It already is somewhere. I remember listening to this song when it first came out.12 year old me just discovered vocaloid through Juby's "Female Ninja but I want to love" cover. I'm on an binge of my old vocaloid playlist rn heh
The song is basically a theory of a person with PTSD and Personality Disorders with Deppression. See, colors refer to the feelings of others like sorrow, happy, sad. Her being black and then white is her stuck in her mind, and trying to fight back but in actuality she is her own enemy and nemesis in her mind. When she looks in the mirror, it's a reflection back to her, a Echo. Know how Echo location waves are made? Reflecting off of the projectiles they approach. It may not be a mirror but of others abuse and aggressiveness against her in the past that haunts her and trigger her to have aggressive impulses, that why she wants to randomly burn the house down due to the triggers. The hands stacking up? It's her own strength of being brave getting taken away as more and more happens till soon, it's just the Echo people created.
Yeah looking at what other people are saying it seems like the song was about BPD but overlap in symptoms and experiences make it relatable to lots of other disorders rooted in trauma
+JubyPhonic sing a slower, lower version then use audacity to speed it up to the original speed and tone. ^w^ (I commemted this earlier but I realized I was on my dad's account ^w^")
BOOM! completed the lyrics, mostly because you don't have them in the description for some reason... anyways, here are the lyrics! The Clock stopped Ticking, forever ago… How long have I been up? I don’t know… I can’t get a Grip, but I can’t let go.. There wasn’t anything to hold onto though… Why can’t I see? Why can’t I see? All the colors that you see? Please can I be, Please can I be? Colorful and free? What the Hell’s going on? Can someone tell me please? Why I’m switching faster than the channels on TV? I’m Black! Then I’m White! No! Something isn’t right! My enemy’s invisible I don’t know how to fight… The trembling fear Is more than I can take! When I’m up against The Echo in the Mirror Echo (Followed by echos…(echooooooo(echoooooo(echoooooo)))[IDK] E c h o… I’m gonna burn my house down Into an ugly black I’m gonna run away now And never look back (REPEATED AGGRESSIVELY) And never look back, And never look back, AND NEVER LOOK BACK What the hell’s going on? Can someone tell me please? Why I’m switching faster than the channels on TV? I’m black Then I’m white! NO Something isn’t right… My enemy’s invisible I don’t know how to fight What the Hell’s going on Can someone tell me please? Why I’m switching faster than the channels of TV? I’m Black! Then I’m White! NO Something isn’t right… My enemy’s invisible I don’t know how to fight… The trembling fear Is more than I can take When I’m up against, The ECHO in the mirror! The trembling fear Is more than I can take When I’m up against, THE ECHO IN THE MIRROR
Juby like I can't tell you how much your music has helped me throughout high school. The songs you cover from happy and dreamy to dark and depressing helped me alot. It gives me a place I can go to relate, find a new favorite song, or just scroll through the comments. As well the fact that you enjoy the music yourself is even better. I love your covers and thank you for putting your amazing voice to use!
I just like to imagine this song is about a girl in a coma, she keeps fading in and out of consciousness which is why everything keeps going from white to black as she fights to stay awake. The echos she keeps hearing are just hospital works and visitors voices talking about her condition and how she may never wake up again. As she’s in a coma people started showing their true colors and her family talks about wanting her dead, having to watch the reflections of their former selves shatter as all is revealed. She gets angry and talks about burning her house and never looking back not wanting to ever be mislead again. Idk just an idea...
Anything that has an echo is bouncing or vibrating, if you smash teh mirror, you will only create more echo's rather than if you wait for the echo to stop. Unless the mirror is powered...
I think the song is either about borderline personality disorder or bipolar disorder, however the lyrics can be applied to many other mental disorders - depression, anxiety, schizophrenia, etc. Mood swings are a very common symptom of mental illness, and the mentions of not seeing things in colour fit depression well. The general panicky feeling of it fit panic disorder or anxiety. The start says "the clock stopped ticking forever ago" - time seeming to pass weirdly, too fast, or too slow, fits many mental disorders, and "how long have i been up? I don't know" can be literally interpreted to mean insomnia, another common symptom of mental illness. The part where she says "I'm gonna burn my house dwon into an ugly black, I'm gonna run away now and never look back" sounds like a manic or psychotic episode, it can also be interpreted as suicide or trying to desperately run away from your problems. However I think the song would best fit borderline or bipolar.
This song might be about depression. "Why can't I see all the colors that you see" could mean "why can't I be happy" and "please can I be colorful and free" could mean "please can I be happy and free from the depression." And the "Echo" in the mirror could be the depression. "my enemy's invisible I don't know how to fight could also represent the depression
This song is actually about Bipolar disorder But it can be used for any other mental issue, like you mentioned, depression for example, or anxiety, or schizophrenia etc.
I think its moreso Bipolar disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), or PTSD. Couple people in my family have it including myself. It has underlying depression and anxiety involved already allowing the other lines to fit, but the major part of the song that describes this is "I'm black then I'm white...Someone tell my why I'm switching faster than the channels on TV." Someone with BPD will go from 0-100 in literally minutes. They could be fine, "normal," and happy one moment, then few minutes theyre screaming and crying and uncontrollably upset. They are fully aware of it but have no control over their emotions or how to express them. Usually this happens from people who succumb to PTSD and they dont get help (such as my deteriorating case) and friends or family don't validate their emotions so they have no idea how to handle them. PTSD works like this but with triggers. I could be fine at work then dissociate randomly and twitch or have involuntary muscle movements. Or I see something that is a "trigger" and I get flashbacks to my trauma as if I relive it and become incredibly upset or emotional. "The echo in the mirror" can mean many things which is where the Bipolar disorder comes into play. it can mean another me (for multiple personalities) or just the side of you that struggles with mental illness while the other side (your awareness of it) is normal. Hence why BPD can PTSD can be explained with this line as well.
I think it’s about somebody that’s dead. Yanno, it said “The clock stopped ticking forever ago”. That might mean that humans are kinda like a clock, counting down the seconds till they die. If they are dead, then the clock stopped ticking.
I don't agree because someone who goes through trauma or mental illness forgets when it started. The clock stopped ticking eludes to when they discovered they weren't mentally well or when things went astray. You lose sense of time and understanding and are left just with why and how it all went to shit.
This is the best version/cover I've heard of this song. This might as well be the finished touch. And the video? Pffffffft. I can't describe how perfect it was for it. I love how (which I assume is)fan art out was added in to show lots of love and appreciation of the song.
As someone who has struggled with depression before, I relate to this song a lot. It's been about a year now that I left counseling, (did I spell that right). I do believe I no longer have depression, but sometimes I feel like the horrible monster called depression that pretends like it's you is hiding somewhere, where I can't see it, but always waiting for a chance to come back. When I feel depressed, I say to myself that everything is fine, or just tell myself "No, I'm not stupid, I'm not worthless, stop thinking like that." It's like salt to ghosts, it wards the monster away, but never lasts. Every time I see on the internet that some person I thought who was extremely happy, was depressed, I'm suprised, but then I realize, I was like that too. I was a always happy person, and I am again now. That last person you would expect to feel that way. Someone can only be happy for so long until sadness breaks through. Sorry for the wall of text, it's just something I thought I should say.
I also have depression (therapy keeps getting moved..and they're focusing in my anxiety atm) I tend to embrace my negative thoughts (agreeing with myself that I'm fat, worthless, alone, etc ect..) I don't know why but I find comfort in those feelings..wtf is wrong with me :/
Beanie Plays Therapy acctually helped me a lot, so that's truly all I can suggest. And one more thing, don't you ever give up. Don't let the monster win.
Honestly, I can’t seem to recall how many times I’ve listened to this song and it doesn’t bore me as much as many other songs I’ve listened to. This... cover and your voice in general are goddamn glorious! Keep up the great work!
Thank you for providing us with amazing covers despite your struggle with Anxiety and Depression. Your fans will always be 100% supportive and will continue to cheer you on, no matter what! c:
"WHY'S THE TV STUCK IN HER HEAD?" I can never look at this the same way again. (I took the song seriously and my little brother just passes by and says thatXD)
@@nicholascompton2115 Apparently, it's the character 'pop idols' for each set of voice recordings. I didn't know for a while either. Vocaloid voices are used to make a whole bunch of songs in all genres, as I found out on Google with a search or two. They aren't tied to a single genre. But I still don't know who the character is or why the tv is there...
This was awesome like always :) And I know the feeling ... I'm suffering from Social Phobia/Atelophobia ... and there are times I won't go outside for weeks, and skip school and try to avoid my friends. I'm being left behind now, serves me right. And if I do go out and meet people, I'll most likely get a panic attack and cry. The worst place ever is in the classroom, or a crowded hallway. It's awful, but I'm getting therapy ... but I'm barely even 14. :/
MissingPiece Don't worry about only being 14 - I've been in therapy since I was 12. Also, I know how you feel about school... I have autism and OCD so school is like a nightmare for me. Hope things get better for you soon.
MissingPiece Schizophrenic. I'm homeschooled because of it. I found out a few months ago I also have NAFLD, Non-Alcoholic Fatty Liver Disease. That day that I found out, I broke down. It will slowly kill me if I don't fix it. NOW. That day, I went at my dad, Attacked him and almost went into a psych ward.. I've been dealing with it for multiple years. It never got to me until I'd spend 3-5 days up at a time, Wouldn't sleep, if I did it'd be because I fell asleep from exhaustion. Hearing the unknown. Paranoia and Insomnia set in, And very quickly. One week before I was put on meds, I woke up one morning and went to make myself breakfast, My mom comes up to me and shows me the side of her neck. Multiple clawing/scratch marks on her neck. "The hell is this for?" I had no idea what she was talking about. Apparently I was almost screaming in my room at 4AM That I wanted something I was calling "him" and somebody I called 'It' to go away ('It' has been a creature that I see mostly in dreams and late at night. It's been with me since I was 6-7. I'm 13 now.), And to make it go away, For somebody to make THEM go away. I was huddled up, On my bed (Which is in the corner), knees to my chest and CRYING, God I was crying, Sobbing, screaming. When she went to come see what was wrong, I grasped almost at her neck and scratched it up, Immediately went back under my blankets and right back to sleep. I have no memory of it. Apparently I had done that where I would wake up during the night and stare at things and in corners, sometimes again scream that 'It' and 'He' was there. And rarely, Somebody I refer to as 'She'. She, I don't know. She's a child -- around my age--, Mangled. A companion almost of 'It'. I've been in therapy for multiple years. I probably always will be.. It's not something people take lightly when you tell them. They always ask "Are you crazy?".. It's why where I live. I know nobody.. All of my friends are virtual. I try and make friends, Be social. But every time I do, I hear them. I hear them saying things about the way I act, What I like, What I say. Everything.. Yet I know they aren't saying ANYTHING.. But I can't tell myself that anymore..
Dude I totally understand what you mean :/ I had started my senior year of high school after all of my friends left and graduated and I remember isolating myself because I would end up crying and panicking in larger groups. Idk of this may help, but I always found music to kinda soothe me. Just stay strong and if you need a friend I am here.
The clock stopped ticking, Forever ago How long have I been up? 0:16 I don't know I can't get a grip, but I can't let go 0:19 There wasn't anything to hold onto,though 0:23 Why can't I see? Why can't I see? All the colours, That you see? Please, can I be Please, can I be Colourful and Free? What the hell's going on? 0:40 Can someone tell me please, 0:41 Why I'm switching faster than the channels on TV 0:44 I'm black, then I'm white 0:47 No, something isn't right 0:48 My enemy's invisible, 0:50 I don't know how to fight The trembling fear 0:54 Is more than I can take When I'm up against 0:57 The echo in the mirror Echo I'm gonna burn my house down into an ugly black 2:16 I'm gonna run away now and never look back 2:19 I'm gonna burn my house down into an ugly black I'm gonna run away now and never look back I'm gonna burn my house down into an ugly black I'm gonna run away now and never look back I'm gonna burn my house down into an ugly black I'm gonna run away now and never look back I'm gonna burn my house down and never look back And never look back And never look back What the hell's going on? Can someone tell me, please Why I'm switching faster than the channels on TV? I'm black, then I'm white No, something isn't right My enemy's invisible, I don't know how to fight What the hell's going on? Can someone tell me, please Why I'm switching faster than the channels on TV? I'm black, then l'm white No, something isn't right My enemy's invisible, I don't know how to fight The trembling fear Is more than I can take When I'm up against The echo in the mirror The trembling fear Is more than I can take When I'm up against The echo in the mirror
My mind went from “Oh, an English cover of Echo” to “Wait isn’t echo already in English” to “Whatever. Jubyphonics covers are so good it’s worth it” to “wait no it’s originally Japanese” all in the span of 5 seconds
I hope you're getting better, Juby. I worked at a clinic for depressed people and kind of know how hard it can be to live a "normal" life. I wish you all the best and hope the therapy works ^-^ ♥ *Juby fighting!*
OMG, the description made me cry. I feel just the same and I just felt like someone understands... But, I can say Im lucky because I found someone to talk with. A friend who really understands. But, if she isnt here because whatever, i have music, my best therapy... Oh well... I need more friends. 2D characters, videogames, music and my friend make me weak... But i wanna find happiness and i will find it! Thanks for singing! Now i'll get into music to fight depression! Be-because I know Im strong!!!!
I feel you, It's been half a year since I managed to do any self harm, I'm still trying to recover emotionally from depression, honestly I might not ever recover, but keep fighting! Never give up because life may suck now, it'll get better later, I wish you the best of luck! Keep Fighting Ami, I'm rooting for you!
me:I´M GONNA BURN MY HOUSE DOWN INTO AN UGLY BLACK I´M GONNA RUN AWAY NOW AND NEVER LOOK BACK! Mom: hey....we should turn off all the stoves and lock the doors...? Dad: agree, I´m worried about this child
This song was comfort to me during October/November when I was in a terrible funk. I wasn't motivated to do anything because I couldn't understand the reason of doing it. Everything felt duller and the inevitability of death was a constant reminder that all my efforts at anything would be essentially pointless, which led to me doing some slacking in school. Time wasn't understandable because everything felt too slow and I just wanted to close my eyes and sleep, hoping that my dreams would be better than my head when I was awake. I could relate to this song in the way that my brain would pick apart the words and their meanings and find similarities to myself. I also found comfort in Juby's description of this video with her own personal experience, that she sort of knew what it felt like. I had felt so hollow for that time and like I just couldn't stop crying, and this helped me realize I needed to actually tell someone about how I felt. That despite the fact I may not have thought that my mind and emotions were someone else's concern, I started to feel better sooner than on my own. Sorry, word wall, just this song holds a lot of meaning to me
Apparently when I wrote this I was experiencing major depression and anxiety and literally didn’t know what to call it or what to do about it (I continued to invalidate my feelings and spiral in negative thoughts in varying degrees for a few years, but I’ve been free from actual depression for about two years now) There is a bigger purpose to life, and you don’t have to tie yourself up in school, work, or what people think of you because those aren’t where our value is determined. And you have to learn to validate and understand and empathize with yourself too and ultimately hold onto truth (and find truth) above lies. Thoughts aren’t truth, emotions aren’t truth. They help us process the world, but sometimes I have to actively fight and filter against lies until it’s a natural thought process to not spiral or give in to futility and death.
This song reminds me so much of DID (Dissociative identity disorder, something I have), 'Why I'm switching faster than the channels on TV' is a reference to when an alter fronts (take control of the body) and how out of control it feels. The best way to describe it (cause I have the condition) is intense out of body experience with no memory of what happened. 'I'm black, then I'm white' is a reference to the different personality each alters has and how different they can be. Some alters have a voice change, some alters have a complete gender change. A lot of the time, people with DID don't remember when an alter fronts. 'My enemy's invisible I don't know how to fight' is the actual battle in being one again, you are so broken down and beaten that you don't know where to start. This is my view on the song.
+Samantha Steeves lolita/cosplayer to emo to country to prep to emo to prep to country emo to Lolita/ cosplay. That's me. Let's just hope that I stay at Lolita/ cosplayer.
Yortstar Gaming Ya ever hear of Spoderman? Ya ever hear of the Arkham Knight? My profile pic is essentially the Arkham Knight in an outline of Spoderman.
I sang "I'm gonna burn my house down to an ugly balck", my mom asked whats worng with me so I told her about the song she told me "your depressed, aren't you"
I remember listening to this religiously when I was a kid. If there’s any song that matched how I felt as a kid, it was this. If there was any song I hold in my heart, it’s this. Thank you.
Juby you're such a strong person and I look up to you so much. Hopefully you feel a little better and have been talking to people and close friends :> This cover is amazing and so is the video! Amazing job as always, I loved it! ^ w ^
This is just how it feels to have a dissociative disorder and a personality disorder. This is a bad day, rapid switching, dissociating a lot, your emotions flipping randomly
This reminds me of D.I.D. Or, multiple personality disorder. "How long have I been up? I don't know..." Usually, people with this disorder have epsiodes of blackouts or memory loss because their alters take over... I dunno, that's just what it reminded me of.
I've had issues with a different dissociative disorder and lemme tell ya even without having total separation and blackouts dissociating can really mess with your perception of time
MPD doesn't exist. MPD is how DID was previously called, but DID is an actual disorder with updates regarding diagnosis and treatment. EDIT: And yeah, as far as I know this song actually IS about DID, PTSD, différent personality disorders and depression mixed with OCD, anxiety etc. Basically this is about mental illnesses, where you switch states a lot.
Honestly, I can’t compliment you enough on this. Your singing turns a good song into a masterpiece that masterfully captures the feeling of experiencing a psychosis.
In like 10 years this song is gonna be on a playlist like:
“The internet raised you”
And I’m here for it
Or "you had a vocaloid phase"
it's weird being into this music so late in life 😁
@@snickle1980 no
@@pand_hanna for me.
It already is somewhere. I remember listening to this song when it first came out.12 year old me just discovered vocaloid through Juby's "Female Ninja but I want to love" cover. I'm on an binge of my old vocaloid playlist rn heh
When theres a cheater/hacker on your game:
*My enemy is invisible.. I dont know how to fight*
Kitsunella Neko YOU GOTTA HATE EM ALL
This is really weird . . . when I read this comment those lyrics came on
Or just TF2 Spy
I tell ya, these meddlin' spies be all over the place again.
I already kill alot of hacker on my game
*When your mom suddenly calls you by your full name*
_No something isn't right_
"We're getting divorced"
Yes
what you mean? your mum dont call you your real name?
TornadoMatty01 They mean by your FULL name. First and last name
The profile picture scares me while reading this 🤣
The song is basically a theory of a person with PTSD and Personality Disorders with Deppression. See, colors refer to the feelings of others like sorrow, happy, sad. Her being black and then white is her stuck in her mind, and trying to fight back but in actuality she is her own enemy and nemesis in her mind. When she looks in the mirror, it's a reflection back to her, a Echo. Know how Echo location waves are made? Reflecting off of the projectiles they approach. It may not be a mirror but of others abuse and aggressiveness against her in the past that haunts her and trigger her to have aggressive impulses, that why she wants to randomly burn the house down due to the triggers. The hands stacking up? It's her own strength of being brave getting taken away as more and more happens till soon, it's just the Echo people created.
Dixie Kopczenski I thought PTSD Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
@@destineymckinney8546 it is
This theory is great. I think it’s very strongly supported by facts as well.
Yeah looking at what other people are saying it seems like the song was about BPD but overlap in symptoms and experiences make it relatable to lots of other disorders rooted in trauma
Well, Crusher said there was no real meaning. It's up to the listener to decide what the song means, so I guess it's just one of many correct answers.
Gumi: Why can't I see?
Me: YOU HAVE A TELEVISION ON YOUR HEAD.
Not-So-Pro Hanzo OMG WHAT XD
Logic
indeed
Not-So-Pro Hanzo because now you have tele-VISION
Kaoh Caden
Zesty puns
Guys, we need to make a push to get Juby brought out as an official vocaloid voicebank ^.^
+Kian Stockley yeah then I can finally sing two faced lovers lol
+JubyPhonic sing a slower, lower version then use audacity to speed it up to the original speed and tone. ^w^ (I commemted this earlier but I realized I was on my dad's account ^w^")
YEEEEESSSSSSSSS
How did this get so many likes and replies without my noticing XD, anyway JUBY REPLIED TO MY COMMENT * insert fan squeal here* ^.^
Anyway this suit happen so let us go to twitter and sign useless petitions until this happens #jubyvoicebank2k15 ^W^
this song HAS to be about a colorblind person loosing a spider in their room
XD
Omfg YES
same XD
OMG...
мegυмι same thats how i first thought when i saw this XD
Everyone in school be like:
"Please can I be, Please can I be, Colorful and Free?"
ATE
!!!!
Looking for my glasses at 3 in the morning..." Why can't I see?" Why can't I see!?"
XD
OKay but same
Trafalgar.D. Water Law My colorful spec ta cleeeeeeeees
something isnt right
lol relatable xd
that amazing feeling when a singer you adore covers a song you adore
YESSS
*whispers* adore u.. get it cause like joshua from seventeen and-
I desperately need "I'm gonna burn my house down" part on loop.
lol me too
Same!!
LedoCool1 same
Same T^T
sameeee
Never before have I heard a song that perfectly describes my depression like this one.
I mean that's the whole point I started listening to vocaloid
Same
THATS WHAT I WAS THINKING!! THIS HAS TO BE ABOUT DEPRESSION!
It's more about borderline personality disorder or bipolar personality disorder though.
lil cookie nice pfp 😼😼💅
When you play this at the same time as Gumi's version....
HEAVENNNNNNN!!!!!
It sounds sooo good and sooo intense!
0-0 wow your right
omg so true
You are a bloody genius, my ears thank you.
~{*Glitteryroses AJ*}~ how do ya do that
*Me in Math*
WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON
CAN SOMEONE TELL ME PLEASE?!?!?!
exactly me in math class
Me with my life
THATS THE SAME THING I THINK ABOUT MATH! XD such creative 🙂
SISYee, I literally was laughing you made my day, ( even tho I like math) ik I a monster XD
that's basically me in any class.
え…鳥肌立った…
歌の意味知らずに歌ってたわ…やっぱり好き…
Me: * sees a spider *
* grabs a lighter *
Me: IM GONNA BURN MY HOUSE DOWN
For me it's roaches
INTO AN UGLY BLACK
i just call my sis she loves bugs n insects n animals xD
IM GONNA RUN AWAY NOW
*Sips tea in experienced tarantula mama*
Wow that's crazy!
I fanboyed so hard I fell off my chair when I saw this in my inbox
(( SAME ))
Itt same
Slow clap for you, sir
Pf shwkefbsiendb
I saw this in suggestions and I was just like FUCK YES
SatanThePenguin You, sir, I did the same thing, after accidentally spitting out my water because I went to screech
"the clock stop ticking forever ago" me when the school year is taking forever *ETERNAL DEATH*
SOOOOOOO TRUE!!!!
haha thanks
lol
lol XD
it is but sometimes when im at work im like "well at least im not in high school anymore"
This is a song is about two chameleons fighting on a checkerboard.
TheWilderCat just click the thumbs up under the comment you want to like
This made my day
Lol
JreeZ YASSSSSS
And they're twin chameleons
me: goes to the bathroom for one second during math class *comes back* *WHAT THE HELLS GOING ON CAN SOMEONE TELL ME PLEASE!?!*
Relatable 😭
The class gets miles ahead when I'm gone for 2 minutes;-;
Let me zone out for 5 seconds HOLY SHIT YOU WROTE A WHOLE ALGEBRA ASSIGNMENT
I know this one...
@@anyajones1163 Conversations with my friends be like
i played your echo and wildfire covers together
juby heaven~
.......why?
i was adding to it,
That was the most epic ear bleeding thing ever.
JudyPhonic should do a cross over, so it's a bit less painfully epic
XD
oh my gosh this is magic
BOOM! completed the lyrics, mostly because you don't have them in the description for some reason... anyways, here are the lyrics!
The Clock stopped Ticking, forever ago…
How long have I been up?
I don’t know…
I can’t get a Grip, but I can’t let go..
There wasn’t anything to hold onto though…
Why can’t I see?
Why can’t I see?
All the colors that you see?
Please can I be,
Please can I be?
Colorful and free?
What the Hell’s going on?
Can someone tell me please?
Why I’m switching faster than the channels on TV?
I’m Black!
Then I’m White!
No! Something isn’t right!
My enemy’s invisible
I don’t know how to fight…
The trembling fear
Is more than I can take!
When I’m up against
The Echo in the Mirror
Echo
(Followed by echos…(echooooooo(echoooooo(echoooooo)))[IDK]
E c h o…
I’m gonna burn my house down
Into an ugly black
I’m gonna run away now
And never look back
(REPEATED AGGRESSIVELY)
And never look back,
And never look back,
AND NEVER LOOK BACK
What the hell’s going on?
Can someone tell me please?
Why I’m switching faster than the channels on TV?
I’m black
Then I’m white!
NO
Something isn’t right…
My enemy’s invisible
I don’t know how to fight
What the Hell’s going on
Can someone tell me please?
Why I’m switching faster than the channels of TV?
I’m Black!
Then I’m White!
NO
Something isn’t right…
My enemy’s invisible
I don’t know how to fight…
The trembling fear
Is more than I can take
When I’m up against,
The ECHO in the mirror!
The trembling fear
Is more than I can take
When I’m up against,
THE ECHO IN THE MIRROR
DeltaDragonGamer 👍👌 merci?
***** Ma olen eestlane.
Oh, des personnes parlant ma langue !
DeltaDragonGamer Qatar
it displayed it on the fucking screen 😡
Juby like I can't tell you how much your music has helped me throughout high school. The songs you cover from happy and dreamy to dark and depressing helped me alot. It gives me a place I can go to relate, find a new favorite song, or just scroll through the comments. As well the fact that you enjoy the music yourself is even better. I love your covers and thank you for putting your amazing voice to use!
I just like to imagine this song is about a girl in a coma, she keeps fading in and out of consciousness which is why everything keeps going from white to black as she fights to stay awake. The echos she keeps hearing are just hospital works and visitors voices talking about her condition and how she may never wake up again. As she’s in a coma people started showing their true colors and her family talks about wanting her dead, having to watch the reflections of their former selves shatter as all is revealed. She gets angry and talks about burning her house and never looking back not wanting to ever be mislead again. Idk just an idea...
I think this song is abt a bipolar
This song is bipolar + arson.
This is very dark.... I love it
Nice story
I imagine this song as a colour blind person at 4am when they see a spider.
今聞いてる日本人いますか、、？
やっぱり日本の歌い手さんが歌ってるのとは違いますよね、発音とか何からすごいです(語彙力)
しほこN. 日本人やで
日本人やで
雪猫 いや、そうじゃなくて俺が聞いとるでってことやで。この方は外国の方だよー
This comment thread: Japanese (or chinese i cant tell the difference, sorry!)
Me: WHY CANT I SEE, WHY CANT I SEE, ALL THE TRANSLATIONS THAT YOU SEE!?
みんな勘違いしててワロタ
"I don't know how to fight!" You have 6 arms. Need I say more?
lol
How would you fight the echo in the mirror with 6 arms? Smash the mirror?
Yes
Anything that has an echo is bouncing or vibrating, if you smash teh mirror, you will only create more echo's rather than if you wait for the echo to stop.
Unless the mirror is powered...
Juggles-U Mcderp yes.
I think the song is either about borderline personality disorder or bipolar disorder, however the lyrics can be applied to many other mental disorders - depression, anxiety, schizophrenia, etc. Mood swings are a very common symptom of mental illness, and the mentions of not seeing things in colour fit depression well. The general panicky feeling of it fit panic disorder or anxiety. The start says "the clock stopped ticking forever ago" - time seeming to pass weirdly, too fast, or too slow, fits many mental disorders, and "how long have i been up? I don't know" can be literally interpreted to mean insomnia, another common symptom of mental illness. The part where she says "I'm gonna burn my house dwon into an ugly black, I'm gonna run away now and never look back" sounds like a manic or psychotic episode, it can also be interpreted as suicide or trying to desperately run away from your problems. However I think the song would best fit borderline or bipolar.
As a person with depression, mania , bipolar and anxiety
I can say this is an accurate description of what the lyrics mean to me
Hi, person with depression, anxiety, and BPD including hella mania at times. Yeah this is how i interpret this song
THE TREMBLING FEAR IS MORE THAN I CAN TAKE, WHEN I’M UP AGAINST, *THE ECHO IN THE MIRROR...*
*cats when they see their reflection in the mirror*
•Eclipsa the Hot Fox• oh my god XD
This made my day thank you
Ur pfp XD made me laugh so hard.
*you know cece too??????*
omg
2:17
When you find out you’ve failed a test
sad but true
Lol
True
Lol
THIS SONG AND WILDFIRE ARE BY FAR MY FAVORITE SONGS JUBY HAS DONE A COVER ON OMFG IM CRYING ITS SO GOOD!
Hey mine too! high five ✋
This song might be about depression. "Why can't I see all the colors that you see" could mean "why can't I be happy" and "please can I be colorful and free" could mean "please can I be happy and free from the depression." And the "Echo" in the mirror could be the depression. "my enemy's invisible I don't know how to fight could also represent the depression
This song is actually about Bipolar disorder
But it can be used for any other mental issue, like you mentioned, depression for example, or anxiety, or schizophrenia etc.
Don't remind me...
I think its moreso Bipolar disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), or PTSD. Couple people in my family have it including myself. It has underlying depression and anxiety involved already allowing the other lines to fit, but the major part of the song that describes this is "I'm black then I'm white...Someone tell my why I'm switching faster than the channels on TV."
Someone with BPD will go from 0-100 in literally minutes. They could be fine, "normal," and happy one moment, then few minutes theyre screaming and crying and uncontrollably upset. They are fully aware of it but have no control over their emotions or how to express them. Usually this happens from people who succumb to PTSD and they dont get help (such as my deteriorating case) and friends or family don't validate their emotions so they have no idea how to handle them.
PTSD works like this but with triggers. I could be fine at work then dissociate randomly and twitch or have involuntary muscle movements. Or I see something that is a "trigger" and I get flashbacks to my trauma as if I relive it and become incredibly upset or emotional.
"The echo in the mirror" can mean many things which is where the Bipolar disorder comes into play. it can mean another me (for multiple personalities) or just the side of you that struggles with mental illness while the other side (your awareness of it) is normal. Hence why BPD can PTSD can be explained with this line as well.
I think it’s about somebody that’s dead. Yanno, it said “The clock stopped ticking forever ago”. That might mean that humans are kinda like a clock, counting down the seconds till they die. If they are dead, then the clock stopped ticking.
I don't agree because someone who goes through trauma or mental illness forgets when it started. The clock stopped ticking eludes to when they discovered they weren't mentally well or when things went astray. You lose sense of time and understanding and are left just with why and how it all went to shit.
*Gumi has upgraded her tv into a flatscreen implanted on her chest*
Sara Dreamer pFFFF
We don’t do that here
It's Gumi? I never knew ;-;
BirdyHas29- Nicknames Obviously. It says it on the original
That would look like a teletubby.
This is the best version/cover I've heard of this song. This might as well be the finished touch. And the video? Pffffffft. I can't describe how perfect it was for it. I love how (which I assume is)fan art out was added in to show lots of love and appreciation of the song.
How can this girl not have more subs, her voice is amazing
As someone who has struggled with depression before, I relate to this song a lot. It's been about a year now that I left counseling, (did I spell that right). I do believe I no longer have depression, but sometimes I feel like the horrible monster called depression that pretends like it's you is hiding somewhere, where I can't see it, but always waiting for a chance to come back. When I feel depressed, I say to myself that everything is fine, or just tell myself "No, I'm not stupid, I'm not worthless, stop thinking like that." It's like salt to ghosts, it wards the monster away, but never lasts. Every time I see on the internet that some person I thought who was extremely happy, was depressed, I'm suprised, but then I realize, I was like that too. I was a always happy person, and I am again now. That last person you would expect to feel that way. Someone can only be happy for so long until sadness breaks through.
Sorry for the wall of text, it's just something I thought I should say.
Wow, that was powerful ;^; I can relate as well, the song really speaks to me and it makes me glad that someone else feels that way too ^w^
I also have depression (therapy keeps getting moved..and they're focusing in my anxiety atm) I tend to embrace my negative thoughts (agreeing with myself that I'm fat, worthless, alone, etc ect..) I don't know why but I find comfort in those feelings..wtf is wrong with me :/
Beanie Plays Therapy acctually helped me a lot, so that's truly all I can suggest. And one more thing, don't you ever give up. Don't let the monster win.
Black_Blossom I think you should try it. Even if it doesn't help, it's worth a shot.
+Black_Blossom gets*
Honestly, I can’t seem to recall how many times I’ve listened to this song and it doesn’t bore me as much as many other songs I’ve listened to. This... cover and your voice in general are goddamn glorious! Keep up the great work!
Thank you for providing us with amazing covers despite your struggle with Anxiety and Depression. Your fans will always be 100% supportive and will continue to cheer you on, no matter what! c:
Oh this is one of my favorite songs :D
I'm so fucking happy Juby covered this
Ikr \(^o^)/
"The channels on TV"
-An actual TV
W A I T. Lyric analysis: This song describes 2020 perfectly, especially for an anxious and OCD kid like me.
Ah yes, that time in 2020 when I burnt my house down due to quarantine
やべ…日本人が歌ってるのと全然違う…かっこいい…
兎桜 それなwwww
兎桜 それなめっちゃかっこいい
兎桜 わかる、めちゃかっこいい
(´・д・｀)ﾜｶﾙﾜｧ…
兎桜 わかるw
I'VE NEVER CLICKED A VIDEO SO FAST BEFORE...
Ikr!!
Same
+Raven Potato (Random ShitPoster) Awwwwwwww!
*Potatoing intensifies*
Raven Potato SO CUTE!!!!! 😘
This was the first version of the first Vocaloid song i heard. Thank you for introducing me to Vocaloid. :-)
totally, when I found out about Vocaloid my eyes were opened into a whole new world! This really is a great 1st song for Vocaloid.
welcome to the cult >:)
"how long have i been up"
Me: since tuesday.
Also me, realizing it's monday: *Wait a second-*
oh my god 😭🖐
BAHAHHAAHAH
I have trouble keeping track of time and I often mix up days or skip them entirely in my head because of my broken sleep schedule
"Can I be free?"
I ask myself that question every single day.
*has 1 percent of battery left and no charger *
this was so worth it
Ikr
Ikr
Juby needs to be an official Vocaliod
Never mind.
+David Yee these comments aren't here.
yup
She's an utaite so uh yea
Dark Vision [Sasu-Len-chan] 😅thanks for your input, though I've known for quite a while now. But that's fine. 👌🏻
Michael Jackson:
*Im black then im white, no something isn't right*
i just came her to comment that lmao
LOL
@@birdontheinternet here lmao 🤣🤣🤣
@@robbie._.7914 lol thanks for the correction! I just don't really get what's so funny but thanks regardless!
@@birdontheinternet you said her and not here lmao
This song represents my mornings
same
"Why can't I see? Why can't I see?"
People with glasses. Smh. 👓
mournings you mean. It makes more sense.
+Marios Stamoulis ... You do realize this was a joke, correct?
lol
"WHY'S THE TV STUCK IN HER HEAD?"
I can never look at this the same way again.
(I took the song seriously and my little brother just passes by and says thatXD)
Literally, what I want to know. Also who it is under the TV, as in, is it an OC, or a vocaloid we know?
@@nicholascompton2115 Apparently, it's the character 'pop idols' for each set of voice recordings. I didn't know for a while either.
Vocaloid voices are used to make a whole bunch of songs in all genres, as I found out on Google with a search or two. They aren't tied to a single genre.
But I still don't know who the character is or why the tv is there...
Graham Seiler г
@@samirakids1905 What did you mean?
@@gnuman1841 it's Gumi I believe
This was awesome like always :)
And I know the feeling ... I'm suffering from Social Phobia/Atelophobia ... and there are times I won't go outside for weeks, and skip school and try to avoid my friends. I'm being left behind now, serves me right. And if I do go out and meet people, I'll most likely get a panic attack and cry. The worst place ever is in the classroom, or a crowded hallway. It's awful, but I'm getting therapy ... but I'm barely even 14. :/
MissingPiece Good luck! It's fine if you're barely fourteen. Phobias exist no matter what age. Good luck with your therapy and I hope it helps.
MissingPiece Don't worry about only being 14 - I've been in therapy since I was 12. Also, I know how you feel about school... I have autism and OCD so school is like a nightmare for me. Hope things get better for you soon.
MissingPiece Schizophrenic. I'm homeschooled because of it. I found out a few months ago I also have NAFLD, Non-Alcoholic Fatty Liver Disease. That day that I found out, I broke down. It will slowly kill me if I don't fix it. NOW. That day, I went at my dad, Attacked him and almost went into a psych ward.. I've been dealing with it for multiple years. It never got to me until I'd spend 3-5 days up at a time, Wouldn't sleep, if I did it'd be because I fell asleep from exhaustion. Hearing the unknown. Paranoia and Insomnia set in, And very quickly.
One week before I was put on meds, I woke up one morning and went to make myself breakfast, My mom comes up to me and shows me the side of her neck. Multiple clawing/scratch marks on her neck. "The hell is this for?" I had no idea what she was talking about. Apparently I was almost screaming in my room at 4AM That I wanted something I was calling "him" and somebody I called 'It' to go away ('It' has been a creature that I see mostly in dreams and late at night. It's been with me since I was 6-7. I'm 13 now.), And to make it go away, For somebody to make THEM go away. I was huddled up, On my bed (Which is in the corner), knees to my chest and CRYING, God I was crying, Sobbing, screaming. When she went to come see what was wrong, I grasped almost at her neck and scratched it up, Immediately went back under my blankets and right back to sleep. I have no memory of it. Apparently I had done that where I would wake up during the night and stare at things and in corners, sometimes again scream that 'It' and 'He' was there. And rarely, Somebody I refer to as 'She'. She, I don't know. She's a child -- around my age--, Mangled. A companion almost of 'It'. I've been in therapy for multiple years. I probably always will be.. It's not something people take lightly when you tell them. They always ask "Are you crazy?".. It's why where I live. I know nobody.. All of my friends are virtual. I try and make friends, Be social. But every time I do, I hear them. I hear them saying things about the way I act, What I like, What I say. Everything.. Yet I know they aren't saying ANYTHING.. But I can't tell myself that anymore..
Dude I totally understand what you mean :/ I had started my senior year of high school after all of my friends left and graduated and I remember isolating myself because I would end up crying and panicking in larger groups. Idk of this may help, but I always found music to kinda soothe me. Just stay strong and if you need a friend I am here.
I am so glad you have therapy to help you though.
The clock stopped ticking, Forever ago
How long have I been up? 0:16
I don't know
I can't get a grip, but I can't let go 0:19
There wasn't anything to hold onto,though 0:23
Why can't I see?
Why can't I see?
All the colours, That you see?
Please, can I be
Please, can I be
Colourful and Free?
What the hell's going on? 0:40
Can someone tell me please, 0:41
Why I'm switching faster than the channels on TV 0:44
I'm black, then I'm white 0:47
No, something isn't right 0:48
My enemy's invisible, 0:50
I don't know how to fight
The trembling fear 0:54
Is more than I can take
When I'm up against 0:57
The echo in the mirror
Echo
I'm gonna burn my house down
into an ugly black 2:16
I'm gonna run away now
and never look back 2:19
I'm gonna burn my house down
into an ugly black
I'm gonna run away now
and never look back
I'm gonna burn my house down
into an ugly black
I'm gonna run away now
and never look back
I'm gonna burn my house down
into an ugly black
I'm gonna run away now
and never look back
I'm gonna burn my house down
and never look back
And never look back
And never look back
What the hell's going on?
Can someone tell me, please
Why I'm switching faster than the channels on TV?
I'm black, then I'm white
No, something isn't right
My enemy's invisible, I don't know how to fight
What the hell's going on?
Can someone tell me, please
Why I'm switching faster than the channels on TV?
I'm black, then l'm white
No, something isn't right
My enemy's invisible, I don't know how to fight
The trembling fear
Is more than I can take
When I'm up against
The echo in the mirror
The trembling fear
Is more than I can take
When I'm up against
The echo in the mirror
this song is basically when the period kicks in.
Stay Hydrated OMFG YES.
YES
Yes
that is so true
#StayHydrated
AAAHH LOOK MY ART IS IN HERE !!!
Adlez27 wich one is it?
Adlez27 Love from SG :DD
Nice it's a whole lot better then what i could have done.
Adlez27 OMG IM FROM SINGAPORE TOOO! CONGRATS GURL
Adlez27 Your piece was actually one of the ones that stood out to me as really great when I watched this. Congrats (:
I guess you could say this song REFLECTS me
can I just say that pun was fantastic?
That joke really MIRRORS your humor
Guys please
+Krazy Ketchup no need to GLARE at me for my jokes
It's such a funny and CLEAR pun to understand
My mind went from “Oh, an English cover of Echo” to “Wait isn’t echo already in English” to “Whatever. Jubyphonics covers are so good it’s worth it” to “wait no it’s originally Japanese” all in the span of 5 seconds
Echo;
Where Undertale and Vocaloid fans collide
- JayfeatherPlayz - What do You mean?
oh my god
Ikr 😂 nice name btw
Veronica Sawyer No undertale
Undertalw is awesome, why is people here agasint it.
かっけぇ！！これ好き！！
わかりみがふかい
I hope you're getting better, Juby. I worked at a clinic for depressed people and kind of know how hard it can be to live a "normal" life. I wish you all the best and hope the therapy works ^-^ ♥ *Juby fighting!*
When your at school: *"the clock stop ticking forever again"*
I really do enjoy this song. Juby's vocals fit very well with it.
Juby This is Awesome!! Thx For making it must have took forever!!!
OMG, the description made me cry. I feel just the same and I just felt like someone understands... But, I can say Im lucky because I found someone to talk with. A friend who really understands. But, if she isnt here because whatever, i have music, my best therapy... Oh well... I need more friends. 2D characters, videogames, music and my friend make me weak... But i wanna find happiness and i will find it! Thanks for singing! Now i'll get into music to fight depression! Be-because I know Im strong!!!!
Stay determined you will defently find more friends ♥️
I feel you, It's been half a year since I managed to do any self harm, I'm still trying to recover emotionally from depression, honestly I might not ever recover, but keep fighting! Never give up because life may suck now, it'll get better later, I wish you the best of luck! Keep Fighting Ami, I'm rooting for you!
You doing ok?
*puts on broken glasses*
WHY CAN'T I SEE?!
WHY CAN'T I SEE?!
omega one
Is this r/wooooosh worthy? Eh, yeah.
Relatable sadly
This is from another song. Which one again?
me:I´M GONNA BURN MY HOUSE DOWN INTO AN UGLY BLACK I´M GONNA RUN AWAY NOW AND NEVER LOOK BACK!
Mom: hey....we should turn off all the stoves and lock the doors...?
Dad: agree, I´m worried about this child
My God XD
XD ME
I dont think locking the doors is wise in fear of fire
Who needs doors with the existence of WINDOWS
Me :*sings this song*
My parents:
YAYAYAY BLESS YOU FOR DELIVERING US SUCH A PERFECT COVER. ♥♥
I love echo
This song was comfort to me during October/November when I was in a terrible funk. I wasn't motivated to do anything because I couldn't understand the reason of doing it. Everything felt duller and the inevitability of death was a constant reminder that all my efforts at anything would be essentially pointless, which led to me doing some slacking in school.
Time wasn't understandable because everything felt too slow and I just wanted to close my eyes and sleep, hoping that my dreams would be better than my head when I was awake.
I could relate to this song in the way that my brain would pick apart the words and their meanings and find similarities to myself. I also found comfort in Juby's description of this video with her own personal experience, that she sort of knew what it felt like.
I had felt so hollow for that time and like I just couldn't stop crying, and this helped me realize I needed to actually tell someone about how I felt. That despite the fact I may not have thought that my mind and emotions were someone else's concern, I started to feel better sooner than on my own.
Sorry, word wall, just this song holds a lot of meaning to me
Apparently when I wrote this I was experiencing major depression and anxiety and literally didn’t know what to call it or what to do about it (I continued to invalidate my feelings and spiral in negative thoughts in varying degrees for a few years, but I’ve been free from actual depression for about two years now) There is a bigger purpose to life, and you don’t have to tie yourself up in school, work, or what people think of you because those aren’t where our value is determined. And you have to learn to validate and understand and empathize with yourself too and ultimately hold onto truth (and find truth) above lies. Thoughts aren’t truth, emotions aren’t truth. They help us process the world, but sometimes I have to actively fight and filter against lies until it’s a natural thought process to not spiral or give in to futility and death.
Juby:
Tik Tok: Tik tokkity this is now my property
Vanish
Varnish
Amazing
Just amazing
It's in my mind
All the time
This song reminds me so much of DID (Dissociative identity disorder, something I have), 'Why I'm switching faster than the channels on TV' is a reference to when an alter fronts (take control of the body) and how out of control it feels. The best way to describe it (cause I have the condition) is intense out of body experience with no memory of what happened. 'I'm black, then I'm white' is a reference to the different personality each alters has and how different they can be. Some alters have a voice change, some alters have a complete gender change. A lot of the time, people with DID don't remember when an alter fronts. 'My enemy's invisible
I don't know how to fight' is the actual battle in being one again, you are so broken down and beaten that you don't know where to start. This is my view on the song.
@@phobia4049 yeah
I also feel the same way about the song. And I was recently diagnosed with DID
@@TheMinecraftWinner yo congrats (?) on ur diagnosis
@@ipadkid9737 I consider it worthy of a congrats. Thank you :)
omg I read the description and im realy happy youre okay now Juby!!
Me: *walks into music class late*
Grade 5 class: LET IT GOOOO!
Me: WHAT THE HELL’S GOING ON CAN SOMEONE TELL ME PLEASE!?!
Lmaoooo fuking underrated
I am unhealthily addicted to this (and leeandlie's cover)
Me at school: *what the hells going wrong? Can somebody tell me please?”
Me tho
Same here dude
Same
Why am i switching faster than the channels on TV?
well, someone's in puberty
eech
OMG THATS EXACTLY ME RIGHT NOWXD
Bruh I just commented that. ;-;
+Samantha Steeves lolita/cosplayer to emo to country to prep to emo to prep to country emo to Lolita/ cosplay. That's me. Let's just hope that I stay at Lolita/ cosplayer.
+Rkehm “Jazion Tood” Nieht what the he'll is your profile pic?
Yortstar Gaming Ya ever hear of Spoderman? Ya ever hear of the Arkham Knight? My profile pic is essentially the Arkham Knight in an outline of Spoderman.
The disappointment that this isnt on spotify is immense.
They have the original, it’s not quite the same, but it’s still really good
Ikr
They have a living tombstone version
@@reallyoriginalname1221 *Wait they do?*
I'm pretty sure
"I'm gonna burn house down into an ugly house"
k
+tEMMIE-Games Just DO IT!!!!! Don't let your dreams just be dreams!
Its an ugly black not house
I know, but when the words start overlapping it sounds like that's what she's saying.
Lol when I heard that I was like "Wait wut?" XD
2:02 um, does anyone else keep hearing "I am frickin tired"??
Just me? XD
XxMiscellaneousxXxMusesxX kinda only for like a second though
Me too
XxMiscellaneousxXxMusesxX I do xD
Mr.Little Nightmares 2016 might be ur hearing M8
XxMiscellaneousxXxMusesxX I heard it
I listened to this song a thousand times and memorized the lyrics. It is that awesome.
8 years old and still my favorite of you ! But the progress since is still incredible !
* In PE playing Dodgeball *
WHAT THE HELLS GOING ON
CAN SOMEONE TELL ME PLEASE
MY ENEMY'S INVISIBLE
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FIGHT
>>gets hit in the face by dodgeball out of nowhere
***** literally my life oml xD
// trying to not get hit by a Dodgeball
THE TREMBLING FEAR IS MORE THAN I CAN TAKE
Hatsune Miku *while trying to catch a dodge ball*
I CANT GET A GRIP
*when you need to throw it*
BUT I CANT LET GO
K80full SAMEEEE
I sang "I'm gonna burn my house down to an ugly balck", my mom asked whats worng with me so I told her about the song she told me "your depressed, aren't you"
Golden Rose LMFAO
Golden Rose My mom does that 2😂
my dad does the same thing. he also said it when i stabed my mom to death for abandoning me and dad without paying child sopport.
+Kyia Moonlight powerful stuff
Kyia Moonlight wat da faaaaacccckkk
“What the hell’s going on? Can someone tell me please!” Is a daily mood
Me finally getting out of this kind of music phase: phew
Me, later that day: **binging Juby’s music**
Why would you want to stop listening to this type of music??
On ix I ask myself the same question
日本人いる？
ホーイ
HOi！
Sure
いぇい
グラッツェ
This song is so weird, I'm having a flashback of my entire life. And some how further.......I'm out
Barbecue Potatoes bye
Melanie what do you mean?
Barbecue Potatoes you're out....
A Normal Person oh hi shrodinger
A Normal Person edgy
Humanity: *my enemy's invisible I don't know how to fight*
Covid19: AlLoW Me tO InTroDuCe MySeLF
👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏
Beautiful
This fits so perfectly
Covid-19 isn't invisible it's just really really small
I laughed way harder then I should’ve
Pft
I remember listening to this religiously when I was a kid. If there’s any song that matched how I felt as a kid, it was this. If there was any song I hold in my heart, it’s this.
Thank you.
Juby you're such a strong person and I look up to you so much. Hopefully you feel a little better and have been talking to people and close friends :>
This cover is amazing and so is the video!
Amazing job as always, I loved it! ^ w ^
This song brings me back good memories ... i was still listening to it in 2016 🙁 time flies
Just wouldn't be a CircusP / CrusherP song without risk of seizure and or epilepsy. ~u~'
Lol you comment rings truth dude.
This is just how it feels to have a dissociative disorder and a personality disorder. This is a bad day, rapid switching, dissociating a lot, your emotions flipping randomly
When u get the blindness effect randomly
“Why can’t I see? *”WHY CANT I SEE”*
420 likes? 😏
When I ever hear this song I imagine over edited fight in my mind how about you
frostbite night same
Its at 423 likes lets get it to 666
no make it 69420 likes
**Drinks Milk**
This reminds me of D.I.D.
Or, multiple personality disorder.
"How long have I been up? I don't know..."
Usually, people with this disorder have epsiodes of blackouts or memory loss because their alters take over...
I dunno, that's just what it reminded me of.
I've had issues with a different dissociative disorder and lemme tell ya even without having total separation and blackouts dissociating can really mess with your perception of time
I thought the same thing.
MPD doesn't exist. MPD is how DID was previously called, but DID is an actual disorder with updates regarding diagnosis and treatment.
EDIT:
And yeah, as far as I know this song actually IS about DID, PTSD, différent personality disorders and depression mixed with OCD, anxiety etc. Basically this is about mental illnesses, where you switch states a lot.
@@lpsfankanr1 Yes, I am aware. Though, I stated both because not everyone knows what DID is for some reason, but they know MPD
@@ericaploof998 I love it when people diagnose themselves with MPD. It's a big bruh moment.
this song always makes me reflect on my life.
***** :)
+Cesium Amber Same tho i can match her pitch on the song perfectlyXD
+ashlyn anderson heh
lmao
+CrimsonRose626 you get it ;P
I haven’t been very active in the vocaloid fandom or listened to the songs in YEARS.
I’m glad to be getting back into it, this is amazing.
I need this added to Spotify, amazing job!
*mom and dad fighting*
me: "what the hell is going on can someone tell me please"
I'm gonna burn my house down and never look back-
The song said that as I was reading this lol
Your father went to the store to get milk
OMG!!!!!!
u are so cool!
sorry I'm Japanese
Honestly, I can’t compliment you enough on this. Your singing turns a good song into a masterpiece that masterfully captures the feeling of experiencing a psychosis.