(READ DESCRIPTION VIDEO!) my first and last binge of 2021| filming my binge | calet |
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- Опубликовано: 20 окт 2024
- hi guys, this is going to be my last binge video (and hopefully my last binge), I won't upload more videos about eating disorders (binge and restriction).
But I can tell you that I'll upload other content (vegan and vegetarian recipes, trying diets or workouts (or both haha) and more stuff : )
WHY?
I've been feeling terrible for days, I'm not comfortable with my body, with my life and I want to be myself again.
I want to be that girl who didn't care how many calories she consumed per day, that girl who had a good relationship with food, that girl who didn't even knew what a calorie was.
I want to recover so bad, I want to be free and happy. I feel bad uploading these videos on a public site like RUclips, where teenagers can develop an eating disorder, and I don't want that (some of you may think this is ridiculous, but not for me), nowadays social media can do a lot of damage.
I started with my eating disorder as simple as hearing the word "calorie", that word destroyed my teen years. I was feeling bad every single day, crying, binging, restricting, destroying my friendships & relationship with my family, feeling insecure every single day, etc.
ED is hell... and I can't do it anymore, I want to be strong and beat my eating disorder!
Lots of love and If you are suffering from an ed, I hope you recover soon ; )
If you need to talk, you can DM me via Instagram @caletcd :)
Hope to see you soon!
Your channel has helped me so much. It makes me feel so much better that I’m not alone and to keep doing my best. Yesterday I almost binged and didn’t thanks to the help of you and your community. Your really helping me and I’ve been binge free for almost 8 days :)
Good job ! 😊👍
I completely understand, And think it's very thoughtful of you to stop for others as well. You're very right, Social media really does effect teens and sometimes in a very negative way. I hope you can recover as soon as possible and live a happy and healthy lifestyle! 💗
estoy segura de que este año lo conseguirás y volverás a tener una buena relación con la comida! estoy muy feliz de que quieras hacer este cambio :(
This is really interesting because same time I've also started to eat more veggy and it really helped me about binges. Now I never think about food and feeling full all the time. I'm not vegan now but trying to eat more vegetable.
Good to know I am not alone
I'm so proud of you 💕💜💗💖💘 what a big and amazing decision to make honestly :)) I wish you the best with it as I'm trying something like that myself 💘
Yay vegan. I’m so proud of you for taking this step!!
@Elizabeth Parsley what are u talking about
Me viene geniaaal porque me habías caido muy bien pero habia tomado la decision de no ver mas videos de estos porque han empeorado mi trastorno alimenticio, pero si vas a cambiar el contenido ya estoy suscrita 🤣 estoy deseando ver las recetas y los vlogs yo tambien adoro cocinar y si necesitas ayuda con el deporte, yo soy atleta y te puedo dar consejos 🤣🤣💪🏼
The thumbnail 😂
Ay me encanta ver cosas asi, mucha suerte reina 💞💞💞💞
I love binging i wish the foods i ate were healthy though
I had my hopefully last binge today but.. In the evening rn i ate sum more chocolate my das and mom shared w me and felt sooo stufen and somehow i had air from my stomac coming up all the time and it was soo disgudting that i just violently purged because gettinf rid of calories. The thing is my father knocked at the bathroom door and asked how loong i woud take in the bathroom and i said i just drank too much. I guess He went away after that and i left my door open and no one entered the bathroom and i know what Was going on now and im so broken like i cant go in the living room and Look AT my Patents rn even tho i want to have my last meal. 😭😭💀💀💀I dont want to Gurt them we were so happy and the that i-😭😭💀💀💀
not content related, but was the language on that package of ravioli Catalan?
You can do it !
Yeah pls do vegan recipes
Will do!!
You got this!
Can you put Turkish subtitles please🥺
It’s not the last, I want you to prove me wrong
Wtf😃
@@yabigirlromy2958 ok so they said “it’s not the last” and so I think they meant prove them wrong as in make this binge the last binge ? idk😭
Are you Spanish? 'Cause of hot chocolate and fartons!
NONE OF THIS EVEN LOOKS GOOD