My Authentic Mental Health Journey w/ REAL Video Diaries (this past year)
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Welcome to my channel, where I've documented my personal mental health journey over the past 8 months. In this series of real video diaries, I've shared my raw and unfiltered experiences as I've navigated through some profound mental health challenges.
Throughout this journey, I've leaned on my faith and sought solace in God as my source of hope and strength. It's been a transformative and deeply introspective period in my life, and I hope that by sharing my story, I can provide comfort, understanding, and inspiration to others who may be facing similar struggles.
In these video diaries, I've opened up about the highs and lows, the triumphs and setbacks, and the moments of self-discovery. My aim is to shed light on the often complex and misunderstood world of mental health, while also highlighting the power of faith and resilience in the face of adversity.
If you or someone you know is going through their own mental health journey, or if you're simply looking for stories of hope and healing, I invite you to join me on this path of self-discovery and recovery. Together, we can break the stigma surrounding mental health and find strength in vulnerability.
Don't forget to like, comment, and subscribe to stay updated on this journey. And if you resonate with this content, please share it with others who might benefit from these real-life insights.
Thank you for being a part of this community. Let's walk this journey together, seeking hope and healing every step of the way.
Introduction: 0:00-1:28
My Story: Getting Married: 1:28-2:26
My HoneyMoon: 2:26-4:18
FaithChat Ad: 4:18-7:25
Life After Marriage: 7:25-8:26
Childhood Wounds: 8:26-8:46
Birth Control / Emotions: 8:46-9:51
Anxious Attachment: 9:51-10:23
Social Anxiety: 10:23-11:05
Seeking Help: 11:05-11:46
Video Diary 1: 11:46-19:02
Video Diary 2: 19:02-22:44
Video Diary 3: 22:44-27:56
Video Diary 4: 27:56-32:00
Video Diary 5: 32:00-34:45
Video Diary 6: 34:45-39:47
Video Diary 7: 39:47-47:21
#MentalHealthJourney #RealVideoDiaries #SeekingHope #MentalHealthAwareness #FaithandResilience
I think you hit the nail square on the head. You went through SO many major life changes all at once. Give yourself some grace. With that many things being disrupted or completely different, there is bound to be an adjustment period. Hang in there, and know you are loved.
Amen ❤
I wept thru this entire video. I have walked this road for the past year and a half and wow, it has taught me a lot about myself, God and others but it has been extremely tough and that is putting it lightly. I am praying for you in this season. I know God sees and appreciates our effort. Well done faithful one.❤♥️
Amen. Yes it has taught me so much about myself, God, and others too!! I am thankful for the refinement. I am praying for you my friend ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Ashley, I can so relate to this video. When I lost my husband to Cancer in August of 2021, I was so low that I did not even care if I got out of bed. My doctor put me on an Anti-depressant and I went to counseling. The counselor was amazing, and things are looking up 2 years later. I still have really bad days, I just miss my husband. He was the love of my life, my best friend, just my everything. Hang in there, there are better days ahead. Sending lots of love and prayers your way.❤🙏❤
Ashley, I've struggled most of my life with anxiety and depression. Counseling really helped me unfold everything that was bothering me. Don't give up. Just keep getting help.
People who don't experience depression don't understand. They look at your life and say "you should be happy, others don't have what you do". Stay in prayer.
Thank you friend! I won't give up!
Me too going thru it for centuries but I'm getting better bit by bit
You're absolutely right; mental health can be a complex battle that isn't always visible from the outside. Keep shining, and your strength will inspire others.
Don't ever feel guilty for not being there 100% for your man. Marriage is never 100/100 and it should be normal to feel okay being less than 100 and on the other hand let the other one be less than 100. You have your job (RUclips), you take care of the household and upon everything you have to join your husband doing his ministry - i think that this is a big load even for a happy depression-free person. Don't feel guilty about feeling low - it's a viscous cycle and it's totally unnecessary. Sending big hugs! 🤗🤗🤗🤗🧡🧡🧡🧡
Thank you so much friend ❤❤❤ so important to remember!!
Ashley, I am 47 and went through a similar thing when I married my husband. I was so close to my family it was hard to leave and the shock of having a husband and living with someone was enough to send me into a mild depression. I had the same feelings you did. I have to say 19 years later I overcame those feelings and we have a Christ centered marriage. Your Christ centered marriage is the tool to make you stronger in the Lord and overcome these obstacles. Much love!! Heather
I know the feelings you’ve expressed in this video all too well. It’s so strange watching someone else go through the valley when I’m no longer in the valley myself… Can I tell you this? Depression and fatigue usually hits after a season of following God’s will or experiencing a big achievement. Think about Elijah in the Bible. You’re experiencing the full weight of your call! Know you are on the right path, and the enemy is threatened by you. Lots of love and thank youuuu for your transparency❤️
I have been going through a tough phase of my life. It's been a dark time. But knowing that you went through this and sharing with us about God's faithfulness is truly a blessing. Thank you Ash. Keep shinning for Jesus 🕯️
There is hope and light at the end of the tunnel! Don't give up friend!
I’ve been struggling on and off with anxiety and depression for years and this video has been so SO relatable as well as helpful to women who follow Christ. Love you, Ashley. You are doing the work of God + your testimony is so precious.
Literally everything you said is SO real and relatable to me! I got married about a month ago and moved 15 hours away from my family. Like you, also a new pastors wife and my husband is Latino in leadership at a Spanish speaking church. It has been a lot to adjust to. I feel like I’m talking to myself watching this video😂 Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing this with us! You are not alone!
You’ve been on mind after watching your raw video about mental health.
You are on my daily prayer list now… I’m praying for you daily hun❤
Oh Ashley! As a Christian sis that also struggles with mental health issues, I am grateful for you! This gives me so much hope about getting to the other side. God bless you and yours! 😍
You are not alone!
This was so AWESOME! Loved the ending. I can relate to everything you said. Except I don't have attached issues, I am a strong introvert, with social anxieties. But, your ending was right on! I started seeing a psychologist who happened to be a Christian. God used her in a mighty way. I did and do take a low-dose medication that helped me come out of deep depression and suicidal desires. I used all the tools she gave me, no ruminating, and the best is when negative thoughts try to come back on me I say "Cancel, cancel." I know it sounds funny, but it works. But, most importantly, God used a bubbly young woman who loved teaching his word and did bible journaling, and calligraphy. You, Ashley, reached me when nothing else could. I did not pray, read the word, or go to church. (I'm crying thinking about it.) I dropped every aspect of my "Christian" life. I just held onto God by my fingertips. He led me to your channel. I would watch you every day. I think my first video was you talking about how you mark your bible and keep your desk. I was an empty vessel that needed to be filled. I would get up in the morning just to watch one of your videos. It was my lifeline. I followed your journey being single, dedicating a year to singleness, singleness is a gift, meeting Johnny through today. Today, I can say that I am nowhere close to where I was. I still take medication, same dose, and I am so grateful to God for it. I bought a bible journal, a desk (set it up like yours) bought a small booklet to memorize scripture, James 1, and now moving to Psalms. I'm not completely where I want to be, still deal with social anxiety, but I have joy and happiness to the point of giddiness! I never had it before. That came directly from God! I can honestly say that I love life, my life. (I could never say that before.) God has been teaching me about marriage, being a Godly wife, men, and so much more. There are other channels he has led me to that have helped me grow into the woman I am today. I want to encourage you, to stay wrapped up in God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. Trust him completely. Always be honest with where you are, pray for your darling husband, and know that God sees your ending and it is exactly the way he wants it. Pastor Stanley used to say, "Obey God and leave all the consequences to him." Love you much!
I had a hard time with mental health when covid started and to be honest I am slowly coming out of it. I am sick right now with covid. It's my second time having covid. Take care of yourself and exercise. I have food anxiety too. Even when I travel I get anxiety. It will get better just pray.
I'm praying for you!! COVID is awful, both physically and mentally, and I'm so sorry you're doing it again! I will keep you in my prayers, Jessica... Promise!! Please update this thread as you feel better!! I'm here to talk if ya need or want!! ❤
It has gotten much better for me :) I am so glad to share God’s faithfulness!
@@ChristinaFromFlint I sure will.
@@ChristinaFromFlint yes covid is bad both mentally and physically
@@jessicanorris4256 Thanks!! Hubby & I are coming off a 5 day off stretch, and both our jobs are requiring C19 tests, AGAIN, to return to work... So I'm assuming it's ramping back up again, at least here in Michigan. Hopefully we will hear by 5pm today the "all OK" 🙏
It's hard being a Pastor's wife, I am one myself but keep fighting dear. Sometimes in that role you feel you are living somebody else life ....but with God’s help you will find your own journey too and will be able to help others in this case because you will know by first hand what it is. There is a great need of Christian couselors in these hard times but you got this! Sending prayers your way ❤
I watched the entire video Ash, and thank you for sharing your journey and being vulnerable. You really went through A LOT of very BIG changes all at once but God was and still is with you. The fact that you showed up every day for Coffee and Bible Time Bible Studies, showed up as a supportive wife, showed up as a sister and as a daughter is proof that God carried you through. Give yourself grace. You do sound much much better now and i'm praying that you continue working through everything with God! Lots of Love, and take care.
I’m the same, I go through depression, anxiety mental health things. God is with us. You’re not alone in the battle
Can I just TELL you how good God is?? I typed you a note on a different video about an hour ago telling you that I found your channel and subscribed at 3:00 this morning - 12 hours ago. I don't tend to commit that fast, in fact, even as I was hitting the subscribe button I was questioning myself. THIS video is why - God knew! GOD KNOWS!! Ashley, I'm 65 years old and have fought depression since I was 19. In the past ten-or-so years anxiety has become an issue as well - I deal with some pretty gnarly anxiety-related chest pain just out of the blue that can put me out of commission. I've been on medication the entire time, except for when I was pregnant and am grateful for it. As you can imagine, the enemy and I went back and forth with his attacks of, "Well, if you were a better Christian you wouldn't NEED medication...". But I digress... although I stepped away from God over these past decades, not once did I feel that He left me. I made dreadful, foolish choices but still, despite myself, knew He was doing a work in me and that I would come out on the other side with a testimony that would bless others. I still have my days but at just the right time God reminds me of the time I misquoted Scripture, saying, "With Christ all things are easy...". No, He NEVER said that things are easy but rather that they are POSSIBLE! ...BIG difference, right? My testimony is ugly and beautiful at the same time. Thank you for sharing your story. You are not alone, you never were! You have touched my heart and blessed me immensely. Hugs, baby girl, from the southern California desert, MK 🤗❤️🌵❤️🤗
This is like watching myself. I’ve been in the toughest mental war I’ve ever been in. Thoughts of wishing I could just die every morning I wake. I try and try to look on the bright side and I trust God with everything I have, but these mental wars are brutal. Confused, depressed, and anxious all day. It’s hard, people say it gets better and I can’t wait for the day it is. Anyone out there reading this let’s stick together. I don’t know why God wants us here another day but He does. We’ve got the friend
Made it to the end and phew 😮💨 I thank God for you! I’ve been watching you and your sister since I was in undergrad years ago and I love you content.
I want to first acknowledge your vulnerability and courage to share your journey with this community. Thank you for being a vessel of honor. Thank you for your transparency with your mental health. You’ve recently experienced some major life transitions and that’s hard on the mind and body. Proud of you for documenting your journey, through every struggle and even when you didn’t have much to say, what you did say was enough. I love how you even showed your process of encouraging yourself in the Lord with memory verses bc if I’m honest, even that can be a struggle. So thank you. I’ve been recently battling with my own mental health and many life transitions as well, recently engaged, left a church community I’d been apart of for 8 years, loss of a bff and a mentor who belonged to a spiritual cult that I was also apart of for many years, in grad school and working a full time job while trying to balance all these titles, and it’s been HARD. Many times I wanted to give up on my walk completely but God. Healing from the affects of church hurt, loosing a community that was my rock, experiencing an engagement season, rebuilding what was lost. Without the Lord I literally wouldn’t have the strength to make it through a day. And some weeks are especially hard on my mind. But nevertheless, the Lord kept me. Every time you got on the camera after crying or having a hard day, I felt every bit of emotion that was there in those pauses you took. I found myself saying “me too girl”, “that’s so real” and “thank you Jesus” because I realize, I’m not alone in this mental health journey.
Im actually in grad school to become a clinical mental health counselor and phew has it been a journey so far! Im healing and process as I go through this program and it’s tough but necessary work.
I will continue to pray for you (and hubs) and support you from afar! Again thank you for being a vessel of honor that the Lord uses to show his daughters that He too cares about our mental health and well being. Keep fighting, be patient with yourself and be kind to you mind always 💜
Diary 1, "Being with people is so hard for me right now"~ the most relatable thing I've ever heard anyone say. It's not that I don't want to be with people, it's just that I feel completely inadequate, unprepared and unable to face those circumstances.
Usually if you push the negative mindset hard enough and go anyway despite your overwhelming feelings, you end up being ok when you get there. But how do we get the strength and courage to get to that point? I know 9 times out of 10, even with the panoply of God and unceasing prayer, I really really struggle to overcome my negative thoughts and fear of people.
I feel as though my mind is wired up so completely differently to everyone else, and nobody in my family has been through this so like you said, they just don't- and can't- understand. And I also fear dragging them down, so tend to isolate myself which is toxic.
It's so refreshing to hear such a similar story, to know I'm not the only one who's ever suffered in this way. Counsellors are too expensive so I'm praying for another solution, and trust God will heal my broken mind one day.
Thank you for making this video! There's a lot of things I would like to say but the most significant for me was to thank you because through this video the Lord spoke to me so strongly regarding taking care of my sleep, food, excersice and peace habits!!! God has really point out to me that if I don't take care of my body, I'm despising the temple of his Holy Spirit and I don't want that. "Don't you realize that your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, who lives in you and was given to you by God? You do not belong to yourself" 1 Corinthians 6:19❤ God bless you sister, you were a corageous woman!!!
Lost my hubby of 46 years in 2020 found a renewed peace with God this summer had to take some time out for solitude & prayer it really helped me!
I have bipolar depression and sometimes I feel sad but only God can help me through it all. 🙏 I need him daily for strength. Love you Ash and prayers for you and your mental health strength.
I have been in this valley SOOO long,I can't hold on much longer. My name is Desiree. Please pray for me! TY soooo much for sharing this, and helping others, like myself. God bless you sister.✝️💜🛐...btw,my struggle is addiction to meds, and drugs. Hard as I have tried,...10 plus years, I can't get set free!!!💔
I pray God heals you wholly and completely and delivers you fully. In Jesus' name we ask. Amen.
@@Authorthings TY SOOO much. God bless you.✝️💜🛐
@@Desi-RoseDefinitely! May He bless you also!!
Watched until the end. Praying for you ❤️
I'm a newbie here, so I only have a couple of your vids under my belt. This particular topic is SO RELEVANT & TIMELY to my own personal and family struggles that I truly believe God meant for me to see this! It means so much more than you can IMAGINE to know you're not alone! Sadly, many many Christians both believe AND PREACH that if you're walking with God, making Godly decisions, living a God centered life, etc (you get the drift) that EITHER you WONT have these type of struggles, that you somehow deserve this, that it's a symptom of not praying & doing right, that it's like a penance for your past, OR that God wants you to go thru this "for your testimony." ITS ABSOLUTELY INSANE, everything I mentioned!! Today's Body of Christ needs to reexamine it's views, and speech, about mental health!!! I could say sooooooo much about this... BUT, I will say this: God made smart research scientists that created medicine FOR A REASON! I am NO LESS A BELIEVER because I needed said medicine! God doesn't "put me thru this" for ANY REASON... This is a HUMAN CONDITION because of brain chemicals!! AND YOU ARE GONNA BE OK EVENTUALLY... And God loves you SO MUCH and these struggles don't lessen that love!!!!!!!!
Welcome to the channel :) I’m so happy you are here!!! You are so right! Thank you for sharing. ❤❤❤ I am praying for you my friend!!
@@coffeeandbibletime I'm so happy to be here, too! I'm praying for you & your husband too... And will continue to do so!! 🙏☕💕
Hi Ashley! Thanks for sharing with us your journey. I go thru the same thing. God is so good that he gives us the strength to move ahead held by His hand. And he gives us his unconditional love that fills us up not giving a chance to fail. God bless you and your marriage. Lots of love from Puerto Rico 🇵🇷 ❤
I have had depression all of my life and it is one of those things where you have good and bad times. I am sustained by God at all times. I praise God you have worked so much to be doing so much better in your walk.
I just finished watching. I was in tears by the end of the video. In January I moved to a different continent with my toddler and my emotions have just been all over the place. Im still adjusting , there have been days when getting out of bed seemed like an impossible task. God has been the one constant in the past 8 months, and seeing my son thrive in his new environment. Thank you for sharing this journey, for your honesty. I have also started to get my foundation in order. exercising, eating better and spending more time with the Lord. I will definitely look into seeing a councillor to help with the anxiety aspect of what im battling with. God bless you Ashley
You are not alone my friend!!! I am so proud of for taking steps to heal and to get through this! God hears every cry and sees every tear. He is with you! ❤
I watched the whole video. God is so good. I am relieved I'm not alone but it's bittersweet. Thank you for being transparent. I saw so much of myself in the video. I didn't know some of this though. God is so good. Thank you, Father, for loving us.
I recognize your language and the words you're using. "It's hard..." I had been struggling with depression as well, for many years. I can relate to you so much. I have been doing years of therapy and I weaned myself off of years of antidepressants because I didn't like the idea of having long-term side effects after prolonged usage.
It could be that you're now dealing with trauma that you never faced and it's manifesting now. Or It could be that you need deliverance.
I'm speaking from experience.
You have to face that pain, it's the only way. Don't try to figure it out, you gotta take your hands off, and let God do the work, sis. Fasting could help.
And do those healthy things you mentioned, of course.
And I'm going to pray for you because Trust me, I understand.
Thank you Ash for posting this video. I know the Lord had you post this at this time for me and so many others. Besides the food anxiety, I am going through all of those things that you were, on top of trying to raise 2 toddlers. Often I feel inadequate and a failure as a mother and a wife and have so much guilt on how my mood and actions affect them each day. But I know (even though I struggle with seeking Christ) that He will come through and His plan for my life is greater than what I can currently understand. Thank you for being so open and honest about your struggle. God bless you sister 💖🙏
You are not alone my friend!!! I love your perspective in all of this - it is SO BEAUTIFUL!!! ❤❤❤ you will get through this!!!
I've had a hard time with mental health since my husband cheated and i left him. I never previously struggled but it has been a hard few years for sure. I've been trying to cling to God so i can be the best mom for my daughter.
Be Encouraged! You are doing exactly what you're supposed to do. Take one hour at a time. Just do the nxt right thing. Put one step in front of the other. Be patient. Don't look sideways...just look ahead AND up to Him. You will be back at it before you know it.
I went through this years ago, and am so grateful you are doing better! Keep loving and trusting God, even when you feel nothing. He is there! Praying for you sweet sister!
So many changes for you Ashley. So happy to hear you say "I know I'm not alone". because it's soooo true!!! A healthy ketogenic diet (even for just a time to heal) has helped people tremendously. Definitely worth looking into if you ever are feeling this way again 😀. Functional Medicine is amazing! Love your videos and love how you never give up and keep your eyes on God ❤
Wow thank you so much for sharing this vulnerable season of your life. I was diagnosed with severe depression earlier this year & had to get meds for it. and as a Christian. It’s quite difficult to understand . It lasted about 7 months. By by the Lords power, i can confidently say he has healed me !
Ashley, it would be an understatement to say that we’re going through a lot of the same season. I too have suffered since at least December but really February is when I have felt like my world just came crashing down. And I know that you have so many supporters, and I know I’m not the only one to say this, but and I have thought this many times, and that I wish, we could develop a friendship that we could just pick up the phone and call each other. Although you have best friends to do that and so do I it is by Gods design that you and your sister and your mom have created this platform in community and it’s by Gods design that women like me have come to find such support in that. Thank you for what you do and the for the transparency and vulnerability. ❤
Heyy, I watched to the end. Thanks for sharing your journey!
And to THAT, all God's children say, "AMEN!!" PRAISE GOD! Ashley, you are truly inspiring. Im so thankful that you're feeling better. Thank you for sharing. God is good, ALL the time! (I watched to the end 🥰) 🙏✝️🦋
I watched to the end 💕 Thank you for sharing!
Girl! I feel you! I can relate. It's NOT in your head. I mean kinda.. your brain but it's hormones and brain chemicals etc. It's so not a matter of " oh just smile and snap out of it" " just choose happy" that doesn't work with depression and anxiety. I'm so glad you won it. I had SEVERE post partum depression and anxiety. God got me through it. I also was on medication too (which isn't wrong or meaning you have no faith either). Those times were when I just talked to God. Like no formal prayers or set prayer time I was just like "ok God.. you gotta help me I cand do this on my own" I'd talk to God for hours. I felt so bad that I'd stopped fighting and fir " caving in and getting a prescription" but God showed me to take the medication by faith and that WAS fighting. That's what God had me do so meds aren't right for everyone of course but no counselor could have talked my brain into working right. So glad you made it through.
Thank you for doing this. 🙏
Watching this helped me so much to face loneliness + mental illness. 🙏More on this topic would be great!
Also, I just came back to the Lord after years away and I feel like I've got soooo muchhh to learn. Any tips? Thank you !
Finished the video and God has been showing me He is faithful and loving. Praying for you and thank you so much for sharing your journey.
I watched your video. Thanks for being so raw and honest. I loved that even in the early blogs you were hopeful even when you weren’t feeling it.
Love this long video 😊
As someone who has been married for almost 7 years. I went through this as a new bride. However, I didn’t seek help until it almost cost me everything. Thank you for showing your vulnerability. ❤❤
Hi Ashley, I watched to the end and aspects really resonated with me. Thank you for making and sharing this video. Praying for you.
Thank you Ashley, I watched to the end! This video was so encouraging and I could relate in so many different ways! I'm praying for you!!!
Thank you for sharing this. I have been in a similar place for what feels like years now. This was really raw and honest but also encouraging.
Thank you so much for sharing this video. God knew that I needed this today ❤
I watched until the end! I thank you for sharing and being transparent. As Christians we think are supposed to have it all together, but it’s in those times is when God steps in. Though the results are not instant, he shows us that he is with us.
Hi Ashley. Thank you for being so open and honest. I'm (much) older than you and have suffered with mental health issues my whole life. Right now I'm hanging on to the Lord with all the strength He gives me. He's so good
Hi, Ashley. I’m glad that you listened to yourself in not going to Johnny’s ministry. When going through tough times, you need to do what is best for you. Johnny will become more understanding of your issues and that will benefit him in his ministry. Social anxiety and eating disorders are very common and you will be able to help people in your ministry as well. Thank you for your bravery in sharing your struggles, Ash. Mental health issues are real and should be discussed. You are going through these trials for a reason and I now you will use it to help others one day. Right now, look after Ashley. Sending you a big virtual hug and love from Toronto, Ontario. I will be praying for you. ❤️🇨🇦🙏
I really needed this! Thank you for sharing tour journey!❤️
love this❤
I watched until the end! ❤
I had depression 4 years ago, my case was unforgiving the past mistakes that I made or that was made to me.
Thanks God I overcome by prayer and a lot healing by studying the Bible in classes at my Church. Freedom in Christ classes also helped a lot. But God is faithful and He was carrying me for the whole season. God is good! 🙏
Thanks for sharing Ashley, this video clarified that we are not alone. Always loved your videos in the highest and lowest moments of you.Love you and all Coffee Bible família! Hugs from Thailand
Hi Ashley, may the Lord bless you from Santo Domingo, Dominican Republic! I went through anxiety and depression 6 years ago during my walk with God. I always realized about lots of things but now I know that He's with me everywhere I go through. I'm still going to church and looking for God's love and mercy through the Bible. God was so merciful in my life (and he is) during this spiritual journey. I'm a happy, Christ-centered woman even if I'm going through adversity and hardships. I'm a 41-year-old manture, young woman who also struggles with emotions and wants to keep going forward. I know what you're going through because I went through that too. I want you to pray for me so that I want to find a Godly man who loves Him and has a deep passion for Him and His Word like I do. I'm still single so I really don't want what the Lord's Will for my life! Thanks for sharing this episode!
I watched to the end. Thank you for being you, honest and transparent with your audience.
Loved this whole video thank you for sharing 💗
Thank you for sharing your journey, Ashley. Such an encouragement ❤
I watched though❤. Thanks for sharing and the encouragement
Hey Ashley, I watch to the end. Thank you for sharing. It been very helpful and beneficial.❤️✨
Beautiful video, I watched until the end because it's so hard to find such relatable content these days, in a world where even in the church community at times feels like you should be in a pleasent, energetic mood all the time or at least every time you meet people , it's almost a sin to go through mental challenges and be a Christian at the same time ... not to mention the people who run leadership I feel like it's almost a requirement to be strong and stay sane not only for you but for others as well.
Yeah. A lot of Christian kids I grew up with struggled with anxiety and depression and were told to "pray it away" essentially. It's like, King David went through it. I don't think God makes it "go away" for everyone, but we can continue to praise Him during it and know that He is close to us and won't abandon us. There is comfort there. Psalms has a lot of comforting verses.
I watched to the end! I've been through this and God does bring you through but it's not an easy road. God bless you Ashley xxx
Thank you for the honest testimony. I watched it till the end. God bless you.
I watched to the end Ashley. I'm glad you have found some answers. I hope I can help others bc of your video. Thank you for sharing and being honest and real. I think what you are going through or have been through will help others dealing with the same thing. Thank you again.
Watched 'till the end, praying for ya! And thanks and glory to God and everyone and everything He' s used to help you in this season❤🙏🏻🙌🏻 blessings!
Thank you for opening up to us, Ashley. Glory to God for your breakthrough!
Came across your video. Watched to the end. Thank you for being transparent.
I saw until the end you are an inspiration.
Thank you so much for sharing. You are not alone-you so perfectly articulated so much of what I’ve been feeling and experiencing over the past few months. Praying for you, friend. ❤️ Thank you for your vulnerability.
I'm super happy to see that you are getting better. I watched to the end, and this video was amazing in so many ways, I can also relate to what you been dealing with, it was hard but it's definitely a testimony for the next person to hear, just like how you are sharing ur testimony. Thank you for this video, I thought I was the only one going through it this year
Thanks, Ashley for sharing. This video is such an inspiration.
I watched till the end. I'm so proud of you. ❤
Watched it all! What a journey girl. Thanks for being so open! Skipped the nose blowing part though ngl LOL love you!
I watched till the end, so encouraging Ashley❤️ I think you're really brave and praise God for helping you through🤗 God bless you!
Thank you for sharing the real and raw! Helps to know I’m not the only one who has been there. This needs to happen more in the church, so those of us who struggle don’t feel so shamed and less than.
Prayers for continued healing and wholeness!
Ashley, you’re brave. Thank you for having the courage to be vulnerable with us.
I'm going through a really hard year and your journey is really encouraging me
God bless you Ashley, truly love your channel and your videos, thank you for being transparent and vulnerable, truly understand what you're going through 😢 Continue to seek Lord in prayer and meditate on His Word continuously as you already do and on Isaiah 61:3 🙏🏾❤️ So happy you are doing better with your gut health, food anxiety and what a blessing to find a counselor who is a believer! You are right, each season is different! Praying for you and Johnny 🙏🏾🫂 All Glory to Jesus for being our strength 🙌🏾 "Hey I watched until the end" 🥳🙋🏾♀️
Just finished watching. Thank you for putting this out there Ash. I have been going through a Valley and seeking Him as much as possible but its so hard sometimes. I am glad that I can see someone who has taught me so much about God, someone that I look up to in my faith journey, be vulnerable and show that you feel how I feel. Its so comforting. Thank you for sharing. I pray that you, me and all those who see this video can take some comfort in knowing that you are not alone.
This is so authentic I'd love to see more content like this from you Ashley it's so real and beautiful!
I watched to the end and I am grateful for your honesty and bravery. I am glad you didn’t give up!❤
Thank you for sharing💕💕
I watched your whole video and just want to let you know how I'm proud of you and this is a great testimony example for many of us that go through it.
I have been there and I am grateful to God to have been there with me! (Watched until the end) very relatable content
Thank you for sharing this with us! 💜🙌💕💜💕💜💕
Thank you for posting this! I don’t feel alone in my struggles 💕
Hey I watched to the end! I’ve been struggling with food lately and I needed this to renew my strength and remind myself that God is good! Thank you for being real and vulnerable. I’ve been facing the fact lately that I so often try to run from my emotions. I don’t want to feel anything but happy and when I don’t I eat and try and push those feelings away. This video helped me to feel emotions I’ve been putting away. Thank you!
My favorite verse when I went through similar situation was the one that says Do not be anxious about anything
I watched till the end😊thank you for sharing you journey and testifying about God's Goodness!
Thank you for sharing ❤
Hey I watched to the end, thank you so much Ashley. I love you girl, from South Africa.❤🇿🇦 that was so encouraging
Haven't even watched the video, but I'm already in tears. God knew I really needed this today. Thank you so much
Thank you for being so vulnerable!❤ I identified with much of what you said. It's so incredibly hard when you're in it! Praying for you and for all of them who are stuck in despair and hopelessness. Father hear their cries for help, be their comfort, Amen.
Love the realness to your testimony.❤
Thank you for sharing this! I have been in a very similar season as you dealing with this mental health problems with depression and anxiety. I also had a lot of life changes too. It’s encouraging to see you still trust in God during this season! Prayers for both of us!