Beautiful video and Beautiful message. I recently came to a realization, that we feel lost when our new selves are fighting so hard to break free and expose itself to the world while we're still operating from our old selves. We feel lost when really.. we know what we need to do, want to do, and will do.. but we just have to shed that old layer of skin first and begin to fully embody that new version of ourselves so that we're truly aligned with everything we desire and aspire. Great video.
This was so lovely to read and it gave me hope! I’ll definitely be keeping this in mind whenever I’m feeling lost ❤ Thank you for sharing, god bless 🫶🏾
you explained this so perfectly! it’s a good reminder to take it easy on ourselves but also, allow the shedding of our old self to fully happen, because most of the time we fight it even though we KNOW we want the new life.
Everything you just said❤️ And its so important to remind ourselves of this, that we really ARE moving forward, faster than ever before, but its just on the inside for now. And then, BOOM🍀🦚
Biggg emphasis on being able to recognize patterns now. I would fall into bad habits and not even realize what I’m doing isn’t serving me let alone feel capable of breaking out of that headspace. I still find myself falling into familiar and harmful habits but I think the key is now I’m able to recognize when it happens and I can use my awareness to make changes in my life.
i cannot explain to you how much i needed this today. i had such a terrible panic attack today just about my job and about new motherhood & questioning if i can do this all, i can. thank you for this inspiring message. your energy is received 🙌🏼✨
Spot on. Being "in between" can seem like we are standing still sometimes, when we really thought we were moving along fast. But the thing is, in winter, everything seems dead. But inside, the trees and plants are just getting ready to say BOOM at spring time. And it reappears fresher and more beautiful than ever ❤️ Just like us!
Okay let's manifest these wonderful words: "I'm there. I am already living the life of my dreams. I've made it and I enjoy every step of the way to make it even better."
I clicked on this not realizing it was you and I heard your voice and immediately smiled. I’ve been listening to your podcast for a few months now and it’s helped me so much. Your messages are so wise, applicable, and beautiful and I love the vibes. I needed this very much. ❤
I LOVED THISSSS, i've been saying how im just at a standstill between my old self & new self! Just being patient & letting God fully create her vs rushing & getting only the half version that he didnt intend for me to get!
That analogy of micro management and the universe 😂😂😂. You are right. Jesus😅. Let go, let flow, trust, relax and do what you as a person can do yourself. Amen.
Before sharing my experience, I want to give you your flowers Ri. I’ve been watching you for some time now & even if you may not notice it, we see you. I see you. I am four months Postpartum and I was in a mental battle with who this new version of myself is. I feel like a lot of moms go through that, even May still be regardless of their children’s age. I kept telling myself I didn’t want to lose myself instead of EMBRACING this new consciousness and new chapter that I was in, I was feeding into FEAR. Now, we all know how we (the universe) works & that wasn’t getting me anywhere. I’ve started little by little getting into the things I used to enjoy but embarking into them with who I am now. Newer wisdom, newer style, newer point of view. We can’t live in two worlds when wanting that thing we desire. I’ve shed a lot before my baby came & that’s an ever going process. But I can cheer to self for being here. This was once a prayer, where you are was Once a prayer. I hope you fly so high & continue to inspire us all! Cheers 🎉
Countless people have lost their lives, either through death or through suppression and not making room to discover themselves and risking when provided the opportunity. I'm glad amd proud of my tenacious soul. It may have encountered so much, but it continues to want to apply itself in newly discovered adventures, healthy and caring adventures.
I'm really behind in my HS education due to "homeschooling" and decided I was going to take things into my own hands and change for the better. At first I was very motivated and persistent, but overtime I started running into some issues which stunted my progress and caused me to slip back into old habits. Now I'm in a stage where I WANT to catch up and complete my HS education and I WANT to be able to go out there and live my life, but I am completely drained of motivation and I'm constantly tired 24/7, and I procrastinate like CRAZY. Whenever I look at the vision board I made for myself, images of everything I've always wanted, I dont feel that same feeling of excitement anymore; I don't feel any urgency to better. Instead, I feel like I'm driving down a road that leads to no where.
That vision board is the eye into the life you can have, let it serve as a reminder of what you’re capable of. It’s cheesy sounding, but truly, if you can dream and envision something, you can have it. All that matters is that you keep going, even if you spend days procrastinating, and unmotivated, each day is a chance to start over. Focus on telling yourself that you are capable first, because doubt will always prevent you from moving. The trick is to trick yourself into feeling proud of yourself even if you are not where you want to be. You got out of bed today, and wrote this comment. You will educate yourself naturally as you seek knowledge. You are not alone my friend 💖🙏
Also micro managing on how we want something to show up can put limitations on it. You're focused on it showing up in this certain way that you think is amazing, when what could really show up is beyond your wildest dreams.
I’m having so much cognitive dissonance too. But yes when I want to be “lazy” I now am able to remember “oh that’s old me choosing comfort because she’s scared and that fear is valid but she is not being logical or living in the now and we have to move on.” And then I do what it is I want to. Also counting to three or five has been helpful. And lastly breaking it down (for a shower instead of thinking I have to shower I say I need to get out of this bed, now I need to grab my toothbrush, Katniss did it in the hunger games book after rue died, I stole it and it has been so helpful for me). This video is so validating thank you. I suppose I’m in the Chrysalis? Maybe still the egg after leaving death. But either way my body and mind are changing and taking their time. All I can do is wait and like you said: believe and trust in the process !! I’ve been affirming to change my mindset. Now when I leave my comfort zone I know that great things happen every time. Even today I was stressing a little and at first I seemed escapism but then instead I went outside, exercised, took a shower, and made myself food and the situation ended up working in my favor !!! Within a few hours it flipped around.
Can I just say that the video had no music or anything in the background. Just you sitting there talking, and it really reiterated your point of too much going on.... this message was clear and concise and personal. I live when people do simple videos like this. These are the best kind of videos... just people sharing their ideas. Love it
honestly, I'm used to these phases and know generally what I need during them, but a big thing that gets in the way is truly just the pressures of capitalism (productivity culture, fast lives all around me, needing to still partially follow a path for financial stability that feels like a partial mask of the true self). I think that's the difficult part to all of this for me.
beautiful message... I think the first step is acknowledging that we are constantly transforming into our new selves, which opens so much space and room to having a more positive outlook on life. letting go of the past to move forward and focus on who we will become is truly enlightening... we can only go up from here!
The micromanaging hit home for me. I’m currently working somewhere and my manager is just like that and I know this job is a stepping stone and I needed that push. I needed to be tested to my limits to know I can’t get comfortable here god has better for you and just move forward
I'm going through a same process through therapy. My therapist mentioned the importance of the "green"-zone, the peaceful, trustful, loving, safe zone, that's still expanding and growing. Right now is a challenge to grow this green zone. As long as it's tiny, we'll be living in orange and red more than we want to (stress / detachment). A lot of our comfort zone is in orange! It's built in stress! We have had to create it there to survive past experiences for us. But we are definitely allowed to let that go, and endeavour in our new life, new things. So now, I think for the both of us, but now I'll be focusing on growing that green, trustful, beautiful, calm, courageous zone in my life & in my body, in my nervous system. We got this girl, thank you for your videos 💪❤
Yessss!!! Just the title itself pushed me to watch your video❤ I cannot tell you, I cannot express how much the title actually described me and where I am in my life right now. After living majority of my life being someone I was not, and recently around early 2022. I found that I truly was not happy, I realized that I didn’t know who I am, didn’t know my likes, didn’t know where to even begin to find me. Now It’s like I am this brand new baby, that has to learn life all over again, but in a way that’s healthy for me. I praise The Most High for seeing this.
I needed this today! My life is going through so much transition at the same time that it's confusing. The notion of giving myself a clean slate every day to try again brings me so much hope in these uncertain times.
i think this is one of the most painful things to go through because while it can be peaceful that nothing is technically happening, it can get disgustingly awful. i feel so disconnected with my friends who are living vibrantly, or atleast have something going on with their lives. like i don't feel like i have the right to be depressed because nothing exactly awful is going on that is beyond my control; i have control in this, but it keeps on looping. i've heard people say that being 20 something is still young, and that yes i do have a whole life ahead of me, but the pressure of getting there is a lot. and this just seems to keep on going, i just want to hide myself away while i'm going through this. i don't see the light at the end of this tunnel, and it's awful that i don't have something or someone with me to go through this. i'm just scared of feeling like this forever; i'm scared of never being able to get that life my heart yearns for.
when i feel like things won’t get better i always have to remind myself that with any low, there eventually has to be a high, that is law. I’m sure you can think of a time in your life where you thought something was NOT going to work out.. but eventually it did somehow someway. You need to remember that that is applicable to any situation. Your life cannot stay the way it is now forever. I also feel like you should take it easy one day at a time & release control. Your feeling so much resistance & pressure because your trying to control everything & trust me that’s so stressful in itself. I highly recommend meditation, it helps take the weight off. If you like videos like this you should also listen to Joe dispenza videos, they are PERFECT help for your situation!!! i swear you’ve got this
This is the 1st time I have seen any of your content it just appeared in my feed. I don't know how the algorithms work but this is exactly the message I needed to hear ❤
I cried during the whole video lol thank you so much for this message, I've been trying to tell my self the same things but every now and then I feel like I'm lying to myself But listening to you talking about the in between made me so much more calm. I've been just trying to be my better self, some days I struggle hard and other days everything feels like heaven 😂 anyways, I felt the urge to comment something bc I'm not only relating but also I really wanted to hug you and thank you for bringing me clarity ❤
Just discovered you. This was the video that I really needed because I’ve been stuck in between stage for months even a year and I’m finding it really hard to get through this stage but this video was the one thing I’ve been needing to hear for a long time 😊❤️❤️ Thankyou so much for understanding and helping the people with your experience and knowledge ❤️❤️ Thankyou Xxx
You speak from an overflowing cup, a woman gracious enough to be vulnerable, thank you for your message, the world is a whole much better with you around, God bless you❤
Yours is the content that RUclips was made for. This was genuinely enlightening and I saw parts of myself that I'm trying to reconnect with in you. Thank you
The noise of others. Yes. I had an insight couple of days ago while sitting on my favorite bench, looking at the river flowing in front of me, soaking up the sun.. Simply feeling at peace because no eyes could judge me. No opinions and no thoughts of others disturbing my mental space. "I am suffering because of the mere existence of other human beings." 'Cause if there were no other people, if I could just roll around in grass and be silly ol' me with no one looking at me, if I could just release the expectation of needing to accomplish something - then I would be truly happy. But since I can't erase other people off of this Earth and especially because I enjoy the wonders that humans create (with love at the highest place), it's my mission to dissolve those fears and live freely among others.
This has been a beautiful word. 2024 has been very life changing in a very uncomfortable way. I’m thankful for growth but because things could be so much worse. But overall this lesson this lady revealed is eye opening when it comes to relying on own understanding. I’m literally isolated to where it feels like I don’t think my friends ever want to hear from me again. I’ve been going through revelations and mental clarity through god but now I’m lost with what to do . The reality I’m facing now is increasing my faith. Where do I go from here? I’m lost and trying to figure out this new version of myself…
Watching myself fall back into old habits that I tried so hard to get rid of , the overwhelming anxiety of unachieved things made me at times question the hard work I did to get what I am right now., I didn't realize I was everyday making it harder to progress , it felt like I wanted to go back to where I was , maybe its because of the comfort it gave me . But I am not who I used to be , that's the only thing I'm sure of and I'll keep trying , thank you for you video much love
Let me comment something before even watching your video. I feel like a pile of procrastination. The career I once dreamed about now seems so joyless to me. The activities that I used to do for fun do not amuse me anymore...
thank you so much for this message it is what I needed to hear in this present moment on my journey of transformation . What a beautiful well written message ! 🥰 Stay strong blessings to you .. thank you for continuously inspiring
i absolutely adore this and resonated so deeply with this disorienting, limbo-feeling in the transformation from where i used to be and the drastically incredibly beautiful differences of who i am, what my life has become and what my reality now looks like. ive noticed how self sabotage really does set in, to try to hold or take us back to the difficulties that we were used to, when we’ve begun doing the work to overcome and outgrow them; we try to hinder our own deep, integral needs, unconsciously. once you have transformed and begun to manifest your desired reality and even more, it is disassociating because you havent yet fully integrated to belief that you deserve to have what you want; its imposter syndrome and so much more. I am so glad i found your channel, I would love to have a conversation with you - its so refreshing to find other’s that get it.
Amazing video- I relate to this sooo much! I broke down in tears to a friend because my values have changed so much and people around me just didn't align with them
How could myself be gone ever ? People may feel lost becasue they lose but never themselves you can only lose what has never been yours and deeply there is nothing belonging to anyone. Not even dying is losing haha. People may stop engaging with things which hold them back and yet they chose to hold themselves back because they know creates a feeling of safety meanwhile safety doesnt feel right or like being alive. Safety is such crap
I am grateful to Source Energy and the YT algorithm for bringing this beautiful human into my orbit. This video was right on time! Thank you for sharing your journey. It truly resonates with me. Blessings to you on your journey. ✨
What is for me is for me is something I just started saying almost constantly at the beginning of the year. It's become my mantra, what is for me will always be for me, and nothing is going to change that. Beautiful video truly
Thank you for this amazing video. It Is so comfortable to know that someone experiences and expresses the thoughts in your mind that you can not describe ❤️❤️❤️
This video couldnt have come at a better time. I've been struggling so much trying to differentiate between the person my parents want me to be and the person I want to be and with how I'm incorporating new habits but struggling to kick out old ones. But I'm slowly sorting that out and knowing that this process is normal makes me feel seen. Thank you for your video ♥
It's tough when everything you dreamed and planned for years just fades away. Even the alternatives and all the effort and work you made. I feel like I just got lost, literally with no direction. But this doesn't make me anxious or worried. It leaves me empty. Feels like a black hole, attracting everything on my daily life to nothing/nowhere. Sorry to vent
Love this perspective,it really makes me understand I can’t control everything in life but they will still work out good as they should but appreciate and be present in the process 🌸
It's beautiful how I 'stumbled' across this after having a session in the universal library, and the information drawn was confirmed by this evet. Just had the urge to watch RUclips from my roommate's laptop only to find your clip under the recommendations, and I know very well that this guy does not consume this line of content. I greatly appreciate your openness and allowing the flow to occur. Much Love
The main reason I still can't be fully myself is that I always have this fear of giving my opinion and being cancelled. If I have a wrong view I would love to learn and change but not by being attacked or ridiculed. In this time it seems most people just want an ego boost by ridiculing others. Few want to teach, the majority want to feed their insecurities :(
I appreciate you so much for this! I am feeling lost and very alone and hearing this made me truly feel seen. You helped me pull my perspective and understand that it is okay to be in the womb still developing. I am so happy this video found me. Thank you.
you ever feel like someone just lifted up the lid on your heart, which is brimming with these fluids, but havent been able to for a while? um, ive been through these periods before. but i have never really experienced it with so much presence before. I can see ervything thats happening in my life right now like from a 3rd person pov, and it just so weird. its like u said, i want to do things the new version of me wants to, but im falling back into old habits. and i cant stop guilt tripping myself. but im constantly reminding myself to be kind. to be more accepting. um im feeling constantly sad. and i feel so lost. everyday i think that ill start afresh and do stg new. N somedays i do end up doing great things. but its jst so hard. um thank you for sharing this video. i feel so connected and heard rn. um yes it will get better. lots of love to u
Oh my god! The rings on your finger. Such pretty stones! Love the calmness of you and your videos. I must say that, i'm happy most of the times, but i feel confused as what to do for more fullfilment. I'm all over the place in my mind. I've learned about the power of positive affirmations last year and that is by far the best thing that year has brought me. I'm never going back again. Thank you for all you do for us. Grateful💚💚💚
"You're at war with yourself & you're the only person who can end this war." Thank you.
Beautiful video and Beautiful message. I recently came to a realization, that we feel lost when our new selves are fighting so hard to break free and expose itself to the world while we're still operating from our old selves. We feel lost when really.. we know what we need to do, want to do, and will do.. but we just have to shed that old layer of skin first and begin to fully embody that new version of ourselves so that we're truly aligned with everything we desire and aspire. Great video.
This was so lovely to read and it gave me hope! I’ll definitely be keeping this in mind whenever I’m feeling lost ❤ Thank you for sharing, god bless 🫶🏾
@@rutendo My pleasure. You got this, keep growing!
you explained this so perfectly! it’s a good reminder to take it easy on ourselves but also, allow the shedding of our old self to fully happen, because most of the time we fight it even though we KNOW we want the new life.
Everything you just said❤️ And its so important to remind ourselves of this, that we really ARE moving forward, faster than ever before, but its just on the inside for now. And then, BOOM🍀🦚
Thanks for sharing✨️
This is beautiful. I don't feel lost. I feel like I'm standing still... really, really fast.
This!
exactly this
The accuracy
I agree 100%
Well said
Biggg emphasis on being able to recognize patterns now. I would fall into bad habits and not even realize what I’m doing isn’t serving me let alone feel capable of breaking out of that headspace. I still find myself falling into familiar and harmful habits but I think the key is now I’m able to recognize when it happens and I can use my awareness to make changes in my life.
this resonates so deeply, glad i came across your comment
this is the key!!! every time you’re able to recognize a pattern & stop yourself means that you’re conscious. & that is a major WIN.
i cannot explain to you how much i needed this today. i had such a terrible panic attack today just about my job and about new motherhood & questioning if i can do this all, i can. thank you for this inspiring message. your energy is received 🙌🏼✨
Spot on. Being "in between" can seem like we are standing still sometimes, when we really thought we were moving along fast. But the thing is, in winter, everything seems dead. But inside, the trees and plants are just getting ready to say BOOM at spring time. And it reappears fresher and more beautiful than ever ❤️ Just like us!
Okay let's manifest these wonderful words: "I'm there. I am already living the life of my dreams. I've made it and I enjoy every step of the way to make it even better."
I clicked on this not realizing it was you and I heard your voice and immediately smiled. I’ve been listening to your podcast for a few months now and it’s helped me so much. Your messages are so wise, applicable, and beautiful and I love the vibes. I needed this very much. ❤
I LOVED THISSSS, i've been saying how im just at a standstill between my old self & new self! Just being patient & letting God fully create her vs rushing & getting only the half version that he didnt intend for me to get!
I felt this deeply! It’s like you peaked inside my journal!
OMG , I played this after a heavy talk w/ God and this was EVERYTHING I needed to hear . Thank you ! The calm and answers I needed to hear.
"I can have a fresh start with every breath that I take." Whew. 🎯 A word! Thank you for sharing. ♡
That analogy of micro management and the universe 😂😂😂. You are right. Jesus😅. Let go, let flow, trust, relax and do what you as a person can do yourself. Amen.
Before sharing my experience, I want to give you your flowers Ri. I’ve been watching you for some time now & even if you may not notice it, we see you. I see you. I am four months Postpartum and I was in a mental battle with who this new version of myself is. I feel like a lot of moms go through that, even May still be regardless of their children’s age. I kept telling myself I didn’t want to lose myself instead of EMBRACING this new consciousness and new chapter that I was in, I was feeding into FEAR. Now, we all know how we (the universe) works & that wasn’t getting me anywhere. I’ve started little by little getting into the things I used to enjoy but embarking into them with who I am now. Newer wisdom, newer style, newer point of view. We can’t live in two worlds when wanting that thing we desire. I’ve shed a lot before my baby came & that’s an ever going process. But I can cheer to self for being here. This was once a prayer, where you are was Once a prayer. I hope you fly so high & continue to inspire us all! Cheers 🎉
Countless people have lost their lives, either through death or through suppression and not making room to discover themselves and risking when provided the opportunity.
I'm glad amd proud of my tenacious soul. It may have encountered so much, but it continues to want to apply itself in newly discovered adventures, healthy and caring adventures.
Young lady you are wise beyond your years. Being patient in the process is real. You’re not a follower. You are authentically you!
I'm really behind in my HS education due to "homeschooling" and decided I was going to take things into my own hands and change for the better. At first I was very motivated and persistent, but overtime I started running into some issues which stunted my progress and caused me to slip back into old habits. Now I'm in a stage where I WANT to catch up and complete my HS education and I WANT to be able to go out there and live my life, but I am completely drained of motivation and I'm constantly tired 24/7, and I procrastinate like CRAZY. Whenever I look at the vision board I made for myself, images of everything I've always wanted, I dont feel that same feeling of excitement anymore; I don't feel any urgency to better. Instead, I feel like I'm driving down a road that leads to no where.
That vision board is the eye into the life you can have, let it serve as a reminder of what you’re capable of. It’s cheesy sounding, but truly, if you can dream and envision something, you can have it. All that matters is that you keep going, even if you spend days procrastinating, and unmotivated, each day is a chance to start over. Focus on telling yourself that you are capable first, because doubt will always prevent you from moving. The trick is to trick yourself into feeling proud of yourself even if you are not where you want to be. You got out of bed today, and wrote this comment. You will educate yourself naturally as you seek knowledge. You are not alone my friend 💖🙏
Also micro managing on how we want something to show up can put limitations on it. You're focused on it showing up in this certain way that you think is amazing, when what could really show up is beyond your wildest dreams.
I’m having so much cognitive dissonance too. But yes when I want to be “lazy” I now am able to remember “oh that’s old me choosing comfort because she’s scared and that fear is valid but she is not being logical or living in the now and we have to move on.” And then I do what it is I want to. Also counting to three or five has been helpful. And lastly breaking it down (for a shower instead of thinking I have to shower I say I need to get out of this bed, now I need to grab my toothbrush, Katniss did it in the hunger games book after rue died, I stole it and it has been so helpful for me).
This video is so validating thank you. I suppose I’m in the Chrysalis? Maybe still the egg after leaving death. But either way my body and mind are changing and taking their time. All I can do is wait and like you said: believe and trust in the process !!
I’ve been affirming to change my mindset. Now when I leave my comfort zone I know that great things happen every time. Even today I was stressing a little and at first I seemed escapism but then instead I went outside, exercised, took a shower, and made myself food and the situation ended up working in my favor !!! Within a few hours it flipped around.
Can I just say that the video had no music or anything in the background. Just you sitting there talking, and it really reiterated your point of too much going on.... this message was clear and concise and personal. I live when people do simple videos like this. These are the best kind of videos... just people sharing their ideas. Love it
honestly, I'm used to these phases and know generally what I need during them, but a big thing that gets in the way is truly just the pressures of capitalism (productivity culture, fast lives all around me, needing to still partially follow a path for financial stability that feels like a partial mask of the true self). I think that's the difficult part to all of this for me.
beautiful message... I think the first step is acknowledging that we are constantly transforming into our new selves, which opens so much space and room to having a more positive outlook on life. letting go of the past to move forward and focus on who we will become is truly enlightening... we can only go up from here!
"Enjoy the in-between" bars.
The micromanaging hit home for me. I’m currently working somewhere and my manager is just like that and I know this job is a stepping stone and I needed that push. I needed to be tested to my limits to know I can’t get comfortable here god has better for you and just move forward
I'm going through a same process through therapy. My therapist mentioned the importance of the "green"-zone, the peaceful, trustful, loving, safe zone, that's still expanding and growing. Right now is a challenge to grow this green zone. As long as it's tiny, we'll be living in orange and red more than we want to (stress / detachment). A lot of our comfort zone is in orange! It's built in stress! We have had to create it there to survive past experiences for us. But we are definitely allowed to let that go, and endeavour in our new life, new things. So now, I think for the both of us, but now I'll be focusing on growing that green, trustful, beautiful, calm, courageous zone in my life & in my body, in my nervous system. We got this girl, thank you for your videos 💪❤
Yessss!!! Just the title itself pushed me to watch your video❤ I cannot tell you, I cannot express how much the title actually described me and where I am in my life right now. After living majority of my life being someone I was not, and recently around early 2022. I found that I truly was not happy, I realized that I didn’t know who I am, didn’t know my likes, didn’t know where to even begin to find me. Now It’s like I am this brand new baby, that has to learn life all over again, but in a way that’s healthy for me. I praise The Most High for seeing this.
I needed this today! My life is going through so much transition at the same time that it's confusing. The notion of giving myself a clean slate every day to try again brings me so much hope in these uncertain times.
i think this is one of the most painful things to go through because while it can be peaceful that nothing is technically happening, it can get disgustingly awful. i feel so disconnected with my friends who are living vibrantly, or atleast have something going on with their lives. like i don't feel like i have the right to be depressed because nothing exactly awful is going on that is beyond my control; i have control in this, but it keeps on looping. i've heard people say that being 20 something is still young, and that yes i do have a whole life ahead of me, but the pressure of getting there is a lot. and this just seems to keep on going, i just want to hide myself away while i'm going through this. i don't see the light at the end of this tunnel, and it's awful that i don't have something or someone with me to go through this. i'm just scared of feeling like this forever; i'm scared of never being able to get that life my heart yearns for.
when i feel like things won’t get better i always have to remind myself that with any low, there eventually has to be a high, that is law. I’m sure you can think of a time in your life where you thought something was NOT going to work out.. but eventually it did somehow someway. You need to remember that that is applicable to any situation. Your life cannot stay the way it is now forever. I also feel like you should take it easy one day at a time & release control. Your feeling so much resistance & pressure because your trying to control everything & trust me that’s so stressful in itself. I highly recommend meditation, it helps take the weight off. If you like videos like this you should also listen to Joe dispenza videos, they are PERFECT help for your situation!!! i swear you’ve got this
@@CORMEAYE thank you for this
Yes, sis. Enjoying the in-between and finding peace, joy, and happiness in the now speaks volumes to me. Thank you
“Micromanaging the universe “…. 🤯 💡 ❤️
"spiritual warfare" that resonated so much with me! thank you for such a beautifully timed video.
This is the 1st time I have seen any of your content it just appeared in my feed. I don't know how the algorithms work but this is exactly the message I needed to hear ❤
I cried during the whole video lol thank you so much for this message, I've been trying to tell my self the same things but every now and then I feel like I'm lying to myself
But listening to you talking about the in between made me so much more calm. I've been just trying to be my better self, some days I struggle hard and other days everything feels like heaven 😂 anyways, I felt the urge to comment something bc I'm not only relating but also I really wanted to hug you and thank you for bringing me clarity ❤
Two conflicting thoughts. The conflict between the old and the new self..
Just discovered you. This was the video that I really needed because I’ve been stuck in between stage for months even a year and I’m finding it really hard to get through this stage but this video was the one thing I’ve been needing to hear for a long time 😊❤️❤️ Thankyou so much for understanding and helping the people with your experience and knowledge ❤️❤️ Thankyou Xxx
You speak from an overflowing cup, a woman gracious enough to be vulnerable, thank you for your message, the world is a whole much better with you around, God bless you❤
Yours is the content that RUclips was made for. This was genuinely enlightening and I saw parts of myself that I'm trying to reconnect with in you. Thank you
It’s crazy because a similar message came to me earlier today , your video came at divine timing. Thank you.
Your working, so I’m working
I needed to hear this message to keep going .. 💜 thank you 🙏🏼
The noise of others. Yes.
I had an insight couple of days ago while sitting on my favorite bench, looking at the river flowing in front of me, soaking up the sun.. Simply feeling at peace because no eyes could judge me. No opinions and no thoughts of others disturbing my mental space.
"I am suffering because of the mere existence of other human beings."
'Cause if there were no other people, if I could just roll around in grass and be silly ol' me with no one looking at me, if I could just release the expectation of needing to accomplish something - then I would be truly happy. But since I can't erase other people off of this Earth and especially because I enjoy the wonders that humans create (with love at the highest place), it's my mission to dissolve those fears and live freely among others.
This has been a beautiful word. 2024 has been very life changing in a very uncomfortable way. I’m thankful for growth but because things could be so much worse. But overall this lesson this lady revealed is eye opening when it comes to relying on own understanding. I’m literally isolated to where it feels like I don’t think my friends ever want to hear from me again. I’ve been going through revelations and mental clarity through god but now I’m lost with what to do . The reality I’m facing now is increasing my faith. Where do I go from here? I’m lost and trying to figure out this new version of myself…
Watching myself fall back into old habits that I tried so hard to get rid of , the overwhelming anxiety of unachieved things made me at times question the hard work I did to get what I am right now., I didn't realize I was everyday making it harder to progress , it felt like I wanted to go back to where I was , maybe its because of the comfort it gave me . But I am not who I used to be , that's the only thing I'm sure of and I'll keep trying , thank you for you video much love
God bless you my dear .
"micromanaging the universe" wow that is so well put!
Oh baby , this video Spoke to me in so many LEVELS . I needed to hear this thank you ❤
Let me comment something before even watching your video. I feel like a pile of procrastination. The career I once dreamed about now seems so joyless to me. The activities that I used to do for fun do not amuse me anymore...
I have pretty much been doing the same thing for the past 7 years...
But I absolutely love this video. Thank you so much, Ri. Sending positive vibrations in your way.
thank you so much for this message it is what I needed to hear in this present moment on my journey of transformation . What a beautiful well written message ! 🥰 Stay strong blessings to you .. thank you for continuously inspiring
i feel this so much i feel better that im not the only one going through this if im honest i thought i was strange to feel like this.
micromanaging the universe is such an enlightening way to put said troublesome habit. thank you for the clarity ❤️🔥
I just learnt to accept I’m going through a vital change in my self , I call it growth
Ahh you are so right!! Things have never worked out the way I thought they would. Thank you for this video 🩷
❤️❤️ whenever I have major breakthroughs in my life I feel like dying before hand it's crazy 😂
i absolutely adore this and resonated so deeply with this disorienting, limbo-feeling in the transformation from where i used to be and the drastically incredibly beautiful differences of who i am, what my life has become and what my reality now looks like. ive noticed how self sabotage really does set in, to try to hold or take us back to the difficulties that we were used to, when we’ve begun doing the work to overcome and outgrow them; we try to hinder our own deep, integral needs, unconsciously. once you have transformed and begun to manifest your desired reality and even more, it is disassociating because you havent yet fully integrated to belief that you deserve to have what you want; its imposter syndrome and so much more. I am so glad i found your channel, I would love to have a conversation with you - its so refreshing to find other’s that get it.
Girl your voice is so soothing. Makes it feel comfortable and non judgmental. Thanks for this message totally resonated with me
I was thinking the same thing while watching the video, her voice is really soothing, it's perfect for putting this kind of message across.
Amazing video- I relate to this sooo much! I broke down in tears to a friend because my values have changed so much and people around me just didn't align with them
This message is truly amazing I resonate with this DEEPLY 🙌🏾
How could myself be gone ever ? People may feel lost becasue they lose but never themselves you can only lose what has never been yours and deeply there is nothing belonging to anyone. Not even dying is losing haha. People may stop engaging with things which hold them back and yet they chose to hold themselves back because they know creates a feeling of safety meanwhile safety doesnt feel right or like being alive. Safety is such crap
Really needed this. Was literally praying to God and apologizing for not being consistent
I am grateful to Source Energy and the YT algorithm for bringing this beautiful human into my orbit. This video was right on time! Thank you for sharing your journey. It truly resonates with me. Blessings to you on your journey. ✨
What is for me is for me is something I just started saying almost constantly at the beginning of the year. It's become my mantra, what is for me will always be for me, and nothing is going to change that. Beautiful video truly
I just made a video about this exact feeling and yours popped up today
Thank you for this amazing video. It Is so comfortable to know that someone experiences and expresses the thoughts in your mind that you can not describe ❤️❤️❤️
You and this video is so beautiful! Thank you for sharing 💗💗💗
This is scarily the same as me right now i feel you Paula dean.
This was needed! Thank you
This video couldnt have come at a better time. I've been struggling so much trying to differentiate between the person my parents want me to be and the person I want to be and with how I'm incorporating new habits but struggling to kick out old ones. But I'm slowly sorting that out and knowing that this process is normal makes me feel seen. Thank you for your video ♥
Enjoy the in-between -thanks sis I needed that revelation.
Thank you very much, I needed to hear that. It remaindes me of saing: "You can die once, but you can live many times as you want."
the best ever video i found on internet!😇the video which i actually needed🤩thankssss a lot♥
It's tough when everything you dreamed and planned for years just fades away. Even the alternatives and all the effort and work you made. I feel like I just got lost, literally with no direction. But this doesn't make me anxious or worried. It leaves me empty.
Feels like a black hole, attracting everything on my daily life to nothing/nowhere.
Sorry to vent
Love this perspective,it really makes me understand I can’t control everything in life but they will still work out good as they should but appreciate and be present in the process 🌸
Girl you said a whole word!!! Love this!! ❤ this spoke to my soul.
I needed to see this today, I feel seen and not alone. Thank you
"You working so im working" 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
كل كلماتك صادقة صديقتي، حفظكِ الله
So crazy how it feels somebody made a video just for YOU… Like I literally needed this right NOW so thank you!!! 💜💜💜
Literally me currently, I’m so happy this popped up for me. Thank you for sharing
This definitely resonates with me right now .
It's beautiful how I 'stumbled' across this after having a session in the universal library, and the information drawn was confirmed by this evet. Just had the urge to watch RUclips from my roommate's laptop only to find your clip under the recommendations, and I know very well that this guy does not consume this line of content. I greatly appreciate your openness and allowing the flow to occur. Much Love
Omgehh I’m not even in the the video and already thank you sister. I needed this because this exactly where I been.thank you.
The main reason I still can't be fully myself is that I always have this fear of giving my opinion and being cancelled. If I have a wrong view I would love to learn and change but not by being attacked or ridiculed. In this time it seems most people just want an ego boost by ridiculing others. Few want to teach, the majority want to feed their insecurities :(
this came at the perfect timing. loved this 🤍
Wow what a perfect timing for this video ❤❤. When we fell into old habits let learn to forgive ourselves but not indulge in it.
Found this videos again and definitely needed it in this moment. Thank you 🙏🏽
Clicked on the video cause “on earth we’re briefly gorgeous” great taste ❤
i needed this
I appreciate you so much for this!
I am feeling lost and very alone and hearing this made me truly feel seen. You helped me pull my perspective and understand that it is okay to be in the womb still developing. I am so happy this video found me. Thank you.
This is the best video I’ve seen all year ❤🔥! The message was so pure.
you ever feel like someone just lifted up the lid on your heart, which is brimming with these fluids, but havent been able to for a while? um, ive been through these periods before. but i have never really experienced it with so much presence before. I can see ervything thats happening in my life right now like from a 3rd person pov, and it just so weird. its like u said, i want to do things the new version of me wants to, but im falling back into old habits. and i cant stop guilt tripping myself. but im constantly reminding myself to be kind. to be more accepting. um im feeling constantly sad. and i feel so lost. everyday i think that ill start afresh and do stg new. N somedays i do end up doing great things. but its jst so hard. um thank you for sharing this video. i feel so connected and heard rn. um yes it will get better. lots of love to u
Whew!!! Thank you so much for this! Gratitude queen ✨🙌🏾🫶🏾🫰🏾
Worth it and I'm new!❤❤❤
You made me cry girll
I’m so glad I found you. Your videos resonate so deeply. Thank you.
Beautiful message. Thank you ❤
I was thinking about this and your video popped up randomly. Thank you❤
You’re so beautiful for sharing this. You inspired to to start sharing my own truth
Oh my god! The rings on your finger. Such pretty stones! Love the calmness of you and your videos. I must say that, i'm happy most of the times, but i feel confused as what to do for more fullfilment. I'm all over the place in my mind. I've learned about the power of positive affirmations last year and that is by far the best thing that year has brought me. I'm never going back again. Thank you for all you do for us. Grateful💚💚💚
LOVEEEE listening to your voice, your channel is so beautiful and gives me life! These are the things i need to hear
I cried during the whole video 😢😢😢
Yes yes yes I so resonate with this! Thank you ❤❤