I almost didn't post this video and heres why

I almost didn't post this video and heres why
The past week has been pretty tough for me and I have been wavering on my commitment to doing videos for this channel.
I have been somewhat lacking in direction and have lost my enthusiasm and sense of purpose. My old habits and ways of being have come back with a vengeance and have begun to destroy the very thing I am trying to create in order to move forward in my life.
In todays video I reflect on my week and my internal state and share what I am doing in order to begin to make progress and move in a more positive direction.