chase me charlie!! (puissance)

Comments have now been disabled because i am sick and tired of the abuse i've been getting on this video. Maybe i'm not the best rider in the world - fact. But i give everything 100% and i didn't want to hold Tessa or Sapphire back as they have huge potential. Both horses are no longer with me now so of course i do not appreciate any bad feedback as i'm devastated about it. This video was a long time ago now but it's one of my favourites and no one will change that. I loved these horses with all my heart so surely that matters rather than getting left behind on a few jumps. Saphie was my sisters horse and this was my first proper jumping session on her as i got asked to do it so obviously i wasn't going to be perfect! And my Tessa never stopped and i never fell off her once. Even though i tilt forward more than "normal" i am not putting pressure on her at all - she wouldn't jump for me if i did.
Any comments to my inbox are welcome but NO NO NO critiques. I don't need your advice, i have an instructor for that.