Didn't feel comfortable sharing this on the camera, but my very close relative is going through something close to what is shown in the video and has been for some time. They are very close to me and I wish world circumstances could allow me to come see them for this Christmas, but it is what it is. This song and this video really made me think about all the times I didn't call or talk to them in the past and how much time I've missed, using work and school and life as an excuse. I am lucky to never have suffered loss before in my life, but it is something all of us will unfortunately feel in our lifetime. If you have a relative you haven't spoken to for a while, but who is very close to you, please reach out to them. It's gonna be the best Christmas gift they can get. Peace.
I watched this video for a little bit and shut it off cause it was too hard for me to watch too. My grandmother has alzheimers and it gets really hard. Someone you spent so much of your life with and they just start forgetting you. Its really hard. Finally watching this video fully, but with you my dude. Stay safe my dude
I cried like a bitch watching this video. My grandma suffered from Alzheimer's at the end of her life. So yeah, beautifully haunting track. Prayers for your loved one man.
I feel you. We currently take care of my grandmother ourselves and she pretty much has forgotten anyone. All we try to do is make her smile and laugh every day and that helps us know shes happy. It sucks more than anything in this world and it never gets easy but knowing shes happy every day is what keeps us going. Hold on tight to the ones you love
Ngl, this song made me cry soo bad... I lost two of my best friends this year. One in a car accident and the other killed herself. It‘s been a rough year for me. Well, music like this keeps me fighting and going forward. We are blessed to have so much good music coming out this year which motivates us every single day at least a bit. I hope everyone is staying safe and feeling great. Thanks for the great reaction...
Damn man same here, can't focus on work, this video made me so sad this morning I can't even. Spiritbox coupled to the guys who made the video is an next level experience. It's exactly how the music should be made.
This is the best example of how a band can not only be versatile, but also being not heavy and nailing every aspect of it... such a beautiful song.. 2nd Best song of the year... after Is it really you of course
The feelings that this song emotes really reminded me of "Hickory Creek" by: Whitechapel. For both bands being associated with brutal heavy music, you hit the nail on the head about this new one being very heavy in a different way, which relates to the Whitechapel song. Courtney's vocal talent & this band's sound are so fucking versatile, they never cease to surprise/amaze me. Great honest reaction as always, mate!
I think that Spiritbox is completely winning the game. I mean, in the last year they released masterpieces, one after the other and none disappointed me! Blessed Be, Holy Roller and the brand new Constance punch you in the face! I cannot wait for their album!
I lost my granduncle (idk if that's what it's called in English) who had an elevated state of dementia last year. He was so out of his mind he couldn't even shit without help, so he'd shit himself a lot of times during even a day, it was terrible. Even with all the difficulties all our family loved him with all our hearts and they (I turned 18 this year so I think I was too young to understand and to help with what I could) cared for him as parents care for their child... We used to say he was the most sane person of the family. In that time it was because everyone was too crazy and talked a lot, and he was just quiet and calm, and pure. Nowadays I understand that's not why he was the most sane person of the family, it's because he, with all his limitations, could see beauty in life... And we miss him so much fuuuck if I knew he'd be gone I'd have made things so differently... Great reaction video man! Thanks for your words ❤️ you got 1+ subscriber
Perfectly captures what my last 2 years have been like. My mother abandoned me when i was a child, and i grew up with my grandmother. She passed on in April of 2019. Seeing her slowly fade away before was so difficult... She was still here, but somehow she was already gone. I've lost the light of my life, the only person that ever loved me unconditionally. All i can hope for is to one day strive to be like her and be a light myself.
I can’t stop listening to this song. My grandma on my dads side passed away from Alzheimer’s, but I wasn’t close with her. My grandma on my moms side (Nana) had dementia the last couple years, and this year she passed from COVID-19. I cry every time this song comes on cause it reminds me of her and Courtney just did an absolute beautiful job on her vocals. Thanks for the upload
This song pulled on my heart strings so hard because I had a grandmother with dementia who died in March of 2021. This song hits hard, but its such a beautiful song.
Man this must be my favourite song from this band. It hit me so fucking hard, the heavy parts really bring across the sadness and frustration. And the blissful chill parts get across the feelings of looking back on the good times in contrast.
This song is another masterpiece, they made it beautiful but with those Spiritbox haunting elements and that (what sounded like) instrumental breakdown at the end. Magnificent
This song hits on an entirely different level. My grandma passed away last year on my birthday due to Alzheimer’s. I live with regret everyday because I neglected to reach out to her because I refused to accept it and thought she was gonna come out ok. Cherish every moment you have with your loved ones because there’s going to be that day that they’re not around anymore and you’re gonna regret it if you don’t. Stay safe
So emotional right?! Sorry to hear you're going through something similar currently. I have myself in the past, as I'm sure a lot of people who listened to this have, and coupled with the video it's just poignant and sad, yet beautiful.
I've been through the same with my grandpa passing this year with the same condition. I helped as much as I could for raising me and getting me into playing music. I can't imagine how she feels because I'm in tears. Love to everyone 🤘🏾.
I'm going to a lifelong friends service tonight and this song struck something in me as soon as it started. Spiritbox is special, they know their craft.
I've lost my grandma right before xmas in 2018, still not completely over it and i still have regrets not having talked to her more on the phone while she was hospitalized. as you also talked about dementia, there was a case recently in my area where a 92yr old husband suffocated his wife who suffered from dementia and his reason was that, he couldn't see her suffer anymore after being married for over 60yrs. Personally i haven't had to deal with dementia yet, but as morbid as it may sound, i can understand that man bc it has to be such a mental struggle to see your beloved wife suffer every day and you can't do anything more or less
Like you said, loved ones with the conditions Constance is about don't tend to have much time left. But what is hardest for me personally having a grandparent (mom's side) suffering is that they don't know or comprehend that fact, especially as things progress. Wasn't at all expecting this after Holy Roller, but with how hard this hit me I had to show my it to my Mom. As I thought, it was an emotional hit for her too, but in a good way that sparked a conversation we probably wouldn't have had otherwise.
i just listen nik nocturnal reaction of this song and now (Hard Core) i always have goosebump while the chorus this is really a strong song, i listen this band yesterday and i felt in love
Song of the year just saying. And just subbed. I'm a 53 year old black male metal head this is a very special song. Peace ✌️ from Stan the Alaskan . I'm a jinjer junkie lol. That's my favorite band.
not gonna lie, the first scene where the grandmother is in it made me fucking lose it, it reminded me so much of how i acted whenever i saw my grandmother, she was a tough woman, but she was a wonderful woman to be around, i miss her greatly every single day, and as im typing this im almost on the verge of tears again. i miss you nana. everyday.
This band can not miss. Holyroller made me want to chew off my own head and shit it out, and then this song makes me mistier than a grocery store produce section. They are one of the most talented bands around now, and I love them.
You should react to the new HAWK EP, just came out today and they used to be the band This Or The Apocalypse. I think you'd really enjoy it, it's quite unique
I haven't listen to it yet. With limited spoilers, what are your thoughts? Been following Ricky and the boys since Haunt What's Left so I'm always excited for new music from them.
@@FamineWolf I think it's really good, there's only 6 songs so only 3 of them are new, definitely give it a listen if you're a fan of anything they've released as HAWK
Honestly when i tell people i listen to this type of music they think of anger but never see how this genre helps many people release emotional blockages outside of anger or even just experience happiness also this gives me Whitechapel vibes
it’s crazy how good this band is. like really. Courtney’s absolutely top notch angelic vocals, on top of the rest of the band just playing their hearts out. they are undoubtedly extremely close to becoming my favorite band
It’s “heavy” as in heavy hitting lyrics and a tough topic for people who can relate to it. That’s why the title says, “This is heavy but in the other way”
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Didn't feel comfortable sharing this on the camera, but my very close relative is going through something close to what is shown in the video and has been for some time. They are very close to me and I wish world circumstances could allow me to come see them for this Christmas, but it is what it is. This song and this video really made me think about all the times I didn't call or talk to them in the past and how much time I've missed, using work and school and life as an excuse. I am lucky to never have suffered loss before in my life, but it is something all of us will unfortunately feel in our lifetime.
If you have a relative you haven't spoken to for a while, but who is very close to you, please reach out to them. It's gonna be the best Christmas gift they can get.
Peace.
I watched this video for a little bit and shut it off cause it was too hard for me to watch too. My grandmother has alzheimers and it gets really hard. Someone you spent so much of your life with and they just start forgetting you. Its really hard. Finally watching this video fully, but with you my dude. Stay safe my dude
We all stand behind you, thank you for opening up to us. I’m sorry to hear about your relative.
I cried like a bitch watching this video. My grandma suffered from Alzheimer's at the end of her life. So yeah, beautifully haunting track. Prayers for your loved one man.
I feel you. We currently take care of my grandmother ourselves and she pretty much has forgotten anyone. All we try to do is make her smile and laugh every day and that helps us know shes happy. It sucks more than anything in this world and it never gets easy but knowing shes happy every day is what keeps us going. Hold on tight to the ones you love
Damn man. Beautifully said. I hope you are ok
Spiritbox are quickly climbing the ranks above many bands. I love this band so much
They deserve it . Such raw lyrics !!!
And after Eternal Blue, they are one of my favourites
Ngl, this song made me cry soo bad...
I lost two of my best friends this year. One in a car accident and the other killed herself.
It‘s been a rough year for me.
Well, music like this keeps me fighting and going forward.
We are blessed to have so much good music coming out this year which motivates us every single day at least a bit.
I hope everyone is staying safe and feeling great.
Thanks for the great reaction...
I've been crying all day bc of this song! The video doesn't help that either. I'm just gonna see it as free therapy.
Hope everyone is doing okay
Damn man same here, can't focus on work, this video made me so sad this morning I can't even. Spiritbox coupled to the guys who made the video is an next level experience. It's exactly how the music should be made.
You are not alone with that, its the first song in years that made me cry, not tear up, legitimately cry..
We love free therapy
@@nocturnalwitchcraft yeah we do
This is the best example of how a band can not only be versatile, but also being not heavy and nailing every aspect of it... such a beautiful song.. 2nd Best song of the year... after Is it really you of course
When he couldn’t look at the screen, I felt that too
The feelings that this song emotes really reminded me of "Hickory Creek" by: Whitechapel. For both bands being associated with brutal heavy music, you hit the nail on the head about this new one being very heavy in a different way, which relates to the Whitechapel song. Courtney's vocal talent & this band's sound are so fucking versatile, they never cease to surprise/amaze me. Great honest reaction as always, mate!
I feel like metal bands have the most powerful songs about something deep emotionally..
Hickory Creek hit me so hard man.
Man, my bro almost cried
i know man, i know...
I think we all cried...
Still crying...
I did
I cried like a bitch
lost my grandmother in june and this hits home thank u courtney for being vulnerable for yourself and ur fans we all appreciate u 🥺🖤
I think that Spiritbox is completely winning the game. I mean, in the last year they released masterpieces, one after the other and none disappointed me! Blessed Be, Holy Roller and the brand new Constance punch you in the face! I cannot wait for their album!
I lost my granduncle (idk if that's what it's called in English) who had an elevated state of dementia last year. He was so out of his mind he couldn't even shit without help, so he'd shit himself a lot of times during even a day, it was terrible. Even with all the difficulties all our family loved him with all our hearts and they (I turned 18 this year so I think I was too young to understand and to help with what I could) cared for him as parents care for their child... We used to say he was the most sane person of the family. In that time it was because everyone was too crazy and talked a lot, and he was just quiet and calm, and pure. Nowadays I understand that's not why he was the most sane person of the family, it's because he, with all his limitations, could see beauty in life... And we miss him so much fuuuck if I knew he'd be gone I'd have made things so differently...
Great reaction video man! Thanks for your words ❤️ you got 1+ subscriber
Perfectly captures what my last 2 years have been like.
My mother abandoned me when i was a child, and i grew up with my grandmother.
She passed on in April of 2019. Seeing her slowly fade away before was so difficult... She was still here, but somehow she was already gone.
I've lost the light of my life, the only person that ever loved me unconditionally. All i can hope for is to one day strive to be like her and be a light myself.
I cried listening to this song
We all did, friend.
My man!
I can’t stop listening to this song. My grandma on my dads side passed away from Alzheimer’s, but I wasn’t close with her. My grandma on my moms side (Nana) had dementia the last couple years, and this year she passed from COVID-19. I cry every time this song comes on cause it reminds me of her and Courtney just did an absolute beautiful job on her vocals. Thanks for the upload
stay strong buddy
This song pulled on my heart strings so hard because I had a grandmother with dementia who died in March of 2021. This song hits hard, but its such a beautiful song.
the more i watch it the more details I get and it's killing me a bit more every time
Man this must be my favourite song from this band. It hit me so fucking hard, the heavy parts really bring across the sadness and frustration. And the blissful chill parts get across the feelings of looking back on the good times in contrast.
This song is another masterpiece, they made it beautiful but with those Spiritbox haunting elements and that (what sounded like) instrumental breakdown at the end. Magnificent
This song hits on an entirely different level. My grandma passed away last year on my birthday due to Alzheimer’s. I live with regret everyday because I neglected to reach out to her because I refused to accept it and thought she was gonna come out ok. Cherish every moment you have with your loved ones because there’s going to be that day that they’re not around anymore and you’re gonna regret it if you don’t. Stay safe
AMAZING song. Probably my favorite by them.
Spiritbox are going to be one of the biggest bands of the genre within the next years.
I can tell this song hit you, the expressions you made during the song added yet another level of emotion to this already heavy song ❤️❤️❤️
I lost my grandmother this year to this exact scenario. I showed this video to my parents and the 3 of us cried together. Therapeutic.
This song reminded me of “You’re not ready” by victims aren’t we all, it’s about his brother dying, heavy song but also beautiful, much like this one
This song and In Absence by Silent Planet get me in the feels with this topic. Both songs are insanely beautiful!
Good reference ! Love that one too
@@remmile such a good song! One of my favourites from that album
That song immediately came to mind while listening to this.
@@omarcomin2261 it is such a good track
@@AlistairBooth Indeed. Can't go wrong with Silent Planet.
Im so sorry dude, i´ve been watching your videos over a year now and just now realised that im not subscribed... changed that now
Lol, same. Didn't realize until I read your comment
@@SnuddeTheGreat you are welcome xD
So emotional right?! Sorry to hear you're going through something similar currently.
I have myself in the past, as I'm sure a lot of people who listened to this have, and coupled with the video it's just poignant and sad, yet beautiful.
I've been through the same with my grandpa passing this year with the same condition. I helped as much as I could for raising me and getting me into playing music. I can't imagine how she feels because I'm in tears. Love to everyone 🤘🏾.
How can one band be so beautiful (Constance) and so terrifying (Holly Roller)?
I'm going to a lifelong friends service tonight and this song struck something in me as soon as it started. Spiritbox is special, they know their craft.
I've lost my grandma right before xmas in 2018, still not completely over it and i still have regrets not having talked to her more on the phone while she was hospitalized.
as you also talked about dementia, there was a case recently in my area where a 92yr old husband suffocated his wife who suffered from dementia and his reason was that, he couldn't see her suffer anymore after being married for over 60yrs.
Personally i haven't had to deal with dementia yet, but as morbid as it may sound, i can understand that man bc it has to be such a mental struggle to see your beloved wife suffer every day and you can't do anything more or less
You made me fucking cry! ❤️
im loving this song so much
Like you said, loved ones with the conditions Constance is about don't tend to have much time left. But what is hardest for me personally having a grandparent (mom's side) suffering is that they don't know or comprehend that fact, especially as things progress.
Wasn't at all expecting this after Holy Roller, but with how hard this hit me I had to show my it to my Mom. As I thought, it was an emotional hit for her too, but in a good way that sparked a conversation we probably wouldn't have had otherwise.
Damnit I just love this band. What a powerful song, powerful video, and a great reaction. Keep it up dude.
I cried watching this songs video man...
Those ending scenes get me every time I've seen this now. Man.
This video and song jus truly hit hard... almost broke into tears hearing this last night... truly captivating and beautiful song and video.
I don't cry, you cry.
I’m impressed you kept your composure
i just listen nik nocturnal reaction of this song and now (Hard Core) i always have goosebump while the chorus this is really a strong song, i listen this band yesterday and i felt in love
Song of the year just saying. And just subbed. I'm a 53 year old black male metal head this is a very special song. Peace ✌️ from Stan the Alaskan . I'm a jinjer junkie lol. That's my favorite band.
This song always gets to people. I cried listed to this when I first heard this song, what a powerful video.💔
the song and what you said about this topic touched me so so much.. thank you so much for this video
Never gotten so many goosebumps from one song before
Went straight for the heart
Music is what feelings sound like............ feels x 1000. So very special on so many levels. Music has been the saving grace of 2020
Speaking from the heart, great discussion as always.
not gonna lie, the first scene where the grandmother is in it made me fucking lose it, it reminded me so much of how i acted whenever i saw my grandmother, she was a tough woman, but she was a wonderful woman to be around, i miss her greatly every single day, and as im typing this im almost on the verge of tears again. i miss you nana. everyday.
This song hits hard when you’ve lost someone 😢
Petition for Hard Core to make a vocal cover of this!
This band can not miss. Holyroller made me want to chew off my own head and shit it out, and then this song makes me mistier than a grocery store produce section. They are one of the most talented bands around now, and I love them.
Yooo Landmvrks just released a baaaaaaaanger "Lost in a Wave". Reaction or not you should really give it a shot
Great Reaction brother! Check out that new Hollow Front single "Wearing Thin" think you'll love it personally
Waiting to see your reaction to HLB - Tide
That song is amazing
Well another sad banger, like hickory creek by whitechapel and aftermath by the ghost inside
And love it
isotopes, as everything unfolds, captives, normandie, our mirage, landmvrks all released new songs
I love songs that are lyrically heavy even if they do punch you in the heart. Also please react to the new legends song psychedelic nightmare
A shocking song. I fall into a state of absentmindedness.
from🇯🇵. ❤
Just...fuck man this hits home hard
Spiritbox is about to top one of the singles of the year for sure!
Fuck me up, fam! This song broke me. I too have had loved ones with dementia, my mother being one of em. It's a great song!
You should react to the new HAWK EP, just came out today and they used to be the band This Or The Apocalypse. I think you'd really enjoy it, it's quite unique
I haven't listen to it yet. With limited spoilers, what are your thoughts? Been following Ricky and the boys since Haunt What's Left so I'm always excited for new music from them.
@@FamineWolf I think it's really good, there's only 6 songs so only 3 of them are new, definitely give it a listen if you're a fan of anything they've released as HAWK
Dang, I didn't know this was a new project from them! I've seen the name on some lineups though.
Honestly when i tell people i listen to this type of music they think of anger but never see how this genre helps many people release emotional blockages outside of anger or even just experience happiness also this gives me Whitechapel vibes
Check out Diamonds To Dust - Corpus Christi
it’s crazy how good this band is. like really. Courtney’s absolutely top notch angelic vocals, on top of the rest of the band just playing their hearts out. they are undoubtedly extremely close to becoming my favorite band
Check out loathe -in Death. Freaking classic
I’m a grown ass man and I’ve been crying like a BITCH every time I’ve watched this video. Can’t help it, it’s hitting a nerve.
Not like a bitch
Like a human being
What is wrong with those 5 dislike people ,go drink a empathy juice and come back later !!!
Please get on Landmvrks - Lost in a wave
great song with a revolting breakdown!!
Most of my reaction to this video was just wanting to give Bogdan a hug :(
You should react to Grave of Fireflies- The Raven Age lyric video, such an emotional and beautiful song
Sup man, how would you feel about taking a look to the "Hello There" album by Saving Vice ?
Hope you're okay dude
My grandma is sick rn...
hope she'll better soon :)
This song will be your anthem, hope her the best!!!
For me this Song was heavier than Holy Roller, because its so overwhelming..
Could you react to 2 songs? Its called Glory To The Brave, Never Ever by Hammerfall
I was going to ask about annisokay reaction....
You're Right Man..... Stay Safe.... Wish You Never Got To see The Ugly Face of loss....
If Nik Nocturnal reacted to this, he wouldn't understand the message or sentiment
I have always thought his reactions are so fake.
He did and it's a decent reaction but yeah generally he's more of a walking meme
@@joshsny143 yeah he did better than i thought he would, but not to the extent needed
@@zeal2407 He also never rates anything poorly.
Fit me in the heels :,(
Could you react to disillusion, the new track of kllrbuckeye. He was one of the pioneer metal RUclipsrs :)
this fucked me up man
Demon hunter. lesser god please
This does hit the feels but this isn't Aftermath by The Ghost Inside cries.
ikr its even better
Definitely way better than aftermath
React to glass heart by captives
Kmac did it better
How it's not heavy at all WTF are you people talking about 🤦🤦🤦
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It’s “heavy” as in heavy hitting lyrics and a tough topic for people who can relate to it. That’s why the title says, “This is heavy but in the other way”
@@matthewrenfroe6866 I get it