5 The Reason I'm Alive
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- Опубликовано: 18 авг 2014
- There is a reason you exist . . .
The day Lacey Sturm planned to kill herself was the day her old life ended. As an atheist who hated Christians, she thought church was a place for hypocrites, fakers, and simpletons. After a screaming match with her grandmother, she ended up in the back of a sanctuary, hating everyone in the room. But what happened in that room is The Reason she is alive today.
With raw vulnerability, this hard rock princess tells her story of physical abuse, depression, suicidal struggles, and more--and her ultimate salvation. She asks the hard questions--Why am I here? Why am I empty? Why should I go on living?--showing that beyond the temporary highs and the soul-crushing lows is a reason each of us exists and a purpose for our lives.
I was in the same place, waiting for my day to come where I wanted it all to end for myself. I was suicidal and depressed, and felt so alone on this earth that I would continuously hurt myself, but then one day in the eighth grade I got the chance to see Flyleaf in concert at my local state fair. I can honestly say that night had changed my life. Before, I had doubted not just the presence of God, but the love he has for me and all his children, but as I listened to Lacey's story, I felt I had something in common with her. I wasn't the only one who had felt alone and scared, and ready to end my life. I felt God there with me that night, and ever since I have never had a doubt in my soul. I felt him in my heart and that's where he will forever stay.
You changed my life Lacey. That was the most important night of my life, because it saved my life. I am forever grateful to you and the service you have given to us from God. ♥ Flyleaf saved my life, but God saved my soul
This made me cry. I feel the same way now as she did when SHE was 16. I need to find God.
+Chez Fitch John 3:16. It's never too late.
I hope you have. Its never too late. About a year and a half ago, I was in this place of mind. My life changed the day I chose to believe. Felt like a physical weight being lifted off my soul and it genuinely brought me to tears.
Jeremy Brainard I’m 14 I got saved when I was 11. It was hard for me to let go of sins because very and things happened. But I’m doing good now
I honestly think that she was telling the truth with this story, its sad that were so quick to believe the bad (her wanting to kill herself and being depressed) but we can't believe the good (her finding god, by him going after her). I hope her book does well or even if it doesn't, that those who need to hear her story hear it!!! God Bless u Lacey. I miss your voice!!!! ^_^
Amen
ive heard this testimony multiple times, but this time hearing it again, I couldnt help but tear up. God is a good good heavenly father. I love Him.
As I've been watching these 5 videos, it's been kind of difficult to hear so much about God and what not because I am not religious myself. But I've continued to watch cause I'm interested in what she has to say. And I have got to say that is absolutely amazing that the preacher knew there was a suicidal spirit in there, and the guy at the door knew even more. I don't question that for one second because I believe in spirits, and some humans being messengers. That's just absolutely amazing.
Allisa Harding Yep, I've never been a devout Christian cuz I've always had a skeptical mind, but I've had a few messengers come up to me and tell me things. One time it was a random guy in Walmart who told me he had "a message from the Lord" to give to me. At first I thought he was just some schizophrenic having an episode, but as he continued talking I realized he was a sane, normal guy. He was a complete stranger but he spoke to me and told me things about myself that I had never told anyone. He gave me hope for my deepest insecurities and told me that God had a plan for me. Ever since that day it's been hard to be a skeptic. I like hearing stories like Lacey's. It's kinda inspirational :)
Beauty Effulgent Like I said I do believe 100% in spirits and some humans being messengers. I'm happy for those like you and Lacey who have been fortunate enough to experience what you both did, I really hope I'm able to one day have a miraculous experience like that too. What I'm not certain about is EXACTLY what is out there in the spirit world, what EXACTLY this higher power MAY be, you see what I'm saying? So I will never deny anyone the existence or nonexistence of any spiritual beings, but what is difficult for me to listen to is people just ramble on and on about how certain THEY are about this and that. I dunno if any of that even makes sense, or if I just contradicted myself like crazy; I tried. Either way, I'm genuinely happy for anyone who is able to find true peace and solace within their life due to the spiritual world.
Allisa Harding No I know exactly what you mean :) No one can be 100% certain about their faith, or else it wouldn't be called faith, right? I still have my doubts as well. I will always have a skeptical mind. I'm just less skeptical now than I was before that experience and just thought I would share it with you. People often associate Christianity with bigotry and close-mindedness. But atheists and agnostics can often be just as close-minded. Whatever your belief, you seem like a very open-minded person and that's pretty cool imo.
Keep searching. God will meet with you someday. And be ready to recognize it when he does. :)
me too
Can't believe people actually think she'd lie to sell a book. I remember her telling this same story around 2004-2005 and there are so many videos of other times she's told it longgg before the book.
This took place 10+ years ago, she didnt just make it up. Believe it or not some people dont care about the money they do things for the love of others. Laceys testimony is a true story of the love and mercy of the God of the universe.
This same thing happened to me this morning at church different scenario though. The passage we read brought me to tear, my Pastor walked up to me and said "Marissa, I know you got hurt this past week, I'm praying for you, don't give up!"
I cried
Same :'(
Same
mc23243 me too
Me too 😂
I found my club 😂
dude I am balling, I've been through SO much these last months, struggles of depression and self harm and this and that and deaths and everythang this made me tear up on the spot....
You're not alone..... I'm in tears as I write this to you. I was told that if I were to take my own life that it would be the most selfish choice I could make. That there's so many people out there that would hurt from my decision that I'm not even aware of.
Do you ever find yourself thinking of people that you feel probably don't think about you. Maybe people from your past, maybe someone that you've never even spoken to? Well there's people out there that think of YOU that you're completely unaware of. That's what I mean by, there's so many people that would hurt from you being gone......
I find myself a hypocrite at times because I'm fighting the same battle as you and so many others are as well, but I still try and pass along things I've learned and been told by others that have made me think.
Always know that you're not alone..... If anything, know that I'm here fighting that battle with you♡
+BobbieWithAn ie that is SO sweet.. thank you
I love Lacey. She's just amazing.
I'm agnostic but I'm glad that religion saved Lacey. Everyone has their own religion even if they don't realize it. Everyone has something to save them. For Lacey it was God and church. And I'm thankful because she is one of the greatest singers in the world.
+bob blow What about that makes me pathetic??? That's intolerance and as far as I know, the Bible doesn't teach intolerance.
The bible does not teach intolerance at all. This guy is an ass, he doesn't represent true Christianity.
Jesus Christ reached out in love to the people that the religious community at the time turned their noses up at in judgment.
Matthew 9:10-13
"Later when Jesus was eating supper at Matthew’s house with his close followers, a lot of disreputable characters came and joined them. When the Pharisees saw him keeping this kind of company, they had a fit, and lit into Jesus’ followers. “What kind of example is this from your Teacher, acting cozy with crooks and riffraff?” Jesus, overhearing, shot back, “Who needs a doctor: the healthy or the sick? Go figure out what this Scripture means: ‘I’m after mercy, not religion.’ I’m here to invite outsiders, not coddle insiders.”
Thank you so much for posting these videos (and thank you Lacey for everything) I really needed this right now.
I am not that religious myself, but I do believe her story. She's really amazing. I won't go into detail, but something similar happened to me and my mom in church to what Lacey said happened to her in the church. My family was going through a rough time and my parents weren't together at that time, and when we were in church, the priest spoke about exactly what we were going through. Like I said, I'm not THAT religious, but it's little things like that that make me still believe in God
I felt so connected to her when she said that when a bad situation happened sje decided to lose her faith because that's what happened to me and honestly I am still unsure but I am so so happy that she was able to find Him that way even if I haven't
+Emely sanchez ciraiz Kind of sounds like u have :) Many things about Faith doesn't make sense, because sometimes truth doesn't make sense to us. I've known God for a long time, and I used to get so mad, I could NOT understand why he had certain things happen. Everyone is different so I'm not saying your thinking is like mine was but I learned I wasn't trusting in the Lord with all my heart and soul AND leaning not on my own understanding. That's all I did was trust until I didn't understand. I'm so glad He taught me that He's smarter than me lol. It's so true. I've even experienced a miraculous healing which freaked me out!!! Like it was sooooo cool! Anyway sorry for the long response. I just liked ur comment :)
+7Annamallover7 don't worry about long replies honestly it feels nice for someone to acknowledge my comments and thats good you experienced a healing cx
+7Annamallover7 don't worry about long replies honestly it feels nice for someone to acknowledge my comments and thats good you experienced a healing cx
+7Annamallover7 +7Annamallover7 don't worry about long replies honestly it feels nice for someone to acknowledge my comments and thats good you experienced a healing cx
you've touched so many lives we all love you
And years later you reached someone the moment they needed this
i was having a really bad day and suddenly i've seen this on facebook !!
Lacey i'm glad you are back & thank you again
Lacey is such an inspiration, my inspiration
I`m so happy she`s found peace of mind.Her way may not be for everybody,but as someone who`s loved Lacey as long as I have,it `s so nice to see her happy.Even in Flyleaf,you could see the pain in her eyes,and in her lyrics.Why I related to her so much.And I hate to admit it,but I cried too.
Very heartful and inspiring!
Lord! I feel Gods ANOINTING in her testimony! I'm in tears. 2ALL who r teard up as well, it's Gods ANOINTING ur feeling. Trying 2speak 2ur heart. Let Him minister 2u. It's a supernatural experience. Dnt let NO1 or ANYTHING rob u of what God trying 2do in ur like. HE'S using Lacey's testimony 2HEAL U2 of what ever ur going through! Let Him touch mind, body & spirit!
I am so touched by this. I actually had something pretty similar.
I needed this today I'm not kidding ... FML
Touching.
wow! brought tears to my eyes, Love you Stacey!
I wish I could could tell her how motivational she is. I'm not in a good place but she helps me believe there is better for me
this literally just made me cry.
She is beautiful. It radiates from the inside out. Her stories are so heart touching. I would absolutely love to have a conversation with her in real life. I hope its in Gods plan for me to receive a message so clear in my near future.
“For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.”
I cried cause Im Like How She Was When She Was 16 But Im Only 12 (And plz dont comment That Im To young To Know What It's Like You Don't Know half Of What I've gone thru) I Need To start thinking positive
That was amazing.
Her book helped my mental state. I hold so much respect for her.
I love this story. I am a christian and God is the only reason I have not wanted to give up by now. He keeps me strong. So many cannot understand why people would believe in a Creator that we can not see or hear, but its in the heart, not the sight. And you feel it when it is there. God Bless Lacey Sturm
I'm crying 😢
Ive been so far away from god for years now. I was forced to go to church until i was 16, which is when i made the choice to stop going. I pray every now and then, but I think how could he answer my prayers when i turned my back on him. there have been so many things Ive gone through in the past 11 years, Lost family members, lost an 8 year relationship. I still feel lost but im trying my best to move forward in life and create a foundation for my future. I just hope god is there in the end.
That's powerful
The song All Around Me by Flyleaf...
the reason Lacey stuem
Jesus is amazing. I love this!
I love Lacey so much. Ugh, so much.
i cried too
That's deep
im so happy he stopped her
thats happened to be before. he spoke like i was the only one in the room.
May the Lord continue to guide you and bless you abundantly Lacey. =) Keep on 'keepin' on"! You shall reap in due season if you faint not. =) I'm praying for you and your calling in life. I pray you reach many more souls for Jesus! Pray for me too. Love in Christ, Renee =)
wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! great testimony.
I'm not crying. YOU'RE CRYING!
D': how God works, it's beautiful isn't it?
I wish I could talk to u soon.
So her grandmother phoned the church before she got there?
if it helps u sleep at night.
Only a story there is no evidence for the events that took place within the church.
It's all made up to get you to buy her book, right?
MagCynic she's been saying this YEARS before writing her book therefore you're claim is invalid
No evidence it didn't happen, either. Your point?
BITCH DOES EVERY PERSON'S PERSONAL STORY OWE YOU SOME SORT OF PAPER TRAIL LMAOOOOO