a very *therapeutic* trip to boracay
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1:59, nice demo!
Next time, have Brodin drop the phone for a more rigorous drop test XD !!!
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The replies to this vlog are so incredibly kind and in a weird way nice that we do/have felt similarly and that we can sorta be there for each other for times like these (I cried reading all of the replies). I love and appreciate you guys more than you know, and literally reading the comments for the vlogs have always been one of my favorite things ever - especially this one. Thanks for being there for me right now and I hope I can continue to do the same for you guys ❤
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anytime at all evon 🖤
YER DOING AMAZING yer vlogs always feel like comforting
First the education in the US is atrocious. Out of 48 first and second world countries, we rate 53rd in education. This means there are 3rd world countries with better education.
Second having Leslie as a roommate would be like a combination of big sister, counselor, nurse, luck stone and ray of sunshine.
I love Leslie, she's a sweety.
Third you are an amazing person that is the proverbial glue behind the scenes that keeps everything together and running as smoothly as it does.
It's a lot of hard work so it is also stressful.
But everyone loves you for it. So remember that.
Love you Yvonne. Best wishes from Vermont.
I felt like crying and wanted to hug Yvonne when she starts to tell how she feels and now I'm laughing when they tried MANG INASAL!?!?!? This is an emotional rollercoaster vlog. Love you and your vlogssss!!! 🧡✨
HAHA it really was an emotional rollercoaster, thanks for being there for it 🥺
Same here
same
I love that you show your vulnerable side since I sometimes feel like that as well. I hope you know you're never alone!!! You're doing great, Yvonne! ❤
Damn finally see I'm not the only one who feels "mopey" and just hang around your room and live in your feelings. Yup this is the most I've felt connected to Yvonnie and I love her for that. Thank you for showing your true self in this blog.
This vlog is so healing. 🥺
EDIT: There's this very big shift in emotional processing with the emergence of social media. It feels like the world doesn't allow for negativity and just the chance to be vulnerable any more. At times it feels like you just want the world to pause and be vulnerable in a safe space knowing that you can bring yourself out of it; but the world keeps moving, and it's suffocating to just be around people or do things that are not in accordance to your emotional status. Anyways, if anyone is reading this and is in a negative space right now, hope you find solace in this community. Thank you Yvonne for being just who you are and providing a space in which emotional vulnerability can be processed safely.
Yvonne! I'm sure you're not the only one who feels this way sometimes too. I know I often do. It gets worse because there's the fear of looking like you're not appreciating the good things you have when you give in to moping about these thoughts and feelings.
You've made me, and Im sure many others feel so seen by expressing ghese emotions 😊. You a real one! I hope you enjoyed Boracay ❤
I never want to go out 😂
I honestly appreciate how real you are in your vlogs because it makes me feel less alone when I'm feeling the emotions. Thank you! So much love ❤❤
today started very heavy for me because my emotions were unmanageable but watching this video and hearing yvonne talk about how she feels made me feel lighter. you always manage to make us feel that we're never alone so please don't forget that you're not as well. more vlogs like this! ilysm!
we're really not as alone as we probably feel so I hope it gets better for the both of us soon
Of all the OTV & Friends, Roomies etc. I always found you intriguing and after watching this vlog I realize now why: It's coz you are the most unapologetically authentic in how you express yourself, even in your vulnerability. In a world where everything is filtered including one's real thoughts and emotions, your authenticity is deserving of so much respect.
Thank you for being so open with us in this vlog, it's nice in a weird way to hear when somebody struggles with similar things. I can totally empathise with you - the panic of an upcoming event when you're feeling down is so stressful and can bring up so much guilt. Just remember to be nice to yourself in those moments cos being hard on yourself or thinking mean shit about yourself at any time but especially when you're stressed out. You're not alone ❤️ I hope you ended up having a nice time & can treat yourself with patience and kindness in the moments you're feeling bad about not feeling up to an event ❤️
Sorry for the rant, but I struggle with my mental health on the daily and people talking about it like you is so important. You had also just had a huge giant trip with so much of the spotlight on you, so it's totally understandable to feel super down after that. And even without a reason, it's still okay. We gotchu ✨💕
Thank you Yvonne for being honest and vulnerable. It is very therapeutic to us too as much it is to you, knowing that we are are not alone who also feels like this. It is very comforting, thank you ❤️
I've dealt with anxiety and depression for as long as I remember, and the crippling feeling of not being mentally ready to go somewhere or do something is so valid and so difficult to express and be in. I'm glad you had a chill trip to relax and have fun at your own premise - but anxiety and 'feeling down' should never feel like a burden you put on someone else. I'm sure the others can understand.
ur so real and geuine and i love that u r and its ok to tell ur friends the same repetitive things because as friends they're supposed to comfort u and have ur back. they shouldn't invalidate ur feelings. if u feel a certain way then voice it and u might just get to the core of the problem. sorry I'm just going thru a lot and I thought I give my input lolz. But I really did enjoy this vlog and I aspire to be like u. we love u yvonnie 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
I always appreciate when you’re so open about your emotions,, I been feeling super down these past couple of days and not to sound parasocial but you made me feel like I’m not alone,, you hear this a lot but your vlogs bring me so much comfort and happiness 💗💗 I wish you so much love and all the happiness in the world💕💕 … also 23:31 has me laughing so much hehe
that's the best part of it all - realizing we all have similar things that will happen to us despite living very different lives at times, but we all feel the same thing
Damn your vulnerable parts of your vlogs always affect me and get me teary-eyed or actually start crying. As someone that was surrounded by many wonderful people - once I started working, they would invite me to places all the time and a lot of those invites I would decline or even accept but then an hour before, I would bail with some excuse. Even though I knew I'd have the best time and have a lot of fun with people really important to me, I would still get this weird feeling like I didn't want to go. If I did go, have a blast and the best time of my life, I'd get home and just plop on my bed exhausted and happy to be finally home. It took a lot of years before I kind of 'shook' that mentality, but it did eventually happen.
Your vlogs are so fun and beautiful and exciting and the other part of that is you let us in to more honest and personal emotions and feelings and I appreciate that. You do not have to do so, and you owe us nothing in regards to it so I appreciate it and hope you keep yourself well and take care of yourself. It's okay to feel sad, it's okay to feel a little forced to do something with others, its usually nothing to do with the friends, its just something within that gives that anxiety or 'mopeyness' as you put it. I hope I'm not overstepping, just offering some empathy and understanding and hopefully encouragement your way.
The gym paiddd off, you look amazing ❤❤❤❤❤
This the the vlog that I felt most connected to Yvonne and her sharing her vulnerable side makes me feel like saying "Same."
I have lots of friends since college, but we have to live our own lives after that, and recently, I was diagnosed with depression and I just dont want to bring negative vibes to my friends whenever they ask me to go out with them so I just don't go...
damn, i feel the same a lot, i hope u know u are not alone for this, thats something that happens to many people so its really good for those who feel the same to hear u talking about it, thank you for being honest and just open a bit about your thoughts to us the viewers, in this comment section so many people identified with your thoughts
Sometimes you can't help but feel a certain way which I'm sure many can relate. Your content helps people in multiple ways. Thanks for sharing your travels and experiences!
It is very courageous to be open and honest about your feelings. We can't always control the way we feel. I think what you are doing in being open about how you feel is important. I'm glad this video was helpful and I hope the catharsis helped in the moment. Please know it is always okay to not feel fine and you shouldn't feel guilty reaching out to friends or others for help. And if needed please consider therapy.
I won't pretend to fully understand the true relationships between you and other creators, but I recall a video from Aria where she expressed some similar sentiments about her mental health. She might be someone to also be a support or have advice.
That feeling of dread before a social situation when you're not feeling is is so real! Thank you for being real with us and let's make this a comfy place for everyone!
I'm so glad you enjoyed your trip to our country❤
I feel the same way most of the time as well Yvonnie. I have friends who will be there for me but I do not wish to bother them with the same thing over and over again. Just got to find some outlets to pretty much vent it out so it doesn't always overwhelm you and I am glad you can do that in these vlogs. We all support you and hope your travels go well and be safe =^~^=.
The entire beginning portion where Yvonne and the others experienced great accomodations before reaching the hotel, I was thinking:
"I wonder what part of Leslie's journey is she on right now" 😂
I love how genuine your vlog is. Whatever you feel and think at that moment in time, you're not afraid to express it. Hugs for you, Yvonne! We all need a hug sometimes. :) Proud of you for being expressive.
Truly you are a RealOne Yvonne, we are very grateful to know that you ever exist in our lives watching your content and everything you’ve been through. It’s always good to see that our favorite Goblin will always show just how genuine she truly is.
I’m in LA for Anime Expo and felt the exact same way when she started talking about feeling mopey, glad I’m not the only one that’s felt that way. Thanks for amazing vlogs as always!
The talk at the hotel I couldn't relate to more, its nice when someone talks about something im familiar with because i don't feel alone and it gives me a new perspective on how people think about it so that was great, hope you're doing well yvonne!
We love you Yvonne! It's okay to take a break and make yourself just express how you feel because sometimes we just need to let those feelings out by ourselves and not wanting to bother our friends and that's totally okay. Because sometimes having time for yourselves to let all those out is more healing. I could totally relate to you! Thank you for all the vlogs! I said this when I met you in the Philippines but I REEEEAAAAALLLYYYYY LOVE YOUR VLOGS! Every time I watch them it makes me feel like I'm traveling with you since I can't afford to travel. We'll always be here waiting for the next amazing vlog! We love you so much!
Much love Yvonnie, i have struggled with mental health and similar problems to yours for years. You described how i also feel so well, not wanting to burden those you care about. Thank you for sharing, i dont feel so alone anymore in these feelings.
Wish you all the happyness in the world you deserve it
stay safe on your trip my dude
@ 7:35 the coffee is literally smiling at you.
Just getting to see this now but I’m so glad I did.
We appreciate you opening up. I feel the same way. Sometimes I’m just not in the mood to do things or hangout so I just avoid everything all together. Feelings can just come at you and you may not know what to do but that’s ok. It’s good that you recognize how you’re feeling, and are able to talk about it with yourself. I feel that same way about saying the same things again even though it’s truly how I’m feeling.
2022 was a rough year for me and now having to adjust hasn’t been easy. Socially I really changed. I used to always hang out with people and now I never want to. I know I need to stop pushing everything away but I see people in a new light now and maybe that’s just how I adjust. I feel like I’m just getting better now from everything that’s happened but I’m grateful either way.
Sorry for the ramble.
Thanks for another great vlog! We love you❤
I have this all the time espiecal when I'm doing something social. I feel guilty when it happens cos sometimes your mood can spread to others and effect the event. I have made myself ya put feelings way to the back of my mind and kind of faked enjoyment. Sometimes it works and I get taken along with everyones vibe and feel really good and happy that I forced myself out. But other times I come home and I feel worse and just drained from trying so hard. This happened so much that I started to have what I call purge nights where I kind of lock myself away from everyone and just let all of that anixty and sadness just wash over me, just let it in and feel it all, then slowly bring myself out of it by watching something I love. Its really helped!
Yvonne thank you so much for being so vulnerable and open with your audience! I hope you are doing alright and taking time for yourself on these excursions/vacations!! Please keep enjoying life and doin you girl!!!
i don't comment much but it's amazing how comfortable you are to become honest and open with your viewers. I'm glad you got to use your platform not only to make people feel less alone, but for you as well.
i personally struggle with the same feelings of being down, and it's not just a sudden thing too, it's everyday throughout the majority of my growing years. it feels bad to see my friends enjoying while i sit in the corner since i cannot control what I'm feeling no matter how hard i try. i do open up to them sometimes too but i don't want to do it all the time because it gets repetitive and i don't want to burden them too much with my problems. the empty feeling never goes away, it emotionally/socially drains me and physically hurts. sometimes and especially recently, i would have not-so-good thoughts and actions to harm myself. but this feels so comforting to feel so heard and seen by one of my favorite content creators.
from one mopey person to another, i would just like to say to not give up and i wish you happiness and all the best in life. take care, Yvonne 💖 thank you for being you (sorry for writing an essay)
This is why I love yvonne, being herself, being real. I could totally see myself through you because I've felt the same way. Please pleaseee know that your feelings are valid and that we are always here for you. Thank you for visiting us in PH, WE LOVE YOU YVONNE!!! ***warm hugs for yvonne***
hey yvonne I understand how you feel and Ive been in similar situations countless times and Its especially frustrating when things dont go the way we want like now for me, as Im putting in all my effort to prepare for a crucial college entrance exam which If I mess it up it could be disastrous and make me done for, But despite the challenges Im still giving it my all
the reason Im sharing this with you is to remind you that storms always pass; What comes after is just as important as the storm itself, Its the entire journey that matters and not just the individual events you go through. Sure you will encounter difficult moments but what truly defines those moments is your ability to overcome them so embrace the process and remember to have fun along the way also thank you for sharing!
It's a tough feeling and hard to describe but you are understood. At least for me I get that feeling, it's a very sucky feeling and can be miserable.
I'm glad your able to journal and even blog about these things. Being vulnerable about that side of you is important to your growth.
Baby steps Yvonne. You're doing great. ❤
I've been going through a similar thing lately where I know I have people I can talk to about my feelings but that I don't. I've been going to a therapist lately which has been helpful with talking about the things that I don't normally talk about with other people. I'm glad you feel that these vlogs are a safe space to express all those feelings. We love you ❤❤
I know those feelings as it’s how my anxiety manifests. You are strong for being able to voice it to the world whether you know it or not.
ive skipped out on so many parties and hangouts with friends because I *didnt want to bring the mood down*. Watching you still push through is kind of inspiring for me. Makes me want to do the same and force myself to still go, especially since i usually end up having fun anyways
I feel like im gonna cry when your expressing ur feelings. I kinda experience that feelings... thank you for sharing this. And thank you for visiting us here in the philippines where glad you enjoy.
totally understood ... i also feel that way sometimes ... its nice to have a way to vent it out ... and sometimes venting doesn't always mean socializing ... sometimes some myself time is very relaxing... also thankful to hear someone feels the same way sometimes
Thank you for sharing your emotions with your fans, it is nice to know that you aren't alone in these feelings ❤
I love that you can talk to us about something that’s bothering you or something hard your going through, I have felt the same many times so your not alone, remember this is a safe space so you can talk to us about anything, love this vlog, like I just went snorkelling today so I know how fun and pretty it is, i also like how you guys(in this vlog Jaime) get bullied by literal kids🙂but Leslie bullied kids by making to girls cry☺️ Anyways I hope your doing fine right now💕💕💕(we will not talk about my spelling)
socializing takes a lot of energy, sometimes its hard to identify but like, being drained and down in totally normal. being able to push through though, its a feat and of itself. Im glad that you had fun on this trip and this vlog is awesome as usual, thank you for letting us in on these moments
I'm trying to catch up on your vlogs and everything in your channels, and Yvonne, you're one of the few content creators I know that show us a more vulnerable side of you. And we get the feelings that you're going through. I get it. Thank you for being yourself.
sending love to you Yvonne💕 we appreciate you talking about vulnerable topics and making space for these convos. You are not alone.🤍🫶🏼✨
also: seeing how happy you were after going jet skiing, made me SO happy FOR YOU, I’m so glad you had fun!!💗
The trip looked amazing! And yes, I totally get it. I had the same on vacation. It's very admirable to want to enjoy it as much as you can and be sad afterwards, but your emotions are never less important. Thank you for being so open about it, I hope you'll always feel free to share about how you feel in your vlogs
She's such a wholesome person. It's amazing
It was so nice hearing you voice your feelings, I find myself struggling with a lot of the same internal things and hearing you share about it was really reassuring that it's okay. You're doing amazing Yvonne!!
Aww, when you mentioned sometimes feeling a bunch of all the mopey tired emotions before meeting up with friends and such, I really get that. Sometimes I think it's good to actually feel them like cry it out or what not before meeting with your pals, rather than feeling like you have to keep it contained (on your mind) until after you're done hanging out. Sure maybe they'll notice your eyes a little, but I think it makes the meet up and aftermath more enjoyable by getting all the feels out first!!
Lmao the ice in the drink is smiling 7:34
I was looking in the comments for this
As soon as I learned Yvonne was a foodie & loves coffee now the mopey thing! I really thought she's the most relatable content creator I've ever encountered!! Love to know I'm not the only one like this!!
Yvonne, you're the realest 🫶🏽🎀
You're one of my favorite vloggers, ad for good reason! I think this medium really lets your personality shine because we get to see how honest and real you are :' ) I just wanted to give you the biggest hug, and please know that I admire you a lot for being authentic no matter what in your content 🥰 My favorite IRL mahou shoujo girl!
Hi Yvonnie. I suffer from Aspergers, and go through a lot of the stuff you explained on an almost daily basis. Its like a rollercoaster of emotion that you can't really control. Stress level's and the feeling of expectation are things i can't personally handle well at all.... its overwhelming, and i avoid it at all times possible. Im 39 now, and have been this way my whole life. I struggle to keep jobs, and maintain focus, because that fear of failure, and again expectation, is so much. Yet somehow, through all of this, i seem to be the person that all my friends go to when they have problems, and need answers... because i have learnt slowly how to hold on.
There is a very famous sports coach quote that i have learnt to live by, and its so simple: "Don't give up. Never ever give up. Because it won't kill you, it will make you a better person." Yvonne, you and the roomies are very very special people, and particularly in the world of streaming and entertainment. You guys are real, act real, and express your emotions (even Blau). And you are the most popular group of people in the environment because you make sure to be as humble as possible, and you find a way to connect. Your group of friends is very special, and i am sure you understand this :) You individually are a terrific person that i think most viewers appreciate the most, as you are so relatable, and we all see how much work behind the scenes you really do. We all see where you started, and how to worked your way up. Just remember to appreciate yourself more, and sit back and enjoy your life. You earned everything you have built for yourself :) Remember to always reflect! Take care!
Thanks for expressing your vulnerable side, especially in a vlog. It shows that everyone is human and people go through these things sometimes. Sometimes you just feels things and that's ok. Thanks again for always sharing a part of yourself to the internet.
I always love watching Yvonnie's vlog when I'm cleaning dishes 😊 Glad you enjoyed your stay here in the Philippines🇵🇭
You are one of the best vloggers ever and YES anxiety over being thrown into social situations I am not ready for is so real and something that I constantly struggle with. Like I know I will enjoy it but in the moment it causes me irritation because plans came out of nowhere and then it makes me feel worse cause I think "why am I like this like its not a big deal and I feel like a crybaby" or I am surrounded by friends but I feel super lonely and by myself, but luckily the feeling does eventually pass but I am so glad you took the time to speak on it! I feel like a lot of people feel embarrassed or don't want to ruin the vibe and so they never talk about at all but it does happen! Best vlogger ❤
YOU'RE THE BEST! Especially your vlogs, it really lifts up a person's spirit even if they are down or have problems, your vlogs are able to make people smile, you deserve the love and recognition, so proud of you, keep it up, keep doing good, thank you for being yourself Yvonne!!!
Yvonne I want to say that I really do appreciate your vlogs and appreciate you being vulnerable with your viewers. It's always great to get things off your chest instead of holding it in❤❤❤LOVE AND APPRECIATE YOU
Yvan with the hat: “kaizoku oni ore wa naru!!”
Hope you’re doing okay! I remember seeing you talk about similar down time in previous vids.
Glad you have good people in your support system, hope you also have good mental healthcare in that support system too. 💙💙💙
awww i literally started to tear up when you were explaining it. I agree on what you’re saying :,) i felt ike this yesterday and today and hearing you talk about it honestly made me feel so much better. thank you for sharing and take care
I always enjoy your vlogs Yvonnie. You always look pretty. I hope you had a great and therapeutic time in Boracay.
I know that feeling... Sometimes you're just having that type of day that you're feeling down, but you don't wanna spoil the fun for others.
You aren't alone. Much love ❤
yr vlogs r my favorite, I don't normally watch vlogs but wen it comes to yrs, its the best
7:33 The Latte looks really happy :>
I love Yvonne’s vlog. There is a nice cozy feeling whenever i watch them
The smoothie was smiling 🙂
Wow I really admire your vulneribility. You definitely feel relatable, and I love how you do your vlogs. They overall seem very personal and fun!
If they are really your friends then you will never need to worry about being a burden to them no matter how many times you need to talk about the same issues or feelings. Hang in there.
Yvonne we are all human, its natural to feel that way when you were expressing yourself. You on a right path, with amazing people by your side, keep it up with a smile. And your really beautiful on that Jetski 😍
Omg you're so good at compartmentalising and holding it in 😢. I just hope you felt a little better after you shared your feelings and spent some time there in Boracay. Hugs to you ❤
Omgggg that thumbnail is hottt and spicyy. You go queen!!
really love evon's vlog a lot. it's like we are with her and the way she's like telling us things like we're her diary. I love it! hope to see you again next year
i love how real you are in your vlogs. and im glad you know its ok to be open and vulnerable. we're all here for you and we love you
I LITERALLY JUST CAME BACK FROM BURACAY THATS CRAZYYY , omg I loved it there
Glad to see em enjoying the beaches at Boracay
We love you Yvonne ❤
Lmao I relate to the mixed plate. I like trying everything too :) always love you and your vlogs Yvonne. Honestly so happy for you. Keep being you. The world needs your energy. You’ve come so far and I’ve seen how much you’ve grown as a person and community ever since your days in Vancouver. Nothing but love for you Yvonne.
Sending virtual hugs! ❤
hope you return here even if just for your personal reasons to relax and just have your ME time. it is not easy to show your vulnerable side specially on a vlog so you are much appreciated. hope everything works out for you on a long term aspect.
lmao jaime : we didnt ask about the taste 😂😂😂
finaly
I am going in a couple weeks, looking at all the streamers heading to Boracay is amazing.
26:16 Here we see a wild Yvonne thriving in her natural habitat.
Always excited to watch Yvonne vlogs
"you can't get more burn if you are already burnt" - Leslie ; totally accurate! LMAO
It be like that sometimes. Baller vlog. Little snippets of friends being goofy is also a great vibe.
love the vlog as always yvonne!
Good vibes sending your way, Yvonne.🎉🎉
You have been entered our province where the Boracay was located..im glad that you enjoy our place thank you for coming...i hope one day you will comeback in boracay again💕💕
@7:33 the latte has a smiley face. Happy to see Yvonne =>
I totally get the moping thing... And it also helps if you're in an awesome hotel like that.
YVONNE VLOG YVONNE VLOG!! I loveeeeee