Episode 1 - Exploring my NDE
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- Опубликовано: 3 окт 2024
- Hi there! Im Sean, and I am an Experiencer and welcome to Our Collective Experiences. In this episode I delve into my Near Death Experience and what I consider my "Flip" moment. My life before and after this experience is shockingly different. One minute I was alive, materialistic, and emotionally and financially broken, I was desperate to change my circumstances. Then the unthinkable happens. An accident strikes. My absolute favorite pocket knife flicks out and ends up deep in my arm. It knicks my artery and I found find myself dying…. I slowly started drifting off someplace…..else. I'm dead. And I know it. There is no second or third chances this time, this is it. But before I’m fully gone, I get a message and I really didn’t like it….
Would you be interested in being my guest?
Hey Jeff, sure that sounds like a lot of fun!
@@OurCollectiveExperiences What is the best way to contact you?
Shoot me an email to ourcepodcast@gmail.com I'm looking forward to connecting
I enjoyed your interview with Jeff Mara and subscribed to your channel.
Thank you very much! I'm happy you enjoyed it and thank you for subscribing!
Thank you for creating this channel and for sharing your story. I too am glad you came back.
Thank you so much for your support!
Just finished watching your Jeff Mara interview... am now subscribed! 🌸💖
Yay! Thank you!
🎯 Key Takeaways for quick navigation:
02:49 *🪓 Before his near-death experience, Sean was going through a period of significant personal and professional struggles, with his business failing and feeling publicly humiliated.*
04:38 *🏕️ Sean values his family deeply, particularly his two daughters, and finds joy in activities like camping, hunting, and cooking.*
07:20 *💔 Following the collapse of his business, Sean experienced a deep personal crisis, feeling like a failure in various aspects of his life including as a father and husband.*
10:41 *🏠 Sean's life took a series of difficult turns, from selling their house to downsizing into a smaller living space, facing challenges with the collapsing business and personal struggles.*
14:00 *🩹 Sean accidentally stabs himself with a pocket knife, causing a life-threatening injury where he nearly bleeds to death in his garage.*
16:51 *😢 While facing death, Sean reflects on his love for his daughters and the pain of potentially missing out on their lives.*
18:33 *🦋 During his near-death experience, Sean describes a serene and beautiful meadow-like place with butterflies, feeling immense love and hearing music.*
21:44 *📚 In the near-death experience, Sean encounters an immense library representing his life's paths, showing choices made and unrealized potentials.*
24:18 *🚑 Sean miraculously survives the incident with medical intervention, despite the odds, and experiences relief and humor even in a critical situation.*
27:31 *🔄 Sean considers his near-death experience as a significant turning point in his life, shifting from atheism to being highly spiritual and open to all possibilities.*
28:34 *🌓 Reflecting on his journey, Sean embraces the idea that life's sweetness is appreciated more after experiencing hardships. He aims to explore and release the past, acknowledging the balance of light and dark in life.*
29:28 *🌟 Sean seeks to create a platform for experiencers to share their stories openly and authentically, providing a safe space for healing and learning from one another's experiences.*
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Thank you so much for sharing. You're loved! xxoo Canadian follower
Thank you so much! Lots of love back!
Saw u on JMP SO GOOD ..thank u for sharing your story. love the intro to your RUclips channel
I really enjoyed working on the intro! Thank you for listening :)
I would very much love a video on how you meditate. I looked into holotropic breathing and it seems interesting -- insightful.
For sure! I will add it to the list of episodes I should create, I had a thought I should do one as I have begun leading group mediations, I haven't incorporated holotropic breathing yet as its very uncomfortable while sitting vs lying down.
Hi Sean - I watched you on Jeff Mara podcast and have now subscribed to your channel. I am happy you decided to come back to share your own story so others can know that death is not to be feared but to also live as happy as possible here and learn lessons; some difficult but necessary for our journey to heal the trauma and become higher selves.
I 100% agree. It is difficult but with time it gets easier and easier until the point where you become grateful for everything. Thank you so much for your comment
Sean, great share and the JM interview was incredible. I also have had some close encounter experiences as a toddler in the mid 70s, also a "nearby" death experience. Don't recall too much detail of the close encounter other than riding on the back of ostriches (screen memory?). The nearby death experience was when my sister died in a car crash (I survived it without serious injuries but had an encounter with the light). These days when I am not researching these topics I'm likely immersed in how to heal ourselves with diet or lifestyle approaches, and I also got into hunting/foraging/bushcraft skills as an ecologically/sustainability/restorative passion (often beats industrial food production). But also as I have long sensed a looming massive shift that will alter our trajectory, ultimately for the better but also likely with some upheaval. Before Covid shifted my instruction to math only, I use to tell my college students (in a sustainability course) to diversify their approach to meeting basic needs. For example we have chickens/ducks, my wife gardens a ton, and I hunt/fish/forage. Plus we make maple syrup on a hobby scale. I also recommend storing heirloom seeds in the freezer, and having a reasonable amount of food stored on site in case the sun or some other big event taked our grid/fuel supply down. If nothing big happens in our lifetime our kids will still benefit from learning these skills. By the way our oldest child was hospitalized several times in state facilities for schizo affective disorder/bipolar, but is having great success now with a ketogenic diet (no meds). Keep up the great work! Your story is inspiring.
Wow, thank you sooo much for your response. This really resonates with me and I really am grateful for you sharing this with me. Amazing parallels to your own feelings as well. Thank you! Feel free to drop me a line at ourcepordcast@gmail.com anytime
Thank you for sharing this man. Incredibly well done. Thank you for talking with me tonight about our experiences. I would really love to do a part 2 anytime you want. Thanks, Patrick
Thanks so much Patrick! It was a wild and great time to chat about our experiences! When you get back from vacay we will do a part two for sure!
@@OurCollectiveExperiences I very much look forward to that!
Wow! Thanks for sharing! So grateful you chose to come back- definitely feel you have the ability to bring us together in the same "sangha!"
Thank you so much for the kind words :)
Hi Sean, I've subscribed after hearing your interview with JeffMara. Looking forward to hearing more of your story and spiritual insights. Best wishes to you, your family & with the channel. From Dee in Ireland 🇮🇪
Thanks so much Dee! Really appreciate the subscribing and Im excited to continue with the journey. Hope your journey is wonderfully joyful
What a beautiful story and evaluation of your life---I am pleased to join your on your journey, though I have no NDE to share. (See my comment on your interview with Heather Tesch--my favorite NDE interviewer.) Lynn in NYC
Thank you so much for joining me! I really appreciate it! I will try to find your comment! Thanks again so much :)
@@OurCollectiveExperiences My pleasure!!
Hi. I found you on the interview “Beyond with Heather Tesh” and I enjoyed your story. I have had some “experiences” myself. A ghost experience. A time warp experience. A spiritually transformational experience. To name just a few. If you are looking for new guests, I have some stories to share. Thanks for these types of channels. 😊
Thanks for sharing!! I would love to chat with you! Please send me an email to ourcepodcast@gmail.com. I am planning on sharing others journeys as well so I would love to connect. Thank you!
Brilliant xx thanks for sharing
Thank you so much for the kind words! Thank you for watching :)
What a great story, and it's real! Thanks for sharing. Please keep them going. A Montrealer living in Asia.
Thanks so much! Montreal is so beautiful! Especially old Montreal with that original poutinerie, I cant remember the name but my damn lol. Asia, that is awesome! Thank you very much for the kind words! It actually helps :)
I just watched you on the JeffMara podcast. Now subscribed 😊
Thank you so much! Very grateful!
Hi Sean, thank you for sharing your NDE with Heather Tesh. I thoroughly enjoyed it and gleaned a lot of points of wisdom from many of the things that you said. I'm very interested in knowing more about how you are grateful now for the people that hurt you. I find this concept to be potentially very healing and transformative. Also, I'm very interested to know these different experiences that you had with meditation and the regressions that you mentioned and some of the other tools that you have used in your journey since you are nde. If you are willing to share, I would certainly be grateful and perhaps this knowledge might help others as well as well.
Thanks for the wonderful comment! I am currently working on one of two episodes. One of which is what I think I'll call the Survivor's Guide to the Flip. In this episode I will be detailing all the different books, podcasts, music and movies, really anything that has helped me along my journey in healing. I also have a plan to put a guided meditation as one of the episodes. If you have any specific questions feel free to message me at ourcepodcast@gmail.com
Hello :) A fellow experiencer here in nde, along with other 'experiences'...and too, a fellow Canadian...vanc island...whenever you need a beachfire drumming session, you let me know, because my calling after my nde is directly inline with yours. Even how your life was just prior to your injury.
Oh wow, it's very interesting how a lot of experiencers have similar trajectories. It is funny because I had a trip planned for Vancouver island at the end of the month that ended up having to be canceled lol. If you ever feel like chatting let me know. Thank you for sharing!
I'm almost 17 with lots of worry around death. I seen your nde on the other channel there and ive been looking into the near death experiences. Some people say its caused from fading brain activity or from the brain creating dreams to comfort itself before dying as mostly when someone is dying they are suffering. People say they don't even suffer at all. Death in itself has many questions around it but too many nde experiences mention the factor of the out of body 3rd person experience. And going to a peaceful place or waking up in this place surrounded by stars or orbs or whatever is there. And others have experiences in the country or see relatives who died. And weird enough people have even been shown locations and everything of dead animals or people and very very accurate information about what happened to those deceased animals/people. People that experience nde often talk about actions as well that they shouldn't be able to see. As they are already dead. They can see and hear and even feel what the people around them do and feel etc. they can basically read their minds or something along those lines. It was nice hearing about your experience i personally believe in God but dont have belief that he'll forgive me for sins in my life even if they are small. I pray to God mentally and physically and pray that i don't fade into non existence when i die. I love God and i want to stop being so worried about the concept of death. All of us will go. So i want to leave this world knowing that i made a difference. I struggle to share God's word because i don't know how to. You should definitely share God to everyone you can
Thank you so much for sharing and so young to be worrying so much about death. In every life we all make mistakes, we all sin etc. These are all lessons that hopefully we learn from. We all hurt others and have been hurt by others as well, with feeling both the love and pain there can be no empathy. Try not to dwell so much on these thoughts as you have a long road ahead of you and lots of life to live and enjoy. Our lives here are supposed to be joyful even in the sad times, so please enjoy your time here, help others when you can and love yourself the most. Lots of love :)
Man_and_phone:...You have a passion for Spiritual learning!
You may have been in the ancient mystery schools like Jesus was. I found a lot of answers during the pandemic in Rob Schwartz " Your Souls Plan" book series.
Stay curious, share with others like Sean is. Service to Others is the way to go if you feel it.
Thank you for starting your channel and telling your stories. ❓What's the name of your interview on Heather Tesh's channel ?❓ Just watched your story on the JeffMara podcast and it was wonderful. Looking forward to watching your videos on this channel. ❤
Thank you so much for the kind comments and thank you for watching! Here is the link to heather's interview with me, I had a lot of fun on her show. ruclips.net/video/sL_KGIDJMcI/видео.htmlsi=-C7lunzFpklDPaxS
Thank you for sharing. ❤
I've also been to the white room and have had a witnessed ufo encounter.
Paranormal experiences throughout family members for fenerations.
I am starting to discover everything I can through meditation. Thank you for your story and you sure do have a gift.
OH WOW! I would love to hear more if you don't mind sharing! You can email me directly at ourcepodcast@gmail.com if that is more comfortable. I would love to hear about your room and your encounter and the family history. Thanks for sharing!!
How to contact you Sean. I've had 'experiences." since I was a wee Lad. I AM now 65 1/2. Saw you on Jeff's Podcast (Jeff Mara Podcast,for those that do not know about Jeff and His Wife Mara's podcast! )There ya go. Look forward Sean. awesoem presentation on Jeff's show,Man!
Hi Keith! Thanks for the kind words, you can contact me at ourcepodcast@gmail.com directly. I look forward to hearing about your own experiences.
Jeff Mara brought me here. I am not an experiencer but a fellow Calgarian. Very much looking forward to your new episodes.
Yay! That is awesome to have a fellow Calgarian! Thanks so much for following!
What a really remarkable experience.
Thank you so much for the kind words, I really appreciate it!
I am an experiencer (not NDEer) and so excited i found you thru Jeffs channel! Subscribed and ready to share when the right time comes around ❤
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Before your NDE you felt like a failure.
After your NDE you now know there is no such thing as failure.
Am I right?
Side note-we will love you even more without the background music.
Awesome! Thank you! I am excited to hear your journey whenever you are ready, I know for myself it took me quite a while before I felt I was ready so don't feel like you need to be in a rush to share yours. Essentially I view all of my past mistakes, failures etc were a matter of how I perceived them at the time. I now view them as critical learning moments that have lead me to this exact moment even though they were extremely painful at the time. If I had not had those experiences I would be the person who I am today. And sometimes rapid growth is painful. Thank you for the note about the music! Thanks for listening and I will be here when you are ready to share, even if it is in private feel free to shoot a email.
Agree 💯%!!!
And only a few ppl have heard my Entire story.
It's kind of long and not sure about sharing the weirdest part to the public. At least I would feel comfortable sharing the whole story thru your email.
Sure thing send me an email to ourcepodcast@gmail.com I am looking forward to reading it. Thank you again for sharing!
Will get back to you soon. Thank you for your channel and for giving us a safe outlet!
Just sent my experience, but didn't put my name Viki at the end. Thought that might help you know where it came from.. @OurCollectiveExperiences
Hi Sean. Saw you on Jeff Mara Podcast, and have now heard your story here. Thanks for your honesty and making yourself vulnerable. You say one thing which I find genuinely confusing. It was what you were told about it being your last chance when you were shown your future. What do you think that meant? You could stay (you wanted to) or return. You were told that both were equally right. But, if you returned, you had to understand it was your 'last chance.' That sounds like a warning that if you mess up if you return to earth .... then what? What would 'last chance' mean if that happened? What did you understand the consequencesof messing up if you returned would be? It's confusing because on the one hand it sounds like you were told; whatever you chose(stay here or go back) is equally right; but that if you go back 'it's your last chance.' That sounds like a threat or warning that there would be consequences that you could never, in this life or the next (however many there are) recover from. Can you see why what you say confused me? Can you help me to understand what you took it to mean? Thanks Sean.
When I first came back I understood that I made the choice to come back. But the
last chance" was still there, the words haunted me for months and months while I grappled with my own internal and external world. A couple years later, I now have interpreted it as this: I had strayed far from my path and my purpose and the reason Im here in this life and at this time, and those words helped not slide back into old patterns because it was like a warning hanging over me. I hope that helps with the confusion, but I was confused for a long time as well. I am super thankful that they gave me what I needed to here at the time. Thru my series of videos I will be delving into how I processed this and how I felt at the time in chronological order.
@@OurCollectiveExperiences Thanks for making this clear. I have subscribed and look forwards to watching your videos as you do them. I'm really glad you seem to be back on track now
Thank you so much! Glad I could clear that up for you :)
My first question when my brother showed me his new computer many years ago was UFO info. Kinda strange. I would be very interested in hearing more from you Grandfather’s journal. Thank you.
Oh wow that is awesome! My grandfather's episode is number 4, it was difficult to read because of the handwriting so please keep that in mind, but he had many experiences. Thanks so much for watching and sharing!
New subscriber from Jeff Mara podcast! You mentioned Ra in your account. Have you ready the Law of One? Thought you might find it interesting, if you haven't :)
Yes I was able to get through eight sessions at the time. My partner has read them all and so we discuss Law of One quite a bit. Extremely interesting channeling that really intersects with my experiences. Thank you subscribing, I am very grateful!
Its a mind bender! Thanks for sharing your experiences! Like others, would like to hear about your grandfather too. @@OurCollectiveExperiences
....also, what is your bloodtype?
Don't quote me I'm either AB - or A - if I am remembering correctly.
Hi, I wanted to know if your family is being visited by NHI and surely your children will, why didn't you ask in your NDE experience about this phenomenon. I'm actually fascinated by the overlap between these two phenomena.
To be honest I have no idea, I think I was just overwhelmed with the situation to think of any good questions. Actually thinking about it, I don't remember asking any questions other than making a quick decision not to go back immediately
I had a nde.
I would love to hear about it, if you would like to chat send me an email to ourcepodcast@gmail.com Thanks for watching!
@24:15 I listened to your testimony at JeffMara and now on your channel. When offered a choice between staying or returning, you narrate suddenly being pulled back and with the paramedics trying to save you. But you dont mention whether or not you *chose* to return to your family. On both accounts. Or was it understood that you chose to return? I feel it was intriguing to me the way you told that segment.
That is really really intriguing, thank you for asking. You know I always just assumed that I chose to come back since I did. But I don't remember saying or indicating that to the presences. I am really going to have to think on this. Thank you so much!
I find it extremely interesting because, I've listened to possibly nmore than a thousand NDEs and what I found compelling is that angels, Jesus, God, beings, etc are giving the experiencer a choice and they say what you did: I'm staying, no way I'm returning. Then, they use all the arguments to convince them to return. Often , even using the "your family will miss you so much" doesn't work. Answer will be "they'll go on with their lives" . The ultimate argument seems to be : your kid(s) won't be able to develop and blossom as much without you. That usually works. My point being, they work so hard convincing experiencers to return. So when this occurred to you and asked to stay or return, I wonder whether "RETURN" was downloaded into you just before your reanimation. Thanks for sharing your stories anyhow. I'll start episode 2 shortly. Very scary about the kids being left alone
So I have thought about it, and I don't remember why I chose to come back. At this point I assume what I am experiencing right now is exactly why I decided to. It was a terrible terrible time for quite a while while I made changes, but right now I am the happiest I have ever been easily. I found the love of my life, I have been able to travel, the kids are in such a mentally positive spot and I am able to help. But if I had known that ahead of time that would have affected my choices in a skewed way. I needed to find this path without much assistance. Thank you so much for the response and questions, it really has helped me.
Hi Sean. Have heard of the hybridization program? Where the grey aliens are actually a mutated version of human beings from a future parallel reality that destroyed their planet through their technological development and engineered emotions out of their lives in favour of the intellect. Eventually they had to mutate themselves in order to survive in their environment but lost the ability to reproduce and so tried to clone themselves and merge with technology more so but this did not work and so they used their technology to tunnel into parallel realities where humans still exist in a last ditch effort to continue their society they began a hybridization program to eventually create 5 hybrid races and hybrid children. They will make contact with us in the future and the hybrid children will come too! They are part of our family and thank us for allowing them to come into being through the hybridization agenda.
Thank you for the comment! I have heard about it but to be honest I havent looked super detailed into the hybridization accounts. For the record my grandfather did think he was cloned for what its worth. What would you say is the most credible sources if I wanted to look into this at a future date? Thank you for watching!
@@OurCollectiveExperiences I would say the most credible source is a organization called Bashar Communications or the youtube channel called Bashar Channeled by Darryl Anka. There is also a free documentary on RUclips called First contact. Some of the more recent content is behind a paywall but there is more information about that on their website that I cannot link here but if you type Bashar Channelled by Darryl Anka I'm sure you'll find it!
@@OurCollectiveExperiences I would say the best source is Bashar Channeled by Darryl Anka. I don't want to risk my comment getting deleted again so that's all I'll say right now.
Bashar Channeled by Darryl Anka
There is a free documentary called First Contact on RUclips that I recommend.
Do you do yoga, why are we supposed to do yoga ?
I should, but I have been very lax in my practice of it recently. I think the reason is to connect the mind with the body and create a moving meditation if that makes sense. Thanks so much for watching!
🤗💦💜💦 thank you!!
How it is that if you have no body, how you feel a speed or acceleration or any such things which we can feel only because our body react on environment in which we are in.? Isn't it rather a proof that this what you felt is only a brain creation from familiar things already experienced in life ? Not to mention that how you process a time if it suppose to be timeless realm and you have a memories as usually a brain keep and process memories ? Even with no body you are limited to what your soul is remembering and what is not ?
Interesting questions and thoughts. In psychedelic and astral experiences there is a sense of a "physical" as well. Now are all of these only generated in the mind, possibly,. Another possibility is that these experiences are just a hint of what is out there, a whole new world left for us to explore and learn from. Either way, it warrants investigation because both give profound answers to some basic questions. Thanks so much for watching!
@@OurCollectiveExperiences I am not looking for profound answers. I am looking for truth and how it is.
If any living being has a soul then even a chicken or cow what you just eating at your family dinner just have a soul what is watching being eaten. Moreover if there is a case that astral body is just a body again and with some better characteristics, so we can again die ? Or if you already died then how you can be alive ? Will your astral body die as well? Then who are you ?
These are very great questions and I wish I knew. But I am afraid I am only so far in my own journey, it could be like you said the astral is just another body but on a different frequency or dimension or who knows. Really fascinating. Thank you so much, I am definitely going to think about this in the future.