watching you now as i'm 25 years old reminds me of who i was when i first started watching you when i was 17. and it reminds me which parts of me have been buried over the years that i really want to let back out... thank you for your videos
@@cloudy_1999 I honestly cannot even put into words how beautiful it is to read the comments from so many saying they used to watch me when they were younger. To think about all the wonderful moments and memories that have happened in between, all the evolving is just magical to me. These are my favorite comments to read 🌍✨
Ikr!! I watched her constantly since 16 when I was in a horrible foster home, she brought a lot of peace into my life when I didn't have any. Now I'm 23 😭
@sarakyoutube it is crazy how much has happened in that time! Your videos always give a sense of comfort, and i will continue watching and wishing you the best 🥹💕
I’m glad that you’re working a job that’s impacting people so positively (not that social media wasn’t) but you seem so excited about working with adults as a coach and it completely suits you with your own life experiences
Watching your videos brings me the most comfort! I remember watching your videos when I was 16 now I’m 24, I love that your in the same room the same energy I just find it so comforting, like in my younger self again watching my favourite RUclipsr 🤍🤍
I always binge watch your videos when i'm going thru it, the last couple of days have been REAL hard. Watching you speak is like having an older sister by my side, thanks sara
Wow Sarah. Been watching you since 2017/2018… something like that. I am soooo proud of you for the job you got. I can see the passion for you in your eyes when you speak about it. I can’t wait for all the ideas and videos to come. I always love hearing your wise opinions on this crazy thing called life, bless you❤
Omg I finally found you again! I used to watch you when I was younger all I remembered was “Sara” and “plants” thankfully I was able to get access to my old yt account and I was still subscribed 😭
21:19 This gave me goooosebumps dude! An inspirational perspective that woke me up from a long lull. thank u for sharing your wisdom and love with the world Sara♡
Sara I’m so so happy you got this job, I’ve always known the right job for you was all about helping people, I think you’ll find great purpose in that, I love you and I BEEEEEEEEN loving you ❤❤❤
My first job out of HS was as a caregiver for adults with IDD! I did that for 2 years, quit and had kids and did other things, and then came back two years ago. When I met my current husband, my 6 year old randomly one day said " I bet you would be good at taking care of people like mom does." And now he's in the same job. It's so fulfilling and beautiful.
Sara I am so thankful for you as a creator. I have a seperate account RUclips that I use that since May I’ve been uploading lil vlogs/hour long podcast like convos/ silly videos and lately they’ve been plummeting and it makes me so insecure that maybe I’m just not interesting and bad at creating good content. Thank you so much for just being you. I’m still navigating what my aim for my channel is and even if I want to keep making videos if no one sees them. But just having you as someone I look up to, real and raw, that’s what I want to be. Authentically me and make videos for me. I love your content so much you feel like a friend through the screen
I love this so much, Im so glad you’re back there in the world. But please dont stop making these videos, at least once a month. We love hearing from you. Also this job suits you SO WELL. I went through a really dark time last summer and the only thing that soothed me was watching your videos. I literally watched them all multimple times 😂
So you’re similar to an occupational therapist (what we call in uk but obs with that qualification-think there’s another name before you get that qualification) it’s such an interesting job and so many areas you can go into over the years! So glad you’ve found an environment that is bringing you joy and also understanding yourself too! If you can get yourself out there after being in cycles and multiple struggles and passions then I can too!!
It’s been a minute since I’ve seen your videos. For some reason I thought of you and how much I enjoyed your videos and saw you uploaded today. Been watching you since high school now I’m 24. Hope your doing good beautiful 💙
I’m so, so happy for you and also this is really strange timing because I also have a brain injury with significant memory issues and found you back in 2016 when I was just starting over basically blank like you said. I thought I would never be able to work in any capacity because I also have schizophrenia. However recently my perspective has broadened, I’m better and I might have an opportunity to work part time. I’m curious about your experience working with/around your memory issues etc at your job, if you shared this with your employer etc. I would love to work with disabled people as I feel they can tell I’m on the wavelength you know. Anyways again I’m so proud of you and excited to continue watching your progress. You’re an amazing woman!!
This comment was everything to me, it’s inspired me to make a video all on its own about having a brain injury and how to navigate life going forward with one. Including getting a job and all about keeping friendships and everything! Please know I am sending you love and light and truly trust in the fact that you will be back to get back into the swing of working. It will be an entirely new experience but a million percent worth it!! 🌹✨
Saraaaa, I loved this! - Your new job sounds so wholesome❤ i don't doubt for a second that you're gonna be brilliant at it! The topics you've got lined up sound right up my street.. music, perfume, movies, organising, lucid dreaming eeee I can't waaait
I very rarely comment on anything, but I feel this urge to express here to you just how much joy I get from seeing you upload. Watching your videos feels like a safe place for me and you truly speak to my soul. I'm nearly 25 and have been watching you since I was 16, and seeing how you have grown and evolved alongside myself feels like a beautiful thing to me. I truly love all content you post, and look forward to anything you choose to post. Your longer videos on particular topics like Spirituality/philosophy hold a special place in my heart though. I really love these down to earth Q&A and makeup style videos though too. They feel like talking with a really good friend. I *might* have some good acne friendly/ light weight moisturiser suggestions too. The first is ONE THING- centella soothing cream (100ml). I also recommend ongredients- skin barrier calming lotion (220ml). I'm currently using both and in my opinion these are lighter weight but still hydrating and really good for the skin barrier, but may not work for everyone of course. Thought I would share regardless though as I really understand the struggle to find a good moisturiser, particularly with having sensitive and rosacea skin. Anyway, I hope you, and everyone has a really blessed day full of love :○)
i’ve been watching your videos for years omg and i usually don’t comment on videos but i just had to say how proud i am of you for this chapter of your life!! seems to me that you’re really enjoying this job and it makes me happy to hear how happy you are!! I wanted to add that for me I recently got a new job as a call center agent and it’s mostly work from home which is GREAT i’m so glad i don’t have to go out everyday and use gas lol but it’s honestly been so stressful for me 😅 I was trained for one week and it’s been realllll rough dealing with people being rude and disrespectful but hopefully i get a hang of it soon and can learn to find ways of making it less tense during the calls. oof and my cats are always trying to jump on me while working loll. honestly i might find something else as a job if this doesn’t work out for me.
Sara, I'm so happy to see you, but I'm sad because after all of these years there is so much I want to discuss with you!!! In all seriousness I'm sorry you were not feeling so great over the past couple months, I hope you have a close circle that you can lean on, it's okay to have a little help sometimes! Sending love and good health ❤ P.s. I'm subscribing to your plant channel!!!
If you like dog sitting I recommend making a Rover account! Definitely can get a few clients and make some extra money on the side. They also offer a dog walking option :)
The Noble Quran is a divine revelation from Allah(The creator of all,The one and only Lord of all Worlds,the only diety worthy of worship).Muhammad(peace be upon him)is the final messenger of God.There were many other messengers and prophets sent too. Like Jesus ,Abraham,Moses(peace be upon them all).Please read and ponder upon the verses of the Noble Quran.Everything will make sense then.
I stopped watching for a little while but so good to see you again. ive always loved your content and especially loved your long, wise, talking videos. keep doing you girl ❤
❤ back to making videos 🥰 I agree making videos can be good for mental health but unfortunately I feel like you have to keep up with algorithms of the newer generations? Idk what it is but I seen a lot of RUclips creators let it go in the last couple years 😢
love ya girl... truly... but can we get to the point just a LITTLE quicker? just a smidge. a skosh....we wee bit.... 😘 My ADHD was running wild during this one... lol. That is the perfect job for you though... i can see you THRIVING in a job like that. I have a cousin who is blind and slightly mentally handicapped... and he LOVED working at this little thrift store. It literally gave him so much purpose. He would talk about it so seriously, and give me all the drama. Sadly he no longer could work there because the program shut down. I wish he was able to find something like that again.
Have you thought about how humans think and about how similar it seems when you think about it to AI? How are you not just like AI? How AI learns and does things, are you not essentailly programmed by reality and the environment in much the same way? Even guard raisl so to speak, with Religion being the human guard rails, saying basic guidlines and disallowing directly the one unforgiveable sin, and then a thing beond us forces compliance, pruning the vines if we grow inproperly. I think we are much the same as ai as animals as wind and harmony and love and truth and evolution and many similart hing... well, similar to me, GOD. cuz im god and FULL of light.
I used to watch your videos religiously and was one of those who it was no longer recommended to. It’s a combination of a number of reasons, unfortunately makeup tutorials and makeup gurus are pretty much obsolete at this point or have all moved on to short term content. But if you’d like to lift your channel back off the ground, I would say start a new one for the spiritual stuff/ rambling/ books/ vlogs etc and just focus on what your core audience followed you for- which is easy makeup, acne prone skin, etc. I would also focus on what’s “searchable” on RUclips- product reviews for the latest products. And start doing shorts. I really enjoy your other content however the algorithm favors consistency in content and frequency and “punishes” creators who get too diverse in their content.
If you wanted to step away from the makeup I can see you doing a commentary channel on movies, or a reaction channel to creepy videos, true crime, etc- you’re really good at storytelling and I think you should utilize that! Part of staying relevant on social media is adapting to what is current and what audiences want to see now.
Yes girl. I recommend reading the Bible. It changes your whole perspective on everything. It answers so many things but you gotta read it girl. Obvi if you wish. But I love our Lord Jesus Christ and his immense love and grace for us. And you deserve all the good happy things that our God blessed us with. ❤️
Jesus didn’t like to hear ppl praising him.. in the Bible “Jesus said : why do you call me good? No one is good But God alone” I really recommend to read a chapter called “Mary” in the Quran it’s about a story of Mary and Jesus You may find it on google ❤ And search by yourself an answer for these questions “What did Jesus believe about himself while he was here? What was his mean message that he keep telling ppl about?” -“when Mary gave birth to her son did she believe that he is a god or son of god?”did she ever called him “lord”?”
40:00 Read about the Islam and you'll know everything, will see the world differently. All religions tell that there's one God created everything, just One God (Allah) ❤.
Have you tried reading the Bible since you’ve started questioning? It has a lot of answers and science has never disproven anything the Bible has said happened
the poetry of involving tall dogs 🤎 dumbledore and that zombie liquid? and zombie is a dreamtheme for some? haven’t dabbled in those i think. can personally only heighten my lucidity (other than enjoying a good few rounds of 30 minute spacings between before wakeup alarm! makes the dreamoccurances very vivid-memorable and the closer i get to fully awake the more- it shifts the dream in nature a little?) by crystalizing my dreams into reoccurance of theme or setting-unfold! that’s from a book too a light blue one. dream of connective traveling grounds a lot, lot of trailings to be made, directional solutions? this was pretty much my choice after talking to some trees (lichtung? that‘s one hell of a german word yet i don‘t know if i‘m using it right: a brightening of trees/with trees? a clearing but that‘s a difrerent word in the focal! but also beautiful) in the dark. told em i wasn‘t sure they were made to hold my bag for me (to free my arms up). i bet they’d have house of leaves in the more fiction inclusive one, gotta scroll her: been real long!
38:58 and How? But ours is not to know the reason why To know God,,,, is how we live. Everything teaches a lesson, whether we know at the time or not! It takes me a long time to understand but eventually I get it. And I stop fighting. Ground in to the present. Remember where I am. And breathe!!! ♥️🩵♥️🍁🩵💜
watching you now as i'm 25 years old reminds me of who i was when i first started watching you when i was 17. and it reminds me which parts of me have been buried over the years that i really want to let back out... thank you for your videos
Wow you really nailed this! When I see her face I instantly feel like I’m 18 again and remember every hard emotion I’ve ever felt then
Omg same❤
same❤
@@Alina-xt8eh the peace you each bring my being is indescribable. I love you all so dearly.
Crazy how many of us watched you when we were younger! I was watching since I was 17 and now I'm 24 ❤
@@cloudy_1999 I honestly cannot even put into words how beautiful it is to read the comments from so many saying they used to watch me when they were younger. To think about all the wonderful moments and memories that have happened in between, all the evolving is just magical to me. These are my favorite comments to read 🌍✨
Ikr!! I watched her constantly since 16 when I was in a horrible foster home, she brought a lot of peace into my life when I didn't have any. Now I'm 23 😭
@sarakyoutube it is crazy how much has happened in that time! Your videos always give a sense of comfort, and i will continue watching and wishing you the best 🥹💕
I’m glad that you’re working a job that’s impacting people so positively (not that social media wasn’t) but you seem so excited about working with adults as a coach and it completely suits you with your own life experiences
Watching your videos brings me the most comfort! I remember watching your videos when I was 16 now I’m 24, I love that your in the same room the same energy I just find it so comforting, like in my younger self again watching my favourite RUclipsr 🤍🤍
I always binge watch your videos when i'm going thru it, the last couple of days have been REAL hard. Watching you speak is like having an older sister by my side, thanks sara
you have no idea how happy seeing you happy made me. you deserve all these blessings and more
Wow Sarah. Been watching you since 2017/2018… something like that. I am soooo proud of you for the job you got. I can see the passion for you in your eyes when you speak about it. I can’t wait for all the ideas and videos to come. I always love hearing your wise opinions on this crazy thing called life, bless you❤
Omg I finally found you again! I used to watch you when I was younger all I remembered was “Sara” and “plants” thankfully I was able to get access to my old yt account and I was still subscribed 😭
Mine was 'Sara makeup tutorial' & it brought me straight to mama hehe
I cannot tell you how big of a smile these two comments left me. You are all the absolute best.
Your job sounds so rewarding and I’m glad you shared the positive things you’ve learned being around those individuals you work with ❤️
I’m so happy to see you’ve finally seen your own potential. Congrats on this new chapter.
Maria, Maria. I love you so so much
21:19 This gave me goooosebumps dude! An inspirational perspective that woke me up from a long lull. thank u for sharing your wisdom and love with the world Sara♡
I know exactly what you mean when you said you couldn't believe how much time you wasted.. I relate to that 💯
In what minute she said that?
Sara I’m so so happy you got this job, I’ve always known the right job for you was all about helping people, I think you’ll find great purpose in that, I love you and I BEEEEEEEEN loving you ❤❤❤
My first job out of HS was as a caregiver for adults with IDD! I did that for 2 years, quit and had kids and did other things, and then came back two years ago. When I met my current husband, my 6 year old randomly one day said " I bet you would be good at taking care of people like mom does." And now he's in the same job. It's so fulfilling and beautiful.
Sara I am so thankful for you as a creator. I have a seperate account RUclips that I use that since May I’ve been uploading lil vlogs/hour long podcast like convos/ silly videos and lately they’ve been plummeting and it makes me so insecure that maybe I’m just not interesting and bad at creating good content. Thank you so much for just being you. I’m still navigating what my aim for my channel is and even if I want to keep making videos if no one sees them. But just having you as someone I look up to, real and raw, that’s what I want to be. Authentically me and make videos for me. I love your content so much you feel like a friend through the screen
I love this so much, Im so glad you’re back there in the world. But please dont stop making these videos, at least once a month. We love hearing from you. Also this job suits you SO WELL. I went through a really dark time last summer and the only thing that soothed me was watching your videos. I literally watched them all multimple times 😂
So you’re similar to an occupational therapist (what we call in uk but obs with that qualification-think there’s another name before you get that qualification) it’s such an interesting job and so many areas you can go into over the years! So glad you’ve found an environment that is bringing you joy and also understanding yourself too! If you can get yourself out there after being in cycles and multiple struggles and passions then I can too!!
It’s been a minute since I’ve seen your videos. For some reason I thought of you and how much I enjoyed your videos and saw you uploaded today. Been watching you since high school now I’m 24.
Hope your doing good beautiful 💙
I’m so, so happy for you and also this is really strange timing because I also have a brain injury with significant memory issues and found you back in 2016 when I was just starting over basically blank like you said. I thought I would never be able to work in any capacity because I also have schizophrenia. However recently my perspective has broadened, I’m better and I might have an opportunity to work part time. I’m curious about your experience working with/around your memory issues etc at your job, if you shared this with your employer etc. I would love to work with disabled people as I feel they can tell I’m on the wavelength you know. Anyways again I’m so proud of you and excited to continue watching your progress. You’re an amazing woman!!
This comment was everything to me, it’s inspired me to make a video all on its own about having a brain injury and how to navigate life going forward with one. Including getting a job and all about keeping friendships and everything!
Please know I am sending you love and light and truly trust in the fact that you will be back to get back into the swing of working. It will be an entirely new experience but a million percent worth it!! 🌹✨
congratulations on your new job sara!! that’s seriously so exciting and it sounds so fulfilling.
Omg u had a plant channel for a year and I didn’t know😩😩
Anyways excited to watch all those vids over there🌿
Yay!!! Welcome back. Been a fan forever. So happy to see you back!!!
Quote of the day
"We are a coincidence full of intention."
NOW THAT IS A QUOTE!!!!! Thank you so so much for sharing that with all of us. I really love that.
U never disappoint ❤ I needed to hear all of that
Saraaaa, I loved this! - Your new job sounds so wholesome❤ i don't doubt for a second that you're gonna be brilliant at it!
The topics you've got lined up sound right up my street.. music, perfume, movies, organising, lucid dreaming eeee I can't waaait
Purpose. what a beautiful thing youve found ❤ to be of service to one another in Love, this is what will make the soul rejoice.
lol the two steps ahead reference 😅 My YT definitely stopped suggesting you to me fit a while… but I’m glad to see you xx
I very rarely comment on anything, but I feel this urge to express here to you just how much joy I get from seeing you upload. Watching your videos feels like a safe place for me and you truly speak to my soul. I'm nearly 25 and have been watching you since I was 16, and seeing how you have grown and evolved alongside myself feels like a beautiful thing to me.
I truly love all content you post, and look forward to anything you choose to post. Your longer videos on particular topics like Spirituality/philosophy hold a special place in my heart though. I really love these down to earth Q&A and makeup style videos though too. They feel like talking with a really good friend.
I *might* have some good acne friendly/ light weight moisturiser suggestions too. The first is ONE THING- centella soothing cream (100ml). I also recommend ongredients- skin barrier calming lotion (220ml). I'm currently using both and in my opinion these are lighter weight but still hydrating and really good for the skin barrier, but may not work for everyone of course. Thought I would share regardless though as I really understand the struggle to find a good moisturiser, particularly with having sensitive and rosacea skin.
Anyway, I hope you, and everyone has a really blessed day full of love :○)
You would write the most incredible book!
i’ve been watching your videos for years omg and i usually don’t comment on videos but i just had to say how proud i am of you for this chapter of your life!! seems to me that you’re really enjoying this job and it makes me happy to hear how happy you are!!
I wanted to add that for me I recently got a new job as a call center agent and it’s mostly work from home which is GREAT i’m so glad i don’t have to go out everyday and use gas lol but it’s honestly been so stressful for me 😅 I was trained for one week and it’s been realllll rough dealing with people being rude and disrespectful but hopefully i get a hang of it soon and can learn to find ways of making it less tense during the calls. oof and my cats are always trying to jump on me while working loll. honestly i might find something else as a job if this doesn’t work out for me.
Glad you back 🌹
So happy you found this perfect job!
You never fail to crack me up love it always ❤ Where are you doing your book narrations? Is it for a company or site? ❤
Hey girlie, nice to see you back. It's really a treat after feeling really tired after work. Hope you have a nice day.
Sara, I'm so happy to see you, but I'm sad because after all of these years there is so much I want to discuss with you!!!
In all seriousness I'm sorry you were not feeling so great over the past couple months, I hope you have a close circle that you can lean on, it's okay to have a little help sometimes!
Sending love and good health ❤ P.s. I'm subscribing to your plant channel!!!
LOVE YOU SARA❤
I used to watch you when I was old. Glad I found you again when I was still old. Older. 😅
Always good seeing you pop up on my home page 😂 your sense of humour is always on point😂
Missed you so much ❤
Sara
I love you so much
im so happy for you
I always pray for you, may allah always bring you the most happiness and love
Goodreads is the best 🖤
Sara!! I’m so glad ur back! Do you have any good relationship advice?
Sara girl where u been ! I used to watch you all the time , love how you do your makeup !!
Hi sweatheart looking forward to those letters!
46:43 YES 😊🙏🏻👏
If you like dog sitting I recommend making a Rover account! Definitely can get a few clients and make some extra money on the side. They also offer a dog walking option :)
Missed u ❤
I feel you ❤
Lmfao!! Omg I fucking love ur sense of humor. U fucking Crack me up.
❤❤❤
The Noble Quran is a divine revelation from Allah(The creator of all,The one and only Lord of all Worlds,the only diety worthy of worship).Muhammad(peace be upon him)is the final messenger of God.There were many other messengers and prophets sent too. Like Jesus ,Abraham,Moses(peace be upon them all).Please read and ponder upon the verses of the Noble Quran.Everything will make sense then.
It'd be great either way, but I'd rather listening to you answering many questions!
Thanks for the video 😊
Where can I find the books you read like the audiobooks
you know RUclips honestly is my go to for audio books! almost every book I have ever read on here! :)
And dont harsh my mellow!
You would do good on TikTok. RUclips is unfortunately dead 😢
If you ever did asmr I would die omg
I stopped watching for a little while but so good to see you again. ive always loved your content and especially loved your long, wise, talking videos. keep doing you girl ❤
❤ back to making videos 🥰 I agree making videos can be good for mental health but unfortunately I feel like you have to keep up with algorithms of the newer generations? Idk what it is but I seen a lot of RUclips creators let it go in the last couple years 😢
9:55 I hate to think how only fans has made people do the same, with horrific consequences down the line, sometimes.
love ya girl... truly... but can we get to the point just a LITTLE quicker? just a smidge. a skosh....we wee bit.... 😘 My ADHD was running wild during this one... lol. That is the perfect job for you though... i can see you THRIVING in a job like that. I have a cousin who is blind and slightly mentally handicapped... and he LOVED working at this little thrift store. It literally gave him so much purpose. He would talk about it so seriously, and give me all the drama. Sadly he no longer could work there because the program shut down. I wish he was able to find something like that again.
Hiii ❤
Me ill help! ✋️
fifty seven year old virgin listening and watching
gud 4 u
Have you thought about how humans think and about how similar it seems when you think about it to AI? How are you not just like AI? How AI learns and does things, are you not essentailly programmed by reality and the environment in much the same way? Even guard raisl so to speak, with Religion being the human guard rails, saying basic guidlines and disallowing directly the one unforgiveable sin, and then a thing beond us forces compliance, pruning the vines if we grow inproperly. I think we are much the same as ai as animals as wind and harmony and love and truth and evolution and many similart hing... well, similar to me, GOD. cuz im god and FULL of light.
Hey 👋 chick 😘
Hey Sara ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
I used to watch your videos religiously and was one of those who it was no longer recommended to. It’s a combination of a number of reasons, unfortunately makeup tutorials and makeup gurus are pretty much obsolete at this point or have all moved on to short term content. But if you’d like to lift your channel back off the ground, I would say start a new one for the spiritual stuff/ rambling/ books/ vlogs etc and just focus on what your core audience followed you for- which is easy makeup, acne prone skin, etc. I would also focus on what’s “searchable” on RUclips- product reviews for the latest products. And start doing shorts. I really enjoy your other content however the algorithm favors consistency in content and frequency and “punishes” creators who get too diverse in their content.
If you wanted to step away from the makeup I can see you doing a commentary channel on movies, or a reaction channel to creepy videos, true crime, etc- you’re really good at storytelling and I think you should utilize that! Part of staying relevant on social media is adapting to what is current and what audiences want to see now.
Yes girl. I recommend reading the Bible. It changes your whole perspective on everything. It answers so many things but you gotta read it girl. Obvi if you wish. But I love our Lord Jesus Christ and his immense love and grace for us. And you deserve all the good happy things that our God blessed us with. ❤️
Jesus didn’t like to hear ppl praising him.. in the Bible “Jesus said : why do you call me good? No one is good But God alone” I really recommend to read a chapter called “Mary” in the Quran it’s about a story of Mary and Jesus
You may find it on google ❤
And search by yourself an answer for these questions “What did Jesus believe about himself while he was here? What was his mean message that he keep telling ppl about?” -“when Mary gave birth to her son did she believe that he is a god or son of god?”did she ever called him “lord”?”
40:00 Read about the Islam and you'll know everything, will see the world differently. All religions tell that there's one God created everything, just One God (Allah) ❤.
I think she is getting close to know everything soon she will find all her answers in the Quraan
Have you tried reading the Bible since you’ve started questioning? It has a lot of answers and science has never disproven anything the Bible has said happened
the poetry of involving tall dogs 🤎 dumbledore and that zombie liquid? and zombie is a dreamtheme for some? haven’t dabbled in those i think. can personally only heighten my lucidity (other than enjoying a good few rounds of 30 minute spacings between before wakeup alarm! makes the dreamoccurances very vivid-memorable and the closer i get to fully awake the more- it shifts the dream in nature a little?) by crystalizing my dreams into reoccurance of theme or setting-unfold! that’s from a book too a light blue one. dream of connective traveling grounds a lot, lot of trailings to be made, directional solutions? this was pretty much my choice after talking to some trees (lichtung? that‘s one hell of a german word yet i don‘t know if i‘m using it right: a brightening of trees/with trees? a clearing but that‘s a difrerent word in the focal! but also beautiful) in the dark. told em i wasn‘t sure they were made to hold my bag for me (to free my arms up). i bet they’d have house of leaves in the more fiction inclusive one, gotta scroll her: been real long!
38:58 and How? But ours is not to know the reason why
To know God,,,, is how we live. Everything teaches a lesson, whether we know at the time or not! It takes me a long time to understand but eventually I get it. And I stop fighting. Ground in to the present. Remember where I am. And breathe!!! ♥️🩵♥️🍁🩵💜