of commanding his twelve disciples, he departed thence to teach and to preach in their cities.
      Galatians 1:9 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      As we said before, so say I now again, If any man preach any other gospel unto you than that ye have received, let him be accursed.
      1 Corinthians 1:23 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      But we preach Christ crucified, unto the Jews a stumblingblock, and unto the Greeks foolishness;
      Philippians 1:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Some indeed preach Christ even of envy and strife; and some also of good will:
      Jonah 3:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Arise, go unto Nineveh, that great city, and preach unto it the preaching that I bid thee.
      Mark 16:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And he said unto them, Go ye into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creature.
      Galatians 5:11 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And I, brethren, if I yet preach circumcision, why do I yet suffer persecution? then is the offence of the cross ceased.
      Mark 3:14 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And he ordained twelve, that they should be with him, and that he might send them forth to preach,
      Luke 9:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      And he sent them to preach the kingdom of God, and to heal the sick.
      Luke 9:60 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Jesus said unto him, Let the dead bury their dead: but go thou and preach the kingdom of God.
      Ephesians 3:8 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
      Unto me, who am less than the least of all saints, is this grace given, that I should preach among the Gentiles the unsearchable riches of Christ;

  • @bambzled_5263
    @bambzled_5263 6 лет назад +600

    Me: *reads title*
    *starts to question my entire existence*

    • @yeshuinfinity5963
      @yeshuinfinity5963 5 лет назад +1

      Same here

    • @Zero._Fps
      @Zero._Fps 5 лет назад

      I know the feeling

    • @quinnstump3852
      @quinnstump3852 5 лет назад +1

      I want to die and this just made me know exactly y i want to bc idk my meaning here

    • @shaynnawoundedknee932
      @shaynnawoundedknee932 5 лет назад

      This is so true especially the I shouldn't have been born part me being born killed my family littefly,but that's in the past And my family is better off with out my "real dad"

    • @larryestrera8403
      @larryestrera8403 5 лет назад +7

      Me: reads comment
      Starts to think- "Yeah,why do i even exist?🤔🤔🤔," ;-;

  • @dylnixon8006
    @dylnixon8006 4 года назад +1252

    They say "think of happy memories,that will make you feel better"
    Little do they know the happy memories hurt the most

  • @UnknownPerson-nl7te
    @UnknownPerson-nl7te 3 года назад +462

    School : You're stupid
    Friends : You just think yourself good
    Parents : You're useless
    Anxiety : They won't ever find good in you
    Depression : Die
    Eyes - crying
    Body - tired
    Arms - bleeding
    Heart - dying
    Mouth - lying
    Me : These things are like a rope wrapped around your throat

    • @mx7041
      @mx7041 3 года назад +5

      Not alone

    • @mabdullahkm
      @mabdullahkm 3 года назад +4

      same here

    • @tarikpepic530
      @tarikpepic530 3 года назад +2

      POV:U SHIP BAKUDEKU AHAHAH

    • @twistedfox1126
      @twistedfox1126 3 года назад +8

      Life is nothing but a spiral of pain

    • @sananyachoubey4071
      @sananyachoubey4071 3 года назад +2

      edit:- god whispers" you will be okay. give it a try". live your life! :) IM THERE!

  • @sizzlingvibes12
    @sizzlingvibes12 3 года назад +6

    Omg I'm crying rn literally this is the first time i fall in love with anyone's voice such an good voice 😭 god bless him

  • @ameliacluck7628
    @ameliacluck7628 5 лет назад +666

    "I live in my thoughts all day"

    • @Naruto-zd8fe
      @Naruto-zd8fe 5 лет назад +1

      Shadow Wolf same

    • @birdShadow4201
      @birdShadow4201 5 лет назад +11

      They're the only things I talk to anymore, my thoughts are the only relatable thing that accompany me

    • @shaynnawoundedknee932
      @shaynnawoundedknee932 5 лет назад +1

      @@birdShadow4201 same for me I listen to music 24/7 and I picture the song with the story in my head sometimes memories sometimes other things

    • @jamigarey8461
      @jamigarey8461 5 лет назад

      Same here to

    • @gameplayboy7mobile739
      @gameplayboy7mobile739 4 года назад

      Same bro

  • @tarunraina6966
    @tarunraina6966 4 года назад +842

    I wish I was emotionless. At least I won't suffer.

    • @aether5525
      @aether5525 3 года назад +8

      Me too😭

    • @AmitYadav-ve1up
      @AmitYadav-ve1up 3 года назад +3

      😭😭

    • @ness4069
      @ness4069 3 года назад +2

      Me too🙃🙃

    • @alexhowes8778
      @alexhowes8778 3 года назад +48

      being emotionless does not make you feel any better, you will wish you could feel anything other than numb and sadness at the same time

    • @aiko_chansannn4409
      @aiko_chansannn4409 3 года назад +8

      Same. I wished that I should've had been emotionless so I couldn't feel anything... But let's just thank that we have emotions to enjoy our lives... After my parents died.. I don't think I want to live anymore..

  • @KanekiKen-by8rb
    @KanekiKen-by8rb 3 года назад +156

    What I need.....Is a dark room with my phone and earphones to listen this music and chase my sufferings away.
    *As if*

  • @shutdahellup69420
    @shutdahellup69420 3 года назад +17

    His voice always just hits me in the feels 😭

  • @hayat7618
    @hayat7618 5 лет назад +1796

    My mouth says "I'm fine."
    My fingers type "I'm ok."
    My heart says "I'm broken"

  • @saminawaheed6716
    @saminawaheed6716 4 года назад +1080

    "Im fine"
    *im not fine please help me*
    "I am just tired"
    *cant take this anymore*
    "I already ate"
    *i starve myself*
    "Go away"
    *show me you care enough to stay*
    "Im just cold"
    *i dont want to show my scars*
    "Im better,i swear"
    *worse than you expect*
    "Im fine"
    *im dead*
    Im just so...
    Worthless
    Stupid
    Depressed
    Hopeless
    Fragile
    screwed up
    Confused
    Hurt
    Flawed
    Sad
    Unloved
    Scared
    But most importantly: *DEAD*

    • @dhautcourtrosie6919
      @dhautcourtrosie6919 4 года назад +19

      Hope u lyin for the dead thing 😥

    • @skystopper86
      @skystopper86 4 года назад +23

      Hey.... I don’t know what to say to this....
      Besides if ur gonna do IT then...
      Can u help me to do It too?

    • @Anonymous-os9dy
      @Anonymous-os9dy 4 года назад +7

      @@skystopper86 yea IT is a great movie!

    • @sorrel9147
      @sorrel9147 4 года назад +7

      The best thing you have is your soul so don't miss it up:)

    • @nandinisingla8635
      @nandinisingla8635 3 года назад +12

      me too, it hurts so much, why does it hurt so much? i have none who love me, who even cares, i just dont want to live but i cant die

  • @user-re8tc1dg3b
    @user-re8tc1dg3b Год назад +14

    All the time i listen to sad music that hits me in the feels i remember why i am still keeping myself alive. Spite is one strong reason. I wouldnt mind dying, and i have tried multiple times, but since i am still alive, i decided to spitefully live on.

  • @user-ji4yo1by3y
    @user-ji4yo1by3y 6 месяцев назад +3

    I love through pain every single day and listening to these songs just help me realize that the pain is real not fake. I love the pain that these videos bring me

  • @megatronbro
    @megatronbro 6 лет назад +836

    wow my eyes were sweating!! i don't know why!!

  • @cyberdazer7415
    @cyberdazer7415 4 года назад +2335

    Sick of crying..
    Tired of trying..
    Yes I'm smiling..
    But inside im dying..
    (My life in a nutshell)

    • @cyberdazer7415
      @cyberdazer7415 4 года назад +11

      @@cyg542 thanks for the help man.. Really appreciated it... :')

    • @jetzrav4889
      @jetzrav4889 4 года назад +3

      edgy

    • @kristoftoth9446
      @kristoftoth9446 4 года назад +3

      I thought I can atlearest drive but at second day at my job I did hit a car a little and before I dropped 100€ in cash and now I just don't know what to do and there is nothing what can help ppl like me ppl who are good for nothing but pain and sorrow

    • @cece3j
      @cece3j 4 года назад +3

      Please don't give up ❤

    • @pranavverma9045
      @pranavverma9045 4 года назад

      I can totally relate man, I am the same

  • @sizzlingvibes12
    @sizzlingvibes12 3 года назад +19

    My whole life has been written in this song T_T so relatable

  • @akk4188
    @akk4188 3 года назад +3

    The shattering of a heart when being broken is the loudest quiet ever. 💔

  • @user-dx9ry1rn3q
    @user-dx9ry1rn3q 5 лет назад +420

    That feeling when you just wanna end it all,
    But your too afraid to let the people you love fade from your view.
    edit: damn i made this back when i was like 11💪👶. i know i dont know any of u but i care about every single one of u guys that read this comment or reply.

    • @JustMe-rn3ot
      @JustMe-rn3ot 4 года назад +3

      • l e m o n p i e • yup..so true.

    • @JustMe-rn3ot
      @JustMe-rn3ot 4 года назад +11

      This is me;
      Sadness controls me,
      My life is a nightmare,
      Just like me,
      I wanna end it all,
      But I don’t wanna die.
      I just wanna end the pain..
      And be relived....
      What do I live for?
      Pain?
      Torture?
      Depression?
      Sadness?
      Anxiety?
      Don’t know,..
      Don’t care.....
      Never will.
      :)
      This fake smile,
      Is part of my..
      Daily..
      Routine..
      (Wanna know a good song for people like u and me? Little girl Nightcore Marie Faith

    • @exigo9044
      @exigo9044 4 года назад +6

      If i want to kill myself...i want to do that without no pain
      How can i do that?

    • @alanpiekarz8510
      @alanpiekarz8510 4 года назад +3

      @@exigo9044 probably overdosing sleeping pills

    • @exigo9044
      @exigo9044 4 года назад +3

      @@alanpiekarz8510 Well that's a good idea..Thank you

  • @yandereweebmitcheru6533
    @yandereweebmitcheru6533 3 года назад +12

    Mind: lots of thought
    Eye's : crying
    Body : not strong
    Mouth : lying
    Smile : fake
    Happiness : gone
    Don't want to die: Want to end all my pain
    I'm fine : I'm not fine
    Felling : hopeless
    Me: Empty
    : )

  • @evalynnh1028
    @evalynnh1028 3 года назад +4

    Stay strong, never let go

  • @polyphia8337
    @polyphia8337 6 лет назад +634

    So Alone
    It's like a hold
    Wrapped around your throat
    You can't talk
    Afraid to go
    Confront it all
    Soon I'm getting old
    I feel as though
    I'm left to die
    I feel as though
    Life's passedme by
    I feel as though
    What do I live for
    I can't take much more
    I shouldn't have been born
    It's so hard
    I know what I've got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    What do I live for
    I can't take much more
    Was getting so sure
    It's so hard
    I know what I've got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in thoughts all day
    Hit the road
    Which way to go
    I don't even know
    Anymore
    Feel the cold
    The pain is slow
    Need a ray of hope
    I feel as though
    I'm left to die
    I feel as though
    Life's passed me by
    I feel as though
    What do I live for
    I can't take much more
    I shouldn't have been born
    It's so hard
    I know what I've got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    What do I live for
    I can't take much more
    Was getting so sure
    It's so hard
    I know what I've got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    I see all the struggles you and I
    We all see all the struggles you and I
    What do I live for
    I can't take much more
    It's so hard
    I know what I've got
    Know this ain't my fault
    yeah,yeah,yeah
    What do I live for
    What do I ive for,yeah
    I tried

    • @asmaa3610
      @asmaa3610 6 лет назад

      Faruk Demirel 👌👌👌👏👏👏👏👏👏

    • @QuisbyDeity
      @QuisbyDeity 6 лет назад

      Only saw one mistake 👌

    • @polyphia8337
      @polyphia8337 6 лет назад

      @@QuisbyDeity ^^

    • @hugograca2660
      @hugograca2660 5 лет назад +1

      (AHEM) Tried* (OOOF)

    • @polyphia8337
      @polyphia8337 5 лет назад

      @@hugograca2660 Ooopppss lol

  • @lylie5372
    @lylie5372 4 года назад +488

    When we say *I'm tired* the true meaning is;
    Tired if lying
    Tired of cutting
    Tired of crying
    Tired if not feeling anything but pain

    • @-louicorne-9533
      @-louicorne-9533 4 года назад +3

      Relatable

    • @alexzbengheci4424
      @alexzbengheci4424 4 года назад +3

      /tired after all that pain to feel nothing in the end

    • @naomikodi9635
      @naomikodi9635 4 года назад +2

      Tired of being rejected by your father..... 👧⬅ me

    • @mysoundofficial1047
      @mysoundofficial1047 4 года назад +1

      (not everybody cuts)

    • @sleepygriffin6027
      @sleepygriffin6027 4 года назад +2

      When I say I like my life the true meaning is:
      I like the pain I receive when I cut, I don’t actually like my life

  • @shutup5720
    @shutup5720 3 года назад +8

    “ I shouldn’t been born it’s so hard “:))

  • @dog6fame
    @dog6fame 3 года назад +5

    I can’t begin to explain how much I vibe with this song and everything it has to show.

  • @catghoul2730
    @catghoul2730 4 года назад +953

    Guys:
    - Wow! You have a beautiful smile
    Me:
    -Thanks.it is 100% fake.

    • @Claire_2006
      @Claire_2006 4 года назад +3

      Cat Ghoul sounds like me

    • @zekix9122
      @zekix9122 4 года назад +1

      I feel as though

    • @samaeldeul572
      @samaeldeul572 4 года назад +3

      Custom made by my depression

    • @mr.shtgun3598
      @mr.shtgun3598 4 года назад +2

      Nah i'am fine and happy here

    • @gachahotshot4562
      @gachahotshot4562 4 года назад +1

      I know how you feel but nowadays people know I'm just a shadow now

  • @jadalabdallah4298
    @jadalabdallah4298 4 года назад +275

    Others : how are you
    Me: fine
    But ...
    Heart broken
    Confused
    Want to die
    Sad
    Destroyed
    😔

    • @brainpediai9613
      @brainpediai9613 4 года назад

      Me too☺

    • @fatmarezk4382
      @fatmarezk4382 4 года назад +1

      Just a friend ! ,, ,, but no friends no mam no dad ،، I'm empty... I wanna end me but afraid from God....يارب اليُسرين اسألك اللطف بي

    • @Anonymous-os9dy
      @Anonymous-os9dy 4 года назад

      How do you pronounce your last name?

  • @sanjitakobir5976
    @sanjitakobir5976 3 года назад +2

    I feel like I'm in love with Eiden XII

  • @senifeciftcu-ot2tz
    @senifeciftcu-ot2tz Год назад +4

    What am I living for "My heart can't handle this damage."

  • @miiko1790
    @miiko1790 5 лет назад +5110

    Girl: Ah, Finally, this is the moment!
    Boy: Will you ever leave me
    Girl: Nah!
    Boy: Do you love me?
    Girl: Yes, A lot!
    Boy: Have you ever cheated on me?
    Girl: Are you crazy?! Of course not!
    Boy: Do you want to kiss me?
    Girl: Everytime I get the chance!
    Boy: Would you ever hit me?
    Girl: Why are you even asking me this?! No!
    Boy: Can I trust you?
    Girl: Yes
    Boy: Darling
    Girl: Gasp No...
    Boy: Will you marry me?
    Now read it backwards
    Damn 3K likes.. so much depressed people..

  • @yuel9211
    @yuel9211 6 лет назад +87

    Damn this emotions..

  • @spk8027
    @spk8027 2 года назад +18

    One of the scariest things in life is to feel an utter loss of any sense of purpose. Feeling like there's nothing else to live for
    Nothing to look forward to
    No one to look forward to
    Nothing to hope for
    No more goals
    No more ambitions
    No more dreams
    No more aspirations
    Just a sense of utter emptiness and you're just forcing through life one day at a time coz you're too afraid to end it.

    • @Nobody28817
      @Nobody28817 2 года назад

      I think I'm just a lost cause what's the point
      The thoughts are coming back again I'm thinking about just giving up tonight

    • @spk8027
      @spk8027 2 года назад

      @@Nobody28817 Buddy. Don't think I'm invalidating what you're going through when I say that I can relate to this.
      Sometimes the sheer amount of stress we build up gets to us. We feel we're a lost cause and that the people around us can do better without us.
      Looking forward to brighter days is gruellingly tough but for some reason I feel it's not too far away. You gotta push through. And you can.
      We're on the same boat. No point going back or drowning. Just keep rowing and see what's in store for us.
      You're strong af for having come this far. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. It doesn't matter if people don't understand what you're going through. You know it and you've made it till today. One day at a time. And eventually when you find your purpose or reason to stay. Latch on to it and never let go
      That's what I've been doing till date. Dark thoughts have clouded my mind for years. Even now I'm convinced that there's not a single soul that wants me. But i know 2 people that depend on me. Even if they don't show the slightest sense of gratitude. I've taken it up as my responsibility to be there for them. Hoping that some day Karma will be a godess instead of a bitch
      Push through until you find that purpose my man. You can do it. I can't promise that things will be fucking amazing in the future, but if karma is real and hope is a thing. They'll definitely get better
      Wish you all the very best to fight those demons. You'll make it past today.. And everyday that comes after. Fight for it buddy

    • @Nobody28817
      @Nobody28817 2 года назад

      @@spk8027 the anxiety's getting too me I'm getting anxious
      I'm looking at the knife in my hand right now

    • @spk8027
      @spk8027 2 года назад

      @@Nobody28817 Buddy??? Respond right away when you read this. Gosh I'm mad at myself for not having seen this sooner

    • @Nobody28817
      @Nobody28817 2 года назад

      @@spk8027 what?

  • @guialmeida723
    @guialmeida723 Год назад +9

    You see, when i'm feeling sad and lonely, i hug my reflection on the mirror, because that reflection looks so much like me and reminds me that i'm not alone, that at least there is someone in the mirrored world that went through the same as me

  • @emmaleigh.kate27
    @emmaleigh.kate27 6 лет назад +325

    Song: What do I live for?
    Me: NOTHING HAHA LIFE HATES ME

  • @yesha503
    @yesha503 4 года назад +160

    They: U should talk to ur parents about it.
    Me: I already would have if I could.

    • @sxs8276
      @sxs8276 3 года назад +11

      I told mine, they literally said that i was crazy, and that i was faking "depression" like bruh i never said i have depression I'm just suicidal ;-;

    • @zoeschisler1153
      @zoeschisler1153 3 года назад +4

      That is something that they won’t understand. Its so hard to talk to them and they probably wont even understand. My mom hates me so i kinda just, became invisible. In the background, unseen, ya know?

    • @sojax4484
      @sojax4484 3 года назад +4

      @@zoeschisler1153 I think I became who am I because of my parents. There are some positive things but also some negatives 🙃 My dad slapped me when I was younger and I just don't have the best relationship with my parents, because they are never at home. I'm not depressive or smtg, I noticed that I can also be strong alone, but I just feel like I don't get any love at all. I can't talk with someone because I'm scared and I know they won't understand. So sometimes I'm crying because I don't know who to talk with and I need to handle all these thoughts by myself. I don't know for how long I didn't hug anyone. I have a lot of friends I can laught with but there's just nobody who's always there for me. I don't know 🤷‍♀️

    • @NitroZeus01
      @NitroZeus01 3 года назад +2

      @@sojax4484 same situation bro

    • @aditidwivedi1645
      @aditidwivedi1645 3 года назад +3

      @@sojax4484 hmm...I can understand your situation...I was in the same situation...but then I met my online bestie....I thought that everything's gonna alright...but....we are not together...I never met anyone who loves me for who I am😄
      But don't loose hope....u will surely find someone who understands you....
      If u don't mind...u can talk with me....😄I will be your friend
      Be happy.....🙂💜

  • @artistsnehathekkattil404
    @artistsnehathekkattil404 3 года назад +37

    Honestly, this song truly is my life, every day I feel anxiety, and
    every day I feel like I'm drowning into a deep sleep.
    I remember my only friend moving to a new state and now
    I'm all alone. when I try to make a conversation with people,
    I feel trapped as if I cant get the word out of my mouth.
    by now its an everyday struggle I learned to take control over my anxiety problems
    but I still feel like I'm living in a world of thoughts and
    I still have no friends is the world my hell?

  • @montrixgtr1999
    @montrixgtr1999 3 года назад +11

    I sleep the whole day to escape from the pain and stay in my dreams instead. At least being there makes me live another different life. My fantasy is my only escape if only I could live in there forever and sleep till eternity, that would be awesome.

  • @bunnyrabb1t
    @bunnyrabb1t 6 лет назад +121

    Right now i'm living just to be alive... i have no goals, reachable dreams. Only thing that im waiting for is new episodes for anime and other series that i watch in my free time

    • @morgan3516
      @morgan3516 5 лет назад +1

      Bunny Rabbit Honestly that’s me right now.

    • @endibeqo2486
      @endibeqo2486 5 лет назад +2

      Don't give up bro..just go with the flow and try to do whatever you feel comfortable with without rushing it. It will all turn out okay..

    • @aleksandrarakic5082
      @aleksandrarakic5082 5 лет назад

      Bunny Rabbit same i watch twd

    • @kenshirosama1505
      @kenshirosama1505 5 лет назад

      Same here

    • @wearevenom4121
      @wearevenom4121 5 лет назад

      @Mangax Anime so it would seem

  • @meghansmith7630
    @meghansmith7630 5 лет назад +187

    This is how I feel everyday

  • @UnknownPerson-nl7te
    @UnknownPerson-nl7te 3 года назад +12

    My biggest lies ever I spoke :
    As a kid : I'm Sick
    Today : I'm all good!
    Still, that lie, random reader, I'm all good!

  • @swagkvng1236
    @swagkvng1236 3 года назад +9

    Friend: are you okay
    Me: I'm Fine
    (10 mins later)
    also me: Crying inside to hide my emotions pretending to be happy

  • @waterandmelon
    @waterandmelon 4 года назад +371

    [Verse 1]
    So alone it's like a hold
    Wrapped around your throat
    You can't talk
    Afraid to go, confront it all
    Soon I'm getting old I feel as though
    [Pre-Chorus]
    I'm left to die
    I feel as though
    Life's passed me by
    I feel as though
    [Chorus]
    What do I live for, I can't take much more
    I shouldn’t have been born
    It's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    What do I live for
    It should have been more
    Was getting so sure, it's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    [Verse 2]
    Hit the Road
    Which way to go
    I don't even know anymore
    Feel the cold
    The pain is slow
    Need a ray of hope
    I feel as though
    [Pre-Chorus]
    I'm left to die
    I feel as though
    Life's passed me by
    I feel as though
    [Chorus]
    What do I live for, I can't take much more
    I shouldn’t have been born
    It's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    What do I live for
    It should have been more
    Was getting so sure, it's so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    Know this ain't my fault
    I live in my thoughts all day
    [Bridge]
    I see all the struggles you and I
    We all see all the struggles you and I
    [Chorus]
    What do I live for
    I can't take much more
    It’s so hard
    I know what I’ve got
    I can’t take much more
    [Outro]
    What do I live for
    What do I live for

    • @cherrie_unicorn
      @cherrie_unicorn 4 года назад +9

      Thank you :3

    • @Danny221O-u3q
      @Danny221O-u3q 4 года назад +7

      Thanks but it’s on the screen😬😬

    • @susen-san1064
      @susen-san1064 4 года назад +5

      I was looking for ur comment

    • @kqueen8384
      @kqueen8384 3 года назад

      Thank you O×O

    • @mojinbro
      @mojinbro 2 года назад +1

      @@Danny221O-u3q also wrong lyrics in video and not so smooth i appricate this comment

  • @sick3328
    @sick3328 6 лет назад +225

    I want to scream just like the pic ;O;

    • @greylynn3251
      @greylynn3251 6 лет назад +7

      Katie same I feel like I need to scream , but on silent mode 😅

    • @aarondavey8551
      @aarondavey8551 5 лет назад

      Me to i fell like screaming sometimes too

    • @tamaa0116
      @tamaa0116 5 лет назад +2

      I just screamed some hours ago and it felt soo fcking great

    • @quinnstump3852
      @quinnstump3852 5 лет назад +2

      Same i just screamed rn and damn i feel a little better now but i still wanna scream so ik im alive and not dead sleeping in a dream

    • @kiradafroggie2013
      @kiradafroggie2013 4 года назад

      i think we all do T - T

  • @_X-12
    @_X-12 Год назад +4

    "I don't live in my life, I live in my dreams" - I understand

  • @def9764
    @def9764 3 года назад +7

    This song hits me so hard.

  • @ryleeobanion8168
    @ryleeobanion8168 4 года назад +190

    People tell me to smile. So I do but on the inside I'm dying.

    • @tarantulahawk9988
      @tarantulahawk9988 4 года назад +9

      I smile not because people tell me , not even because I want, but if I don't do this people will ask me a lot of questions and I'm sure if I tell them the truth they will get angry instead of understand ing me

    • @alanpiekarz8510
      @alanpiekarz8510 4 года назад +2

      @@tarantulahawk9988 i know that feeling

    • @hanzwurst3805
      @hanzwurst3805 4 года назад

      Hey! Are you all right?
      Depression is far more common than you would expect but not many talk about it. Often, parents or friends don’t believe you, if you say you have depression. So many have nobody to talk to. Now there’s a discord server for that. You can talk to people who feel the same as you, find new friends and finally be yourself. Teens help teens. We help us. Together. Please spread the message.
      discord.gg/hxr4u9b

    • @rust17
      @rust17 3 года назад +4

      Same ;((( me while sleeping my dream is I'm going to suicide

    • @animefangirl9006
      @animefangirl9006 2 года назад

      @@rust17 same :(

  • @cottoncandygirl659
    @cottoncandygirl659 4 года назад +21

    "I live in my thoughts all day"
    Dang
    That hit me ._.
    *really hit me*

  • @iloveflamethrowers9596
    @iloveflamethrowers9596 Год назад +5

    this song hits really hard

  • @otakudesu8969
    @otakudesu8969 Год назад +4

    So as I was younger i liked the vibe of this song and the calm voice and so, but as i got older it hits waaayyy different.....

  • @frb3786
    @frb3786 5 лет назад +36

    Just damn these emotions.
    It hurts...

  • @XHunterL0L
    @XHunterL0L 3 года назад +139

    Friends : You can't do anything
    Me : Ya i know
    Friends : Are you Ok?
    Me : Ya I am Fine
    My heart : I am So tired I am just Left to die 💔💔

    • @animefangirl9006
      @animefangirl9006 2 года назад +1

      Same here 😭😭😭😭😭😔😕😒💜💜

  • @aringould1198
    @aringould1198 3 года назад +19

    No one sees my pain no one sees my crys out for help all they see is my "smile"

  • @bsamudra937
    @bsamudra937 Год назад +5

    4 years ago........

  • @yourofficialotaku6181
    @yourofficialotaku6181 4 года назад +354

    One cut, nobody notices
    Five cuts, they ask if she's okay, she says she's fine.
    Ten cuts, they push her aside
    Fifteen cuts, her last friend asks her to stop, she says she will
    Twenty cuts, she lied
    Twenty-Five cuts, attention is rising
    Thirty cuts, the bullying gets worse
    Forty cuts, she was pushed over the edge
    A suicide, a life was lost.

    • @itz_karizma
      @itz_karizma 3 года назад +24

      And nobody cared.

    • @farmerbeast
      @farmerbeast 3 года назад +3

      Rip

    • @Yeon_junieANIME
      @Yeon_junieANIME 2 года назад +4

      So true and hurting...😣💔 But at the end, others will understand how much it was hurting!

    • @razibhasan9932
      @razibhasan9932 2 года назад

      how pathetic ...its her fault for not being strong enough or it couide be that she was prideful wanting to die...

    • @mikasblade6486
      @mikasblade6486 2 года назад +3

      @@razibhasan9932 If you can't understand you don't need to say anything-

  • @isabeal9371
    @isabeal9371 4 года назад +235

    my friends:"hey you ok?"
    me:yeah im fine
    when i go home i cry my self to sleep everyday
    and they dont know

  • @livelaughlovelev
    @livelaughlovelev 2 года назад +3

    im not even depressed, just sad songs are fire

  • @beatslayer_yt
    @beatslayer_yt Год назад +8

    Being Depressed is like being colourblind but there's someone telling you how colourful the world is

  • @callofdutyqueen4150
    @callofdutyqueen4150 5 лет назад +65

    Your music (and u) understand me more then the most ppl i know... i’m so happy u maked this channel :): 🖤

  • @nicolageorge7916
    @nicolageorge7916 5 лет назад +121

    I only live for my friends and family..
    *And I’m to scared to die.*
    Edit: thank you for liking my comment I really appreciate it 🙂

  • @UnknownPerson-nl7te
    @UnknownPerson-nl7te 3 года назад +8

    Everyday waking up, the first question I ask myself is "What do I live for?"

    • @Nobody28817
      @Nobody28817 2 года назад

      I ask myself that every day too I shouldn't have been born

  • @shally....
    @shally.... 3 года назад +3

    can't stop listening this masterpiece

  • @dreayt6277
    @dreayt6277 6 лет назад +45

    This explains what goes threw my mind every day 🖤🌹🖤

    • @EidenXII
      @EidenXII  6 лет назад +6

      yep . i live in my thought 💕

  • @talonstormwalker4741
    @talonstormwalker4741 4 года назад +22

    This hits hard, on so many levels,....

  • @GenSo_Fi
    @GenSo_Fi Год назад +4

    How emotionless person I have became after what I have been through life doesn't hurt me anymore

  • @KibaSnowpaw
    @KibaSnowpaw Год назад +1

    This song is hitting me hard. The lyrics are so raw and honest, it's like they're speaking directly to my soul. "So alone it's like a hold, Wrapped around your throat, You can't talk, Afraid to go, confront it all, Soon I'm getting old I feel as though." It's like the song is describing how I feel every single day. The thought of "What do I live for" is a constant in my mind. I feel like my life has passed me by, and I can't shake off this feeling of emptiness. "I know what I’ve got, Know this ain't my fault, I live in my thoughts all day" it's like my own thoughts are suffocating me. I feel like giving up, it's so hard to find a reason to keep going.

  • @ezusi
    @ezusi 6 лет назад +183

    I ask that to myself all the time.... *What Do I Live For*

    • @EidenXII
      @EidenXII  6 лет назад +17

      same 😞

    • @ezusi
      @ezusi 6 лет назад +2

      Nightcore Eiden *huggos*

    • @unearth2621
      @unearth2621 5 лет назад +4

      For anime.

    • @isna2435
      @isna2435 5 лет назад +7

      Me too but I'm too much of a coward to kill myself

    • @rob2123
      @rob2123 5 лет назад

      I feel the same way

  • @zayberflavour4094
    @zayberflavour4094 4 года назад +19

    Man ive used this song for the past year whenever im feeling depressed or down this is just a safe place for me its a true outlet thank you so much

  • @andalip9172
    @andalip9172 3 года назад +5

    "I shouldn't been born" it hitted me like a Boulder

  • @viotarza2569
    @viotarza2569 Год назад +2

    1 year ago I would have said how the hell could someone feel so depressed and now this is the most relatable song.

  • @toosoberforthisshit5307
    @toosoberforthisshit5307 5 лет назад +77

    I feel like im just living for my family and friends, cuz i don't wanna hurt them, but fr i wanna just die already..

    • @zerotwo3754
      @zerotwo3754 4 года назад +2

      Sleepyhead what happen if u dun have friend and your family doesn't care about you.
      Just like me

    • @jeonmai9483
      @jeonmai9483 4 года назад +1

      Okay you are lucky to get someone who cares about you ..

    • @zion9511
      @zion9511 3 года назад

      wanna talk ?

    • @TramNguyen-uk4lc
      @TramNguyen-uk4lc 3 года назад

      Just living for my mom :((
      I don't have friend. You're so lucky!

    • @tobytuve562
      @tobytuve562 3 года назад

      You know how people say when others commit suicide they took the easy way out, that's not true it's even more scary than dying from a sickness or from another, because you know your going to die.

  • @darkrider2959
    @darkrider2959 4 года назад +58

    I know this comment will be ignored..I come to this song every once a while...dark room and this song hits me every time when I'm sad and alone. what do I live for ?I can't takee much more... Can't realate more mate !

    • @teddysayshii5606
      @teddysayshii5606 3 года назад

      Then turn on the light mate

    • @candacetaylor7700
      @candacetaylor7700 3 года назад +1

      You are truly amazing 💖 and you have a heart of gold 💕 and you are an angel of God's blessings 🌹

  • @risimdeka6584
    @risimdeka6584 3 года назад +1

    The saddest part of life, when the person gives you the best memories becomes memory 🤧...

  • @wargodfob4200
    @wargodfob4200 2 года назад +5

    This song speaks to my soul on the same level

  • @jackybhoy0358
    @jackybhoy0358 5 лет назад +55

    “I live in my thoughts all day” best line ever. this has quickly become my favourite song 💯🏆❤️

  • @nightcoreleopard7800
    @nightcoreleopard7800 6 лет назад +545

    Hey I know this might be ignored but I have visual spacial learning disability and it makes it so I can't get a job. I wonder what's the point of school and everything that I've worked so hard on and need help on but don't if I won't get anywhere with it. I love your videos thanks for reading if you read if not its fine.

    • @EidenXII
      @EidenXII  6 лет назад +30

      i read everything
      and i know how you feel. same like you i just keep move on thats the only things that i can do
      thank you for your comment 💗

    • @nightcoreleopard7800
      @nightcoreleopard7800 6 лет назад +8

      Nightcore Eiden you have the same disability? Thanks for reading all the comments and thanks for the inspiration. You truly help me so much 🖤.

    • @Glock-dm5wt
      @Glock-dm5wt 6 лет назад +3

      In what way are you able to learn then?

    • @nightcoreleopard7800
      @nightcoreleopard7800 6 лет назад +3

      Geometry Dash ToXIc look it up if you can its hard to explain.

    • @azhiwatari731
      @azhiwatari731 5 лет назад +10

      @@nightcoreleopard7800 Hard work always pays off and you'll most likely get that what ur aiming for.... Jus believe in urself and always remember that ur disability doesn't make u any less than others because people like Helen Keller impressed the world with their intellect despite their disabilities...

  • @naskobg8170
    @naskobg8170 3 года назад +2

    sometimes i just wanna stop eatring , walking , meeting with friends and thing lik e this and just lay on the floor and think WHY MUST I LIVE

  • @jennifersurbaugh3592
    @jennifersurbaugh3592 3 года назад +4

    Eyes-crys/dull
    Body-feels like a knife in it
    Arms-bleeding/burned
    Heart-pain/broken
    Legs/broken
    Mood-depreesed/broken
    This represents me mostly

  • @ileenaruvalcaba9691
    @ileenaruvalcaba9691 6 лет назад +1008

    What do we all live for....to get hurt?....why is depression even a thing ...I wish I can just kill it....it's so hard.....WHAT DO WE LIVE FOR!!???

    • @ambrosem143
      @ambrosem143 6 лет назад +41

      Ileena Ruvalcaba For the people you care about and care about you too. For all the things you want but didint get. You want something? Yes its hard. Its extremly hard! But you? YOU ARE STRONGER THAN YOU THINK! Yes i know you! I know you are amazing! People who have depression or any other kind of sickness are the strongest for living while wanting to die

    • @7atchow
      @7atchow 6 лет назад +6

      Ileena Ruvalcaba
      Becus gad want to hurt fucking us

    • @asmaa3610
      @asmaa3610 6 лет назад +5

      Ileena Ruvalcaba u live for urself!!!

    • @telepxrt
      @telepxrt 6 лет назад +10

      Jesus ( / ° v°)/

    • @dymphnaguzman6312
      @dymphnaguzman6312 6 лет назад +4

      To punch life in the face,to lrean@to love,to bring buety@joy to everyone from out own special gifts.To fight for what's right.

  • @Emmanuel-062
    @Emmanuel-062 4 года назад +62

    i dont deserve to live
    im a waste of time
    she deserves better
    i live for her
    i love her
    i hate me
    i help people
    but i cant help me
    :'(

    • @sleepygriffin6027
      @sleepygriffin6027 4 года назад +4

      I relate to this too much

    • @asuma7557
      @asuma7557 3 года назад +1

      We been given this life because we are strong to live it

    • @Emmanuel-062
      @Emmanuel-062 3 года назад +2

      @@asuma7557 i dont think i am

    • @asuma7557
      @asuma7557 3 года назад +1

      @@Emmanuel-062 I don't think you are strong
      I know you are stronger

    • @Emmanuel-062
      @Emmanuel-062 3 года назад

      @@asuma7557 thx bro ill try hard

  • @shristisingh1458
    @shristisingh1458 3 года назад +3

    You say you can't understand me ... Just listen to this song... That's me

  • @sanjitakobir5976
    @sanjitakobir5976 3 года назад +1

    It's a really nice song. This video has more views than the real one

  • @Fahad-qh9yv
    @Fahad-qh9yv 6 лет назад +53

    I know wht i live for and the reason i live for is my mum ..life is so boring but i just live for her..love my mom..

  • @firomeh9169
    @firomeh9169 4 года назад +24

    I'm sad,
    But i smile,
    Thata my life.

  • @rafiisl6392
    @rafiisl6392 2 года назад +2

    I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH

  • @bl_night13
    @bl_night13 3 года назад +1

    I love it❤️ it's emotional but relaxing.

  • @gachaalexis8575
    @gachaalexis8575 6 лет назад +37

    I understand these words Even when I'm Happy Mostly when I'm Sad 😯😯😯🙁🙁🙁🙁😔😔😔😔😟😟😟😟😟😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @princessplayzzz7245
    @princessplayzzz7245 4 года назад +149

    I'm super sick and tired to pretend that everything's fine..........
    I'm asking to god why do I still live

    • @DEEZNUTS-ub2rr
      @DEEZNUTS-ub2rr 4 года назад +2

      For and beautiful reason which u will see soon its unexpected then u think just wait for it you'll see! If u have depression don't worry I will also fight with u your battle

    • @teareen5467
      @teareen5467 4 года назад

      Hey please read this... Everything will be better and I mean it too! Maybe everything takes time, but it's worth it too! then everything is fine again! you are loved by many people even if you cannot imagine many people need you and cannot imagine a life without you! you are so brave to fight this fight and you win it too! you are so special and strong, have so many talents and a friendly, warm and beautiful personality! I am proud of you, we are all proud of you for what you have in your life and what you will create! so please stay alive! Your life has so much in store for you and you will make many happy memories with new and already known people! we all need you here so much!✨

    • @dhautcourtrosie6919
      @dhautcourtrosie6919 4 года назад +2

      I asked them so many times
      Let's stay strong 💜

    • @DEEZNUTS-ub2rr
      @DEEZNUTS-ub2rr 4 года назад

      @@dhautcourtrosie6919 who? Parents?

    • @dhautcourtrosie6919
      @dhautcourtrosie6919 4 года назад

      @@DEEZNUTS-ub2rr aha no, God, fate, wathever force above us

  • @pulpo2006
    @pulpo2006 Год назад

    i had been looking for this song

  • @wenndy8338
    @wenndy8338 2 года назад

    It’s actually my comfort song