Hi from France, I'm 29 years old, and I live with an HPPD. Sorry for my possibly bad english. The 28th july of this year, I tried LSD for the first time, and gone through the most horrible, terrifying, violent bad trip you can imagine. I was with my cousins (all under LSD too) in nature, we were fishing, smoking weed and listen to good music. I've taken two doses. Because that was my first time, I was totally unaware of the effects. Within an hour, colors began to shine, and the plants and trees start moving, like breathing. It was magical and I was fine and enjoying. Then, I looked my cousins faces, and the horror started. There skin were grey and translucid, their faces starts to deform, the sky was glitching, I've seen horrible geometric fluo patterns and heared lot of horrible dissonant sounds coming from the deepest part of my brain, it was like a demonic possession. Paranoia began to grow and I was screaming out of my vocal chords thinking my cousins were planning to kill me. I tried to pray God thinking He was the only one able to save me from this nightmare, but the cross I drawed while blessing me on my chest turned into a skeleton full of blood, I was praying the Pater Noster in my head but the voice inside me was not mine and was terrifying. It lasted for 4 fckg hours. My legs were shaking, convulsing, I wanted to call an ambulance with my phone but when I've seen the screen, it was like a vortex aspiring my soul so I screamed and throw my phone on the ground. Believe me, I'm a dangerous wildlife photographer, travelled in some dangerous countries, handled extremely dangerous and venomous animals, get lost at night in the amazonian forest, survived a 120km/h car crash, but this bad trip is the most traumatizing and violent thing happened to me. I'm a very stressed and anxious person in general, always thinking at hundreds of things, vulnerable to intrusive thoughts... Obviously it was a stupid mistake. Today, it's been almost 5 month from the bad trip, and I have hppd. I have permanent visual snow, a lot of eye floatters, I have ptsd/flashback symptoms when I see light flashes or hear dissonant sounds in the factory where I work, reminding me the horrors I've seen and heared this night, I have a kind of permanent head pressure and when I'm stressed, I see the colors changing and fading to some pink filter, or the atmosphere suddenly becoming dark... I'm living a nightmare, I know that there is chances that my vision is altered forever. God I've understood the lesson, please, I just want this to finish and recover my normal vision and my life. Thanks for reading
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As someone who has hppd and has been watching your videos since you started recently, you gave me so much more hope then I had. I’ve been taking notes thru every video you make. If I can get these symptoms to go away thru the things you’re saying it would be an honor to meet you man. I’m only 20 and I’ve been thru so much shit, I truly believe just about everything you’re saying. Thank you for being a light in the dark for a lot of us who are suffering. Much love !
my mom found out about this guy through social media and he was willing to give us a call without having to pay for anything. Ive always been really skeptical about this kinda shit but the eye exercises have really started to lower my visual snow and the cold showers are helping with my dpdr thanks man you’re awesome
Hey love what you’re doing again. I know there’s a lot of ppl on here that feel super lost like I have felt. But you’re doing people an amazing service. Keep it up. I will be here as long as you are.
Thanks for this. I too was misdiagnosed with hppd and prescribed a cocktail of heavy pharmaceuticals that made we worse not better Once I got back to living my life and treating this like an unwanted guest I got better. I now see from your videos that there is an answer. Thanks again for showing us all there is a way outstanding
Bruv I love your content and since finding your channel my VSS is the best it’s ever been ever and I’m only just beginning 🙏 Also in some of your vids the wind makes some parts quite difficult to understand, or just less pleasant on the ears, which could be easily solved with a 30 dollar noise reducing microphone you can attach to your collar or something, just saying! Imma watch it regardless lol.
Many of my symptoms are beginning to resolve or at least bother me less, which I hope is the beginning of a recovery. The light sensitivity has been persistent, particularly with LEDs and other very bright lights, especially in traffic. Was this something you experienced and did it spontaneously resolve or do you have exercises for that?
i actually used clonazepam for a while and it cleared up the symptoms a lot. it made me pretty stupid tho i had to quit. since quitting i have dropped into my body and got sooo grouded. my life is better in every way since quitting clonazepam except my visuals are soooo much worse. there is something about benzos. there is a reason they help we just have to figure out why so we can more directly target that area of the brain. i feel like benzos turn the whole brain off so its turning off a part of the brain that causes these visuals. but it turns too much of the brain off. need to specifically target the area thats causing us problems instead. someone on reddit said they used a vmat2 inhibitor and it cured them.
I have had progression symptoms for my "HPPD" the snow is the one that continues to worsen.....im guessing it just take a fair few months of putting this into practice and also trying not to analyze symptoms and then that is when stuff changes, but i should expect a continued progression until i reach this point.
@@twopaths yep I definitely feel like headspace some days feels okay, even if my visuals are worsening. Been about 6 weeks but I know time and being proactive will heal.
Did you experience lights and colours as exceptionally bright in addition to the snow? I'm trying to pursue the road you're traveling but my focus and energy are still so low
did your visual snow disappear entirely? Do you still have some of your symptoms or did everything disappear and how long did it take you to overcome the symptoms. It's been a year and a half for me so far
Thank you so much for your videos. do you think all of this still applies to me since these symptoms onset after a physical injury? Thanks again I love watching your videos.
i really dont want to have to deal with these symptoms for the rest of my life. i had 2 weed gummies, and had a bad high. its been 2 months and im starting to notice visual snow along with high stress levels. will it go away?
Did you go on any sort of diets? I think VSS is mitochondrial dysfunction. how often did you do grounding/earthing I remember you now, on the Facebook groups I remember you said you took a cocktails of Drugs and you thought you were not going to make 40 years old
Not sure if it was me. But I was on a cocktail of meds for a short while but I didn’t think I was going to survive benzo withdrawel so that was a big thing. I tried different diets fasts etc but it was the stuff I discuss in my videos. Mitochondrial dysfunction. Not sure what that is. Sounds like a fancy name given to something when doctors don’t know I ground everyday. It’s part of my lifestyle now.
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Hi from France, I'm 29 years old, and I live with an HPPD. Sorry for my possibly bad english.
The 28th july of this year, I tried LSD for the first time, and gone through the most horrible, terrifying, violent bad trip you can imagine. I was with my cousins (all under LSD too) in nature, we were fishing, smoking weed and listen to good music. I've taken two doses. Because that was my first time, I was totally unaware of the effects. Within an hour, colors began to shine, and the plants and trees start moving, like breathing. It was magical and I was fine and enjoying. Then, I looked my cousins faces, and the horror started. There skin were grey and translucid, their faces starts to deform, the sky was glitching, I've seen horrible geometric fluo patterns and heared lot of horrible dissonant sounds coming from the deepest part of my brain, it was like a demonic possession. Paranoia began to grow and I was screaming out of my vocal chords thinking my cousins were planning to kill me. I tried to pray God thinking He was the only one able to save me from this nightmare, but the cross I drawed while blessing me on my chest turned into a skeleton full of blood, I was praying the Pater Noster in my head but the voice inside me was not mine and was terrifying. It lasted for 4 fckg hours. My legs were shaking, convulsing, I wanted to call an ambulance with my phone but when I've seen the screen, it was like a vortex aspiring my soul so I screamed and throw my phone on the ground. Believe me, I'm a dangerous wildlife photographer, travelled in some dangerous countries, handled extremely dangerous and venomous animals, get lost at night in the amazonian forest, survived a 120km/h car crash, but this bad trip is the most traumatizing and violent thing happened to me. I'm a very stressed and anxious person in general, always thinking at hundreds of things, vulnerable to intrusive thoughts... Obviously it was a stupid mistake.
Today, it's been almost 5 month from the bad trip, and I have hppd. I have permanent visual snow, a lot of eye floatters, I have ptsd/flashback symptoms when I see light flashes or hear dissonant sounds in the factory where I work, reminding me the horrors I've seen and heared this night, I have a kind of permanent head pressure and when I'm stressed, I see the colors changing and fading to some pink filter, or the atmosphere suddenly becoming dark... I'm living a nightmare, I know that there is chances that my vision is altered forever. God I've understood the lesson, please, I just want this to finish and recover my normal vision and my life. Thanks for reading
We would recommend taking a look at our healing programs on the website. Your case is complex and we have helped many in your situation recover to full health
As someone who has hppd and has been watching your videos since you started recently, you gave me so much more hope then I had. I’ve been taking notes thru every video you make. If I can get these symptoms to go away thru the things you’re saying it would be an honor to meet you man. I’m only 20 and I’ve been thru so much shit, I truly believe just about everything you’re saying. Thank you for being a light in the dark for a lot of us who are suffering. Much love !
How are you doing in the last year?
How you doing sir?
my mom found out about this guy through social media and he was willing to give us a call without having to pay for anything. Ive always been really skeptical about this kinda shit but the eye exercises have really started to lower my visual snow and the cold showers are helping with my dpdr
thanks man you’re awesome
Hey love what you’re doing again. I know there’s a lot of ppl on here that feel super lost like I have felt. But you’re doing people an amazing service. Keep it up. I will be here as long as you are.
Thanks for giving me hope and comfort. I was in a deep depression about this.
Thanks for this. I too was misdiagnosed with hppd and prescribed a cocktail of heavy pharmaceuticals that made we worse not better Once I got back to living my life and treating this like an unwanted guest I got better. I now see from your videos that there is an answer. Thanks again for showing us all there is a way outstanding
once again THX for sharing this with us! big man!
I really love watching your videos. Keep up the good work. Much respect 🙏
Hi Jay, do you think you're healing also was helped by the fact that you moved out of mold?
It can be one of many contributing factors. There are multiple issues at play which is why full analysis has to be done and every base covered
In the 18th century a poet had this he was English ,famous ending in mentil hospital s ,poets were like rock stars back then
Great 👍
Another great video bud! People need to hear voices like yours more than ever, and listen less to the voices of the pharmaceutical Industry.
Bruv I love your content and since finding your channel my VSS is the best it’s ever been ever and I’m only just beginning 🙏
Also in some of your vids the wind makes some parts quite difficult to understand, or just less pleasant on the ears, which could be easily solved with a 30 dollar noise reducing microphone you can attach to your collar or something, just saying! Imma watch it regardless lol.
Yep noted on the audio. Will take this into account for future vids. Thanks 🙏
This makes so much sense!
How did you dealt with side effects of all those medications?
I will do a video on this.
Sorry for the audio on this guys. I would turn on subtitles if it helps
Many of my symptoms are beginning to resolve or at least bother me less, which I hope is the beginning of a recovery. The light sensitivity has been persistent, particularly with LEDs and other very bright lights, especially in traffic. Was this something you experienced and did it spontaneously resolve or do you have exercises for that?
Stick with the protocol. It will go. Veterans have this from ptsd. Once you feel safe all these things will drop off one by one
@@twopaths I hadn't realized that I'd asked nearly the same question twice! Clearly a persistent frustration!
@@twopaths what is the protocol?
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i actually used clonazepam for a while and it cleared up the symptoms a lot. it made me pretty stupid tho i had to quit. since quitting i have dropped into my body and got sooo grouded. my life is better in every way since quitting clonazepam except my visuals are soooo much worse. there is something about benzos. there is a reason they help we just have to figure out why so we can more directly target that area of the brain. i feel like benzos turn the whole brain off so its turning off a part of the brain that causes these visuals. but it turns too much of the brain off. need to specifically target the area thats causing us problems instead. someone on reddit said they used a vmat2 inhibitor and it cured them.
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I have had progression symptoms for my "HPPD" the snow is the one that continues to worsen.....im guessing it just take a fair few months of putting this into practice and also trying not to analyze symptoms and then that is when stuff changes, but i should expect a continued progression until i reach this point.
Correct. It took you a while to get sick. Healing doesn’t happen overnight
@@twopaths yep I definitely feel like headspace some days feels okay, even if my visuals are worsening. Been about 6 weeks but I know time and being proactive will heal.
Did you experience lights and colours as exceptionally bright in addition to the snow? I'm trying to pursue the road you're traveling but my focus and energy are still so low
Light sensitivity is a common symptom with trauma. Yes I had it really bad
did your visual snow disappear entirely? Do you still have some of your symptoms or did everything disappear and how long did it take you to overcome the symptoms. It's been a year and a half for me so far
Hi Daniela. I would suggest watching all my videos. I go into detail. Then sign up on my website. And yes I have better vision than I have ever had
how do you balance the energetic fields? I have had it for over 30 years
Watch the videos
Thank you so much for your videos. do you think all of this still applies to me since these symptoms onset after a physical injury? Thanks again I love watching your videos.
Absolutely. People recover from strokes ms much worse stuff remember. The brain changes itself daily
@@twopaths yes thank you 🙌🙌
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Can you make any comments about blue field entropic phenomenon and head pressure? Is it all the same treatment?
Absolutely. All just inflammation
i really dont want to have to deal with these symptoms for the rest of my life. i had 2 weed gummies, and had a bad high. its been 2 months and im starting to notice visual snow along with high stress levels. will it go away?
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Did you go on any sort of diets?
I think VSS is mitochondrial dysfunction.
how often did you do grounding/earthing
I remember you now, on the Facebook groups I remember you said you took a cocktails of Drugs and you thought you were not going to make 40 years old
Not sure if it was me. But I was on a cocktail of meds for a short while but I didn’t think I was going to survive benzo withdrawel so that was a big thing. I tried different diets fasts etc but it was the stuff I discuss in my videos. Mitochondrial dysfunction. Not sure what that is. Sounds like a fancy name given to something when doctors don’t know I ground everyday. It’s part of my lifestyle now.
Never done hallucinogens but I can see non-ordinary reality...I just thought it was a spiritual thing, like being a medium or psychic.